#enmusubi x reader

[qingxin-flowers]

“You or the world?”

Or, what if they had to choose between you or the world?

Featuring: Susanoo, Divine Prophet Susabi, Enmusubi, Miketsu

Warnings: None

Notes: There will be more parts for the other gods coming soon!

Susanoo

The world

It comes without a doubt that the executioner god should choose the world over a single mortal. After all, he is the one that is meant to quell chaos and keep the peace of the world, let everyone live in peaceful harmony so long as his existence is still around. 

But what about the man who holds the title of executioner god? What about the man named Susanoo who had forsaken his promise to love all humans equally the moment he realized that he had fallen in love with you? 

Protecting the world was a heavy responsibility to shoulder but after meeting and falling in love with you, that burden seemed to be lifted by a considerable amount; after all, you were part of this world so protecting the world also meant protecting you alongside the people that he was already meant to protect. How cruel it was to ask him whether you or the world was more important to him, as if he had a choice to begin with.

"I love you," he whispers into the quiet night, holding you close as if you would slip through his fingers like sand if he held you any less tightly. His gaze is so unbearably soft that even the brightest star seems dull in comparison, shying away as it swore to keep the love between you and him a secret that underneath the night sky.

Alas, when the stars fall and the day reappears, when the sun watches over the world like how Amaterasu used to, he has no choice but to let go of the love in his heart and fulfill his godly duties of loving everyone equally.

Every day, he prays that the world would become a peaceful place that would no longer require his protection, one that would no longer have him choose between it or you. Until then, he finds solace in the night with your body that sleeps next to him, wishing that the day would start just a little later so that he could hold you for a little longer. 

(More below!)

Divine Prophet Susabi

You

Fate was a cruel thing, one that had no rights to hold such a tight grasp over anyone like his teacher had taught him– which is why Susabi sincerely believes that he would always choose you over the world. 

For years, he had questioned what fate truly was and when he had finally come across the answer, it only made him more determined to abolish it so every life had the chance to build their lives with the choices they made. He had seen many people fight against fate in order to grasp their future with their own hands and to him, those people were brighter than the stars that lit up the moon sea, sparking a flame of rebellion within him that continued to burn brighter as the world continued to see improvements ever since Orochi went into hiding after the Six Realms Gates opened. 

Before, if you had asked him whether he would choose between you or the world, he would scoff and ask you to ask him better questions. After all, the answer was obvious to the one who had the ability to prophesied the future– if he chose you, you would still perish alongside the world that was about to be destroyed in the near future. Now that that future had been avoided, he could indulge in his selfish desires and say with his full heart that yes, he would choose you over the world, for a world without you would be the same as that prophesied destroyed future.

His fingers brushed over your cheek, a smile appearing on his normally cold face as his heart tickled at the sound of your laughter. Without missing a beat, he picked up your hand and pressed a kiss to the back of your fingers like a knight swearing an oath. 

"I promise to give you the happiness you deserve."

When he looked up and saw you smiling at him as if he had given you the world, he swore that he would pull the stars down from the sky if you asked him to. 

Enmusubi

Both

"Having the goddess of love choose between the one she loves and the world that is filled with love? How absurd!"

She would say with a large pout, offended that you would have the audacity to ask such a thing. After all, all mortal relationships were tied by her and that includes yours. If either you or the world were gone then she wouldn't even exist!

…. Okay, that was an exaggeration. She knew better than anyone that if you were gone, the world would still continue to spin and she would still be tying bonds just like any other day. However, she saw no point in choosing when to her, you were the world itself. You were the one that showed her love and made her hopelessly in love with you, the one that strengthened her determination to continue tying bonds if only to let other people find a love as precious as the one she found. So it came as a no brainer that she would do anything in order to keep you and the world running no matter what, if only to let this little piece of love continue existing for just a little longer. 

She huffed and pointed at you. "Don't you think for even a second that I would ever think of giving you up to anyone or anything! Not. A. Chance!"

For as long as she continued to exist, she would continue to tie and look over everyone's bonds, including yours. 

Miketsu

The world

As much as she wanted to give you all her love, she knows that the world would always require her assistance more than you. 

Don't take this as an offense– of course she dearly loves you but gods have a duty to help and protect all humans. After all, that is what they were created for and to someone as diligent and hardworking as Miketsu, she will see her duties to the end, even if it means neglecting herself and the people close to her.

However, sometimes, when she has the chance to feel your arms wrapped around her body, a thought comes into her mind. A selfish wish to keep you by her side forever so that no harm would ever come your way, so that she can continue to watch over you even when she has to perform her other duties as the goddess of prosperity. It hurts her heart to imagine that there would be a day when she no longer has the chance to feel your embrace due to your short mortal lifespan and the fact that she is always busy giving prosperity to others doesn't lessen her guilt one bit. 

Before she had time to process her thoughts, words carelessly slipped out her mouth. 

"Have you ever thought of becoming a god?"

The moment she feels you tense up is the moment she knew she messed up. "I-I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me! I swear that I never thought about that before and I would never ask you to become one without consulting you first so please don't take my words seriously. If by some chance I had seriously considered it then I wouldn't have asked you so suddenly so please–"

Your attempts to calm her down fall on deaf ears as she becomes too embarrassed to process anything other than what she had asked you. Suddenly, realization dawns on her: If you became a god, doesn't that mean she wouldn't have to choose between you or all the humans in this world?

Suddenly, she meets your eyes with newfound determination. "If by chance, there was a way to make a human become a god, would you like to become one?"

[lazulirus]

Requests: Open!

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[weird-addiction]

How about... Enmusubi x reader? Like the reader was praying for the goddess of fate to her them find love and... then the goddess came herself.

The red string decided to alter.

Enmusubi x GN! Reader

Fluff

Pronouns: They/Them

A/n: My friend mains this character in the moba and it’s kind of funny ;D, also this might be short because I don’t know much about her character

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“Please, oh please The Goddess of Fate. Enmusubi-Sama! Bless me with my soulmate soon! I can’t wait to find them. And please bless them to be good!

You prayed to the shrine, hoping that the goddess was listening to you and would answer your prayers. But little did you know, she was indeed listening, and she would answer your prayer, but with her own little twist.

Enmu came out from behind the place where offerings are, with big smile she spoke. “That I can do easily!” She spoke happily.

You were stunned by the sudden appearance, but your gut feeling told you that she was the one you were looking for.

“A-Are you Enmusubi? The goddess of fate?”

“Why yes I am!”

You didn’t know what to say, this came all as a surprise. The goddess herself, standing in front of you in flesh and blood. If it was anyone else, pretty sure they would have the reaction or is just to dumb to believe her.

There was awkward silence for a few seconds, then she spoke up again. “So…..”

You looked back up at her. “I don’t really ACTUALLY see a red string tied to you….”

“What?”

“BUT But but! It’s not as bad as you think. Cause because um, its actually…………..tied to me.”

….

…..

…

..

.

“WHAT?! IM TIED TO THE GODDESS OF FATE HERSELF?! TELL ME IM DREAMING!!”

Enmu then pinched you. Hard.

“OW! So I’m not dreaming.”

“Yep!”

“I-I’m so happy right now! I could cry!”

“Please don’t! I hate seeing people sad!”

She then hugged your waist as she smaller then when you stood up, you hugged back with a big smile.

“Remember what I always say!”

“Believe in Fate!”

[iachan03]

Spring will arrive/Chronos Rose

BNHA Spring Event

(Amajiki Tamaki x Reader)

-What do you want to do once spring arrives?

-Hmm...When spring arrives… Let’s go see the flowers again…

XXX

ANGST ANGST ANGST ANGST

And fluff

Dedicated to my fellow Tamaki lover @briswriting​

Most photos belong to me, as I really went to those places myself.

I’m so sorry for being so late!! I had writer’s block for the last week and it took me a while… Please do forgive me!!! TwT

This is the BNHA Spring event by @bnhaclaimedmysoul​

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Chronos Rose, inspired by the character Emiya Assassin from the mobile game Fate/Grand Order’s Noble Phantasm “Chronos Rose: Gather Ye Rosebuds While Ye May”

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Insipration song:  

「春はゆく」Haru wa Yuku ‘The Passing of Spring’ & Last Stardust

Both by Aimer

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It was before I even like butterflies.

I don’t exactly remember how old I was back then, but I definitely  remember every single second of it.

It was a distant dream.

An utopia.

One that seems unreachable.

Seemingly thanks to the red string of fate.

During June, my parents brought me to Furano, Hokkaido.

To see the famous Tomita farm’s lavenders.

Lavenders.

The representation of purity, silence, devotion serenity, grace and calmness.

The melons there were super sweet and juicy, the ice cream on top just makes everything better as the dazzling sun shines.

Gift shops sold products of lavender scent.

Notebooks, pillows, perfume, dolls and more.

Some have the capability of keeping insects away.

Others are wildly popular for its light fragrance.

However, those weren’t what I remember the most.

In the sea of flowers.

In that wonderland of vibrant colours.

There, I met eyes with you.

And the colour of your pupils is what I remembered the clearest.

Spring will arrive

XXX

Back then, I didn’t have the courage to ask your name.

Time passed, as spring came.

My parents took me to the Osaka Castle, for the tradition that all Japanese follow.

Ohanami.

Flower Viewing.

Sakuras.

Renewal and optimism.

The beginning of spring.

The light pink coloured sakuras upon the trees.

The chattering of families, workers and friends who also came to this place.

Just to enjoy the wonders of spring.

The bento that we bought from the station was delicious.

Not to mention the sweet apple juice.

Under the warm sunlight we sat.

I stared at the view as the sakura petals slowly fall from the trees as the wind blows.

It was magical.

Just like a fairy tale.

As I was entranced by the beauty around me,

I then realised that I missed out the most beautiful thing in the painting.

You.

Once again, our eyes met.

This time, I swallowed my fear and allowed myself to ask you.

“What’s your name?”

You replied back with a smile.

One that I wanted to protect with my life.

On that day, I silently wished.

I want to be with you until the end of time.

Spring will arrive

XXX

For a couple of years, I haven’t managed to see you.

I missed you.

I wanted to see those eyes staring upon me.

As selfish as that is.

But in the end, that wish was granted.

As if blessed by the god of the enmusubi.

The red string of fate has connected us once again.

The year that I moved from my home town to an entire new environment.

I was nervous.

I couldn’t even properly introduce myself.

But as I wondered what I was suppose to do.

Mirio and you came into my life.

The person who I saw as dazzling as the sun.

And the person who was more stunning than any flowers that I have laid my eyes upon.

“We meet again, Tamaki-kun.”

Ah, how much I love the way you say my name.

Just like a butterfly attracted by a flower.

That’s right.

After all, I am that butterfly.

Spring will arrive.

XXX

This is a story.

A story of you and me.

Upon the journey known as life.

Everything in the universe will come to an end someday.

No matter how much we try to deny it.

Death will come upon us.

It is just a matter of time.

When the reaper knocks on our door.

Humans fear death the longer we live.

How ironic is it?

But I pray,

Even when the time comes,

It will be when the two of us are together.

And had lived our lives without regret.

Spring will arrive

XXX

“Huh... Tamaki-kun's quirk is manifest, allows you to make the suff you eat reappear?”

“Uh... Y-Yeah...”

“That’s awesome! So like, when you eat a crab, you’ll get crab claws?”

“That’s right...”

“I’m jealous... That’s a really great quirk...”

“You don’t like your quirk?”

“Well... It’s more like, I don’t exactly know what my quirk does...” “Hmm?”

“All quirks are suppose to have limitations, right? But I don’t know what’s mine because it’s never seen before...”

“...”

“I’m capable of moving really fast... But the doctor tells me that it’s best not to use it too much... Geez... I also want to train my quirk though...”

Those words of yours made me wanted to do something for you.

Anything.

As long as you will be able to replace that frown with a smile.

I would be willing to do anything.

Spring will arrive.

XXX

“Alright, ready, or not! Here I come!!”

It was just a normal day.

We were playing tag in a park after school.

It was your turn to be ‘it’.

Me and Mirio hid behind the slide and bushes respectively.

“I’ll find you guys real quick with my quirk-”

It was then I realised that something was wrong.

You never finished that sentence.

Mirio also seemed to realise that something was out of place.

We immediately left our hiding places.

Only to see in horror that.

You were moving at a pace that was on par of a snail.

Wasn’t your quirk about letting you go faster?!

What’s going on?!

“(Y/N)! What is happening to you?!”

Your expression slowly changed to one of horror.

You were scared.

I have to do something.

But I just stood there.

Petrified.

“(Y/N)! Turn off your quirk for now!” Mirio shouted in worry.

As you did, and your body return back, it was as if the strings of a puppet went loose.

You began to fall.

It was then I was able to move my body.

And I lunged forward to catch you before you fall onto the ground.

You were out like a light.

Mirio rushed to search for any adults nearby for help.

I could only shake as I cry without stop.

I don’t want to lose you.

Please.

Anybody...

Help her...

Spring will arrive

XXX

“It seems that your quirk allows you to control your own flow of time... Meaning, you can go faster, accelerate, or slow down your biological processing, stagnate...”

“Doctor, I’m sorry... I used my quirk for other purposes...”

She smiled at you as she patted your head.

“It’s fine... But you really gave your friends a scare, you know? Just make sure not to do that again, ok?”

“Okay…”

The doctor had overseen you ever since you were in your mother’s belly, and ever since, she was your go-to doctor.

Needless to say, she cares for you a lot.

“Also, (Y/N), allow me to say this...”

She wrapped her arms around you as she enveloped you into a hug.

“In the end, we’re only humans... The manipulation of time is beyond what we’re allowed to do, quirk or not... We should never play god...”

“So please... Before we know the true nature of your quirk, please don’t use it if not necessary...”

The warmth from her body...

Her soft words filled with care...

You closed your eyes as you let out a soft hum.

“Hmm... I got it...”

…

Years passed.

Despite with the unknown factors of my quirk.

I still wished to become a hero…

I knew, with my speed, I can save a lot of people…

So at times, I would ignore the doctor’s words.

And use my quirk once a week in order to practice…

Little by little…

Dust to dust.

Earth to earth.

I…

Shouldn’t have done that…

Spring will arrive.

XXX

The three of us grew up together.

As Mirio struggled to control his quirk.

I lessen the times I use my quirk.

And Tamaki struggled with his anxiety.

Quirk Education is where the three of us were struggling with.

The three of us want to get into UA.

If I had to say, Tamaki had the largest chance of getting in...

Mirio went the other way back home as me and Tamaki continued our way.

I let out a sigh before looking at Tamaki.

“To think that you will say that Mirio’s the sun… That’s somehow romantic in a way…”

“W-Wha are you- O-Of course not!! It’s nothing like that!!!”

“Hahaha, I just feel like teasing you, your reactions are the best after all…”

“…”

“Hey, Tamaki...”

“…?”

“If I can’t make it to UA, I think that I’m going to apply to Shiketsu…”

“That far away?! And…”

Stop…

“I mean, unlike the two of you, it’s not like that my quirk isn’t useful, but rather, my condition, you know…?”

“…”

Please… stop…

“Sometimes I feel that… Perhaps I shouldn’t even-”

“Stop! Just… Please…”

“…Tamaki…?”

“Please… Stop talking about yourself in such a low matter…”

That’s right… You’re not like what you say you are…

“You’re amazing… Despite everything… You managed to smile from the bottom of your heart…So please… Don’t say such things about yourself…”

“In that rainbow coloured flower field, under those cherry blossoms… What I remembered wasn’t any of those… But you…”

I stepped towards the boy who had his eyes shut as he blurted out those words of his.

Right next to his ear, I whispered.

“Tamaki, was that a confession…?”

His face, saying that it was as red as a tomato would be an understatement.

Steam was practically coming out from his face, his brain melting down, threatening to faint at any second.

“You know Tamaki…?”

“Back then, what I remembered back then, was you as well…”

A butterfly, attracted to the most beautiful flower…

Spring will arrive.

XXX

Me and Tamaki were together as we got into UA.

Mirio was so happy that he didn’t had to set us up or something, which Tamaki was really glad that he didn’t.

Throughout our first and second years in UA, Tamaki learnt to use his quirk really well.

While I, decided to strengthen on my physical abilities, so that when I use my quirk, I can deliver more and stronger blows on the villains.

Mirio, through the teachings of Sir. Nighteye and hard work, had became the strongest of the three of us.

Me and Tamaki’s relationship was the sweetest.

We would always have dates after school and weekends, let it just be cuddling in one of our houses or enjoying a relaxing picnic.

It was more than I could ever wish for.

Hado Nejire and Haya Yuyu came to our lives as well.

Despite being at a different class from Mirio, we would often have lunch together and head home as well.

I wasn’t part of the Big 3, but I would always tag along.

As time flew by, we were met with the last beginning of spring in our UA school lives.

“3rd years… Hey, hey! Time surely had flew by, am I right, Togata~?”

“It sure did! Man, I’m starting to feel old…”

“Just what the heck are you saying…?”

“Haha, I was just joking…”

“Hey guys, weird question, but have you guys ever thought of a graduation trip?”

“A graduation trip?”

“That’s right! Graduates usually go on a trip with their friends in order to celebrate, you know! It’ll be totally fun!! What do you guys say?”

“But where should we even go…”Mirio wondered our loud.

“B-Besides… Do we have enough money…?”Tamaki stuttered.

“We got our work studies (internships in the JP version)!! So it’s fine, we’ll just save up!!”Nejire reassured.

“How about we go to Osaka Castle to hanami?” I suggested, making Tamaki flinch.

“That sounds great!”

“Sure, why not!”

After the conversation, Tamaki dragged me to a more secluded area.

“W-Why did you…”

“That’s because I want to revisit the places that I fell in love with you, is it that hard?”

“A-Ah, no…”

“After we go flower viewing with the others, let’s go see the flower fields at Furano again at summer, alright?”

“Yeah… Let’s do that…”

A promise.

Something that the both of us yearn.

Spring will arrive

XXX

Both me and Tamaki had been interning for Fatgum, as a way to calm him down at times needed.

Fatgum would always tease the hell out of Tamaki while he tries to hide himself further into his cape.

As Kirishima tagged along, the four of us were likes big family.

I remember the time when he first came to the agency and got stuck into Fatgum, the BMI hero even joked saying that he was Totoro.

And the meal to fortify themselves, oh god…

I went to a quick bathroom break before it began, and…

Those two…

Geez, I know that both of their quirks require a lot of food…

But it doesn’t mean that they have to stuff Kirishima with all that food that Fatgum had advertised for!!

And seriously, don’t tell the kid that you can put mayonnaise on anything!!!!!!

…

Ahem

Anyways.

Everything was fine until we finally went for patrol.

Tamaki and I teamed up using our quirks to restrain and deal the blow to knock the villain out that escaped Fatgum respectively.

And the crowd was cheering for the both of us, of course, being the shy bean he is, Tamaki wished that he could melt into the ground.

I, did the natural thing- hug him in order for him to calm down as I patted his back.

As the sounds from the background drown out, a chill to my bone immediately sent me on alarm as my instincts kicked in.

“He’s got a gun!! Get down!!!”

As the both of us were in a hugging position, I was shielding Tamaki’s body in one way.

I closed my eyes, preparing for the worst as I know that if I dodged that, Tamaki would take the blow instead.

And yet…

Bang!

A familiar white cape covers me, as its owner, faster than he has ever been, flashes in front of my eyes.

…

Tamaki took the blow for me.

In horror, I watched him as he dropped to the ground.

No…

And with a loud thud, everything seemed to be speeding up again.

“Senpai!! Look out!!!”

And Kirishima took the next shot.

No… Wait…

“It bounced off?!”

“I’ll chase after him!!! I’m leaving Suneater to you!!”

“Wait, Red Riot!!”

That was the last thing I heard properly as I shook Tamaki’s body desperately.

“Tamaki!! Get a hold of yourself!!! Please!!! I-”

And by some miracle, he got up as if it was nothing.

“Huh…? It doesn’t hurt as much as I thought it would…”

I immediately hugged him tight, effectively rendering him speechless.

Tears just drip from my face like waterworks.

From that day on, I finally realised the fear.

The fear known as death.

Someday, we will all die.

That should be obvious.

But...

This was the first time that the reaper was this close from knocking on the door of the person I love.

God, or anybody who can hear me saying this.

Please, as selfish as this is...

Please do not ever take Tamaki away from me...

I...

Pray for it, deeply in my heart.

Even though, that wish is utterly useless.

I still hoped for it.

In the end, we are humans.

We are not allowed to play god.

Spring will arrive.

XXX

The battle to save a little girl was harsh.

There were heroes who got quite injured...

We lost a lot of things that day.

One lost their quirk.

One lost their life.

And some lost the person they hold the dearest.

This society was never pretty.

The path of the hero is not humane.

They say,

You either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become a villain.

Perhaps.

I knew that from the beginning.

But that’s why.

We fight.

In order to see the moments where the people we care about are happy.

No matter how small or short they are.

We yearn for that.

On that day,

I used my quirk multiple times.

It was straining my body, I knew that.

But it doesn’t give me any excuse to back down.

I ignored my body’s calls for help.

I look over the fact that I was getting even more weaker every time I use it.

At the end of the fight.

I went out like a light.

Once again.

...

When I woke up.

I was once again in the hospital that my go-to doctor was.

“(Y/N)... How many times have you used your quirk?”

I didn’t knew the exact answer, but I came up with the closet number I could think of.

She then looked at me as if it was the answer that she didn’t wish for it to be.

“Doctor...?”

“...(Y/N)...Please calm down when you listen to this... I know it’s a lot, but...”

“Your quirk, we finally know what’s it all about.” “!!”

“What you’re capable of doing doesn’t change, but rather the concept of it, is different.”

“You’re exchanging your lifespan to serve as the energy for you to manipulate time, meaning, you’re borrowing your own time from the future...”

“...”

“In conclusion...Every time you use your quirk... You lose approximately 3 months of your lifespan... And...” “...”

Somehow, I had a feeling that it would come to this.

Throughout the years, my body became even more weaker.

But I didn’t want to believe it.

Nor do I want to face it.

It’s like lying to yourself when you’re eating something really bitter and you try to convince yourself that it’s sweet.

And the consequences of my cowardness, was this.

I ignored the doctor’s continuing rambling as I cut in.

“Doctor, how much more longer will I be able to live?”

She stopped at her tracks, as she was pacing around the room.

Reading my expression, she understood that I had already accepted my fate.

She looked down, out of the guilt that she couldn’t find out about this sooner. It was as if she didn’t want to say it, as if once she said it, it will come true.

She clenched her fist before managing to mumble the words out.

“If you stop using your quirk, then you’ll barely make it til summer...”

It was autumn now, I am going to be alive for lesser than a year.

But somehow, I felt relieved.

“(Y/N), if you use your quirk one more time, you’ll most likely won’t be able to last until spring.”

“!!”

“(Y/N)… Even though it’s already too late... Please drop out of UA, not just for your sake, but for the ones around you.”

I shook my head.

“I can’t do that, doctor... After all, I want to graduate with them...”

That’s right.

Even if the end is near.

At least, let me live a life without regrets.

I am going to fulfil that promise.

“...I’m going to call your quirk Chronos, since it is related to time manipulation, is it alright-”

“Please add ‘Rose’ at the end of it.”

“?”

“Rose... After all, this power... Is a double-edged sword...Just like even though a rose is beautiful... It has thorns...”

Spring will arrive.

XXX

Winter arrived and we changed into our winter versions of hero costumes.

The four of us were patrolling as usual, Tamaki and Kirishima went on ahead, leaving me and Fatgum alone.

“So, when are you planning to tell him?”

…

“Doctor told you?”

“I was the one who brought you to your doctor, of course I would know your condition.”

I sighed before looking up to the pro hero.

“Well, let’s just say that I plan on doing it after graduation.”

“After the trip to Osaka Castle that you guys were planning.”

“Yeah...”

…

“It’s really considerate of you to think of their well-being, but do you think that you’re in the position to think of others before yourself?”

“...Who knows...?”

“He’s going to hurt once he realises that you hadn’t told him about it.”

“Those four would probably burn the world if it means saving me... All I want is a happy last memory that we all can wholeheartedly enjoy... So please Fatgum...”

“...”

The man sigh before giving up.

“I really don’t get kids these days... But you got my word, (Y/N), just make sure that you won’t regret your decision.”

“Oh, I had already regret enough of my life, Fatgum... From not listening to doctor’s advice of not using my quirk... To not being a better girlfriend to Tamaki...”

“(Y/N).”

“I promise, I won’t regret this.”

Don’t make promises you can’t keep, they say.

Spring will arrive.

XXX

Another fight.

One on a much more larger scale.

Both sides had lost their allies.

I was sent along the frontlines due to my capability with Tamaki.

Even without my quirk, I excel in hand-to-hand combat, on the level exceeding most pros.

The battle was nowhere near finished.

Yet our stamina was wearing out more than it was suppose to.

And, that came in at the worst timing.

A handgun.

Tamaki had taken down more villains than I could count.

So he was an immediate target.

Yet due to his worn out state, he didn’t notice it.

Fatgum, nor did any capable hero was nearby.

I knew, even if I try to warn Tamaki, it would be too late.

“After we go flower viewing with the others, let’s go see the flower fields at Furano again at summer, alright?”

“Yeah… Let’s do that…”

I knew.

I knew. I knew. I knew. I knew. I knew.

I knew that if I don’t save him right now, I wouldn’t even be able to dream about fulfilling that promise.

Who knows will I really be able to last til spring?

If spring doesn’t arrive for the both of us, what is the point of this?

…

The answer was obvious.

“Accelerate!!!”

Spring will arrive.

XXX

The day of graduation arrived.

After receiving our certificates, the photos.

I lead Tamaki to the backyard of school.

“(Y/N), what’s wrong?”

I smiled before holding out what I was hiding in my bag.

“Dun dun~ I ordered these dolls to be made, cute, right?”

“They’re the two of us...”

“That’s right, think of them as a graduation present~”

Tamaki held them tight before smiling at me.

“Thank you, (Y/N)…"

Hearing his words, I was relieved that I was able to hang on for so long.

“That’s... Great...”

Thump

“(Y/N)!!!!!!!”

The world was filled with black once again.

Just five days.

All I have to do is to last for five more days.

The day we had planned to head to the Osaka Castle.

And see the flowers.

The day, that I would be able to at least fulfil one of our promises.

Spring will arrive.

XXX

Why...?

“Hey, (Y/N), let’s go tomorrow! It doesn’t matter that we had already booked our tickets-”

“Why aren’t you guys mad at me?!”

Surprised by my sudden outburst, Nejire was cut off.

I was in the hospital once again, everyone was told of my situation.

They knew that I hid the truth from them.

And yet…

“Just why…? Why aren’t you guys frustrated at me?!”

“I hid the truth!! I lied to you guys!!!”

It’s strange, right, usually, people would beg for forgiveness, yet here I am, begging to be scolded, for my sins.

And yet, it wasn’t granted. The guilt in my heart only grew.

Nejire smiles as she moved to envelop me in a hug.

“Isn’t that obvious? That’s because we love you, (Y/N)…”

I couldn’t hold back my tears as I let them fall, Nejire tried to calm me down as she continued hugging me.

“Emm…Hado-san, Haya-san, Mirio… Do you mind heading out for a bit…?”

It was weird to hear Tamaki’s tone like this, but I Mirio got up from his seat as he pushed the two girls out.

“You got it! We’ll let you guys alone for a bit~”

…

“Tamaki… Or you perhaps angry at me-”

“How can I be angry at you when I’m the one at fault?!”

“!!”

“I was by your side since we were kids!! And yet I hadn’t notice that you were suffering… Not to mention, if I had paid attention back then, then you wouldn’t have to-”

“Tamaki, it was my decision back there to save you.”

“I thought of the worst scenario, perhaps you won’t be shot at somewhere fatal and we would probably be fine… But… I didn’t want to take any chances…”

“Just the thought of living in a world that you don’t exist seemed, meaningless to me, so then I thought, if I had the power to save you and if I didn’t do it, I would never forgive myself…”

“Which is why, if both are going to die, why don’t I at least save one of them since-”

“DON’T SAY IT!!”

…

“Please… don’t say that you’re going to die anyways…”

“… This is reality Tamaki, sadly, this is no nightmare…”

“… I know…”

…

…

…

“Chronos Rose.”

“?”

“That’s the name of my quirk, it means: Gather ye rosebuds while ye may…”

“Also… Chronos is the Greek God of time…”

“And the rose…?”

...

“...Tamaki... As a butterfly, you got too close... A rose has thorns... Get too close and you’ll only get hurt...”

“...”

“I’m sorry... I should have told you earlier...”

…

Tamaki remained silent.

He was holding back his sobs, but his whimpers still managed to come out, no matter how hard he tried to suppress them.

…

“What do you want to do once spring arrives?”

With just that one question of his, I feel myself trembling once again.

I sigh, as I looked towards the window.

“Hmm...When spring arrives… Let’s go see the flowers again…”

...

“Yeah... I would love nothing more than that...”

Time flows, and the flower that smiles today shall wither away completely tomorrow.

So please, do what you must while you still can.

Time does not wait for one.

Spring will arrive.

XXX

“Ah~ The sakuras are truly beautiful...”Nejire hummed as we sat on a picnic mat we brought.

“That’s right... They bloom quite nice this year...”Yuyu agreed.

It was magical, just like all those years ago.

A fairytale, of you and me.

But sadly, this doesn’t have a happily ever after.

But at least...

“By the way, (Y/N), why did you want to come here? We can watch the sakuras back in Musutafu...”Mirio asked.

“This is the second time me and Tamaki met when we were kids, quite a coincidence, right?”

“What! That’s so romantic!! Tell us more, hey hey, tell us more!!”

“Nejire, calm down...”

But at least...

I managed to fulfil one of my promises.

It’s more than I could ever ask for...

Dust to dust, earth to earth, further beyond...

The remnants of my wish, please reach it...

Spring arrived.

XXX

Even then, you took my hand

And stood by my side

The first time I was held

I was greedy and so I was holding on to too much sadness

So I couldn’t wait for happiness anywhere anymore.

In the field of flowers, there stood Amajiki Tamaki.

The wind that scattered the flowers

Opens the door

And the seasons change

In this time that is slowly piling up

Happiness and pain are both the same

And both melt in our hands

My smiles and my atonement are only by your side.

In his hands, there clutched the dolls gifted by his loved one.

I cannot even disappear by myself

Because I’m weak and selfish

Carrying an unredeemable shadow

Our promised place is where the flowers bloom.

The wind blows softly, as he stared into the distance.

Without looking back at either sin or love, the spring goes one

All the brilliance is in the bright sky

Can you remain without forgiving me?

With a heavy heart, he opens his mouth.

I want to break; I want to be born again

I will smile by your side

I will at least stay by your side

Sending a gentle dream to my loved ones, a dream that says I’m happy

I will stay by your side.

“Hey, (Y/N), can you see this?”

I love you.

I am here with you

By your side

Those days feel like a dream…

“The flowers, are blooming...”

As the passing shower grew further, the evening wind faded away;  

Solitude alone stood by my side.  

I don’t mind if the things I think are right all turn out to be mistaken;  

As long as I’ve managed to protect what I believe in.  

Spring had arrived.

XXX

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