#fundy deserves better

[estelle-may]

Now listen.. Cc!wilbur was on his whole hamilton arc right.

Philip died wanting the approval of his father

Fundy died because he didn’t care anymore about approval for his father

Just a nice way to see how much more c!Wilbur has fallen based on what we knew he wanted to mirror

[astretheraven]

c!Fundy: Helpful grammar tip: “farther” is for physical distance, “further” is for methaphorical distance, and “father” is for emotional distance!

[yoominzodiactides3]

So we just not gonna talk about the fact that C!Wilbur made C!Fundy eat of the ground on all fours? And how he’s not actually a fox but a human who is a furry!? Anyways happy for C!Fundy good for him.

[ashxolotl175]

Omg I just learned this

c!Fundy colored his L'manberg uniform with some crayons

this is amazing and wholesome

[vimvandalism]

I was not meaning to make any dsmp fanart anymore

But ey, ghostbur is a constant on the mind 🤌

[bunny-beloved]

some old writing from THAT fundy stream

"i dont forgive you"

And just like that everything came crashing down at once as the harsh words fell from fundys mouth and wrapped themselves around wilburs heart, squeezing in a vice like grip until wilbur swears it might burst and shatter to the floor along with the thousands of things he wants to say but can't due to the closing of his throat. 

Fundy turns so he doesn’t have to see the pain etched onto his fathers face for a second more, partly because it hurts and partly because there is a bittersweet feeling of solace that he might have caused even a miniscule piece of pain that he felt. 

But he doesn’t think so.

Nothing can amount to what his father caused, a home he felt made just for him ripped cruelly away by the one who built it! Leaving him alone, with no true family nor friends. Just a bitter bitter feeling of abandonment and lost hope

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He walks closer to the edge and despite himself, he smiles

The wind feels oddly comforting as it swaddles him at the top of that ledge, almost like a mothers hug that feels like a long forgotten memory. He lets himself smile sadly as tears start to blur his vision and cascade slowly down his face, wishing that his feelings and troubles would fall with the liquid and bury itself into the ground of his old home.

Fundy wishes wilbur would leave but he doesn’t care enough to make him, he doesn’t really want his father to watch, then again perhaps its reprisal for what wilbur did to him as he didn’t grant him the same mercy

For just a second he closes his eyes and imagines the love he once felt, someone holding his hand as cheers and singing dance through the air after a first victory. His smile wobbles slightly as he ever so calmly walks further

Fundy smiled, fundy jumped then fundy dies in the same place he was born and it almost feels poetic 

[thebleedingeffect]

Literally I love c!Wilbur so much but what I would've done for him to have actually been a good father...

[louvesqueee]

Both Tallulah and Fundy deserved a better father, c!Wilbur loves his children so much but also neglects and leave them for others to take care of. At least Tallulah has Phil in her life and is willing to take care of her but ofc she be jealous to others like Pomme or Sunny because they have their parents with them. Fundy was disowned by his father at one point and Phil hates Fundy and doesn't care bout him, when Wil was finally ready to be a father to Fundy it was already too late, Fundy was too far gone(mentally and physically) to even care about anything, but at least at one point of his life Eret was their for Fundy.

Anyways, thank you for listening to my Ted talk, Sally would probably beat the heck up of c!Wilbur and would adopt Tallulah wholeheartedly

I also do commission, and if any of you are interested, go ahead and dm me here or in my insta🌻

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for staying friendly with my ex when it upsets my girlfriend?

Ok so I (36f) realized I’m actually very gay about 6 years into a marriage with my ex-husband (34m). I was raised hella fundie Christian and it took a lot of unlearning and time in a safe place to really understand myself and my sexuality. My ex husband is a really sweet, wholesome person (the literal definition of himbo. I swear he’s Kronk IRL). We took a really long time ending our marriage to make sure we both felt respected and honored through the process and I didn’t want him to feel like I was casting him aside for something frivolous, but that I was giving our relationship the gentle ending it deserved.

We’re still good friends, I mean it’s still kinda fresh but we still text each other about football and soccer and the dog we shared (he has the dog, a mutual decision, he just updates me on how he’s doing and all the funny stuff he does). There’s no romance at all, just two people who decided they were better off as friends, and are friendly.

I started dating my girlfriend about 3 months ago, but I’ve known her for ten years. We are so so good together and it’s a genuinely healthy, open communication relationship and we do so well, but she has a really traumatic ex that did a number on her and her self confidence. (Like, I’m a very non-violent person but I would hip-check that bitch in front of a bus given the opportunity.)

My ex and I used to rib each other about football and rivals and blah blah but they played against each other today so I texted and asked if he was watching.

My girlfriend got really quiet and subdued when I showed her what we were talking about. It took about an hour but she told me her ex used to pretend to be bros with her roommate but was actually cheating on her with him behind her back, and I guess it triggered that feeling of betrayal in her and we talked it out, but I can tell it’s still bothering her.

I understand how she’s feeling insecure about this, and I’ve tried to reassure her so many ways, but I can tell it still weighs on her. I spent a very long time making sure my ex and I ended our marriage on a positive note, but it still feels like I’m doing something wrong because it upsets my girlfriend. I’m not sure if I’m the asshole for still texting and having casual conversations (we live 1000 miles apart now so it’s always just a text chit chat), but we’re friends and went through a lot of grief to make sure we didn’t hate each other at the end of everything.

I still feel like I’m doing something wrong though. AITA?

What are these acronyms?

[blakeswritingimagines]

Sweet nothings

Dream: “You're such a beautiful person and you deserve someone so kind and caring and I would give you the world if I could, you're so smart funny, sweet and you're so incredible to talk to too, I love everything about you. You're absolutely gorgeous and you make me so happy everytime I see you or even think about you. I love you so much.”

Sapnap: “I would never ever leave you, I would stay with you forever and ever. You're my soulmate. I would never ever stop loving you. You complete me, you're my entire worlds and I could never ever live without you.”

George: “You have such a kind heart and soul and are so unique. Keep being yourself, because you are awesome. Stay safe and take care of yourself, and always remember that you are loved and appreciated. You are special and wonderful and worth it.”

Wilbur: “you are amazing, funny, smart and just overall a really fun person to talk to. keep smiling and know that there are many people out there who love, care, and value you. you are loved and important.”

Fundy: “I would never ever leave you, I would stay with you forever and ever. You're my soulmate. I would never ever stop loving you. You complete me, you're my entire worlds and I could never ever live without you.”

Karl: “You are the most special person I know, you make everyone happy, if it wasn’t for you the world would be so boring without you in it. You’re smart, funny, kind, lovely, amazing and I just can’t believe how lucky I am to have met you, you’re incredible, you are the most perfect person in the universe.”

Eret: “You're the star of my day, you are the best person I have met. You're so kind and I wish you could see what I see in you, I think you're incredible and I wish that you are aware of that, I will always be here for you and I will always be proud of you.”

Foolish: “You're a legend, you are so kind and sweet - everyone loves you, no matter what you do I'm so proud of you, you're absolutely stunning and nobody could get better, you have the greatest heart, you are so thoughtful & smart. You are the best person, the most amazing person.”

Niki: “you make me so happy and idk what to say... But I love you so much, and I cannot thank you enough, for being your best self, for being your friend, for simply being you, because you are simply perfect, and you make the world a better, brighter place, and you're simply one of a kind, and you are simply amazing! So keep being you, because the world needs you, so keep being you, because you are amazing.”

Ranboo: “You are a pretty awesome person, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I'll always be here for you, so whenever you need help, or need someone to talk to... I'm right here. You don't need to suffer alone, when you have me as a friend... It's ok to rely on people sometimes... even on me. I'll give you a hug if you need it too. You are never alone in your life struggles.”

[shaftking]

It’s almost always the ex fundie Christians and Muslim radfems that are the most fervent about the fact that all men are inherently evil and men just want to hurt and attack women and it always makes me think like. Did you ever consider that maybe it was the men in the kind of environment you came from or grew up in that enabled those kinds of men, or enabled boys to grow up into men that believed that mistreating women was okay? Because it always seems to me that these radfems came to their realization that women deserve better but never discarded the framework that men “just can’t help themselves” etc.

[aelincreativ]

Tallulah Owns My Heart Now

It was bad before now, when it was just Leonarda. But now? Tallulah? I will commit atrocities in the name of keeping the pixel eggs safe.

Just. Everything. She’s everything. 

She ate dirt, he ate sand.

She has pan pipes/flute, he has a guitar.

Fucking, Wilbur Soot you are not allowed to repeat your previous parenting mistakes, you hear me! Fundy deserved better and you better have learned your lesson sir! 

Be the superstar musician father Tallulah needs.

Please. I will cry if anything happens to her.

[griffintail]

Lost Ones Halloween

I managed my brain to write something! They're more like headcanons of what the Lost Ones (With some special guests) would dress as for Halloween. It's just some cute shit for you guys. K! BYE!

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Tommy

(F/L) would dress up just like Tommy in his suit, calling herself Little Trusty and try to trick people into giving her more candy. Tommy would be very proud.

Wilbur

Star would still dress in her L'Manberg uniform but she'd care around a book with Declaration of Indepdance printed on the front and a guitar on her back. Wilbur would be honored by his little girl and make sure she'd get plenty of treats.

Technoblade

Little Blade would dress as Athena (her favorite goddess). Techno would praise her choice and take her out. Though he wasn't really welcomed in the countries, no one was willing to tell him no when he'd lead his little girl in with an axe on his shoulder.

Philza

Phil would be surprised by Angel's choice as she'd be dressed as his goddess. (Techno giving her no influence or help whatsoever. Nope!) Though he'd smile widely at the choice and defend her choice as they went out. He was sure Kristen loved it just as much as him.

Ghostbur

Blue would wear a blue sheep costume and Ghostbur would not stop squealing with joy as he looked at his little girl. It was just perfect and adorable! Her cuteness didn't affect just him either and she most certainly got the best and most treats. (Which she split with Tommy).

Eret

She was already a princess! She wanted to be something different, so instead she put on a cape and crown, calling herself a king instead. Eret would grin and promise she'd make the best king one day. She most certainly felt like a king with the amount of treats she got.

Dream

She was a bit embarrassed with her costume as Dream managed to make time to be there for her. He would stand shocked as she was in a perfect outfit making her look like him. Eventually, he'd tell her he loved it before even giving her a sword to match his as well. No one would dare give less than what she deserved.

Tubbo

Lamb would dress as a bee. Tubbo would keep her on his shoulders all night, letting her "fly around" as they went out trick or treating.

Ranboo

Boo would dress as an enderman. To help her complete her perfect outfit, Ranboo let her have some ender pearls but had her swear to not throw them too far from him. She had fun the entire night and when she accidentally break his rule, Ranboo didn't have the heart to scold her.

Fundy

Kit and Fundy had the perfect plan for mischief! She dressed up as a baby zombie and scared people the entire night, while also making sure to score plenty of treats. (It's alright if a few were someone else's)

Quackity

Duckling dressed as well as duck! Quackity would be unsure about the costume at first but she looked too adorable to say no to. He could never say no to her.

Schlatt

Ram hadn't really planned on going out, but when Schlatt took her out to get an outfit to go out the day before, she was thrilled and knew exactly what she wanted to be. When she came out in a suit, Schlatt was confused until she said she was dressed as the best president, him. Damn it! She had to stop making him feel soft!

Awesamdude

Creeper had thought about dressing as a creeper but thought of one better. She dressed as a prison guard and when Sam would ask her why, she told him so she could go to work with him instead since he was going to work that night. He had planned on letting Sam Nook take her, but, he could afford one night off instead.

Foolish

Pup would dress as a shark. Foolish would absolutely love it and if she didn't get nearly enough as he thought she deserved, he'd make sure she'd get it.

[cloverandstuff]

I read the letter.

I read the letter Br!Phil sent br!Wilbur. I read that and only that and I don't care what anyone says, that man deserves to be jailed and locked away for good.

That man did jackshit. Br!Theseus raised himself and was forced to grow up far to quickly to cope with the loss of his brother and mother, dealing the absence of his other brother and the unstable mind and health of his father.

He dealt with all that, and more, I know damn what what br!Phil did to the people that br!theseus took comfort in. Br!phil might not have done it intentionally, but he still did it and it still harmed his youngest.

BR!THESEUS GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR THEM, HE GAVE UP HIS ENTIRE BEING

AND THIS CUNT HAS THE GALL TO TRY AND COMPARE HIM TO BR!RANBOO, WHEN HE HAS SPENT JACKSHIT TIME WITH HIS YOUNGEST? HE HAS THE GALL TO TRY AND TURN BR!WILBUR AGAINST HIS YOUNGEST???

This fucking bitch wants to try and make br!Fundy the crown prince as quick as he can, and implies that if Br!Theseus argues with this decision, they'll exile him.

I'm sorry, this man is far beyond redemption. He may have been a good father at some point, but the moment he even considered his own son a villain of the degree that needed to be exiled instead of a son who he has failed to raise and be there for, is the moment he lost any fucking respect from me.

God, I want him dead. I want him to crash and burn.

Teyz, please, I knew it was gonna get worse but please let it get better quicker. I can't do this, this poor boy needs so much therapy and his father isn't doing anything to help.

Can we at least have br!Wilbur remain on his side? Maybe even Br!Techno? They have to realise how much br!Theseus will lose himself because of this, right?

Please Teyz, mercy on them.

[dykejaskier]

Ik you said this ages ago and in the tags of a post, but I'd love to hear your thoughts on Rüdeger and his mental health

anon i'm down on one knee proposing rn thank you for sending this in

stray thoughts and ramblings (sorry if this is messy, it's getting to 6 am and i have Not slept):

i'm really curious as to how his identity interacts with his faith. from my understanding, monasteries were intended to be safe havens away from the secular world (my notes from a course on early mediaeval monasticism call them "a place where a life similar to that of the angels takes place, a harbour of calm that resists the storms of the world of outside") - and so he's in this space that's meant to be separated from "sin" but at the same time, he's living in it through his identity* and relationship (at least according to the institution he's a part of). i'd love to know how he views himself, the church, the concept of sin in the first place - like obviously he's terrified of anyone finding out about them, but from memory it's expressed more so as worry over mathieu? which in turn makes me wonder if that's because he's at peace with his own fate due to self-deprecating reasons and so doesn't bother worrying about himself (i'm sinful and will go to hell regardless but mathieu deserves better) or if he thinks there's nothing sinful about their relationship in the first place (and so persecuting mathieu, the man he loves, over it, is unfathomable and unfair) [*i'm aware that the concept of queerness as an identity is more contemporary, but i couldn't think of a better word]

also curious as to how he ended up at kiersau. we don't know his backstory - how'd he end up becoming a monk? did something happen to drive him towards it? is there a precedent for him running away from things (if andreas blackmails him and mathieu, he leaves, i think to protect mathieu)? inquiring minds would like to know

hc time: i think that the town turning on them in act II feels that much more terrifying because while they're not persecuting him because of his queerness, it's entirely likely that they/others would, if their relationship was revealed. so the whole thing is like a manifestation of his worst fears. no wonder he's upstairs having a panic attack

SPEAKING OF. anxiety girlie who gets panic attacks and self-soothes by singing. and i'm sure mathieu's presence calms him (doubly so because mathieu's probably the only person in his life who gets it. who understands him. who sees him without that act of perceiving being judgemental)

another question: what does rüdeger himself think of his mental health issues? we have the language to describe it now, with modern terms, but - and not to paint with a broad stroke - a 16th century monk probably wouldn't necessarily internalise something like a panic attack as being a health issue, but rather a spiritual affliction. which brings me back to wondering how he thinks of himself, and of god, and if it's possible he views his issues as a divine punishment (like how some fundies describe depression as like. being something given to them by the devil? that they can pray away?)

in my self-indulgent hc, he feels better after leaving kiersau. mathieu getting a big promotion probably brings new anxieties but at the same time, makes them just a bit more untouchable. also, if andreas was not an asshole about discovering them in the library, i feel that'd give him an opportunity to see that people can be good and understanding about him/them (though i also have a feeling that rüdeger is the type of person to believe the best about people, at least when's he's not actively spiralling. mathieu does describe him as "a gentle soul" and "a kind and thoughtful man")

that's all i have for now. i love him and mathieu so much, they deserve everything <3

[mayrine]

Seeing q!wilbur beeing an actual loving father to tallulah is making me feel really mixed emotions.

I personally like to the idea that qsmp!wilbur is the same as dsmp!wilbur because i think it’s cool and fits with the flashbacks he has with quackity.  And watching him care for tallulah and love and protect her is making me think about c!fundy and how he never got the chance to see that side of wilbur. The side that is caring and loving and a good father and all the other things he wasn’t to c!fundy. Will literally said on stream that he’ll take better care of her then “the other ones” most likely referring to c!fundy and maybe even c!tommy

idk, c!fundy has always been my comfort character and the fact that he never got the chance to have a true conversation with d!wilbur and now seeing that maybe Will was always capable of beeing a caring father but just never tried with fundy is really fucking sad.

 Like, im glad he’s not beeing a shit father to tallulah but c!fundy also deserved a good father

sorry for the rant but i just had to get this of my mind