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[semi-personal]

I feel it's only right that I respond with the other side.

Please. PLEASE! Don't forget that the other side is having just as many problems.

I had bulies, it sucked, I hated every minute of it. So, I used that hate on others.

Looking back I can proudly say I'm ashamed of my actions and I hope my bullies see their wrongs too.

But it's not just because of "mean girls" or just because of a show on TV.

My biggest bully I had when I was in elementary was being abused by their family and friends, was using drugs and just not in a good place for kids in elementary.

The others were living in the lowest housing they could afford and were bearly staying afloat.

The bullies are just as un happy as you are. They just don't know how to direct their anger and they are going off of example (i.e. abusive family member taking their anger and using it on them or something other)

Bullies, victims, they are the same in so many ways. Look at eachother and remember you're both human and you both have love you can share.

Don't be mean.

I wish I could go back and change my dumb self, all we can do now is change our future.

Edit: I have been informed that using the phrasing "proudly ashamed" is not the right way of saying "I'm not happy with what I did, I'm glad I learned from it."

SO- to clarify what i said, im not happy that I did what i did. I am glad that I took those lessons and I now can use them to better my self and remember what I need to do when I feel like throwing punches.

no piece of teen media has ever accurately depicted the quiet psychological warfare of bullying. bullies on TV are always dumb brutes and not the evil geniuses of emotional manipulation that they are in real life. being given a wedgie and having your lunch money stolen is nothing in comparison to a classmate quietly creating a taboo against speaking to you that they intend to enforce against all the other kids. it’s nothing like continuous cutting comments from people you thought were being nice to you. that way that the work of one kid can make you feel like every person on earth silently hates you and that you are dirty, disgusting, worthless, creepy and useless. that you can have friends but many of them will not speak to you at school for fear of the social consequences on their end. how that damage lasts in any social setting for the rest of your life

[oceanblueeyes03]

Do you think reshoots or something else as I thought they had the wrap party in December, when photos were going around of the crew celebrating? But in the article she says 2 more weeks of filming, at the fashion show.

https://wwd.com/fashion-news/fashion-scoops/celebrities-dior-fall-25-paris-fashion-week-1237021105/

I think they haven’t finished filming yet. The only one that said they finished filming is Johnny he said he finished his part in December. Both Nic and Luke said during SAG that they have some parts to film. Even the leads have said they have some scenes that haven’t been filmed yet.

Edit_ it’s Lucy not Nicola lol. Yea I think it’s reshoots that’s why Luke said he had to do some work in la I think it’s for reshoots.

[heexseung]

Why won’t you write anymore?

i'm sorry, it is a bit sad but i left writing months ago. it just wasn't sustainable to me — it never was. i'd work on a fic for days, even weeks, stare at the page for hours and hours, rewriting and editing, scrapping everything and starting all over again, just so that i can be proud and satisfied with it enough to post it and share it. although i did enjoy creating a work of art in the form of literacy, it did bring me a lot of stress. i'd stare at the screen for hours thinking of what to write and what scene to portray, i'd reread the same sentence 10+ times to figure out how i could make it better or if it's good enough, i'd scroll through the web for hours searching for the perfect picture to use and spend more hours editing them. to other writers, it may not be like this, but this was my reality. writing fics was very draining to me, in terms of time and energy. and to be honest, i don't get much in return except a few lovely comments from wonderful people 🦭 but in the end, it wasn't really worth all the effort and stress.

when i left enhypen smut tumblr, i stopped. and with the empty space of writing, i filled it in with other stuff. nowadays, i play games, stream on twitch and draw.

maybe in the future, i'll pick up the pen again. i still want to create something beautiful for people to read, but i wouldn't put my hopes up if i were you 💓 the chances of that happening are very low

thank you for asking and i hope you're doing well !!

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i forgot to add. i was also asexual, meaning, i never really had that much of a sex drive anyway or felt horny much. and because i wrote only smut, it felt worse. i was pushing myself to be sexual even when i don't feel like it, just so i can push out content for people and finish writing something.

[sayitalianolearns]

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RUS: На дворе трава, на траве дрова. Не руби дрова на траве двор��.

ESP: Plou poc però pel poc que plou, plou prou. (ig it's Catalan? js) I remember this i think: “Como poco coco como, poco coco compro." And also "Pablito clavó un clavito en la calva de un calvito. En la calva de un calvito un clavito clavó Pablito." (similar to Chile and Peru's ones)

FRA: Les chaussettes de l'archiduchesse sont-elles sèches? Elles sont sèches, archi-sèches.

KOR: 강장공장 공장장은 장공장장이고 된장공장 공장장은 강공장장이다. (prolly name are inverted but that's what i found) anyway lemme adjust it: 강장공장 공장장은 강공장장이고 된장공장 공장장은 장공장장이다

70 People Try 70 Tongue-Twisters From 70 Countries

[jacintojesusviegasrosa-blog]

Modern Talging The Party Live Edit_ Remix

[heartstoppermybeloved]

#heartstopper_#charliespring _#edit_🏳‍🌈 via YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJ3onccNbNA

[muzyka-cytaty]

Kiedy serce, mnie zakuje Doskonale wiem co zrobię Będę miał w to wyjebane Dawno zaufałem głowie

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[albertoochoafotografo-blog]

MAÑANA CONSTRUCTIVA. #arte#photograper#digitalart #visualart#australiaart #barcelonaart #dubaiart#miamiart #artvenezuela#abstractaart #artgallery #abstracphotography #venezuelafotos_ #edit_perfection #adobe_lessismore #illgrammers #creative_art_world#artpop#instaart #artcollector#anaba3ref #artphotography#artcollective#contemporaryart#galeriasvenezolanas#edit_#perfection#artevenezolano#art_loveur

[mthekiller1-blog]

Mera bhola sakal main mt ja😆😆 #Edit_@silent_killer_armaan_ (at Nepal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BuT8ei6gk25/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13x7lkj80wsm0

[scarletttbitch]

crazy how being autistic is way better than being n*rmal lol can't imagine living without our superior higher brain functions

[chevvy-ryder]

[NC_RES]_21122052-JPN_TKY chigasaki_h_portraits_005_COSPLAY.file ///core:_hizumi_chigasaki.file\\\

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Please do not repost any of my art.

cosplay_ Hizumi Chigasaki (original character), Cyberpunk 2077 cosplayer_ @chevvy-yates pic_ by tao_cosplay (instagram) edit_ @chevvy-yates

[raxim]

My edit_ 🥲🤧💯😭 goodbye my girls _

[magicantidote]

Lady Bone Demon edit_💙🎭☠| By @magicantidote

[hikarichoice]

〔旅立・天津〕

青空が好きです♡

水的顏色，天空的顏色，不知不覺藍色就會塞滿相簿.

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Location_Tianjin, China.

Edit_ lightroom

In 2019 Mar.23

[muzyka-cytaty]

Jebnąłem gdzieś cukrową watę w kąt, jak czułem się jeszcze dzieciakiem

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