#do you remember me

[yourstarsys]

Hiiii again - its Rammy?

Hey i have no idea how many of you from the past remember me and my streams, but I used to be a big Lucio player or something idk lol

listen I'm doing some fundraising for Trans Lifeline right now and I would LOVE to see your face if you used to be a member of the community! I'm coming back to streaming so I hope to see you there ;w;

https://twitch.tv/rammy or smth

[cptsadist]

Sorry I drew Kita again, she's one of my fave characters to draw, I love her design. // Pls don't be weird about her, Kita is a minor!!

Based off this song:

[0rb0t]

Hey, don't cry. HERE WE GO BUDDY HERE WE GO BUDDY HERE WE GO HERE WE GO BUDDY HERE WE GO, okay?

[ludocorradino]

You burn love, you sear my soul!

The mundane in which I have never seen you lies gently in the shadow and your laughter, that lingers in the hush of time exists only as a distant memory: as more losses gather, peaks of wistful voids shape in my heart.

I never won you yet you always win me. Even though this relentless game ended a long time ago, you keep bringing me pain, such an atrocious pain, entwining with my thoughts.

toast to me, remember me.

Cursed by you and your gaze.

Bound by a love that blazes, yet remains unclaimed.

Pour wine into my eyes, savor it, and know me as you never did before

Bruci amore, brucia la mia anima!

Il mondano in cui non ti ho mai vista giace dolce nell'ombra e la tua risata, che indugia nel silenzio del tempo, esiste solo come ricordo lontano: man mano che si accumulano perdite, picchi di vuoti si formano nel cuore.

Non ti ho mai vinta eppure tu mi vinci sempre. Nonostante questo gioco doloroso sia finito tempo fa, continui a recarmi dolore, un dolore atroce intrecciato ai miei pensieri.

Brinda a me, ricordati di me.

Maledetta da te e dai tuoi sguardi.

Legate da un amore che divampa, ma che riposa nelle memorie.

Versami del vino negli occhi, bevilo e conoscimi come non hai mai fatto prima.

[theprospitianguards]

While everyone else is off Tearing some Kingdoms or whatever, im still sobbing uncontrollably over how good Breath of the Wild is

[cheeseofthecake]

Hi! I saw your tags on the book reading post and I just wanna say if you're having a hard time figuring out what books to read, depending on your local library they might have a digital collection. If it's the Libby app, they have curated selections! Also just cruising the "available now" and randomizing it can show some books you wouldn't usually pick up but are pretty good! Since you like TMA I think you might like The Death of Jane Lawrence by Catlin Starling, which I listened to the audiobook for and loved. Nettle and Bone by T. Kingfisher also has a great audiobook narraration!

Sorry for the long+random ask, I just love readers advisory :D

Nawh, it's good!! I like getting asks!!

I'll have to see if my local library has anything like that... They probably do, if you're recommending it to me. :Interest: I'll have to check this out actually. Super intrigued by the blurb I just read about The Death of Jane Lawrence, so I'll have to look >:3c

Thanks a bunch!!!

[cryoexorcist]

*peeks*

[samtomydeanwinchester]

Well, g’day there!

You may have seen me lurking around in your notes of late as I made a sneaky return to this app. It’s been a while!!

Many things have changed for me since I last graced this corner of the internet, but the one thing that hasn’t is my love for writing. I have TWO whole fantasy WIPs and they are equally exciting and terrifying. One of my big goals at the moment is to write daily. I have a pretty busy life, but not so much so that I can’t carve out even 20 minutes to put words on a screen. Occasionally, those words don’t suck and I’d love to share them with you!

As I try out different themes and genres in my little writing sprint sessions, this blog may drift from exclusively SPN content. I understand if that means you aren’t interested in following anymore. But, if out of the 432 of you out there, some of you like my writing - then stay tuned! After saying all that, I do have a Winchester one shot to give you right after this however.

Thank you to those who stick with me after this monstrous absence and an evolution in my writing.

Love always!

[professorcalculusstanaccount]

I remember discussing Tintin casting choices with a friend from Germany and remarked how it was odd he often has an English accent in adaptations rather than a Belgian one, and my friend just replied "that's because Tintin gives incredibly strong English boy energy (derogatory)"

Here in the UK there's a lot of weird classism tied into accents. Today accent diversity and representation in broadcasting is actively pursued but in Tintin's time there certainly was a preferred accent to have.

imagine this exchange happens between pages 28-29 in The Crab with the Golden Claws

[chronicallyuniconic]

An empty feeling, like a hollow shell, I was in disbelief I suppose, that nobody reached out to wish me a happy birthday, a milestone to most, a celebration & party for many, however, I am just thirty.

[egophiliac]

was gonna wait 'til I'd done all the poms, but it's been a day, so have Vil with a Salazzle 🍎

[inkskinned]

so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.

first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.

it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.

and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.

you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.

and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.

your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.

in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.

in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.

so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.

you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.

once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.

and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"

you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?

hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!

you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.

we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?

[oifaaa]

I can not stress enough that the scene where Percy sends Medusas head to the gods is literally what made me fall in love with Percy as a character bc think about it hes just started his first quest, he's in more danger then he's ever been in his whole life, knowing almost every monster and God is currently out to get him personally, and the most important person in his life has been kidnapped by the god of the dead - so what does he do? He chooses to actively makes the situation worse by sending a middle finger right to the gods bc yeah fuck the gods

[peculiary]

Saga #15

[improvapocalyps]

You have 90 minutes to complete. (original poem: r.a.)

In participation of the MCYT Recursive Exchange 2024 hosted by @mcytrecursive!

Inspired by know that all my love will be your breath (i will save you when your lights go out)

[text under cut]

1. Have you ever been in love? (Please circle your answer.) a. It's me and him b. Our hearts beat in sync c. Our lives intertwined

2. Do you understand what you’ve done? (Please circle your answer.) a. I couldn't do anything b. I lost my balance c. I doomed us both

3. It's been god knows how long since you felt phantom hands on your neck and there is no one in sight. If you were soul-bound to him and both of you died at the same time then why are you still waiting in the void? Please answer clearly, in full sentences. (Not a correct answer：I just wanted to see him one more time).

4. Define two (2)： Fate | The feeling of his forehead against yours Curse | The moment you realise he isn't linked to you anymore

5. True or False： i. It was your fault. ii. You wish you had met him under different circumstances. iii. You can’t regret a single moment that you had him. iv. You would do it all over again if you could. v. It ended long before either of you said anything.

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