im losing my mind rn i need to take control of my life there are so many changes i need to make but im too scared and passive to do anything
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Genuinely, I wonder if my fear of being seen as annoying by commissioning oc x canon is silly or not.
I always get so actually worried that the person I'm commissioning will think I'm weird or if it's an artist who's in the fandom with me I get all worried they probably already draw a lot of oc x canon of the character i like and maybe they're tired of it
How many times can one artist draw Wally Darling kissing a bunch of different ocs before they hate it? Dksjfjkskdjd
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buck is grey, eddie is blue.
eddie 100% used the last of buck's favourite expensive lotion which caused this convo
the power of eddie's NAH
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The whole Unity thing is such a cool concept because this playthrough i hated it because why would my dusty leave her LI but at the same time if I HADN'T saved him and he'd died, she would JUMP at the chance to do it all again. So like this playthrough I did nooot wanna do it but sitting and thinking about it it's cool how one mission played out would totally change my outlook
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Not me drawing BG3 doodles before, giving myself more angst comic ideas. Of which I'm overdue in doing anyways
Hint: it has to do with Eligar's long lost bro
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*shouts into the small void that is this blog*
hey you guys ever start coloring something that started out as a sketch but now has detailed lineart and then realize it's all a hot mess and then you debate on trashing the whole damn thing and rolling up like a little pill bug on the floor while the same song plays over and over again in your headphones because you're clinically insane or-
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ok storytime and i will make this quick. forgot my sleeping pills the night before last, got approximately two hours of sleep then got up at 1 am and did all my work for the day, shaved my head, took a shower, then layed down and read fanfiction all day until my dad came home and brought me graham crackers so i finally ate something. TOOK MY BEDTIME PILLS CORRECTLY this time slept good last night GOT UP.
GOT TO WORK.
hankering for soup. "i wonder if we have any soup?"
2.5 hours later i get up and check. we have soup, exactly the kind i wanted. one can. i open it. i make it. i sit down with it.
"boy this soup kinda smells funny... but i cant remember what food looks like. i am probably just being a little freak about food again its probably fine" TAKE A BITE.
its not . Good.
call my mom "hey could this soup go bad inside the can if the can was sealed" yeah probably but its not very likely, whats up with it? "bad smell. bad taste. looks weird." yeah ok don't chance it, toss that out
confused. pour the soup out. cry about it inside because it was the ONLY can.
check the can
best by date 4/22/22
FUCK.mp4
go back to my desk
have become lightheaded during this farce.
NOW IM SITTING HERE,
NO HAIR,
NO SOCKS,
UTTERLY FUCKING SOUPLESS
its not fucking fair
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Star's Engage Catalogue Day 24 (part 5)
I like how Alear and Corrin are parallels to each other with their stories and journeys, it makes me love them even more.
I still want male Corrin to be added though.
I know I sound like I'm banging a broken drum by this point, especially since the last DLC wave is out, but that doesn't mean it's completely over.
Engage has been a commercial and financial success and, even though people raised an eyebrow at it initially, the DLC has been well received. So it's not like they couldn't give us free updates or additional DLC for emblem bracelets of other characters fans want.
Plus, it's not like it would be hard to give the avatar emblems a gender swap. Just create the new model, get the voice actors to record since the emblems don't have a lot of lines, and create some mini-event where they demonstrate this power to Alear. Hell, the bracelet emblems confirm that they're from an alternate version of the Lythos we know, so they can incorporate that by having the avatar emblems tap into it and turn into a version of themselves from a different reality. One who went through different experiences, but is ultimately the same person.
I know I sound desperate, and I am! Make it happen!
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I have this problem where if my chair is adjusted for my feet to touch the ground it hurts my shoulder because of how low it sits on my back due to scoliosis, but if I have my chair adjusted to be comfortable for my shoulder then my feet dangle and it hurts my knees.
And I can't seem to figure out a happy medium.
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I'm so tired of working with people in this field who have zero fucking training other than their 4 day orientation with the company. Like at least take a fucking trauma informed care class like come on. I know the turnover rate is insane and I know it's hard to find competent workers but holy hell these kids deserve carers who won't judge them
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