#dean is a mom

[j2wincestfanfic]

Are you my mother? by HELLO I'M

[grahamobrien13]

I can't believe that there are people out there who don't see Supernatural as a love story between a man and an angel. Like, how embarrassing.

[disinhume]

This is what they look like to me

[anakinism]

2 times dean tried to save his mom and 1 time he finally did

[werepires]

Fic in which Mary tries extra hard to bond with Cas to show Dean she supports him and their relationship, except that relationship doesn’t exist in the way she thinks it does and because none of them ever use their words Dean is now faced with the horrifying thought Cas might become his stepdad

[zombiegirldean]

What if God told Abraham to kill his son and Abraham was like this is kinda awkward but um God just told me I have to kill you. And then Isaac dragged Abraham up the mountain and said OK. Do it. I'm ready, I've always been ready. Sacrifice me at the altar, I'm BAD I'm WRONG there's some rotten seeping poison in the very center of my being, and you are the only one I trust to cut it out. And Abraham was like wtf no you're my kid I can't kill you and Isaac was like you HAVE to. God TOLD YOU TO. "Well maybe God's an asshole!!!" No you don't understand, You're the ONLY ONE who can do it. Promise me you'll do it, promise me if I step out of line you'll put me down like a bad dog, please please please. Cannot stress enough that this is literally what happens in Supernatural s2 e11 "Playthings".

[torturedpoetemotions]

The way people hate on the Mary arc of later seasons like "why did Dean have to lose his image of his mom" that was the POINT. Like??? That image he had of his mom was never real! Nobody is that perfect, least of all a traumatized hunter kid who was orphaned at 19 and made a desperate deal to save at least ONE person she lost so she wouldn't be completely alone in the world. The Mary Dean knew and idolized was a fiction cobbled together from grief and a four-year-old's hazy memories. She wasn't real!

And the loss of her is where it all started. All Dean's trauma. All of his hangups and issues and fears began the night Mary died. And to some extent I don't think healing was possible until he fully grappled with the fact that his mom was just a PERSON. Not a saint on a pedestal he should worship and sacrifice everything for and could never live up to.

Like!!! Sooooo many of Dean's Issues started with her death and the way John turned her into a martyred saint to justify his actions. Dean was mourning for a woman who didn't even exist and an idea of a perfect life he never would have had! His "perfect mom?" Their "perfect family?" Never. Existed. That's literally the point. He was never going to be able to love any life he could have if he was always comparing it to some impossible idea of perfection that was never even possible.

Sorry but Amara was right, he needed that false idol to be shattered.

[thegoodthebadandtheart]

the only thing in this whole world that’s good and pure and right

[hensel-x]

I HAVE SOME OPINIONS ABOUT SUPERNATURAL GENDERBENDS.

Listen. I love that image of fem dean that most people in fandom have, with her being like a really cool masc woman with an undercut who is confident in her bisexuality and has no problem sleeping with both men and women. I love her dearly.

BUT. Realistically speaking. Look at john winchester (and tell me there’s god). and the amount of INSANE toxic masculinity bullshit that goes on in canon dean’s brain that actively makes his life worse.

Imagine what kind of GIRL would john winchester raise.

Fem dean would have contradicting roles she needs to fit in. on one hand there’s this image of picture perfect mother/wife that mary was in john’s eyes and that he forces on deanna. On the other theres Family Business which you Can Never Escape. She should be daddy’s daughter, good older sister, future mother and wife but she can never achieve that, so she is ultimately Fails as a Woman. Insert canon dean’s thoughts about being a freak. Worst case of “not like other girls” mentality. Mary as unachievable ideal of traditional femininity which is totally alien to deanna.

And talking about fem sam in my mind Jessica stays her Girlfriend

And that is the core of deanna and sam’s conflict actually because in dean’s eyes sam escapes Family Business so surely she can now be the Right Woman even if deanna herself cant have that?

WRONG, sam doesn’t give a shit about johns views on gender roles, she wants to be a lawyer of all things and lives with another woman. A fucking slap in the face.

John the kind of father to forbid sam from painting her nails in high school cause The Hunt but also gets mad at her for cutting her hair short over a sink.

ALSO I think it would be INSANELY COOL for sam to have hoodies with those 2000s graphic crosses/angel wings prints as sort of foreshadowing

 And Rowena is a dilf witch now yeah.

[tricoufamily]

on my old blog i made this fucked up horror town for simblreen these were some residents but i'm just gonna let them be fucked up in a normal setting to play with some blue-ancolia horses i don't know

[blacknidstang]

Nah sorry man i can never look at sam saying "at least you had something with mom!" and not assume how soul crushingly hollow that empty space is for him. Like it literally hit me like a truck man, he was always a stranger to that family, mom came back and they lost her soon after and sam could barely get a taste of that and only some hint of what could've been possible so yeah i'm gonna call it awful and yeah i'm gonna believe sam is devasated over it.

[kimodraw]

thought a lot abt the cw shows these past few days

[stellarollins]

TB 2014 - The Shield dysfunctioning

[wigglebox]

💚💙

[chrispineofficial]

people calling women who are the contemporaries of male blorbos their “mother figures” is my villain origin story