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unforth · 4 months
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Alright I'm gonna try to keep this brief but things have progressed enough that they're definitely going to impact my ability to do even my basic online shit so here's wtf has been going on.
A week and a half ago, I found out my dad was very sick. He'd been keeping it a secret. A week ago, my brother came and bullied dad to go to the hospital. He had a systemic infection that would have been fatal left untreated and he also has prostate cancer (which he knew but hadn't told us). He's been hospitalized since; he was discharged yesterday to in-patient rehab because he can't even sit up without help. He is 83 and expected to recover, though if he'll reach 100% is iffy.
His wife, my step-mother, has Alzheimers that has gotten quite advanced. Dad is her sole caretaker (surely why he risked death to stay home with her). She cannot be left alone. With him unable to care for her, my brother, step-brother, and I are juggling her care, but she threatened my brother with a knife so he won't stay with her (she didn’t know who he was, thought he'd broken in to attack her), and I live 2.5 hrs away and step-brother can't do it entirely solo (like. He doesn't drive. He can't get her to appointments or anything) . She needs a long-term not-at-home solution and while dad has been saving money to make that happen, no actual steps had been taken yet.
And I discovered yesterday that I have her power of attorney while dad is incapacitated, which means the legal decisions and responsibility for getting her help are all on me.
Needless to say, that's a lot of pressure and is time consuming, especially factoring in the distances involved - the area where we're looking to place her is 3+ hr drive for me.
And I've still got my own family, two kids, our house and life, and @duckprintspress
I. Might be just a little stressed the fuck out right now.
So. Apologies in advance if I fall behind on anything or fuck anything up. I'm stretched about as far as I can be, and then stretched a bit more just for funsies and The Bit.
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futurewriter2000 · 4 years
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Close Friends - pt. 6
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A/N: I got inspired by my dreams for this part and I know it’s a mess but hey, you’re gonna love this mess and I get you back on your toes because now all you can expect is the unexpected , which you don’t know. Hehe. Wait till Remus comes in and the hogsmeade guy. You’re gonna love this.
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"You're stealing." you said, grabbing the handmade knitted bracelet from his hands.
He turned around, not letting go of it and turning around with a grin. Both of you stared at each other with a mirrored, smug expression.
"I thought you were evolving, Froggie." you pulled the bracelet to you and he only fell forward, pulling it back to him. He spread his smile into a cheeky grin and narrowed his eyes.
"I'll give it back."
"What pleasure do you get from being a perfectly bred, pure-blood little thief?" you scrunched your nose and pylled the bracelet off him and locked it into your palm.
"Look Twizzlers." he opened his arms and shrugged. "She accidentally lost her grandma's handmade precious bracelet and I am the hero who found it. Once I give it to her, be all humble, she'll love me." he put his palm in front of you, requiring it back.
You leaned back and crossed your arms, narrowing your eyes and waiting for further explenation.
He rolled his eyes, took your arm and pulled you around the corner. He pressed you against the wall and locked you with his palms against the wall, his eyes staring intensly at you.
"James?" you asked, staring at him with wide eyes and feeling extremely confused by his sudden reaction.
He seemed to notice the discomfort he put you in, so he only chuckled and licked his lips. "Dont flatter yourself, Twizzie. I don't fancy you but you know who does? Padfoot does, or as you might know him Sirius Black."
"James..."
"No. Don't James me, (y/n). It's December and Christmas is coming. He has bought you an expensive bracelet, he's always around you, he's hugging you every chance he gets, he looks at you 24/7 and can't look away... And you know what? You know it. You know it and you keep moving away. You keep pushing him away because you do not feel the same for him so stop giving him hope like he has a chance with you because he clearly doesn't. " he was now extremely close, his forehead on yours and his eyes continously gazing into yours. "So who's the lil prick, you've been seeing? - The cologne guy? - Is it the guy from the Hogsmeade- the buzzcut with the apron-"
You cut him off with putting your hands under his jaw and pulled him into a kiss. When your lips crashed together and he couldn't realoze what was happening, all he could do was stare at the girl in front of him until she pulled away, staring back at him with petrified look on her face.
You kept looking at him, waiting for a reaction. His glasses were a bit crooked but you could see quite clearly in his hazel eyes that he had not expected this once in a million. He blinked and that point you knew the wheels in his head started spinning.
But there was only one wheel in his head spinning and that was the taste of your hiney chapstick and your plush lips that left him craving, more or so it let his hormones go wild. He couldn't think straight and before he could realize it, you started appologisin and he started to panic, grabbing you by tge wrist and pulling you back. His hands mirrored what yours did before, placing them under your jaw and crashing his lips into yours. His full body pressed you against the wall and as you felt his tongue slip into your mouth, wet and warm, it traced your teeth and your tongue.
It was your first kiss ever and it felt like heaven and hell colided together into this perfect mass of exhilaration. It was your first kiss and you thought you wouldn't know the first thing about kissing but your body seemed to know how to react because the next thing you knew, your hands were gliding up his chest and grabbing his shirt. Your fingers cramped and you crumbled the fabric into your palms as he continued to lean on you, kissing you so faultlessly.
"James?" both of you heard all of a sudden, coming from the corner.
James pulled away immediately and as breathless as you were, feeling his breath inside of you, filling your lungs- your fluttering heart, you could still see the horror in his hazel eyes.
You turned your head to see who it was and it was no other than his and yours best friend.
And then it hit you. Everything. Everythi g James said, everything Sirius did for you because he was in love with you and you knew it. You knew it for months and you kept avoiding it- and now he was here, looking at the two of you as both of you betrayed him.
His eyes were hollow, broken and filling themselves into an ocean.
"Pads, mate I swear it's not what it looks like-" James started to approach him but Sirius started to back away.
"Shit." you put your hands over your face and rubbed them down, not being able to think clearly.
"You knew." he said to James, shaking his head at him. "You knew and you- you and her-" his voice was shivering and cracking from the lump forming in his throat.
"It just happened right now- I swear mate- (y/n) say it's true, please help!" James turned to you, pleading for him to say him of this betrayal.
You looked up at his eyes that seemed to be just as broken as Sirius'. "You said nothing was happening between the two of you?" he kept looking at James, his heart unable to function properly in his chest.
"I kissed him, Sirius." you turned to the boy that kept distancing himself, shooting his head to you. "Today. Only today I kissed him for the first time and I didn't think before I did it-"
"You're in love with him?" he asked directly, interrupting you and staring.
"No- she can't. We're friends, me and Twiz-"
"I'M NOT ASKING YOU JAMES!" Sirius shouted at him and continued ti stare at you who kept quiet since his questions. "You are, aren't you?" he said and James shot his head to you, his eyebrows furrowing.
"I'm sorry, Sirius-"
"Give it back." he said and your head shot up, noticing he glared down at your wrist. "I want it back and I want it back now- GIVE IT BACK!" he started shouting as you took a hold of it.
"Sirius..." you said, holding up your wrist and pressing it to yourself. "You- I love- I'm sorry!" you keep trying to figure out what to say but nothing reasonable didn't come out.
Sirius didn't listen. He didn't want to listen.he was furious and petty. All he could feel was emptiness and hate for everything and everyone. So he rushed to your side and ripped it off your wrist, leaving a red mark around it.
You felt your heart break, just as his when he left you alone to stand there.
Everything seemed to happen so fast and so unclear. You felt confused, the boy next to you felt confused as well unable to know what had just happened.
But he could see you leaning yourself against thewall until you fell to the floor, holding onto your empty wrist and crying.
He wanted to leave he wanted to chase after his best friend, make it all your fault but he couldn't. He wanted to but something wouldn't let him just leave you. It almlst felt immoral if he did.
So instead of being the usual selfish self, he turned to your aid and picked you up. "Come here- let me see." he said, taking your hand to see the bruise.
He was furious. He was confused and he did want to shout and yell at yoy for being so reckless but there was a voice in the back of his head saying 'You kissed her back. You let it happen.' and he couldn't deny himself that.
"Is it bad-"
"I'm so sorry, James!" you sobbed, knowing how disgusting you must have looked right now with yoyr fat tears wetting yoyr cheeks and clotges, your runny nkse doing just the same. "Im so sorry! James, I'm so sorry-"
He pulled you into his embrace and pressed your head to his chest, shushing you quietly. He didn't know what to say. You kept doing and saying things he is not prepared for and that is making him act completely out of his character.
He pulled away, cupping your cheeks and smiling. "What are you sorry for, Twizzies?" he wiped the tears with his thumbs and kissing your forehead. "Kissing me?" he asked, looking at you softly and putting your hair away from your forehead. "I loved the kissing."
You looked up at him, feeling so desperately in love with him as you did back in second year that you yourself were speechless. "You did?" you asked and he nodded, making you smile.
"I just didn't expect it, that's all." he shrugged, sitting next to you and leaning his head on the wall.
"I thought you knew?" you looked at him and he did the same.
"Knew what?"
"That I'm in love with you. I thought it was obvious."
James didn't believe the words that were coming out of your mouth. He couldn't. He leaned his heas back on the wall and looked up at the ceiling, smiling. "I used to say you were so dense to not see Sirius' feelings towards you meanwhile I was so dense to nkt see yours." he turned his head to you, smiling but not really knowing why. "I thought you liked him back. The two of you were always so close."
"I wanted to make you jealous but you just didn't care." you shrugged, wiping the runny nose into your sleeve.
"I cared." he said before he could think,surprising himself as well. "At first I was like... You and Sirius? - And I thought you'd be just another of his exes but you never did and I-" he stopped himself, looking away and feeling extremely guilty to say what he wanted to say. "I denied you and me."
"What?"
"I knew there was something- chemistry and all but you were for Sirius. He loves you so much more than I do. I couldn't do this to him." he hung his head between his knees and let out a scoff. "And I still did it." he ahook it and leaned it back on the wall.
You observed his movements, feeling confident enough to ask him any question. "Did you ever think of me?"
He turned his head to you and stayed silent. "At first... When you and Sirius started hangong out, I wanted to ask you out again and I thought about you and me for a long time before I realized that it's wrong. But you were always there, with us, and it was hard moving on but I did and I said I want Lily. " he continued to speak but still felt like he was lying to himself.
"Do you still want her?" you asked. "And be honest- I can deal with you being in love with her. Just tell me the truth."
"Honestly?" he asked, turning his eyes back to you. "Honestly, I think you and me would be a great couple. Honestly, I always found you so attractive, fun and Merlin-such an amazing personality. Honestly, I would die to get a second date with you but... If I have to choose between you and Sirius, I'd-"
"-choose Sirius." you finished for him as he nodded.
"I can't feel these things for you. I can't. I have to feel them for someone else-"
"Lily."
"Yes, her. We can't (y/n)." he stood up as you watched him. "I can't do this to Sirius."
"And I can't be with Sirius when I am clearly in love with you." you stood up as well,standing behind him as he wanted to walk away.
"Why? Why can't you be with him?!" he turned around.
"Because I don't love him!" you shouted back. "I love him... But not the way he wants me to."
"He's my brother and (y/n)... He won't choose you and neither will I." he said before turning you his back and walking away.
Walking... And not turning back.
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charred-crow · 3 years
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Its so hard to tell someone something
To tell them just..anything really
When you just feel like you're the problem
Like you're always, the problem
And you scream but..you're drowning
And the only person that can find you when you're drowning..
Are the people of the sea
The bodies in the water that
You don't recognize
The souls at sea
Lost from their families forever
People you may have passed on the street
They could just..be gone in a single instant
And in that instant
You dont realize it but..you could think about someone for the last time
Remember their name, for the last time
Remember their face, for the last time
Remember..their eyes..for the very last time
The doors to the soul..
Once someone is gone you can't bring them back
Its not the person leaving that hurts
Its the memories that follow
The joy you shared with that person
People dont realize it but once someone is gone you can never truly feel that joy again
You can't..feel that person's warmth
You can only remember their smile
Faintly hear their laugh
Once that person is gone..you cant say what you need to say
You regret letting your feelings swirl around in a storm of utter destruction
Utter Chaos
Pain..
Wounds heal
Scars fade
But you always, remember pain
Pain is when a best friend moves away..and you never see them again
Pain is when someone takes advantage of you but youre too young to understand
Its when that person leaves you once they're done with yoy
Pain is when youre taken advantage of again and you feel that feeling youve felt before and dont know why..
Its when youre left behind again and dont know why
Pain is when you're finally happy and one little inconvenience ruins your entire day
Its when one person walks right and everyone follows..but you go left
You go left and you keep walking
Youre stripped of everything you know
Lying awake because deep inside you know you should have gone right
You know you should have followed the group..but you didn't
Why didn't you?
It takes you so long to find out
So long to learn
But you went left..because you knew that if they cared they would have gone left too
If they cared they would have saved you from the snowstorm you're freezing in
They would have lended you a jacket in your time of need
A shoulder to lay on once youre tired
A hand to hold when you're frightened
A friend to hug when you need to cry
But..when you got none of those things
And you finally realized..why
Its so complicated to put into words
As you shiver and you shake, unable to describe the pain youre feeling in your heart
And you finally go numb
You go empty inside
Your walls have come down and shown your castle has been invaded
Its been destroyed
There's nothing left but rubble and ruin
The treasure of your memories have been scraped away
Taken from you
And then
You see it
In the snowstorm where you find no escape
A single flower
A single Lilum flower
You can see it in the flower
What you have left
Because even if youre record is scratched
Its broken and unused
There's someone left that holds value in the broken
Someone left that will find all your parts and clue them back together
Because bizarre as it is there's someone who cares
Someone you know
Someone you love
Even though it hurts to know they will never love you the same
You contiue to love
Afraid to lose
You trudge forwards as the snow consumes you and you spiral down
Down
Down
Down
Until there's
Nothing
Your flower is gone
It was the same every day
The same promise
The same yellow
The same green
The same orange
Pink purple blue
Then you realize
You were alseep
It was all dream
And you wake up
And you do it again
You go left
You go alone
You go numb
You see the Lilum
The same promise
The colors repeated
Over and over
You dont know how to break the cycle
You dont know how to get out
You cant get out of the cage your locked inside
A prisoner of your own mind
The key in your hand but far to scared to move towards the lock
Youve been conditioned in a way that makes you afraid of yourself
Once you lose yourself youve lost everything
You cant get yourself back
You cant return to who you once were
Stuck as the being youve been forced to become
When all you wanted was to be loved
You wanted to be loved
You wanted to be cherished
You wanted to feel important
And instead what you received was anything but
Youve been forgotten and not even you yourself know your name...
Your name?
That's probably something you should remember
Did it start with a I or R?
An A or H?
What about a J or T?
You can't remember
You can only remember their names
The people who hurt you
That promised forever
Then forever wasnt as long
And youre waiting at forever because you know they'll be there
Just five more minutes you beg as death comes to take your hand
Your mother your father your sister your brother are all there waiting
Begging
Crying for you to come back to them
But youre still waiting
Still waiting patiently for the truth to be known
That its their fault
The society you live in was not meant for you
And once you finnaly left its too late
You cant go back to the life they convinced you was great
You gave up and now youre gone
And now you realize there's one thing at forever with you
The Lilium
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hyanikaa · 4 years
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Chapter 1 • The Secret is Out
So I created an AU where Memey’s cookie monster suit/onesie is possessed by a demon.
My friend Carrot helped me with this fic, go give them a like and follow on IG
WARNING//(Gore, Violence)
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 |
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Blaza ruffles out of the crowd that gathered around Laff and Socks and noticed Memey panicking. He walked over to the blue man and grabbed a chair to sit on. “Memey, what happened?” Blaza said, his voice dead serious, it’s wasnt like Blaza to be dead serious about things, so his voice sent chills into Memey’s spine. “I don’t know..” He stiffened, “I actually don’t know- I was just here in Medbay, working..” he trailed off, voice shaking “I don’t remember eating them..” he choked a quiet sob. “How could you not remember such a... vital time stamp?” Blaza asked, still holding a dead serious tone. There was a slight quiver in it as Blaza started to lose his composure after glancing at the clueless Laff. “I-I’m not sure, one moment I’m in the Medbay and the next I’m-“ Memey cut off his sentence. He couldn’t finish it.
“Oh my god, oh my god-“ Socks held onto everything around him for dear life, like the world was about to tumble down around him. He whimpered at the digging pain in his stomach but still sat in the same position, his eyes wide and cautious. “Woah, woah, calm down S-“ Dino started, reaching their hand to Socks only to have it smacked away. “...no, no, I’m sorry, I just...” Socks’ chest rose and fell quickly like a guinea pig sitting still in fear. “What’s bothering you?” Dino asked quietly, not wanting to draw attention from the crowd. Socks did not respond in words, instead he let out sob, holding onto his arm as he remembered the pain that struck him when it got ripped off. “Im sorry.” He let out, hugging himself.
 Nadwe burst into the room, holding onto the door frame for support as he caught his breath. Socks let out a loud yelp from the noise before calming down and hugging himself again. “Oh... my god...” Nadwe breathed out, letting out a final long breath before standing up straight. “I’m so sorry I’m late. The doors to electrical and storage shut.” He immediately read the room and looked towards Blaza for help. “...it’s not good. Me and Dino walked up on... Memey. Uhm...” Blaza stuttered, trying to keep it down. “Memey was... eating Laff and Socks... Laff doesn’t remember but...” Blaza glanced over at Socks. “Socks clearly does. Memey doesn’t remember either. Once their bodies have fully regenerated we have to discuss this.” Nadwe absorbed the words and quickly stiffened. Blaza swore you could hear the gears turning in his head. “...I’ll go talk to Laff. You guys sort things out.. yeah...” Nadwe trailed off before tipping both of his hats as a goodbye and walking towards Laff’s medbay bed.
 Nadwe sat down beside Laff, “How are you holding up?” He asked. “I dunno mate, I was just walkin down to electric an then I woke up here.” Laff replied, looking around the room then at Nadwe then his hands. “Nadwe...” Laff started, “Hm?” “Is it normal, to feel agonizing pain like you’re bein’ eaten, even if you’re not?” He asked, looking at Nadwe with desperate eyes that wanted answers. His eyes widened at his question, holding his hand up his mouth, he knows what Laff meant, Blaza told him what has happened. But he felt guilt clawing at him for not telling the whole picture. He just sat there, lowering his hand, “I don’t know Laff...”
 “Socks, calm down!” Dino said, almost a hint of begging in his tone. “Please, please! Socks...” Dino almost started to cry themselves. Seeing Socks in the shocked state hurt Dino’s heart on a level that couldn’t be described. Socks closed his eyes and took in a deep breath, trying to forget the gnawing sensation in his arm. “I-I’m sorry, Dino. It’s just.. a lot.” Dino nodded and quickly placed their hands on the sheets of the bed, eyeing the wound before opening their mouth to talk. “After you and Laff have recovered, i think we still have to... discuss it in the cafeteria. Are you going to be okay...?” Socks sat straighter, contemplating in his mind of the scenes that could play out. “I-I should be okay. It’s fine, I’ll be fine. I just...” Socks looked down on his bandages hands. “Can’t look at him right now.”
    Days passed and the two were now physically healed, though that incident left them psychologically scarred, not just them, but also to Blaza and the others that saw the incident first hand. It terrified them, was that really Memey? What happened? These questions and many more invade their thoughts like wildfires. But those questions will now be answered, right? Memey will explain what that thing was, right?
 They all gathered around the table in Cafeteria. Socks was with TBH who was supporting him, was his leg injured? surely not. Laff was already in Cafe before the others could arrive, how did he get there without supervision? Once a everyone was there, silence filled the room, it was deafening. Why did no one wanted to talk? Why were they so silent—
Blaza cleared his throat, breaking the silence. It wasnt like him to start the discussion, it wasnt like him to be serious and not even break a smile. He didnt. “So, I think we all know why we’re here.” He stated. Everyone turned their gaze to Memey except for Socks, who looked down at the cafeteria floor. “Memey...” Oompa asked, the eye on his head turned towards him in curiosity. Oompa had been in Navigation and hadn’t heard of the attack until much later. Memey sighed and looked across the table to Socks, who didn’t look up. “I-“ Memey started, feeling a lump in his throat. “I’m... not sure what happened...” he gulped as the pressure tensed. He took a moment to think. “You’re not sure what happened...” came a small voice. Socks looked up and slammed his fists on the table, shaking a few of the old drinks over. “YOU’RE NOT SURE WHAT HAPPENED.” Socks let out a crazed laugh before standing up. “You almost KILLED ME. YOU almost ATE ME. SCRATCH THAT, YOU DID EAT ME. IF BLAZA AND DINO HADN’T COME, LAFF AND I WOULDN’T BE HERE RIGHT NOW. AND ALL YOI HAVE TO SAY IS YOU’RE NOT SURE WHAT HAPPENED.”
 Memey’s face paled at Socks’ statement, he’s right, he did eat them, he did. But why can’t he remember? Why can’t he remember meeting Socks in the hallway between Storage and Lower Engine? Why does his head hurt when he tries to remember? Why does everything hurt— Memey block his ears with his hands, pain clawing and screaming in his head, he shrank down from the meeting as he submerged himself into his thoughts. His eyes started watering as the pain get more and more out of hand. “Shut up...” He quietly said. Socks watched as Memey covered his ears, shaking and shrinking to the table. Memey muttered something. “What?” Laff asked, trying to pull Socks back into the seat. “SHUT UP!!” Memey screamed, still covering his ears. He looked desperately at the people around him, pressing his hands tighter as the voices screamed louder with each look of dismay. He let go of one hand and wiped the tears pouring from his eyes, hearing a tight, high pitched note as the voices screamed into the ear. He quickly escaped the cafeteria, making his way to the left side of the ship and hiding in the corner of reactor.
  “The hell of a discussion that was,” Oompa said, getting up and slightly looking at the red button in the middle of the table. “I’ll go find Memey. You guys...” he looked at Socks, who started taking in more shaky breaths. “You guys calm down Socks.” Memey crouched down behind the engine on the top part of the ship, he’s tired, he’s drained from the joyful tone he always had. “What wrong?” It asked, “Oh so now you’re here?!...” Memey hissed at it, it stayed quiet for a bit, “Was not cookie?..” he snapped. “OH SO THAT WAS YOUR DOING?!” Memey said, totally enraged by the thing, “I TOLD YOU I WAS GONNA GET YOUR COOKIES AFTER I REST- BUT YOU DIDNT LITSEN- YOU STILL WENT OUT TO LOOK FOR ONE, AND NOW LOOK AT MY SITUATION!!!” He vented out, calling the demon hurtful things, it felt guilty for not waiting, it dragged it’s host into a situation that could have been avoided.
 “Memey? Was that you?..” Oompa called from the hallway. Peeking from the front of the engine, his eyes widened as he backed away, “You’re not MemeGod...” he quietly said as slowly went to grab his gun. “Cookie?...”
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Socks huffed as he felt his confidence dwindle and his strength deplete. He dropped down into his seat and wiped his eyes, anger pushing more tears down his face. “Socks...” Laff started, placing a comforting hand on his arm. “It’s so stupid. It’s all so stupid,” Socks whimpered. “God, It’s all so DUMB. It’s just so...” Socks let out another sob, covering his face with both hands. “After all the pain of being ripped apart, eaten alive, all Memey has to say is... I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED?” Laff looked towards Blaza for words. “Socks, you know that wasn’t him. He couldn’t have done it purposefully. He wouldn’t. You and I both know that.” Blaza finally gave a small grin. “You and I both know the stupid FatMemeGod. He wouldn’t do that.” Socks listened and didn’t respond. He knew this was one of the rare times that Blaza was right. Memey would never do that.
“But...” Socks started. “If that wasn’t Memey...”
 “Then who was it...?”
“NO STOP-“ a scream was heard from upper engine, they all looked at eachother, worry plastered all over their faces, they got up from theirs and bolted towards the origin of the noise.
 They weren’t prepared, they weren’t prepared to see this. Oompa was knocked out, head bleeding. And beside him was Memey, or was it actually Memey?...
 He was screaming, he was rejecting and refusing, he was jerking and kicking himself, pulling the hood of his onesie away from his face. Why is he pulling it away? “LET GO!-“ Memey painfully screamed as the demon took over its host, the hood closing shut. It stood up from the cold ground he was sitting on and shook off the blood on its hands. Memey? seemed taller, this isnt him. Who is it? Why was Memey refusing? Why was he screaming.
 The tall figure spoke, “Memey friend?...” (help me). The two voices overlapped, but it was clear the two said different things.
 “Oompa!!” Blaza yelled, running over to the bleeding figure on the floor. “BLAZA!!” Nadwe yelled as the creature took a step towards the two. Nadwe rammed himself into the creature and watched as the originally derpy eyes turned sinister and creeper. However, this creature had double— no, triple— the strength of Memey. It quickly overtook Nadwe and slammed him onto the ground, leaving him pushing the wrists upwards and the creature  snapping its jaws at his head. Socks quickly pulled Memey off of Nadwe, helping him up. The creature roared in frustration. The space that held Oompa and Blaza was empty. They’d escaped, but the ship was only so big. It all happened in slow motion. Nadwe swung Socks around and switched positions with him, tanking a large crunch down on his right shoulder blade. “AHH!!” Nadwe yelled as a loud crack was heard from the bone splitting under the pressure. His hats dropped to the floor as he tried to escape the monster’s grasp. "You hurt Memey..." It said, it's voice rough from underuse. "Why did you hurt Memey?!" it grip tightens on Nadwe as it screeched multiple questions at the two. Socks ran into Medbay and grabbed a fire extinguisher, he rushed back into the area, screaming his anger as he slammed the extinguisher into the tall figure's head. Knocking it unconscious. Nadwe let out a weak noise on the floor choking for air as the blood form his shoulder began to pool. The mouth of the monster cranked open, exposing an unconscious Memey inside with a bleeding head. Socks huffed a bit to catch his breath, setting down the fire extinguisher. Tbh didn’t hesitate and picked up Nadwe, setting him on his back. He lifted Memey up as well and quickly darted towards medbay. To his surprise, Blaza and Oompa were nowhere in sight. “Socks,” Tbh called, quickly looking back into the room. “Go look for Blaza and Oompa. Where’s Laff, that kid??” Socks darted down the halls as Tbh set down Nadwe and Memey. He quickly pulled out a roll of bandages and tried his best to wrap the bandage around Memey’s head, moving aside the hood with surprising ease. Seems like the onesie also wants Memey healed as well. Tbh turned his attention to Nadwe’s shattered shoulder. Socks eventually found Blaza and Oompa in Admin. Socks peeked from the door, “There you guys are..” Socks huffed, relieved they weren’t that injured. “How’s Oompa?..” “Not good..” he replied, putting his hand onto Oompa’s neck to find a pulse. “Is he still breathing?...” Socks worriedly asked, “...” “What?..” “I can’t feel any pulse..” “oh god...”
Socks rushed towards the two, he’s desperate, he’s not used to experiencing any violence first hand, he’s scared, he doesn’t want to experience a death of friend first hand. But he did. Oompa laid limp on the floor where Blaza placed him, there was no sign of life, he died..
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The two went back to Medbay, when the scanner started beeping, creating high pitched sounds that hurt TBH’s and Nadwe’s hearing. Nadwe leaned up from the bed, moving carefully trying not to disturb TBH who was patching his wounds. “What-“ he was cut off as a loud choked scream was heard as the scanner stopped screeching.
 Oompa dropped to the ground, coughing up air as he suddenly regains his life. “A-alive... holy crap... I’m alive...” Oompa gasped, clutching his heart as a fin reminder that his life lives on. Socks tackled Oompa in a hug, slurring words together as worry and relief washed over the two of them. “Im so surprised!! I thought you’d died!!” Socks yelled, hugging Oompa tightly. “You and me both...” Oompa hugged back and looked up at Blaza, who let out a sigh of relief. Oompa patted his heart twice and a thumbs up, reassuring Blaza from afar that he was okay. Oompa coughed and spat more blood. “Shoot... the medbay scan doesn’t quite heal large wounds...” Oompa said, his grip getting loose as blood continued to pour down his head. Socks quickly helped Oompa to a bed and took another roll of bandages, beginning to wrap it slowly around the wound. Nadwe sighed in relief as Tbh finally finished putting his shoulder blade back in place. “Nadwe, you’re so stupid,” Socks said, sitting down and pouting.
“What...happened?..” Memey said as he sat up from the bed, he flinched at the burning pain that scattered around his body. Looks like him kicking and banging himself into the ground and walls did a toll on him. “Glad your awake MemeGod.” “That is so unlike you to be nice Oompa- ow-“ his head still hurts.
 “Mind telling us what happened back there?” Blaza asked.
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Imagine Ivar seeing you from afar talking with another man even though you two are engaged and he smirks knowing that you do that just to provoke him. Since the day Ivar saw you he knew you had to be his, you were like a gift from freya to his life like he always used to say when both of you were alone and he didnt stop until he got you to be his. You loved how Ivar was, his determination, his warrior soul, everything about him made you feel like a little girl in love for the first time and you couldnt ask for a better man to spend you life with then a true viking like Ivar was. When both of you got engaged he changed to the better, he grew more tender with you but always feared you could change your mind due to the fact he wasnt has normal like other man even when you reassured him that no man could come close to take you from Ivar. You were both out for a walk when you stopped and went to talk with a friend that once shared the same feelings Ivar has for you, Ivar knew about it and so did you, Ivar stood behind watching you both carefully while his brother Ubbe aproach him and stood by Ivar side seeing how everything unfold infront of him. " Do you let any man touch your wife like that brother? It suprises me you havent got him killed yet" Ubbe teased Ivar with a smirk on his lips and Ivar licked his lips never taking his eyes off of you. " I dont let anyone touch her but me brother, she wants to tease me today and I know why but that will be solved later at night but the need to kill him its not very far if he doesnt stop" Ivar growled and you look behind your shoulder smiling at Ivar when you saw how his face was. You didnt like to use people but seeing how Ivar became when he was jealous made you want him inside of you more and more has each day grew, yoy loved the sex you two had. It was crazy, wild, sensuous, dangerous and it took you to different places that no one ever took you before. You loved when you woke up aching from the nighy before, scratchs, bites and knifes marks were found on both of your bodies, he loved to mark you just so everyone would know you belong to him and him only and Ivar loved the pain on his back from the scars you did to him with your nails, nobody could understand how you two were like that since his brothers thoughy it was crazy but you and Ivar were two people turned into one soul the moment you both made love for the first time. You walked away from your friend and when you reached to where Ivar and Ubbe were you smiled at Ubbe saying your hello and looked at Ivar who just smirked at you with lustful eyes. " Ubbe leavr please I need to have a talk with my soon to be wife" Ivar asked his brother but not breaking the eye contact with you, soon has Ubbe left Ivar pulled you to his lap and reached his hand under your skirt not caring who was watching while the other hand was gripping at your waist and he leaned to your ear. " You play to much pet, you know that I dont like when others touch you but me and you still tease me, continue like that and I will make sure to fuck you so hard you wont have enough strenght to get out of bed or to even try to walk for a long time and later at night I will make you scream until your voice hurts and your pussy aches from how hard I will pound into her, you are mine y/n keep that in mind" Ivar whispered lowly teasing your woman hood with his fingers making you whimper and feeling aroused at his touch, you felt shivers down your spine and kissed Ivar when he penetrated you roughly with two fingers moving them painfully slow. " Please Ivar faster" you whispered against his lips trying to control your moans and Ivar smirked at your pleading, just to make you want him more Ivar took his fingers out of you and licked them clean pushing you lightly of his lap and grabbed his crutches leaving you behind flustered and rather pissed off. " what the fuck Ivar!" You screamed at him and Ivar smiled to himself stopping in his tracks and looking at you over his shoulder. " let's go pet, we have a fest to attended and my mother wants us on time there" You rolled your eyes and walked by his side while he just laughed to himself at how you were.
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