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shatteredfears-arch · 2 years

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sometimes i see non autistics write headcanons abt what probably went on in an autistic char they arent writings head and i just ‘yeah, yeah you have no idea how autistics think at all lol’ like yes its a spectrum, yes we’re all different, and youre still managing to pretend we’re neurotypical like—

#out.#‘well to ever even DO that you have to—‘ no. no you dont.#if youre not autistic maybe. our brains do not think or process things the way yours does #and when a char hits so many scales that every autistic who sees them agrees theyre autistic? (aka t/ony s/tark. b/ruce w/ayne. c/assandra #c/ain. n.ewt s/camander. h u n d r e d s m o r e)#you have to understand that our brains do not process information the way yours does #autism is in fact genetic so theres a good chance that if a blood relative has it #youre also somewhere on the spectrum #but ffs stop making everything ‘it has to be xyzabcde’ no. no it doesnt.#we overthinks every minute detail. and in a lot of cases like bruce in 2022 #its hard to get into the headspace of someone did something bad but they are not bad #even w ourselves half the time when i fuck up i think im worthless horribel and garbage #rejection sensitivity and being lied to are HUGE factors here #and it takes a LOT to wrap our heads around it #esp if we don’t know we’re autistic and arent there yet #like bruce in the film onviously struggles immensely with his heroistic view of his father #until he realizes thomas is a prick and then hes all bad #and alfred tries to salvage it but bruce has to come to terms with he did good things but also bad things #even w other family he has to wrap his brain around that bc trying to better himself its not gonna be instant #tony is so fucking easy to manipulate bc all you have to do is make him feel guilty abt something #and he does everything to mask and make others want to view him in a better light and fix what went wrong.#we need that deeper explanation we need more facts #and for some of us coughs bruce coughs #we struggle w seeing anything mot in black and white when we ourselves arent black and white #hipocritical maybe in some cases we at least have a bit of an excuae #all im saying is please for the love of FLUFF stop thinking of auts the way you think of neurotypicals because we ARENT #i think almost everyone im mutuals w is also autistic thankfully so thats why i dont see it ok the dash happening #but dear god man go into tags and you wanna die

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