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voidcat · 24 days

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You and your annoying uni friend slash occasional roommate Endo who likes to crash at your place unprompted and unannounced at random times. Despite your pouts and groans you enjoy his presence as much as he does.

He’s an impressive artist with wonderful line work, his newest works always has you waiting to see the end result, watching with great focus as he works on them on your floor in the dead of the night

And he’s great company too. A beer cracked open, snacks all around and it’s just the two of you shittalking others, gossiping and being mean just because you can and oh—

is it not fun to spend time with him like that- to the point he has become perhaps the closest to you. Each others confidants, secret keepers, the number one victim to drag when the other one is trying something new or going to a new place.

So it’s no surprise when you whine about how boring and lonely things have gotten lately and you just miss a good ol heated making out session. Maybe a little handsy if türe feeling up to it, maybe even a little grinding if the night looks promising.

Before the two of you know, your hot breaths are all over each other, Endo’s hands at both sides, pulling you into his lap with strength and pressing you against that aching spot in his pants just to relieve himself as you bite into his neck and mark him up in red

#I am…. not ok #Art student Endo whose status as a student is hanging on by a thread bc as a genius as he is he is a nuisance to his teachers LMAO #but he’s so damn good at what he does and how he does so the university can’t risk dispelling a prodigy like him despite his bad choices in #life and friends (chika)… you don’t know who chika is exactly but it’s alright Endo will introduce the two of you when the time comes #one time boredom turns into a second time drink mistake and before you know you’re fwb or so you claim but you’re exclusive as hell #no one dares to go anywhere near you after what Endo has done to other fools who dared to do the same mistake #and you get so possessive dismissive and down right mean to Endo when he even looks someone else’s way— he loves to feel your nails dig into #his skin and he will make sure to find a good balance between provoking you just enough and not have you punish him by leaving him high and #dry for days… weeks even sometimes #endo yamato #wind breaker #endo x reader #college au #wind breaker x reader

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svtskneecaps · 8 months

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i had arin for two days and i'm deeply endeared. i miss him. i miss arin, tails.

#qsmp #qsmp arin #the single only good thing that could come from this if arin does not come back is if luzu (the character) returns #worst case scenario we never see cc!luzu again i will be DEVASTATED #i missed any luzu qsmp streams by like a week i think he canonically passed out RIGHT before i got into qsmp #so the only chance i've rly had since then was purg and that was a mess #i got so damn scared when i heard he was contemplating leaving frrrrr #even if he stands by that i'll be pleased we got these two days bc they really Got Me emotionally #but i'm so deeply intrigued on how the code can evolve now that luzu/arin reappeared and closed the thread that summoned the code to begin #(the codes were first after arin; now they have him; now what?)#and considering etoiles and arin were chatting prison day 1 #and the code and etoiles lore have become intertwined #i'd be curious how arin and the code evolve and if/how that affects etoiles lore #i have full trust in luzu in the kitchen i'd be very interested to see what he could cook up #please return sir 🙏 please #as q!luzu or arin idcccc just don't be gone forever ;-;#(know going forward that if i ever say 'i miss arin' i 100% also mean 'i miss cc!luzu on qsmp' that is always implied; constant subtext)#shut up vic #block game brainrot #listen i'm a big fan of new ingredients shaking up established patterns #etoiles shook up luzu's code lore and luzu returning shook up etoiles'#i'm attaching the beaters and mixing the shit out of this ok i'd like to see this in the blender is that too much to ask #man all these tags and i didn't actually talk abt the character as i see it in real detail?#but like eh without the character history i'm reluctant to rly expound on it just know i am deeply endeared #it gutted me when he got dragged off deadass but was also such a cool moment in terms of character reactions #very very cool thank you luzu thank you qsmp

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workingforitallthetime · 9 days

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#i put a note in this doc many months ago about a scene that would make narrative sense but that i did not want to write #and i have been hoping it would not be necessary #and i have been trying to think my way around it if at all possible #but unfortunately there is no way around it and this scene just has to happen #and further unfortunately two plot threads have decided to converge there #which makes it that much harder to write #but i should take heart: i have a better idea of how this scene will go than i did a week ago #and i think it's also going to flow nicely into the next scene and maybe even create an efficiency for me two scenes down the line #(pep talk: this is the fic reminding me that i can still trust it to solve its own problems even if the solutions feel daunting to execute)#but now i have to write the damn thing #but i'm going to consider today a success if i'm able to just rough it out. dialogue and sequence of events and maybe some description.#baby steps #let's go

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derpinette · 9 months

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when i exchange a message whether i receive or send one i have to immediately shut off my device & walk some laps for a few minutes to shake off the adrenaline rush

#i try to forget that ever happened so i can relax because otherwise i get heart palpitations & headrush my uterus drops ETC #so i have to stay off of whatever site i just used for like an hour but now i have messages sent+received on every app #i can only escape to yourube & it sucks #also even anonymously i exit out of the thread/tab & ignore that tab for as long as it takes me to forget #& then i check back on the replies hours later or days even despite not ever posting bait i just get nervous #( but not always... خلّي أيامك أحلى )#currently hamster walking everywhere in my house & it took me a day to reply back ( was too busy agonizing )#could have been a month like last time. or year like the other two times before. IDK why i even bothered #WHEW #that one screencap i already posted before with the courage the cowardly dog picrel Shockingly not posted by me #but i might as well have i do the exact same thing & when people are nice to me i ride that high for a week if not more #the high i got from crushing it at scribbl with randoms in 2020 i rode for like two years & then the *** livestream in 2022 #i am still riding today & ALWAYS WILL best days of my internet life for Serious look forwards to it annually cured me completely #from suicidal ideation. THANK YOU WOMEN. ^_^

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sesamestreep · 2 months

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the thing about being the sort of person who takes up and abandons craft projects all the time is that sometimes you will go looking for something in a closet or whatever and find supplies you can’t even remember owning and then you come to an hour later having started a completely random project with hot glue and beads and iron on letters that you couldn’t have dreamed of this morning

#and it’s not even cute!#but now there’s paper and thread everywhere #and you’ve burned yourself on the iron at least four times #I haven’t cleaned the bathroom in 3 weeks but standing in the horribly humid upstairs laundry room #and ironing letters onto a sweatshirt for two hours? sure I’ll do that

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poisonedfate · 2 months

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literally in distress over my job rejecting my availability

#like....#okay #i'm already on holiday for two weeks - paid #and what i wanted was a couple of days extra (unpaid) so i could stay at home longer #and every time i tried talking to my manager she brushed me off #last time i talked to her she said “no that's enough you're not changing anything else”#but like? once i asked her to confirm the dates because our weeks don't follow the usual pattern #the other - i had put in a request for two days ahead of my holiday (turns out one of them was already included but that's not the point)#which they ignored - literally no approval or denial #instead they just put me on a shift #which i did end up asking about - essentially agreeing to do another shift they needed cover for if they took me off that shift #that's all #and when we talked last i had to remind her to take that shift off as she had agreed to. this is when i also mentioned my availability req #which she had been 'too busy to look at'#today i found out she denied it #which like. okay. there might not be enough people etc etc but i would've liked a chance to talk about it?#best believe that next time i'm in - which is only tuesday when they'll probs already have me scheduled for new shifts already #i'll ask why #and i'm sure nothing will change because they don't care #but i'm in such a state #i have never been so homesick. i am quite literally holding on by a thread here. and i only ever go home like...once a year #one year it was twice but the second time was for four days #i NEED this #but i couldn't even tell them this #anyways #just needed to put this somewhere because my god

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titsthedamnseason · 8 months

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nobody like us is……longer than some kind of perfect?

#THIS IS THE BAD PLACE #WHAT IS THE REASON FOR THIS. LIKE NO ACTUALLY. LIKE WHO ASKED FOR THIS. BE HONEST KBR.#you’re telling me there’s more to say about LUNA and DONNELLY than ALL OF THE CORE SIX TOGETHER ENTERING THEIR FUTURES?#kbr announcing that this is their longest book to date is literally a nightmare. no like i think i had a nightmare about this once #they should have been using the skop word count as a limit for themselves #that book is a work of art they won’t top it and they should never try #the like us kids will never be more interesting than their parents sorry to say. not even the hale kids #mine #like us series #omw to read chapter one. and then later this week i will have to find my old reading threads for the first two as a refresher #and then…..it’s already releasing? like already? dear god

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ghostabocky · 2 years

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ok that poll got me Thinking again and i wanted to archive this in some way, so. repost of a comment i left on youtube brainrotting over sora Not being the master of masters

Sora being the Master of Masters just does not make any logical, emotional, or thematic sense. If anything, the MoM and Sora have been—and are continuing to be—set up as thematical opposites to one another, the MoM a jaded person who has lost so much to the forces of darkness, to the point where he will manipulate anyone around him in order to reach his end goal of living in a world without it, and Sora a positive optimist who, despite also enduring multiple hardships and losses due to darkness, also goes through many trials that prove that balance between the two forces is important, and that darkness is not an all-encompassing terror meant to be destroyed.

Sora's whole Thing™ is about relying on connections and friendship despite physical distance, the idea that no matter where you are or what happens to you, those connections mattered and will always matter. He believes in individuality, the idea that characters like Roxas, Xion, Namine and even Vanitas are their own people, despite what other people may try and proclaim. Meanwhile, the MoM lives to avenge people who are long gone, forgetting the value of those relationships as they were simply because the people he cared for are no longer physically here. He strips his pupils of their individuality, giving them masks and names at his own discretion, and directing them like pawns on a chess board.

These two are textbook foils to one another. The idea that the Master of Masters is somehow a grown up version of Sora who lost his friends to darkness and became a cynical, jaded mastermind trying to escape the concept of it altogether not only contradicts the existing lore about things like time travel (and specifically how the MoM does it), but is just a complete slap in the face to both of these characters as individuals.

#angel.txt #sora #master of masters #meta & theories #under the readmore bc long-ish and literally no one asked for this sdfsdfds #i feel like i see nothing abt this theory on tumblr and idk if its just bc of the dashboard i curate or just bc ppl here don't care as much #so i may be preaching to the choir or to a brick wall idk sdfdsfds #i just like these Thoughts atm and a twitter thread is. not good for analysis or archiving lmaooo #my brain has gone super brrrr since the kh4 trailer and khux finales too i think #like the more i think abt it the more these two are just direct opposing characters to one another even more so than sora/xehanort #and that's an interesting way to explore ideals and motivations and lines of thought #but if they're the Same Dude then what is the Point #where is the Nuance..... the Intrigue...... the Conflict......#(also this is absolutely Not an attack on anyone who enjoys or engages with the theory #i wrote this weeks ago in response to a yt poll just to explain why i voted no to ''is sora the MoM'' sdfdsfds)

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you-are-my-neverland · 11 months

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ok. nano in one week and i have two (2) options:

drafting the post-chosen one wip. obviously this is the choice is should do with it as it is already started, i just kind of dropped off the last couple weeks. unfortunately, i have one glaring problem, which is that the most recent chapter went off the rails and i also reached the stopping point in my plot and now idk how to move forward. i know what's theoretically going to happen later on, but i need to seriously sit down and outline to smoothly draft. will i actually do that in a week? who knows.

start my pirate wip. the option i want because it's my current obsession, but i'm also very much in the creation stages and fleshing out worldbuilding details. so it's all bare bones, and i know starting it might be fun, but i don't have a firm enough grasp on the story itself yet unless i plan like crazy over this week. again, do i have time to do that? who knows.

#.txt #nano 2023 #don't think i did nano last year?? i literally cannnnnot remember #but it would be so fun to do it again even though it is so hard with 25 hour work weeks and 15 credit semesters.#also i have two papers to write throughout the month at least...#BUT!!! i need to focus on writing so i might make a smaller goal of say 15k #500/day or something #the problem with my post-chosen one wip is that there is just so many plot threads and i need to visually plot it out #like there's the whole doomsday prophecy and then the rot returning #but also alice chasing the magician and her & kel and then alora all alone and then belen waking up & rani #and also the political layer of the white wraiths vs the govt which i need to flesh out #also alice is supposed to break some guy out of prison. that's a thing that's going to happen #then on the other hand the pirate story is sooo fun! even though i've only had it for like two weeks #i love to create worlds...actually drew a little map shockingly #and the characters are already half formed in my head i just keep adding more #but it'll probably be option one since i have been working on that story in various ways for at least three months

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byanyan · 6 months

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ok i have 7 lil things in the queue... so we accomplished a few things today, at least ;u;

#the first two that'll post tomorrow are actually like. a couple paragraphs.#but after that it's all v short paras/one liners/texting threads lmao #anyway ofc the moment i sat down & started replying to the first one was the moment someone wanted to play video games w me #so...... naturally i went to play w them lmasfkjhsd #but that actually made me feel better so i was able to sit back down after to churn a few small things out #which!!! made me feel even better yet!!!!!!#but now it's almost 11pm so i'm gonna just flop into my bed and watch some stuff until i crash lmao #love u guyssss hope everyone's week has been going well so far ♡♡♡#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.

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unproduciblesmackdown · 2 years

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one in a million when i watch smthing in the horror genre and don't end up disappointed to/and/or pissed off about it so like "also yeah i liked it. ooo" is like relative to that an off the charts rave review of media of the millennium. also i did think about mh a lot along the way so would recommend its affect/effect if you like mh's horror too

#i didn't realize at first that's the director/creator tim's qrting. thought a rando went ''i love mh'' & he went ''& i love smthing else''#saw this a few weeks ago while also like writing or drawing or smthing like oh good plot's beside the point? b/c i'm splitting this focus #even checking in w/recaps was both like oh ok i missed that / didn't realize xyz could be a Thread or something but each of the like three #or four recaps i went over Also saw points differently in terms of even like; who was there or said what lmfao. or noting sm detail at all.#i went ''oh worm?'' at some early shot that may or may not have even gone mentioned by any of them. depending lol. doesn't matter #anyways we don't have time for tags media analysis except that i'll count this as: once again horror for children wins. even tho it's...#not rated? well anyways you know. probably generally not advisable for children as a direct audience lmao. however #like yes as per the premise as a child we've all experienced this [the media] anyways. perturbing summons dreams we've all had em #anyhow fr i'd even struggle to think of horror movies i'd say i mostly liked / would or did rewatch but still wasn't like. i disliked major #elements / choices to the point of being pissed off abt it. so many movies i can't be bothered to watch b/c i already know specifics like #i don't like or respect any of you people. or choices or elements or premises or executions or effects. not even interested fr like lord...#but often what has better odds are mediums that Aren't straightforwardly tv / film. like i'd compare mh to a series of several movies and #that's also imo largely a more apt categorization than saying it's an ARG or smthing but anyways like i'd recommend it to someone sure....#rare to be like yeah a movie was enjoyable. & if you already liked mh then that's a useful reference point here #which like usually i'd use mh as a categorical tag but idk i guess actually it's actively popular nowadays lmfao i really don't know #posting is already exhausting like whew but this one's for whosoever happens to follow me i guess #which is possible? nonzero ppl arrived for mh but unlikely lmfao. but also ppl see it on their own anyways coincidentally.#and you never know who observes the posts like hell yeah for an anon enjoying niche akd theatreposting who is to me ambiently out there #really odd the other day seeing an mh reblog like ''??? huh. i made that eons ago; then'' & people in the tags talking abt some repost like #on the one hand that Original Source post is two layers of deactivated blogs so a repost could be archival. but if they don't say as much #i.e. that it's even from a different source then that's not exactly it then is it. but also that even finding an original document For OP #is like. oh yeah that's me actually. but then knowing & technically saying as much doesn't / didn't actually affect me as that op lol #just kind of archival on both ends then. vs someone else in the tags saying they saw it on fb 9 yrs ago? definitely didn't post it there #my true op experience: keeping it nicheposting & just kind of saying sm shit & maybe some people are out there nodding thoughtfully #oh also in case fyi. that's tim as in actor playing [also tim] in mh. & did some writing for mh & other such behind the scenes efforts also #every time i look at the text in this post i notice a new typo of mine. get it tgoether (organic typo there. so; lol)

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grumpyfaceurn · 2 years

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anyways is 35 too early for a midlife crisis? asking for a friend

#i'm just having this overwhelming sense of #this isn't what i expected my life to be #this isn't what it was supposed to be #in so many ways big and small #and the terrifying suspicion that if i want to find a glimpse of happiness then i must accept that instead of dreaming of what could have be #*been #to let go of the 'I just need to get through this week'#and to accept that life is sometimes just this endless slog of work and dishes and laundry and the fucking litter box #day after day after fucking day #like #if i want to make clothes that look nice on me #then i need to work with my actual measurements and not off of somethign 2 sizes smaller #even if that sometimes feels like so much lipstick on a pig #yeah idk im really down on the whole body thing right now #covid left me with no appetite for two weeks or so and then it came back with a vengeance and ughhhhhh i guess yes set point theory is right #though i will also admit that i'm using food to fill some other empty spaces in my life right now #anyway yeah the trousers i was gonna size up - the fabric looks kinda shit anyway with so many threads pulled out by cats etc #everything is a fucking symbol these days huh

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aro-aizawa · 1 year

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sighs in contentment......

#shut up danni's talking #hi yes i always feel happy as FUCK when i read a v long fic but doubly so when i realise that i caught up before the end #i have spend idk how long maybe 4/5 days reading a 700k+ word fic #w only two more chapters left and i just. oh BOY #i cannot even begin to get into all the details i adore about this fic #and yes i am absolutely talking abt mortified #i spent the majority of the time listening to it via text to speech while playing mindless games #but when i got to the parts i hadn't read before (like the last 50 chaps i think) i had to give it my full attention #i just. there is so much i love.#it just adds so many aspects of world building that feels so right that its almost unnatural when i see things that goes against it #i just.#also theres no shortage of pride in there too bc wow 700k words in under a week? deffo good #HOWEVER my goal w listening to it rather than reading was hopefully something that'd take longer #considering how i read faster than it takes to speak things alas i'll have to wait for chapters again which is weird #i have been behind on it for so long #i have this mega word doc summarising the fic that i was working on to help me keep up w plot threads #and im not joking abt the mega its mammoth and i gave up in parts #i'll probs work on it as i reread it again at some point #its deffo smth i'm gonna share when its done bc i it is LONG and i know ppl don't have as much time as i do #but i want the opportunity for ppl to not balk at the size of the fic to not even attempt to read it #or if they want to read it but can only read a chapter a day so they'll need a reminder #one of the things i'll always be thankful for in fanfics is when ppl bookmark fics with a summary of the plot #its just. its reassuring to me to know vaguely what's going to happen #esp bc some plot elements will always instantly call to me #i can't begin to tell you how many fics i've ebbed and erred on but were ultimately swayed by bookmarkers' summaries #also i like to reread seconds of fics if i don't reread the whole thing #so knowing where those sections are located is v v helpful #anyways thats my lil fan project for mortified lol #always get a lil flustered when i interact w the author bc WOW the skill????? the dedication??? always a lil in awe #now to zone out and stare at my ceiling trying to process that masterpiece

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rpvlix · 7 days

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//ok i shouldve had replies done by now ik ik but i have had a lot going on lately oops lol

got the covid booster recently, which kicked my ass for a couple days. finally started getting back into the swing of things, and then i accidentally got like, super super high and now im recovering from THAT so. 😅

#plus im running a tumblr tournament rn so i lost a couple days to setup for that oof.#i wanna get to replies soon but i dunno what the rest of my week looks like yet.#i love u guys tho i love all our threads i have some ideas for more even but i am #i am about to up my dose of my meds so i am probably gonna be gone to side effects for a couple days #or a week or two.#ooc

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blueshykitsune-blog · 19 days

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I want a giant brown bunny... but... but too much!

The only one I found was like $158 USD... it was just about 5 foot tall! It literally was like looking at what I wanted to make but realized I didn't have enough stuffing for!

And one that was like 3 feet tall was $100...

Like yes I know materials and time is money but I can still complain! Why fabric gotta be so much! And so messy! (The ones with faux fur or of the like. Like whyyyyyy!!!!) Also why is cotton and stuffing so much too! And you get enough for maybe only one 2 foot plushie!

(I ran out of tagging space... 30 the limit sadly. But I had more to say but maybe later I'll do a bigger post on that all.)

#I'm complaining.#because why does fun things gotta be so much!!!!!#Honestly though if a person who makes plushies by hand ever wanted to hire someone to just cut and draw the design onto fabric I would do it #or even for clothing. I like cutting things. and I can do it fast.#hence me having like three hand made plushies in a bag #two that are just hanging out #and a pair of pants.#all from 1 full school year worth of time. though in two different school years. and I also wasn't in the one technically but I had no other #class to be at as there was no room elsewhere and I took a bus so I literally could not just skip the bus either and it was the first class.#so I was lucky enough the teacher liked me and knew I was a good student. so actually minus like a week or two as I did sit outside for tw #twoish weeks before my friend practically forced me into their class without being in it on the records.#yeah I enjoyed it as I was allowed to chill... actually minus like 2 additional weeks from both half years. and maybe another 1 week and #that's about how much sewing I did and got all that done. though if you count back in 2020 I did sew a plushie monkey and a face mask...#then before 2020 I did sew like two small pillows. did a slight bit of embroidery... and then when I was like 8 to maybe 10 I sewed a bird #in sometime withing 8-10 and I may have done other sewing too...#damn. I did a lot of sewing compared to what people probably realize. like I sewed by hand and machine yet only embroidered by hand so far.#I'm not really allowed to use the sewing machines at my house sadly. so I only got to use it at school which honestly wasn't for too much #time as I mostly hand sewed everything with some exceptions...#wait I completely forgot I did all those sewing examples! and I had made a skirt... maybe two? and I had to help others with their stuff too #I already knew roughly how to use a sewing machine and well like two of the other students near me needed a lot of help I tried my best #however I did get frustrated but... I feel sorry for the one person as I wasn't really frustrated at them. I was just stressed and...#I tgink they still passed the class... actually that wasn't the only student I helped. qoth my friend's class I helped him and a few of the #nearby students. mainly because the teacher told them they could try coming to me for anything. also because my friend and I knew #I could help them too. however the one thing that was hard for me to sew was sometimes how to fix the issues they had... then again one had #a broken needle and that thing is hard to see unless you know what to look for because it's so tiny. so I did as best as I could.#sometimes they just needed helped threading honestly and well that's why I got frustrated with the one a few times but honestly I was just #worried about not finishing my own project... then when people used my machine... oh how much that urk me. we were assigned machines btw.#I wasn't too angry but I liked that seat and my box of my stuff was there and I don't really know much Spanish and the person sitting there #was spanish speaking so it was hard to communicate... didn't help that I was having a few if my mental troubles and on top of that an issue #with talking to people in general on my own... no I dunno the full reason why so I'm not making judgement calls.

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vinecoveredgarden · 4 months

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I'm just so tired.

#berryspoke #between everything #between the added energy cost of my mother deciding everyone has to help fix the mess SHE made within a week #and the fact I can't seem to settle no matter what #and the fact my mental health is tanking #and the fact that there's no food #and the fact that I end up in trouble for no goddamn reason other than I asked a question at the Wrong Time #and the fact that my brain loves to tell me nobody cares if you take two minutes too long to respond #and the fact that time is steadily moving forward without me #and that would be fine if I could truly detach #if I could just exist separately #but I can't #because you aren't really left behind #are you?#you get tangled up in everyone else's threads #you become knotted up and reduced to nothing in your own right #until nobody else wants to try and untangle you #and that would be fine too #but even knots need to eat #how I wish I could just...cease.#I don't think I want to die #not really #but I want to stop being alive. no food. no perception.#just floating aimlessly though the world #perhaps watching through someone else's eyes.

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