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spearxwind · 2 years

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I've been thinking about how you've made Talas' physique even MORE powerful lately. And now I'm just imagining him, one-armed, chucking Graves like the world's angriest javelin at their common enemies.

That's genuinely so in character that I had to draw it. Average hunting tactic... and Graves would be all too excited for it, honestly

#in all seriousness honestly im really glad !! This is kind of what i always imagined talas would actually look like :]#i just wasnt confident enough to draw him like that initially but little by little ive gotten better at conveying his body type properly #and i genuinely want him to come across as strong as hell even besides the fact that hes big. like i wanna convey it in shape too #he literally kills huge sea monsters for a living as a day job and then kills the other people who hunt those monsters for fun #and hes banned from walking into any tavern unless he drops his whole paycheck at the counter as soon as he enters #he should simply look the part so im trying my best for that. i have to do him justice #anyway thank u i hope u enjoy this too. i was gonna draw graves just being chucked on their own but then i drew the harpoon #and i thought it was so hilarious to have them on that instead than chucked like a football (which would also happen)#but in said case they'd be less excited about it #if u read all of this also props to you heres a present. its fish (slaps you in the face with it)#windyart #ask #anon #scribble comic #talas #graves #challenger deep

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peepo · 1 year

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hi, sorry but if possible could i get help clearing this overdraft? i’m still unemployed unfortunately but i do take comissions because i’m finally in a safe living situation- you can dm with references if you wanna help! if you can’t help directly reblogging would be really appreciated. tysm for reading

0/11.08 as of 04/13/23

paypal | venmo | cashapp

#donations #mutual aid #aughh #im still job hunting now that im like #not in a household where i have instense ptsd episodes in #but its hard. like im only now starting to actually get back into routine #i had a really bad mental breakdown last week that i almost jumped out the balcony over but sigh. im fine now i think #have to keep moving have to keep living #i cant let my trauma kill me & i wanna do a lot of things & its not hopeless #rrrr... gonna stop thinking about this now & go back to clearing my emails

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aashiyancha · 1 year

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Am i making a buddy cop duo outta Alice and Cecil? Yeah sorta

#rune factory 5 #rune factory #rf5 murakumo #rf5 cecil #rf5 alice #rf5 scarlett #i wanna give some spotlight to cecil as a budding investigator #and alice really takes training srsly so i feel like these 2 would be drawn to growing in their respective dream jobs together #scarlett may go on patrol with alice everyday but she's too strict to go out on a limb like cecil would #and while ares would deffo go out on a limb with the stuff he does #hes almost always out doing sketchy work for terry or going on monster hunts so he doesnt actually spend that much time with his sister #at least while working #aashi doodles

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mokeonn · 9 months

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pics? pics of poetry for the soul?

Here she is, in all her glory: Bhaal's pinkest disappointment

and a bonus: The original doodle I did on a sticky tab before I decided to make the character

#simon says #bg3 #bg3 screenshots #art #my art #doodle #still on the hunt for pink dye #also when we reach the city I am going to go CRAZY in those clothes shops #none of the screenshots show the nightmare dye jobs of everyone else's armor though #okay well the only nightmare one is Astarion because I have yet to find a good color for him so he's constantly wearing ugly colors #another reason he dislikes Poetry added to the list: dyed his armor yellow multiple times #also she plays the lyre because the item description says worshipers of the goddess of love associate it with her #and her name was SO close to being a love related name #also she totally smooched Wyll :3 #she is head over heels for the blade of frontiers and gets lots of fun dialog because she's also a warlock #im VERY excited to get to the circus bc apparently fae patrons REALLY wanna go in the circus and will let you use their voice to get in #also yes I did the volo eye thing and shockingly enough it was the first time I ever did it #most of my characters are not dumb enough to let him do that but I needed the benefit for honor mode #honestly I've been wanting to make a pink tiefling for a bit because like... look at her #she's just a regular Asmodeus tiefling too. they come in pink! i didn't even have to use the 'use all skin tones' box it's just available!#honestly making a fun colored tiefling is grand #I think her and Fizzlewood Fleetfoot (my halfling wild sorcerer) are my favorites at the moment #Poetry is just so adorable and I'm absolutely using her to get that achievement for getting lots of gold by playing music in a single game #and Fizzlewood is so silly he's just a nice lil guy wanting to find fun ways out of combat #it's even funnier because Fizzlewood is my Karlak romance and that was by accident but I totally went with it because like...#6 foot something hot hot barbarian and her 3 foot something combat avoidant boyfriend is so fun #anyways highly suggest making a fun colored tiefling or a halfling they're so fun to play #and use the dyes!!! i love using dyes so much!! everyone gets dyed clothes in all my playthroughs!! dye it up!!!#edit: I mispelled Karlach im so sorry baby girl

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windupaidoneus · 1 month

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in like a day or two i can get back to leveling ast thank the fucking twelve for that

#ffposting #i dont dislike blm but ive been having such a hard time actually doing my roulettes. been having a lot of headaches #also really bad sleep. i dont have the focus or energy for much. havent gotten groceries yet but i will very soon. that will help #once im done w the magical classes ive decided im gonna just. lvl all my lvl 1 jobs until like 49 #then go for mnk & sam. get them to 100. switch to drg & rpr. get them to 100. then ninja can prob be at the same time as mch & brd #then the tanks for last bc i like tanking & also to save myself the faster queue times for last as sweet reprive & reward #but also. hm. i wont be doing alliance raids as tank i dont think. maybe for the 50-59 range for pal?#but like above that no. im not tanking mhach raids. i could possibly tank ivalice+pupbunk+motr but not mhach #OR copied factory bc i dont remember anything abt it. OR paradigms breach i am not fucking doing that fuck that #tank mains are the bravest ppl on earth. i love tanking but like i am not doing that.#maybe i could keep ninja for alongside the tanks? so it gets the alliance raids...?#but also itd be nice to have SOME way of getting heliometry tomestones without having to do hunt trains exclusively #or like running thaleia like a crazy person #i still havent continued arcadion. im scared. its probably not that bad but the way ppl talk abt it it feels scary.#hggg. all this is gonna take so much time. but i can do it. because of my love for the game. & for the grind.#i do enjoy grinding because i enjoy the game's content it's just really unfortunate that you have to queue for dps yknow.#especially in arr levels bc after arr you get duty support dungeons at decent intervals level wise #but in arr you get stone vigil at 41 & then nothing until 50 it's vile #& man i do NOT wanna queue for 30 minutes to go to the fucking aurum vale

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radgeorgie · 2 months

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had an amazing interview yesterday.... was told I'd know by Monday.... but it's alleged they DRUG TEST and I just bought 6 packs of weed edibles 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#AND!!!!! AND!!!!!! IVE GOT THE HOUSE TO MYSELF FOR A SOLID WEEK!!!!!!!#i guess ill know monday if i can get high that night or tuesday but like.... i want to have one now lmao #like.... the paper i signed was more worried about being drunk on the jo #and OBVIOUSLY i wouldnt show up to my folder customer service job high off my ass..... but that thc can stay in your system for awhilw #i had one last nigbt tk celebrate the interview so idk if im even in the clear to begin with #and like.... i told them my start date would ve the 20th & im out of town vefore that so the goal is like.... they go to achedule #and we have to schedule it way out so i have time to like.....not worry & get my pee clean #like.... it wouldnt matter so much if my parents werent LEAVING this E N T I R E week... like.... this is MY vacatioj too!!!!!#and i just bought it after a horrid week 😭😭😭😭😭 worked my ass of it for it in order to relax this week #like #i know i shouldnt be dependent on it and im really trying not to ve #but the anti-anxiety relaxing of it all helps so much #and im reeeeeally not the biggest fan of drinking....i pee too much 😭😭😭😭😭 ironically 😭😭😭😭😭😭#like.... at this point.... its like..... do i care about getting this job more than i care about letting my brain and body relax this week #i always put myself first & listen to my heart & soul to dictate what to do #but my mind just keeps thinking about getting that failed drug test back and going back to the job hunt #but im still IN the job hi t #*hunt #AND HERES THE THING!!!! walking around that damn office.... seeing what people were wearing.....#its professional but i know damn well theres people in there smoking weed #like.... 25 of the 50 employees i saw showed up in casual loungepants these people are not prestigious #and like.... the paper i signed.... they didnt even edit to include the company name????#it kept saying “the Company will not like you to drink on the clock and assumes you will not get behind company vechiles drunk either”#like.... tooooootally understandable i just wanna eat some edibles before im an official employee of your folder business my loves #let me have a 50mg and zone out for the night while im finally free from all these losers..... PLEASE #anyways......personal problems that my brain needs to expel so it doesnt tumble all around for the next few houes #WHILE I DOORDASH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 fuck me #like..... i got this interview through indeed ill just keep going till i cant if it fails

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angerygoomba · 2 months

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listening to ants from up there like a normal healthy person that has relationships that they know will thrive and will not be lost and is certain of their future and enjoys whats happening today and what was happening yesterday and last week and last month. and im cool about it

#ants from up there #intro #chaos space marine #concorde #bread song #good will hunting #haldern #mark's theme #the place where he inserted the blade #snow globes #basketball shoes #guys dont listen to this album it makes you cry a lot #and crying is bad (true)#anyways is anyone else thinking about anything #help #help core lolllll #i have no idea whats in store and ive never liked that ever #i need a react image where a person is staring death into the camera especially now #because ive been feeling it so so so much more lately than before and ive felt it so hard since before summer #i really have no idea how much better this is than jobless summer mentally #i mean in a way it has to be better than summer school summer but at least then i had the inbetween week of the two terms #and yes thankfully i have parents who have enough money to spend two weeks of vacation out of the country which is coming up on saturday #and it will be relaxing ignoring the socializing of family i havent seen in 5 years #but so much of the past month has felt like ive only done work #i feel like my mind is consumed by my job and i really dont know if i like this state of being more than my jobless state of being #i also havent had a workless summer since grade 10 and i was still insecure about my friend group so i didnt go to a lot of the hangouts #but in grade 11 and this year i totally couldve gone to more and felt like i made more worthwhile memories #i wanna say more but tumblr doesnt let you do more than 30 tags #long one #goomb thot

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riotbeankai · 2 months

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I really don't know if I can keep doing this job. All the crap I was most afraid of when I was getting my degree that would make me hate doing the job didn't bother me much for the first year or so but now I feel like I'm dying every time I have to come in here and chase people down for important shit that's missing or incorrect that needs to be fixed before I can pay something and I genuinely don't know what to do about it. I feel like I don't really have any other options than to continue working the job I have but I also want to die for the first time in like a decade

#just keep telling myself dont even worry if its done well or done right #does it even really matter does anyone else care #do it slow do it weak do it lost and dead inside and dont worry about it #no one's life depends on it even though people make it feel like that #i just have to do enough to get to the next day #and hope it's enough that i dont get fired #ive got bills to pay and i really dont want to go job hunting when i know i'd probably end up with something that doesnt pay as much #and it probably wouldnt be any more rewarding or any less difficult than what i already do #but i can rationalize and logic at myself all day the bottom line is i hate this and i dont wanna do it and i need a break so bad

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mrlesbian · 6 months

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i hate having a job interview that i thought went quite well and then i'm regretfully informed that i have not been selected for the position 😭

#i hate job hunting while unemployed it makes me feel like absolute shit #but at least im working on my mental health. i saw a psychiatrist and was open and honest with her and it was really validating #we are working on moving me over to different meds to treat my depression so im hopeful #last year when i was going through this same thing i remember thinking that i wanted to want to get better. but i just didnt have it in me #and now i do. i want to get better (cue i wanna get better by bleachers!). and im gonna do it!#mumbles

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#woof. if all goes to plan Tomorrow is the last day i have to take measurements forever. if all goes to plan. if all goes to plan. but im #not holding my breath bc thats asking for chaos. i think this week ive done a good job of not pushing it #in terms of not torturing myself and making myself insane. which is good bc its exhausting taking measurements with the ambient stress of #apartment hunting from across the country. ive toured 2 places from afar and applied to them. and im meeting with someone to talk abt #potentially being roommates tomorrow. which is terrifying bc i really just wanna beg them like pls pls like me so i can stop looking pls #like i have to rely on my charisma i guess when im a bit asocial and odd. not unlikable but idk maybe they want someone more normie idk #its exhausting. ive sent so many emails and so many places r like no u gotta physically visit. ugh #and i have to clean my whole apartment by Tuesday for my landlord to inspect bc i had to give them a 30 day notice or else they wouldn't #release my info for like referal on background checks. there should b flexibility in when i can leave tho. its just stressful #at least im doing this when im pretty stable and i stop taking measurements tomorrow but i haven't taken a break since last Saturday #and haven't really had time to properly draw which annoys me and apparently i wont get a break this weekend with all the cleaning i gotta do #but oh well. at least im better off than the other person i kno who is moving Tuesday across the country and currently doesnt have a place #to stay. so i guess theyre gonna b living out of their car for a while. im stressed enough a month out from leaving #sigh. im just v tired and my heart is beating too fast and i wanna start cleaning now but im sleepy #whenever we go sampling we joke that we have to make sacrifices to the weather gods for good conditions. i guess i gotta make sacrifices #to the housing gods 🙏 ugh. pls. i dont wanna still b doing this for another week when i wont have time bc ill actually have to focus on #things. ugh. cant wait to b in the future where i dont have to deal with this #unrelated

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dylanconrique · 1 year

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i just wanna write cute chenford fluff but i'm so tired. 😩😩

#*and this is icarly!#my insomnia has really been kicking my ass lately #too stressed about being unemployed and job hunting and the interviewing process #and the fact that my bank account is rapidly declining and i still have bills to pay #so hard to focus on anything else rn it's really stressing me out #wanna write some cute chenford fluff of them goofing around and playing at a playground to heal myself a little bit #but i don't have the energy!!!!!!#the rookie #chenford #like in 13 going on 30 when they jumped off the swings #imagine this man pulling his girlfriend back and doing a big underdog swing #or spinning her around on the merry go round till she's all dizzy and running into him #makes my heart flutter

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tvrningout-a · 1 year

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yells!! i'm gonna update my resume and put in some applications but i don't wanna!!

#i hate trying to sell myself as an employee bc all i can think about is the ways in which i'm not qualified :((#like yes i do have good qualities and i can brag a bit but i'm thinking about my day-shift only availability and #my lack of experience/education the entire time #like there's a job for a librarian's assistant!!! i want it!!! but dude i have no experience with that sort of thing #i've done strictly customer service and sales stuff BUT i'm a really good student and computers aren't hard for me to figure out #BUT ALSO they prefer a 2-year degree and i'm still completing mine so i'm ;;;;;;;v;;;;;;;;#anyway sorry to vent on here!! i'm just nervous and hate the job hunting process #and while i could easily pick up a customer service job i wanna change it up if i can #or at least surround myself with things i like -- like books or skincare/makeup and whatnot #if i can't get work relevant to my future career that's okay but i at least wanna be able to enjoy talking about it you know #OKAY SORRY ASDFGH #lemme stop rambling and just do the hard thing and perhaps distract myself from nerves with a bit of writing and plotting uvu #i truly hope y'all are having a wonderful thursday <3 #if you also have to do hard things i believe in you!!! you got this!!!!#get ready to ramble | ooc

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tottymatsuno · 1 year

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LETS GOO PISS BOY I WANT YOU TO WIN!!!!!!! DO AS YOU WANT BOY PEE EMPEROR!!!!! It’s YOUR WORLD!!!!! Break the fourth and fifth wall!!!!!!!!!! OH THEY WEANNA END THE STORY ?!? Not TIL OSOMATSU SAYS ITS OVER!!! HE HAD THE CROWN THE CAPE AND THE CIGAR!!! LET HIM DO AS HE PLEASES

#I do wanna say lol #in the tags it’s kinda really interesting how many Todomatsu motifs are borrowed by his brothers in this #the kibou karamatsu stuff and literally osomatsu showing up in tottys s2 premier outfit #and like even the host club/yakuza/criminal stuff with Choromatsu actually can be directly traced back to Totty too hehe #I think it’s best! also the job hunting stuff Totty also did that #I don’t think i could say anything about Jyushimatsu bc he hasn’t had any stupid freaken scenes!!!!!

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xamaxenta · 2 years

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I am not mentally stable enough to be in public right now but yknow :)) having to work to live sucks actual ass

#i know some of yall are job hunting and i really hope you guys lock something in soon but man #i just wanna say fuck work and having a job i dont want one but ofc like everyone else im not special so ofc i do shdhhd #i am just a little guy and i will probably cry bc everything is very!??!!!!????? fight flight that is not ok

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bladeofthestars · 4 months

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#since i've been job hunting i haven't been using edibles either which is making literally all of this so much more unbearable #that was basically my pain medication #nsaids make me feel bad and tylenol doesn't really do anything for me #doctors always wanna prescribe a naproxen horse pill and physical therapy #the therapy helps but i can't afford it rn #and most activities are hurting me too bad to consider exercising #the edibles are comparable to a muscle relaxant i guess?#whatever it is it helps me sleep better and heal better and tolerate my pain throughout the day better #and i was having some decent relatively pain free stretches of time for a bit (save for my hands usually)#but now i gotta worry about if these places are gonna test me so i gotta be clean #gettinf fake piss into a place seems like it would be much harder during the summer than it was for the one time i did it in the winter #which i wouldn't have done if i weren't desperate #getting a part time thing for sure soon and interviewing for a full time thing i may take instead #so maybe in a week or two i'll be able to get something decent again and calm all my shit down #but pain makes time stretch on a lot longer than normal. especially when it causes you trouble sleeping

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thassa · 5 months

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i think this week im gonna try applying to more jobs again

#last week i was struggling more than usual with the customers and i really don't wanna deal with it tomorrow #i think i might be in a depressive episode which might be the problem idk. will talk to my therapist about it #i don't feel NEARLY as bad as i have in previous episodes and unlike before i don't hate myself. which is good!#but im definitely struggling to get things done and more sensitive to customers and sleeping more/#i know last week i struggled to do things during my downtime that weren't spacing out or rotting on my phone #this week im gonna try to do better and job hunt

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