#drawing humans is hard as hecc

[rielzero]

Brain Bubble Moment

Sometimes I have these weird nostalgia brain moments were I remember 2010s and 2011s roleplay atmosphere online- seeing artists drawing a lot of art with their besties and doing all this original content based off roleplay.

Man, I’m finally at a place were I’m confident with my work compared to my 13 year old miserable self.. And the RP community I used to know is now all adults enslaved to work.

Except me, I’m at home 24/7 because my body can’t handle shit. Even going outside for fun occasionally is like, extremely exhausting. Hecc, I love going out with friends but its annoying how hard it is on my energy levels.

Being at home as a kid, not feeling tired all the time and stay up till late at night just doing RPs.. It was great man. But my tastes have changed and so has the atmosphere around OC RP. Most people prefer DnD now, but the type of RP I did is simply not compatible with ttrpgs. I would feel overwhelmed and out of place. I don’t like dice rolling for anything or the limit to playing one character in my rps.

I enjoy watching dnd content though. Its cool. Dingo Doodles, critical role, and other stuff thats kinda niche. (brain can’t think of names rn)

I’ve always been envious of seeing other lgbt peeps being publicly posting their RP stuff and talking about writing on and off with their besties / significant others- I wonder if I had been able to accept I’m gay much earlier in life if that would’ve landed me in a healthy relationship with an artsy guy with the same interests.. Because that’s the dream, man.  Social media really got me dreaming about winging a hot marvel-addicted boyfriend who draws cooler than me, and loves my little neurodivergent traits, and my hyper-fixations, and my ocs. My dumb fucking self.

haha.. I’m too insecure for a dating scene. I have way too much problems. I’d be so easily taken advantage off given my condition- I have trust issues.  If I never get a relationship, maybe that’ll be the best. Given my situation, a partner would have to take care of me, and I don’t like being a burden. It’s just reality. I’m not opposed to ever being in poly throuple stuff either- but still//

Learning more about myself, my disabilities, my flaws, I just don’t see it happen. And that’s okay. But I can fantasize about it. I’m not unhappy. It’s just human to desire or crave something that you’ve seen around your community.

who knows, maybe those dreamy relationships I look up to have some dark stuff to them- maybe the people I thought were living the dream are not. They’re just showing the good parts. But a guy can dream right? I won’t get lost in it. These are just thoughts I have sometimes.

They’re just thoughts. Something to ramble about.

I’m okay!

[rainstorms-little-creations]

Holy hecc it's been nearly 2 weeks since i made an original post

That's because i've been procrastinating due to my lack of motivation :D

Anyways i have another oc to show y'all. They don't have a name yet so i've just been calling them Future Boy. Behold, him✨

(click for better image quality)

Future Boy is a character in the same universe as my other OCs Edith and Agnes. As the name suggests, he is from the Distant Future™. The Distant Future™ in this case is approximately the 24th century where the earth has become destroyed beyond repair. Biodiversity is but a distant memory and the air is so toxic and polluted that one must wear a gas mask to go outside. The billionaires and trillionaires live on a newly terraformed Mars with clean air and the most advanced technology whilst the rest of humanity wither away on the shell of a planet that used to be Earth.

Ever since the day he learned of what the earth used to be, Future Boy has spent his life dreaming of living in a world where climate change never wrecked his planet. Technology has advanced so much by now that time travel is now possible. Future Boy manages to steal a time machine and transports himself to the past. He lands in the 21st century where he meets a scientist who is on the brink of inventing time travel herself. In a fight where the scientist attempts to sieze Future Boy's time machine, the two accidentally end up activating the device which sends them to the year 1892. Future Boy and the scientist somehow manage to lose the time machine and it ends up in the hands of Edith and Agnes, two Victorian #galpals.

The scientist and Future Boy are now stuck in 1892. The scientist lady essentially threatens him into either finding the time machine or building a new one so that she can return to her time. By now, Future Boy has gotten what he wanted. He traveled back in time and got to experience the earth before its decay. But they are not yet fully satisfied, they wish to travel back even further to when humanity was just another group of animals in nature, perhaps even further. Before their species had any impact on the planet that they knew would eventually lead to its destruction. But Future Boy can't do that without the time machine, so they continue to search day after day with no idea that the device has basically been within his reach the entire time. (By that i mean that edith and agnes, who have the machine, live in the same town that future boy and the scientist are currently residing in).

So yeah that's the backstory/context for this character. I haven't designed the scientist lady yet, but once i do i will be posting about her. Also that little red alarm clock that future boy is holding in the drawing is the time machine. I suppose i should make another design for him where he's wearing 1890s clothing since he's living in that time now. The only name i've come up with for him is Neo, idk futuristic names are hard ok. I guess i could just google some names and pick which one i like lol.

Anyway i think this whole story and these characters would make for a really fun webcomic. I think if i just keep the story simple enough, it should be good for my first comic. I would like to have some help with that though haha.

I'm gonna go sleep for 17 h now bye bye /j

[ask-dragon-miku-new]

(( @discountmikus I really wanted to draw Butch Miku in some way or another so here’s my abomination thanks your art is v cool

[hansama]

Skeletober 23 - Dinner.

your name must be coca cola, cuz you look sodalicious

[nompunhere]

BEHOLD, AN ART! HUZZAH (click for higher quality. or open the image in a new tab, that usually helps in my experience lol)

not much of a title, but it’s saved in my files as “Beverage,” lol. I’m reasonably satisfied with how it came out, but mostly, it was fun to draw, and isn’t that what really counts?

X/ero gets his nap interrupted because his boyf is thorsty. poor X/ero. eh, he’ll get over himself. oh, and M/arkoth is showing off his proboscis, good for him~

since I (apparently) can’t get enough of these two, I made some littol comicks for them, which can be found under the cut. they’re all G/t, but no vore. there’ll also be another thing or two related to the above piece ‘cause I like how it looks

1. Kissing a giant or a tiny is hard when you don’t have lips. And when you get too involved and your proboscis gets stuck to your partner’s face, that doesn’t help either.

2. I heckin love drawing bug hands. All segments and curves and sharp edges—much easier than human hands. Oh and Xero has scars because hecc u, he’s a warrior. He may or may not be a little self-conscious about them. Why are they in places that would be unreachable with the helmet on? Uhhhhhh well that’s why he wears a helmet now, so there. gog dangit I forgot to go back and add them into the colored pic

3. Markoth, being a moth, is very impressed by his friend’s ability to pick up a nail longer than he is tall. Better not let him see what Sly can do, lmao. Also Mark’s moth status is relevant because they’re a pacifistic race and his fighting style is self-taught. Thus, no one taught him how to properly take care of his nails. and Xero has his helmet on for this because there’s no reason to have it off and it’s way easier to draw than those freakiNG MANDIBLES- -oh yeah, and the background. I start drawing organic repetitive patterns and autopilot go brrrrr

anyway! the other things I wanted to share, regarding the first drawing:

whenever Mark sticks out his proboscis, the tongue goes with it. thought it was a fun little detail to include. Markoth, of course, would vehemently deny that this habit is adorable, but Seer and Xero both disagree

and then we have this lineless version, because I was messing around with the layers and thought it looked neat

okay I promise I’m done rambling now, eheh. I’m always open for feedback, if you wanna share your thoughts!

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DNI NSFW blogs, blogs that post exclusively hard and/or fatal vore, weight gain blogs, proshippers, TERFs, ace exclusionists, etc.

[izzydrawsforfun]

So I just spent the night scrolling through your college!au tag! I love it so much! Toll!Zim and Soft!Dib! His hair! ❤️ and I have some questions if that’s okay!

First you said their relationship got ahem physical after Zim got tall so would they still have sex if Zim was small? I’m assuming so but if he was small would they still have the same dom/sub type relationship?

Was it hard or awkward to show public affection or tell people they were a couple before the height change? Since most strangers would assume Zim was a child?

I see that Dib went the science route and has an okay relationship with Membrane but is there any grief still between them? Did Dib ever blow up at Membrane?

And finally, I’m sorry for all the questions I’m just burning to know! I love everything about this au, how did you change your mind from Zim having no genitals to two diccs? What was the thought process there?

Ooh hecc hecc a lot of cool questions!! And thank you so much for enjoying my AU that much x3

Let's un-wrap this thingy:

1 - They probably would! Would be a bit harder for Zim, since he still assumes the height has a major influence on the status, so it would take him some mental work to realize he could still be a dom even with his Irken height

2 - It was indeed weird for them to show affection as a whole because they were a couple of awkward beans xD Most people assumed Zim was simply a small person. He made sure to be very verbal about it. The height change got everyone by surprise at first but then later they all just shrugged. It is the Invader Zim universe after all and most humans are just dum dums lol

3 - There is still a lot of grief between them. And I am working on a comic where he truly explodes at Membrane 👀 it's just taking a while, lots of panels

4 - Tbh it was just me giving up and activating the "I don't give a fuck" mode lmao. I admit, at first I made him dickless mostly due to a lot of pressure... Back when I joined the fandom there was a lot of drama going on, people picking and choosing which artists were okay and which ones should be cancelled forever due to how they drew the boys. I got scared and decided to make it as Vanilla as possible... But overtime I gave up upon realizing I was missing the chance of drawing some good quality and fun smut lol and actually drawing alien genitalia! Which is something I never tried. Also my friendship with Rey helped a lot. Bean made me feel safe, the "I got u buddy" kinda feel uwu

Please bomb me with as many questions as you wish x3

[d-structive]

💕 and 📷?

💕Your two top fave fictional characters:Hmmm…This one it’s an hard one…Lemme think…1 Jordan the cop. (It’s a side character from an italian -hilarious- parody-comic made by Leo Ortolani called Rat-Man, who I loved to bits.).2 Anti (I like this guy. And I couldn’t mention ALL the other egos in the same THING…).3 Sans the skeleton.(Basically me. If I was a smart, strong, dead dude).4 Cyclonus (From the animated series Transformers Armada.The only giant alien robot of the bunch who actually tried to kill the annoying human sideckick kids in more than an occasion. He got my respect.).5 The Rathalos from Monster Hunter. (That dragon is cool as hecc)

I COULDN’T DECIDE 2!

📷 Post the 12th photo from your phone’s gallery:

Heh! I do not have many pics on my phone…And all what I have are mostlypics of my pets, OR! Drawings.One of them being this one:

This one, is one of my OCs. His name is Victor AND he is a demon prince (incubus, if you ask. Yes, I have a whole group of slutty OC demons.).This specific pic was made years ago by the talentuous @glowbat (go to check their blog. They draw cool stuff.) who I know from DA.This pic it was my screensaver for several years. I adore this cute lil chibi pic and I kept it since. Unfortunately, my new phone makes it ugly and pixellated if used as screensaver/lockscreen, so I just keep it between my pics in the gallery instead…

[itsdeaflorumlove]

MY ROTTMNT OC

I FINALLY FOUND A NEW IDEA FOR MY PRECIOUS PEARL.

And this gonna be long so grab thy popcorn bishes. And be warned it is a bit messy (even the position of the drawings are ;-;)

Still a small teetle,

(still an endangered specie-)

In this AU. Lou Jitsu or Master Splinter agreed to create powerful mutants with Baron Draxum, because that sheep is a manipulative fuck and Lou not thinking twice about it. So on their first experiment they only used Lou Jitsu's arm to mutate our precious little Pearl. But it went wrong, yes Pearl was mutated but her shell was developed in the mutation making it small and only covering half-ish of her back and on the front are actually human genes like I would say Uhh she developed a feminine part.... uh... for fuck sake, I swear, so she has boobs and a freaking shell behind her. How did she live? HUMAN DNA!-

It was heartbreaking to Lou, that the sheep motherfucker made it sure that she will survive..... eventually. So for straight four years they took care of Pearl like their own child (ahhhhjjkjshhsh- (With her calling Baron Father and Lou Dad)) along with Baron Draxum's henchmen Muninn and Huginn of course. And after perfecting the mutation, thus the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles were born. But when Lou Jitsu found out about Baron Draxum's true intention with the mutation, he saved the boys and burned the lab up. But Lou Jitsu wasn't able to save Pearl along with her brothers. Leaving a confused four year old in the arms (literally) of evil. Baron Draxum manipulated Pearl, telling her that Lou Jitsu and her brothers didn't survive the fire, to save her precious heart. But the dumb fuck (he ain't dumb ;^;) sheepman wants his warriors, he stills have Pearl and trained her to be the best warrior there ever was. Yes, the sweet naive girl..... is still sweet and naive but very dead-panned and serious in front of her foes. She never really had friends in the yokai world because of her 'father', but she always has Muninn and Huginn by her side when she needed it, and of course an action figure of her other 'dad'. She still misses her dad and her younger brothers. If she face off her brothers, she could defeat them easily. With Lou Jitsu's genes, moves and hard training given to this seventeen year old turtle from her father, of course she can, even Raph. To Baron she is too sweet for his taste but he developed a father-daughter relationship with her throughout the years of training her (and somehow keeping Pearl innocent) but if it wasn't for Muninn and Huginn the girl would be very much less emotional less. Pearl's mask is black (light so kind of like gray(?)/grey(¿) but not.), she requested it, she dedicated it to her 'deceased' dad and younger siblings. Let's go back to the whole no friends thingy. She doesn't have a friend in the yokai world because of her father right? Welp! There's more. She was bullied, because she wasn't a full yokai and because of how irritating she looks (a.k.a. looking like almost human on the body department *hoot hoot*), the other turtles (yokai and kids of course.). They tease her about her shell, not being fully developed. So she often sneaks out to the skirts of NEW YORK. And there she met... her first best friend (Yass finally a friend!!!). There she saved a ravenet from a couple of bad guys, she knew they didn't need her help but she was drawn by the way they fight. They fought the badies side to side with smirks and grins on their faces, with a fist bump at the end in front of piled VERY beat up badies. And that my friend is the story how Pearl met her best friend, Casey Jones.

(Since there is still no official Casey from ROTTMNT, I had to make my version of him in ROTTMNT ;-; and boi does he look weird???)

Yes Baron knows Casey. But the first meeting was awkward and quote and quote from Casey, it was terrifying. With Baron staring at Casey across the table with an intense glare, it made him sink on his chair. Casey is eighteen and he looks out for Pearl with all his heart. Baron and Casey, Protect the cinnamon bun squad. Casey is around Donnie's height so if you compare her with the turtles, she is still smoll. Now, Pearl meeting the turtles. The bois, of course usually they would run around the roofs of New York, but they saw a glimpse of a shadow that they followed it. Of the abandoned warehouse trope, they met there. They both sides thought (Pearl and her younger brothers) they were bad guys, so they fought.

(still need to look for a better looking reference for hooded ninjas.(drawing))

(*readies a box of tissues*)

Her weapon is a black gymnastic(?) ribbon, and when she whips it fast it turns into a sharp sword (MYSTIC WEAPON!). She defeated her brothers, semi-beat-up (but of course while Pearl was fighting her brothers, she was thinking twice on defeating them, the color of their masks are what her dad named her younger brothers). The three older ones were thrown away far across the rooms, while Mikey was kneeling hopelessly in front of Pearl. The older three were shouting at him to move away, as they limped (running) towards Mikey. The orange masked turtle crying as he looked up to the white eyed small turtle, raising her sword to end his life. Mikey smiled at her with a sweet grin saying, "Sorry dad that we failed you.". Now this caused Pearl to stop mid-air, the blade closed to Mikey's closed eyes.

((FLASHBACK))

"Sorry dad that I failed you." A little three year old turtle said as she looked at her two disappointed fathers. "You deal with her." Baron said as he walked back to his lab, leaving a sighing Lou and a crying Pearl. "You only fail if you stopped and never do it again." Lou said as he carried Pearl with his arms. "You see here." Lou said as he pointed to her younger brothers, still normal turtles. "Orange here doesn't give up, he doesn't give up on making everyone smile." Lou said as Pearl sniffed and she giggle slightly. "Yeah, he does always bring happiness to everyone, except father." Pearl giggled again as Lou wiped away her tears. "And that is why he is named Orange, since he is the source of joy in the family." "Lou could you stop calling Michelangelo Orange."

((END OF FLASHBACK))

Pearl dropped her sword, causing Mikey to open his eyes hindi shock and the older three stopped running. Mikey looked up to a crying Pearl as she removes her mask (mouth) and her hood with her saying, "Don't give up Orange, you are the source of the family's joy, my joy.". And with that Pearl hugged her youngest brother in joy and sorrow. The boys were stunned, speechless. "You have never failed to me." Pearl said as she hugged Mikey tightly, a soft smile adorning on her face, tears flowing down her cheeks. Slowly, Mikey hugged back with unknown tears falling down his face, he doesn't know why but he felt already emotionally attached to the small turtle. The older three brothers walked towards them again (still limping). They hugged the two turtles, feeling the same way Mikey is feeling. The four brothers confused on why are they emotionally attached to Pearl.

And we end there, *dabs tissues on my eyes*, the heck the feeeelllssss. And wow, this is the first they I went full on mode to an OC. And hecc yeah I am proud! Maybe part two will come along in the future.

[lughbrennusstanblog]

Your apprentice Hestia looks badass. So 10 facts about them i guess?

HECC I'M NOT USED TO ANSWERING ASKS (I'm sorry if I'm getting to this super late, my notifications are kinda bad at notifying me)Ten facts about Hestia, oof. - He's a bi/pansexual disaster of a human who thinks people are pretty and needs help to cope. (Tbh, same) - It's hard for him to be vulnerable with people he doesn't trust. As a connecting thing, it's hard for him to trust people. - He tries to judge people based on actions rather than reputation, or rumours. That being said, first impressions are pretty important for him, and determines how much it will take for him to be able to feel comfortable around a person. - He gets anxious around crowds of people, and in strange or new places. - He gives good hugs. Also, if you ask really nicely, he might let you ride on his shoulders. But don't tell anyone. - When he was a child, he was a little monkey. He climbed e v e r y w h e r e. He often would try to get as high as he could, so he could feel like he was flying. He would also take charcoal and try and draw the birds he saw. - He made a couple (read: a lot) of bad decisions as a kid, before his "Aunt" took him in and started teaching him, and he has scars from those. Most of them he's fine with, but the scars from the first time he used fire magic, he actively hides those. At least, he thought that it was from the first time he used fire magic. He doesn't actually remember how he got them. That does scare him. - He likes animals, but he really loves and envies birds. - He has an affinity with fire, and heat magic, but he also had little trouble learning small spells for home cleaning, or tidying the house. - Once he trusts someone, he will do anything for them. He tries to be at least nice to people he doesn't know, like helping Portia pick up the pomegranates, but once he trusts someone, he is very open about showing physical affection. Hugs are expected. Cuddling is always appreciated. He's kind of touchstarved, and will find any opportunity to get affection possible, even if he has to fake falling asleep.I think that's ten. I have more, and I think of more when I start answering these things, so like, this is always fun.