#day 2: jealousy
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CASTIEL: Stop. What's the point if you don't mean it? You fear me - not love, not respect, just fear.
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a godstiel pity party. i'd like to thank an anon i got way back in february of 2021.
#spn#vid#spnamvarchive#so fun fact i started making this more than a year ago. got it 90% done. and then was like no this isn't working#i will come back to this later.#it turns out that i needed to make some videos about cas and angels (the love club + help i'm alive amvs)#in order to make this one. anyway this video is about french mistake robert singer voice season six#i really struggled with it because i could NOT find the thread until i realized that it needed to be literally godstiel pov#it's about love and desire and jealousy and hurt and omnidirectional rage <3#it's about the fact that cas is so utterly dependent on dean for his self-image - however dean sees him that's it#it's about having a moment of reflection about lashing out before you do it but doing it anyway#it's about taking cruelty and dishing it out#and crucially. it's about being pregnant#mpregpocalypse#fun fact: i made a post about working on three season six amvs all the way back in nov. 2022#and only now have they come to fruition (this one + love club + metric)#anyway. have you heard that cas is obsessed#the thing is i do kinda want to add some specific director's commentary here. like the first verse is about cas being like.#incredibly deeply emotionally vulnerable to dean. as in: his emotional state and self-image is totally dominated by what dean thinks of him#and if dean is mad at him. and then the second verse is about... dean upsetting him and him responding to that by Killing Everybody lol#like he has a moment of reflection ['certain regrettable things are now required of me' + killing rachel] where he's like i've 1) also done#bad things and 2) i feel bad about it so maybe i will regret Killing Everyone. but then he does it anyway due to everybody keeps turning#on him. i feel like the rest of the amv is self evident. i guess i should note that 'share a paradise' is about how both of them have#a nostalgic view of the early days of their relationship when it wasn't Like This lol. but everything else i think is self evident.#oh and the reason the other angels flash onscreen with their burned wings at the end is i'm EVOKING the image of cas' wings burning. even#though it doesn't happen. i'm evoking it
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"Such a massive skull....
It must be hiding an equally massive brain!"
TerukiWeek 2024, Day Five
Hair AND Trauma...
#terukiweek2024#i wanted this 1ne 2 b a little silly#i think its funny that ritsu thought he just had a bigass noggin when he first met him so i played off of that :)#also the trauma is ritsu's raging jealousy of teru's enormous intellect in case you couldnt tell [joke]#AGAIN I THINK ITS HILARIOUS EVERYONE DID HAIR AND TRAUMA CUZ I KNEW I WAS GONNA DO THE SAME THING#ritsu teru friendies is so funny 2 mi. like they are crazee#i like the wig btw guys. like actually its so fun to just draw upwards and have it kinda fizzle out#now im out til birthday day..... gotta work on that 1ne gang...........#mob psycho 100#mp100#mob psycho fanart#teruki hanazawa#hanazawa teruki#ritsu kageyama#kageyama ritsu#implied terumob as always
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it looks like i’ve fallen in love with myself out of all the characters so far (???!!!!! : o)
#zevie plays hsr#am i my own favorite character is this what’s happening ?????#everyone in the game is so pretty#i am so pretty#NO BUT SOME OF MY OWN DIALOGUE OPTIONS MAKE ME BLUSHSHSMMM#OK THIS LAST UPDATE OF THE DAY IVE BEEN SPAMMING A LOT#this side quest btw#the boss has 2 lives (i hate him for that)#i got to 11% on the second life and then died#so ii gave up#and you know what#i even googled a play through to copy#THESE PEOPLE HAVE SO MANY CHARACTERS#EVEN THE F2P ONES IM LIKE WHO IS THAT WHY DO U HAVE HER AND NOT ME#im not far enough in the story probably :((( (jealousy)#(green with jealousy)#ill be back here u poop boss i hate u sooo much u suckkkk#u get two lives and not me why’s that ??????? i don’t like that boss#i mean yes it’s a 4v1 BUT ALSO HE SUMMONS STUFF WHEN U TOUCH HIM#LIKE WTF#SJSNSNN#all /lh /nm#also i said this in a server but#wriothesley & cyno & alhaitham r not in hsr ?? 😃😃 SINCE WHEN#BECAUSE I FOUND OUT TODAY#I WAS LITERALLY EXCITED TO MEET THEM#AND WHAT IS WUTHERING WAVES
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chapters 51 and 58 of bloodmarked are absolutely CARRYING bree/nick/selwyn polyamory truthers
#selwyn is kind of a stupid name I realized as I was typing this. like I've gotten used to it over 2 books but it's so silly. selwyn#anyway. me disappearing for days and only showing up for like 30 minutes to reblog 3 things#and make a nigh incomprehensible post letting you guys know what book I'm reading now (read. I finished it yesterday actually.#now I'm rereading legendborn bc I'm apparently not ready to move on to a new book and also I forgot most of the shit from that book)#anyway I've been on the polyamory train for these 3 since I read legendborn in 2020 but I swear it's only gotten stronger#like what do you MEAN selwyn (magically oathed to protect nick) FEELS SAFER with nick around#THE SAME WAY BREE DOES. AND BOTH SELWYN AND NICK LIKE. AGREE ON HOW MUCH THEY LOVE BREE. AND THERE'S NO WEIRD JEALOUSY ABOUT IT#AND SELWYN CANONICALLY WAS AT ONE POINT IN LOVE WITH NICK????#AND NICK LITERALLY SAYS TO SEL “I CAN'T LOSE YOU AND I WON'T LOSE HER”????#LIKE?????#THERE IS NO WAY THIS IS YOUR STANDARD ASS LOVE TRIANGLE IT'S GOTTA BE AT LEAST A LITTLE POLYAMORUS#IF NOT A FULL TRIANGLE BREE SHOULD AT *LEAST* GET 2 BOYFRIENDS. SHE DESERVES IT#even if it does end up a standard love triangle though this is honestly a genuinely good one#like I genuinely like both love interests neither of them are weird or annoying or creepy about her#anyway. need book 3 out as soon as possible I swear to god I almost can't see how this ends in monogamy#I'm talking about the legendborn series by tracy deonn btw everyone#another arthurian inspired book series which if you saw my other post the other day I swear this isn't intentional#legendborn#bloodmarked#the legendborn cycle#tracy deonn#bree matthews#nick davis#selwyn kane
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do you also get jealous of your girlfriend's dogs hyenas?
#harlivy#harley x ivy#drawing#harley quinn#poison ivy#dc#this is for harlivy week#day 2#prompt: jealousy
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Chat my mum's bf said my arms are nothing impressive do we kill him with the guillotine
#I play badminton every day for at least 2 hours and work out#sounds like jealousy to me lil bro 🤣🤪🤣🤪#prey animal
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i am full body raging about this bullshit
like don't get me wrong if you're an east coast yank I'm genuinely happy for you
but prime premiere website literally states early screening is 26th, but now we have to go black out for 10 days starting the 18th
im so fucking angry this is a disaster waiting to happen, why the fuck did they bother getting so worked up about The Spoiler when youre pulling this shit jfc
if i see ONE SINGLE spoiler please know that there is NO CORNER OF THE EARTH where i will not find you and skin you alive 🥰
#good omens#good omens season 2#this is just a rant post and im selfishly and childishly angry about it#but seriously why the fuck get so ratty about the leak when youre opening yourself to a fucking spoiler disaster 10 days before release?#absolute joke#reposting because tumblr went screwy for me#edit: the fact that i went full ham in immersing in spoilers following the nyc screening has Humbled me#and i can assure you i am no longer the person who posted this out of jealousy and self righteousness#the character development i have undergone in the last month has been jarring but im vibing with it
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Late AkuSaï Day
Man these two are so great. The tension is amazing.
And I love how Axel is just almost fed up with him
"You let them reduce you to this?!"
And I'm all here for it.
But at the same time he still cares for him.
And it shows how Saïx lost himself over his jealousy for Axel...
Saïx loosing himself over his jealousy for Axel is another wonderful parallel that this series does.
The parallels and connections are everything and it leads us back to two individuals, Sora and Riku.
They both are done in different ways but it is similar.
Riku tries to help his friend, Kairi and he gets jealous of Sora because he gets new friends and he believes he forgotten all about him and Riku eventually results to darkness.
Saïx tries to help that girl, experiment X I think she was called and does all he can, but then looses himself over his jealousy for Axel going off and making all these friends that Saïx believes he forgot about him and the girl.
Then they both realize they were jealous and wouldn't actually forget.
Anyways it's late but AkuSaï day
#kh#kingdom Hearts#kh2#kh3#saix#Saïx#AkuSaï#soriku#kh parallel#parallels#kh jealousy#happy AkuSaï#akusai#kh 358/2 days#discussion
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my jealousy is justified I think. like why the fuck can't I have what I want? why can't I be happy and pretty and rich and successful and healthy. why does anyone else get that and not me huh? fuck you
#joking#but jealousy is something i grapple with a lot#ive been on hrt for almost 3 years#ive lived in this city for 2 years#i have some good days#im going to the beach tomorrow#thats a blessing in itself#i just wish that after all this time that i could.be proud of who i see in the mirror#im still upset that i missed anime expo
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only hanging out with my people can fix me now
#i keep seeing people's stories w their closest friends#and i always hope that they're not taking that for granted#cuz boy oh boy would I cherish every single moment I get with my people and give everything to have that#oh and there's also jealousy ofc like#bitch you're not even 2 people one mind like we are and you get to see each other every day#so fucked up
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Also. The weird girl in school feeling of both intense jealousy and violent repulsion towards "normal" girls.
#this post brought to you by: the normaler girls i follow on insta and the stories they post#like these three girls. two of them from the same university as me. the other one also french. all in the same city as me#all exchange students at the same uni in england!#but they're going on day trips to london and living their best year abroad#and i'm - what. staying at home and making soup? sleeping and failing to buy postcards?#the warring impulses of jealousy and repulsion.#because. i want to be normal too. i want my life to be simple and nice and easy.#i want to be a pretty girl who's doing it right. i want to have my life together (somewhat) (for my age and status)#i want girlfriends in the straight way who i can have daytrips with.#i long for the simplicity of asking out cute boys and aesthetic study sessions that actually pay off#i am so blindingly jealous of them. they're so much more normal than me. they're doing Girlhood and Womanhood correctly.#but at the same time i would rather die than change so much i'd be that girl#because i am simply not that person. this is not who i am at my core#i do not want to buy startbucks. i don't want relationship drama. i don't want to put all my personal data on instagram#i do not actually want to force myself to fit into the restrictive mold of what normal and socially acceptable girlhood and womanhood are#so i feel both 1) left behind and inadequate like i'm back in middle school#2) but also at peace with the fact that you can't get along with everyone and i'm old enough to find my people now#i mean my housemates are really cool and i have other friends that are also the kind of nerdy weirdo people i hang out with#AND 3) inadequate for general 'i'm a fucking child' reasons#they're independent. they're spontaneous. they're just doing things. they're on the way to adulthood. they're in their early 20s.#what am i then but a child. i don't go out much i don't drink i have this huge aura of no romance#i need structure and plans and i have a lot of inertia#and i thought the adult thing was going well! i'm feeding myself all on my own! i'm planning my days!#i'm doing laundry and cleaning up messes! look at the adult!#she's not done baking but i was expecting much much worse honestly. i was braced for a total crumble#but no we're good. i felt proud of myself#and here i see people having the normal typical year abroad experience. and i'm not#i'm being childish and i'm wasting money doing the exact same thing i'd be doing at home but in england#anyway. 2:30. sleep time. good night#wow i have a ramble tag now
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Pokeshipping Week 2022 Day 2: Rivalry
Chartreuse
Ash was having a terrible time.
He’d come all the way from Jhoto to attend stupid Gary Oak’s stupid party and now everyone was hanging around stupid Gary Oak and his stupid Pokémon.
He didn’t see what the big deal was. So what if Gary had Umbreon. And a Blastoise.
Ash could have a Blastoise if he wanted to. But - unlike Gary - he respected that Squirtle wasn’t ready for that. Cos he was good trainer - unlike Gary.
What was even so great about Gary and his stupid Pokémon?
“Oh my gosh, you have a Tentacruel? They’re my absolute favourite.”
Ash felt his jaw clench tighter and his stomach burn.
#pokeshipping week 2022#pokeshipping#day 2#rivalry#jealousy#gary oak#ash x misty#fic#short and sweet#writing
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MADS I LOVE U SM
anyway everyone go read waiting for the worms then come back & sign my petition for wren to write 817275k words on hope lupin barefoot in her garden wearing her wide-brimmed straw sun hat and overalls .. dirt and soil everywhere chilli the duck trampling across her tomato plants the tiny family cat winding around her ankles …. i mean…
#other stuff is happening in the fic too like insane sirius jealousy and boys who are not s flirting w remus and also those two things#are in fact related . but there is a singular line in a letter from hope to remus that talks about her garden and duck and well. i am a#simple girl. i think about hope lupin and her garden and i am unable to function for 3-10 business days … she is everything i want 2 be <333#wren tag#answered
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#jealousy is the rage of a man#godly jealousy#proverbs 6:34#2 corinthians 11:2#will not spare in the day of vengeance#daily bread#nightly bread#god is love#bible
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Envy is absolutely the most cringfail sin. it's about spending your energy NOT minding your own business and being obsessed with what other people have. and it's the only one that grants you no pleasure. it's just misery. completely pathetic
loving the fact that you have an opinion on this and needed to say it. mutuals please sit down it’s time for the philosophy and ethics socratic seminar on tumblr dot com
#listen they’re all pathetic as long as you understand what they actually truly mean#and not the oversimplified broadened media ideas of them#like you see i don’t think jealousy is necessarily bad if it’s 1. something objectively good to have and 2. something with no scarcity#i.e. like if you wished you could be as kind and patient as someone you know so you seek to emulate them#you’re jealous of them in a way that hurts neither you nor them but leads you to greater personal virtue and appreciation of them#of course if it’s not a situation like this then yeah you’re right it is pretty pathetic#but i consider envy to be something different#jealousy is wanting someone else’s happiness#envy is resenting someone else’s happiness#envy says if i can’t be happy you shouldn’t be happy either#envy is that toxic person who refuses to make any effort to improve themselves#who just whines all day in the hopes of annoying you so they can take a minor comfort in your misery#this is also related to sloth though too#sloth is not refusing to participate in grind culture or whatever it’s never taking a stand and doing the thing when it’s needed#sloth is the person who’s too afraid of facing difficulties so they always have to be neutral. aka they’re useless.#alternatively envy is the guy who’s in love with this lady who’s already taken#and he retaliates by killing her boyfriend/husband (possibly as well as her too)#so yeah envy is definitely pathetic at best and downright monstrous at worst#but like don’t get me started on pride. that is peak immaturity#y’know the people who are like ‘I WILL ATTACK AND DETHRONE GOD’ yeah i’ve never met a happy and peaceful person who says that lol#it’s just weird…#pride is just about making it all about yourself#the thing is that being full of yourself is a problem of course#but then there’s also the toxicity of hating yourself#constant self deprecation is just as damaging as a huge ego#like the way to counter pride is not to be like AAAAAH I HATE MYSELF I’M GARBAGE girl stop. pick yourself up#ppl like that are still making a scene and making it all about themselves. it’s not healthy and they should seek genuine help#like just. chill. literally. go talk to someone. go do something. being trapped in your own mind can go one of two bad ways#asks#thanks anon
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