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sapphic-lottienat · 6 months

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We don't talk enough!!

we rlly dont!! ill be in ur asks soon enough i swear bc u seem SO SO cool but let me get out of my assessment period then i PROMISE ill be so much more active here 😔😔

#i love jackietaylorssidehoe #even tho we dont rlly talk

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munamania · 3 months

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for months i genuinely wholeheartedly could not tell the 911 guys apart and this is so important for me to stress bc throughout my life i have prided myself on being able to tell twins apart really easily and liking being that person to connect faces to other things ive watched or honestly just seen in passing like i could track down a random commercial actress and shit and i mean i suppose part of that is not knowing their characters and they just twin all the time but i apologize still im aware that mans last name is diaz and now i feel like im sitting here laid up @ all the tumblr lesbians like haha damn so thats buck x eddie? that said idk if im like happy i know any of this.

#but it’s chill it feels like a good part of the tumblr ecosystem most of the time i’m like just there enough to be like yuppp i know that #guy. sometimes u talk abt them and im like i just don’t know if its that crazy. then u say some other stuff and i’m like ok that is lowkey #crazy but still i think even if i ever watched it. which i dont rlly plan on. but if it happened i think id have to move in silence #oh god a skunk went off right outside my window man 🙄😒😒😒😒😒😔 anywayzuh i don’t think i need to contribute to any of these conversations but #god knows i love to jump on anything to give my thoughts. so. we shallnt #abby talks #and well u know i’m sorry i think u have to know i’m on a fragile branch (my way of saying thin ice obnoxiously)#when it comes to any of these shows. let alone these circumstances. like u have to know i’m looking any going hmm… is this really just some #guy tho. bc like many such cases. it feels good to know it’s a lot of dykes but like when is the last time everyone flocked to a character #as such. i’m blanking. it certainly can’t be unprecendented.#what are u SAYING bro 🤣😎‼️😭#ok woah this is so terrible im hungry i dont want to go downstairs and make food come back up and have to go down and brush my teeth again #but i don’t think i have anything up hereeee… and either way it smells of a skunk fucking everywhereeee. i say from the place ive been #sitting the past 15 minutes. in my bed <3 #i feel like i’m confessing my sins #but what i was getting at is there’s certainly something there. compels me #who said that president snow or smth

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bunnihearted · 6 months

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#ok lol my social worker called me nd talked a little but so now i know they've approved it lmao.#ok i can relax abt that for now.. i still need a job tho 🥶#im not even against having a job like PLEASE i want one #i want to be financially independent #im good at saving nd stuff like plz plz #but yeah im 25 w no experience plus i have avpd so idek how to practically find a job #i just dont know. i realize that sounds stupid but my disorder is ssly limiting me 😭#fuck. still dont know if i can sleep bc im so stressed abt everything #also got me thinking abt how i dont wanna get old. like genuinely i dont want it #i want to be 50 max nd thrn im done. wnna blow my brains out lol #after my mom passes away (when shes old it's gonna be at least 40 more years!!!!!) im finished #so i want to live for the moment i rlly do. i want to fit as much good as i can now #plus global warming.. i rlly dont think life as we know it now will last that long #so anyway.. too much anxiety wtfffff idk what to do lol

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aroaceofthesea · 10 months

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A guy from class gave me a cookie and i feel special now lol

#i have decided to ignore the possibility that he was flirting thankyouverymuch #i dont even rlly like cookies but whatever #hes not even in my friend group (tho he sits right behind us so we talk often) so it rlly feels special :)#i helped him get a pirated algebra textbook last week and he said it was to repay me for that #and yeah after being completely ignored for all the eso it feels so good when someone pays attention to me #but whatever lol #byee #mine

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goldenhypen · 1 year

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i randomly found my old blog again and WOW ,,,, TELL ME WHY IM SAD i even stalked my old moots’ blogs too and i- 😭 the way so many things have changed since then :(

#it’s getting close to 5 years i’ve started writing fanfiction which is kinda crazy how time FLEW BY #it’s like reminiscing or looking back at old pictures #we’ve come a long way yall 🥲#NO BUT DONT EVEN BOTHER LOOKING FOR THAT BLOG #WE DONT TALK ABOUT HER #and smth that scares me is that at least one of my old moots from that blog follows me on here so #like every time i see her in my notifs i freak out wondering if she knows it’s me 😭#i abandoned that place and ran away for no reason 😭#and ik to never make that mistake again 🫡#but idk why going through my old blog makes me wanna transform this one or make a side blog #i think i’ve just been rlly wanting to start writing for other groups in addition to enha again #if i do tho it’ll v likely be on a new blog #cuz ik a lot of my followers only look for enha content on here #and that’s ok w me #ahhh i feel sad for some reason 😭#maybe that’s cuz it’s 1:30 am rn 😐#and this is the time of the day i get more emotional so 🧍🏻‍♀️#no but pls don’t search for my old blog 😭🙏🏻#i think if you search hard enough you’ll be able to tell it’s me #but it’ll be a hard task that’s not worth taking on i can promise you that #but hmmm thoughts are thinking rn #em speaks

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salmoncakepls · 4 months

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#also idk if we are in a gothic setting then idt itd make sense for the show to have a happy (& neat) ending... ambiguousness and/or tragedy #is ur friend .. no matter the 'pairing' he ends up to he is still gonna be in a guilded cage or if he ends up w/ no one it'll be that vampi #loneliness along with old haunts (plsss hauntss) & sometimes...even ppl i like forget the focus of the story itself is claudia...like ur #falling into the shipping propaganda its not abt that thats not the point of it either likee u can like what u want but to complain bout #smthn that didnt even happen is annoyingg #these men are having a midoff this drama is exquisite i prayy for ghost claudia every night godbless #random thoughts #but also loll #i yam being annoying i love character pairings its just i hate when other ppl dont match my energy on certain things so its a me problem #its the mainreason why i really did not want to be online or rlly talk to anyone during the show bc its not necessarily wrong opinions (tho #i have seen some things that are wrong) just that i get annoyed very easily when I am trying to. analyze these characters and you have #someone yelling in ur ear abt xyz when xyz is not that significant under the context theyre putting it in #but imma drop it i like focusing on the current episode and giving into that letting the tale seduce you still letting it this is just and #an aside

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hella1975 · 2 years

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update on date guy so i was supposed to go to his place sunday for lotr + wine but i fully cancelled on him 😭 i have no excuse it was my first day to myself after exams and i just wanted to be lazy like my social battery was OBLITERATED i had to put me first okay. and he was kinda mardy about it which is SO funny to me but anyway we rescheduled and im now seeing him in two hours and im being so brave about it

#im not as nervous today as i was like im kinda excited for it i think there's potential #and worst case scenario is i watch lotr in silence with free wine and free food like okay i can live with that #but omg i can feel the urge to Freak Out and i feel like im batting it away with a twig #ill be like 'i wonder how tonight will go :) *feels something creeping up behind me*'#like NO we're being POSITIVE we're trying NEW THINGS #bc that is really the crux of the issue like meeting him in a coffee shop was fine for me #so ironically i was less stressed for our FIRST date than i am the second which is so dumb #but just being at his house and the fact im actually dipping my toe into these things #is rlly scary for me personally just bc my experiences in this field are either surface level #or just absolute horror shows #like ik all my mates are kinda just like 'it's a date get over it' but it's NOT there's LAYERS there's IMPLICATIONS #im in a fistfight with three of my younger selves who are all simultaneously yelling 'NO!' give me a fucking MINUTE #but yeah i will tell you how it goes lotr is LONG too so im nervous of that but at least watching a film we dont have to make constant conv #*conversation #even tho tbh our first date we stayed until close at that coffee shop which meant we were talking for like 2.5 hours #which is almost lotr runtime #FUCK #this is going to be good this is going to be so good i am openminded and confident i CANNOT CANCEL AGAIN #hella goes to uni

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jrueships · 1 year

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rewatched shooting stars aka the baby bron and friends movie <3 very cute

#wood harris was so adorable in that role i love cringe coach dad harris #the fab five <33 #thats so lame lol i love them #the movie was rlly long tho.. like scene-wise the pacing could be better cus i watched with other people #and we looove talking through boring scenes of movies and we talked A lot #we dont rlly talk during movies like that.. only during quiet or long takes so #and then the editing style was like?? near the end like it tried to be winning time which is fine cus wt didnt invent that style but #it's just weird cus it suddenly switched like that idk #BUT the length of the movie did help highlight a lot of the people #their friendship felt incredibly real bcs it was #seeing romeo go from adversary to own honorary video game controller was <33 #their lil 'epic fight' which quickly concluded them running and hiding in the team bus #the goofy kids were just goofy kids forced to deal with growing up too fast #maybe thats why the editing style suddenly switched so stylish-like near the end.. everything happening at once #suddenly all the life is flashy and stuff #even if that wasnt on purpose i like thinking of it as a new positive way idk i like having more than one side to the coin #that still connect to the same coin #kinda wish they talked more about cotton tho smh his only personality really was kind funny and likes to eat #so basically every heavyset person in media #i wanna hear abt his problems as well!!#hes a real person too! hes gotta have em!!#mane #i guess we dont know 😭

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sarosthewizarddude · 8 months

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someone who doesnt know shit or fuck about gravity falls,, please caption this image

#mutuals who lurk but dont interact cause we dont rlly share fandoms! this ones for you!#anyone can do this tho #even if weve never talked ever before ever #caption this

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batz · 2 years

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is it lesbian to learn recipes for ppl caus well u simplylike them because well I'm,

#frank.txt #is it gay to wantto just rlly cook for them even if u dont have th energy to cook for urself #is it gay to want to make someone a nice stew a nice soup is it gay to want to bake someone a nice loafofbread #most importantly is it cringe #delete later /#HFJSSHSKSH #delirious n sick n thinking abt.ppl . Erm #tbh the bread thing seems fun tho we got an electric bread mixer thing so i can actually make some!#since im not strong enough 2 knead dough anymore i am shrimply a shrimp #talked abt soup n stew n bread too much now im craving it . fellas is it gayto make urself a nice bowl of sou p #or is tht. Self Love<3

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evandorepart2 · 2 years

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ok anyway im leaving in. the day after tomorrow at like 2am so im just saying its tomorrow cause im literally just gonna stay up till then theres no point in sleeping. BUT two things. one i need to finish packing. my clothes are dry so i just have to bring them upstairs and pack. sort of stressed out bc like. i like my outfit i dont want to change it but everyones telling me its too hot for a leather jacket like i know!!!! but its my jacket :(

anyway i just have to do that so ill do it now and then…on top of that i wanted to get the draft for my ghost story done but i havent been working on it at all >_< ive just been reading comics the past couple days. so tomorrow. for sure. i will definitely work in getting the draft done totally.

but ugh im kind of nervous i havent seen these people in so long and im not great socially. also i dont go on trips in general so like. i hope i have energy for a full month yknow. i have a tendency of isolating myself when im stressed out but i dont have any space to do that…not that i should but whatever you know

#LIKE. im just eugh like im Bad at small talk. im better at dispensing information and leaving it that #or listening. ive been practicing listening a lot more so i dont overtalk and everyone gets a turn #OH RIGHT!!!! i hope. cause i have 4 cousins. two are toddler age #one is a little younger than me so like 13 but hes a boy idk how he is cause he might be annoying no offense <3 #and then an older girl whos around my brothers age so a few years older. and we never rlly talked cause it was always my brorher and her #last i saw them i was like. god idk it couldnt have been too young cause i got black out drunk before i stayed with them #so. 11? 12? definitely younger than 13 i know for a fact #im bad with times tho #anyway its been a while and im a lot older now. so i hope shes there so we can talk and be friends idk #apparently my brother isnt close to her anymore? he called her a bitch last time we talked abt her so. hope i do see her #and my aunt! i always liked her a lot and my brothers prob gonna be busy with our uncle. ill be stuck with the younger kids but thats ok i #dont mind since im used to handling my sister. apparently theyve wanted to meet me for a long time so i am super excited #i dont think anyones gonna expect what i look like tho lol i dont think anyone could have guess me being punk #not even me like i distinctly remember in elementary my friend. we were talking about mcr and emo / punk stuff and he was like. you coukd #never be like that. ummmmm well guess what dickhead!!!! jokes were actyally still close lol #ANYWAY i am fucking excited and nervous and have to find a normal way to bring up 18th century fashion or perhaps history of contemporary #folk

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bunnihearted · 6 months

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#it went!!! idk lately my pain treshhold has been so low bc im in pain all the time #so i just dont wnna be in pain anymore... he said that now it'll still hurt for a few days T-T #but he wasnt exactly sure what it was but i had.. a cavity??#im not rlly sure abt the english terms for all of this but the tooth is dying lol #but instead of immediately killing it nd getting a root fill he said that we should give the tooth a chance #so he fixed what he could fix #i hate dentist treatments bc of all the air nd water nd my anxiety i need to swallow constantly #but this time i actually told them abt it nd he was very helpful sksks #he even said 'ok now take a break nd swallow' so i didnt need to be so anxious #nd it was a relief bc he wasnt bad at all. he was actually rlly nice nd easy to talk to phewww #it cost abt $80 so i can manage to be without that until next week!!!!#so yeah it went much better than i had anticipated so im happy abt that #but yeah the problem still isnt 100% fixed yet so im still not relieved #he said i had a cavity in my other tooth as well but that we needed to check that at another time #im so frustrated bc i brush my teeth 2/day i use mouthwash i floss....#and for the last 7 months i havent even had any sugar!!!!! like why did this still happen.. o.o #oh nd he also said that i probably clench my teeth nd yeah i do that a lot more than i've realized #your teeth arent supposed to be touching!! never!! only when u eat #my teeth.... are touching pretty much all day omg. bc im so tense nd anxious #he said that he couldnt be sure bc he didnt have enough info to go on but that could have contributed to this #well well... i did it nd went even if i didnt want to #hopefully my tooth will be better now. nd i have another appt in may to see what i could get done further #if financial aid for it gets approved tho it might not #but yeah.. god dental pain nd issues is my no. 1 fear bc im poor nd i cant afford it

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aroaceofthesea · 11 months

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Oof i definitely dont know how to react when someone comes out to me making it a big deal💀💀

#today a friend came out to me as trans #we met this summer and shes from galicia but weve been meeting online with a couple more friends since then #and like her and another girl it was so confusing bc they clearly liked each other but the other girl was a lesbian #and it was like naaah they are just good friends and i was convinced that was it i didnt talk about it with the other girl even tho #we are super close bc i thought it would be rude and also what was the point i dont rlly care who likes who anyways #and today she came out to me and they were like btww were dating and i was like #ª #good for you :)#but idk it was kinda awkward and i didnt know what to say lol #and like it was only me bc im the only other lgbt person in the group and im also pretty close to both of them #and she couldnt say it bc her father was home and she isnt out to him so her gf had to say it #and the gf didnt rlly know how to say it and also like at first i was being so fucking obnoxious #bc like i had absolutely no idea what they were going to tell me and they were both trying to subtly drop hints but it didnt work bc im me #so they had to say it and yeah it was rlly awkward #luckily we had only 15 minutes before the rest of the group joined for our weekly videocall so it wasnt awkward for that long #but still i should rlly work on this lol #rant #mine #life #friends

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munamania · 2 years

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it’s just i spend so much time sharing little things about myself in the hopes that it sparks a connection with people and also i guess that maybe sometimes people will think of me yk. to feel like i exist outside of my own head. i dont think this is a bad thing it’s just where im at it’s a natural want for connection and it like. works for me. and i also dont think it’s bad to have the friends i do that are like ‘surface level’ yk. i still appreciate them and love them. it’s just, this is where im at, desperately clawing in different spaces in my life to be known even tho it’s embarrassing lol. and it just sucks that i never had to try to with her. not only did we have this extremely insane chemistry right off the bat, she’s someone that in like every way has made it seem like she actively wants to know me. beyond just the polite and whatever kind of level. and it’s like, of course that feels absolutely amazing given ive been pining since day 1 but also i just like her a lot as a person. you know. and it all sucks and makes me wanna combust sometimes that things aren’t the way i’d like them to be between us of course lmfao but i also think she’s an incredible person and she’s managed to make me feel so safe and calm and simultaneously obviously fucking crazy and energized and whatever. u know. whatever my point is here im gonna be done now <3

#jk! it's like. she remembers shit abt me. not only these things that im basically handing to the world around me like hi hey please #think of me. she notices the stuff i dont make a point to point out. stuff that i say really offhandedly or to myself #she remembered what cup i was going to use our first time hanging out she remembered my posters even tho i only showed her my room for like #a second. shes looked up movies i mentioned she. in her also very drunken state. paid attention to the exact cup i was carrying around #that was actually just sweet and smart of her. when we left she was like Um hey. that's not the one u had lol #sometimes she references things i've said and i have to stop myself from going Oh ;-; on the spot #and early on we'd tease each other even though we. didnt really know each other. so it was over the most basic shit and that was #its own thing that felt all <33333 yk. stupid silly goofy #so now. shes not talking to me for whatever reason and i think lied abt why she didnt answer last weekend and it's weird #and it's like. yeah it sucks knowing they're still evidently goin strong. but also im like damn this person that i was prepared to #call a friend and really like. care about at this point. is acting like we're at square 1 #and we're not close enough for me to Fully be like Yo dude wtf. but we're definitely beyond the point where it's like #oh this is someone i just hung out with once and we didnt rlly click so im just going to be polite but not engage #if that makes sense. yk.#so monday im gonna try to get some clarity on the whole thing but ig here's me lamenting rn #haha u thought u were getting just a regular non film girl vent post. sike #im not like breaking down over this i promise im just reflecting. and didnt want to get up for my journal. so here's this #film girl saga #long post

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alittleemo · 3 months

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somehow forgot why my work story was called osha violations. i remember now !

#lee’s bullshit #it is still my favorite place in the world dont get me wrong like going there literally puts me at peace mentally/physically/emotionally #however comma. hooooooly shit this place is FALLING apart. genuinely beyond hazardous. oh well !!#i also need to discuss my new rate w my boss bc i should be making much more than i am currently #given im currently one of the most qualified employees beyond the directors . So. should be getting more than basic.#and the check he gave me today does not have even the basic raise i shojld ahve gotten . killing him w hammers #genuinely not a bother i j need to talk to him and havent bc he hasnt been around . ugh #will prob have to go in on my off day tmrw and pray hes there to refile it. Yay!#in nice things tho two of my favorite coworkers were here today and we rlly j hung oht half the day. brain rotting but happy abt it

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coolcoelacanth · 4 months

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bruh something weird happened in the pharmacy and i feel weird and bad and uncomfortable about it

#some woman picked up meds confirmed all the info so we can give it out #then two min later this guy pulls up w the same info #and i saw the womans car parked like next to his outside the drive thru #then im confused and i explain a woman already picked it up #then he says its his ex wife and she shouldnt get his meds #but he kept saying random shit that didnt make sense #so i hand it over to my pharmacist #then the woman comes inside and says he has rlly bad mental health issues and she is his current wife and they live together #and im like wtf is going on #she gives back the meds theyre still stapled shut and everything in the bag #then the guy requests the store manager for some reason even tho the pharmacist is the one in charge #then he demands to write down all our names #i gave a fake name bc i was uncomfortable #then he points at me while hes talking to the manager and says i was laughing #and i feel bad bc i was laughing a little but not bc i thought it was funny it was one of those wtf is going on laughs #but now im looking back and im like damn did i look like a total asshole i did not mean to come off like that #so now i feeo bad about that and i also feel weird about the whole situation and that i gave a fake name #and all of this is on my unpaid rotation so i dont even work there #then i call my sister to talk about it and ahe literally does not give two shits so i just end the call two minutes in #which is why im writing it hee #so i basically feel bad confused anxious scared and like a bad person

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