#felix recs
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breakmeoffrecs · 3 months ago
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🔥 spicy scenes │ 💖 fluffy scenes │ 😔 angsty scenes │ 🎈 crack scenes
BANG CHAN
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Mentor │ 🔥 │ @seventeensbabye Please Me (sex toy) │ 🔥 │ @skzfflovers Knot (drabble) │ 🔥🔥 │ @fenya-scribbles Chainbiter │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @dakusan 8:30 PM - Stray Temptations │ 🔥🔥 │ @dakusan 7:15 AM - Stray Temptations │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @dakusan Thigh Riding to Ease Period Cramps │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @skzophreniic Unexpected Pregnancy │ 💖 │ @skzophreniic Services Rendered (ongoing series) │ 🔥💖😔 │ @yoongihan Decadent & Dreamy (headcanons) │ 🔥💖 │ @bbokicidal Unknown Number │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @leriexoxo Wrong Movie Ticket │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @leriexoxo A Hot Mess │ 🔥🔥😔 │ @leriexoxo Wet'n'Wild │ 🔥🔥😔💖 │ @leriexoxo Angry Boys │ 🔥🔥😔 │ @leriexoxo The Bang Chan Husband Files (headcanons) │ 💖💖🔥 │ @kathaelipwse The Secret Step (threesome w/Hyunjin) │ 🔥🔥 │ @hyunniesamericano single!dad Chan x kindergarten teacher │ 💖😔🎈🔥 │ @hyunjincanraptoo Pussy Worship (drabble) │ 🔥🔥 │ @seungisms Touchy with His Wife (headcanons) │ 💖🔥 │ @kpop-imgaines-at-your-demand Playback Moans │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @skzstarl0ver Dream a Little Dream of Me │ 💖 │ @strayingawayy Dad!Chan (series) │ 💖🔥 │ @angel-writes-skz-here Sticky │ 🔥💖 │ @frenchkisstheabyss
LEE MINHO (Lee Know)
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Seduction (series) │🔥🔥💖 │ @angel-writes-skz-here The Bodyguard │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @leriexoxo Wait, Aren't You Gay? │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @leriexoxo Dry Humping with Minho (drabble) │ 🔥🔥 │ @seungisms
SEO CHANGBIN
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Arms │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @skzophreniic Cockwarming with Changbin (drabble) │ 🔥🔥 │ @seungisms
HWANG HYUNJIN
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The Secret Step (threesome w/Chan) │ 🔥🔥 │ @hyunniesamericano Missing Panties (drabble for Skzhotel Event) │ 🔥🔥 │ @skzophreniic Stop the World I Want To Get Off With You (Tantric-Sex) │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @jeonginsleftcheek
HAN JISUNG
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No Saint Ink │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @dakusan Expecto Patronum │💖😔 │ @chancloud8 Love Me Harder │ 🔥🔥 │ @vampzity Traffic Jam │ 🔥🔥😔💖 │ @leriexoxo
LEE YONGBOK (Felix)
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I'm Yours │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @angel-writes-skz-here Can I See Your D*ck? (series) │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @jeonginsleftcheek Skittles Game │ 🔥💖 │ @hyunjincanraptoo
KIM SEUNGMIN
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Velvet (suggestive drabble) │ 🔥💖 │ @fenya-scribbles Seungmin & Corruption Kinks │ 🔥 │ @sunshineangel0
YANG JEONGIN (I.N.)
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Lemon Wave │🔥🔥 │ @angel-writes-skz-here
OT8
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dom!SKZ & their fav punishments headcanons │ 🔥🔥 │ @multifandomfantasies Ballbusting (headcanons) │ 🔥🔥 │ @pixie-felix Dirty Little Secret (headcanons)│ 🔥🔥 │ @makeitworse BDSM Profiles (headcanons)│ 🔥🔥 │ @dakusan OT8 Headcanon Masterlist │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @emmiesoverthemoon Hyung Line - How they Jerk Off to You │ 🔥🔥 │ @leriexoxo Angry Boys Masterlist │ 🔥🔥 │ @leriexoxo Hyung Line - Tiny Tyrants (SMAU) │ 💖🎈 │ @linoxpudding Masterlist │ 🔥🔥 │ @leriexoxo Grey Sweatpants & Musk (headcanons)│ 🔥🔥 │ @dakusan Hyung Line - Shut Up & Drive │ 🔥🔥 │ @bbokicidal The Dolly Series │ 🔥🔥💖 │ @jeonginsleftcheek Threesome with Another Member (reactions) │ 🔥🔥 │ @seungisms Stray Kids Fake Texts (Individuals, OT8) │ 💖🎈😔🔥 │ @charmerchannie SKZ Fake Texts (OT8 & Individuals) │ 💖🎈 │ @seungmins52ndhairstrand
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myangelhaven · 8 months ago
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These are my recommendations of FELIX fics! It will be updated once in a while for new stories I have read. Hopefully the links work (lemme know if it doesn't)
Credits to the authors!! All information written is taken from the authors' post and has not been modified. Reminder that some fics are NOT for minors, so please read the key and avoid 18+ contents.
HAPPY READING!!
KEY [❀]: fluff      [𖤓]: angst      [☄]: sad      [☾]:smut      [⟡]:smau      [𖦹]: humour      [✮]: my favs 
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LONG FICS
That hufflepuff boy by @kkami-writes [❀][𖤓][☾][a2l][hogwartsau][mutual pining] 5.1k
The moment you stepped into the halls of Hogwarts your classmates had deemed you as the princess of slytherin, a title you learned to hate. If only they knew that the cold, seemingly proper girl was absolutely head over heels for Hufflepuff's resident sunshine boy, Lee Felix.
Out With The Old, In With The New by @imagine-a-life-like-this [❀][☄][✮] 7.5k
they've been together for years when Felix admits that he's fallen in love with someone else. but what happens when he realizes he lost his true love for a moment of curiosity?
Hold on tight by @j-0ne25 [❀][𖤓][☾][e2l][cosplay] 8.5k
You can't believe your eyes when you spot your rival at the video game convention that you have been looking forward to for months. You want to be furious, really, but what happens when he's suddenly totally kind and a little too flirty with you, after he realises the both of you are unintentionally attending the event in matching cosplays?
Hey, hey, golden boy! By @staysuki [❀][𖤓][f2l][mutual pining] 11k
deep down you knew that things won't always be the same as it was when you were kids. as you grew up, felix became more and more popular compared to you, who remained invisible in the crowd. although you took this as a sign of drifting apart and denying your feelings for your childhood bestfriend, felix did not.
Anything for you by @luvknow [❀][✮][f2l] 11.2k
felix’s family owns the largest restaurant franchise in the country and your family works under them. you two have spent your entire lives together and somehow you’ve turned into mini versions of your parents with a boss and secretary type relationship. it wasn’t until last year on his birthday when he tells you he loves you while drunk that your friendship dynamic dramatically changes, and it’s not for the better when he pretends it never happened.
Caramel Popcorn by @staytheword [❀][☾][✮][pining][fwb] 11.5k
You are Changbin's fuck buddy. You two are just friends, but you are still something. Felix shouldn't have a crush on you. He still does.a
Solace by @fizzydrink698 [❀][childhood friends to lovers] 11.9k
You slowly opened your eyes, holding your breath.
Felix was sleepily smiling at you, eyes half-closed and dazed. He clearly wasn’t entirely lucid yet, still completely unaware, but he was still looking at you with so much affection.
Your breath escaped in a sudden rush, unable to stop yourself looking up at him.
Oh shit, his eyelashes. His freckles. So pretty.
Young & beautiful by @missinghan [❀][𖤓][zombieapocalypseau] 13.1k
you’ve always thought your soulmate was an idiot to not be there sooner but eventually, everything connects when it started with Lee Felix holding your best friend at gunpoint. 
Sugar sugar by @hyunnows [❀][𖤓][✮][exes2lovers][slowburn] 23.7k
Teamed up for the annual Bake-Offs, your ex-boyfriend Felix and you have to work together to win while rediscovering your past love for each other.
⠄・ ⋆ ・ ⠄⠂⋆ ・ ⠄⠂⋆ ・ ⠄more to come!⠄・ ⋆ ・ ⠄⠂⋆ ・ ⠄⠂⋆ ・ ⠄
☆--------Felix's masterlist || skz masterlist---------☆
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archivingkal · 3 months ago
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last updated: 25/05/2025
note: unless otherwise stated everything on this list is completed
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BANG CHAN
LOVER OF MINE BY @sulfurcosmos (SMAU)
she doesn’t hate him, she just... doesn’t want anything to do with him anymore. “it’s bad for my heart”, she claims. and she succeeds for a whole year until her clown of a friend felix, decides to take up music production as a summer extra credit unit knowing absolutely nothing about writing lyrics or composing. now who else to ask for help other than a creative writing major who specialises in poetry, and the best music production student on campus?
FACE THE MUSIC BY @0x1lovebot (SMAU)
y/n runs an anonymous twitter fan account for the famous rap trio that goes to her school, 3racha and one day she professes her love and appreciation for bang chan on said account. now chan is on a mission to find out who it is.
SORRY, RIGHT NUMBER BY @/feelbokkie (SMAU)
Being an idol can be lonely and isolating. After one fun and adventurous night at a bar, Chan decides to text the girl he met the night before. Except, she gave him the the wrong number?
IF WE COULD TURN BACK TIME BY @/lieslab
After a Dispatch article leaks, your betrayed boyfriend kicks you out of your shared apartment and you're silenced in the worst way possible.
NIGHT AGAIN BY @chahnniesroom
in hindsight, visiting chan's studio right before a comeback isn't one of your best ideas. what was supposed to be a pleasant surprise leaves you spiraling into self-doubt, wondering if chan even wants to be in a relationship with you at all.
FATE BROUGHT US TOGETHER AGAIN BY @beautifulchris (SMAU)
after spending two years abroad, you come back to the only college that accepted you; the same chris goes to
the prequel: LOVE DIE YOUNG
CURE BY @gamerwoo (HANAHAKI AU)
Chan was in love with a girl that didn’t return his feelings, and as his best friend, you wanted to help him through it. But his options were either to make her fall in love with him, make him fall out of love with her, or for him to get the disease removed, and he was dead set on avoiding the latter.
🆕 SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK BY @chancloud8 (SMAU - ongoing - 18+ MDNI)
you and chan get matched up on a forum for people who suffer with insomnia and spent most of your sleepless nights texting each other. neither of you expected to fall in love..
🆕 WHAT REMAINS UNSPOKEN BY @sunboki
Attached to the hip, you and Chris might as well have been twins in a past life. And yet, it’s always that tiny inkling, so many years where one of the two wants something more. So when you bring home a boyfriend one summer and both you and Chris begin drifting apart, you wonder if that denial will become something permanent.
🆕 A SAD CHOCOLATEY MESS BY @thevampywolf
Y/N cheers up a sad Noah (I didn't know dad!bangchan would have such a special place in my heart but he does. moreso - the sibling interaction in this is stellar — better than in some films I've watched)
🆕 I JUST NEED A QUIET PLACE WHERE I CAN SCREAM HOW I LOVE YOU BY @lieslab
Your boyfriend accuses you of cheating and leaves for his tour without a proper farewell.
🆕 STUPIDLY PERFECT BY @moon-ttokki-x (ongoing)
chan has never noticed how you feel for him, and one fateful evening, you let it all spill.
LEE MINHO
FELINE APPROVAL BY @ivyues
How Soonie and Lee Know agreed you were the one. (the definition of short and sweet)
THE JOURNAL BY @theright-sideofme (SMAU)
When y/n loses her most prize possession, what are the chances of her high school ex finding it? Apparently, suprisingly high.
SEO CHANGBIN
PUSH + PULL BY @yoongisleftearring (SMAU)
in which you are trying to survive college life but seem to have a thorn in your side in the form of Seo Changbin. After years of hating each other can you decide to remain civil with the handsome rapper? (let’s just hope he doesn’t come across that private thirst account you have for him)
THE ALTERNATIVE BY @astraystayyh
You've diligently chased the idea of being with Changbin out of your mind. That is until he picks you up from a bad date, making your steadfast resolve unravel all around you.
HWANG HYUNJIN
PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT BY @soobnny
hyunjin stresses how important it is that you help him practice for his role in your university’s upcoming play, especially the kissing scene.
THE WAY WE STOPPED BEING ALMOST AND BECAME ALWAYS BY @mykoreanlove
(the title for this one is pretty self explanatory and it's just as easily a wonderful read)
HAN JISUNG
NUMBER NEIGHBOUR BY @softyn (SMAU)
Jisung has been a fan of y/n since he can remember, what will happen when y/n posts her new youtube video texting her number neighbor who turned out to be Jisung?
SUNSHINE BY @svngbins (SMAU)
y/n’s only secret is that she’s in love with her childhood best friend, jisung. the only problem? y/n’s other best friend, aerin, has a not-so-secret crush on jisung.
🆕 STILL YOURS BY @kathaelipwse
Back in high school, she was the chubby outcast—bullied, bruised, and abandoned—while Han Jisung was the untouchable jock who broke hearts and ignored them all… except hers. When life pulled them apart after a brutal misunderstanding, she vowed never to look back.
Now, eight years later, she's a successful engineer—independent and guarded. But when fate throws them back together in the most unexpected boardroom, Jisung sees a second chance. And this time, he’s not letting go without a fight. (Please take care and heed the fic warnings)
🆕 LET'S FALL IN LOVE, IRL BY @feelbokkie (SMAU)
When she was a child, L/n Y/n was in a horrible accident that left her face disfigured. After getting bullied relentlessly by her classmates for her appearance, Y/n escaped to the digital world where she meets Felix. Now an adult, Y/n has be come a complete social recluse, only talking to her 4 childhood best friends and roommates and her only friends. When Felix goes AFK one day in the middle of a game, Felix’s roommates decides to step in. Is this the start a new relationship or will Y/n’s crippling social anxiety get in the way?
LEE FELIX
THE MIXTAPES BY @cookielixie (SMAU)
y/n is in love with her bestfriend. what other way to express yourself than posting mixtapes about your love on twitter?
SO NOT WORTH IT BY @lemon-boy-stan (SMAU)
felix joins the popular kids after becoming bang chan's roommate. when he and y/n collide, the twitter world goes beserk. (loosely based on the k-drama so not worth it).
KIM SEUNGMIN
MY VALENTINE KIM SEUNGMIN BY @pixiefelixie
your 17-year-old dog, who had survived chocolate poisoning, a bicycle accident, and a raccoon fight, finally passed away peacefully—proving that even the most legendary warriors must one day retire. in your grief, you completely fell apart, only to realize your usually sarcastic boyfriend might actually be capable of being soft and supportive—something even more shocking than your dog’s immortality finally running out.
YELLOW STICKER BY @/soobnny
kim seungmin, resident fuckboy turned soft boy, is on a mission to quit smoking
YANG JEONGIN
IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD BY @staysuki (SMAU)
it was either you're a coward who couldn't confess your hidden feelings towards your crush who you've been best friends with since high school OR perhaps fate is just conspiring against you to make your timing with yang jeongin to never be quite right— it's definitely the second one, right? oh well, at least it's not the end of the world.
MY GIRL BY @/soobnny
the boys find out their youngest has a gf
OT8
CLUELESS BY @hanniebaeee
Just eight boys and their very chaotic group chat.
TRUE SOULMATE SERIES BY @imagine-a-life-like-this
(eight stories about different soulmate 'marks'/'systems' in a completely unconnected universe so you can read in whatever order your heart desires or just read the one that interests you the most but they're all very fun to read)
SOOBNNY'S MASTERLIST BY SUE
(as you can probably see I'm a little bit of a sue truther so please head on over to her masterlist and read her works - please and thanks)
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more to come...
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skzfairyyydreamz · 6 months ago
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BOOM SHAKALAKA !!
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~ reacting to your boyfriends new hair
including: Felix, Hyunjin, Han x Fem!reader
genre: crack/humor, text post, smau
warnings: strong language, suggestive jokes (mdni!!), kms joke, let me know if I missed anything?
~ FELIX
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~ HYUNJIN
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~ HAN
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⭐️BOUNS⭐️
Grrrrrrrr I’m so normal about them 🫠🫠🫠
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myangelhaven · 2 years ago
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Okay felix getting me with the feels 😭 where can I find a partner like felix? Actually just send Felix my way thank you
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ten things lee felix says when he thinks you’re asleep — fluff, established relationship, a dash of angst
chan | lee know | changbin | hyunjin | han | FELIX | seungmin | jeongin
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one. i was too embarrassed to tell you this earlier so i’ll just say it now that you’re asleep. everything reminds me of you… i think it’s my brain finding every excuse to just think about you. but, when i passed by the market earlier, i saw some strawberries and i thought of you when i saw them. i should drop by and buy that shortcake you love so much tomorrow. yeah, i should do that. i can already see your pretty smile.
two. do you dream of me like i dream of you?
three. you know, me and the boys were talking earlier about the future and i think that was the first time i talked about the future with so much hope. i don’t know, i just—i’ve always been afraid of not knowing. the future is just so uncertain so i always hated talking about it. but, how lovely to think of the future when it’s with you.
four. sometimes, when i’m so exhausted, i think, what is the point of all this? but because of you, i have a reason to live. when i look at you, i see how beautiful life is.
five. god, (name), you’re driving me insane. you’ve stolen a piece of me and i’m afraid it’s yours to keep forever.
six. the sun shined bright today. it made me think of you.
seven. i get scared really easily. hyunjin and i were watching a horror movie earlier and i got so scared. he teased me for it, told me i had a long list of things i’m afraid of. he’s right, though. but then, jinnie asked me a hypothetical question .. if i’d ever jump off a boat. i said no obviously, but then he asked me if i’d change my answer if you were drowning. and you know what i said? i said yes without even thinking about it. i get scared really easily, but if it’s for you, i’ll do anything. i love you—i love you even though i’m scared.
eight. i saw you crying earlier. it seemed like you didn’t want to tell me about it but i heard you. it breaks my heart to know you’re hurting. please, please come to me. you know you don’t have to bear that pain alone anymore. i’m here, angel.
nine. in my eyes, you’re already doing well.
ten. i think i was always meant to find you and fall in love with you, and i want you to know i will love you in every lifetime after this one too. please come find me.
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zaineviu · 6 months ago
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❛𝘈 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤❜ - 𝘓.𝘍 (𝘚𝘒𝘡)
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synopsis. Sometimes Felix forgets that he has priorities before he gets out of bed.
pairings. felix x femreader!
content. sfw, husband!felix, pregnant!reader.
wc. 1,275
a/n. Something very gentle to start with, I hope you enjoy it. ૮ .  ̫ . ა 
part 2: ‘Sweet heart'
Don't forget to comment, so I know you like my writing and encourage me to keep writing.
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Felix looked over his shoulder, reaching with the arm he had wrapped around his wife's chest to turn off the alarm clock.
He cursed under his breath when he saw what time it was, too late and he had a conference scheduled at that time, without complaint, he left his love's body, arranging a couple of pillows around him.
He grabbed his suit and shoes and went into the bathroom to begin his routine quickly. When he was ready, he went out to the kitchen in search of some fruit for breakfast.
Meanwhile you, you sat on the bed with a pout on your lips ready to be kissed by your husband as a farewell. Your hand was on your belly and the other was on your chest. You waited another minute for your goodbye, your kiss and the kiss on your belly that never came, the only thing that came was the sound of the front door opening and closing in a matter of seconds.
Your eyes widened in surprise, Felix never left without saying goodbye, no matter how late it was, you always got your goodbye kiss no matter what, but now you felt like you were left standing.
You were expecting a baby, your mood swings were at their limit.
You looked at your belly and with both hands caressed it, your eyes began to glaze over.
"Daddy didn't say goodbye to us, baby," you muttered. "That idiot gets me pregnant and does this kind of thing."
You got out of bed very carefully, you felt heavy, and your mood swing was altered by your husband's cheeky action.
You took a hot bath and changed into one of Felix's sweatshirts that you found on a chair, along with your shorts exposing your legs. You went down to the kitchen and took out a bottle of water from the fridge, which your loving husband took care of filling and putting away for you.
"What are we going to do now, my little bean?" You sighed heavily. "What if he has someone else? Why didn't he say goodbye to me?", your eyes narrowed.
"I hope he won't leave us, I wouldn't know what to do if he's not with us.” You muttered. "That fool, if I see him putting his dick where it doesn't belong I'm going to cut it off."
You looked around you heavily, you had to clean your home before your husband came home from work, he had promised to bring dinner anyway. Taking a moment before you started your morning routine, you drank some more of your water before you began.
You put on one of the dresses your mother had bought you thanks to your little baby having made sure that none of your clothes would fit you, on top of it, Felix's sweatshirt remained on you.
You cleaned what you could, tidied up as far as you could, and with that you went to the living room to wait.
Your hand was resting on your belly while with the other you took a spoonful of Nutella, you were hungry, but you didn't have the strength to stand up and go to prepare breakfast, your mood was low, you didn't want to do anything, all thanks to your husband who didn't say goodbye to you in the morning.
"What if we go to his office?" you asked to nothing. "Maybe daddy is there, or maybe his stupid secretary is there too." You said angrily. "Maybe he's cheating on me with her, and I'm sitting here eating Nutella feeling fat and with his baby in my belly? What if he doesn't love me anymore, baby, maybe he doesn't love me anymore?"
A pout came from your lips, and salty tears began to flow from your eyes, you were sensitive and you needed your husband.
You dipped your spoon back into the Nutella filled bowl and ate from it, and it stayed that way all afternoon.
‎✧——⊹ ࣪ ˖ ꫂ ၴႅၴ ⊹ ࣪ ˖——✧
Felix put his briefcase down next to the coat rack, poked his head into the kitchen so he wouldn't see anyone, and then into his living room where he got the same result. He frowned in confusion and concern, it was barely eight o'clock at night for you to be asleep so early.
He let out a tired sigh from his lips, wishing he could go to his room and sleep next to his beautiful wife and son.
He took off his shoes, tossing them somewhere in the living room and went upstairs to his room, where he found his little wife lying on her side of the bed, one pillow hugging her chest and another on her belly, Felix couldn't help but smile at how tender his wife looked. He rolled over to take off his suit, folding it up to put it in the laundry basket. He went to the bathroom and brushed his teeth, shook his hair and returned to the bed, where your very sleepy self was stretched out on it like a starfish, leaving him with not bed, so as an alternative, Felix got on top of you, without pressing his body to yours across your belly.
He pressed kisses all over your face, murmuring that he had already arrived and missed you, lifting you up without warning.
"Hello, my love." Felix murmured, his voice so deep that you opened your eyes softly, adjusting to the light in the room. "How was your day, did our little bean bother you much?" a smile graced his lips, though your expression changed to an annoyed one suddenly.
"Get off me, Lixie," you said annoyed, causing Felix to do so immediately.
"Is something wrong? Are you all right? Did I hurt you?" Felix looked your body up and down immediately, looking for where he might have hurt you. "Where does it hurt, sweetheart?"
"You said it already, my heart." You replied.
"I don't understand, baby... Did I do something wrong?"
"Do you have someone else? Is that why? You don't love me anymore do you? Do you have someone besides me? What did I do to you, Felix?" your tears began to run down your cheeks, like waterfalls, making Felix's body shudder at how vulnerable you looked.
"Don't cry, please don't cry." His hands cupped your ruddy cheeks, brushing traces of your tears from them. "Why would you say that?"
"Leave without saying goodbye? You always do, and I always expect my kiss and today you didn't give it to me and I assumed things..." Felix couldn't help but laugh, how silly this whole situation was. "Why are you laughing, are you making fun of my suffering, you're cheating on me, aren't you?"
"You are silly, my silly girl. I didn't say goodbye because I left late, did you at least see what time it was? I had a conference scheduled at eight o'clock and I got out of here very late, I'm so sorry for not saying goodbye, love, I won't anymore but please don't cry." Your eyes looked into Felix's hazel ones, seeing the sincerity and concern in them.
"I'm so dramatic, aren't I?"
"A little, but, it's okay, I like that you are, it was all a very misunderstanding, now stop crying."
You settled in so that Felix was the big spoon and you were the little one, your husband rested his head on your shoulder, and you took his arm to put it on your belly.
"How was our baby today?" he murmured close to your ear, making you shudder at the closeness.
"Quiet, very quiet, he kicked several times and others he just wanted to eat." Felix made a sound of affirmation, letting the silence of the night flood the room.
"I love you both, with all my soul." He murmured, ready for sleep.
"Say goodbye to me tomorrow." You whispered, letting your eyes close.
"I always will, sweetheart."
And so, you both fell into the arms of Morpheus, and you felt loved.
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𝐓𝐎 𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐀 𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐓・l.f.
🔪 — You can't fall in love with him, he can't fall in love with you—that would be apocalypse.
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LEE FELIX is your new bodyguard, and you hate his guts. Growing up the Mafia's princess, daughter of the most ruthless mob boss in the world, you learned at a young age—all humans are expendable. Now you're 5,956 miles from home, landing in Seoul South Korea with your infuriatingly perfect bodyguard on a very important mission—figure out how your father's henchmen are going missing. Nothing makes sense. Who is making so many ruthless criminals disappear? The more you and Felix dig into the past, the more you seem to expose. There’s so many gaps in the story, dark secrets to be uncovered, and betrayals to lament. Nothing is as it seems when you’re chasing a ghost. Will you be able to keep it together, seeing felix every day for the next year? There's so much that could go wrong.
♟️ — paring・felix x reader // genres・mafia!au, bodyguard!au, enemies to lovers, forbidden love, humor, slow burn, found family, mystery!au, hurt and comfort, smut…maybe // words・6.4k // chapter warnings・ fights, blood, knives, alcohol, mentions of death, crime and people going missing, uhhh cursing, i think that's it!
a/n・yayyy guys we finally did it!! the first chapter of my long awaited bodyguard!felix fic is finally here!! I struggled so much trying to write this fic. I certainly couldn't have done it without the lovely @jeonginsleftcheek who was my biggest supporter from the very beginning and all the way through when I had a mental breakdown, an existential crisis, a small writing hiatus, changed the plot, then changed it back, then changed it again, and changed it again but she helped me through it all. I truly cannot thank you enough for all your help. I hope I did it justice. (ozzy i am so sorry ik you've already read this a/n a million times but i really do love you and i appreciate you sooo much!!) p.s another super big thank you to my lovely editor and best friend @petvlss there would be so many comma splices without her.
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“𝐓𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐝, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐚𝐲.”
—Sade Andria Zabala.
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The dream always begins the same.
You're switching between attendees, twirling into suited men's arms, only to be handed off to elegantly dressed women, the length of their sparkly gowns catching on glassy heels. The opulent ballroom, with its vaulted fresco ceilings and marbled floors, sparkles beneath the light of diamond chandeliers dangling above your tilted head.
Without fail, you trip into a large man's chest, his gloved hand clasping your waist right before you fall. You only see half of his dazzling smile before the world transforms, a thousand stars bursting in your vision as he dips you down, holding you closely, carefully as though your skin were made of precious jewels. It is through the gentleness of a faceless man's fingers that you realize you haven't once, throughout the entire night, cracked a grin.
Cue the indicative signs: an explosive warmth blossoming in your chest, a blinding smile stretching across your lips, and suddenly, with debilitating intensity, a feeling like you are, for once, truly free.
You never get a chance to fully discern your feelings, not before the floor trembles, the dancers dissolving into darkness. The shadows circle around your ankles, gnarled faces clawing their way up your calves—terror coils underneath your ribs, pulling you apart from the inside out.
Hopelessly, desperately, you search for the man's solace, fingers tugging at the sleeves around his shoulders, and somehow, in the chaos of your actions, you find yourself settling the pad of your thumb just under his jawline. He doesn't pull away, God, you wish he did—the shadows don't give you enough time to process the consequences of your actions before they go for his throat instead.
They snare him by the jugular, wrenching him out of your grasp, slamming his back into the wall hard enough to make him crumple. The darkness blankets his limp figure, falling over his shattered spine.
Anguish tears through your chest, ripping out of your throat in the form of a guttural scream. You try to chase him—you always do, you never learn—you don't get two steps forward before the cherub fresco drips off the ceiling, reverting back to its original form.
Blood.
Angels weep crimson tears; deep red rivulets that crystallize into claws over fractured ceilings. You should have known your freedom was ill-fated from the beginning—thick, heavy blood slithers down your throat, coating the pads of your fingertips with the manifestation of a curse.
You never feel it. The sickening crack of your heart tearing from your ribs, struck straight through a fresco's crimson claw. They assure that the next time you look at the man, it will be your last.
So you remain, paralyzed in clouds of umbra, until you gather enough strength to lift your neck. Until your eyes find his crumpled body, overturned and limp.
Who is he? You're left to wonder. Why can I never see his face?
You never find the rest of the man's face. 
It is far too covered in your blood.
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“Aim for the jaw!” A voice calls out from outside the ring, though it’s echoed in the dark, empty room.
A fist flies past your face. You dodge it, swiveling on a heel and kicking your opponent straight in the jaw.
He stumbles, slamming against the ground with a sickening crack, blood trickling from his lips. Yeah, he was definitely down for the count.
You hang off the ring ropes, a single brow lifted. “You done?”
He narrows his eyes, red painting his scowl. “What the fuck do you think?”
You let out a chuckle, tossing him a towel, which only deepens both your laugh and his scowl when it smacks him straight in the face. He spits into the fabric. “You didn’t have to kick me that hard.”
“You’re right, I didn’t—” you slip from the boxing ring before squirting some water in your mouth. You wipe off the excess, a shit-eating grin on your lips when you wink, “—But where’s the fun in that?”
He rolls his eyes, but his lips twitch up—just slightly.
You’ve worked with him for three days short of two months, and in this time, you’ve gathered more than enough information on him. He’s practically harmless, figuring he’s a simple drug runner, and as a testament to his loyalty under your father, offered to aid in your training. He’s twenty-five, no kids or wife, with a strong jaw and cropped black hair. He has surprisingly strong punches, and his name is Alejandro Gomez, though he doesn’t know you’ve figured that out.
It’s a gift to know somebody's name. It’s a sign of trust, of loyalty, an unsaid promise that, if things go south, I won’t snitch.
Names are also a means for leverage.
You still don’t know your father's real name.
You’re in the middle of going over your performance with your instructor, Ji-yoo, when suddenly someone taps you on the shoulder and whispers something into your ear. “You’re needed in the study.”
Diego, you’ve grown familiar with his voice. He’s been your father’s bodyguard for years. He straightens, folding his hands behind his back and settling them atop his thick utility belt, his gaze set forward. You look up, brows furrowed. He gives you a small, clueless shrug.
“Right,” you mutter, annoyed, gathering your belongings and bidding your tutor a final goodbye. Diego doesn’t ever know anything; he simply does what he’s told. He opens the door for you and escorts you all the way to your father’s study.
“Come in,” A voice commands, following the rap of the bodyguards' knuckles. The sun breaks through a large skylight above him, casting a youthful glow across his otherwise opaque expression, hands folded atop his desk. He didn’t seem agitated, and you’ve been following orders, so you’re drawing a blank for what this meeting could be about. Diego pulls the double doors shut, taking his post outside.
It wasn’t often that he met with you, and you understood why; he’s a busy man, business and whatnot. Sure, he didn’t always have time for things like family dinners. But that doesn’t mean he doesn’t care about you. He did, contrary to popular belief. He protected you, providing you with as many tutors and Jiu Jitsu instructors as you needed. It was hard—hours and hours of constant training, but if that’s what it took to survive a world this dangerous, this cruel, then you were lucky to have a father like him watching over you. 
“You needed me?”
“Sit down, Mija,” He doesn’t betray anything in his calm, leveled tone, extending a hand out to the velvet chair in front of him. You obey. Mija—a Spanish term of endearment meaning “my daughter”—reveals both his thick accent and Mexican heritage. He’s been calling you that for as long as you can remember.
“I’m not going to be here forever, you know.” That catches you off guard, “And one day, you’re going to need to take over my empire.”
You squirm, whispering, “I know.”
“You’ve proven yourself more than capable over these past few years.” His lips twitch, almost imperceptibly, but you notice it. It’s such a rare sight, it makes pride firework in your chest. “I’m proud of you.”
A smile threatens to split your face in two, but you bite it back, opting for a curt nod. “I appreciate it.
He doesn’t respond; instead, he places a single hand on your shoulder. The air shifts, something catching behind his eyes, a bit hesitant, but still deliberate when he finally says, “You deserve a more significant role, I’ve seen everything you can do, everything you’ve achieved.” This time it’s impossible to keep the grin off your cheeks, that is, until he finishes, “That’s why I’ve decided to send you to Korea.”
All good, fuzzy feelings screech to a deafening halt.
“Korea?” Suddenly, it feels like somebody's tossed you into the ice-cold Atlantic, duct-taped and wriggling.
A pause, and then he’s retracting his hand, giving a quick, dismissive wave. “We’ve run into some issues in Seoul. A loose end, if you will. It’s nothing we can’t handle, of course, but it’s never a loss to be cautious. It’s going to be an easy fix, I’m sure.”
“A fix? What am I fixing?” That makes him laugh, dark and humorless.
“You won’t be fixing anything. You will be finding the loose end, whoever that may be, and well, I’ll deal with all the rest.” There’s something sinister with the way he says that, a tone that sits in the pit of your gut like rotten milk. You know exactly what he does to loose ends.
“I need eyes on the inside, somebody smart, loyal, somebody I can trust. That somebody is you, Mija. It’s always been you.” It’s the first time since you’ve seen him that you aren’t looking into his eyes, chewing on your bottom lip. You shouldn’t be this unsure. It was all wrong; he is right. You were loyal. You deserved this role.
Then, why were you hesitating?
Something in your expression must betray your inner conflict because he’s cocking his head and purring, “What, do you not think you can handle it?”
You stay silent.
He sighs, giving a curt, disappointed shake of his head. “I thought you were ready, but if you don’t think you can handle it—”
“No!” You blurt out before those pesky thoughts can stop you. “No, you’re right. I’m ready, I can handle it.”
He nods, something flickering in his eyes. “I’ve already arranged everything. It won’t be a safe mission, but with Felix, you will be.”
Felix? He doesn’t give you enough time to wonder. He leans forward, pressing the sleek intercom button, “Diego, let Felix in.”
The double doors part, and a large black boot plants itself on the ground. A second later, the single most beautiful man you’ve ever seen in your life glides into the room, and your lips part.
He’s not the biggest man you’ve seen, but he makes up for that with muscle, packed underneath that tight, black uniform. He appears young, with delicate, pink lips and golden hair that falls just above his shoulders, slicked back with a few strands hanging over his forehead. A swarm of butterflies erupts in your stomach, much to your demise.
It doesn’t click quite yet, the role Felix plays, because all you can imagine is how nice it’s going to be sleeping next to him. And then, “Y/N, meet Felix—your new bodyguard.”
The butterflies die, burn, and drop into the pit of your stomach in a messy, blood-stained soup. You stiffen, out of all the recent revelations, this one makes you feel like you were going to die.
“Hello,” he says, respectfully bowing his head in greeting. He startles you with his deep voice, warm and accented. ”It’s nice to finally meet you.”
He smiles, soft and disarming in its kindness, for a second, you’re more terrified than anything, not of him, but for him. As quickly as it came, you stuff it deep inside of you, replacing it with a cold indifference. “You really think this is necessary? I mean, I haven’t had one of those since…” You can’t bear to say it, the mere memory makes a thick lump form in your throat.
He sighs, extending an arm out and grabbing a bottle of whiskey from his shelf, a cherry, and a cup. His lips form a hard line, voice lowering. “If you don’t make the same mistakes, you don’t have anything to worry about.” He lifts a sharp, polished blade from his pocket, gaze never wavering as he slices into the fruit. It bleeds into the crystal glass, red liquid staining his tanned fingers. “This time will be different. Correct?”
Slowly, the juice drips across the blade until it reaches the hilt. You swallow, breath slowing to a stop. He’s right—
You won’t make the same mistake again.
You meet his gaze, jaw tight. “Yes, sir.”
He seems pleased by that answer.
“You will be briefed on the plane,” your father says, tipping the liquid into his mouth. “For now, rest. I will send you a car tomorrow morning at eight. Felix, make sure she is ready by then.”
“You will be briefed on the plane,” your father says, reaching behind him and grabbing a bottle of whiskey. He pours it into a crystal glass, tipping it into his mouth. “For now, rest. I will send you a car tomorrow morning at ten. Felix, make sure she is ready by then.”
Felix gives him a curt nod. “Yes, sir.”
You’re scooting back before a cold, wet blade lands against your jaw. It smells like whiskey and blood. His voice drops to a whisper, shifting until it’s only you and him in the room.
“We’re family, Mija.” He tilts your chin up, and for a second, it feels like you’re looking at yourself. “There’s not a love stronger than that, and right now your family needs you. You wouldn’t wanna mess that up, would you?”
The mere idea makes goosebumps prickle up your arms. “No, of course not.”
He smiles, and for once, it actually reaches his eyes. “That’s my girl.”
Felix doesn’t dare look at you as you walk through the doors, sealing your fate.
You are so fucked.
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“You’re not sleeping on the bed,” is the first thing you say when you walk into your bedroom, swiveling around.
“I’m glad we’re on the same page.” For whatever reason, you expected him to pick some kind of fight, comment on your pettiness, send you an eye-roll—something. But no, he’s utterly indifferent, leaning against the edge of your dresser and pulling off his velcroed gloves with a satisfying rip. Frustration bites underneath your eyelids.
You could really use a drink right now.
At that, you shoo him away from your dresser—also a secret mini bar—earning you a confused side-eye, before moving out of the way. You pull open a drawer, coming face-to-face with rows of glistening alcohol bottles. Felix sends you a mildly horrified look. “Are you of legal age to be drinking—”
“Are you of legal age to be working?” You smile, popping the lid off a whiskey bottle and drowning two shots’ worth of liquor down your throat.
“Hilarious.” He deadpans.
A cocky tilt of your head. “Most people think so.”
Silence.
With a small sigh, you collapse onto the bed, thick sheets ruffling underneath you as you take this valuable time and observe your new bodyguard. His gaze clouds as you take another sip of whiskey, a small divot forming in his forehead as momentarily, his movements stutter. He doesn’t seem to be a terrible person, per se. But that didn’t matter; the tension still clamped around your ribs all the same.
After a few more minutes of mindless studying, the alcohol finally hits your system, muscles loosening and anxiety floating up from your lopsided grin. This is the part you loved the most about being drunk, getting tipsy.
Felix must have noticed your drunken smile because no sooner do you express joy is he extending out a hand and crushing it. “I think that’s enough.”
“The blankets are in the hall closet. You can have this—” you ignore him, turning around to snatch a pillow from your bed and catapult it at his face. He catches it with a tick in his jaw and a single raised brow. That is a lot hotter than you are willing to admit. With a flustered cough, you continue. “Make your bed wherever, I don’t really care. I’m going to bed.” You punctuate your sentence with a final swig, but Felix gently wraps his fingers around your jaw, lifting your chin before the lips can touch the rim.
“I think that’s enough.” He repeats in that wicked deep voice of his, a flicker of warning in his gaze. Your heart does an elaborate salsa dance all the way to your throat. Oh, you were far too drunk for this.
You shakily hand the bottle to him.
With that, he smiles, dropping your face and locking up the bottle before turning back to you, innocently asking, “Where’d you say the blankets were, again?”
Your heart still hasn’t finished its lessons in salsa when you breathe, “In the closet.”
He nods before leaving the room and shutting the door behind him. You fall back against your mattress with a heavy, heavy breath. Was this what it was going to be like for the rest of your time together? Him demanding things from you in that sick, twisted voice of his. It’s unfair! He sounds like panties dropping! You literally can’t do this. Nope. Nada. Not happening. If he was going to order you around like you weren’t a full grown adult then he could at least be considerate and not sound like a bad (good) porno!! All that anxiety and pent-up energy comes out in the form of a frustrated cry, turning into your pillow and pummeling your fists into it like the mature adult you were.
Felix comes back in mid-throw, which, with your super-amazing reflexes, you still immediately, clearing your throat and taking said pillow in your hands to pretend to fluff it out.
He stops mid-step, letting out an amused laugh before tossing his blankets onto the ground. “Do I wanna know?”
Your cheeks flush dark red. “Do you wanna sleep in the hallway?”
He lifts his hands in a playful, placating stance before continuing to set up his makeshift bed. When he’s finished, you’ve already settled in, covers thrown over your shoulders. Bedsheets rustle as he turns, politely tapping your mattress. With an annoyed huff, you mutter, “What?”
It takes him a beat to respond. Though when he does, his soft, kind voice disarms you. “Goodnight.”
You don’t have it in you to respond.
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The dream always begins the same.
It always ends the same, too.
Blood.
You awaken with a shout, jerking off your sweat-soaked mattress to grasp at your intact T-shirt. It’s only then, when you take a deep breath with your full, working lungs, that your heart takes the hint.
You’re alive.
The dull sound of a body shifting makes your nerves fire all over again, spine stiffening as you swivel around on your mattress in search of the sound. Blonde.
Felix.
He’s sleeping, lashes splayed across pale cheeks in such a way that he almost appears ethereal. Delicate. Mortal.
That’s when you’re hit with cold, sharp reality—a feeling that coils around you and pierces that sensitive spot inside your chest, forever bruised by your own consequences.
You can’t be here right now.
It hasn’t been more than four hours, so naturally, you’re still drunk. Vision swaying as you swing your legs off the bed and tiptoe out of the room, peeking back to find a still, hopefully sleeping, Felix.
Thankfully, the more you awaken, the more bubbly you feel, slipping back into the carefree, tipsy version of yourself. The house is silent and dark, hallways solely illuminated by dim, gilded lamps. They provide drops of light, sneaking further and further down the large, spiral staircase.
You have a single foot on the stairs when suddenly, a deep, raspy voice appears from thin air, startling you straight out of your skin. “Late night snack?”
You let out a high-pitched yelp, swiveling around to throat punch the intruder. Though you weren’t going far because the quick movement is enough to make you dizzy. Warm hands clasp over your shoulders, steadying you before you nosedive down the stairs.
That’s when you see him—those bright, innocent eyes and golden hair that seems to glow in the moonlight. For a second, you’re under a spell. He’s like really pretty.
Then you remember who he is.
“Your dad doesn’t like it when you’re out past 10.” He glances at his watch. “It’s 1:44 a.m.”
Good feelings gone.
“Are you just everywhere?” You grumble, fighting the slur that tangles on your tongue.
“Please, come back to bed. You’re going to be tired in the morning.” Felix says, restrained frustration stretching his voice thin.
Should you listen to him? Yeah, probably. Were you going to? Hell no.
So, like the mature adult you are, you stomp down the hallway in your fuzzy, pink, Hello-Kitty slippers.
Felix doesn’t bother trying to stop you, his sharp eyes trailing you as you continue this petulant temper tantrum. “Where are you going?”
Emotion wells up in your throat when you notice the exhaustion rasping his voice. For a split second, your movements stutter. This is ridiculous, you were fully aware of that, but you’re too stubborn to quit now. If he’s going to accompany you for the next…forever, he’s going to get the whole Y/N L/N package. Maybe, then it’ll all click.
He doesn’t belong here.
You’re stumbling nowhere, you can’t run away from him anyway, figuratively and literally. The turn you took leads to a dead end. You still walk anyway. “Not to Korea with you, that’s for sure!”
“Oh, what is your problem??” He retorts through gritted teeth, his exasperation only growing when you turn around and stick your tongue out. He sucks on his teeth, his own tongue pressed into his cheek. “Y’know what—”
It takes him three strides to catch up with you, two hands clasping over your hips, and a single movement for the carpet to be on the ceiling. You cry out, his shoulder digging into your stomach as he wraps his forearm around the backs of your knees. He can’t be serious. How dare he, manhandling you like this! You were ready to go full Jiu Jitsu on his ass, that is until something much more enticing catches your attention. His actual ass.
The realization dawns on you with a hiccup.
“Y’know I can’t be too mad at’cha, man, I do have an excellent view from down here.” The liquor must have rushed to your head because you feel a dire need to make Felix aware of his fabulous buttocks. Drunken giggles bubble up from your lips as you take in his ass in all its plump, round goodness. “Hey Felix, has anybody ever told you, you have a great butt?” You land a firm smack against it.
His back grows rigid, muscles rippling under your touch before he awkwardly clears his throat and pushes the bedroom door open.
“Okay, down you go.” His voice is tight, matching his movements as he cradles the back of your head and lays you on the mattress.
You expect him to respond with an irritated glare and a snide comment, but he doesn’t say anything; in fact, he doesn’t look at you at all. The darkness shadows his face, but when he steps into the moonlight, you see it. The red creeping across his cheeks.
You can’t stop the laughter that bursts from your throat. It’s not actually that funny, but right now, with how drunk you are—it’s the funniest shit you’ve ever witnessed. Felix’s face is painted in horror.
He’s blushing harder now, cherry creeping up his neck and staining the tips of his ears. “What? What’s so funny?!”
You’re writhing on the sheets, clutching your stomach as you gasp for breath. “Y-Your face is soooo red!”
Your comment does nothing to help his embarrassment.
His expression does nothing to help your laughter.
“Go to bed.” He demands, begrudgingly ducking into the makeshift ground-bed and throwing the covers over his face.
“I am going to have so much fun with you.” You giggle, tapping the crown of his covered head.
“Goodnight.” He huffs, defeated and muffled underneath the sheets. He hasn’t even been here a day and he’s already done with you.
You let out one final snicker before drifting back to sleep.
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Santiago Reyes.
He’s the string that unraveled it all.
Who pulled it? That’s what’s important here.
You still haven’t figured it out.
Now, you’re down twelve hours on a private jet, six coffees, three grueling conversations with Felix—one of those being when he woke you up late, on purpose. That little prick. You’re still not over that. Two hangover-proof Tylonals, and one impending conversation with Minho.
Which brings you here, drowning in the sound of a ringing phone, impatiently waiting for him to answer.
Minho is your father's assistant…kind of. He’s pretty much a built in archivist, hacker, account, therapist, handyman and soon-to-be drinking buddy. If he would actually take up your offer. But alas, he likes the prospect of rotting away in a basement better than taking shots with you.
He’s probably got the right idea, but still. Ouch.
The phone picks up.
You let an audible, revealed sigh. “Oh, just the man—”
Minho blurts, “Yes, sir, she’s on the line.” before you can finish, a panicked tilt in his voice. Which is his way of saying “please, for the love of everything holy, don’t get me fired.”
“Y/N, are you there?” Your brows touch your hairline when you hear your father's voice filt through the speaker. You’ve spoken more to your father in the past 36 hours than you have in the past 36 days. Most conversations were translated through Minho, not with Minho. So, in conclusion, this is a trip.
“Yes…I’m here?”
“Good. Have you looked through the files yet?” He’s wasting no time, you see.
It takes a solid ten seconds to slam back down to earth, tongue dry and heavy as you blurt, “Oh, yeah! Yeah, I’ve looked through them! Um, gotten to all of them…specifically the Santiago file. That one has caught most of my interest.”
Minho speaks up, talking like the walking Wikipedia page he is: “Santiago Reyes, age 34 was the first to go missing, he disappeared June 14th 2020. He was last seen fleeing your hotel in California—Thanatos Tower. He both lived and operated there, often holding extravagant business parties there. The hotel was raided by the FBI 8 hours later.”
That catches you by surprise. The file never said anything about FBI. “The FBI raided one of our hotels? How did that happen?”
Your father's wrath is ill contained when he mutters, “That’s a good question. Thankfully, they didn’t find anything important. If they did we would’ve been rotting in prison years ago.”
Felix perks up, lifting his nose from his book and not-so-subtly eavesdrops.
“If everything started in LA, why are you sending me to Korea?” You ask softly, mindlessly flipping through the files again.
“Are you sure you read the files yet?” Your father scoffs, diminishingly.
Thankfully, he can’t see you because the way your cheeks turn bright red is downright pathetic. “Yeah, of course I did…I was just confused…sorry.”
Minho, being the God-send he is, quickly interjects. “Santiago is important, yes. But, most, or well, I should say, all, the other members were busted in Korea. Hence you being sent to Korea and not LA. I don’t believe these two cases are connected.”
“It wasn’t in his file, but I’m going to assume Santiago got busted as well.”
There’s silence on the other end. It stretches suspiciously long.
“Santiago is MIA.” Minho finally breaks the silence.
Felix makes a face. You glare at him. His eyes go wide, and he ducks back behind his book.
“Santiago is MIA? His home was raided by the FBI, but we don’t know where he is?”
More silence.
“Well…we have a theory...” Minho states awkwardly.
“Minho has a theory.” Your father interrupts.
“I think he’s dead.” Minho corrects, clearly trying to control his temper.
“I think he’s in prison. A secure facility, and due to the nature of his crimes and ties to the Mafia, his records are confidential. The other seventeen missing people were found in prison.” A clink is heard on the other end. Your father was definitely making himself a drink.
Wait. Eighteen.
You stack the manila folders up, counting and recounting before hesitantly saying, “I only have seven folders here.”
Felix, sitting across from you, tosses you a folder that magically fell into his lap. “Eight.” He whispers, looking guilty as hell.
You send him a deadly glare. “Eight.”
“Minho was only able to recover eight files before the KNPA found his leak; thankfully, he was able to erase his tracks before they could trace him.”
“So, we’re missing like half of the files?” You sigh, defeated and annoyed.
Minho grunts from the other end. “It’s better than nothing.”
“The rest, they’re just guessing games? How do you even know that—”
“Mija.” Your father's assertive tone seals your lips shut and forces you back on track.
“Here, it says: video evidence.” They can’t see you, but you still point at the file with your pen anyway. “What video evidence?”
“See, this is where it starts to get messy—” Minho starts.
“Like it wasn’t already messy.” You mutter under your breath. Felix breathes out a quiet laugh.
“All eighteen people are currently being held with video evidence. Though it never actually says what kind of video that is.”
“There’s nothing useful in these files. It’s just a whole bunch of basic information and vague terms.” You mutter frustrated, slamming the folders back onto the table. “We’re chasing a damn ghost.”
“That’s where I want you to start.” Your father speaks up, “Look into the evidence, see what they have against us. Once we know what they’ve got, we’ll know who gave it to them. I’ll be in touch.” Only you can hear the silent goodbye. “Minho, finish this off.” The line drops.
You both let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding.
It’s easy to talk to Minho, but around your father, it’s like doing ballet around broken glass.
You don’t waste any time, bidding your goodbyes and hanging up the call. Your plan was to open your computer and spend the next two hours digging into the evidence before landing. But you didn’t even get to your private server before the sound of Felix’s raspy voice interrupts you mid-click. He sinks into the seat beside you, now holding a mug of fresh coffee. “Y’know, I never caught your name.”
His statement sends ice-cold annoyance rushing through your body. Your shoulders stiffen. “Good.”
He stills mid-sip of his coffee, and you can already imagine the divit forming in his brow. “You don’t…want me to know your name?”
“You don’t need to know it.” You mutter bitterly, hoping he’ll finally take the hint, but no, of course he doesn’t.
His eyes burn into the side of your head. “What do you want me to call you then?”
Your voice is flat. “I’d rather you don’t talk to me at all.”
There’s a pause. He blinks. Once. Twice. Then he lets out a loud, exasperated snort, setting his cup into the holder and leaning back. His thighs spread apart, wide.
“Alright, princess.” The word slides off his tongue so easily, his voice dipping sinfully deep. Your brain quite literally buffers. Your fingers slip on the keyboard, and the computer flashes before darkening.
Oh no. Oh, no, no, no. No. He is not going to do this to you. And you are not going to get flustered because some guy in a suit and a sexy voice calls you a pet name. You hate it. Actually, it’s demeaning, mocking, if anything. You do not like him calling you that.
It takes you a solid ten seconds to convince yourself of that fact.
“Don’t call me that.” You bite and pray he doesn’t hear the wobble in your voice.
His lips twitch. “Then tell me your name.”
You squint at him and really think about it.
Theoretically, you could tell him your name. He probably already knows it, anyway. But this is Felix we’re talking about. The same man who woke you up an hour late and robbed you of your morning scone.
“No.” You say, stubbornly.
“Then, it’s settled, princess.” He smirks lazily. Your bodyguard is going to need a bodyguard if he doesn’t shut up in the next two seconds. Of course, he continues. “I overheard your conversation—”
“You mean eavesdropped?” You smile.
He chuckles, shaking his head at your pettiness. “Yeah, something like that.”
You let out a snort yourself, refreshing your computer screen. It buzzes and flashes white. You switch to the embedded private browser that Minho installed.
“You need working theories. Do you have any?” Felix finishes, scooting closer to you.
You stiffen.
The answer is no. You have no working theories.
Felix must sense your hesitation because he scoots closer, voice softening. “I can help, y’know…”
“I don’t need your help.” You snap a little too harshly.
Felix nods, scooting back to give you more space. “You’re right. You don’t need my help,” He pauses, and his voice lowers into something warmer, more patient. “But I want to help you. It wouldn’t hurt to have an extra set of eyes.”
Being the daughter of a Mafia boss came with its own set of challenges, but there’s one that’s been tattooed into you since birth. The unabiding ideology that, simply because you are a woman, you’re expected to fail. People talked down to you, not directly. And never to your face.
But you noticed it in the subtext, reading between the lines just like your father taught you. They weren’t trying to help you.
They were trying to do what they thought you couldn’t.
And, just like they expect you to fail. You expect him to be just like all the others. It’s unfair. You realize that now.
He speaks with so much earnestness that something inside you softens. Guilt gnaws at your stomach as you bite your bottom lip.
He’s right. It wouldn’t hurt to have an extra set of eyes.
“Fine.” You sigh, sliding him the stack of files. His lips curve, and his eyes crinkle into little crescent moons.
He eagerly snatches the files. “You won’t regret it, I swear!”
“I better not.”
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“What’s a ‘Discord?”
Felix peeks up from the home he’s made of mugshots and manila folders across from you. “Discord?”
You nod, cursor hovering over said link. It’s been a little over an hour now, and within that time—you haven’t actually found anything useful out—but you did discover an interesting website called Tumblr and now Discord. The power of the internet.
Felix’s brow crinkles, and he waddles out of the delicate paper trail he’s made to lean over your shoulder, eyes flicking across your computer before pulling away. “Oh yeah, Discord. It’s like a website for talking or whatever. A lot of gamers use it.”
Your brows shoot up. “Would avid podcast listeners use it?”
You’ve been grasping at straws at this point. You jumped from a few useless news articles covering the case—which pretty much just included information you already had—to some more personal blogs and external resources before finally discovering something minutely useful. A user under the name @spencerreidsslut (valid) wrote something about a Case Files episode covering the case. Which brings you here, talking to Felix and pondering clicking this suspicious link.
He cocks his head and clicks his tongue. “Theoretically, I guess they could. I don’t really know, though. I’ve only ever used it for gaming.”
You almost brush past it, but then it hits you.
You jerk your neck up. “You gamhjue?”
Felix’s eyes widen before he awkwardly clears his throat, a bashful blush flooding his cheeks. “Um, yeah…I do…”
You snicker, tapping the link. “Why am I not surprised?”
His blush deepens, and he shoots you an annoyed look. “Oh, be quiet.”
You were going to retort, but then the page loads. Lines of colorful messages pop up, most of them were small talk among friends and conversation about other episodes, until you reach around the time Ki-yoo, the first missing person, was arrested.
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You scroll some more through people berateing Ki-yoo, some questionable jokes before something catches your eye.
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You stop reading right there.
“Hey, Felix, I think I found something.” Wordlessly, he walks over to you, leaning over your shoulder once more. His eyes widen.
Without thinking, you click the link.
It feels like a lifetime of loading and shared panicked breaths as you imagine the amount of trouble you’d be in for allowing somebody to hack your computer before the screen fills with red.
A single pulsing triangle. You’ve been taken to Twitter. There’s nothing on the page. No comments. No likes. No retweets. Only a video.
Felix presses play for you, and nobody could have prepared you for the scene that unfolds before you.
Your blood freezes in your veins.
Ki-yoos in front of a camera. He scoots into a chair, hair looking sweat-caked and disheveled. He parts his lips, and your spine turns to stone because Ki-yoo didn’t get busted.
He turned himself in.
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OMFG GUYS I DID IT!!! like 9 months later ive finally finished it...
if you wanna be tagged in the rest of the chapters please comment!!
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myangelhaven · 2 years ago
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These are my recommendations of FELIX fics! It will be updated once in a while for new stories I have read. Hopefully the links work (lemme know if it doesn't)
Credits to the authors!! All information written is taken from the authors' post and has not been modified. Reminder that some fics are NOT for minors, so please read the key and avoid 18+ contents.
HAPPY READING!!
KEY
[❀]: fluff [𖦹]: humour [𖤓]: angst [☄]: sad [☾]:smut [⟡]:smau [✮]: my favs
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˖⁺‧₊˚ ˚₊‧⁺˖✮---------------FELIX--------------✮˖⁺‧₊˚ ˚₊‧⁺˖
☆ DRABBLES & SHORT FICS
☆ LONG FICS
☆ SERIES
⠄・ ⋆ ・ ⠄⠂⋆ ・ ⠄⠂⋆ ・ ⠄more to come!⠄・ ⋆ ・ ⠄⠂⋆ ・ ⠄⠂⋆ ・ ⠄
☆-------------------skz masterlist-------------------☆
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ipistachio · 5 months ago
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SKZ fics recommendations
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(+18) some stories include smut ! MDNI
𖤘 Bangchan:
Mind-Numbing Melody by @peachiejeongin
Movie Night by @chxnsgirl
How to Stuff a Stocking (or, your gf) by @kittentaegu
Keep me by @hanllucination
PDA by @christopher-bangnaldoskzz
Keep playing by @chancloud8
Always you by @verdantchan
You want a baby by @skzthelomlhehe
Recording Bangchan by @skzdelf
Stolen Hoodie by @darkwitchoferie
Crimson Pact by @dakusan
Mr CEO by hanniebaeee
Thank you, Daddy by @luckyroll3
𖤘 Lee Know:
Wedding Season by ballelino (AO3)
Dance class by @strayingawayy
Love shot by @strrykais
Raspberry stains by @tasteracha
Further than forever by @cb97percent
Clueless: Just friends? by hanniebaeee
Intern by linoxpudding (Lee Know)
𖤘 Changbin:
His royal duty by @strrykais
Let me take care of you by @chxnsgirl
Jealous? Me? Never by @seungfl0wer
Intruding Love by seungfl0wer
The Favorite by seospicybin
𖤘 Hyunjin:
B for Breath Play by @jeonginsleftcheek
Surprise! by @jeonginsleftcheek
Wrong Chat? by @hanniebaeee
From First to Last by @kittentaegu
In your hands by @jinhyun
Painted in Sin by @hyunbelievable
Unconditional by cb97percent (2/?)
Unconditional by cb97percent (Hyunjin)
𖤘 Han:
Shower by @jeonginsleftcheek
He won't know by @jisungiesvzz (2 parts)
Fashionably Jealous by @linoxpudding
Double Trouble by linoxpudding
Sticky, Sweet, Strawberries by @undiagnosedcruelty
𖤘 Felix:
My man ?! by @skzzsya
Heures D'Absence by @catiuskaa
Mommy kink? by @pixie-felix
Me or him by @jeonginsleftcheek (4 parts)
Come as you are by @killedpink
The way I love you by @yaniluvs
I don't want you like a best friend by @jiniretracha
Dancing around fire by @skzfflovers
𖤘 Seungmin:
Tangled Lines by @ivyues (3/?)
Dolly by @jeonginsleftcheek
Eyes on me by @jisungiesvzz
You shook me by @1nthedarknessofthenight
Irony in Harmony by @tosomeonessomeone
𖤘 Jeongin:
Brother's bestfriend by @jeongin-lvr
Drunk by @bbyquokka
Jealous of himself? by @wendyyyyyyyy
Lemon Wave by @angel-writes-skz-here
𖤘 Ot8:
Ribbon around their bicep by @4linos
Teach me by chancloud8 (AO3) - unfinished
Moaning while sleeping by @icosmiic
They call you clingy by @4linos
Eight Is Fate But Nine Is Divine by Stray_Kids_FanFic (AO3)
𖤘 Series:
Dolly series by jeonginsleftcheek (ot8)
Pass de trois by chxnsgirl (Hyunjin & Han)
Evermore by @seospicybin (Bangchan & Hyunjin)
( ! ) Thanks to all the writers, I enjoyed reading your work sm ♡
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seungfl0wer · 9 months ago
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✿ Fic Recommendations PT 2✿
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Part 2 is here! Some more amazing fics that you should definitely check out! Give the writers your love and support🩷 this would have been way longer however I can’t get anymore people 😂
Master List For Every Fic Rec Part
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˚ ༘❀Bangchan:
•The Wolf Unbound - @milkteabinniechan
•Your Body Will Remember Me - @melathan
•The Magic trick - @straykeedz
•Late Shift @biteyoubiteme
˚ ༘❀Minho:
•No Title (Slow Sex) @hykwrld
•No Title (Collar) @jeongin-lvr
•Biker AU! @minminbunny
•Heats (Bunny AU) @dwaekkicidal
•When Did You Get So Buff @krosiefics
˚ ༘❀Changbin:
•Strength Is Virtue @thefantasyden (Female Bin W/W)
•No title (free use birthday) @jeongin-lvr
•I love you @luvyeni
•Yes, Mistress @baby-yongbok
•Only You @baby-yongbok
˚ ༘❀Hyunjin:
•Feel It - @elllisaaa
•Crave @changbunnies
•Hate to love you, Love to hate you @moonchild9350
•Sweet Venom @tasteracha
•Gentle @ivyyisbored22
•Take It @hyunj1nsbae
•On Live @luvyeni
•Demon AU @minminbunny
˚ ༘❀Jisung:
•No Title (Subby Han) @jeongin-lvr
•Breathless @lixiesfreckless
•Are We Still Friends @1byhwng 
•Anime Afternoon @moonlightndaydreams
•Lofi Lust @kaysungshine
˚ ༘❀Felix:
•Fried eggs and pillow talk - @woozyvee
•Everything Werewolf!Au @skzdarlings
•Miscalculation @hwanghyunjinenthusiast
•Playing With his Hair @ybklix
•Blow Me Instead @bbyquokka
•Sweetner @hyuniepies
˚ ༘❀Seungmin:
•Protective @sheerfreesia007 (fluff)
•Your Biggest Fan @jeonginsleftcheek
•A Helping Hand @therhythmafterthesummer
•Gathering Courage @sheerfreesia007 (fluff)
•Focus on your Studies @jeongin-lvr
•Let It Go @baby-yongbok
˚ ༘❀Jeongin:
•Future AI AU @minminbunny
•No title (A dom IN) @jeongin-lvr
•I Don’t Hate You @seungminssangel
•Blind Date @biteyoubiteme
˚ ༘❀Multiples:
•Oh Baby @minniesmutt. (Chan, Minho, Jisung)
•Play Date @cbini. (Chan, Seungmin)
•Are You Still Watching @kaciidubs (Seungmin, Chan)
•Green Eyed Perv @bandgie (Chan , Jisung)
•Let’s Fulfill the Prophecy @krosiefics. (MinSung)
˚ ༘❀Series:
•Ever Lovely @doitforbangchan
•Putting something in their suitcase (Texts) @bluejutdae I don’t normally put texts but these are just to cute to me and I needed to add them (fluff)
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l1xvanter · 2 years ago
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SKZ fic recs !!
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-- most of these are felix, and some of them are jisung and minho :3
-- {❤️‍🩹} = angst {💋} = mature/suggestive {💞} = fluff || pink means personal favorite !!
-- they are organized by member and word count
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⟡ ᶻz﹒l.felix﹒➳﹒
should i stay or should i go? 1.6k by @sachifukyo ❤️‍🩹
take a chance 2.4k by @smuttystraykidsthoughts 💋💞
soulmates 2.8k by @writingpei 💞
23.02 4.1k by @lettersfromaphrodite 💋💞
that hufflepuff boy 5.1k by @kkami-writes 💋💞
kinktober day 5 5.7k by @dreaming-medium 💋
why does it hurt 6.7k by @skz317cb97 ❤️‍🩹💋💞
hey, hey, golden boy! 11k by @staysuki ❤️‍🩹💞
dogfight 12.1k by @bbujiikseu-archived ❤️‍🩹💋💞
matters of the head and heart 13.1k by @skzsauce01 💞
warm light at daybreak 14k by @moonflowerchanniesgirl ❤️‍🩹💞
felix navidad 16.4k by @candlewaxandp0lar0ids ❤️‍🩹💞
forgive me for what i haven’t done 17.5k by @rachalixie ❤️‍🩹
beauty and the beast 18.8k by @comet-falls ❤️‍🩹💞
lee felix’s guide to hating you 21k by @yyxgin ❤️‍🩹💞
seasons 24k by @moonjxsung ❤️‍🩹💋
aurora 21.8k by @changbunnies ❤️‍🩹💋💞
★﹒﹒l.minho﹔﹪﹒➔
call of the siren 5.7k by @tasteleeknow 💋💞
when we twisted shadows back into stars 15.3k by @skazoo ❤️‍🩹💞
out of my mind 15.6k by @luvknow ❤️‍🩹💞
swordsman 16.5k by @missinghan ❤️‍🩹💞
the enemies to lovers project 18k+by @softukiyos ❤️‍🩹💞
conflict, conceal, confess, 18.1k by @fizzydrink698 💋
in another lifetime 18.9k by @luvknow ❤️‍🩹💞
labyrinth 20k by @soobnny ❤️‍🩹💞
fields 23.5k by @hoes4lino ❤️‍🩹💞
lost in translation 26.5k by @moonjxsung ❤️‍🩹💋💞
୨୧﹑h.jisung ﹕ ‧₊˚ ⋅
on my mind 8.6k by @staytheword 💋
catfish…? 9.2k by @seungminheart 💋
sakura 12.4k by @j-0ne25 💋💞
series !! (all felix x reader) ༻*ੈ✩
happy pills by @seospicybin 18.7k words total; finished ❤️‍🩹💋💞
[a cute series for a quick read <3]
twin flame series by @seospicybin 31.2k words total; finished ❤️‍🩹💋💞
[caused emotional trauma tbh, i was crying at 2am]
fairy flowers by @hyunsvngs 36.8k words total; finished ❤️‍🩹💋💞
[this one is insanely fluffy and cute i liked almost died from how sweet it was]
too hot to handle series by @seospicybin 38.5k words total; finished 💋💞
[this series also has versions for leeknow, chan, han, and changbin]
off the deep end by @stayxlix 82.3k words; ongoing ❤️‍🩹💋
[words cannot begin to explain how good this series is, if you have some time and sanity to spare, please read this !!!]
bodyguard au by @skzdarlings 110k words total; finished ❤️‍🩹💋💞
[INSANELY GOOD. please read this, it also has a oneshot that goes with it. went through hell and back while reading this i was so invested.]
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jinxlovestoread · 2 years ago
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YOU NEVER MISSSSSSSSS
★༉‧₊˚✧ — 𝖇𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗
𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 006. — 𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐥𝐗 | 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥
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𝖌𝖊𝖓𝖗𝖊: smut, hints of angst
𝖕𝖆𝖎𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌: fallen!angel!felix x fem!reader
𝖘𝖞𝖓𝖔𝖕𝖘𝖎𝖘: he didn't belong on earth. felt hopeless, lost, an outsider; you kept him steady, kept his heart from wandering, kept him grounded whenever he wished to fly.
𝖜𝖈: 2k
𝖈𝖜: quite soft, corruption, unprotected sex & cumming inside
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He had fallen from heaven. On his way to navigate earth – a journey full of hardships, you could imagine – he had found you, had sticked to your side ever since. You weren’t quite sure why; maybe felt as though he could trust you, maybe felt a sense of sanctuary within you – a piece of heaven on earth, as he liked to call you, though you merely laughed at him whenever he did. You didn’t put yourself on such high horse, not after befriending a living angel, despite a fallen one; he was everything good you weren’t, everything better you never mustered up to be. Felt sick and twisted by his side, felt an utter sinner when your gaze as much as fell onto him – felt a corrupter when you touched him like this, when your lips explored his body to their liking, when you managed to elicit sounds from within his throat that convinced you heaven existed, after all.
Felix’s voice was a stark contrast to his otherwise appearance. Grunts low and raspy against skin porcelain and unblemished, despite your ministrations; shapes of your lips across his body in red and purple, in blue and wet, traces of bite-marks on his softness – reaching from neck to collarbones to the plush of his thighs. He was covered in your adoration, lay prettily in your affection for him; affection he was so very unfamiliar with, so very addicted to. He hadn’t gotten treatment like this in heaven so needier for it on earth, urging and thirsting for you when you as much as teased to deny him of attention. Felix was a pretty plaything under your mercy, nothing more than a brain-fogged puppet led by your tender strings – you weren’t sure who of you enjoyed it more.
And it was sheer impossible to deny him. Despite playing hard to get occasionally – simply to tick him off and make him beg for you, not in true intent, never in malice – it needed your every nerve to keep the patience to. Felix was too sweet, too pretty, too needy, too much to ever refuse. Too good to turn down and too undeniable to ever say no to. You toyed with him, you taught him things he hadn’t known before, he’d grown addicted to you and everything new your brought, yet ironically it was you who was so enthralled by the man. Every of his lust-filled, cloudy gaze you ate up, every of his whimper at your subtlest touches you wanted to inhale and make your own, every of his beg that left his kiss-bitten, reddened lips you melted at. He was everything you thought of, the only subject occupying your mind every hour you spent awake, visiting your dreams whenever asleep. He had fallen from heaven and had turned your world upside down in the process, and you wouldn’t want to have it another way.
Felix let out a soul-ripping whimper, his head fallen back into the pile of pillows, all messy in their normally neat positions, all coaxing the man into disguised delicacy, into sweetness you feigned on a silver platter. His lips lulled the sound of your name, rolling off his tongue in a plea and you grinned in your place. The beds of your fingers dancing upon the man, featherlight and torturous, never halting for three seconds at once before taking your teasing to a different spot, one more sensitive than prior. Palms by his v-line, fingers toying with his nipples, hands clamping down on his neck shortly before moving to shape out the sensitivity of his abdomen, before your touch cradled the inner of his thighs, too close to crotch yet not possibly close enough. Never close enough.
Maybe it’s been a mistake he trusted you so very wholeheartedly. Viewed you as his only steadiness in a world unknown, named you salvation in a situation he’d lost hope to find it. Maybe his deep enthralment by you was damaging to his very nature – next to you he felt sick and twisted, felt an utter sinner when your gaze as much as fell onto him – felt corrupted when you touched him like this, your figure between his squirming thighs, eyeing him through doe-like eyes, through layers of lashes, through sheets of desire and anticipation. Surely the sin you brought upon him wasn’t something Felix was supposed to be thirsting after, to chase and reach for whenever it was absent – if doubting the possibility of heaven before, he now was sure it’d never be granted to him anew.
You still hadn’t touched him where he needed it most. His cock – flushed, tip pink and leaking, twitching in its place – lay pretentiously neglected on his stomach, precum collecting in a pool around his navel, dripping down in droplets of white, imitating waxed traces of a burning candle forgotten. Felix hadn’t known desire like this before you; one sole purpose planted in his mind and he would give anything to reach it, without as much as thinking twice. He wasn’t ashamed to beg and cry for it, to plea for satisfaction – satisfaction only you could grant him, only your hands and lips and body were capable to gift. He was twitching, thrusting, grinding against thin air – he was embarrassing, and he couldn’t mind it any less. Careless about the way he looked, careless if you thought him pathetic, a whore, frankly, for pleasure.
“Anything you want, baby?”
Your voice sweet, soaked in honey to hide malice. Felix whined out at your words, at the innocence behind them, at your pretence. Was well aware you knew what he wanted, yet got off on the fact he needed to muster up the courage to tell you. The very thought of blurting out his wishes aloud lay the man in sweat – touch me; make me cum; destroy me entirely – he would never be able to be this honest with you, to spill his heart out in such matter. Though, he needed to speak. Needed to materialize one of his wishes, at very best, to get a portion of what he wanted or else you wouldn’t grant it altogether. Felix rolled out another whine, eyes shut hard enough to create stars behind his lids to not watch your gaze on him, his porcelain skin flashing a pinkish red, preparing for embarrassment.
“Wan’ you… want you to touch me. Please.”
His voice everything but put together, entirely desperate in the depths of his throat. A pitch higher, you’d say, due to apprehension, ignored need, frenzy want. And he’d pleaded. Wasn’t sacred to – or maybe was but knew better, and it was music to your ears either way. You snickered at him, at his flushed skin, at his quivering thighs, spasming body. You’ve barely touched him yet at all, and he was already reduced to a hopeless mess.
“Wasn’t that hard now, was it.”
The man sighed, hummed in relief – and then he sucked in his breath, gasped when he felt a hand of yours on the base of his length, palm warm and salvaging against his erection, hard and pulsing. Felix’s hips bucked at sheer contact, chasing more of the feeling momentarily; you let him, let him thrust into your fist, held your hand still and let him use you, essentially – you deemed he deserved it, was too good to deny anyway.
Like a dog in heat he rutted into your touch, hips heavy and growing tired quick, falling back against the soften, silk-lain mattress in exhaustion before pistoling into you again. He sweated, salty beads across his entire body, accompanying the rosy flush, complimentary against the rosy pillows and sheets and blankets beneath him. He was a sight to see, beauty personified – an angel.
Your hand disconnected from his body, leaving him cold, leaving him wide-eyed and whining, grinding hips against nothing. You had barely noticed, though your teasing and toying with your lover had driven you to overbearing impatience, heat between your legs, wet patch on your laced panties, desire for him and his pleasure pooling within you. You always wanted him as much as he wanted you, though you’d never admit it as openly. You left a cold front, pretended your love for him was a casual one – it was everything but. The sight of him alone, lost on earth and hopeless at times was enough to pull at your heart; his every word he spoke to you, about things mundane or subjects carrying meaning engraved within you; his very being, his body fallen to find your own as though a magnet, pulling you towards him and you were happy to comply, never not.
You shifted, your legs shuffling to straddle Felix’s hips while your hands hurried to take off your shirt, leaving on panties, feeling too impatient, too frenzy to pay them any mind. Your lover’s body beneath you and his eyes were big, anticipating, excited – you hovered above him, bare chest on display for him to bask in, your tummy supple over the waistband, a white bow adorning the fabric right above your sex, which you revealed by sliding the underwear to the side, hastily. Your bodies were burning, both in devotion and desire, both heated and red, both greedy for the other. Your wetness pried above his erection, your legs burning in their position to hold up your weight, though this as well you had no time to pay mind to – Felix was everything, any other feeling, your surroundings, any circulating thought behind lain behind milked glass, him and pleasure focused in your vision.
And you sunk onto him, finally. Had been eager to without your knowing, had been waiting for this as long as he was. The pain between your thighs eased off, the stretch he provided filling you up, relieving you of the pressure – and you knew Felix felt the same. The moment you lowered yourself onto him entirely his body gave out, plummeting against the mattress in full weight, relaxing against the soft cushions, the silken sheets. A breathy sigh left his lips, shaky, trembling like the rest of his love-bruised body. He’d reached heaven again, after all, even if a different version of it. A better one, he’d argue.
You didn’t give much time to adjust. Felix was hypersensitive though untouched for the past hour, and you didn’t show any mercy now, either – your own greed far too overwhelming and your hips moved atop his ones in quick motions, any patience from prior seemingly vanished. You struggled to hold a rhythm, struggled to hold your body up altogether – you launched forward, hands finding Felix’s chest, warm to the touch and sweat-laced beneath your palms and he winced at the contact, bucked his hips seeing your head hang low, your hair hiding your features, your fucked out visage beneath, barely visible. Your hips were relentless, and Felix chased the friction with his own, thrusting and bucking and longing hopelessly; he needed to see you. His hands – shaken and clammy – made their way to your head, fingers tangling into your front strands, pushing the frame of hair out of your face, exposing you to him. Your eyes finding his at the antic, at the tenderness; the knot within you tightened when you held his gaze, more than sheer lust laying beneath. Delicacy, adoration, love pooling behind his irises and you softened at the sight, at his bitten lips, shining red, at his flushed cheeks, at his mess of hair splayed out on your pillows. An angel.
“I love you.”
The confession came simultaneously, unsure who said it first, sounding into the room in unison. And you snapped, meeting his hips midway for the last time before pleasure sheathed you within its’ embrace, before you felt him fill you up with evidence of his desire, before you felt his release ooze out your hole and dirty your panties, coating your thighs, pooling at his abdomen. Minds clouded, bodies spent, confessions spoken into the room as you came back to your senses, cleaned up mutual mess, watched the man lay on his side by his designated half of the bed, tired and exhausted, eyes closed.
You settled on the empty space behind him, facing his back. Your fingers – gently, as always – traced the shape of the deep scars he carried between his shoulder blades, wings he’d lost, pain he’d gained. Maybe being the corrupter wasn’t so bad, if it meant keeping him on earth with you.
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rosylix · 6 months ago
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𝐣𝐞𝐦'𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐬 ᡣ𐭩
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hello.. today is (drumroll pls) my birthday! (^ー^) in light of that, and in the spirit of the holidays, i wanted to recommend yall some of my fav skz fics! a lot of these are felix bc.... well..... you know me. anyway i'll try to keep this updated 🤍
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𝐊𝐄𝐘: ♡ = fluff ☁︎ = angst ʚɞ = suggestive/smut ★ = personal fav
remember to check tags/warnings on fics before reading!
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𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐱
subtext ★ ♡ ↪ @forlix
fairy flowers ★ ♡ ☁︎ ʚɞ ↪ @hyunsvngs
solace ♡ ʚɞ ↪ @fizzydrink698
wedding cake tasting ♡ ↪ @caseiloveu
seasons ☁︎ ʚɞ ↪ @moonjxsung
sun ♡ ʚɞ ↪ @subskz
the bodyguard ★ ☁︎ ʚɞ ↪ @skzdarlings
code to your heart ♡ ʚɞ ↪ @jeonginsleftcheek
and they were roommates ♡ ☁︎ ʚɞ
sweet spot ★ ♡ ʚɞ ↪ @spookwyrdie
untitled ʚɞ ↪ @hyunjilicious
sunlight ʚɞ ↪ @bintificarchived
bad romance ☁︎ ʚɞ ♡ ↪ @straykeedz
we've changed, but our love hasn't ☁︎ ♡
𝐬𝐤𝐳
invisible thread ♡ ☁︎ ↪ @astraystayyh
home run ʚɞ ↪ @hyunsvngs
competition ♡ ʚɞ ↪ @fizzydrink698
pieces of you ★ ♡ ☁︎ ↪ @astraystayyh
anime afternoon ʚɞ ↪ @moonlightndaydreams
still frames ♡ ↪ @minhosbitterriver
pandora's box ♡ ☁︎ ↪ @soobnny
the innocence is gone ʚɞ ↪ @straykeedz
the accidental acquisition (of sugar) ★ ♡ ʚɞ ↪ @skzdarlings
the same but different ʚɞ ♡ ↪ @skzdarlings
the babysitter ♡ ʚɞ ↪ @seospicybin
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𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
mostly ao3 links.. why arent non reader fics popular on tumblr ❕️❔️ anyway i have wayyyy too many of these so i will just put some of my favs here, and feel free to check my bookmarks for more!
tbh some i havent read in years but i remember they are amazing.
yellow wood misfits ★★ ☁︎
what the hell is your problem, kim seungmin!? ★ ♡ ☁︎ *unfinished/abandoned* :(
hero's soup is just plain water ★ ♡ ☁︎
time ★ ☁︎
the bifurcated path ☁︎ ʚɞ
heads or tails ♡ ʚɞ ☁︎
make it easy ★ ♡ ʚɞ
mfa ♡ ʚɞ
the book of us: electricity ★ ♡ ☁︎
87 to 65 ♡ ʚɞ
best friends do it better ★ ʚɞ
don't leave me tongue-tied ★ ♡ ☁︎ ʚɞ
cracks ☁︎
won't you be my kissaroo? ♡
broken compass, young wings ♡ ☁︎
dancer ★ ☁︎ ʚɞ
the sweetness behind the dizziness is like a sweet dream ★ ♡ ☁︎ ʚɞ
hand over hand ★ ♡ ☁︎ ʚɞ
all in (to you) ♡ ʚɞ
falling: a photo essay by lee felix ♡
short n' sweet ʚɞ
hands-on learning ★ ♡ ʚɞ
fool me once (kiss me twice) ♡ ☁︎ ʚɞ
omg ok theres def still sm more but i'll stop for now (--)//~
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bahablastplz · 5 months ago
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Skz fic recs (mxm) MDNI
hello! we had mixed opinions if we wanted mxm fic recs but I decided to make one anyway so those of you who want it, have at it! those of you who don't, that's okay you don't have to interact <3
These fics are all on ao3! I tried to find tumblr blogs for those authors who have them but if i'm missing anyone feel free to let me know. These are all mature unless otherwise stated! They are majority minsung but in general they are sorted by pairing with the older member first!
here's the color code: completed, ongoing, over 50k words, under 50k words, no smut
Haebang by BulletTears Chan/Everyone, 193k completed: Chan’s friend sets him up for a ‘spa retreat’ but he later finds out it’s a sexual liberation program. Slow burn, virginity loss, kink discovery, angst, hurt/comfort
you know I can’t leave you alone by @jisungjuice Chan/Minho, 13k completed: “When Chan asks Minho to help him with his dancing for the Red Lights MV, he didn't expect to like a certain part of the choreography so (very) much.” red lights, choking, kink discovery
reply hazy, try again by mrehk Chan/Changbin, 15k completed: “Changbin’s calculus tutor is Bang Chan. (OR: solving for the derivative of l+o+v+e)” frat boy chan, fwb, pining, loss of virginity, idiots in love
Case 35 by theproblematique Chan/Felix, 15k completed, part of series: “The running joke is that he is the 'group-dad', and Chan plays the part for his friends without protest. Then Felix has to go and complicate things.” Daddy kink, idiots to lovers
deviation by theproblematique Chan/Jeongin 8k completed: “They all used Chan for their first ruts, until it’s Jeongin's turn.” bang chan wants to feel needed, a/b/o, omega chan, heats/ruts
I’ll never be that type of beautiful by @changbinholic Minho/Changbin, 50k completed: “the unconventional omega Changbin and feral alpha Minho we all needed.” one dubcon scene, a/b/o, angst
Case 54 by theproblematique Minho/Jisung, 35k completed, part of series: “Jisung is so supportive of Minho’s sexuality that it goes wrong.” Jealous Han, coming to terms with sexuality, great buildup
Your love (my breath) by Lox_y Minho/Jisung, 34k ongoing: “In which Jisung is the luna of his pack, and is tormented by his mate until he's killed in a fight with a neighboring pack, by an alpha named Minho.” heed warnings, a/b/o, abuse, hurt/comfort
Rule number one by evesmysoul Minho/Jisung, 144k completed: “Or Jisung’s broken heart leads him to make an arrangement with his mysterious classmate Minho. He believes everything will work out, as long as neither of them breaks the rules.” fwb, bad with feelings, slow burn, angst, happy ending
Ruin me (for everyone else) by preetydark Minho/Jisung, 20k completed: “Minho’s rut is blocked, it’s been for years now.This was never really a problem for him; except when the symptoms show up again when his younger brother's best friend, Jisung, is around.” pining, a/b/o, tension
no attachments by ockleibi, Minho/Jisung, 68k ongoing: “The guy who refuses to have sex with Jisung because he's a virgin turns out to be inextricably connected to his friend group. Awesome.” fwb, virginity loss, angst, great smut
chasing friction by cloudrages Minho/Jisung, 5k completed: “Jisung rides Minho’s thigh” virginity loss, gay panic, thigh riding (duh)
use me for a feeling (or a good time) by honeyeaters Minho/Jisung, 58k completed: “Minho and Jisung have slept with everyone except each other. Until that changes. No feelings attached, of course.” fwb, pining, hurt/comfort, angst, fluff
mouth to mouth by keros Minho/Jisung, 54k completed; “It’s Jisung’s first time off schedule in months, and he’s naturally anticipating the most boring day ever. When Minho gets back to the dorms early, it turns into anything but.” pining, tension, teasing, confessions
you have one (1) new notification by hnjsngluvr69 Minho/Jisung, 8k completed: “Jisung asks Minho to help him with his porn-watching addiction. Against his better judgment, Minho agrees.” friends to lovers, tension, humor lots of thoughts, head full (and bursting with horniness) by hnjsngluvr69 Minho/Jisung 13k completed: “Minho develops the power to read minds. Turns out, Jisung's thoughts are very, very horny.” mutual pining, friends to lovers, humor, I have a plan to write an xreader fic inspired by this soon
ex proprio vigore by mrehk Minho/Jisung, 23k completed, professor minho/law school student han, slowburn, tension, teasing, great smut, power dynamics
a fish tank (with rainbow socks) by mrehk, Minho/Jisung, 10k completed: “Minho never sleeps with the same guy twice; Jisung becomes a master of disguise” strangers to lovers, idiots in love, humor, mrehk has the best writing 
an octopus (playing tennis) by mhrek Minho/Jisung, 10k completed: “Minho sighs. “Put yourself in my shoes, Bin. You see incriminating photos of your best friend. You realize you’ve been in love with your best friend for ages. You can’t stop touching your dick while thinking about your best friend— and now you’re just supposed to hang out with your best friend like everything is fine?!” friends to lovers, idiots in love, fluff, comedy, mutual pining  chrysalis by mhrek Minho/Jisung 12k completed: “Jisung didn’t prepare for this. He was meant to just— tell Minho he’s gay— not ask him to have sex with him. The glass must have been a literal breaking point for his feeble self control.” friends to lovers, mutual pining, loss of virginity, gay awakening
cat’s cradle by mrehk, Hyunjin/Jeongin 13k completed: “Hyunjin starts fucking his drug dealer because he asked so nicely” stoners, fwb, gay awakening, idiots in love 
I know this whole damn city thinks it needs you, but not as much as I do by @/jisungjuice Jisung/Everyone 117k completed: “How omega Jisung turns all of Stray Kids into a proper pack.” fluff, a/b/o, light angst, loss of virginity, poly
between pavement and sky by tellmesomethinggood Jisung/2min 5k completed: “You want Minho to... cheat on you?" Jisung asks. "I want Minho to sleep with someone, while I watch." Seungmin says.” threesome, cuckholding, poly
Unsweetened Lemonade by Intricate 6 Jisung/Felix, Jisung/Everyone 44k ongoing: “Jisung runs away from his old pack only to be captured by another. This pack claims to be different, but Jisung isn't so sure…” Heed warnings, a/b/o, abuse, angst, hurt/comfort, smut
I’ll be good by skittlesmenu Jisung/Seungmin, 5k completed: “Cocky fuck boy Jisung gets flustered when top student Seungmin flirts back.” enemies to friends, fwb, tension
Open your hands (open your life) by rainyleafs Felix/Everyone, 158k ongoing: “Felix has been living off the grid ever since he fled his abusive former alpha. When he finds a distressed omega in an alley, he has no idea that bringing Jeongin back to his pack will get him everything he would never have dared to dream of.” No smut, slow-burn, hurt/comfort
effortless like loving you by littleinfinitewisdoms Jeongin/everyone, 202k ongoing; “Yang Jeongin, 24, "beta," has been disowned by his religious family after coming out. A month or so later, he finds himself with nowhere else to go, and almost no more money. He finally calls a crisis center and gets placed in an employment assistance program and a host pack.” fluff, angst, past trauma/abuse, religious trauma, haven’t finished yet but it’s good enough so far to recommend
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trishacollins · 4 months ago
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If you haven't read Wackus "One Does Not Love Breathing" https://archiveofourown.org/works/37998001
You should. Forever.
Soap is amazing, Might I suggest - https://archiveofourown.org/works/62798509, a recent fic of theirs? They are Brillant!
If you're looking for wholesome SentiTwin stuff - NinaDove is your Gal - https://archiveofourown.org/users/NinaDove/works
Noctie doesn't write for MLB much anymore, but their Felix fics are absolutely bomb! https://archiveofourown.org/users/bittersweetResilience/pseuds/bittersweetResilience
You got any fave Felix fanfics?
I read dichotomy and eat your young recently and really like them. Sorryy if you're not into angst dgdfchf
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ninadove · 4 months ago
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I just thought about something. Amelie once said Felix and Adrien tricked Gabriel and Emilie for a whole weekend. I wonder, did The Agrestes agree to let Felix stay over for a while or do you think Adrien might have had to suffer a night with Colt?
For the longest time I thought that happened on the Graham de Vanily estate, while they were all trapped together for the holidays or something similar — but we’ve learnt from Werepapas that couldn’t have been the case!
For Adrien’s sake, I hope it happened while Felix/the Fathoms were staying in Paris and that he wasn’t trapped alone with Colt for an entire weekend, but that’s definitely a possibility. I’ve seen a few different posts theorising that this particular weekend is why Adrien appeared to be so afraid of Marinette’s sheriff/cowboy sketch in Psycomedian… and I mean, just look at the way he flinches here (00:35-01:07):
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He seems genuinely scared of Marinette in that instant, which otherwise never happens. So it stands to reason that the problem isn’t her, but this particular act — which is eerily similar to the way Colt is portrayed in Representation. I don’t think Colt actually walked around dressed like that, mind you, but the cousins may have been caricaturing him since they were very little. Of course, there’s always the possibility that Adrien simply witnessed Colt’s treatment of Felix, and that was enough to leave scars.
If that worst case scenario did happen, then Amelie’s retelling and forced laughter is a little weird? But we know this petulant exterior of hers is all an act. She was very likely trying to make Gabriel mad on purpose, and bringing back memories of how Colt laid his hands on his son would accomplish just that.
There’s also the possibility that while Felix tricked Gabriel and Emilie for an entire weekend, Colt found out about Adrien immediately — especially if he failed to follow amok orders — and didn’t do anything to him. Which would make for some insane Senticousins angst upon their reunion (of course Felix wouldn’t want Adrien to be hurt, but it would probably reinforce the idea that there’s something wrong with him).
It’s always a little hard to analyse Felix (the episode) due to the inconsistencies in characterisation compared to later seasons (I don’t mean this in a salty way at all — I simply think the writers hadn’t fully figured out what they wanted to do with Amelie and especially Felix then, and had to course-correct from S4 onward). But Adrien being collateral damage of Colt’s abuse, in one way or another, is very likely. Maybe he himself isn’t sure why he reacted the way he did…
I actually have some fic recs on this concept, so here you go:
no one listens to the dead by @bittersweetresilience
It Was Never That Funny by @cookiedough77
There are probably more I’m not thinking about right now, but I hope you’ll enjoy these! 💚💜
EDIT: OK I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING ELSE. What if Adrien tried to do what Felix did in Risk — stand up to his father for him? What if that’s how he convinced Felix to let him leave with Colt and it went horribly wrong? Can you imagine the guilt on both sides?
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