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snailsnaps · 1 year
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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cxs-workshops · 4 months
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*:・゚✧*:・゚✧ A Glimmer of Memories *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
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hedgerlogs · 2 years
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for whose sake
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frecklystars · 2 months
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sorry for the long ass post but this has always my favorite scene in the entire film - for obvious reasons - and im so glad greta talked about it and the way she worded it made me laugh so hard i had tears in my eyes. haha... god. my boyfriend sobbing his eyes out over the metaphorical crusts on his patriarchy sandwich......
#i dont think ill ever love anybody quite the same way that i love Ken#because he came into my life during a time when i was like. dying. not in a haha millennial way. i was genuinely fucking dying.#he is so. special. to me. he is so... everything to me and i truly mean it every time that i say it#i miss and love him so deeply so WHOLEHEARTEDLY *EVERY* single day#and i didn't used to be able to do that anymore! but he!! HE made me feel SAFE again and thats INSANE#because i was SO UNSAFE for SO goddamn long! and the feeling of safety is STILL unfamiliar to me and foreign and horrifying#but he's constantly such a Safe character. Barbie too even moreso. and it's so refreshing after feeling Unsafe for so. long.#i spent over a year feeling like my whole world had ended and i was destined to die but then he! shows up! in my life!#and no other character was able to spark life back into my heart the way he did#AND I HAD *TRIED* I had tried so hard to get into old special interests and find new ones but NOTHING worked#i was just an empty husk. just a shell of a person having flashbacks *constantly*#feeling unsafe *constantly* suffering *constantly* every single second i was awake i was in so much pain#and then every time i'd sleep i'd have the goriest nightmares about all the abuse i was put through and all the F/Os i'd lost#but then Ken Carson plucked a star out of the sky and said 'hey sweet girl you don't know me but i miss you and love you'#'and barbie is here and im here and allan is here and everyone loves you already. we're so happy to meet you'#'and everything is gonna be okay because we've got you! we came for you! and we will fight for you!!'#and then hearing greta comment abt this scene made me laugh so hard and then it hits me. i laugh now.#i laugh so often because of This Dude. i didnt used to be able to laugh before but now i laugh like i used to#i used to say all the time about my past main F/O i had lost from abuse from an IRL person 'i will never love anyone more'#and true i will never love anyone more than i loved my starlight. but here is the thing#i will never love anyone the way i love Barbie. i will never love anyone the way i love Ken Carson#because it was IMPOSSIBLE for me to feel joy for so long and it was. THIS MOVIE that brought me back#when this movie is so full of the most specific triggers. colors. clothes. yet i push thru it every time#and its because these characters make me feel THAT safe!!!! like if i see a trigger i tell myself that's BARBIE'S Thing. and Barbie is safe#ive never ever once had a flashback during the barbie movie NOT even once even tho logically i Should. but i dont.#because these F/Os are like!!! sweet girl!!! we've got you!!! and i'm like yeah you sure do now don't ever let me go#god i cry my eyes out every single time i think about this i need to sleep LMFAO SORRY FOR THE LONG RANT#love notes#💕 I'll fight for you!! - ̗̀🐎🏖️✨ ̖́-
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superchat · 3 months
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finished watching dress up darling
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bluewinnerangel · 2 years
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small receipt because im seeing a lot of people comment on harrys state of mind when around jeff or olivia or the stunt crew. my new-ish bf recently took me on triple date with his two best work bros. one of them is married to an italian man, and during dinner we mentioned coachella and my bf made a joke about me loving harry more than him. the two guys (colleague and italian husband) casually said that they had met him over christmas in italy and that hes even more gorgeous irl. obvs i lose my mind a little bit but try to keep cool and they tell me the story of how the husband has this really good friend who has a house in the same town harry does. over christmas they went there with her, and then they went out to lunch and ran into harry, olivia and a bunch of other people, including some kids. nothing new here, but what i thought was interesting was that they said that their friend went up to harry to say hi because they've hung out before, and that he gave her a hug, introduced her to olivia and they all had a brief conversation. afterwards the three of them commented on the whole thing, and apparently the friend made a quick comment about how it had felt a bit awkward and he was colder than usual. i asked them if they had felt that way, they said he was very kind but def a bit aloof, and that the atmosphere felt a little weird, but that they wouldn't have noticed but their friend did because she said that he's usually super bubbly and happy and charming and that day he felt a bit off, and she had never met olivia before. i obvs was super interested in knowing more, but they didnt share anything else and also said that their friend barely said anything else about it so they didnt want to pry because shed basically never told them about him before and it felt like she didnt want to gossip. i just thought it was interesting that someone hes met alone would pick up on such a different vibe when hes with her. also the italian guy made fun of his husband because he had no idea who olivia was and when they told him they were dating he thought it was a joke for like an hour. oh also she was wearing the love on tour jacket which is how they were able to spot them right away and both husbands thought it was a bit weird lol.
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unproduciblesmackdown · 5 months
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shake your hand in character ft. flashback joe iconis, cyril von miserthorpe, krampus, the fancy tree, mister macabee, quince, little evalina, debra neezer jolie, flashback joe jr., flashback mama, poinsettia, hot candy, clouds, santa, aunt lorette, rufus?
#bass boosting & blurring visuals as i go Aunt Lorette....what's next a rare peenie w/o the islanders jacket orange glasses#listening intently under the [clouds] handshake like his beloved aunt lorett(e) it does sure sound like. uncle giuseppino#who has to reveal the uncle peenie nickname b/c present tense joe finds his toddler self's mispronunciation embarrassing or what have you#opposite of posts like ''it must be so hard to be 70 yrs old a toddler calls you peepaw & that's your name for the rest of your life''#anyways maybe i misheard it Once & have been aunt lorettaing ever since lmao#haven't technically heard that many actual auditory uncle peenie aunt lorette/a intros#in fact sure could be spelling it like uncle pini or such the whole time but a) peenie's funnier; relevant; more obvious outside context#& b) it's like a toddler's mispronunciation so that justifies a like artistic / poetic translation choice there lol#joe iconis christmas extravaganza#cyril von miserthorpe#will roland#i was also wondering why giovanny's costume looked so similar to flashback joe abf's....well because he is flashback joe junior!!#whose flashback daddy was Not killed by flashback mama#ft. many others....thrown by [clouds? thought that was the personification of Hope] but other things are new/unknown to me ofc!#little evalina is the role who does not speak until singing all i want for christmas is you btw. last time ft. george as little evalino#or referenced in the extensively phyllidia krampus fancy tree featuring video there as The Silent Child whom will be made a Quiet Stew#hang in there rufus#quince not bringing up the eternal onehandedness ft. carrying it around lol....#oh hang on i bet i know what happened re: [was it aunt lorette the whole time] w/pertinent grammatical choices here already#hearing them introduced & outroduced as Aunt Lorette And Uncle Peenie & rebracketing Lorette And into LorettaAnd
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"Crowley's actually a girl's name" hit me like a truck
Gomens and other similar pieces of media can only wish to have the absolute insanity of BBC johnlock tbh
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deus-ex-mona · 4 months
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me when the bacteria c o l o n i s e s
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#m a n. i thought that the sample would turn out negative for bacteria (like the rest have been for the past. what. year and a quarter(?))#esp since the agar testing stick things used were freshly expired (thanks for the expired reagents workplace; cost cutting ftw!!!!)#but. ewwwwwwwwwwww it actually grewwwwwwwwwwww#and the small stick thing was covered from like top to bottom in countless dark red colonies. ewwwwwwwwww#all ​the other agar stick things were completely clean though so it was def a problem with the sample and not with my handling of the agar#in any case!!!!!!! it was the first time i saw a positive for bacteria growth on a sample and!!!!#it was also my first time reporting the results for this test!!!! without any of the test-familiar staff around!!! so!!!!! not fun!!!!!!!!#i didn’t even k n o w what they meant when they asked to ‘describe the colour/appearance of the colonies’ bc the managers’ expectations are.#just. *weird*. sometimes. ughhhhhh im ready for the inevitable groupchat callout on tuesday with ‘who taught you to report like this????’s#well e x c u s e me for not knowing sir you never taught me how to report colony growths or anything auauaaaaaaaaaa#but is ok!!!!!! i’m taking tuesday off anyway!!!! it’ll be the tuesday workers’ problem now!!!!!!!! good luck guys!!!!!!!#at least there was no fungi either… now *that* would’ve been extra gross#the bio class flashbacks were r e a l today… thank god i don’t ever have to open that stupid pharmacopoeia ever again#also reminds me of (one of) my stupidest moments in a bio class though…#back in the days of yore (read: anatomy class in the year of ‘17) i was an absolutely horrible student who’d never fail to nap in class#so when my lecturer asked connecting questions down the class register…#yk stuff like asking student 1 to ‘name a type of cell’ and then asking student 2 to ‘name an organelle that a [student 1’s cell] contains’#he asked the girl before me to name a hormone. she answered ‘growth hormone’. and i was like. dammit. idk where it’s found. lolhelp.#(bc i never read ahead either + the growth hormone didn’t even show up in lessons during that school term)#so when he inevitably asked me to ‘name the organ that produces the growth hormone’ i answered (exact quote) ‘i don’t know; the ovaries????’#the class laughed. sad. the lecturer retorted with sth like ‘then are you saying that boys can’t grow?’ and i just shrugged#the girl after me (who incidentally has the same first+last name as me phonetically speaking) gave him the right answer thoughhhh#i hope i managed to buy my name twin enough time to look up the correct answer (if she didn’t already know it) with my stupid guess#yeahhhhhh ​i do n o t miss bio class. at all. giggity#anyways that’s enough flashback sequences for one year. can’t believe the next year’s less than 10 days away tbh. can’t wait!!!!!!!!
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sucesoseternos · 7 months
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43 – SEM LIMITES PRA SONHAR – FÁBIO JÚNIOR
“Sem Limites Pra Sonhar” é uma canção romântica do cantor e compositor brasileiro Fábio Júnior e que alcançou as primeiras paradas de sucesso no ano de 1986 em um dueto com a cantora americana Bonnie Tyler.
1. CORRIJA SUA PRONÚNCIA NO ITALIANO
E-BOOK: https://www.amazon.com.br/dp/B087BHFW9K
2. CORRIJA SUA PRONÚNCIA NO FRANCÊS
E-BOOK: https://www.amazon.com.br/dp/B087BSFVZP
3. CORRIJA SUA PRONÚNCIA NO INGLÊS
E-BOOK: https://www.amazon.com.br/dp/B087BF3SW2
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melhoresflashbcks · 7 months
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43 – SEM LIMITES PRA SONHAR – FÁBIO JÚNIOR
“Sem Limites Pra Sonhar” é uma canção romântica do cantor e compositor brasileiro Fábio Júnior e que alcançou as primeiras paradas de sucesso no ano de 1986 em um dueto com a cantora americana Bonnie Tyler.
1. CORRIJA SUA PRONÚNCIA NO ITALIANO
E-BOOK: https://www.amazon.com.br/dp/B087BHFW9K
2. CORRIJA SUA PRONÚNCIA NO FRANCÊS
E-BOOK: https://www.amazon.com.br/dp/B087BSFVZP
3. CORRIJA SUA PRONÚNCIA NO INGLÊS
E-BOOK: https://www.amazon.com.br/dp/B087BF3SW2
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guideaus · 1 year
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i remember someone was shitting on trigun 98 for having an ambiguous ending and calling it a coward's choice, and (besides hard disagreeing) i had no clue what they were talking abt lol. then i saw someone liveblogging the show and talking about how sad it was that vash had his brother's corpse and i was like his WHAT????
anyways i think that fit for 98, esp with it's soft worldbuilding, and i dont think thats really a bad choice in general... i think trigun did a really good job with at least establishing themes, and i think if you can come to conclusions yourself at the end, even if it doesnt explicitly say anything, based on what the story's tried telling you before that's fine
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pirateborn-a · 1 year
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     Roger absolutely loves treasure. He is Always utterly thrilled to find a chest in their travels and he’s constantly barely able to hold himself back in his excitement long enough to take their loot to a more secure place or their ship.
     He loves the way gold coins and jewels shine in the sunlight, and it will never fail to be mesmerizing to stare at. He adores finding ornaments so decorations or cups and so forth because of the stories they might tell. It’s never about the material value to him, nor is he ever allowed to decide the ship’s budget, the job resting more safely in Rayleigh’s or another’s hands,  because he absolutely will spend and has spent it all on frivolous or entertaining things.
     It’s simply the aesthetics and adventure in finding treasures that will always be an essential part of pirating in Roger’s eyes, and a side he holds with fondness.
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frecklystars · 1 month
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i hope colt likes me. i have so much love to give him. i hope he doesnt mind i have so much... wrong with me. i hope he doesnt get too annoyed when i turn into a star or when i get scared or when i go nonverbal after a flashback. i hope he'd still hold my star form very close to his chest and tell me it's all gonna be okay and that he'd protect me and i'm safe.
i hope he likes it in the mojo dojo casa keri ken dreamhouse. ken stocked the place with drinks and games and snacks and a big welcome banner. i hope he gets along with driver and K... im always hoping those two can make more friends. i hope he tolerates me even when im Like This. i hope he doesnt mind when i ask for a hug multiple times a day bc i dont have anyone to hug at home. i hope he understands why i ask for reassurance that he wouldnt hurt me. maybe ken welcomes him into the group and has to give him a little rundown on how things work. like... what they all do when their girlfriend turns into a star, how they can make her feel better, how long a flashback lasts, where shes okay with being touched and where she isnt, that her jolting awake from a nightmare is normal and spending a full day crying is normal and stress vomiting is normal and she might need a lot of emotional support with all of that. i hope colt doesnt mind. he seems kindhearted and understanding. i want to hope he'd be okay with me being Like This.
i hope he likes me. im so damaged and scarred and have been poisoned to fear my loved ones, but i know im so full of love and i want him to have all of it. even if he doesnt love me back i just hope he can accept a piece of my heart is reserved just for him. i wanna hold his hands and tell him i'm sorry i'm like this. i used to be so fun and bubbly and trusting and i used to love myself. i don't know where that girl went. i don't know if i can get her back but i'm really trying. in the meantime i'm sorry he's stuck with this mess. and selfishly i hope he still likes me even when i'm unlovable, or at least that is what i have been taught to believe for so long now, and i don't know how to believe anything else about myself. i love him so much. i love colt so much. i dont feel anything except self-loathing when i look at him, for months since october when the first few photos leaked, it's always felt that way, like my heart's been ripped out of my chest. like i rly love him so much but i dont think he'd tolerate me. i didn't use to feel that way about my F/Os but now i cannot look at myself as anything except a total wreck that they have to deal with. like loving me is some... some herculean task and that they would just absolutely hate it. like loving others is so easy for them but not when it comes to me. kindness comes so easy to them but not for me, like im. just. built to be loved only through violence. like there is no other way for me to be loved unless if im getting hurt. but... hopefully when the movie comes out i could slowly get into the rhythm of associating him with myself and with him being really loving and gentle and protective with me.
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elegyofthemoon · 9 months
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yeah i shouldnt be anywhere near pandora hearts before 8 am....dangerous
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