#dropping this and running

[squilfmybeloved]

hiccup @ gustav in race to the edge (s1 e6) is so funny. like ok. whatever u say stressed single mom and posse of coparents.

[papayasector]

[yxmnuski]

forgot how TEAAAAA Martha was. outfits, face card, athletic/feminine build #needtht

But more importantly wow, fandom and, actually, ten in general undervalued her soooo much idk if fans were going through post-rose grief or micro-aggression, but honestly Martha was brilliantt for ten and so loyal. One of the best companions if she had gotten more time

[yunveil]

some quick sketchbook doodles of @crypticscarecrow 's rockstar Mr. Puzzles!! he's just so fun to drawww!

i totally have another drawing of him i'm gonna post later-

But i will definitely be attacking you for artfight don't even worry‼️

[deepspacesnowpatrol]

rockstar!lads

hc’s for the lads li’s as rockstars—brought to you by my personal playlists as a former(current) middle school emo kid.

disclaimer: i’m not saying that the bands/songs mentioned are exclusive to the li’s listed, nor am i saying that they are inherently reminiscent of the li in question. i’m moreso saying the VIBE/SOUND of the music is what i think the li’s would sound like if they were an artist.

xavier ✦ sleepyhead by jutes

grainy fuckboy alt rock BUT HEAR ME OUT, the sound is fuckboy adjacent, the lyrics are NOT

as in, it’s the type of music where ur like ‘wow this is hot’ and then you go to look up the lyrics and suddenly can never listen to it again with wanting to cry.

wears gauges and does the camp rock knee thing when he sings

music is sometimes used as thirst trap audios

overall lives a very low profile life. he kind of just drops music and no one hears from him until the next 3-am snippet is posted weeks-months later.

everyone begs for a tour that never happens

caleb ✈ worthy by thriller records & the home team

breathy 5th wave post-emo music with a prominent bass line. almost exclusively love songs about loving a girl that he can’t have. yes, he screams.

wears his guitar low as fuck and it’s definitely not bc of his tendency to wear the tiniest muscle tanks

makes out with the mic when he sings, as in, his lips never leave the mic as long as there’s lyrics to be sung and it’s hot as fuck

is rarely in interviews just bc his vibes are so off , mostly lives out of the public eye. only answers questions about his music in interviews, never about himself, to the point where it’s in his press packet.

rafayel ♫ fast times at clairemont high by pierce the veil

rafayel has earned the pierce the veil vote from me bc he is my princess. 3rd wave emo with riff heavy instrumental breaks that he composes and performs himself. screams too, but not as often (gotta protect his vocal chords).

his albums are treated like chapters in his musical career, both musically and thematically. each album tells its own story, mostly drawing from a narrative of his own making that you’d have to dig through reddit to understand the lore in full (think ethel cain’s preacher’s daughter lore)

he took a years long hiatus after an accident that affected his ability to the play the guitar. came back with a full album that dropped out of nowhere and got the #1 spot.

prior to his accident he was a darling to the public. even if he was a bit of a rock diva.

fan favorites of his are mostly power ballads

has the BEST music videos. artistic and fun with complex storylines that are on theme with the current album’s narrative.

zayne ❅ exit music (for a film) by radiohead

slow, instrumental rock. hard to move past the pit in your stomach when you listen to him, there a subtle feeling of loss or regret in each song and it hurts so good.

has only two albums, both are mid-length and spaced out years apart from the other. they also have very different lyrical vibes, but his sound stays the same.

indie artist that mixes and performs every song himself, dropping music into spotify without a care and absolutely NO warning

no, he doesn’t perform live, nor does the internet or greater public society know who he is. has maintained complete anonymity throughout his career. his (loyal and cult)following both hate and love this.

he has hundreds of unreleased songs that will never see the light of day outside of his hard drive.

sylus ⚜︎ black no.1 (little miss scare-all) by type o-negative

I COULDNT HELP MYSELF!! tellmeimwrong-you can’t

goth rock and doom metal, that’s sylus!!! takes his craft very seriously and yes he does remind me of peter steele .. my bad

you can feel the yearning in every note he sings!!! his vocals are just as poweful, if not more, than the instrumentals that slowly pour thru the speakers as he croons (ha!) into the mic

tours semi-frequently and always ends up in magazines for being pretty and a dangerous party-boy (its all an act, trust) (the mags dont need to know that tho, do they??)

he plays up his persona quite well, but is actually pretty laid back and rarely makes appearances outside of touring/required events.

compilations upon compilations UPON COMILATIONS of him being hot during interviews

has a massive back tattoo that has like a BILLION pinterest saves

HONORABLE MENTIONS: songs that were almost used for the boys and still somewhat remind me of them but not as well as the above

sylus — staring at the stars (from the gutter) by diamond dust

xavier — send the pain below by chevelle

caleb — blue dream by dance gavin dance

rafayel — grace by jeff buckley

zayne — rosemary by deftones

[billymarvel]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: DCU, Shazam! | Captain Marvel (Comics) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Billy Batson & Hal Jordan (Green Lantern), Billy Batson & Bruce Wayne, Barry Allen & Billy Batson Characters: Billy Batson, Hal Jordan (Green Lantern), Barry Allen, Bruce Wayne Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Alien Invasion, Injury, Team Bonding, Dialogue Heavy, Not Beta Read, Self-Indulgent, hal: if ur here with me and ur here with me then whos flying the plane?, billy changing gear shifts: this aint no biplane but itll do

Summary:

“The 5th, it’s the 5th, what’dya mean you didn’t remember?!” Barry yelled, helping Bruce kick the oncoming enemy aliens out of the planes cargo pit.

“What do you want from me, I thought it was next week!” Billy yelled back, having transformed back to his usual self in effort to fry the mother ships main frame. It had worked exceptionally well. His voice rose near the end of the sentence, his movements frantic as he sat in the passenger seat, trying to keep up with the buttons and levers Hal told him to push.

Hal, Bruce, Barry, and Billy are sent on a mission. Somehow, it ends with the kid piloting the whole thing.

[zerolostwalks]

Voila! Finished painting:

[sashisuse]

hm… thinking about childhood best friend!suguru…

you saw him for the first time when you moved away from the city after the unfortunate passing of your parents. your grandmother stuffed you into her car and drove off, taking you to a little town where doves were stuffed into cages so that they may never spread their wings. you are sad and lonely on the day you move in, and right away, you spot a gloomy looking boy your age watching you from the window of your neighbor’s house. despite everything, you smiled and waved at the boy next door. he seemed surprised at first, but he smiled and waved back.

(you don't think you would ever regret smiling at him, no matter where you would wind up twenty years from then.)

you properly meet him only a few days later, when you are looking for a quiet place to sit outside of the house. he is there, too, and you approach him with the same smile you offered him days prior. you introduce yourself to him and ask him for his name.

“geto suguru,” he told you. suguru stared at you for a moment after that, observing you silently. you would come to learn he often did that. “would you like some tea?”

(you don’t think you’ll ever regret accepting his invitation, either.)

in that miserable town filled with miserable people, you and suguru just clicked and stuck together. you two were practically conjoined at the hip, despite the fact that suguru had a reputation for being so strange. you never minded or understood where that came from. you heard from your grandmother, who spoke with suguru’s mother from time to time, that he was just a strange boy. that he made stories up and blamed things on ghosts. that he was unfairly gloomy and difficult to raise. you never understood why people were so mean to him. he was quiet and polite, the best friend you had ever had. you followed him everywhere, and that made you a bit strange, too. but there wasn't a single thing anyone in the world could say that would make you not want to follow suguru around. you would follow him to the end’s of the earth if he asked. he was your best friend, after all, and you were his.

you both could talk for hours and hours about anything and everything. books, movies, tv shows, games, school... you laughed together and played together and that was the way it was. the way it was always supposed to be. you and suguru. suguru and you.

you remember the day everything changed oh, so clearly. the cold weather nipped at your nose while the air felt dry and cold in your lungs. you were trailing a bit behind suguru as you both ventured home from school. he was looking off at something in the forest but quickly diverted his attention away. the action did not go unnoticed and your eyes moved to the forest as well, trying to see what suddenly made his expression sour.

your feet stopped moving the second your eyes laid upon the thing in the woods. it stood out amongst the gray and brown of the cold trees — that strange, ugly beast. it twisted and curved in what should have been an impossible way with seven eyes, each of them oozing some green liquid.

"suguru?"

your fearful cry of his name caught him off guard as you reached forward, grabbing at the sleeve of his sweater. he looked at you in concern. you looked like you want to cry and he hated it. he hated that you looked so fearful, that you sounded so fearful. he wanted nothing more than to make it better, than to fix the problem that he wasn’t even aware of yet.

"what is that thing?" you asked with a quiet whimper.

suguru almost didn’t believe it at first. up until that very moment, he had lived his life hearing that something was wrong with him. something was wrong with him, because he saw things no one else could see. monsters, ghosts, creatures — whatever word you wanted to use. he saw them. his parents never understood. they seemed more disturbed by the fact that suguru never grew out of it, rather than the words he was saying. instead he kept it to himself. he learned to lie about it, so his parents stopped looking at him with such disdain. and at some point, maybe he began to lie to himself. maybe he began to believe that he was driving himself crazy. that he really was just seeing things.

but in that moment? in that moment, when you, his best friend, the one person in the world who had never once looked at him like he was strange or treated him as such, were seeing it, too?

you saw it. you saw it, too. you saw the monster. he’s not crazy.

he was not a liar.

and then, none of it really mattered. not when he snapped back to reality and realized just how scared you were. he couldn’t have that. he couldn’t let that happen. what kind of best friend would he be if he let you hurt like this? you saw them, too, which meant they wouldn't leave you alone like they did most people. they never left suguru alone once they realized he was watching them. so, he decided. he decided that from then on out, suguru would be your protector. because he may be young and he may not fully understand the concept of love, but suguru geto understands that he loves you. he loves you so much that he cannot bear to see you hurting. he loves you enough to decide he will bear it for you, and if he cannot take it all away from you, then he will still be right by your side to bear as much as you will let him.

by the time you are both teenagers, you have both become acutely aware of the things you could each do. magic or perhaps superpowers. you both had your theories, but you couldn’t think of any superhero that had to eat monsters and get sick from the taste of it. you would hold suguru’s hair back as the contents of his last meal threatened to come back up after he had to eat one of those things. suguru would hold you up as your vision blurred and darkened, as your body grew tired from the strange abilities you had. but you did these things to protect one another.

to take care of one another.

[sylebs]

me and my babygirl (a rare sight of cathy smiling)

[vampiresoba]

happy wwdits october

[gamblins]

// alright I'm gonna be a little sappy

Of course I'm not in my @usagoos blog to post this but fuck it.

My muse has been super bad recently. The hiatus still exists but I want to thank these people this group partially for helping me find my muse back

Its been tough. at first my hiatus was because of my ferret who is still sick. But getting better. then over time my muse has been getting worse and Writing has been hard to di every single day gettung in was tougher which sucked cause I love writing soo much

So to my friends who helped.

@empire-of-muses: thank you so much for still messaging me on discord. It means a lot that someone still looking out for me vassago and I are super thankful. I'm glad we are friends 🧡 and Writing stories out vassago and Bosco it makes it fun and im Writing creatively and on discord which I don't do much

@axe-em-millie : you are beyond sweet i love thats your love stella despite her ... personality and you scream millie to me as well! Thank you for just making it fun I also should say your husband is funny @the-dark-adam we dont talk much but you are funny and awesome 💕

@erobret : thank you for loving husk even after my hiatus. I love that we talking about bee ans husk and there relationship it makes me SO HAPPY. You really helped me alot with wanting to come back on my husk blog 🥺💖

@a-hell-of-a-time : thank you for being you and contacting me ! I'm glad you still want to do threads with me. I love vassago and andres deeply and I want to explore them so much more ❤️

You all have been a amazing thank you again

Audible mentions: @hellsgreatestshow , @icecoldmarquees , @hazbinned all of you are amazing And are the best. Thank you for being you. You helped me a shit ton. Thank you all of for being so paitent with me. I appreciate it🙏🏻💕

[heliosphere-underthesky]

"I know you'll miss me, when I'm gone Save your tears, this is why we belong"

[korvid-19]

[crueclown22]

sur-vi-vor’s guilt

noun

a condition of persistent mental and emotional stress experienced by someone who has survived an incident in which others died

[elysiadreams]

renheng is so danmei coded and you can apply every second danmei trope from the book of the basics on them