#feeling tired might delete later

[thefanciestborrower]

Man,,,I’m so tired

[kitsunecrows]

study break! 🍵 (read tags)

[ittybittybumblebee]

i want to see exactly how many people actually have thought i am for research because ive gotten this quite a few times from different people i just wanna see how far it goes

[mysticfemme]

I've felt so... undesirable recently and I'm not sure why? And maybe it's hindered by the fact I live in a city with no queer community and I don't have much of a social life, so I never meet people who would actually like me. But it just makes me worry that I'm really that undesirable that not even queer people will find me attractive.

[kanrix]

Claro

[thecatspasta]

Do you think the corporations will realise that we will care about their straight ships if they're not a girl fawning over the first guy she sees and getting married within the year and it being treated like a good thing or is this thought process too advanced for them to handle right now.

[roseverdict]

"my adult children are lazy and have no dreams and are perfectly content to leech off of me their entire lives!" no!!! you dipshit!!!!! they're several diagnosed types of mentally ill each, unmedicated for all of them through no choices of their own, unable to go anywhere outside the house without parental permission or assistance*, and have repeatedly been outright mocked by you for expressing joy at things they like and jobs they want to have while you claim to always support them!!!!!!! you cannot treat them as failures of completely fine and fully-autonomous adults when you never even finished teaching them the things you think every teenager should learn!!!!!!!!!

*: and even then they're chafing badly enough that they are pushing for ways to work around you! to escape you!!! once they can pedal a bicycle for further than a mile without going into Goddamn cardiac arrest it's fucking over for you!!!!!

(EDIT BECAUSE I WANT TO HAVE THIS HERE BUT ALSO UM: yall ever feel like you're engaged in a cold war that's never actually been declared? bc the increased aggression in the passive-aggressive texts over the past 24 hours (DESPITE the fact that most stuff from the last batch was in fact addressed in a timely fashion) has me like 👁️👁️. mom, dad, if you're reading this, you know you can talk to me like the 24-year-old human person i am, right? not treat me like an impudent teenager who doesn't deserve to make their own choices and should be grateful to even be living with you, then get frustrated when i'm making angry vent-like posts online?)

[spacelion-loveshermulletson]

I will honestly never understand how people can watch Hazbin Hotel, watch how Angel Dust gets treated by Val and then say "They are fetishizing abuse!"

Like... hello? Did you actually watch the episodes?? NOTHING in those scenes were shown as a positive sexual experience. They are literally showing us what a horrible time he's having by Val's side. They are showing other characters react badly to it as well!

And if it's about how Angel constantly makes sexual coments in turn, then again it's at least 50% a coping mechanism for him, he's coping with his trauma, taking on the role he feels he needs to play.

That is not the same as fetishizing. Please learn about it.

And please stop trying to cancel this series over this, it's literally such an important subject!!

[ley-med]

Back from my week long break, and had a blast of a time, but not feeling too refreshed.

First off, apparently now I have insomnia. And I can't decide if it's a symptom of my mental unwelless, or if I'm feeling like shit because I can't sleep. I want to cry.

It's like, even before my vacation I could feel the desperate need for vacation, and I was so permanently exhausted that it started to scare me, but now that I had a week off, I feel like I rested just enough to realise how burnt out I really was (am)

I am so damn tired from having to dig myself out of this mental pit again and again

And I just want to have a good night's sleep...

[somelazyassartist]

[eirian]

ok i'll say it. under a cut bc i dont want it just floating across people's dashboards

when proshippers use the argument "conservatives use this rhetoric to oppress lgbt people all the time" to justify getting off to fictional incest/pedophilia/etc it feels really fucking gross!!!!! this is not comparable to that!!!!! what is wrong with you!!!!

"you chewing me out for getting off to fictional incest is the same as conservatives oppressing lgbt people" like fuck OFF with that dude!!!! thats what youre saying!!!!!!

i GET the whole idea of "you cant use your disgust to say something is morally bad" because yes THAT is what conservatives do. that tracks. but theres a difference between a convervative oppressing a gay person bc they think theyre gross and someone calling you out for not being fucking normal about shit like incest or pedophilia in fiction!!!! that shit is Objectively Gross!!! be better!!!!!

and dont even get me started on "generally exploring gross topics in fiction" vs "getting off to gross topics in fiction" b/c these are Definitely Different Things as well!!!

[p-p-panda]

Random art vent lol

I get tired of constantly pouring my heart out when asked about my stuff only for it to fall flat. Like why did they even ask me to begin with??? Just to tease me??? 😭 bruh

[cxpperhead]

Quick update regarding life stuff! Had a couple of days off to recuperate and rest up but I'm still sick with whatever nasty cold is going around. It's back to work tomorrow though so activity will be scarce a little longer 'til then. ♥

[desnas]

it is literally infuriating wanting desperately to be able to draw. i've had an itch to create and illustrate for the past three weeks and i can't even do it because of how excruciating this wrist pain has become

[tendebill]

not to post personal shit on main, but this school year might fucking kill me