#exo k fan fic

[haechurch]

forgetting me, forgetting you

It's not the way that jeno doesn't look at you the same. It's not the way of him chasing after a girl and leaving you behind in the evening downpour. It's not the way jeno said he didn't even love you that night. It's just nothing but your broken heart.

pairing: idol!jeno x fem!reader

genre: smut, fluff (kinda), angstt

wc: 4.8+k

warnings: minors dni, unprotected sex, oral (m, f receive), spitting, kind of meanie jeno, implied exhibitionist, degrading, praising, spanking, teasing, fingering, tons of pet name, hard and soft sex, etc etc, you know when i said idol and fan relationship its just so unreal as well as how their jobs work lmao ((i had a problem to make this at least a lil bit realistic) also not seem too delusional but- just pls dont @ me, i mean its a fic)

! how embarrassing that this shit got posted accidentally (i hate tmblr) my pupils were literally shaking lol. for those who might accidentally saw this (i know theres not even a soul who cares abt it..) ofc i had this to be revised also its inspired by rv song, in my dreams, (originally the title for this one but i changed it!) i might also have songs recommendation, its [coldplay-yellow > conan gray-astronomy > yoari-dice game > exo-hurt > davichi-forgetting you > red velvet-in my dreams]

Everything was pandemonium from the start. You saw jeno in person for the first time in the concert venue. Yes. He is the singer. That singer. A born-talented, handsome, lovable idol from nct. He didn't even know you were there, in the crowd of audience hyping his band up. Never in your dreams you thought you'd met him in person, but fate brings you two together. It was what you believed until then. Fate brings your jeno who has never been yours in the first place to kindly remind you that he will never be yours even at the end of the time.

You worked hard for your pay. You work as an employee (that mostly work for dreamies) under jeno's company after you earned your post graduate title while studying in korea. That point when you made it out, you never even thought that this was a real chance to finally get him.

That's just insane, to get lee jeno, in a somehow, romantic way. But you tried anyway. Ordinary person with an extraordinary person? Or can you just say idols and fans relationship? That jeno from all the people living on this earth? Mostly impossible. Those who live around you will think you're crazy for wanting someone who literally exists in a different world from you. Even though you're 'coexisting' with him and seeing him from time to time, that would not be enough; so near yet so far.

It's so hard to work under the company and let it flow at first. Without a will, you'll never get what you want. Even though this one is nearly impossible, you attempt to keep the mindset that revolves around you: it will work if you try, try, try and try.

But it's useless. Who do you think you are? You can't even be allowed to speak nor get close to him except if it's necessary. It's hard to work with him like a normal acquaintance. To them, to jeno, you're simply invisible. 

However, you did make it clear enough. No surrendering. That's the least you can keep in mind. 

But again, he didn't even spare you a glimpse.

Then there was this day when you two were put together in the same dressing room, waiting for some interviews coming up. There's actually no reason for you to not share the same room because technically, you're their regular staff. The rest of the members and other staff were nowhere to be found, it was you and him. You and jeno all alone in the same room. You nearly choked yourself when you were about to open your mouth as jeno scooted to where you sat. 

"Hi." He lightly started the conversation. You swear to god you can hear your own heartbeat. Keeping yourself calm and professional, you hum and put the sweetest smile to him. "Hello."

"I'm so sorry if i sound rude, but i believe we're around the same age? I've been seen you around and i just knew you're a regular staff in here," you intensely stared at him, eyes widened in disbelief that he just casually- 

"We can be friends if you wan-" 

"We can?!"

-asked you to be his friend.

Realizing you just replied to him in 0,023 seconds, you covered your mouth and muttered 'sorry' to him. He just laughed. Oh. That laugh.

That's when you feel like you two were 'getting closer' as he asked you to be his friend for some idiotic reason (u really have no idea why the universe would gave you this kind of, miracle, you'd say, but you're fucking grateful).

Of course you can be friends with everyone. Also a staff (fan) and an artist couldn't be an exception, right? But once again who are you kidding, lee jeno is super busy, and you should know it could probably the friendship that only lasts for four hours.

You didn't meet jeno for weeks and you missed him so bad. Sometimes you got to talk to him after he befriend you (tho it happens only if you had that rare chance) but both of you didn't get a long time to properly talk and have a good conversation. And it's been a long time, you just missed him.

Did he perhaps miss you too? Did he ever think about you even just for a split second? You shake your head from the thoughts and scoff at yourself. He probably already erased you from his memory. And that night, you drifted into a deep slumber whilst thinking about how he wouldn't remember you.

―

But you were dead wrong. That day was very hot because apparently, it's in the middle of summer, and you were called for a job in a broadcasting house which happened to be the same place for the band to attend their schedule.

You're standing in front of a vending machine, getting a drink when you hear someone call your name. You turned around and found jeno, looking at you with his smiling eyes.

"Jeno!? What are you doing here?" You can't hide your pearly whites when you see him, so please meet him again after a while.

"We're having some jobs here. How about you?" He asked. 

"Um, me too! But mine's still running, i take a little coffee break right before come back to the site. Have you finished yours?"

"Yes, actually," jeno scratched his nape awkwardly before he continued. "Uhh, do you perhaps want to meet me after you are done? Just for a sec?" He asked.

"Sure! I'll text you when i'm done?" 

Yes, you both are having each other's numbers but can't even communicate a single thing through it. He didn't text you. And you, being the one who shamelessly asked for his numbers which he gladly gave it, never once texts him because as you can see, you're being professional enough to keep your words that it's only for the matter of work.

"Cool." You both smiled to each other and stood awkwardly for a good seconds until jeno left. 

So, did he just wait for you until you're done because he said he just finished his schedule? Is that even possible for him to do that?

The answer is yes. Though with a little bit of delay. He asked you to meet him after you're done, just to have you wait for him in the nearby cafe for nearly 20 minutes.

Jeno: uhh hi its jeno

Jeno: im so sorry for keeping you waiting

You: oh hii

You: nah its okayy not a biggie

Jeno: its the manager hyung, i told him i have to go somewhere but you know its hard to cooperate with them :/

Jeno: look i promise it will just need to b arranged real fast okay

You: okaaay i know youre busy you can really take your time tho

Jeno: so sorry ;(((

You: jeno its fine :*

You: :(

Jeno: thanjk you for the understanding ;)

Jeno: ill be there in.. 5 mins?

You: ill be here waiting!

You were smiling like crazy reading his texts. All you did was blushing and heart skipping while replying to him. He was so cute. And it's the first time you guys exchange texts. And he did it first! (how its a big deal for you)

Then there he is. Entering the cafe with a little skip and making a bee line to your table then sit down in front of you. 

"Right on time." He said jokingly. You just chuckled at him.

"Sooo what's up? What is it that you wanted to talk about in your very packed schedule, busy bee?"

He exhaled harshly before replying. "Nothing. Just wanna get out and have some fresh air."

He averted his gaze to yours before continue, "with my new friend." 

You raised one of your eyebrows at the boy. "Yeah? I thought you already forgot me because i was just simply a girl that worked at your company," you talk as you fold your hands.

"Why would i? I'll remember you anyway. You once fell in front of me when you were about to open some door and that actually was funny as hell. Shouldn't laugh but i can't help it. Oops. Should have not told you this part too..."

Your face heated in a second, and yes, you did that and it was humiliating and you felt very stupid. That time you were about to enter the conference room at the company building, but jeno (also the other members were there) was opening the door at the same time, unfortunately you stumbled on your feet and ended up kneeling at his.

He take a glance at you again then continue. "And you're pretty pretty."

You immediately looked up to him. You can't explain how his sudden confession affect you so much and leave your heart throbbing like crazy. 

Fortunately you can keep your act.

You chuckled and replied, "and what's that supposed to mean."

"I'm just saying that you're beautiful." 

He surely knows how to mess with your heart.

"And i'm getting worried that your eyes might have a problem," you laughed, more to laughing at yourself.

"No. I meant it."

You looked at him again, flustered, and he smiled when he saw you taken aback. A mischievous smile to be exact.

"Are you flirting with me?" Of course you were kidding. Asking that kind of question sounds nonchalant, even have no shame. But you had nothing to lose anyway.

"Would you accept it?" 

You blinked rapidly, your heart beating so fast in your chest, your palms were sweaty. He got you questioning yourself on how you can not fall for him even more? It's getting even deeper every minute you spend your time with him. He's dangerous. 

You were stunned for a moment. You felt like your cheeks burned, they're emitting flame. Your head short circuited for a while yet all you can think about is jeno. Jeno jeno jeno and jeno. The moment you can't hold it back from spilling, you just let it burst.

"I like you." 

Oh, you don't even care anymore about your image. The moment you spit that you felt like the most stupid, dense person alive on earth.

"I know." 

He responded in a heartbeat, and you felt fire burn a hole into you.

"You what?"

"I said i know. I noticed. And i do to."

"I'm so lost." You started to believe that you're out of your mind.

"I'm saying that i like you too."

Your pupils doesn't even falter when you stare at his face. You might just scream or gasp or even cry, but you were too stunned to speak, the way you were so calm also surprised yourself. You shake your head as you doubt your hearing and gave him a bitter smile.

"You're joking."

"Yes." 

Your eyes widen from his answer. He's such a prankster. 

"Jeno!"

He laughed. His laugh is so carefree but feels shy at the same time, that is just screaming lee jeno so much.

"So what am i supposed to say? You already heard me."

"I'm just trying to seek clarity." You narrow your eyes playfully. Now you don't even know where the confidence in you came from.

"You're my clarity." 

Now that sounds straight up came from a song lyric.

This whole time you think that you're crazy for wanting lee jeno, but here you are having a little cafe date and knowing him to have the same feeling as you are.

-

"Ah!" you squeal as your head thud against the hard surface.

"Sorry," jeno apologized as he giggled, then continue to peppering kisses down your neck.

Both of you were alone in a room at the backstage, making out like crazy before he bring you to the nearest table and pin you down. You sigh blissfully, thanking heaven every time your bodies this close, that you finally have jeno for your own and not anybody else. It's not the first time that he finally touched you, but every single one of his touches feels like the first time.

Oh, of course that didn't just happen in a night. He's been so sweet and kind to you that you mistaken his deed as something more than platonic relationship.

He bought you food. He told the manager to drop you off at your apartment at night when the schedule's over. You both go to the staff's cafeteria and eat lunch together. You offer him to go cycling together when he's off, and he did. He lent you his airpods when you lost one. You brewed his morning coffee. He called you one night and said that he's missing you. You asked him if you can do the same, texting or calling him as a normal friend would do despite both of your jobs. And that one night where he sneaked out to your apartment just to say that he wanted you.

That moment you thought everything is indeed possible. 

"Jen! Wait!"

He's currently railing you stupid at the backstage.

Now both of your hands were on the wall, legs spread open for him to easily pound you from the back. 

"Shit, this pussy's so tight." He slowed down, dragging his cock precise and keen, watching how his length appeared then disappeared inside your pussy.

"You like that baby?"

Your ears are buzzing, eyes fluttering, you only mewl and all you can hear is squelching sounds from how wet your pussy is before he sped up, skins clapping resonated all over the room.

When you didn't answered, he stopped and brings your hair to a ponytail then yanked your head up so your back is now against him as he whispered, "i said, am i fucking you good, little slut?" Well he can be cruel sometimes, but both of you know his mouth isn't that dirty on daily basis. He's just having his moment.

"Fuck yes," you finally speak.

Jeno railed into you again, he prop you to stand up, right hand on your hip, clamping so hard it'll leave bruises, and left hand grasping at your jaw to make you face him, his lips ghosting between your ear and lips, heavy breathing and all.

When he brushed against your earlobe, he whispered right onto your ear, "open your fucking mouth."

You obliged, as he bent your neck back and you presented all of yourself in front of him, he spit into your mouth. "Perfect. Keep it there like a good girl you are." 

Jeno started to pick up pace again, this time hitting your spot deliciously over and over, sending you to the cloud nine.

You agape as you moan, all while your mouth full of your and his spit, nonetheless making an effort to keep jeno's words but you're already drooling all over your chin.

"J-jen.."

"Shh, no need to say a thing baby girl, keep your pretty mouth shut."

Jeno suddenly lift you up and prop your back against the table. He's hovering over you, tapping your cheek, oblige you to open your mouth again, and spit another glob into yours.

"Now keep that warm and safe, you could do that, right angel?"

He asked and you only nodded in response. "That's it. Now let me make you feel good."

He spread your dangling legs by pushing on your thighs then dragging his hard and big cock along your slit, making a quite lubrication.

You're a whiny mess, never in your life you thought you'd have sex with lee jeno in a random room on their backstage, and he's pretty wild at the moment.

Before you can process a thing, he's already on his knee, eating you out slowly. You tug at his hair and hoist your hip up, but he's keeping you in place. He's taking his time, kitten licking at your opening with a slow pace, sucking softly at the clit, but it already making you tremble and wanting more. He's keeping the act for a while before the frustrations hit you.

"Jeno, hurry the fuck up."

He stop doing his ministrations, and as he pissed off, he suddenly lift you up again, your front pushed to the nearest wall.

"What did i just say to you? Shut your fucking mouth. Don't fucking speak. Why did you speak?"

He landed a couple of hard slap against your ass, making you yelp and shriek, "i-m sorry, please," your head drooped, your body trembling, but not from fear.

It's excitement.

Another slap on your ass. "Please what? Tell me, angel, what is it?

He kneaded your flesh and put his length between your ass cheek, nuzzling it sensually, and it made you bite your lip hard, can't take his teasing no more.

"Please," you almost sob. "Please, jeno, fuck me."

You beg, and he immediately bend you fully over again, both of his hands were on your hips as he fuck you into oblivion.

"Princess wanna get fucked. What she wants, she gets." 

He kissed his teeth before he rammed into you, hitting that sweet spot precisely over and over again it felt so good. Your hands and legs almost gave up, but he grabbed your hip in place. As you moan and scream for him, he keep chanting that he want you to come for him.

"Jeno, i'm fucking close- fuck," your hair is tangled, you're a drooling mess, your eyes rolled up. He fuck you so good it leave you dumb. Jeno's hips never once falter, he keep fucking into you rapidly as you whine non stop.

"Fuck, come all over me. Come on," he encouraged you.

"Coming!" You're a moaning mess, pussy can't help but tightened around him, making him curse under his breath. He continue to pistoning as he chasing his high, prolonged your own orgasm.

"Fuck, gonna cum," his thrust remain steady until it finally stopped, buried so deep inside you as he fill you up to the brim. Jeno finally pulled out, your hands and elbow propped against the wall as you arched your back while bending over, giving him a full sight of your ass and pussy overflowing with his cum. 

"Shit.." jeno cursed as he ran a hand through his fringe.

You felt your bodies emitting fog from the fever, glistening with sweat.

Just after that, you both heard a knock and someone's shouting.

"Are you guys done there? Jeno, get your loud ass out there right now, we're running out of time." 

You wouldn't miss whose voice it was.

It's fucking na jaemin. You felt embarrassment creep down your spine when you realized he found out, although nothing like the rest of the members doesn't know about the relationship you two have. But still, caught red handed fucking in the backstage with his band mate is a little bit..

"That's embarrassing.." you sigh while covering your face, making jeno chuckled as he patted your head.

"He'll get used to it." He smiled like a puppy, as he not merely fuck you senseless just now.

-

You said that it's embarrassing. But it seems like you're liking how unusual things did give you some thrilling sensations you can't explain. Since then, you've had sex with jeno in the void meeting room when everybody's leaving from work. It's giving you anxiety on what if someone's barge in, or the worst-you'd get kicked out from the company and never ever get the same job even at the different place again-but funnily, you can't resist the good feeling jeno made you and the realization that you were actually enjoying the shit, eventually not giving any fuck if someone know.

Another day of you and jeno spending time together in the same room, giving some different kind of affections to each other. And you're just too afraid to say something; to ask him: 'what are we?' Because you couldn't be more happy with what's happening between you two now. And tonight is a bit different because you feel your heart ache in the way he hold you as he won't let go.

"Jeno.." you arched your back when his tongue trailed from your abdomen up to your breasts while he attempted to unclasp your bra.

After freeing the flesh, he mumbled in awe, "beautiful."

He latched his tongue on your nipple, swirling it with purpose, to make you even wet just for him, and him only, just like the way he liked it.

"Fuck, it feels so good, don't stop," you pulled on his hair, a signal for him to keep going. 

"Yeah? You like that, pretty girl?" Jeno kneaded on your swell as he sucked again on your nipple.

"Louder. Moan louder for me." And that's what you did. Your fucked up sounds is a music to his ears, railing him up to the extent where he just wanted to sink in you. 

Jeno cupped your sex, your panties were damp in arousal. "Shit, look at you. So fucking wet." He slid his fingers up and down your panties before he slipped his fingers in. You whimpered when his cold digit met your folds. He only play with your opening and clit, but it already drive you crazy. You're practically drooling, he's collecting your essence on his fingers before he bring it up to his mouth, tasting your arousal. You huff and puff, look already fucked up before him when he barely did anything.

"So pretty. So fucked up. So needy for me."

All you did is fucking whine. Lee jeno is driving you insane.

"Please," you plead. "Jeno,"

"Hm? What is it princess?" He asked with a sweet mocking tone.

"Fingers. Want your fingers inside me." You sternly told him, but your gaze was infirm.

He chuckled then replied, "of course baby, you'll have it. But later. I have to taste you first. Will you let me?"

He asked for your permission and what on earth is stopping you from letting him eat you out? Of course you would never say no.

"Pleasee," your whiny voice made him smile from ear to ear in satisfaction.

"Love it when you beg."

Jeno get down to eye level with your pussy before dive in. Your hips wouldn't stop thrusting up to him and pulling his hair, his strong hands looping on your thighs. At this rate his face buried deep between you legs and tongue prod into your cunt, exploring your hole, lips trying so hard to swallow you up, open mouthed kiss at your pussy, sucking and lapping. He's eating you out like there's no tomorrow. 

"Fuck, i think i'm gonna cum."

Jeno chuckled, "already? So spoilt."

Jeno bring his fingers down and curled the digit expertly inside your pussy, you're wiggling like crazy when he reached that sweet spot that got your pussy tightening around him, then he sucked your clit hard, made you cum in instant at his doing.

You gradually came down from your high and stared at him in the eye, begging.

"Jeno, please, let me suck you off."

He feels like he's flying up the cloud seeing you prettily begged for him. Then he smiled, "can't say no to a pretty girl like you."

You bit your lip before you kneeled in front of him, taking a hand of his hard cock and kissed the tip. You hold onto his balls while you licked and sucked along his shaft until your tongue met with the tip, then sink into his cock, swallowing him whole. You bobbed your head up and down, sucking in intensity. He groaned and bring his hand through your hair, while he got his head thrown back against the headboard.

"You're doing so good baby, keep going."

He hissed painfully, his muscles clenched and his grab on your hair is getting tight. Your left hand massaging his balls, mouth sucking at the tip, the other hand stroking the rest of his shaft.

"Fuck, i'm not gonna last." He hold your head and thrust into your mouth, chasing his high. Your gagged sound heard all over the room, eyes pricked from tears. His groan went louder and that's when he came all over your mouth, and you swallowed all of his seed like a good girl, his good girl.

You lap all of his fluid, cleaning his cock clean, and lick your own lips.

"God you're pretty." His stare full with admiration, then he caged you between his arms, locked your lips with his in a passionate kiss. Tongue dancing with each other, nipping at one's lip. Both of you moan into the kiss, until he break it first.

Your back arched so high, hips pressed against his own, wanted more just than kissing him, but he pushed your belly down and leaned in.

"Need you now. Need to make love to you."

Once again, your heart sank at his confession. You're already tearing up as he pushed his big cock into you, soon picking up a steady pace to thrust between your wall, all while kissing you out. His kiss felt so soft and sweet, but also fragile at the same time. Your bodies met, no space in between. You hug him tightly, so afraid that he might just run away or disappear in the blink of an eye. He made you feel so good you're crying, can't even think or talk straight, your mind felt numb.

That night, you remembered vividly the last word he said before you passed out.

"I love you."

-

The rainy night made you feel all lazy. You wouldn't get up from bed if you just didn't feel the urge to go to the convenience store and fulfill your craving with some warm food. You're definitely starving.

You take out your umbrella because it's still raining, but as you nearly arrived, it's became a drizzle before it came to a stop.

You fold your umbrella as you walk closer, but before entering the place, you definitely saw jeno at the dark aisle between two buildings; making out with who the fuck you don't care, as if someone could've not just pass by and saw them two passionately changing spits.

You froze in your place, can't even walk any closer to where jeno was. You felt anger bubbling up to your chest and at the same time, you can't help your heart from breaking into pieces.

But as someone's controlling you, you suddenly stomped on your feet, making a way to them with balled fists, and you nearly scream when you call him out.

"Jeno."

The two broke the kiss after couple of seconds as if they're unbothered, both dripping from the drizzle. He turned at you, eyes dark and indicating that he wasn't even surprised to see you there. 

But then he opened his mouth, "how th-"

"What the fuck?" You cut him before he talk, spitting your anger out, voice all husky and spiteful, extremely vulnerable at the same time.

"Who the fuck is that?" Your eyes burned from restraining tears roll down your cheeks.

"What happened with the other days when we literally spent time together? Yesterday, you just- we just- fuck, i- i thought you just said that you lo-"

You can't help but blubbering, can't even say the last word you meant from spilling out. It's too much.

The girl he was making out with tried to walk away, but he grabbed her wrist.

You scoffed, speechless.

Did he just stop her?

Sickeningly, he just walked by you as he made a way out while dragging her with him.

You swear you just felt so fucking dumbfounded. He didn't even say a word since earlier.

When you can't hold your tears back again, you break out and scream his name out. 

"LEE JENO!"

He looked back from his shoulder, but he still put the same blank expression in front of you before he chuckled.

"Well. Looks like i've got nothing to explain since you already saw it."

Still standing with the balled fists, you can't even talk as you were trying so hard to figure things out. Why the fuck did he do this? Did this to you?

"I believe you're capable enough to think with your little brain, princess."

Suddenly, the rain started to pouring again, leaving you all soaked up gradually.

He's giving you the nastiest smile he have ever showed you as he made his getaway with the girl and said,

"Wake the fuck up. I have never loved you."

―

And that's when you wake up from your dreams.

As your eyes fluttered, you felt tears running from the corner of your eyes, making your sideburns damp uncomfortably.

This fucking whole thing is a dream. A dream that's so real.

No wonder that all of it was happening so fast; and absurd.

Now you can't even think of jeno the same way anymore if you see him at work. 

You checked your phone. Of course it's december. You laughed bitterly at yourself when you realized you trapped with jeno in your dreams when it's fucking summer. You swear you can even feel the heat. It just felt so true.

You get up on your elbows then cursed under your breath before muttered to yourself, "never thought you'd love and hurt me at the same time."

And it's not even in the real world.

Is it better because it's just a dream? Or is it not because the real thing is even more an awful truth you need to accept?

That's when you realized that the meaning of impossible is literally as it is. It's the time for you to understand that both of you is poles apart, that he is different.

You'll never ever get him, and you need to forget him; as he might already forget you.

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fic masterlist!

(in order of posting)

a compelling argument (one shot) Only Friends (drama series) E | TopMew | 2,044 WC

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False Alarm (one shot) Only Friends (drama series) T | TopMew | 1,145 WC

Since the fire at the hotel, Top’s dreams have gotten worse. Even Mew’s presence cannot fight all the demons in his head.

melt away (one shot) Thai Drama RPF (GMMTV) G | ForceBook | 1,374 WC

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slow down (2/2, sequel to Love Out Loud) Thai Drama RPF (GMMTV) T | ForceBook | 1,556 WC

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taste you again (one shot) Only Friends (drama series) E | TopMew | 1,128 WC

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Thunderstruck (one shot) Enchanté (drama series) T | AkkTheo | 713 WC

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(Episode 12 coda.) Cher left because he wanted—wants—to be with Gun forever, and Gun means to hold him to that.

Love Out Loud (2/2) Thai Drama RPF (GMMTV) G | ForceBook | 1,406 WC

1. I wouldn’t want it with anyone else. After the whirlwind weekend of the 2023 Love Out Loud Fan Fest, Book needs a hug to get to sleep; so does Force. 2. You’re supposed to say it back. (Prequel.) Backstage, Force has a hard time meeting Book’s eyes—but that’s not what Book is looking for.

kiss you or kick you (4/5) Captain America (MCU) M | SteveBucky (Stucky) | 15,710 WC

All I had to do was hold him. After the fallout from the Sokovia Accords, Steve, Bucky, Sam, and Wanda find refuge in a Wakandan safe house. Desperate to keep Bucky by his side, Steve convinces him not to go back on ice and instead try to loosen Hydra’s grip on his mind. With the help of Shuri and Wanda, Steve tries to put back Bucky’s pieces in the hopes they can finally be together—but what if they’re both too broken to reach for each other? What if it’s like Bucky falling from the train all over again? (Takes place after the events of Captain America: Civil War.)

Extrême (one shot) A Boss and A Babe (drama series) E | GunCher | 4,536 WC

Cher loves Gun’s new cologne; Gun just loves Cher—publicly and privately.

self defense (one shot) Wonder Woman (DCEU) G | Diana/Barbara (WonderCheetah) | 1,113 WC

Diana may have taught Barbara self defense, but there’s no defense against their mutual attraction.

this post only contains fics from 2021 and beyond (farewellswords pseud), but you can still check out the rest under my other pseuds on my AO3 (arrowverse/young justice, exo/k-pop from 2015-2020).

[elfdastiel91]

Guess I should introduce myself :)

Hello I'm Dastiel! I've been a K-Pop fan since 2012. First group I got into was SHINee. Then slowly it became my whole world, I am Korean-American, my mother was born and raised for 6 years in Korea before moving to the US.

I am a multistan, but Super Junior is where my heart lies. They are my ultimate bias group, Leeteuk being my ultimate bias. He is the best freaking leader not only Super Junior could ask for but K-Pop as a whole could ask for. This man has given so much to this industry. And has gone through so much heartbreak and pain and yet still he perseveres. As you can tell I am completely devoted to him so I will not tolerate any hate.

Some of the other groups I am a fan of...(there's a lot ;)) and my bias or biases if i have more than one

SHINee (Minho and Taemin)

Big Bang (Taeyang)

Block B (Taeil)

iKon (Jay and June)

GOT7 (AmeriThaiKong, Mark Tuan, BamBam, and Jackson Wang)

BTS (Kim SeokJin)

EXO (Sehun and Suho)

NCT (mainly 127) (Johnny and Jaehyun)

Seventeen (still trying to get the members correct lol don't know why it is taking me so long!) (Vernon)

Ateez (Jongho)

Twice (Momo)

AESPA (Winter)

Red Velvet (all of them honestly)

BlackPink (Rose)

Stray Kids (Felix)

Wanna One (Daniel)

Monsta X (Hyungwon and I.M)

Pentagon (Jinho, Hui, and Wooseok)

I think that is all for right now, I have a whole list of K-Pop artists I need to get into.

I have been writing K-Pop fanfictions since about summer of 2018. I write mostly dark fanfics but occasionally smut as well. If you want to follow me and read any of my fics here's a link but please be mindful of the tags!

[myhappyexobubble]

EXO Fandom - Part 1 - FanFics

I was talking to a coworker a few days ago about K-Pop. They asked me who my favorite band was and it was simple to say, “EXO. I love their songs. I’ve watched them over several years...” and I realized I was giving such a generalized easy answer to something that is so incredibly complicated. No, I didn’t dive in further in that conversation but my mind continued to churn over why I love EXO and why I’ve loved them for so long.

The answer is multifaceted but my mind dove so far into it that I felt compelled to talk about it to whoever would listen. So, let me start at the basics.

If we look at Exo at the time of their MAMA, History, and Wolf release time frames then the answer is adorably cute guys singing romantically driven songs. They debuted with fictional powers and a sense of mystery. Who doesn’t love a good fantasy and wrapped up in a music group? The fan fiction that has poured out of this fanbase is the factual evidence as to why this was such a good concept to debut with.

At the time of Exo’s first year or two, I was personally dealing with a separation. It was my first relationship, first intimate relationship, and I was so completely depressed. I was introduced to EXO at the time History came out. It was an easy sell to me, but what really took me down the rabbit hole of the fandom was being recommended to read some fan fics. The fandom had already blown up with incredible stories. If you have been an EXOL back when we called ourselves Exotics then you probably have heard of or read a handful of some very famous fanfics. Were you a ChanBaek fan and read 10080? Not Intended? The Letter? Did you deep dive into Interrobang? Revolution? Did you ever run across Inner Child (god do I have withdrawals from being unable to find that fic anymore)? These are titles that I can remember off the top of my head but I have accounts with endless bookmarked stories. The truly amazing part of this was if you read a fan fic and then watched Exo in a reality show or on an interview, authors had been able to truly capture the member’s on-screen personalities. You could read a fic and then watch how members teased each other and there would be exact parallels. I truly believe that the fandom is not only creative but so very keenly observant.

If you wrote fanfics in those early days that dealt with powers, wolf pack dynamics, 6 rotating variations of shipped pairs then you were probably instrumental in helping this fan not only distract herself from an ugly separation but ignite a personal and sexual awakening. There were topics in fanfics that I’d never even heard of, prompting endless research and conversations with others to truly understand relationship dynamics. This was such a motivating time of awakening for me that I also began to write fictions and quickly came up with the “MyHappyExoBubble” name to capture this secret world where I was motivated and happy when I wasn’t sinking in my day-to-day life. In fact, most people knew me from fan fiction stories before I ever moved on to doing fanart (which I will conquer in a different post).

My motivation to write was centered around having found so many good story ideas but that were written poorly and were difficult to read. No, I never took an idea and wrote it myself, but I did start to come up with ideas that I would never publish if the writing wasn’t decent. I’m not an English major, nor do I pretend to have flawless grammar. I just wanted more stories that could be read without bad translations or under-developed writing skills. Unfortunately, at this time, I do have a few unfinished fics that have gathered dust online and I do apologize for that.

The result of finding such a rich community of fan fiction has been instrumental (as weird as that may sound) in my growth as an adult. When I finally moved on to a new relationship, the intimacies that were destroyed by my ex had been re-worked, explored, defined, and I knew what kind of intimacy I wanted and was accepting of. My writing skills had improved with practice. I can storyboard, brainstorm, character develop and truly express in written word what is going on in my head. I cannot look back in time and say that something else wouldn’t have taken me down this road, but the fandom did, thanks to EXO. This is one of the many reasons why I will forever have EXO listed as my favorite K-pop group.

*If you would like to talk to me about any of this, feel free to message me. I’ve been on a therapy journey recently and while I have not talked about my alter-ego within the fandom with my therapist at this time, I can’t stop thinking about it. :) 

[exodusmc]

Insider 08

Genre: Power au, war au, rebel au

Words: 2022

Paring: Light manipulator Baekhyun  x  Reader

Side character/s: Exo, Bts

Warning!: Hinting forced birth, mention of death

a/n: I’m sorry for being gone again but I’m currently working on a royal Jimin fic, which is around 10 k already and I’m looking for ideas to write the next part in my hogwarts series. I was supposed to post a little earlier but then the news about Moonbin came out. I’m seending my condolences and wish everyone the best. Please now that there will awalys be someone who loves you and that you are enought!

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About two four months had passed, months filled with training. Minseok and Jongdae worked with you almost every day, giving you everything they had. It was hard but one on one was nothing. You didn't see Namjoon or Seokjin around much, only Jungkook and Hoseok. They were skilled in combat, their smiles bright. 

Jungkook was better in close contact, brown hair pulled back as dark eyes turned sinister, while Hoseok usually worked with long-range weaponry. He had locks close to red on his head, a gaze sharp like an eagle. The two of them built a team, just like Minseok and Jongdae, something you learned from the many late nights. 

The rebels were one team but they valued never being alone, which led to a system of two people making sure the other was safe. It was their way of keeping the majority alive. But apparently wasn't it something healers had, as long as they didn't go out in combat. Jongdae told you almost everything, how their lives had been built and what rules there were. They thought of you as one of them, a part of their mindset...Maybe you had accepted them, never smiling but you spoke more, retoring sarcastic words which made Jongdae howl with laughter and occasionally huff in annoyance. 

You felt at home with the two special men, their ever different stands on life which seemed to keep them close to one another. Even Jungkook and Hoseok made you a little less of a feather floating in the wind. But there was still one thing you couldn't talk about and that was your parents, the mere thought of them made the walls too close. Maybe there was some sort of repressed memory, something your child brain thought was too scary.

“Y/n?”your eyes snapped from staring at the wall, finding the leader smiling down at you. Namjoon stood tall above your sittig form, no one else around.”Is everything okay?”

You snuck away to be alone for just a second, finding a small room where you sat. Sure, you did like the others but going from not working with many people and being a lieutenant weren't easy, the constant work with keeping their feelings in mind and trying to understand somethings they did.

“Yes, sir.”

“You don't have to call me sir.”Namjoon sighed, sitting down by your side. He had a new scar by his mouth, small enough to be invisible for untrained eyes.” I have some questions I would like to ask you, they would probably be great help in what we are about to start..”

His words were ominous, surely hinting to a war you weren't sure anyone was ready for. Every since you arrived at the rebels, you didn't know anything that in the republic but it didn't mean you were clueless. They wanted the rebels gone and over time had you started to understand people a little more, making the higher ups far from human. 

“Okay..”

“It’s about the republic and what you know..”you weren't surprised, eyes staying on your fingers. There was invisible blood on them, blood you tried to scrub away but it was still there.”Tell me anything you feel comfortable with..”

“They tried searching for you in the sky when I last heard about strategies but I don't think they will do it for a long time…”your gaze rose to the wall, a fan swishing over your head. Everyone was so young and yet they had to lead a revolution for rights you didn't think about before. Suddenly did you remember the book you wrote, hoped that it was destroyed when the hospital exploded.

“They have already stopped…”Namjoon, you learned, was only 20, so much responsibility laying on his shoulders at the tender age. It didn't make sense to you but if no one stepped up, would nothing change..”A base was bombed, most of the people in it died..I think around 80 made it..”

You didn't like the feelings in your body, cold and nauseous, hot and clawing. They were dead and you could have been the one killing them. 

“Junmyeon has been asking about you and how you’re doing..”Namjoon saw the color start draining from your face so he changed the subject.”I’ve told him that you’re doing really well and seems to like Jongdae and Minseok..But maybe you can call him so he calms down a little?”

“Okay..but I-I want to tell you something…”your head felt like mush, heart picking up its pace. Stress never faced you in battle, it didn't matter if Minseok tried to impale you with ice, you didn't care, but the second you started to think about everything, were you shaking. Guilt, you guessed you felt guilt.”..They have hidden buildings where they birth children for the armies..”

Namjoon stared at you, his orbs darkening to a thunder night sky. No one knew about it and you had only seen a sip bit of a video, the dying  body which would never survive the birth. You weren't supposed to care so you didn't, brain forcing the images to burn.  

“I don't know where but I know where they keep the videos..”he stood up, towering with broad shoulders. Namjoon was beyond rage at your confession. 

“Come with me, we need to speak with Junmyeon..”

-

Baekhyun ate quietly, thoughts turning in his head. You weren't back and Yixing was always busy, even after he returned..The light bender had no clue what he was doing, only that the doctor ran around and smiled anytime he saw Baekhyun. They didn't share a room anymore..well maybe they did but Yixing never slept there so Baekhyun wasn't sure what to believe. 

At least, he wasn't alone. Chanyeol and Sehun were always there. Goofed around and laughed, even when they were training. The two of them were close and made Baekhyun smile with little effort. It was weird how fast things could change, only short of half a year had passed and he felt like he belonged somewhere. 

Everytime Baekhyun looked in the mirror could he see muscles on his arms and a fuller face due to the fact that he got to eat. His skin wasn’t dull and it had a slightly darker tone to it now, made him more alive to the eyes of bystanders. He was appealing to look at, Chanyeol would often tease him because of the multiple females and males sending him long gazes, but he couldn't find one he actually felt something for. It was something he couldn't tell anyone, since it was a lie. He couldn't find anyone here but he would often think about someone somewhere else. 

Baekhyun coughs slightly, breaking his gaze from the table just for it to get stuck on the chair before him. You circled his mind whenever he got a moment for himself. He wasn't sure what feeling you brought him but he knew that no one else occupied his brain as much as you did. Your eyes were empty but you cried and now when he felt safe in himself, was he remembering the shimmer in them, the depths of a well with high walls built on lies. People never knew anything more about you than that you were a lieutenant, that it was your choice to kill for them, but Baekhyun knew more, just like Yixing and probably Junmyeon. You were just human like everyone else. Human with a buried heart, guarded by thorns and locked behind mirror orbs.

“Sup Baek!”Chanyeol broke him from his trans, the clatter of tupperware brought him back to the canteen. 

Sehun sat to his right while a boy named Kyungsoo sat to Chanyeol’s life. Kyungsoo had come and gone over the course of three months, his eyes dark but easily flammable. Baekhyun still felt the ache from training the first time with Kyungsoo who was completely ruthless, seeding stone after stone right at his face. 

It had been extremely tiring for Baekhyun since he had to use copious amounts of energy to destroy the blocks but in the end did he manage...it was not like passing out and had to be pushed aside by Sehun’s wind or anything. Kyungsoo was a little nicer the times after but still didn't stop until everyone in the room was panting. 

“Still not gonna give Soha a chance?”Baekhyun cringed at the name, remembering the teleporting girl and how she turned up while he just finished showering. 

“Please..can we forget that?”Chanyeol snickered before shrugging his shoulders. 

Everyone started eating, the rustle around them fading into a slight buzz, but Baekhyun suddenly saw Junmyeon making his way over them, his stepps fast. 

Sehun noticed the slight confusion in his friend's face, fork stopping just for his mouth. 

“Kyungsoo can you come with me?”four pairs of eyes rested on the eldest torne face. Junmyeon had aged due to his position and his past, everything the still young man had seen.”It’s urgent…”

“Is something wrong?” Chanyeol was ready to leave and fight in a second, arms tense as he almost stood up from the chair.

Baekhyun learned over time that the power one possessed was growing from your personality in some way, but he didn't tell anyone this, even as Chanyeol with fire in his heart held his head high, or when Sehun moved through space quietly, observing everything with a fleeting touch. 

“I need to talk with Kyungsoo and it’s important but right now it is not dangerous..”with that,  both of them walked away. 

Watching them, hair moving with every step, Baekhyun had a feeling that he would be seeing the one he thought about sooner than later. 

-

Soft sounds of beeping and turning paper floated in Yixing’s head, fingers gracing over every file he had as the room was peaceful. He spent most of his time by his bed, flipping through the documents he mangade to steal. Your parents were among them but the words were nothing of help, only small bits of useless information since the republic didn't know who they were. 

Sighing, Yixing pressed his fingers against his drumming temples, the slowly rising headache making him irritated. After the explosion and his injury had the headaches been more regular, creeping up his spine to hammer at his skull. But it’s whatever, he’s fine even when feeling in his right leg starts to fade. 

Suddenly there was a small sound of sheets moving and his dark gaze found honey eyes on a honey boy who had paled slightly. 

“Jongin?”

-

“How come we get to use the tunnels now?”your question made Minseok send you a side glance, his packing movements stopping for a millisecond. 

You had changed, maybe not as much as Baekhyun according to what Junmyeon said, but there was something hiding in your gaze. There was a fire in your movements, another force he couldn't feel in the beginning. 

Minseok never knew you parents but it was your mother who found him and…, she found all of them and saved them. You had her lips when they weren't pulled into a deep frown, he wondered if you knew..that you still had a connection to them even though you really had no clue who they were. 

“Because they trust you more now?”Jongdae grinned, his hand coming to rustle your hair even if he wasn't that much taller than you.”You’re on our side now so I’ll let you in on all our secret tunnels..”

Jongdae laughed, leaning closer to your ear so Minseok could hear what he was about to say.

“Even the ones they don't know about..”his smirk was playful, eyes shimmering like they always did.”Hanhee won't tell..”

Minseok turned to stare at them both, the sheepish look on Jongdae and your indifferent face. He sighed, having slept too bad to scold Jongdae.

“Come on, they will be here soon..”

So after four months would you return to the place you woke up in, you would meet them all again...and everything would begin.

Tags: @shesdreaminginoverdose

[reddoll123]

So, I made a Retrospring~! Feel free to ask me questions on there if ya want <3

[sehodreamsthoughts]

hiya sweetie!! gm! can i tag my asks with an emoji so u don’t get confused?? u can choose if u want🫣🫣

also how are you?? i agree with everything u said btw about enha and &team.. there’s surprisingly not a lot of content for &team on here..

also i used to ult exo! and i think u currently do? the only reason i don’t ult them anymore is just because i haven’t been keeping up, i fell out of kpop for like 6 years and have only gotten back into it as of the last 2 years. i used to write fic before🫣 but i would not want to read any of it again i would die of embarrassment and cringe.

my biases were baekhyun, chanyeol, and suho<333 and i still keep up a bit, i’m so happy to see them all doing well n i hope if they do tour next year i rly hope i can go see them😭😭

Sure!

All good, I just woke up after working until late yesterday, like always I leave work to be done last minute 💀

With exo... I was an avid fan until cbx blooming days but then I fell out of k-pop too so I just saw superficial stuff and tried to support them a little, however I don't think I can ever be a fan like I was those days 😭, I don't stream or buy that much merch anymore (not with exo, riize or any other group) but I try to keep up with their projects, at least to know how my boys are since they're a really big part of my teenage years 🥺

I'll be honest, I wasn't into k-pop until riize appeared, and I can't even remember how I found them 😂😵‍💫, but I saw memories and my heart clenched so much, it made me remember to when I was still a student (the vibes are so old 2012 k-pop) and I immediately got hooked again.

Omg for which group did u use to write 😭, I think I wrote a few times but it was just for me and my friends (yeah, oc names 🤮🤮🤮🤮). Thankfully they've been erased from this earth 😂.

Omg the golden duo and my baby! my bias has always been Suho (after Luhan left) and D.o because he's so masculine 😵‍💫 but woah, they really were my everything, I even participated on events a lot, I'd spend good money on things they'd never see 😂 (I WAS A KID, NO JUDGMENT PLEASE). I heard about the tour too so I'm just praying they have a date in my country or at least a country near so I can go now that I have grown up money (shit I'm so scared because I'm sure most of us old exo-ls are the same, we won't even doubt to spend as much as we have to on whichever ticket we can get just to see them).

In my heart I know that I won't be afraid of spending my card limit with how much I want to see them, when I was young my parents wouldn't let me go to any concert or fan meeting but this time I can finally go on my own 👩‍🎤 (I couldn't see teen top, u-kiss and Nu'est and I'll never forget the pain because deep inside I knew it'd be now or never 😭)

[jeongyunhoed]

So.. hi, 

if you’re new here (meaning if you’ve just followed me), I’m Denise, I like old stuff, I like K-Pop I’ve been a K-Pop fan since 2009 and I’m...an adult, yes. I’ve also brought this tumblr account into so many different K-Pop fandoms throughout the years I’ve had this blog, tbh. 

Groups I stan: ATEEZ, EXO, NU’EST among a host of other groups but these are the top 3.  Soloists I like to listen to a lot: Dean, Jimmy Brown, Maddox, Miso, Rad Museum, OoOo (Ornette), Bevy Maco I’ve also been writing a lot of fics since even before I got into K-Pop, but I can link you to my masterlist if you want to check out my work.  Be warned, especially if you read my Twilight Zone AU, there are triggering topics there: loneliness, isolation, childhood trauma, among other sensitive stuff (I wrote this au at a time where I knew nothing about putting trigger warnings, so there’s that). 

I’ve got a few works coming up: Inheritance (the final story in the Hwandred-day trilogy), and yeosang’s story for my old hollywood au too. 

Enjoy. I guess? HAHAHA

[baekhyuns-abs]

Slave to Darkness [1]

(gif not mine credit to the owner)

If you missed the prologue, here she is here.

If you’re new here, hi how are ya? This is the first chapter to the Second installment of my Slave and to read the first installment click me. If you’ve been here before, you know the drill.

Message me I’m lonely

Sexual themes and mentions of death and blood

Sehun blinked, his brown eyes adjusting to the darkness that surrounded him. His limbs felt numb, cold, wet with his dripping blood. He’d been trained for this moment, fed, groomed till he was of age. A blackswan male of the Oh dynasty were known for their faithfulness and devotion to their cause.

The sacrifice to the otherworldly creatures of the ‘big house’.

Sehun felt exhausted, his body running out of energy as if it was being physically drained from him. Soon he couldn’t even see shadows and fear gripped him. Death was approaching and his eyes felt heavy, his head lolled forward and even the crunch of leaves behind him didn’t rouse him.

But the firm ice cold grip on his chin made him shiver. “How about we get you out of those ropes…” The velvet deep voice made his spine stiffen.

Sehun managed a nod and Yifan’s crimson eyes glinted with intent. “You serve me now.”

***

There was one thing about vampires she envied more than anything in the world; unchallenged vitality.

It was beyond sunset when she began to yawn, walking away from her desk duties to the kitchen. The smell of Yixing’s cooking had her stomach rumbling before she had reached the staircase down to the eccentric stone lined kitchen. Deep polished marble counters surrounded the walls, three two doored fridge freezers in between, pristine and grey. A large island in the middle, although cluttered with food and delivery trays still looked as luxurious as the day it was carved.

“I’ve never had pasta.”

She watched as the focused face of Chanyeol came into view. The superhuman hearing of vampires had become something she had quickly gotten used to, they heard people approaching and as they had never lived with anyone who couldn’t sense presences for a hefty chunk of their lives, they didn’t greet each other as humans did. ‘Hello’ was a word they had lost touch with.

A small crease was forming between his eyebrows as he was dishing out the potions of the array of many types of pasta; Yixing must have been cooking for hours. She almost matched Chanyeol’s expression as she thought about the other selfless vampire.

“Not even when you were human?” She walked across the black marbled floor towards the island.

He had a tray he placed plates of assorted pasta and garlic bread upon and her mouth watered.

“I don’t think so.” He muttered in concentration.

She looked down at the paper in front of him, the orders. The girls had a set menu every week - Yifan wasn’t keen on the idea but surprised everyone that he didn’t argue Yixing’s notion after he strongly stood by it - it was basic enough but still she knew that the food he laid out was the best.

“You’re missing out.” She took her own plate and helped herself to the penne pasta drowning in her favourite basil pesto sauce.

“So are you.” He glanced at her, the scarlet of his eyes never ceasing to amaze her whenever she saw the brightness of them.

She blinked, avoiding his calculative stare as she hesitated over the bread. “What?”

The air shifted and Chanyeol’s turned nervous. “I don’t know why I said that.”

Something in her told her to not let it go, ask him again - another voice told her she knew what he had meant. The voice had nagged her for weeks, but she refused to listen to it. It had been kept at bay, the thoughts - the desire - to be what they were. To hear it from him, someone else other than her conscious that her remaining human was dull only made the seed of her wish root itself in her heart.

Grabbing a slice of garlic bread she honed in on the quiet hardworking vampire. “What-- How do you become a vampire?”

Chanyeol’s face drained of what little colour he had in it and she was answered, but not by him.

“Why are you asking?”

The voice in her ear caressed her from head to toe, making her shiver. Before she could look at his face his hands were on her hips, holding her in place in front of him. Her breath got caught in her throat as she felt the chill of his soft lips on her ear lobe.

Baekhyun’s tone was low, curious but laced with hostility. She knew that tone, learnt it and it usually meant she was in territory that he wanted her to have nothing to do with. As much as he had let her in, there was so much still that he had kept her from.

“I’m curious.” It wasn’t a lie.

“Curiosity killed the cat.”

Baekhyun’s smirk was evident in the sudden change in his voice, he was playful. His hands snaking around her hips to pull her tighter to him. Her stomach coiled and she leaned into him, comfy and relaxed in his arms. His scent never failing to soothe her, his touch adding to her complete compliance.

“We need to take the first batch to the rooms.” Chanyeol muttered, uncomfortable.

Baekhyun made a face, letting go of her. “I’ll leave you to it. I’m going to go eat too.”

As quickly as he appeared, he was gone. Her expression gave her immediate discomfort away. She hated to admit how jealous and almost insecure she felt when Baekhyun went out for his… meals. She understood that he only could take so much of her blood a week and he needed more of it to sustain his energy - he had a lot, always leaving her with none - but the thought of him out in the shadows stalking someone that wasn’t her had her uneasy.

She had gotten used to the thirst for blood, from all of them, but Baekhyun’s thirst had always set her on edge. She couldn’t tell him though, she refused to become the woman he had sworn his utter loathing for; Yuna. She didn’t see him as a monster, not like she used to, but all she could think of was his complete sorrow and anger during those few weeks of Yuna being back under the same roof - she couldn’t bring those memories back.

She walked away with a cart of food and their allocated rooms before Chanyeol could say anything more.

~~~

Baekhyun wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with a grimace. He tossed the fresh corpse on the ground he found him on with disdain. He should have known better, he looked down at his feet at the array of syringes that had surrounded the hobo. He had fed but the drug filled human barely tasted like the delicious meal he was after. The dark shadows of the alley shrouded him from view of passes by.

The sun had set, casting an eerie purple glow on the village - and he was still hungry.

The soft sound of gracious feet landing behind him rang in his ears. “Are you following me?”

“I was in the area.” Was Sehun’s reply as he examined Baekhyun half assed work on the dirty ground. “Are you going to finish that?”

“No, and neither are you.”

“We’re not supposed to hunt in the village.” Sehun reminded Baekhyun.

“You’re right.” Baekhyun agreed, his red hungry eyes gleaming slyly. “So better clean that up before we get seen.”

A wicked grin and he left. He could imagine the look on Sehun’s face as he disappeared from view. The change in Baekhyun’s overall mood had been noticeable for all of the brothers in the manor. He was still evil, but he smiled more. Sehun had always felt the guilt on his shoulders about what had taken place centuries ago, after all, Yuna was his sister.

Baekhyun scaled a tree, his ethereal figure moving with inhuman agility it would have been mesmerising to those who watched. He landed on level feet on the top of a building, finally the sun dim enough not to cause an ache in his body. Summer was ending, nights began to get chilly in the spring and as the breeze tickled the smooth paleness of his cheeks he couldn’t feel the difference, but he knew from the way she had spoke of it.

You’ve gone soft; the teasing of Jongdae would have rubbed him the wrong way months ago but he found as the ice melted over the lake so did his heart and he didn’t mind it. Her love was changing him, and if it was soft then so be it.

He was learning to trust, and he liked it.

“What do you think of Yifan being back?”

He heard his footsteps before his voice and Baekhyun frowned, irritated. “I really couldn’t give a shit, Sehun. Why are you following me?”

“I need to feed too.” Came the just as irritated reply.

If Baekhyun was honest he had tried his absolute best not to think about it. It was okay when he was working with Yifan for was sex trade - a secret he was planning to take to his unlikely grave - but when he heard he was staying there was too much to process. Luhan’s death, the distancing of Yixing and Minseok from the rest of them, all of it was overwhelming and not even Joonmyeon knew how to cope with it all.

Baekhyun just knew one thing; he hated how Yifan was close with her.

As they started their journey through the further outskirts of the village to the woods Baekhyun could sense the tension around Sehun.

“How do you feel about it?” He eventually asked.

“It’s nice.”

They continued their hunt together in silence.

[kxmssblog]

Minnie hiatus explained

Amongst other life-things and happenings. I took some time away from I, for me... to indulge myself and my imagination.

I went on to discover and read, so much fan fic by you fellow writers and authors, that I have been too engrossed to let go for a while.

Will you allow me to share some of the works that have gripped my soul? Pretty please? Will you? Thanks a mill, in advance!

I have utterly wept, wailed, soaked, smiled, laughed, cooed, inwardly screamed, screeched, blushed, angered, frustrated, wide-eyed, scandalized, most of all been sensually awoken and so much more. You best believe.

I took this time to absorb all of me, away from my own work, and fully immerse my senses honed by my literary loves.

Fellow author-nims...

You are passionate

You are talented

You are beautiful

You are sweet

You are fluffy

You are kinky, af

You are bold

You are brave

You are magical

You are diverse

You are spirited

You are out of this world... perhaps, the universe too

You are strength

You are power

You are perfectly flawed

You are humble

You are graceful

You are open-minded

You are everything, beyond my vocabulary because

You simply are!

(Simmilar to how Minseok hyung is, in my eyes)

And I love you all for it.

'Ah-huh' Moment: I thank every day of my life, that I can read and write, when there are people in this day and my age or older, that can't write or read their own names, whichever the language.

Thank you all for your words and stories for keeping me company, frustrated and whiny (at the cliffhanger endings or series), ofcourse I'm guilty of too. I love you, nonetheless.

[tourdiforce]

Preview.

“Spread your legs.” He commanded,

“The things you do to me.”

- you still felt like a rabbit in between the jaws of a wolf.

- animalistic to a point – he was going to eat you alive.

[writingstuffandmore]

My heartfelt apologies to all the fans who got hate, bullying and harrassment from some immature fans and those who failed to control their anger...

I hope that things could go better and we all stream together for our boys..

We Are One! ❤️

[dieukyungsoo]

•Click• •Chapter 5• •Happy Chanyeol Day• •Group Chat I•

-2:39pm-

/kyungsoo93 has logged on/

kyungsoo93: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANYEOL

kyungsoo93: I know I don’t say this enough, but in a completely hetero, no homo way, I love you. This year has been rough and you have been there for me every step of the way- you get me coffee and pizza at 3am, run the projects I forget at the dorm across campus to my classes, let me eat your food and use your soap and clothes and blankets. I know I sometimes throw a tube of toothpaste or two at you, and tell you that I’ll sacrifice you to Satan sometimes, but I mean it in a loving way. And if I’m being honest, I don’t know what I would do without you. You are the best roommate and friend I could ever ask for (even when you play guitar at 5am), and I hope you have a great day and a great year.

/zhxngyixingicorn🦄, galaxykris🌟, luluhanxi7, not jongdae🌈, and oohsehunnie have logged on/

zhxngyixingicorn🦄: awewwwww that’s so cute soo

galaxykris🌟: it’s Chanyeol’s Birthday today?

galaxykris🌟: I thought his birthday was September 12th

luluhanxi7: HA SOFT

/luluhanxi7 has taken a screenshot/

not jongdae🌈: no chanHYUK is September 12th

not jongdae🌈: chanYEOL is today

galaxykris🌟: crap I didnt get him anything

oohsehunnie: I made him something

/oohsehunnie has sent a photo/

not jongdae🌈: ...what is that supposed to be

oohsehunnie: it’s card!! And I drew me and him on it and added some glitter

not jongdae🌈: him and I*

kyungsoo93: he’ll hate it

oohsehunnie: no he won’t I drew him with a guitar he has to love it

oohsehunnie: And im not smashing him with it it’s in tact

zhxngyixingicorn🦄: I think it’s beautiful sehunnie when my birthday comes you should make me one

galaxykris🌟: how many guitars does he have should I buy him one

luluhanxi7: sugar daddy yifan

oohsehunnie: leave me alone I put a lot of time and effort into this

kyungsoo93: I bought him an iTunes gift card cause he’s always taking money from my wallet to buy new songs so this will be more convenient for him

luluhanxi7: I’m just gonna give him whatever bills I have laying around in my wallet

zhxngyixingicorn🦄: I bought him a movie he said he wanted idk what it is

/zhxngyixingicorn🦄 sent a photo/

luluhanxi7: HJSJSJSSNXSWL

kyungsoo93: yixing

kyungsoo93: are you sure that’s the right one?

zhxngyixingicorn🦄: I’m pretty sure, why?

luluhanxi7: GIVE IT TO HIM GIVE IT TO HIM HELL LOVE IT

kyungsoo93: that’s an /adult film/ yixing

zhxngyixingicorn🦄: all movies are rated PG13 nowadays silly

kyungsoo93: 🤦‍♂️

kyungsoo93: I’m not even gonna bother anymore

oohsehunnie: I don’t get it

zhxngyixingicorn🦄: yeah I don’t get it either what wrong with it

not jongdae🌈: I want to be there when you give it to him

galaxykris🌟: so turns out guitars Costa lot of money that I don’t have and myeonie had a guitar sticker laying around so I’ll just give him that

/jonginini and kim junmyeon. have logged on/

kim junmyeon.: awe that’s awfully sweet of you @ Kyungsoo + sehun

oohsehunnie: thank you fibally someone appreciates my talent

kim junmyeon.: I never said it was good I just said it was sweet

galaxykris🌟: okay but can we just acknowledge that ksoo put ‘in a completely hetero, no homo way, I love you’ in his message??

luluhanxi7: that makes it 10x better

jonginini: that’s because his homo is only for me

galaxykris🌟: I just choked on my coffee

kim junmyeon.: I can confirm I watched it happen

oohsehunnie: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

zhxngyixingicorn🦄: I don’t get it you can’t /have/ homo you /are/ homo

not jongdae🌈: oh yixing

not jongdae🌈: never change

zhxngyixingicorn🦄: I try not to

kyungsoo93: I don’t even know you

jonginini: not yet 😉

galaxykris🌟: get it nini

kyungsoo93: please don’t

kim junmyeon.: okay but where even is Chanyeol I mean we’re all here to say happy birthday and stuff to him and he’s not even here

oohsehunnie: #rude

kyungsoo93: stop

luluhanxi7: I saw him go out with Byun Baekhyun

/not minseok✨ has logged on/

not minseok✨: yea he went out for lunch with baekkie and were coming back to our dorm to fck and then go out for dinner and then come back to screw again

not jongdae🌈: oh yea that’s why you’re coming over

kyungsoo93: I

kyungsoo93: I CANT BELIEVE I JUST GOT STOOD UP FOR BYUN FUCKING BAEKHYUN

luluhanxi7: r u okay

kyungsoo93: I BOUGHT HIM BALLOONS AND EVERYTHING

kyungsoo93: I WAS GOING TO BE NICE TO HIM

galaxykris🌟: and here we see a young do kyungsoo experiencing for the first time what heartbreak is

jonginini: it’s okay Kyungsoo I’ll come over and make you feel better

kyungsoo93: you don’t even know where my dorm is

oohsehunnie: I do

/oohsehunnie has dropped ‘chansoo dorm’ as a location/

jonginini: thanks

/jonginini and zhxngyixingicorn🦄 have logged out/

kyungsoo93: who tf is chansoo

oohsehunnie: it’s a ship name

oohsehunnie: CHANyeol + kyungSOO = CHANSOO

galaxykris🌟: I ship it

not jongdae🌈: btch I do too

not minseok✨: but I thought chanyeol was fcking baekkie

galaxykris🌟: not anymore

kim junmyeon.: kris we’ve been over this stop being a home wrecker

kyungsoo93: I’m going to go pop all these balloons now

kyungsoo93: I hope chanyeol has a very bad day

/kyungsoo93 has logged out/

oohsehunnie: I think I might go make sure he’s okay

/oohsehunnie has logged out/

not jongdae🌈: if everyone else is leaving I might as well too

/not jongdae🌈, not minseok✨, kim junmyeon., galaxykris🌟, and luluhanxi7 have logged out/

/chanyeol_pcy and baekthosebyuns have logged on/

chanyeol_pcy: awe thanks guys!!! And thanks soo, dw I’m coming home soon!!! I can’t wait to see what kind of balloons you got and I love you too!!!

/chanyeol_pcy has logged out/

baekthosebyuns: yea that’s right I’m the only man chanyeol needs sorry ksoo

[reddoll123]

Just a gentle reminder that I've a Retrospring~! Feel free to ask me questions on there if ya want (especially as the site's closing next year in March!) <3

[xominseo-blog]

Unstoppable (3)

Genre: Romance, angst, (future smut)

Length: 1,6k

Characters: Kim Jongin, Oh Sehun, OC

Part: 3/?

Summary: “Meeting him was the start of something drastic in your life”

He had a handsome face no doubt, you could even dare to think that he was the most handsome guy you had seen in your life. His gaze was strong on you, his eyes were a typical brown color but so hypnotizing that it even made you feel intimidated, so you looked away your cheeks getting red in embarrassment. 

“What is girl like you doing out at this hour?” he chuckled, getting closer to you and his hands putting a little more force on your waist.

You started to stutter searching for the correct words to say, you didn’t know if you were stuttering because of your drunken self or the proximity of this unknown handsome man so you just said the first thing that came to your mind.

“You look like a carrot”

He started to laugh loudly at your words, of course you were drunken out of your mind, like they say little kids and drunk people always say the truth. 

He let go of your waist so you could sit again at the bench “Okay doll where do you live?” he asked sitting next you “I can't let a pretty girl like you alone at this hour of the night including that you’re very drunk” 

You scoffed, you didn’t want go nowhere you were alright there but then and a random stranger just comes here and takes the decision to take you home, no thank you. “Why should i tell you? For the record i don’t even know you, you handsome stranger”. He laughed again, the scene for him was hilarious. 

You opened your mouth to say something but that’s when your cellphone rang for nth time of the night, it was surely your sister, you didn’t answer before because you didn’t want to deal with anything right now, you just wanted it to be your drunken self and your broken heart. You were going to press decline when the phone was suddenly snatched from your hands before you could even do it.

“Hello” he answered. You immediately tried to reach out for the phone but of course had no success he grabbed both your hands with his free one to stop you. “She isn’t in the state to answer right now…” he looked at you watching how you struggled. “She’s at gwanggyo lake park… no, no don’t worry it’s late i can take her” 

“I don’t want you to take me anywhere, let me go!” you said starting to get desperate to get free. “I’m… a friend” he answered doubtedly at the person in the other line since it wasn’t even ten minutes since you just met.

“Friend my ass, let go of me!” he chuckled lightly at your words and just smirked at you.

“Okay i’ll take her there in thirty” and with that he ended the call and gave you your cellphone back, you tried to look at him with a mad face but to him you just looked adorable considering your state.

“Okay doll can you walk? I’m going to take you home” he stood up from his place and looked at you waiting for your answer. 

“I’m not going anywhere” your crossed your arms over your chest  answering confidently.

With that said he suddenly lift you up your place and charged you putting your body in one of his shoulders your face facing his back and started walking.

“HEY LET ME GO! LET ME DOWN YOU PERVERT!” You said shouting and hitting his back but he didn’t even budge a bit. 

You were starting to make a scene, there was a couple passing by and you shouted to them “HELP ME! SEND HELP! HELP ME THIS CARROT GUY IS… AH!” He suddenly put you on your feet again before you could finish and roughly pulled you by your waist making you be dangerously close to his face, you widened your eyes in surprise from the sudden roughness.

“Okay baby girl if you don’t want me to kiss you, make this easy and shut up or i’ll make you” His eyes looking at your lips for a moment, then raising them to look at your eyes. You just gulped and nodded your head in agreement. He chuckled and charged you in the position you were before and kept walking again.

You were already halfway from you house when he decided to speak. 

“Why are you this drunk love? Had a bad day?” You hesitated to answer since you didnt even know the guy, but you thought well maybe i might never see him in my life again so you why not?  

“Just a stupid guy that broke my heart” 

“He rejected you?”

“No, he cheated on me” The carrot guy just nodded his head in a comprehensive way, you couldn’t see though but you felt it. “I found out the day of our second anniversary what he was doing… and to think i was going to give into him how stupid” you added with a sigh. He knew you couldn't see him but he widened his eyes in surprise at what you said since you already looked old enough to still be a virgin. 

“There still a lot of guys out there doll don’t get yourself like this over a douchebag, not worth it” Your eyes filled up of tears at his words, you knew he wasn’t worth it but but still the ache in your heart couldn’t go easily away. 

“I know, but all i want is to be sincerely loved this time”

-

He put you on your feet since you were now in front of your house and you just sighed, preparing to get bombarded with questions from your sister.

“Okay doll is it here?” you agreed with your head and looked at him a bit pissed off that he brought you here, you would prefer that he’d taken you to Ji Won’s instead but your sister had chosen a great timing to call.

You were a bit sobered up already so you could walk without falling down at the first try but you still held yourself on the wall next to you so you be secure you wouldn’t fall, you made a goodbye motion with your hand and turned around to head towards the door when the carrot guy suddenly pulled you back at him hitting his chest. 

“Don’t i get at least a thank you reward? You're quite heavy” He chuckled a bit smirking at you. 

“I-i never asked you to bring me here, so i’m not giving you anything” You said avoiding his gaze since he was making you feel nervous all of a sudden. 

“Fine, i’ll claim it myself then” You turned your head to look at him in confusion and thats when he pushed your back to the wall and connected his lips to yours. At first you didn’t answer his kiss from the surprise but slowly you just gave in.

The kiss was full with passion, it wasn’t rough and desperate but instead it was delicate and slow, one of his hands went to your ass and gripped it making you gasp in surprise and with that he took the opportunity to deepen the kiss, his tongue exploring your mouth. You never had a kiss so experienced and with so much passion for sure this handsome stranger was giving you the best kiss you ever had in your life.

You both started to separate from the lack of air. The hand that was previously in your ass crept up to hold your cheek and said darkly.

“My name is Oh Sehun, don’t forget it love” he let go you slowly almost careful like if you were made of glass and went away. 

To say you were shocked wasn’t enough… what a day. 

-

You woke up and turned off your alarm, you saw the hour and it was 7:30 a.m. you didn’t have to go to school since it was saturday but you had to go to help at the veterinary store your uncle owned, you sighed in exhaustion, your head hurt and you felt like vomiting but you tried to ignore it and went to the shower to get ready. 

You already finished showering when you remembered what happened last night, you were still in shock of course how wouldn’t you, it was such a rollercoaster of emotions yesterday since what happened with jongin, you getting drunk and lastly that kiss with the stranger. “My name is Oh Sehun, don’t forget it love” you shivered at the memory of his last words, you were so deep in thought that you jumped a bit when you cellphone rang.

“Uncle Yixing” you read, shit you were late so you just ignored the call and put on a pair of shoes and hurriedly got out of your house and towards the veterinary store. 

- 

“You’re late y/n” Yixing said cleaning one of the shelves, while you walked past him leaving your stuff on the counter. 

“I’m sorry, it won’t happen again” You said turning to look at him smiling a bit embarrassed. 

“You said that last week y/n” He sighed. “But just forget it, there's a lot of work today can you pass me Vivi?” You furrowed your eyes in confusion and was about to ask what Vivi was but you then heard a bark and that’s when you turned back to look at the cute dog that was leashed. 

“She’s so cute!” You sat next to the dog and started petting her forgetting what Yixing had requested before.

“You mean he” You looked at him confused “He? But that’s girl's name, what kind of ignorant person would name his dog like that?” 

“I would” You turned your head to the door to see who had responded and then gasped in surprise.