#forgot Allah

[starfire-s]

so usually i bring my scarf so i can pray at work but today i forgot it and remembered in the car on the way to work i then remembered my supervisor has a cardigan in her room i could use as a scarf and just randomly thought about how i could use it… i got to work and found out she was sick and i was using her office today where the cardigan is

[runawaycarouselhorse]

Me, looking at the new wave, having never stopped wearing masks outside: huh.

[sexysilverstrider]

AKARI IS SO CUUUUTE!!!

[subhashdagar123]

[ark1os]

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[halalgirlmeg]

The covid post I just saw happened to link with something I saw yesterday and I *opens window*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[femmefataled]

She's at peace because she knows that Allah greatest work happens in the most impossible situations

[soulflowrss]

‎وَلَا تَكُونُوا۟ كَٱلَّذِينَ نَسُوا۟ ٱللَّهَ فَأَنسَىٰهُمْ أَنفُسَهُمْ ۚ أُو۟لَٰٓئِكَ هُمُ ٱلْفَٰسِقُونَ

And be not like those who forgot Allah, so He made them forget themselves. Those are the defiantly disobedient.

[Qur‘an 59:19]

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[findsabr]

“And do not be like those who forgot Allah, so He made them forget themselves.”

{59:19}

[bll7]

وَلَا تَكُونُوا كَالَّذِينَ نَسُوا اللَّهَ فَأَنسَاهُمْ أَنفُسَهُمْ ۚ أُولَـٰئِكَ هُمُ الْفَاسِقُونَ

And be not like those who forgot Allah, so He made them forget themselves. Those are the defiantly disobedient.

[strangerindunya403]

As a man, I cannot cry about what is happening in Palestine . It is impossible for me.

My tears ran out when the ummah was silent of Iraq and Syria. When they were silent of Mosul. When they were silent about Baghuz. When they forgot about Yemen. When they were silent about Afghanistan. When they abandoned and forgot Mindanao. When they abandoned and forgot Mali. When they stayed silent over Kashmir and Uighur muslims.

When they betrayed the believing women and children in the camps in Iraq and Syria.

When they abandoned the muslims in their own towns who were persuceted by kuffar.

Now I just get angry. Because my tears dried up. Because my outrage isn't selective. Because my actions aren't haphazard.

May Allah swt curse the kuffar and humiliate their resources and ruin their economies and every single supporter of the state of Zionist Israel.

May Allah make this a final lesson for this ummah that they need to unite and leave nationalism and stick together.

May Allah liberate the holy lands and give victory to the believers over the disbelievers. Ameen

[feluka]

the way the world's bravest journalists are risking (and losing) their lives and their families' lives to document the horrors for the world to see and yet hoe biden can say he doesn't believe the death toll without an ounce of shame meanwhile israel is out there making outrageous claims and the only "evidence" they can provide is some low-effort recording of a script that nobody even bothered to proof-read of local terrorist Sharmut Ibn Al-Mitnaka confessing in broken arabic 'ya allah i forgot my rocket launcher back in my tunnel!' like they've gotten ahead of themselves and forgotten that there are still arabic speakers that they haven't killed yet and that will fact-check their nonsense and yet US journalists will parrot it for days on end (a month now) uncontested. i feel like i'm losing my mind.

[t3mp4cheololo]

Alina Afanaskina diary(English)

maybe it`s not her diary, idk, but also...

Post from 2.08 11:49 Moscow time

02.08 If you're reading this, then I'm already dead (or I've been detained)

How you fucked me up, you fuckers. I'm writing this in tears, I hate school and everything related to it. I would fucking shoot you all

I'm not a terrorist, and I'm not even a school girl, I just want to kill a couple of nasty people who ruined my life and it wouldn't hurt to shoot myself.

13.08 Right now I'm looking at Dad`s weapon and I want to shoot myself…

14.08 The holidays would rather be over (for the first time I want this), I think I will surprise them on the first of September <3

20.08 Dasha, along with her dumb friends, grins at me, fucking came into MY room and also with her friends and dares to laughing over me ☠️ ☠️ ☠️ ☠️ ☠️ The only thing that comforts me is the fact that I'm going to shoot her.

31.08 Tomorrow I will kill those who have been killing my psyche throughout my life, but I feel so calm every day is the same as it always will be.. idk what will happen

01.09 I HAVE ALREADY TAKEN THE KEY, I HAVE ALREADY OPENED THE SAFE, BUT THERE IS NO GUN, IT LOOKS LIKE IT IS IN THE GARAGE

Fuck it, they were just lucky.

Now I've come home from school and I'm happy, but I could have killed them all…

04.09 This shit begins, today I went to the blackboard to take books and the stupid whore Nastya gave me the ugliest and torn books (on purpose), she is laughing and the whole class is there too, MMMMM HOW FUNNY

07.09 I'm sitting in Columbine chats and threw a splint on a bomb, can I use it too? There's a shorter guy saying "today with the permission of Allah" ahhahaha

I FOUND A CHANNEL THERE 700 RECIPES FOR DIFFERENT EXPLOSIVES AHAH CAN BLOW THEM UP?!?! hmm, maybe it's not for nothing that my father left a weapon in the garage, after all, natural selection, fate

11.09 Congratulations to Ilnaz, Dylan on his birthday, I wish you health and happiness

30.09 Oh, I forgot about this diary, I haven't been writing anything for a long time. Well, I'll say that things have not changed in any way, the creatures torment my psyche as soon as possible, I'm hz, I'm afraid to do shooting and suicide. But I really want to

14.10 Nothing interesting, as always, day after day with bullying. Even at home, a fucked-up father and a fucked-up sister fuck brains

15.10 Oh, I found the mining manual of the school hmmm interesting

there was a link here

There's only one drawback, I don't know how to make bombs.

And what he tells me, I don't fucking understand, I couldn't learn chemistry properly, what do you think because of whom?)))

16.10 Fuck, I don't even know how to shoot normally, I've never been taught that. But it seems to me that it's easy, like I'm watching videos on YouTube right now, I've already learned how to reload a gun.

11.11 I want to kill more and more, fucking so many months have passed and I still haven't killed them. God, I don't even have time to run this fucking note channel, I live in fear all the time. ABSOLUTELY EVERYONE HATES ME. But now they'll love me.

29.11 Bitch, I can't anymore, it's fucked up!!

01.12 I have lost any sense of waiting when I grow up. I can't stand their antics anymore. And I won't. I don't know when I'm going to kill them, damn it, I'd like to do it sooner

02.12 Anyway, next week I will definitely shoot them

06.12 I forgot to write, but I'll go tomorrow, the weapon is still at home. It's just not profitable for me to go to the garage. And then dad will take him away again, most likely somewhere. I'm just burned out already.

07.12 :(

Post from 7.12 This message is set on a timer for 12/07/23:50. (I hope by that time they will know that there was a shooting)

Started writing this 02.12 | 20:59.

If you are reading this message, it means you somehow found out about my channel.

(I hope the channel won’t be deleted by then.. Or I hope they won’t find this old phone, because I want to help someone with my life story)

Although who knows, perhaps no one will ever know about the existence of this channel.

And I will remain to rot in the grave and no one will even remember me and my story.

In short, yes, things suck! My father hits me sometimes. My sister, excuse me, is sucking him off or something, or how can I explain that it’s just me that everyone at home hates… Well, even at school they bully, although no, the fucking creatures, brainless classmates, are “just joking.”

Their “roffles” are not funny at all and not without insult, as the teacher said when my classmates scratched me “accidentally” with a pen cap until they bled <> I don’t remember what she said there.

I wish everyone who hates me to go through what I went through. I first started cutting myself at the age of 8, AT EIGHT YEARS OLD!! When all the children live a happy life, I cry and pray for death. I've changed, I don't cut myself so much anymore, rarely very much. Now I hate not myself, but everyone around me. You are pathetic creatures who don’t even notice the problem under your nose (me).

Therefore, I hope that I will kill everyone I wanted, namely: father, Dasha, Nastya, Kirill, Anton, Masha, Sasha, Vanya, Artyom and maybe Yegor. Well, it would be nice for myself too))) I don’t want to go to prison, and I don’t want to live at all.

I think that at the beginning of the night I’ll quietly kill Dasha and dad and steal the weapon… then I’ll go to hell (school), go into my class and shoot them at the beginning, and then I’ll go look for other creatures who also managed to ruin my life.

Although I’m not sure that I’ll be able to kill them, I’m afraid to pierce a human body with a sharp object, I’m not some kind of sick maniac, I’m out of despair, as it were…

I believe that this is how we need to fight bullying, because other methods imposed by teachers and society do not work at all.

“don’t pay attention to them”, “tell them you’re not happy”🤡🤡

If they systematically bully you, fucking kill them. They ruined your life, you must do it, because they will multiply and more people will suffer. And perhaps many more people will die. It is better to immediately kill these socially rotting creatures and commit suicide than to commit only suicide. DO YOU UNDERSTAND???

What can I recommend to people who read this when “fighting” bullying:

Well, you need to understand and be aware of what you are going to, in order to kill people you need to know about the consequences and about past killers. Therefore, go to YouTube, Wikipedia and watch videos about Columbine, school shooting, revenge, etc. watch how to shoot, how to reload. If there are no weapons and there won’t be any in the future for some reason, kill or blow up the offenders. You can also watch how to cut on YouTube, although this does not require any special skills. By the way, I came up with an idea, I’ll take my dad’s knife with me just in case, in case they take my weapon away, I’ll cut something then, but I don’t know, I’ll think about it again.. I repeat, this is scary for me. It's scary to feel your insides with a knife. It's actually much better to shoot.

To blow up the same thing, look on YouTube for lessons on how to make explosives, only you need to know chemistry, I don’t know huh, so I’ll do without a bomb (this is really difficult for me).

In general, my life was not the best, and if there had been an opportunity, I would have been born again (only in a normal family) and would have lived normally.

I realized that it was better not to say anything than to say some kind of bullshit and then for months to hear quotes of my words with the antics of my classmates.

By the way, I am a kind person, I love animals and nature, because they are not people. They can't hurt me. The only people I feel comfortable with are cats <3

I don’t deserve to die, I’m very sorry that I’m taking this step. But understand, it was necessary.

If you want to try to understand me, watch the movie "Class", I am very similar to the main characters.

Oh, I feel so good that I spoke out. I hope that someone will hear and understand me, but fortunately I will already be in a coffin, I don’t give a fuck.

Sorry.

(there may be grammatical mistakes here)

[b-lessings]

A couple of years ago, I forgot who actually said it but I was listening to a khutbah or something on YouTube, and the speaker said that once you reach a certain level it's like you unlock a channel with Allah swt and you start hearing what He swt is trying to tell you, you start seeing the signs, you sort of become in a constant communication with Allah swt even in the simplest of ways, etc etc. And that always fascinated me, the thought alone, like imagine being able to communicate with Allah swt in very simple ways without needing much steps or idk.. anyways, fast forward today, right now, I got on Tumblr and wanted to write a post about my struggle with music now that I am spending the summer in Tunisia, and how the culture, especially in summer, with all the festivals and the weddings and the parties, revolves around music and you find yourself exposed to that constantly, and most often unwillingly.. and how it was so much easier for me to control my exposure to music back home. But then, I discarded the mental notification that told me to write the post and kept passively scrolling.. a few scrolls down I am met with one of my most favorite verses from my most favorite surah :

و ألقيت عليك محبة مني ( سورة طه )

So I automatically smiled and was about to reblog it as my initial reaction to it, but then I felt like it was a message from Allah swt reminding me of the time of my life I was so obsessed with surat Ta Ha, I would listen to it religiously, on repeat, I even managed to learn parts of it just from listening, and it reminding me of those times where I would use the time I am commuting to listen to my daily Qur'an playlist, and it did feel that Allah swt is answering the post I haven't even posted, He swt acknowledging and resolving that only existed in my thoughts, and it gets better! He swt chose my favorite surah as a reminder because He swt - the All-knowing - obviously knows my attachement to surat Ta Ha and knows it would invoke such a positive emotional reaction in me. Now tell me this isn't a proof of this verse from surat Ta Ha as well:

وَاِنۡ تَجۡهَرۡ بِالۡقَوۡلِ فَاِنَّهٗ يَعۡلَمُ السِّرَّ وَاَخۡفٰى

20:7) Whether you speak out aloud (or in a low voice), He knows what is said secretly, and even that which is most hidden.

And a reminder of this verse from surat Qaf

وَلَقَدْ خَلَقْنَا الْإِنسَانَ وَنَعْلَمُ مَا تُوَسْوِسُ بِهِ نَفْسُهُ ۖ وَنَحْنُ أَقْرَبُ إِلَيْهِ مِنْ حَبْلِ الْوَرِيدِ (16)

(50:16) Surely We19 have created man, and We know the promptings of his heart, and We are nearer to him than even his jugular vein.

The point is, indeed Allah swt is closer to us than we can ever imagine or perceive with our human abilities, all we have to do is listen.

Alhamdullillah for such a beautiful religion 🥹.

- A. Z. 🤍🍃

[wrappedinamysteryy]

Nafs: Why has Allāh blessed wealth, health, and comfort upon them while I have nothing but constant hardships in this life?

Allāh سبحان وتعالى said, The Holy Qu'ran:

فَلَا تُعْجِبْكَ اَمْوَا لُهُمْ وَلَاۤ اَوْلَا دُهُمْ ۗ اِنَّمَا يُرِيْدُ اللّٰهُ لِيُعَذِّبَهُمْ بِهَا فِى الْحَيٰوةِ الدُّنْيَا وَتَزْهَقَ اَنْفُسُهُمْ وَهُمْ كٰفِرُوْنَ

"So let not their wealth or their children impress you. Allah only intends to punish them through them in worldly life and that their souls should depart [at death] while they are disbelievers."

(At-Tawba 9: Verse 55)

وَلَا يَحْسَبَنَّ الَّذِيْنَ كَفَرُوْۤا اَنَّمَا نُمْلِيْ لَهُمْ خَيْرٌ لِّاَنْفُسِهِمْ ۗ اِنَّمَا نُمْلِيْ لَهُمْ لِيَزْدَا دُوْۤا اِثْمًا ۚ وَلَهُمْ عَذَا بٌ مُّهِيْنٌ

"And let not those who disbelieve ever think that [because] We extend their time [of enjoyment] it is better for them. We only extend it for them so that they may increase in sin, and for them is a humiliating punishment."

(Aal-i-Imraan 3: Verse 178)

فَلَمَّا نَسُوْا مَا ذُكِّرُوْا بِهٖ فَتَحْنَا عَلَيْهِمْ اَبْوَا بَ كُلِّ شَيْءٍ ۗ حَتّٰۤى اِذَا فَرِحُوْا بِمَاۤ اُوْتُوْۤا اَخَذْنٰهُمْ بَغْتَةً فَاِ ذَا هُمْ مُّبْلِسُوْنَ

"So when they forgot that by which they had been reminded, We opened to them the doors of every [good] thing until, when they rejoiced in that which they were given, We seized them suddenly, and they were [then] in despair."

(Al-An'aam 6: Verse 44)

[agirlwithimaan]

Sometimes we have everything we need and nothing is wrong externally but internally we still feel empty and lost.

Allah says in the Quran "And be not like those who forgot Allāh, so He made them forget themselves." [59:19] When you leave the path that brings you closer to your Creator, when you leave off trying and repenting and practicing everything that brings you closer to your Purpose- you lose your sense of self. You become someone who you weren't created to be. With every new thing you own, every new person you try to impress and every new trend you follow- not only do you distance yourself from Allah but also from your own self. And how can a soul that doesn't know it's Creator ever be anything but empty?