#especially if there's nowhere else to go

[fireheartedpup]

I was going to go get some more of my clothing today, but I have no idea if my neighbor is going to be there and just thinking about it is sending me into an anxiety attack.

This is bullshit. I keep thinking I'm fine and then I focus on one thing for too long and it comes back. Then I start thinking that this isn't the worst thing I could experience and I just.

I don't know if she's going to be there if I go get my things. I don't know if she's going to ignore me or try to make a point again. The office said they'd talk to her and are prepared to "take the necessary steps."

Okay so I currently cannot exist in my own apartment without fear of being harassed, and that's probably going to be the case until she's gone. So what does that mean.

I couldn't even bring myself to respond yet, because they asked me what she lit on fire and I'm like. Do you think I went out and asked her? I stayed inside for that part.

It would almost be easier if she HAD tried to kick my ass.

[not-with-you-but-of-you]

GILMORE GIRLS | 3.21 "Here Comes the Son"

Requested by @jess-stolengnome

[sukibenders]

The way people talk about the south, especially following natural disasters, is so gross. Like why are you constantly making jokes about our plight? Why do you, someone who hardly has been to the south let alone the states heavily affected, think you have more knowledge about those who live here? Why are so void of empathy that you fall on the "Oh, they could have left but didn't," Ignoring the fact that many didn't have the opportunity (or privilege) to be able to leave, especially under such circumstances? A town in NC was wiped off the map, Asheville is underwater and can only be accessed through the air, Appalachia has/is experiencing flooding that they weren't prepared for, and these are just a few examples. Real life people were/are being impacted by Helene, so maybe stop making jokes about their suffering or acting entitled.

[scoriarose]

The Language of Love

If you are already convinced snakes are incapable of love, this post is not for you. But if you are open to the possibility that maybe they do, and maybe they love us too, this post explores that thought. Perhaps snakes feel it differently, perhaps they feel it the same humans do- though even humans experience love, be it platonic or romantic, differently from individual to individual. Different people also show their love in different ways as well! Yet still even with a divide between species most of us have felt love from our furry and feathered friends. Perhaps our scaly friends are also telling us they love us, we just might not understand.

When I first got my girl Scoria, if I could tell her only one thing it would be, "I love you." When I held her, I wondered if she understood how much I cared about her, and would do anything to protect her. When I pet her, I wondered if she knew how amazing I thought she was and enjoyed spending time with her.

And then I started watching livestreams of wild snakes, and how they act toward each other. (The above still is from Project Rattle Cam!) When the babies see a trusted adult, they slither all over them! How many times had my girl happily slithered all over me going no where in particular? I imagine that my finger petting her soft as a feather was probably quite similar to another snake greeting her in such a way.

Sakura is much more shy, yet wants to form a bond with me. I see it when she fights her fear to vibe with me. Sometimes she'll sit for hours at the edge of her tank nearest me, not wanting to come out, but just be near me.

Snakes like rattlesnakes and garter snakes will vibe peacefully with each other, with baby rattlesnakes sleeping near the adult rattlesnakes they trust to keep them safe.

Perhaps, when our shy snakes sits with us, facing their fears they're saying, "I'm scared, but I want to be closer with you." And maybe when our snakes slither all over us, going nowhere in particular, like their wild counterparts do with each other they're saying, "I'm so happy to see you! You're my favorite to be with!" I wonder if they could tell us one thing it would be "I love you, best friend!" And it's okay, best friend. I love you too, and already know. <3

[afreakingmilkshake]

[honeysucklefairyboy]

So im gming this pathfinder adventure that prominently features a temple of a god of battle and I was like really struggling with figuring out how to roleplay these acolytes because I don't underSTAND them so in the end I just decided to make them huge losers. I understand huge losers

[shtalker]

the only one type of all encompassing love seems to exist, or seems to matter rather, one which transcends every other "type of love", which is considered as ascended and pure, it stays there forever even when the sun sets, and, on contrary, grows stronger with time. THAT is the powerful and unconditional love everyone talks about.

[skrunksthatwunk]

how do i tell my roommate that her cat repeatedly pissing on and destroying my things is something that people usually offer to clean or replace or apologize for instead of shrugging off

[feareborn]

Need to move out of this state soon I'm going to be so for real the cost of these are insane

[hollowporcelain]

been listening to My Toy by bunnycat a lot and... oh boy i think V & Paige's dynamic is about to get a looot more toxic

[master-of-the-railway]

Gordon would kill for the girls actually in my mind. He used to be upset that his old friends moved to other places on the island, but while it still hurts sometimes, he's grown to love Nia and Rebecca dearly. Do NOT fucking insult them in his presence those are HIS girls and he WILL do everything in his power to protect them. He's like the scary worker who would choke a man to death to protect his fellow coworkers. He's everyone's dad.

[omnishanked]

A MEME (by Caspar Rheatt) (by Cassedina Rheatt) (by The SCP Foundation) (By AWCY?) (by Your Local Dominos!) (by Felix)

agent: director, we've got poi-24687 in base right now and we're only waiting for you currently. subject seems to not be hostile as of now but we're setting up a reality anchor as a failsafe

caspar: i am freaky 👅

agent: what?

"FUCKER.."

Caspar watched as a man gets handed an abnormally large key by the Mayor. This man, George Atchison, Is dead and has been dead for a good long while and caspar should know because he's the one that killed him. Actually this man, George Atchison, has died 18 times and every death after the last one filled his system with a pink glittery viscous liquid in place of blood and that predictably killed him too. Caspar was mad, he was fuming, someone stole and reanimated his very glittery shell of a corpse and also made him a good person.

Caspar throws the TV remote across the room, it hit his roommate vison who was the actual official tenant of the apartment Caspar technically stole. Vison blinked and walked back into his room, which was actually the storage closet, and slams the door shut.

Caspar, like any self respecting wizard and overall man, ripped the leg off of the coffee table and swung at the TV until all was left were it's wired guts strewn across the wooden floor. He was angry and he was going to kill this man, George Atchison, who died 18 times and will die for the 19th and maybe 20th.

Caspar banged on the storage closet AKA his roommates room AKA where he keeps the supplies. “VISON, VISON WE'RE GONNA KILL THE GUY.. THE.. THAT ONE ON TV. GET UP YOU DON'T HAVE A JOB” Vionetta, his roommate vison, didn't open the door and stayed sleeping on the carpeted floor.

“Tsk.. Whatever I didn't need you anyways. You're sleeping on the COUCH tonight you wicked WITCH”

Caspar didn't think it through, the closet barely even fit a normal non-malnourished non-magic non-half dead human. The couch was about as long if not longer than vison, this was freedom for him.

Caspar stormed out of his apartment and power walked to the car park on the side of the building. He did not have a car. He will never have a car. He went to the nearest Honda and smashed it's windows before climbing in and sitting knees up on the driver seat, his torso was torn and the vibrant pink glittery blood that spewed from the wound coated the nice seats.

Caspar, like any self respecting shoplifter, has a collection of car keys that just might work and most of the time it didn't but he brute forced it anyways.

Caspar doesn't know how to drive and he never will, he crashed into a domino's and kicked open the car door. “Can one of you LOW LIFE'S drive me to the mayors office? If not I'll kill every one of you, you served pizza, you've served your purpose, YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LIVE FOR RIGHT NOW.”

Caspar climbed back in and tore more of his torso, the dominos cashier climbed into the passenger seat but opened the car door like a normal person. The dominos cashier, Trevor, leaned uncomfortably close to Caspar as he tried to steer the ship from the passenger seat.

Caspar breathed down his neck

This was gonna be a long and uncomfortable trip.

[matsugumisou]

if you have a dog listen to me IF YOU HAVE A DOG THAT YOU CLAIM IS YOUR OWN DOG IT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO TAKE FUCKING CARE OF IT NOT EVERYONE ELSES YOU’RE INSUFFERABLE

[sskk-manifesto]

Ep 4 :)

[swaggy-skeletons]

GUYS I GOT A CALLBACK IM SO HAPPY

I DIDNT THINK I WAS BECAUSE THE EMAIL WAS SUPPOSED TO GO OUT TODAY AND I WAS CHECKING ALL DAY AND I HADNT GOTTEN AND THEN AT LIKE 7:00 i was like "ok one more check" and i still hadn't gotten an email so i thought i didn't get one but then i checked one last time a few minutes ago and I GOT ONE!!!!

i'm genuinely overjoyed

i honestly think i have a good chance of getting the role because, not to toot my own horn, i think i had among the best cold reads of all the girls auditioning

like i projected, i spoke clearly, i didn't just speak in my voice or like i was reading a text out loud like i actually ACTED it and i made sure to incorporate body movement and facial expressions and all that jazz

also i was like the fifth person to read for Erma and i gave her a sort-of boston accent and no one before me gave her an accent but almost EVERYONE after me tried to. i have the upper hand on that one because i hear boston accents a lot from family

anyway i'm literally SO HAPPY

only time will tell if i get the role or not but honestly, even if i don't i'll be very happy to have gotten a callback.

i'll be in the ensemble whether i get the role or not so I'll be happy either way

i'm so excited for rehearsals to start ahhhhhh!

[yeonban]

Tobias is always wearing the latest fashion & using the allegedly latest gadgets (<-most of which don't actually exist on the market bc they're made at Wammy's or specifically created for him alone) but his house only has the minimum technology required to function & even That is placed strategically in rooms he rarely goes into and typically no guests can access. NEVER in his bedroom or hangout rooms where he typically speaks in (<-except the gaming/TV room, for obvious reasons). He too knows how to hack systems, so he's more than aware of how easy it can be for sb who works in the field to grab a hold of his stuff and use it to their advantage if they wanted to.

Blud doesn't even have CCTV cameras installed anywhere because he doesn't want them to be hacked into & used to spy on him instead, so whenever he wants to find/retrieve footage of anything, he either hacks into the city's surveillance cameras, looks at the cameras his various friends have installed around their houses/headquarters/territories/etc or finds someone who can access relevant visuals from the inside (i.e police/fbi/cia agents etc) 😭 the only cases in which he'd install cameras is if he'd know sb is after him & he wanted to misdirect them with fake info about his life/schedule/routine/etc, but they'd be promptly taken down afterwards anyway.