#don't look in the comments of this video though where i got to was ethan is boring and his games aren't part of the timeline and of course

[delicatebluebirdruins]

RESIDENT EVIL: DEATH ISLAND | OFFICIAL TRAILER Extended (2023)

I needed to share this

Jills trauma at the hands of Wesker is getting addressed

so many things are happening but that’s the important one (along with Redfield sibling team up)

kinda of excited honestly

@precambrian-sea-pancake @zannolin @screechthemighty I hope you all don’t mind the tags

[rexposingtrishapaytas]

TRISHA'S SKELETONS IN HER CLOSET - MEGA THREAD

Welcome to the Tumblr dedicated to exposing the narcissistic, domestic abuser, and hate monger that is Trisha Paytas. She has infiltrated different groups of youtube influencers over the years and has managed to FOOL many into thinking she is an ally, a body-positive role model, a mental health advocate, and an all-around good person. SORRY TO INFORM YOU; THAT IS A LIE. Read this thread to get an idea as to why she deserves to be de-platformed.

The Handmade Bracelets Debacle [Trisha Paytas' Endless Greed]

In 2012, Trisha announced she is selling handmade Swarovski bracelets to her followers. (Note: She couldn't even pronounce Swarovski properly!) It was later revealed that she purchased the rhinestone Shamballa bracelets from eBay for $1-5, says she handmade them and in true Trisha greedy fashion, offered the bracelets to her young followers for a hefty $25 (the price jacked up 5 times). Here is a video.

Being Gay IS A Choice [Trisha Paytas' Ignorance of LGBT Community]

In 2014, Trisha uploaded a video spewing homophobic nonsense, claiming bisexuality does not exist (Poor Shane Dawson...), that we're "all a little gay," comparing gay marriage to animal marriage e.g. "marry a horse," and that people choose to be gay, e.g. "your sin of choice." Due to backlash, the video was removed one day later, and ever since, in podcasts, she has claimed it is a "trolling" video to get a coin.

On October 7th, 2019, Trisha Paytas uploads a video titled, I AM TRANSGENDER (FEMALE TO MALE). Due to massive backlash from her audience, the LGBT community, and even popular trans-YouTubers, she eventually removed it from YouTube a month later.

On 27th October 2019, Trisha Paytas - H3 Podcast #152 is uploaded. She conflates being a drag queen with being transgender. When asked to describe what makes her male, she claims she has a "male energy" and it's "how she feels inside." She asserts you "can be a gay man and a lesbian." When Ethan jokes, "Hila and me are lesbians, we're gay for each other," Trisha gasps and says, "You can't do that!" Even though that is technically what she's doing, claiming she is a gay transgender man while looking like a heterosexual woman who has monetized her female sexuality for clicks, views, and profit since 2007. Ethan asked if the trans video was monetized since there were midroll ads on the video, Trisha denied it, saying, "I don't know how to put ads on videos." Ethan got her to download the YouTube Creator Studio app and pointed out that she made 8000 dollars on that I AM TRANSGENDER video.

At 18:49, Ethan says a fan who identifies as trans has some comments to offer; "Trisha mentions no feelings of gender dysphoria, which is the medical condition that identifies someone who is transgender. If she were to go to a gender identity therapist and ask to medically transition, she would most likely be denied because she has no gender dysphoria." Trisha replies, "Well, I wouldn't say I don't have dysphoria, I hate having a vagina, for sure!" Yeah, I'm sure you do, boo.

The "Fuck PETA" Incident [Trisha Paytas' Disregard for Animals]

In 2014, Trisha uploaded a video talking about how much she hates animals and does not care if they are abused or tortured. Here is a video where someone references the modern-day rabbit chair incident and uses highlights from the F**K PETA video to illustrate that Trisha does not care about animals in 2014 and 2021.

Unfortunately, the original F**K PETA video has been entirely scrubbed off the internet. The video was only posted for 6 hours before she removed it due to massive backlash and posted an apology video, where she says the F***K PETA video was "trolling" and that she doesn't stand by it.

Racism and Anti-Semitism

Trisha has a well-documented history of racism from her years on youtube, even once admitting that she is racist. Here is a compilation highlighting some of her racism. In 2015, she released a music video sexualizing Django Unchained, singing "you can whip me every night, just like Django" while cosplaying as a black slave. She also released a song called 'Jungle Fever' where she states she is an 'Interracial Whore'. In January 2013 she uploaded a video called 'Black Men + White Chicks' stating thick white women have deeper vaginas than black women and are better suited to date, black men. She has also said the 'N word' on multiple occasions stating she thinks it's racist that she can't say the word because she is white. She came out as black citing her body type as “a thick black girl and eyelids dark and oily”. She also uploaded a video to complain about a black woman whom she didn't know at a bar calling her 'ghetto, stinky, hairy c*nt'. In a video, she even claims that AIDS is a result of black people having sex with monkeys. She has also used the word 'ghetto' a variety of times including this clip calling her long nails 'ghetto, stating she looks like Laquisha' and one video where she was scared to get out of the car as 'she was in the ghetto and there were 6 scary looking black men'. In another instance, she accused random Hispanic men 'of being gang members that will kill her'. She has voted republican several times stating she's conservative, making videos supporting Donald Trump's presidency and several for Mitt Romney, though she backtracked stating her Trump videos were 'satire'. In one video she justifies the wall as 'Illegal immigrants are stealing jobs from Americans' and states 'they don't pay taxes'. In this clip, A Hispanic man asks for a photo and Trisha drives away in disgust and says 'ew, literally getting hit on by someone who doesn't know English. Trisha has also cosplayed as Indigenous women, Hispanic women, and Black women. In one instance claiming the pimple on her forehead makes her look like an 'Indian person'. She claimed previously she likes to think 'she is Asian, and it is not racist since she likes rice' and proclaimed in a video that 'Asians eat cats and dogs'. In this video titled 'White girls problems' Trisha makes a multitude of racist comments towards all different ethnicities. Trisha's mother also shares the same racist tendencies quoted as saying 'he's so foreign he looks stupid' and complaining foreigners don't tip her. She has stated a few times that she cannot be racist as she was on Celebrity Big Brother UK and they wouldn't have let her on the show if she was.

Trisha has a long history of fetishizing Jewish men. A fellow YouTuber, Mr. Beard, released an informative video that outlines her fetishization and anti-semitic rhetoric. Trisha made a video titled “Jesus and the Jews” [video has been scrubbed]. Chambers of Spoilers is a YouTube channel of a woman and her sister, who are both Jewish. They compiled a very comprehensive video about Trisha's Antisemitism. They also compiled a Google Doc which has links and specific time-stamps of when Trisha said antisemitic statements in 2020.

In 2020, she uploaded a video titled "How to seduce a Hebrew man" which showcases an awful accent and blatant racist stereotypes. She has perpetuated anti-semitic tropes repeatedly stating Jewish men are cheap, you can "pay to be Jewish", and has said every Jewish Stereotype in the book as shown in these compilations. In more than one instance, Trisha has recorded herself doing the Nazi hand gesture, aka the "Heil Hitler" arm motion. She has lied stating she knew nothing about the Holocaust, though she is quoted as reading many books on the subject and uploaded a video titled My Thoughts on Hitler in 2013. In this video, she praises Hitler, while condemning and mocking Jews. On an episode of Frenemies, Trisha states Moses just being Jewish turns her on and admits she and her husband have roleplayed Holocaust extermination shower scenes together. Trisha often claims she's "Jewish by insemination" and association to get out of controversy though she admitted that Moses does not identify as Jewish and she has not converted to Judaism. She has stated converting to Judaism would be turning her back on god so will not be converting which is not surprising as she had a youtube channel dedicated to being catholic called "The Catholic Vlogger". On Tiktok, after many dancing Hanukkah uploads, a Holocaust survivor even called her out for being offensive. Here are 2 links to some of her tweets Link 1, and Link 2 showcasing her antisemitism over the years (which she adamantly denies).

In 2012, Trisha dressed up as a J-pop star character, Popstar Trishii, that mocked the Japanese language, J-pop stars, and the gyaru community.

In 2015, Trisha Paytas has done a music video inspired by Django Unchained, where she does blackface, dresses up as a slave (Brunehilde), and sang, "you could whip me every night, just like Django"

In 2015, Aria Hinton did an article on Superfame.com, about Trisha Paytas being upset she can't use the N-word or anti-gay slurs, saying "You're All Oversensitive"

In 2016, the release of her new album "Daddy Issues," her song, "Jungle Fever" is extremely racist.

The Fetishization of Religious Groups, the LGBT community, and Deceased People

2011 - Gays I Want to Bang

2013 - Mormons I Want to Bang

2013 - Having Sex with Dead People

2020 - H3 Podcast - Trisha Loves Jews ... & it's Weird

2021 - H3 Podcast - Ethan Has Had Enough of Trisha's Jewish Obsession

2021 - Visiting Hare Krishna Temple for the First Time + TEMPLE HAUL!

She claims to have had sex with multiple celebrities, such as Jim Carrey, and Robin Williams when she was a hooker, then she claims she knew him on Frenemies but "doesn't want to talk about it", John Stamos, Bill Clinton, Bradley Whitford, Marilyn Mansion, even claiming she had sex with an entire baseball team.

Romanticising Sexual Assault, Sex with Teachers (SA allegations against Mr. Riney)

2010 - Don't Stand so Close to Me - Dedicated to all my teachers I lusted over

2013 - Avoid Getting Raped!

2013 - Is it rape if she's drunk via @DrPhil

2014 - Is Rape a Turn On

If you haven't seen Mysterious's channel already, she went into great depth about the extent of Trisha's lies and SA allegations against her teachers, more specifically Mr. Riney. Originally, Trisha spoke very highly of her teachers, saying they encouraged her to work hard to graduate, that she has potential and that they believe in her.

Over the years, Trisha began to change the narrative of "my teachers inspired me to finish high school," to, "my teachers SA-ed me," saying the teacher's name on Frenemies episode #17 (Ethan has since pulled this episode down, out of respect for the deceased teacher and his family's privacy.) to encourage her followers to "look it up." The teacher is DECEASED and the story regarding the assault changes multiple times (it's changed from a teacher molesting her because she wears a water-bra, a teacher molesting her while the classroom plays heads down, thumbs up, a teacher molesting/SA-ing her after letting her borrow Cape Fear/Taxi Driver to teachers coming to her house to SA her.)

Here are PART 1 and PART 2 - basically, there is NO criminal charge, investigation, or any news articles. If there was a SA of a student by a teacher in the small country town of Byron, Illinois, it would be ALL OVER THE NEWS. Mr. Riney is a respected teacher and a well-known, There is no evidence that Mr. Riney ever SA-ed a student (if there was, he would not have been allowed to renew his teacher's license) and he passed away in 2011, so all we have is Trisha's word against a deceased man who can't even defend himself against the allegations.

The accumulation of this finally led to Trisha having a full-blown meltdown on Twitter, she refused to clarify the SA situation to clear Mr. Riney's name, exposed private texts with Ethan and Hila, while begging them to "tell their fans to stop attacking her" (Newsflash, Trisha, your FANS are angry and fed up with your behavior!) Here is another video that details the lies uncovered during Frenemies and her meltdown on Twitter.

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Dating a Convicted Pedophile and Defending Him

In 2017, Trisha Paytas dated a convicted pedophile and defended him. Here's a tweet with a video.

His victim was only 3 years old and he admitted he did the crime.

(OP Note: THIS IS SO SAD!! AND DISGUSTING OF TRISHA! Wtf!)

Years later, the convicted pedophile was tried for photographing a 3-year-old boy in the Dodger Stadium bathroom.

Daniel E Carroll - Autistic Man who was bullied by Trisha Paytas' and her Trishy Fishies

Trisha had a fan, Daniel E Carroll who is an autistic man. Here is a video. She would constantly post about how she was afraid for her safety and Daniel would offer her support in DMs on Facebook. They messaged daily and became friends (Trisha even called Daniel a Super Fan) until Trisha suddenly stopped responding. She made videos about how this man was an obsessive stalker who was harassing her, wouldn't leave her alone and claimed she was scared for her safety. Her Trishy Fishie army attacked him, and he made a video, explaining what happened. He was understandably frustrated because Trisha claimed he could come to her house and kill her - he does not even HAVE A CAR to drive from Texas to LA.

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Dissociative Identity Disorder & DissociaDID with Anthony Padilla

After Anthony Padilla did an episode of Meeting People with DID with DissociaDID, Trisha uploaded a video "DID - WATCH ME SWITCH" where she talks about how she feels like she has different personalities and showed herself "switching" on camera (obviously it was acting). Both Anthony and DissociaDID made a response on social media, explaining that DID is a mental illness and to please not mock people's struggles by pretending to have DID. As a result, she sent her Trishy Fishies to attack DissociaDID to the extent that they removed themselves from the platform for their safety (DissociaDID left the platform for different reasons. It’s way too much to get into but they caused a lot of harm to other systems, supported their ex’s p*do drawings, has alters with racial stereotypes, and lied about a lot of things.)

Trisha Paytas used to date Encina Severa, a woman with actual DID. After they broke up and when the DisassociaDID situation happened, she used the knowledge from her relationship with Encina to act out her "switches"

Here's a video about Encina and here's her comment on Trisha's DID video. Post credit to u/

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Jeffree Star / Shane Dawson / Ryland Adams

Trisha was invited to an LA trip by Jeffree Star after recently leaving the hospital, she was still in recovery from her drug problem but agreed to go on the trip. She didn't feel up for partying so Jeffree Star and his posse allegedly made fun of her skin and weight, smacked food out of her hand, and said, "there's a balcony over there, jump off of it."

Trisha left early to go home and makes videos about how Jeffree Star is such a fake, mean person. She tries to tell Shane and Shane is like, "I don't want to believe Jeffree would do that. Come over, we'll have food and you can forget about it." Trisha felt like Shane was being dismissive and thought Shane wasn't seeing that Jeffree Star was a horrible person. At some point, Trisha blocks Jeffree Star. Trisha sees that Jeffree Star is invited as a guest once on Ryland's podcast, Sip The Tea.

What pissed Trisha off was a 5-minute segment on an episode that came out the same week everyone else was talking about Jeffree Star - when it was rumored he was dating Kanye. Ryland asked Jeffree Star for a commentary in form of a voice memo and put the audio in the episode. It wasn't a very long one, only 1 minute long.

She unleashes an attack on Shane, Ryland, and Jeffree, ultimately cutting off Shane and Ryland by unfollowing or blocking them both. She makes multiple videos, calling them out on their behavior and crying about how mean they are for not seeing her side when Trisha had been Shane's friend for 7-8 years. She felt betrayed by Shane and Ryland and felt they just wanted to keep being friends with Jeffree Star because he's rich rather than a long-time friend, like her.

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HairByJay - IG Live / Wig Situation

During the LA trip, Trisha got a few wigs done by HairByJay. She made a video where HairByJay charged her double the amount for the wigs. This lie caused HairByJay to go off on IG live at Trisha, calling her a whale, fat, ugly, and disgusting. He also said he gave her a discount on the wigs. Trisha posted a video of her reacting to the IG live, she cries and is upset, and her Trishy Fishies attack HairByJay and he makes an apology. Mysterious does a video about the entire incident here.

Trisha also accused HairByJay of coming by her house, saying her security guard saw him, however, this story has a shaky foundation. Trisha is known for lying and accusing people of turning up at her property, claiming she's scared for her safety, and that the person is going to harm her. She made the same lies of this nature about Daniel E Carroll, HairByJay, and Gabbie Hanna.

RichLux

During the LA trip, Trisha created a story about how Rich Lux was given her bag by Jeffree Star, which she was "fine with," until she realized her camera and clothes were in it. She accused Rich Lux of stealing her camera. Rich Lux had beef with her for fabricating such a story that didn't happen.

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Gabbie Hanna

Trisha Paytas and Gabbie Hanna have been feuding for years.

In 2019. it was the incident where Trisha confided in Shane about having herpes, Shane then informed Gabbie who felt she had the responsibility as a friend to tell Jason Nash (Trisha's then-boyfriend) about Trisha's herpes, as Trisha had not told him. This caused an explosion of drama and videos, with Trisha accusing Gabbie of lying about her having STD/herpes.

In 2021, one of their last fights was when Trisha went on Gabbie Hanna's podcast for an episode. Gabbie was trying to get Trisha to admit that they had been friends, but Trisha kept denying it and laughing nervously. The podcast finished and Trisha uploaded a video of a voicemail from Gabbie to prove how obsessive Gabbie is. She accused Gabbie Hanna of coming to her house to harm her. Gabbie stated that she doesn't know where Trisha lives.

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Jason Nash, David Dobrik & Vlog Squad

Trisha made an unhinged video about David making a threesome joke about Tana, Jason, and Trisha. In this video, she attacked people in Jason's life from the mum of his kids to his bestie Brandon. A few days later Jason and she made a weird video that was supposed to be her apologizing to those people but ended up in an argument. He was staying in her house at this time for whatever reason. She released a music video that same day or the next.

The following day after that he escaped her house to go "hang with his kids" and as soon as he had some distance he called her to break up. That's when she staged her little suicide gambit. She took a pill mixed with alcohol and acted woozy. Adam, her makeup artist/dancer/BFF at that time (who she later trashed) took her to the hospital.

We know it was an act because on the ride there she texted Jason to tell him that she had tried to kill herself and was on her way to the hospital. Nobody close to death is this manipulative. He was with David at the time and they rushed to the hospital together. When she saw David, she assumed that it was he who had talked Jason into dumping her evil ass earlier that evening, so she started screaming at David. In her hysterics, she said shit like "I wanna die" which the nurses are obligated to report as a danger to herself even if it was just her usual drama. THAT'S HOW SHE WAS 5150'd. This was in February.

During her 48-hour stay in the hospital, he stayed supportive but they didn't get back together. He then proceeded to stay friends for the next three months. He was however openly starting to date and even joined Tinder. She admits she knew because she would "borrow" his devices and snoop. He was weaning her off him so he refused to attend her birthday because that would have allowed her to show him off like they were still a couple. She snapped when he didn't show up to the party and drove to his house. You've got the rest of this correct

... although I'm not sure I buy that she was admitted a second time. That's a detail that she started tacking on much later. Plus she didn't disappear. Remember all this went down the same weekend as Nicocado exposing her, Ethan's whale video, and her fake going cold turkey off opioids. It was quite the week for our Trish, lol.

This video confirms my post including the fact they broke up and she was 5150'd February but her birthday is in early May. Note the video was made in late May and she only mentioned one mental ward stay. Also, note how she outs a famous person who was admitted to the same ward. Evil cow.

TLDR: They broke up, she threatened death and was committed to a mental ward. He stayed friendly but started drawing boundaries. She snapped when he skipped her bday and terrorized him. She's probably lying about being admitted a second time.

Post credit to u/shortstroll

Trisha Paytas has a clear pattern of abusive behavior. Trisha has abused many of her boyfriends in the same ways. For example, Trisha also took her ex Jason’s keys and refused to let him leave for hours (even blocking the door — he was so scared he wanted to call 911 on her), just like she admitted she did to her fiancé Moses when she stole his keys and physically abused him! She admitted on Twitter that she also refused to let yet another ex, Sean, leave her — even physically restraining him against his will. Disturbingly, Trisha’s fiancé Moses indicated in a deleted Tiktok video that in addition to physically abusing him, Trisha has also forced him sexually, as well as threatened to kill herself when he tried to break up with her. These are classic abuser tactics — Trisha Paytas is a textbook liar, narcissist, and serial abuser.

Trisha has spoken several times - including on Frenemies - about the time she drove her car into her ex Jason’s house while high on meth, endangering his and possibly others’ lives, but neglected to mention that it was a premeditated act — she had previously threatened to crash her Lamborghini into Jason’s house, it was filmed in a vlog! Even more disturbing, messages have come out where Trisha’s fiancé Moses allegedly said that Trisha has also threatened to drive into his building while “high and drunk and naked”!!! Trisha Paytas is a very dangerous individual.

Post credit to u/Chelsabelle

Moses Hacmon

In 2020, Trisha Paytas began dating Hila's brother, Moses Hacmon. When Trisha went on the Frenemies podcast, she admitted to physically abusing her fiancé Moses — all the while disgustingly minimizing it, rolling her eyes while talking about it. She admitted that she stole his keys so that he couldn’t leave, that she fought him for twelve hours and left bruises on him. She lied and insisted that it was just an isolated incident when it was anything but — Trisha Paytas has proudly publicized and profited from the abuse of her partners for years.

Post credit to u/Chelsabelle

They have since made up and got engaged in December 2020.

Two of Moses' ex-girlfriends came forward and revealed that Moses stealthed them, stealthing is the act of removing a condom during sex without the partner's acknowledgment or consent. Trisha initially ignored the SA allegations, despite preaching, "believe all SA victims," sent her Trishy Fishies to overwhelm the ex-girlfriends into silence. She insists they are lying, trying to chase clout and that Moses would never do such a thing.

Ethan Klein, Hila Klein & H3 Podcast

In 2019, Ethan Klein uploaded a video called "Instagram vs. Reality" in which he highlights the illusion and unrealistic expectations of one's appearance that IG creators perpetuate to a potentially young following. This resulted in Trisha coming onto the H3 Podcast for two interviews.

In 2020, Ethan and Trisha decided to do a podcast together, called Frenemies. This resulted in an extremely popular podcast that was enjoyed by millions of people, however, it wasn't all great. Trisha has stormed off the podcast three times. Trisha threw Ethan's pill addiction he had in Israel in his face, insulted him and Hila's parenting, shamed them for having a nanny, called Ethan a "cuck," and called Hila a "c*nt." She was jealous that they constantly talked about Hila's pregnancy announcement. She has frequently and shamelessly flirted with Ethan, who was uncomfortable and kept asking her to stop doing that, which she never did.

She also kicked Ethan's dogs, demanded Moses to "get rid of his cats," and went on Keemstar's podcast to talk shit about Ethan, while wearing the Frenemies merch as a "fuck you" to Ethan.

Here is a video that goes into the details before, during, and the aftermath of Frenemies.

The Rabbit Chair Incident

Trisha uploaded a video, called "Our Tim Burton Inspired Beetlejuice Dining Room + Decor," where she showcases her Tim Burton-inspired dining room set, complete with custom-made dining chairs that had rabbit skin attached to the back of the chairs. Due to massive backlash, she removed the section of the vlog where she confirms with Moses that it is real rabbit fur.

BONUS (02/10/2022) - Lil Radio Gamer made a rap song dissing Trisha and Moses about the rabbit chairs!

Going Vegan

After receiving backlash for the rabbit chairs, Trisha announces that she is "I'm officially vegan now," she goes vegan for two weeks and accidentally consumes a tiny bite-sized SNICKERS bar, and uploads "my apology to the vegan community," in which she laments over eating a tiny piece of chocolate, says how intense going vegan is, it's so hard and apologizes to the vegan community, also says, at 8:07 "To all of you non-vegans out there, shame on you for eating meat. You're going to get your karmic hell here on Earth!"

In a recent video, titled "I'm Fat and Ugly" she admitted to having cheese on nachos and baked ziti, but then later in the video admitted to an entire week of binging. This is important because of the timing. She manipulated her audience into thinking that she had been vegan for approximately two weeks and then made that stupid Snickers video. However, the ‘I’m Fat’ video was recorded previously, but yet she waited to put it out. She purposefully misled her audience to gain attention (attention from the vegan community, along with purposefully causing outrage for the nasty remarks she made against those who consume animal products in the Snickers video) and sympathy (failed weight loss).

u/alice-in-slumberland has done a video on Trisha's trolling of the vegan community over the years, please feel free to check it out!

Conclusion

Trisha is a pathological liar who thrives off any kind of publicity and attention, she delights in creating drama out of thin air. She consistently rides the waves of whatever is trending at the time in a desperate bid to remain relevant (e.g. mental illness, mukbangs/eating, dieting/weight loss, political views/political movements, veganism, and being trans/non-binary) to her followers.

Trisha Paytas condemns people who body-shame others, yet delights in bringing attention to Nicovado's recent weight gain to others. She delivers confusing messages to her followers, she bounces between being proud of being fat and then feeling disgusted, she cries about how fat she looks and goes to get liposuction done (e.g. She released the THICK music video on 20th Feb 2017, promoting body positivity while she got a liposuction procedure done immediately afterward (This video puts Week 6 post-op of liposuction meaning this places the liposuction procedure the day the THICK music video was uploaded. She later uploads a video boasting about how "being skinny is so much better" on 11 April 2017. She constantly goes on about how she hate watches many people on YouTube, then dares to chastise her audience for hate watching her.

CREDIT TO— u/Adapt_Evolve_Become

This will be updated as we move forward, and find new information.🩷

[renardtrickster]

One talking point I particularly despise is when a left-wing figure (typically a content creator) is subject to harassment by their left-wing fans, and right-wing commenters remark on the situation as though it was an inevitability, the natural consequence of "appealing to that kind of crowd" and that they "eat their own" and what not. He who lives by the cancel culture, dies by the cancel culture, blah blah blah fap fap fap.

An example of this is Lindsay Ellies getting harassed by her audience to the point of mental crisis and quitting her online career because she had a dumb take on that Disney movie about the dragons that I don't care about, and a blog I followed commented on it twice, dropping the "appealed to that sort of crowd" and "eat their own" lines. And first, let's be real, it's basically a way to neutrally phrase "I'm not too concerned about her getting harassed, sucks to suck, but, y'know". They took a vaguely disapproving tone, but building a large part of your online presence and identity around condemning harassment only to react so softly to someone getting harassed into quitting isn't a good look. The fact that he's so passive on a lefty tuber getting harassed while condemning and running a blog dedicated to condemning a (really shitty and deserves all the hate he gets) leftist guy and all the harassment that comes from him, is probably not a coincidence, nor the fact that he's in the anti-SJW sphere, nor the fact that other anti-SJWs do the song and dance too anytime a leftie experiences pushback of any kind in any capacity. Shit, not even anti-SJWs. Jordan B. "Red Skull" "woman bad" "Lobsters Lord" Peterson pulled the same line on Ethan Klein when he removed his interview with JBP (because deleting your own videos because you no longer approve of them is cancel culture if you were in the video now???) saying that Ethan is now appealing to a woke mob that will hold him to increasingly impossible to uphold ethical standards and that the second he falters, they will devour him with glee and JBP will look down sadly at H3H3's nibbled corpse bones because once they used to be friends because this man talks in such an overwrought manner, god shut the fuck up.

This is roughly in the same ballpark as the "lefties bad because they agree with each other too much, until they're bad because they disagree with each other too much" oscillation I've talked about before. Partly because it touches on the latter criticism, but more so because there's a weird unintended implication in there. The same implication, in fact! Those leftist content creators are stacking up the dominos of their own doom by taking hard stances against reactionary actions and behaviors, which is training their audiences to enforce the same ethical standards, leading to them eventually turning and crumbling to dust. Cool story, I instantly believe this is a thing that happens and is not a persecution fantasy-by-proxy cooked up by a fevered brain. One question though, why does this never apply to any other kind of political commentator? Take, for instance, JBP! He constantly rails against the danger and insanities of wokeness, women in the workplace, diversity and equality, gender ideology, Cultural Marxism, The Chaos Dragon, and not cleaning your room. This would surely instill in his audience an ethical and ideological standard against those things, so is he not worried about the eventual mutiny? All that time talking about not changing the world before your own room is clean, yet he became a public speaker while still struggling with a benzodiazepine addiction? What about perceived slights? He supports gay marriage, that's kind of a Cultural Marxist-y thing to do. Even outside of him, where are my conservative victims of their own audience? Where are my grifters who got cancelled for not saying "Jesus would have loved Nixon" hard enough? Where are my pundits who were deplatformed for NOT hating Jews? And don't give me that "conservatives don't do cancel culture" shit, I saw what happened to D&D, The Dixie Chicks, Rock & Roll, Pokemon, as well as Coca-Cola, Gillette, Cathode Ray Tubes, and several other things!

I lay before you, a few possibilities.

A. "Cancel Culture", defined here as "when people push against or criticize public figures over some controversy, in any capacity", is something that happens to basically every large public figure at some point, conservatives just essentialize it to lefties because they want to perpetuate the stereotype of leftists being rabid circular-firing-squads who eat their own, while also lowkey condoning harassment against people they don't like in a socially acceptable manner.

B. Conservatives don't fret over their audiences holding them to a higher political standard because they know their audiences would be okay with them doing anything short of saying "Hitler was right", and even that isn't a hard enough line sometimes.

C. Leftist audiences being willing to criticize their guy, whether or not you think the individual criticisms hold water, is fundamentally a good thing and preferable to blindly swallowing everything your Far-Right Ideologue Waifu says, and it says something that "they disagree with each other too much" is seen as a negative quality, especially in light of point B (and the TERF/Trad Solidarity I mentioned in posts before, among other things).

D. Conservatives just don't like it when people say "transphobia is bad" and have to hide that idea behind seventeen proxies because they can't just say "it makes me feel upset when I get pushback for calling trans women sex offenders in disguise".

E Jordan B. Peterson is fucking insane and all he vomits is pseudoscientific Jungian word salad and reactionary/fascist?/incoherent nonsense dressed up in rookie-tier self-help guru advice for failsons with no father figures in their life.

F. All of the above!

G. OP said vaguely problematic things in the above paragraphs even though the context makes it clear they were insulting bigoted conservatives, I am going to play into stereotypes and prove the people this post describes right by cancelling OP, i am very silly.

Place your votes now!

[randomshipperhere]

Since Toast uploaded the 7k IQ video which is the start of the Lud-Syk trolling duo, more peeps are getting interested about the incident again and I have a lot of thoughts.

I personally believe the most annoying thing about the whole Sykkuno incident a few days ago is that SOME people are like:

"Oh, Corpse would've made sure he was okay" or "Corpse would've done a better job at protecting/defending him"

and some of these people are the same that hate and blame Valkyrae and Toast for what happened. Emphasis on some since most people just want to show their appreciation to Sykkuno and try to comfort him in their own fan way.

Really fucking irks me how they romanticize and make Corpse and Sykkuno seem so much closer than they actually are. There are many friendships like this so I'm used to the life cycle but that doesn't mean it doesn't piss me off everytime.

(Hey remember when Septiplier was at its peak and people pushed away Bob and Wade despite being literal friends with Mark for years prior to YT. Or when Ethan and Tyler first hopped on board[specifically Ethan] and when the trio would play with a 4th person that isn't Jack they would just go apeshit)

I am also not joking or taking it too far but this kind of thinking really pisses me off

You know what Corpse would've done? He would've been the same as Lud. Lud and Corpse are just new friends. There are still walls and boundaries that they have yet to pass and they really can't do more than what Lud has done. I am a shipper, it is in my username. I live off of the idea of romance. But to drag a real life person that a lot of people romantically ship with in a VERY personal situation (personal enough that Syk would not even tell anyone on stream his problems) is not cool.

The playful yelling was the tipping point. It wasn't the cause. Rae and Toast are both known for their tough love to Sykkuno.

Like look, in those series of events, Ludwig was the most outwardly protective person of Sykkuno in the last game. That was pretty much all he could do due to his limitations and I'm sure Sykkuno really appreciated that. He was body guarding Sykkuno, stood up and talked for him when he was clearly sad, choked up even. Until his character's dying breath. He stood by his side. More like when the lights turned off but you get it. It was sweet, it was nice, he really tried his best (and I love him for it).

The thing is though Ludwig wasn't the only one who tried to help Sykkuno that round. Valkyrae who is known to love killing Sykkuno (for the memes) killed the other 2 people and fessed up for her crimes. One is because she was caught in the act of killing in the 1st meeting by Toast and two, upon realizing that Sykkuno was dead in the 2nd meeting she felt guilty and just admitted to the murder. She wanted to speedrun so Sykkuno could play again sooner. Right after, Toast calls button and gets to avenge Sykkuno by voting out the other impostor, his killer, Tubbo. Toast didn't even get to explain why Tubbo is the killer, he just made him fess up. To say they remotely didn't care is really fucking pissing me off.

BTW I watched Lud and Toast's streams for this specific match and I will say this, Toast had nothing to go off to know for sure that Sykkuno was sad. Him and Rae were trolling back and most likely didn't know how bad Sykkuno's day was. He doesn't read the comments on his live so when he was trying to find Sykkuno in the 1st round, with Rae (for the most part) that says a lot about how much he knows what Syk was feeling at the time with what little info he had. After pressing answers for him in the 1st meeting he just stopped and pretty much figured out what was happening.

Now another thing. After the match, Sykkuno is obviously sad and said he was going to go and get dinner, Rae follows up by saying she has to head out. We sure as hell know that these guys could stream for hours but she stopped there and even deleted her VOD as well. Now why could she have done that. Oh yeah. She must've talked with him. About what. I think you all know at this point. With two people quickly leaving, and two VERY important people in this "drama", Toast changed discussion and asked if the MC server was back up which made the others leave, ending their Among Us game that day. He left a parting message to the viewers and called it a day there.

2:16:50 is where the "yelling" starts and 2:26:00 is where he said this

Toast: Chat, Sykkuno's fine, okay?He's an adult. Okay. You don't have to tell me, or his friends, or him what to feel or what to do.

It's really disrespectful. Knock it off

Now tell me, what about that makes you think they don't care?

Are we also just forgetting that it was Rae that helped push Sykkuno to create his own lobby with people he loves playing with a while back? How this Tsunderae tells him how good of a player he is even when he thinks he just got lucky (god damn, Valorant days).

Are we forgetting how Toast was probably the most important person that helped Sykkuno grow confident in himself? When they hang out together and the bits we've heard from the podcasts, Sykkuno absolutely treasures his friendship with Toast the most (There have been multiple occassions where Sykkuno and Toast are caught on-cam or at least heard in the mic speaking to each other, more often than not in Lily's Just Chatting streams. In fact, I wouldn't put it past those two to be the ones talking in Yvonne's "I got a cat" video and the most popular clip from that was Sykkuno eating a sandwhich which is titled "SUSKKUNO")

The first recent example that came to mind was Lily and Michael's birthday stream.

It happens around 23:00

In other news Sykkuno and Lily's friendship is underrated and I don't understand how y'all sleep on it.

My parting words are Parasocial Relationships suck. Okay, good night.

[do-angels-dream-of-starry-seas]

My Unus Annus Experience

Man, was I excited for this channel.

I of course had no idea what the two were planning beforehand with the black and white colors for their profile pictures. I thought it was just gonna be some video project along the likes of A Date With Markiplier, but definitely not a whole-ass channel!!

But when I first heard of the premise of the channel, I went through what the boys did in their The Truth of Unus Annus video: denial, slight anger, desperate hope, sadness, and now... god, I'll probably only accept it when the channel is officially gone. But whatever the channel was going to be, I would stick to it from the beginning and trudge on.

Then I saw Cooking Breakfast with Sex Toys.

The videos were so much fun!!! I could never pick a single video that was my absolute favorite. It was more like a culmination of all these little moments from their videos (Mark "bullying" Ethan, the stupid "you close", Mark insisting he's not a masochist, every time Momiplier showed up, the internet freaking out when the video doesn't upload on noon PST), these running gags that we appreciate as the videos go on, these natural jokes popping up that we laugh and make fanart and video compilations over.

I will always treasure the comments I made that somehow got a couple hundred or a couple thousand likes,

A couple of memes I made (and that one time Mark reblogged my dumb meme),

And how I joined a project where I write down a ton of summaries of the videos (ended up writing about 25-30 a day as we ended up having a month left of these videos that weren't "claimed" XD).

These things will pretty much be the only things I'll have saved of Unus Annus, the only memories that will exist that this channel ever happened.

But yeah. Lots of memories of the videos, but also a lot of memories associated with these videos. With COVID making me realize how broken my country is, with BLM making me reevaluate how internalized my racism is, and other major things that happened this year that made my initial optimism about 2020 go down the fucking drain. Having these constant depressing news happen so rapidly made me realize without consciously knowing it how much I relied on Unus Annus as a steady stability in my life, a source of serotonin that would be there every day... until it wouldn't be. Thus, the loop of sadness would start all over again.

But hey, this year wasn't so down the toilet: I'm now legally an adult, I've been working on eating healthier and trying new foods I never would, currently working on my senior year of school, and overall looking forward to finally being done with school and hopefully be able to get into my dream film course. My mental health and struggles with self harm become wishy-washy every other week, but at least I'm working on it. Even though my rewards might be dumb things like treating myself to doughnuts every once in a while.

But again, still having a heavy reminder of the eventual end of this channel. I don't wanna think about it, but it's happening, and it reminds me of all the other things I don't want to think about: current political climate, desperately trying to find a stable financial job, gnawing thoughts about whether I actually can succeed as a filmmaker with next-to-no film experience... it's definitely a lot.

But then I'm reminded of Unus Annus.

That despite all the good times that happened will only be memories, so will the bad times. They will be something that I can look back on with a somber thought, and chuckle every once in a while at the good memories. But just because life goes on, doesn't mean I should be apathetic about it. Doing the best I can do now with the resources I have is also a very fitting message to what Unus Annus is all about: doing stupid shit as long as you still have fun, and never forget what is happening in front of you.

People will copy Mark and Ethan, definitely - but it will never be the same as what the original channel was.

Memento Mori.

Unus Annus.

[grethan-allmance]

Thoughts on new video:

I Bought My Brother a $40,000 House Warming Gift!!

Whew been a while since I've done this. Anyway, here goes....

Firstly, the pretentious title (honestly, if I wasn't a fan and knew them all too well by now I probably would've skipped the video altogether because of how pretentious it seemed, which is likely something the twins didn't intend to do. It honestly just looked like all other trying-to-grab-your-attention titles that roam the youtube space, nothing actually wrong with it. Still, I didn't see the comments, but I can just guess there are probably some complaining already about the spending and maybe even by those who doesn't follow them, since the title can make them think like 'oh, great, these youtubers just bought probably million dollar mansion and now gonna burn through more of their money for some luxury item they could better donate to the needy in this trying times') really doesn't do the wholesome content justice. Because the content is actually too sweet and it just shows how much they love each other.

Seriously, Grayson was really sweet and even kind of cheesy, but the sentiment really comes across and Ethan was obviously so happy. I do hope Ethan gonna surprise Grayson back with something as awesome. While I don't understand watches (I really don't understand it, seriously it's just a watch to me and I don't get what makes it worth the price point), by now Ethan has been talking a lot about his watch collections in the podcast so it makes sense for him to be that happy to receive something so rare. Grayson mentioned he has a watch collection too, but for some reason I get the impression Ethan is more passionate about it than him? Maybe it's just because Ethan talks about his collection more (seems so anyway, or maybe I just wasn't paying enough attention) that it seems like that. Ethan also asked if Grayson also bought one for himself, so maybe Grayson does love watches as much as Ethan.

Well, Grayson did say that's the only one on the entire West Coast, not sure how serious this claim is, but if that's the only one that means Grayson couldn't buy one for himself even if he wanted to, since he bought the only one for Ethan. Which, if he does like watches as much as Ethan, that's kind of even sweeter. Realistically, if Grayson wanted to wear it, he can borrow it and Ethan likely would let him. But, it is still Ethan's collection and if you're a collector, you'd want one for yourself. Despite their apparent ability to share most things in their lives, they still have a pretty strong distinction of who owns what. So yeah, it is pretty sweet.

I just love Grayson's giddiness in preparing his gift. I just knew the fake gift would kind of go against how Grayson expected it, since he already said Ethan loves flashy stuff. Thinking that Ethan would hate getting excess flashy stuff is exactly where Grayson failed in thinking as Ethan. Ethan probably doesn't get as much as flashy stuff as he probably could or wanted likely in consideration of Grayson's nagging and their united concern of excess spending and being douches, but if Grayson was the one getting them for Ethan, then of course he'd love it 😂😂 For some reason I feel like Grayson felt a little put out at that part, since he probably wanted to build it up so Ethan would feel extra happy about the real gift, though since the actual gift immediately followed and Ethan was still super happy about it, he got over it.

Sigh, they're so sweet 🥺🥺

Also, I love how many times Ethan kept hugging Grayson and how much Grayson welcomes it. And how they seem to keep sticking together. And the hand holding, which I don't think they even actually realize they were doing until they have to. I can never have enough of this kind of content from them. So cute ❤❤❤

I didn't know who I expected on the other side of Grayson's call, but I wasn't too surprised it was Jake Paul. I don't like the guy, but the twins do know him for far too long to not at least keep an amicable colleague-like relationship, as people working in the same Youtube space and industry. While I'm not buying they're as close friends as they were in their Vine days, they probably are more amicable than Jake's haters would like them to be? And, I don't know if this is just my bias for the twins video or what, but he seems kind of subdued? In it? And he seems more real, I guess, being kind of awkward there? Like kinda actually being respectful that this is their video and kinda trying not to ruin their moment. Like, I don't really know Jake, but I get the impression from how hated he seems to be, he would be the kind of person that is asshole enough to try and ruin it to give himself more spotlight? In this video however, if I never saw him before and have no idea who he was, I'd just think him as another of their rich friend, just trying to help in Grayson's sweetly-mischievous scheme. Or maybe it was just the editing *shrugs*

Anyway, back to the twins, I'm so curious who was filming them. Did they get a new filmer? Or maybe it was Pierson? Was Pierson their second filmer? I kind of remember they mention having two filmers, Kyle and I think Pierson? Or maybe someone else? I dunno why Pierson is the only name I remember 😅😅. I'm not even sure that was right, tbh 😓😓

Anyway, great video. Now, I'll go listen to their podcast and I'll see if I'll write something on it too. 😁😁

Edit: I rewatched it and I kinda like the thought the reason Grayson sat down so gingerly was because his ass was still kind of hurts because they were fucking the night before. 😂😂 Like, just how hard or uncomfortable that couch actually was for him to sit so gingerly like that? 😂

[grethan-allmance]

I am too nervous to even watch it. I'm torn, here we are in a pandemic, unemployment is insane, and we are marching for BLM, and the Dolan Twins seem so OUT OF TOUCH with reality. They are white, straight, wealthy spoiled young men who hype up some video with a trailer and a bunch of tweets. All they care about is the MONEY and making themselves look good. I was once a major Stan, held onto their every word, but L.A. really messed them up. They don't seem right in the head. 😟 You feel me?

I dunno about the hyping up. I think I figured it would be about this since Grayson did imply it was more about Ethan, also since Ethan posted all those pictures with the captions. Like, I got confused the first time I saw someone speculating it might be about the karmageddon? If Grayson didn't mention it was important 'especially to Ethan' yeah, I guess that could be. I couldn't say they were capitalizing in it, since if they did, they should've just leave out about it being more about Ethan and just hint at 'an important video coming soon'. Honestly, I personally think Grayson just got too excited about the vid and so proud of Ethan's journey (considering he was there to watch his brother mope and be depressed by something he couldn't relate to, probably for the first time in his life, I guess that's understandable), he couldn't help hyping it up so much.

I think that the video is pretty good, but it does feel like to be more directed towards those who might relate to the kind of depression that can be caused by an unexpected physical change, in Ethan's case, his acne.

Acne is pretty normal when you're a teenager. Everyone struggled with it, unless you're one of the luckier ones that won the genetic bingo. Some fared with it better than the others. Something else to note is that, Ethan had his acne when he was already reaching adulthood, the time when for most people, their acne was already calming down or most already figured out how to manage them. By 19-20, I knew the worst I'd get was just the little ones that will disappear in a week, at most, and I won't even remember it in another week. There are also those who suffered a more severe form of acne, probably even worse than Ethan did. It was also something that Grayson didn't suffer from, only him, and considering they are identical twins, he has to wonder 'why only me? What's wrong with me?'

Keep in mind their look is also their asset, something that helps them build their career this far. A lot of their thing is tied to how they look, first as identical twins, then as they grow bigger as social media personalities. Their personality is great, which is a plus, but I'm pretty sure how they look is also what helps them get this big. They work in social media industry, where no matter what, their look will be immensely judged. He said he didn't wanna be in front of the camera while he has those acne, and that means his work also suffered since being in front of the camera is his job. If people, as the hate comments say, 'can't look at him' because of his acne, then people won't watch their video, and they won't be able to earn their living either. I do understand though they have the security of having money, so Ethan can afford sinking into his depression for a while and take his break. He also has Grayson, but I imagine he was also feeling bad about letting Grayson down (as in, not being able/not wanting to film) and that probably adds on to his depression.

I think that the video is really more about Ethan's struggle with his depression at that time and how he gets out of it, the acne is probably not the entire cause, but it is the one cause that is more prominent there. There are a lot of reasons for acne, and I think the depression he was feeling didn't help either. It was like a cycle feeding into each other. I read somewhere that what you feel or what's in your brain connected to your gut and that connected to your skin. But, his skin was bad -> bad thoughts (depression) -> bad gut (I think he also said something about having stomach problems?) -> worse skin, and so on. So yeah, that's like a cycle. (Though, everyone's reason for acne is different, so this is like just a possible example.)

Also, another thing to note, when Ethan started having acne, he was spending their first December with an incomplete family away in Australia and also on the process of making that documentary on their Dad. I dunno if these actually relate to one another, but I did think there is a possible correlation when I was watching.

At the end of the day they are simply sharing the struggles they did go through (specifically, Ethan), and I do think some people are helped by what they shared. Maybe that person isn't you, and that's fine, too. Though, I don't know what you want them to say about the pandemic, they're not scientists or doctors that possibly have any deeper insight to it more than you already know and the best they can do is probably just remind everyone to wear a mask (which kind of baffles me why the hell do people still need to be reminded? Like, isn't that like as much as a given today, like wearing a warm coat in a cold day or just wearing clothes when you go outside?) They have spoken about BLM, both in their own accounts, their podcast, and in their Wakeheart account. They probably won't understand unemployment, since they never have a traditional job to be employed by to begin with, and talking about it will probably end up disrespecting those that felt it first hand. I don't think those people need sympathy or pretty words, they need jobs. Unless the twins have jobs, or have a solution to offer them, I doubt they can help much.

I get it though, acne does seems like such a trivial problem. It goes away eventually and doesn't seem like a big deal. Worse comes to worse, you can just cover it up. It happens to most of everyone and it is the most normal thing to happen to someone. It's just acne. Still, there are people that did have a hard time about it, feeling insecure and not confident because of it. Feeling like they're not attractive or can't be loved because they don't look 'traditionally' good, and I think those are the people that needed the video the most.

Though, they probably could've chosen a better title 😅 Like, just reading the title, I know I'm definitely not going into twitter today. Hell, there are probably people who aren't even gonna bother watching it before raging. Like (trigger warning):

'Seriously, acne? All that hype, for acne?? Just fucking wash your face and be done with it! Or get a face surgery if it bothers you so much, you're rich!'

So, yeah, I think I see where you're coming from. But again, the vid really isn't bad and I think there are people that will be helped by it. While I can't really relate to the acne, I still relate to the depression part, because it really is a cycle. And what helps breaking the cycle is usually the thing you wanna do the least, and therein lies the strength, I guess.