#draft clearing

[wellofdean]

From a distance, Dean is the just-some-guy-est of guys, like, nothing special, but up close, with pretty lighting? He is just so freakishly, unbelievably fairy tale beautiful. Like. Wtf.

[tiktaalic]

Whatever. The operative fantasy of destiel from deans perspective is to be known in a way inclusive of your worst acts you can’t forgive yourself for. And to be loved and forgiven for them by someone else. The operative fantasy of destiel from Cas’s perspective is to have zero charisma zero social skills zero technique which makes a guy want to fuck you so bad he stops being a closet case

[dilf-luvr-minis]

His adam’s apple grazed the cool blade as he swallowed, skin parting, a blob of blood growing out of it.

His eyelids dropped halfway like her knife isn’t on his throat. Heartbeat palpitating but not out of fear. The weight of her straddled atop him was dizzying.

Their breaths conjoined in a dance and despite the furious concentration in her eyes, her lips have never looked shinier than the way it did here, now — beckoning to him.

Perhaps seconds away from his death, he can’t help but think to himself, what a sight.

If he were to die removing that strand of hair covering her right cheek, he would willingly. If only it won’t anger her further.

“Don’t move,” she commanded through ragged breaths.

Jesus.

“Ain’t goin’ nowhere sweetheart,” he carefully said; possibly his last words to her, carefully picked.

“Even if I could.”

Just felt right. Like his heart had always been hers to take.

[holyfreaks]

(rightfully) say what you want about later seasons spn but there are some moments in there that make me want to rip my hair out and scream and punch the walls

11x17 red meat ALONE; "sammy close your eyes" and "forgive me" s10 finale; the concept of civil wars in heaven and hell; s7 sam hallucifer arc; the knights of the round table s8 monolog; THE mary winchester being unfridged; sam and dean at the end of 8x23 sacrifice and the angels falling scene; the way dean falls into sam's arms after killing cain; the look on dean's face when he realizes sam kept the samulet; 11x4 baby; sam going back to lucifer and him telling sam that he was praying to him and not god; dean's I love you and I hate you monolog in s12; the whole of the sam + jack + lucifer arcs; abraham and isaac/dean and jack s14 finale parallel; ilysmmbb; etc etc etc

like some moments are so so good, and then some moments TASTE of something good but it's not quite there, and then some moments are like what am I even watching

[moonshynecybin]

being divorced nine years when you are. 31 is very funny

[neverswungonswingingstars]

Lestat in In Throes Of Increasing Wonder

[demonsteapot]

hey everyone this is dj nothing and we're gonna be kicking off tonight with a little john cage

[mincedpeaches]

I have never seen anything but incredible cute cywhirlgate art but knowing how absolutely filled with melodrama cygate was toward the end of the idw run I think cywhirlgate getting together would be so messy at first. Like Whirl joins them on their travels and him and Cyclonus start having a ton of close and intimate moments right. Cylonus is just as dense about as he was when he was first falling in love with Tailgate like "wow I love traveling with my boyfriend who i love very much and also now my best friend who I care for so very very much and have had a charged history with and charged moments with constantly now that surely mean. nothing more" meanwhile whirl is sitting there while Cyclonus tenderly holds his claws as a friend or whatever with a constant internal subliminal monologue like "I am not in love with Cyclonus I am NOT in love with him i dont even like this guy i dont like anyone and I dont want to get in between anything I am not in love with him. FUCK."

MEANWHILE Tailgate is like oh my god am I losing my boyfriend to WHIRL of all people. What is happening here. Like to him Whirl was that one friend that you dont necessarily dislike but youre just cordial with because of your significant other you know. Very third wheel type situations happening for Whirl. But suddenly its not that anymore. And as time goes on Tailgate is letting it get to how he acts with whirl, like being more stand off-ish. And whirl being whirl he cant help but do the same in response. And cyclonus does not notice this. But THEN right as this is boiling over Tailgate and Whirl end up in some Locked Room situation. Where theyre away from Cyclonus on their own for a little while, like days. And things get so heated and angry that they. make out a little about it. have hate sex even. Then after that since theyre STILL stuck with each other in the locked room, they air it out and bond over their shared love of cyclonus and inclinations towards violence and chaos. And break out of their locked room situation with said violence and chaos. Then they get back to an incredibly worried Cyclonus and Tailgate is holding hands with Whirl and happily goes "me and Whirl had sex, is that great?" thinking this would solve all their problems. only for Cyclonus get all worbly eyed and be like "you cheated on me?* 🥺 You wanna break up with me? 🥺🥺" And Tailgate is ready to flip some tables as he has to lay out how Cyclonus and Whirl have been acting recently. And how all evidence points to Cyclonus being in love with him. Whirl is wisely silent for once, which is basically taken as affirmation by all those who speak whirl-ese. Then Cyclonus is like "so you want me to break up with you... to be with whirl? " because Cyclonus is too stuffy and old fashioned to know what polyamory is or think about being in a threesome*. so only THEN, once whirl and tailgate awkwardly and patiently explain all their feelings and make their case for being polyamorous do they all get together. and theres is a least like three other overdramatic hullabaloos about it when theyre in the introductory phase because they (cylonus again) kind of sucks at polyamory at first.

*this is assuming conjunx is default assumed monogamous. Which. Amica arent. hello mr roberts would you care to comment on polyamory among transformers and how it relates to mpreg pspsps

[wellofdean]

Something about how both Dean and Cas are misfits in their received hegemonies: Dean in his father's world, Cas in heaven.

Dean's world is patriarchy, Cas's world is the spiritual hegemony and capitalism of heaven and hell, the amassing of souls.

Both have fathers who have left them to their own devices to cope with a set of rules they can't follow, but that they can't let go of either.

Both are faithful, loyal soldiers bound to a sense of purpose. I love that they are each the catalysing force to the other's antidote to the poison that's been bred in them.

Cas learns free will, learns to make his own purpose, learns to love. Dean learns to feel what is authentic in him, and to look in the mirror of Cas's love and truly see himself as loving and deeply loved.

Like, if that's not nice, what is?

[tiktaalic]

Seems like no one wants to beat Dean with hammers these days. It’s all Dean getting therapy sex or Dean being told he’s the most special boy in the world. Well I want to see Dean beat with hammers and crawl out from under the hammers to grit out from between his teeth that he loves cas.

[nanstgeorge]

A COURT OF THORNS AND ROSES (2015—)

[lochlanratliff]

as they should

[holyfreaks]

they actually didn't break the cycle of abuse in spn and I think that was sexy of them !

[moonshynecybin]

everything is about sex except for motogp which is about you know what nevermind post cancelled. motogp is about sex

[zonaraze]

this is so funny. hayato kaji, thank you for your service

[demonsteapot]

the term friends with benefits pisses me off because it implies having regular friends does not have benefits