#fuuuck this hurt

[desired-misery]

So we all know Luis has a scar from Las Plagas, which implies he needed surgery to get it out... but who did the surgery? Did he do it on himself? Did this man perform a major surgery on himself to remove the parasite pieces after he killed it (I assume that he needed to remove the parts that died, as Leon and Ashley seemed to only need the laser machine to do kill it in the game)? Or was his not at an advanced stage yet so he only needed to stun it/mostly kill it before going in a removing it? How long did it take him? Did he have to break because he was worried he was going to pass out/actually pass out from the freakiness of it all/his hands were shaking so bad/he got bloody and didn't want to drop his tools?

[surrealsunset]

the sun always shines on TV

[apostleoforder]

is colorless sunlight just as warm

[rozugold]

idk if it's a protection instinct or what, but sometimes I read the older painted illusions comics and get this overwhelming desire to take Tommy's place in them. he just deserves better :(

Same man…

[sourscheming]

“pickle almost killed hinself cause of ta-“ YOU PULLED THAT SHIT OUT OF YOUR ASS!!!!!!!

[steaksex]

YAYYYY interrogation fantasies go hard. dumping a bucket of cold water over you while a hitachi is tied between your legs right against ur tdick. shocking you in the places where ur the most sensitive!! whipping you and then numbing you. so many things i could do to make a cute guy confess whatever i want him to. ehehehe

FUUGGGGGGGGIT WOULD BE SO AWESOME. i do have a like kniockoff hitachi but its way way way too strong for meeee.. sensory overload i wouldnt be able tot ake it. who knows if id be able to string together words at that pointtt.... take pictures of me and make me look at how fucking dumb i look. make me confess to shit i never did and promise to do anything and say anything..... ouhhh pleaseeeee make me bleed i thiunk somene should hurt me. it would be awesome. i would look sooo cute coughing and sputtering and crying and shaking i think. thank you anon im sooo normalso normallll

[theaterofpain]

thinking about art a bit (as i always do... lol)

like... im kind of in the middle of like the perfect storm of being upset with my art. all the random ideas and inspiration i used to get frequently have fizzled up for reasons unclear (the classic Art Block) my different chronic pains make it so sitting down and drawing is painful and timeconsuming, external validation is unreliable due to social anxiety, i dont have the huge swaths of free time like i used to yadda yadda... but im still constantly on an undercurrent of like this primal "if i dont make art ill Die" urge

anyway all that is to say like. ive gotten kind of addicted to mspaint mouse drawings. cause like, every line i make just has a base nature of looking shitty. and every shape ends up way weirder than in my head. it has zero qol features. and how much i can improve things is limited not only my sense of how long im taking but also by like increasing pain lmao... its like all the ingredients of making me get really depressed are all right there. but when i still enjoy it and i still like what i drew despite how it looks bad and is not at all an inspired or interesting concept or even what my idea of what "art that i want to make" looks like, it somehow feels so great like damn i could get depressed at this and i have before but im not. its stupid and ugly but i like how i did x and y and drawing it was kinda fun. if i post it i get 0 notes or like 2 notes max but still just the act of posting art i made online is kinda fun on its own too. sooo yeah idk... its a bit freeing for me i think

thanks for reading my little chat......

[scattered-winter]

the daredevil rewatch is all fun and games until it gets to the mattfoggy divorce era </3

[xamaxenta]

Bc i never plan my art unless its for a zine idk how to further proceed w that gym piece i never intended for it to have a background but i felt called out by the post that mentioned the things artists who dont draw bgs/dont often draw bgs do and i didnt wanna just post another Ace art of him standing in a void but now i have to adjust the colours and most modern gyms are like greyscale with one highlight colour and its driving me insaneeeee

[antiv3nom]

OUGH. THATS WHY THEY WENT OUT TO SEA AT DIFFERENT TIMES. AND WHY THEY WAITED SO LONG.

BECAUSE SABO WAS GONNA LEAVE WHEN HE WAS 17. AND THEY HONORED HIS WISH.

[running-in-the-dark]

ooh gross headache. nooo I've got episodes to watch!!

[solarismp3]

Almost got a heart attack from my alarm

[ratmans-notebooks]

man the original pilot that came out 4 years ago had its problems but god the new show makes the pilot look like fine art

[triguuuun]

I MISSED THE FUCKING EBAY BID!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! I SET AN ALARM TO WAKE ME BEFORE THE BIDDING ENDED AND IT DIDNT FUCKING WORK!!!! A FUCKING WOLFWOOD GUNSMOKE FIGURINE STILL IN THE BOX NO SHIPPING IT WAS $30 IM NEVER GOING TO FIND THAT AGAINNNNNN

[sparklygraves]

We will disguise what we ignore and I'll love you so cold

-- alex g

[penrose-quinn]