#emptycloud7

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Trapped in the miserable memory of my mind.

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star dust ✧

In these moments of my life I feel so alone. Yes, I am surrounded by friends, family, and co-workers, but I feel like I don't belong. I feel that they all shine like constellations forming a figure while I am a lonely Star that does not belong to that sky. I am sitting listening to the talks, but not paying attention. I don't enjoy anyone's company other than my solitude. I feel that sometimes people only accompany each other because it's a duty not to feel alone, because I think they don't enjoy my company either and we're just surrounding ourselves like planets trying to create a solar system that doesn't exist. When in reality we are meteorites about to crash in another galaxy.

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many things on my mind, so much loneliness in my heart since I had you by my side. it's so sad to think that two people who loved each other now walk different paths. even if the other did not. it's normal to feel this abandonment anxiety, it's been so long since we lost track of each other. I don't know why after so long I remember you, when most likely I don't cross your mind. why do I feel so lonely? my biggest problem has always been believing in love, believing to find what only you have made me feel. I have so much sadness that it depresses me to see stories the same as us. I become obsessed with the thought that someone has gone through our same pain, and I feel that rupture again and again. is it ME or I’m just an empty cloud?