#feelsbadman

[choccy-milky]

A few months back, I asked if it was okay to write using Clora and Seb. Finished the work - thought I'd lost it on my hard drive and a virus scan located it.

Not sure if it's sad or happy, but the basic premise of it is Clora getting frustrated/upset at Sebastian and Sebastian comforting her, Sebastian getting upset at a predicament Clora's in and Clora comforting him, and them both getting frustrated/upset and having to comfort each other.

If you'd rather I didn't post it, that's fine too, but just wanted to test the waters and double check that you'd be okay with it if I gifted it to you via AO3, or see if you wanted a sneak peak of it before posting it.

OMG im so happy you were able to find it and recover the work you did!!😭🙏 AND YES OF COURSE YOU CAN POST IT AAA I CANT WAIT TO READ IT!! you can DM it to me first if you want, but i also dont mind if you post it straight away on ao3!! IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT SM AAARGHHHA💖💖💖IT SOUNDS ANGSTY WE LOVE THE HURT/COMFORT I HOPE MY HEART CAN HANDLE IT🥺💖💖TY AGAIN FOR USING CLORA AND SEB AND TAKING THE TIME TO WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT THEM😭

@sunshine-goblin AAA THANK YOU!!! im honoured its your fav fanfic AND ALSO THE LONGEST YOUVE READ BAHAHAA fr, when you say its as long as four books in lotr it rly makes me realize how insane i am😃👍 aw IM GLAD I COULD INSPIRE YOU TO DRAW MORE AND WRITE AS WELL😭 I was curious so i creeped you and everyone go look at their HL blog @sunshines-legacy your MC is so cute and so is your art🥹💖 as for tips on writing a longfic and brainstorming and motivation and stuff, my motivation was my brainrot and unhappiness with the canon story/ending LMAOO, and looking at the story of the game and playing around with what i was unhappy with/what i WISHED could have happened instead, was a lot easier than just coming up with plotlines from scratch. but something i highly recommend is just OUTLINING and making a timeline, one of my fav parts of writing was just putting on some cafe ambience in the background and doing stream of conscious type word documents where id just barf ideas and then worry about making it pretty later....like look at how many versions of the same chapter i have BAHAHA or like different renditions bc i couldnt decide if id wanna keep a scene/what order, so id make a timeline and keep smoothing things out until i was happy with it and whatnot

brainstorming is defs my fav part of the process and the most helpful part to me. just getting a blank document and writing stuff you want to happen without worrying about how it connects to the story, and then a lot of the times as i was doing that id just keep going and it would kinda tie itself together/id come up with a solution as i was writing / once the ideas kept flowing. so basically : TIMELINES AND OUTLINES I VERY MUCH RECOMMEND, but very low pressure and barebones ones. for example, this is what my outlines/brainstorming look like

its honestly just me talking to myself LMAO, and a lot of the time ill interject and be like "OH YEAH AND THEN THIS CAN HAPPEN" as the ideas come while im writing BAHAHA. its a super fun process and honestly nothing feels better than just getting hit with that flash of inspo, and since its all very low effort theres no pressure to actually write well and its just a chill fun time AND GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR OWN PROCESS / WRITING💖💖💖it can be difficult but HOPE U HAVE FUN TOO💖💖

@a-little-lysdexic WAIT REALLY?? LMFAOO OMG THATS CRAZY....SAME BRAIN...🤝🤝...that would trip me up so much if i were you omg BAHHAHA but aside from having similar tastes in names, IM GLAD YOU LIKE MY ART AS WELL, TYY💖💖💖

THANK YOUUU im glad you're liking it!!! and that its taking over your life BAHAHA💖💖 the video you're thinking of was by @silverxstardust for chapter 13 of my fic, and you can watch the video here! (AND TY AGAIN TO SILVERXSTARDUST FOR DOING THIS!)

[iron-mage]

It's official i found the limit to the number of blogs you can follow & it's 5000, i can click follow on more blogs and check my following tab but the list of blogs i follow doesn't update just a number saying im following 5002 blogs then if i close the app and open it again it's back to 5000

I haven't really unfollowed any accounts since i started this blog over a decade ago guess im gonna have to hope i can scroll through my entire list without the website &/or app crashing & try to find some dead blogs to unfollow or something 😔😕

If anyone has better ideas on how to go about that im all ears

My next idea is to maybe send a ticket to @support or @staff but they'll probably just tell me to unfollow some blogs :(

[rita-repulsa-ke]

Drowned

Sometimes Eve wonders if she’s the one who drowned, held under the faucet in her tub, and everything since is one long hallucination moments before death.

It’s comforting, the thought that someday the water might stop and then she would get to see you again.

[froggo-333]

[naffeclipse]

song fish has me captivated auhghghghgh and also the way you described uncommon fear and all of the attempts to overcome it and still just being a mess with it is just the most relatable thing ever, im kissing you on the mouth.

but also

when u hit fish puberty and ur long distance crush ghosts your group chat now (im sorry jbhjgjku)

AGSGAKAL AHHH OH MY GOSH THE POOR FISH BOYS

Thank you so much ;-; I'm really happy that Y/N's fears, and struggles with shame and embarssment, and attempts to face it with a lot of setbacks is hitting hard! I'm learning that it's a way more common experience.

[cruelandlovingsadist2]

Every full moon I want to post werewolf porn but it always gets taken down.

[khadgarbignaturals]

i’m not surprised when an overwatch streamer is outed as an abusive minor fucking weirdo, but i’m always disappointed

[yousaytomato]

Left a group of work colleagues in a restaurant after being strange and off putting, knowing that they are going to talk about me now that's I've left because of how strange and off putting I was being

[youtubeswordsofwisdom2]

"When you cum and you jizz a little. . ."

SwaggerSouls, 2024

[mileshehimwhite]

when i notice myself using other peoples deficiencies to demonstrate my own merits therefore feeding into the social warfare that keeps us so contained in the race of conventionality and limits our capacity for empathy and acceptance for vulnerability

[a-nana-petite]

i feel like a majority of the followers on this blog are bots but i don't really have the time or energy to snuff them out :/

[starsonmarsy]

im not really creative enough as a tist. even when i have the confidence i think of nothing

[kittehbiscuits]

Went to like a post my mutual reblogged but I think op blocked me

[spxcesuits]

email notifications are trying to sabotage me bc how did i miss multiple emails from group members from 2 days ago 😱

[cruelandlovingsadist2]

As an anime nerd that anime post sent me lmao. You’re adorable😂💜 sending good vibes :)

thanks sometimes I dare share other parts of my personality - tempted to, but cringe twitch emote references and other nerdy inside jokes might throw off the vibe

[gae-bolg-alternative-dot-exe]

ah damn. finally got the update that takes away avatars :/