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"History is replete with tragedies of human violence, since man is the most aggressive beast in his inhumanity"

- Robert H Gollmar

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im SICK of being told what is and what isnt, when facts have been erased to make way for more falsehood & warped words

when proven facts can be provided, facts, the truth, reality, it still is not enough for you. does gravity not exist & does the rain not fall from the clouds? how you feel about facts is separate. we know the facts of segregation & how our peoples felt. we know the facts of forceful displacement & how our peoples felt. we know the facts of life and death, and how our peoples felt. none of it erases the facts.

yet now, facts mean "thats your opinion." opinion is mistaken for fact and fact is mistaken for opinion.

now im labelled a "nazi, bigot, fascist, rag head, paki, you worship a paedophile, show your face you terrorist, go back to your own country, ill pour blood on your doorstep, get back on the boat opinions, i hope you drown, i hope the terrorist hang you"

i did nothing to provoke these responses, its the mere fact we are alive. and this is the terrifying normal. women always look over their shoulder, now im too scared to look

this world is corrupted, toxic, a symphony of the hive being segregated, again. the buzzing of history repeating itself. the tearing of pages burnt out of books. the fire that is raging across earth. i am tired of this

*i dont talk on my religion here, as this is a page for chronic illness. i just know that after this, will be better than now*

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to be pain free

is a nice thing to have

if we could see

our pain might give out

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will you take the red pill, or the blue?

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i got antibiotics that worked but made me violently ill

so now i have 1 under my ass cheek, 2 in my neck & one on my groin

i wanna die

Hidradenitis flare. Great.

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remember it's okay, it will be okay, you are here right now, you are okay. remember, it's okay.

no matter what, it's okay.

remember. it's okay.

okay?

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one Sánchez = one Carlos

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chronic fatigue tho. fuck off.

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what are sundays even for if not for sleep

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FUCK.

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finally found THE phone for my grandparents

it's really depressing to see how they (and others) are forced into this digital age, with no education of it, hearing drip drops from other people, and left to 'fend' for themselves

ALL this phone issue was because her network won't support 3G services anymore so she needed has been forced to have a 4G phone

Finding this for an elderly person has been..interestingly irritating. No touchscreens. BIG buttons. No flip function. No 2G or 3G phones(ridiculous in my opinion that networks are ridding of this). A charger that plugs in and isnt USB

If i was a phone developer id be making phones elderly specific, i cannot stress how difficult it can be. When their WiFi needs setting up they need to be talked through it even though theyll never be able to remember or do the same. Dealing with tech problems over the phone with those who hardly have a grasp is unfair

I made an arrangement a few years ago with the library, i wanted to volunteer tech classes with a focus on elderly peoples & separate for refreshers and things like that. The library closed

But anyway, this fat ass phone has big buttons, supports 4G & has a 5day battery life. Guaranteed ill show it to them for them to say 'no i cant use that'😭😭😂

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hi my name is struggling

hi is struggling

struggling is hi

hi my name is struggling

this is what it's like when epilepsy symptoms start getting worse, what a weird few days. on alert, but its kind of pointless, its uncontrollable from start to end. keeping others on alert feels worse than my symptoms most of the time, a burden i suppose. especially if you dont even have a seizure, it seems like wasted energy & stress

you know when words start to look wrong if you stare at them too long? yeah that, but with every single word. its so bad it doesnt look like english. like the letters are all in the wrong places. saying things that arent right, the thought was there, the words were just wrong. its an alien mind. so confusing & distorting

moments of the day are in 3x speed & i cant slow that reaction(?) down, when listening to someone speak, it reminds me of something, i get stuck on that thought, i didnt hear the conversation but i also cant remember what got me stuck in the first place, explaining this is ..i mean it sounds so ridiculous. i wish there were single words for these feelings. Déjàvu encapsulates a whole feeling and experience, something needs put in place for whatever this is

anyway hi, my name is struggling & i probably would have been burned as a witch

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hard day today. it hurts like it was yesterday. always blepping. always💜

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anime recommendations?

ive watched so much, its overwhelmed me a bit trying to trawl to watch something

any ideas? can be funny, dark, any genre

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like why did i even get up early for this.

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every. time.