i know im an overemotional, overreactive pathetic little wimp about my hyperfixation, and i dont even mean that derogatory, i think its both my best AND worst quality, im well aware of it, especially in moments when im already stressed i have a hard time to get my brain back into control, im so well aware of it that i HAVE been managing to learn how to deal with it actually
which is why, instead of letting myself spiral any further, i went to bed to let my brain calm down
and it worked!
i still hate the live action zelda thing, i still think it WILL be bad, and it will still negatively affect how i feel about the franchise as a whole, i am not spiraling out of control about it though, which i think is a win in my book, some people hate that i say my opinion at all though, more on twitter than here so hey, im grateful to not be called pathetic to my face bc i said something someone might decry as too 'weird'
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posts where two brothers declare a thing. blond on the right brunette on the left. same face syndrome but its not just an artist thing it's because they're actually the same guy. but like not EXACTLY exactly the same guy. they have the same name though.
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im really sad no one else saw the cult aspects of sh3 more compelling like i did when i first watched a playthrough of it. idk it maybe my religious trauma talking, but the constant talk of bringing salvation and being saved by god steams from the deep primal fear of the world and life and all its sufferings and just the gaping unknown of what comes after death and!!! idk it gripped me personally. along with heather’s struggles with identity, agency, and the constant themes of cycles repeating and rebirth??
Saint Alessa Gillespie Mother of God Daughter of God?? am i the only one who thought this went fucking hard as hell??
in this part of the game when we see this painting, Heather has been going through a lot of self reflecting, especially during the chapel section. We really get to see Alessa’s life was like when she was carrying God, and it’s during this part I think heather accepts that Alessa is an important part of who she is, even if she’s no longer Alessa anymore. I think she says something along the lines of “I’m not Alessa, but Alessa is still me.” at one point. I can’t help but see it as an allegory for self acceptance, specifically the acceptance of trauma/abuse done unto you. Heather’s denial of being Alessa makes sense during the beginning. She has no memory of being Alessa, and people (Claudia) who clearly want to hurt her keep insisting that she is.
But the thing is, Claudia sees heather as Alessa: Mother of God... simply a vessel meant to carry their cult’s deity. not the true Alessa Gillespie. So as the game continues with Heather recovering more memories of her past life, along with suffering the same problems as Alessa did 17 years ago, she truly comes to accept that she was Alessa, who fought SO Hard to be and to live as heather!!! Being heather, or Cheryl Mason, was supposed to be Alessa’s hard won happy ending. After literal years of being tortured in a cocoon of pain and misery, Alessa does escape in the end too, through being reborn as heather. How can heather deny that part of herself that used to be Alessa, after all Alessa has done to get her where she is?
the symbolism of agency and autonomy with the mother of god daughter of god stuff makes me go actually insane. The cult forcing her into motherhood, but Alessa embracing that role to birth a life that She wants to bring into the world? A life that is filled with love and joy (with harry !!! 😭😭😭), her OWN personal paradise??? WAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
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Instead of Dead Souls they're gonna make Gay Souls
thats still dead souls i think
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kinda feel like doing a ship bracket poll tournament........
send me all the mtl ships you can think of. rarepairs absolutely welcome! (you can also send ships with more than two characters, but depending on how many ships will be competing, i might hold on to those for a later round)
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"Are we somehow surprised that we both understand these movies more than everyone else?" - me to Punct just now
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pls scroll through the sudden influx of saw content with indifference. i dont even fuck with saw like that but the fan content is top tier man. keep up the good work saw tumblrinas
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seeing that list of woke games being passed around like it isn't obviously making fun of woke game lists is painful. are people just kind of stupid now or am i insane
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Question:
How feasible would it be to create a canon accurate story while watching the third movie alone and external materials related to the third movie (junior novelization and art book)? I want to make a story contained within Mount Rageous about Velvet and Veneer, but would it be more beneficial to learn more about the world at large for further reader immersion purposes?
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