#divorse part 3

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Final match!

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Rating Hazbin Hotel Ships

!!! THIS IS MY OPINION !!!

Huskerdust : 100/10 absolutely love. i rlly think angel could use someone who is good to him and for him. I rlly like the idea that they'll be super sweet and not rush into anything. I rlly hope husk has a part in freeing angel from vals control if that even happens later in the show!

radiohusk : -1000/10 i rlly dont like alastor ships (for more info on why read last post.) if its platonic then sure but romantic -or god forbin sexual- no.

radiodust : -1010/10 i like this one even less. we know alastor has no interes in anyone, let alone angel (as shown in episode one angel talks about filming him and al going at it as the hotel ad and al laughs and says it'll never happen)

radiostatic : -1,000,000/10 it would be so one sided like omgg. like vox obsessed with al and al being repulsed by him. that is a horrible relationship for voxs mental health.

radioapple : 0/10 could be worse. i get people like enemies to lovers but brah they arent lovers and never will be. like platonic divorsed dads for charlie is fine but people writing about/drawing them going at it like rabbits is just 😬🫣

adams apple : 4/10 not my fav but i can def see where people are coming from. Like in the fight when luci says "im gonna fuck you" he totally could have ment that as "i got both your wives and now i want you." if adam is even in season 2 (tries to get redemed after he died ends up in hell) i wouldnt be too horribly surprised if they end up having a fling or a possible relationship of some kind. still suprised but not too bad

appledust : 3/10 i like them platonically. like they gossip abt the guys/girls they like, talk shit abt val and alastor, vent to each other, cry together, laugh together, and try and get one another with who ever they want (i.e angel w/ husk and luci w/ whoever he might want so like adam if a fling does happen)

chaggie : 10/10 i LOVE them i just want them to have more flavor. i need their relationship to get fleshed out more. like we had one little fight and a sweet like 1 min song. I WANT MORE from the only lesbian couple in that damn show.

sir pen x cherri : 7/10 i love the dynamic despite how little of it we got in the show. like hes hopeless and she that bitch. i rlly hope cherri ends up trying to redeem herself to meet pen in heaven.

cherri x angel : 2/10 platonic is cool but romantic jusy doesnt seem right to me since angel is gay. i honestly dont know how i feel abt their friendship long term because cherri doesnt seem like too great of an influence on him.

adam x lute : 4/10 probably just one sided as fuck. like no way lute didnt have feelings for adam. he made her and she was his favorite ofc she was going to fall in love but i dont think he liked her back man.

lucifer x lilith : 2/10. all im sayin is they divorsed for a reason :/

LMK IF I MISSED ANY ^_^

[dojae-huh]

JD at the 7th

How to tell apart an act of affection and an act of teasing (for the laughs). Jae "caught" Do without inconveniencing him, i.e. he didn't put the scoop-net over his head. Do didn't even notice, being too focused on talking with JaeJae and Johnny.

No, I didn't miss on Doyoung cleaning Jaehyun's hair.

The long version (mirror). Close up. Other angles: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10

Do often fixes other neos' hair, takes out confetti, even helps to style, it's not unusual. The unusual part is Jaehyun. Doyoung continues to comeback to normalcy, to pre-ban/pre-divorse times.

Another thing is that the piece of dirt was small, it took Do several attempts to remove it, it wasn't of a light/bright colour, and Do still had to get rid of it despite standing before thousands of fans (high level of care for Jae).

Jaehyun waited for a long time, letting Do brush his hair, before deciding to try to remove the dirt himself (also, it seems he reacted to the pain as Do plucked a hair). With most other neos he'd bring his hand to his mop of hair the moment he would notice the action (to guard his personal space and to not be "babied").

I just like Do's solemn expression, heh. A man on a mission. He didn't even react to Jae, just continued to clean the hair. I mean, he can stand on Jae like on a flying carpet... he has all the permits.

As I haven't watched the whole fanmeet, I can't be sure. Do did seem to me either tired or a bit distracted with some troubling things. He wasn't fully into the show, not his radiant self. The same with Dream's press-con.

Jae with a sticker, nose scrunch, another kind. DoJae laughing. Smiling. Yay.

Do watching Jae, Jae watching Do.

Jae on a mission to get closer to the hyung.

[scourge-sympathiser]

Are there any other leader ocs you have?

a few! in termz of bitd therez only one other- coalcloud leader of sunclan! tho by the end of the main story shez probably dead w/ stonewing taking her place & becoming stonecloud!

whn coalcloud was granted her 9 livez [the only time othr thn whn loosing a life tht thy meet cloud/starclan] she also received a prophecy- beware poison hidden with the smell of sweet berriez- course this was before yew was even born & she misinterpreted it as referring 2 the moonclan deputy berrybrook, who happenz to hav a not so unrequited crush on her,.........she findz thm very funnie & charming but haz 2 keep reminding herself of the prophecy & forcing herself to Not like thm.... berrybrook 4 their part isnt rly pushing for a relationship seeing as they r in different clanz- mainly thy just flirt & enjoy coalz company whn thy can get it- thy find her very poorly maintained fake coldness cute! shez also the mother of weevilface- she was already pretty old at the point whn she had him which is possibly part of why the litter was just a single kit, shortly aftr or possibly evn before he was born she got Cat Divorsed from weevilz dad, who she isnt really friendz with anymore but the breakup was mutual & thy r very cordial about it

also half the clan thinkz tht yewheart haz a crush on her bcuz he flipped OUT whn she got severly sick one time, which seeing him like tht is almost entirely unheard of as hez very composed most of the time, her opinion of this is tht itz like if a kid yr babysitting had a crush on u, kinda funny n cute but absolutely nevr going anywhere [course it nevr would as yew haz no such feelingz- if coalcloud lost a life the many cloudclan memberz dead bcuz of him could hav a chance to tattle]

otherwise in my vvvv rarely mentioned Other fanclanz [gasp] i hav sagestar of pineclan & wolfstar of swampclan [therez also fieldclan but it doesnt hav a named lader lmao]

sagestar is like. a mean jock? his parentz where the former leader & deputy & hez been in the fast track to leaderhood his whole life- though he is also incredibly charismatic & seen as an amazing leader, if thtz true of not well.. in anycase he had a quazi romantic relationship with the younger medicine cat robinthroat well they were apprenticez & taught thm some fighting movez... a lot of pineclan had been whipped out by a disease & he became leader rather young- this also goez 4 his deputy, an incredibly inexperienced & young warrior tht mainly got her role thnkz to sagestarz fondness, course tht isnt exactly gonna do her much good whn robinthroat showz up with sagestarz corpse in his mouth 1 morning

wolfstar is a lykoi & so old tht the great grandkitz of the catz he grew up with r elderz, hez died of old age like 4 timez but still haz 3 of 9 to go so he keepz on trucking somhow, hez outlived like 6 deputiez, the current one is volefur who basically runz the clan

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Biography

Future musician Kid Rock was born on January 17, 1971, in a small rural town of Romeo in state Michigan, the USA, and got the name of Robert James Ritchie. The only advantage of living in such a place like Romeo for a boy, interested in music, was its close location to Detroit. Inspired by music of Beastie Boys and Run -d.m.c. Rock tried to make his own music since childhood. In high school he disc-jockeyed the parties for beer and finally joined the band of Bo Wisdom of Groove Time Productions in a neighbour town. It was the time when at some show Kid Rock got his nickname. A representative of Jive Records accidentally saw Kid at a concert and they became interested in the guy. In spite of the parents' strong disapprove Rock signed a contract with the label at age 17. In 1990 he released the debut album, featuring the mix of rap and hard rock. Its lead-single's too sexual lyrics Yodelin' In The Valley was the reason for a scandal. Rock did not answer the expectations of Jive, and the parties parted. For several years Kid Rock recorded and released albums for a small auditory of devoted fans, having a contract with an independent label Continuum. Rock's sophomore attempt The Polyfuze Method was finished in 1993, it was praized by critics for humour and eclectic approach to styles though bringing no big success to the author.

In 1994 the artist opened his lablel Top Dog and released an EP Fire It Up. Early Mornin' Stoned Pimp saw light in 1996, recorded with an extreme lack of money. Rock's financial side of life was so dark that he had to find accidental works and sell bootleg copies of his own albums to pay debts for the studio. Nevertheless he managed to make his own band by that time, which he called Twisted Brown Trucker. One of the first band members, Joe C, was an old fan of Rock, famous for the encyclopedic knowledge of Rock's texts. By that time such hard rock teams like Korn, Limp Bizkit and alike were dominating the scene and Atlantic Records became interested in Rock. The musician did not disappoint them - he released his cult work Devil Without A Cause in 1998. Due to big promotion by the label and MTV the first single Bawitdaba became a national hit of the summer. The next winding track, Cowboy, wonderfully featuring country, rap and rock music, helped the album to become 7 times platinum. By the end of the year Rock was nominated for two Grammies and headed to his first tour with the kings of rock scene Metallica.

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Many KID ROCK song that you can listen to here.free install the application, select the song you like and play. This app only provides Mp3 Streaming and no. Kid Rock will release his 8th studio album, Born Free, on November 16th via Atlantic Records.The record was produced by Rick Rubin and mixed by Greg Fidelman. The first single from the album will be, appropriately, 'Born Free' which hits radio September 14th. Kid Rock describes it as 'very organic blues-based rock and roll'. Cable network TBS used the title track, 'Born Free', for its coverage of the 2010 Major League Baseball postseason. As of June 16, 2011 Born Free is certified Platinum by the RIAA for shipments in excess of one million copies. Listen free to Kid Rock – Born Free (Born Free, Slow My Roll and more). 12 tracks. Discover more music, concerts, videos, and pictures with the largest catalogue online at Last.fm. These pros give Born Free the suppleness of well-worn leather and Kid Rock rides their grooves with ease, digging into the grinding “God Bless Saturday,” laying back on “Slow My Roll,” slyly trading verses with old sparring partner Sheryl Crow on “Collide” (which also happens to feature Seger himself on piano), and shuffling along.

Striking while the iron is hot, Rock re-released his old material with a new song, American Bad Ass, in The History Of Rock in 2000. Though the album did not become as big as Devil Without A Cause, it sold well. At the end of the year Kid was deeply upset by the death of the oldest Twisted Brown Trucker member Joe C. In the spring of 2001 Rock became the victim to paparazzi due to his relations with the scandalous Playboy model and actress Pamela Anderson. In April 2002 they married but soon the engagement was called off. In November of the same year Rock presented his eighth edition Cocky with the singles You Never Met A Motherfucker Quite Like Me, fulfilled in the Southern rock style, and a beautiful blues ballad Lownly Road Of Faith. But the real success and the breakthrough to the new auditory were brought by the country style ballad with Sheryl Crow Picture. The same year Rock had to search for a new DJ, as his former one went solo. In 2003 the artist released the self-titled album Kid Rock, featuring a handful of hits: Jackson, Mississippi, Cold And Empty, I Am and Single Father. 2004 became the year of the rocker's first live record, Live Trucker, containing moslty his two last performaces. In 2006 Rock again married Pamela Anderson after an issue of her pregnancy. This time they needed 5 months to divorse. In October 2007 Rock finished his new disc, Rock N Roll Jesus, becoming the first Rock's album to debut in charts number one. Three years later the rocker’s discography was enlarged by a strong long play Born Free (2010). During the record process Rock collaborated with famous rock, country and rap-performers, thereby Born Free got powerful and at the same time harmonic sound. Numerous experts agreed that Born Free became one of Kid’s best works since the release of Devil Without A Cause.

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[azurehyn]

Soul Window

Part 2

This chapter is longer than the previous one, no dialogue, and from the POV of Y/N or, as I like to call her, Yulia. Next one will be Harry’s –I think I’ll be switching POVs every chapter, so like part 1 is Harry, part 2 is Yulie, so on so forth.

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serious trigger warning: don’t read if you can’t deal with depression, anxiety, self-harm, or rape.

In which we peek behind the curtain that conceals the past of the mysterious girl

The worst day of her life started out so ordinary she would be hard-pressed to pinpoint where exactly it all went so wrong.

It was three years ago, to date. She’d just arrived at her best friend’s house. She’d decided to be random and weird (maybe not all that random considering she religiously did stupid things on a daily basis).

She stood in front of Zoya’s door instead of walking on in like she had been doing for the last fifteen years of their lives with a loud, ‘YO WHERE YOU AT’. She pretended she had a set of drums in front of her. As soon as Zoya pulled the door open, she almost violently banged on the invisible drums, even did an exaggerated hair flip (which must have looked a little funny considering she had braids at the time), and yelled out in an obnoxiously loud voice, “Bada-bing bada-boom tsss, hit it!”

With the flattest look she’d ever donned, Zoya said, “You need to stop,” and very wildly gestured her watch in Yulia’s face. It was one of those funny watches, with the road STOP sign on it. Zoya was constantly trying to use it as a pun in practically every conversation. Last week Zoya had actually tried to get Yulia to stop eating her lettuce by putting the watch in front of her nose and bumping it. 

Yulia came very close to hurling that watch out the window.

It was a constant question for many acquaintances (never ‘friends’. Yulia and Zoya were convinced the word could only ever be applied to either of them, never another person) to try figuring out who was crazier; Zoya, pun-loving enthusiast, or Yulia, plain Yulia who was only plain until she got to know you. Once that happened, all bars were withdrawn and Yulia got as crazy as she liked.

Which could range anywhere from playing invisible drums to trying to sneak into the water park after hours.

Yulia was over to study for their physics test, something Zoya excelled at and Yulia did not, much to no one’s surprise. What Yulia did best was so far removed from math and sciences, it might as well have been comparing a water buffalo to a snake (she hated snakes with a deeply-ingrained passion and only appreciated their existence for whatever benefit to the eco-system she was vaguely aware they had).

No, what Yulia loved more than anything was taking pictures.

Cliche, but true. Pictures was what she did best. She didn’t even care if it was taking pictures with her honest-to-goodness crap phone camera or with Zoya’s 24-pixel camera on the brand new phone her parents got when Zoya’s phone was stolen -along with the bag that held Zoya’s precious notebook for writing down puns to use at future dates and random human interactions she came across. Zoya, six months after the incident, was still more pissed off at the loss of the notebook than the iPhone in that bag.

That part about Yulia’s day had been ordinary too. Instead of focusing on Zoya’s crash-course training on what to do when it looked like balancing equations might be in their upcoming test, she was taking pictures of Zoya lunging at her with a pencil clamped between her teeth, shoulder-length dark hair haphazardly yanked back into a ponytail as her friend threatened to teach her everything wrong so that she’d flunk the test.

Zoya honestly didn’t mind that Yulia’s passion was photography. She encouraged it, even let Yulia take her phone home whenever Yulia decided to take the scenic route back.

But there were only so many canid (translation: photos taken without her express permission, face devoid of even concealer under her perpetual eyebags) shots of Zoya posted on Yulia’s Instagram page that she was willing to put up with. ‘Aesthetic’, Yulia would argue. They were aesthetic pictures depicting the punny hermit’s home life. 

Ironically, what pictures of herself Zoya hated most was what turned out to be the better shots Yulia took.

That day started off on the good side of ordinary, but normal all the same. Nothing spectacular happened to warn her of what was coming. If, later, anyone were to ask her if there was something that happened before she went to Zoya’s that might have alerted her, she wouldn’t be able to say what it was.

That day, that evening, was the 145th day of life as a fifteen year old. It was supposed to be a completely normal and boring day, just like every other.

She was fifteen years, one hundred and forty-five days old when her stepfather started what he called, ‘our little secret from mom’. She was old enough to know that it was wrong, but still young enough that she didn’t know what to do to make it stop without her mother thinking Yulia had purposefully ‘seduced’ Frank into doing it, that Frank wasn’t in the wrong, you were.

Yulia had always been more knowledgeable of the sexual world -both the good and the bad -than most her age. When she was six she knew where her mom always went every night after her shift at work, after the divorse with Yulia’s father. She was twelve when she caught her cousin watching anal porn. When she was fourteen she started reading smut romance novels, heavy on the smut, and learned how exactly sex actually happened.

When she was four she was raped by her uncle.

She never talked about that. No one knew about it. Not even her mom, because Yulia knew her mom wouldn’t care. 

She was three years old when her mother started leaving her at home with the househelp for longer and longer. Her father was always at work, even though now Yulia knew that the nights he spent ‘working’ actually translated to ‘working the hot secretary’s ass’.

The househelp didn’t like staying late because she had her own children to go home to. Often it would be Uncle Franco who came and releived the the househelp of the burden that was four-year-old Yulia. 

He found fun ways to occupy his time into the wee morning hours when her mom stumble home, too drunk to notice that the strap of little Yulia’s dress was hanging off. It went on for two months before it stopped when Uncle Franco was transferred to another city.

Yulia had always been more knowledgeable of the sexual world -both the good and the bad -than most her age. She never talked about what her uncle did because no one would believe her, so she forced the memories so deep into her mind that she’d need a sledgehammer to break down the walls she built over the pit that held those memories.

So she knew, when Frank knocked on her door when her mom was at the bar working, that she shouldn’t have let him in.

She knew that when he sat on the bed right, right next to her, closer than any person that wasn’t Zoya was allowed, she shouldn’t have frozen -she should have moved away.

She knew that when his hand fell on her knee she should have stood up. If not flat-out rebuffed him, at least made some pathetic excuse to leave, or make him leave.

She knew she should have fought harder when that same hand shot up to clamp on her mouth as he forced her back on the bed. She should have kicked him when he lay over her, she should have bit is hand when he pushed his leg between hers, she should have twisted and pushed him off when he reached down for his belt.

She didn’t do any of what she should have. It went on for longer than two months.

It went on for close to three years, and there were no signs of any of it stopping. Yulia wasn’t sure she’d even recognize the signs if they were neon arrows pointed in that direction.

She thought she’d be too dead by then to see them.

Then, one day, something in her monotone life changed.

It was two days after she felt the prickling sensation of someone’s eyes on her when she was in the bathroom. No one was there, obviously -there was at least a lock on her bathroom door, the only one she was allowed after Frank took family decision into his own hands and had all locks in the house except for the front door and back door locks removed.

She was sitting on her bed, staring out the window the way she kept doing a lot these days, staring for so long that the hours dribbled away an day turned into night. Her phone was in her limp hands. She was supposed to get on WhatsApp to talk to Zoya today. Ever since Zoya had relocated to London thanks to her father’s work two years ago, WhatsApp and Messenger had become their primary sources of communication.

She was supposed to talk to Zoya today but she couldn’t bring herself to tap on the green icon. Every time she stirred up enough motivation to, even unlocked her phone and had her thumb hovering over the icon, it all just suddenly disappeared.

It happened the thirty-fourth time she dropped her head so that her chin rested on the dip of her collarbone. Just barely there, she thought she caught a glimpse of dark hair getting on the long side, eyes she couldn’t quite tell the colour off, though she could see they were very light, and something that looked like a dimple on laughing cheeks.

That was what told her that the reflection on the phone screen that should have been hers, wasn’t.

She hadn’t laughed in what felt like centuries, and she certainly didn’t have dimples.

Part 3

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Being a mum with Mental Illness

So here's a little about me. I have 3 beautiful talented children, I was with their dad for 12 years and the relationship was rocky. And mostly on my part. We divorsed and have been apart coming up 3 years. Hes still one of my best friends and confidante.

In the last 2 years my mental health has been up and down. During this time I had a abusive and manipultive man who liked to control everything. Thankfully a friend broke that up and he is now her issue.

But it did lead to a breakdown and getting the correct help. I was diagnosed witb Borderline Personality Disorder which means I addict easily to things that make me feel better, fear of abanodonment and I'm shit at relationships.

I like my space and my independence and rebel if thats taken from me.

But this is isn't about me personally its my relationship with my 3 children.

My 13 year old is my rock, no child should see their mother crummpled in the corner crying but when she does she hugs me and tells me everything is better now, and shes correct it is. Explaining to the younger 2 has been harder, explaining that mummy needs some alone time that I'll be in the garden if they need anything. I've had to explain that when mummy gets angry its not anything they have done its just mummys brain over thinking again. That just because today mummy doesn't want to play cricket doesnt mean tomorrow she won't. My children have been the greatest gift in my life and just because I have this illness will not stop me from making sure the rest of their childhood is the best I can make it.

Don't use your mental illness as a excuse, embrace it as you are the only person who can do it. And it doesn't mean you won't have bad days but find the thing that brings you joy.

For me personally thats my 3 funny minions