#dobt hate me...

[omgcatboi]

I don't often post my non kink related art but I'm tryna get the attention of someone else in the community and am too shy and cringe to reach out so. Here, have this portrait I did of Hanzo Shimada. With my finger. On ibis paint. This took me four hours. Progress for proof below.

[donaviolet]

Friendship is the most special thing in the world because no award could be give me bigger happiness than jumping around in my room and smiling because my pookie asked me if I wanted to match pfps

[random-tree]

Now reading higurashi it really feels like Lambda and Bern were created to reflect Takano and Rika but after the author decided he wanted Lambda and Bern to have homorotic tension he changed Lambda to reflect off Satoko more instead, it's so weird. I was already not the biggest fan of Lambda and Bern's characters (esp with ep 8) because of how disconnected they are from the narrative and how much screen time they are given despite that but I accepted them as important devices, but the vagueness of Lambda bothers me so much

I know 7th expansion isn't big on authorial intent but god this type of vagueness grates on me

It's like with Tiso from HK. Is his death supposed to showcase what foolish bravery gets you or just a dig at an uncooperative backer? I'll never know. How can I become emotionally invested in something if I'm left wondering if even the author is interested?

Vagueness is fine of the plot elements are vague but the emotional core is intact. And that's why Lambda bothers me. Who is she at her core. Is she and Bern a personification of Rika and Takano's relationship with fate and that theme being carried and expanded upon in umineko. If so that's fine but nooo we had to have homorotic tension (I can't believe I'm complaining about this) between them and lambda is now Satoko despite Satoko having nothing to do with the theme of certainty.

It's just muddies the emotional core that I was already not all that interested in.

Oh but what about our murder lesbian representation-

Just make Tohya a trans girl who realised it through his exploration of Beato's character in the forgeries, making them technically a lesbian couple through time.

Fuck

This shit is just homestuck

ALSO IF YOU TELL ME TO WATCH GOU & SOTSU I'LL EAT YOUR KNEES, I AINT GETTING INTO SUPPLEMENTAL MATERIAL. EVEN IF REFRAMES THINGS IT DOESNT FIX LAMBDA IN THE OG WORK.

[below-minimum-wage-bee]

i need to kill them. god.

[rustedgate]

ui changes ....

[bitchfendi]

i got half life 1 and realize my hypothesis is correct: i have major skill issue with boomer shooters

[circusfreakster]

IM GONNA FUCKING CRASH OUT

ISTFG THE UNIVERSE HATES ME WHEN IT COMES TO TIMING AND SCHEDULING ATP

LIZ’S SLEEPOVER IS GONNA NEED TO BE RESCHEDULED. DOBT ASK ME WHEN BECAUSE IDK UET

SIGH ALSO SOMEONE PLEASE RECORD THE TOUR FOR ME (and like… tell me that you will so at least some of my intense stress and fomo and anxiety can go away…)

what did I do to piss off ghe god of calendars

sorry for the inconvenience guys

Edit it’s gonna be next friday or saturday please no one do anything that day I beg

[fictionkinfessions]

i hate you but i love 'you'. being in love w a superhero alter ego is not for the weak i guess. he doesnt even like being [that guy]

in source i didnt rrally get you two as tge same guy. even once it was revealed.

but now that i can get it. its confusing to me!!!!! because i still totally think youre cool!!!!! But i hate you as a normal person bcz of how terrible you are!!!!!!!! i didnt even hate u as a normal pereon in srd i just thought u wrre mediocre. i never did get why my friends were into u. ur a mediocre ass man

But actualy maybe i get it. only u as a superhero tho dobt get ne wrong

i need to stop thinking about it............ all of this just confuses me. Youre still kinda two seperate people in my mind.

i wonder if ud see this??????????? prob not ive nefer seen a you on the blog sooo. unless u lurk??? wuld u lurk?!! its totally in ur nature to lurk. if im talkihg to u in spesfic, k— . an introject if some1 from src. u wuld know her. the one whos SUUUPPERRR into u. she'd would probably want me to say hi in her honour. so hi. wonder if u still play violin in this life??? it was yur dream in the end apparenyly. byt i dont realy believe it. so. idk . yapyap i yhink i actuaoky niss everyone from source. youre all my friends even if i hate you and shouldny wanna forgive u. i almost started talking about other guys here. i'll maybe confess that in another one

i think its a kinshift thats bringing this stupid little rant on. idk anymire

not eben taggung this i dont want this with the rest of ny stuff. bye. hope lifes treated u well this time round maybe. idk. you were mewn to my friends, so idk if i wanna wish u well

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[argentinasadamsandler]

Thank you guys for the support

This month hasnt been good

It was also the worst birthday I ever had prior to today on the 7 and then people lauhjing at me because a youtuber died 2 days after my birthdsy

I hsve so much shit going on which really caused me to loose it with the whole Wilbur shelby stuff.

Seeing shelbys story hurt

I am someone whos been abused and am really sad people are looking for her ex because she doesnt want that. She wants to spread awarness. She doesnt want pay back she wants to share her story.

Sorry if any of you decide to hate me at all I wanted to express my opinions

But to be honest I dobt even know how to have my own opinión i havent healed like shelby yet

Im still working on myself

I alway feel like I have to please people or else ill get hurt so I did I did try to please everyone ignoring what I thought

Caused me to be harassed

Thank you guys for being nice I will remain on tumblr but I may not talk about certain english ccs

[azonewithu]

Maybe its all your stupid bitch ass tv fuckn rage that burned pslisades down. Ya ever think that you stupid fuckn goof loser idiot fucon whores fromm MERICA i pur my bog dick right in your ass again and watch you fuckn run as your entire svhool burns the fuck doen. Dont fuck with Azriel you stupid lunk bitch ass dick licking ehote alof a hated by God american. You lost that kast scrap shit the fucknup the entite fuvkn workd is telling your stupid bitch asses. Ill put me way above any amerucan bitch ego ever fuxknivrd. You got violent monds bitch ass fuckn whore and you got fucked right gor it. Your men ate all fycon nonces i defeated theyd rather date your 15 yr oold susyer yiu knob gobbling gutter fuckn sluts. I WiN thats yhe entire fucki g world is trying to scream in your deaf fuckn ears. You cant fight exceot on tv other thsnnthat you and your fucon yellow stripes men olsre nothi g in the grand scheme i proved that too. Everytime one of you gets their fucon back up i knock your whole area the fuck out. All your nen all your women. I ein the fight yhe day you decided to fight God. Next ill find one if you amd break your fucon neck for everyone to see. And the betyer women the dingle american ladies like me better thsn your boyfriend or husband. It must be im more real and you were more made to be on tv. I dont know. Its not like youre sll that stupid. But never ever challenge Arch agsin bitch. I dont give a fuck who you think you ate who you fuckn know if you dobt nnow me you dont know God. The only way too him is through me.

Grace Le Domas + Favorite Quotes for torahime from the gif meme

[suitard]

i fucking hate this i hate it i hate it why aren’t you back yet why is this happening i thought we were fine did you get bored do you hate me are you trying to leave me im going to kill myself i promise i will eventually please be patient wait for me please i’ll do it i’ll do it please don’t make me do it so early im not ready im scared i know you dont believe me but i promise i will please i cant handle being away from you why are you gone i cant handle it you know this you know this im going to goti your house and kill you myself for leaving me here please please its been so long i know it hasnt even been a day for you but it feels like an eternity for me come back comdp back please i miss you i kove you ill bleed for you ill do it seriously this time ill make it bleed ill made it hurr ill show you just how deep my devotion goes so why arent you here why did you leave dobt leave

[below-minimum-wage-bee]

MAYBE I JUST DONT DESERVE TO BE LOVED!! MAYBE I HAVE TOO MUCY WRONG WITH ME SND EVRYONE ACTUALLY HATES ME OR SOMETHING!!!!! I DOBT FUCKING KNOW!!!@

[johnwilson1st]

I DONT WANNA GO IM RIPPING MY HAIR OUT I HATE THIS I WANNA STAY HOME I HAVE TO STAY OVERNIGHT I DOBT WANNNA GO HELP ME I DONT WANNA GO AHHHHHHHH RIPPING MY HAIR OUT KMS KMS MNS I DONT WANT TO DRIVE 2 HOURS TO A WRESTLING MEET I HATE THIS

[azlovesem]

I font think of dhit. Nothing hood anymore. My eyes are turnong black thanos for not helping ne at all and keaving me like this. I hope this xmas is not kind to any of you. I. Not ever watching snother movie again. If anyone puts one on ill just go for a long walk. Until its over. Im finished with snyone i dobt give a fuck. I defend no one anymore really i dont like anyone. No one. Im alne on a dead and dying planet. I hate you all. Get fuckn murdered gor ne so i can laugh at you on the tv. Crash the llane do i can laugh. Blow each other up thats funny and entertaining yo an Archangel. Stuff uour nedsls up your ass veteran. You fought gor snd they fied gor nothing if it all comes to nothing right? Right i know im right im not aak g dhot stupid chimp. I font go e a fuck you survived. Barely ftombthe looks of it. Ha ha ha ha warrior. Dont maje md laugh smerican lie doreading disease of bullshit.

“And whenever you see the moon, think of me, since that's how I remember you every night.”

— HIRA.S

[rabidhybrid]

Going to cinema always makes mr derealise so much

I can get that even at home

Maybe its how big and loud it is there, and how i HAVE to stay focused

I hate thr feeling

I hate returning to reality too

Wven after vivid dreams

I feel like nothing is real

But it pleases Him

Andi want to make him happy

I wish i could tell him

I mean he knows i dobt like cinema but well adks me all the time anyway

I hate when nothing feels real

My skin hurts as ii scratch the itch from anxiety

[immentallyunstableus]

Pharmacognosis exam on friday and I have literaly no will to study its so hard to even do anything . No i dont want to play games no i dobt want to look at phone app no i dont want to read. I want to study but I physiccalt cant it takes me an hour to do the bare minimum reading and its not even that long. So i just sit there not doing anything the whole day i hate jt i hate it i hate it i hate it. I just want a passing grade and ill be the happiest ever please please please please