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[haveyouseenthisg1rl]

THROUGH THE EYES OF...

compilation of fan tweets (+ a reddit post) dedicated to nymth rina.

𓇢𓆸 @sereneonly

jisoo is talented but it’s clear marionette wasn’t the group for her, and she’s great in selene so idk why people are so hung up on this 😭

[🎦: video compilation of pre-debut marionette dance practices alongside nymth rina and others]

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SHIN | SELENE 4 LIFE @juhasdcughter

MARIONETTE fans have to keep lying about how Jisoo was removed from the original line up. They like to gaslight that she was kicked out because 1. They’re insecure about how talented & gorgeous she is. 2. Because Selene is now thriving while their fave group is disbanded.

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RINA DATA @JISOOSDOG

- Pit-A-Pat for Dalgona

- Naan for Live On

- 🆕 Eyes On You for My 20th Twenty

RINA, our OST princess indeed! 👸

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귀여운 🍀 @moondanceuxxx

💚 Jisoo has a unique character. She’s funny, talks a lot and has so much passion when’s she’s on variety shows and interviews. (But off camera) she’s quiet and doesn’t talk much. She doesn’t like to talk things that are on her mind.

[🎦: video compilation of members and co-stars on how quiet and reserved nymth rina really is off cam]

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r/kpopconfessions 2 yr. ago

havensent

Am I in my delulu era? Get me the fuck out please

I recently attended several concerts of my ultimate group, and on the final night, I had barricade access, which turned out to be the most incredible experience of my life. However, one member has captivated me so intensely that I find it difficult to think about anything else, making it hard to return to my normal routine.

This person locked eyes with me repeatedly for several seconds, smiling in a flirtatious way that felt like a punch to the gut. They would turn their head to continue looking at me and smiling as they walked past. Several fans in my section shouted about how lucky I was and noted that the member was checking me out. One lady behind me even told me to start packing my bags for Korea because I was about to get invited! I experienced eye contact and smiles from all the members that night, got splashed with water, and treasured every moment. However, the way this member looked at me felt distinct, surprising, and overwhelming.

I managed to capture a few instances on my phone, and a kind fan also shared their recordings with me. Part of the moment was even caught on a live stream, but the cameraman shifted focus halfway through because this member was looking at me instead of the camera. I can't stop watching the videos and reliving those moments. I would never share them, though, as this member has many solo stans who can be harsh, and I don’t want to make anyone jealous—that's the last thing I would want.

I keep listening to their songs, watching videos, and just bought some of their merchandise. I know I’m being a bit ridiculous, but moving on is proving to be a challenge. A fan who received far less interaction from this idol even made a 40-minute YouTube video detailing their experience, which makes me feel somewhat tame in comparison. Still, I can’t shake this dull ache in my heart, hoping it’s just post-concert depression.

Has anyone else experienced this? When did you finally feel normal again? I’ve never been overly delusional or a hardcore stan. As a grown woman a few years older than this idol, I understand that I’ll never be in a relationship with them, that they don’t “like” me, and that they probably haven’t thought of me since the concert ended. My mind knows this, but my heart is struggling to catch up. I just feel a bit stuck right now. Thank you for listening if you’ve made it this far; I really needed to express this somewhere. I don’t know anyone in real life who shares my enthusiasm for my group or even K-pop.

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[yocioon]

❪⠀★⠀❫⠀𝐑𝓞𝐋𝐄⠀𝐌𝓞𝐃𝐄𝐋⠀╱⠀𝟐꩜𝟐𝟑⠀▓▓

⠀ ⠀⠀ † STARTED ⋆ OCTOBER 31 ✷ ENDED ⋆ ONGOING †

⠀⠀ [ PARK SUNGHOON & READER & YANG JUNGWON ]

⠀⠀╰ a park sunghoon & yang jungwon social media au ╯

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ♱

⠀ ⠀ SERIES MASTERLIST⠀╱╱⠀enhypen xx idol!reader

ㅤ♱ ❜ ▍ synopsis ⋆ where y/n l/n, the infamous leader of KΛM!KAZΞ finds herself gaining the attention of both Park Sunghoon and Yang Jungwon. Amidst realizing her feelings for both men, she uncovers a new sensual desire brewing within her. Which is the fact she wouldn’t mind having two boyfriends; every girls wildest dream.

ㅤ♱ ❜ ▍ genre ⋆ idol/celebrity au. social media au. mutual beef (y/n & jungwon). enemies to friends to lovers (y/n & jungwon). labelmates to lovers. mild angst. fluff. smut. crack. polyamorous relationship (i’m poly myself).

ㅤ♱ ❜ ▍ warnings ⋆ she/her pronouns used. contains excessive swearing. violence. typical twt humor (kys jokes, b*mb jokes, etc etc). alcohol consumption. slight drug usage. erotica. mentions of mental disorders (anger issues, bpd).

⠀ᥫ✦.⠀⠀NOTE. header was made by yours truly (of course). pictures used to represent the characters and members were not, however. chapters will contain some narrative segments so if that uninterests you i completely understand and you can always swipe out.

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀𐙚 ˖ ׁ ⁩ KΛM!KAZΞ⠀|⠀ENHYPEN ˚ ⠀. 𑄽𑄺ྀ

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ wattpad ⋆ playlist ⋆ taglist

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ♱

˖ 𓈒 ✶ꜛ﹝ ❛⠀𝐔𝐍𝐎⠀⟡⠀the jungwon effect.

˖ 𓈒 ✶ꜛ﹝ ❛⠀𝐃𝐎𝐒⠀⟡⠀tbc

˖ 𓈒 ✶ꜛ﹝ ❛⠀𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐒⠀⟡⠀tbc

˖ 𓈒 ✶ꜛ﹝ ❛⠀𝐂𝐔𝐀𝐓𝐑𝐎⠀⟡⠀tbc

˖ 𓈒 ✶ꜛ﹝ ❛⠀𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐎⠀⟡⠀tbc

𐙚 ⠀ ˖⠀⠀ ۫ 𝓷𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬 : hola hola mis amorcitas. this is my first ever smau fic i am posting on tumblr; i used to have a haikyuu one on my wattpad but erm… someone plagiarized my writing/gfx from there so i took it down el oh el. this is also my first enhypen fic. this couldn’t have been made without the lovely @scarfac3 who made up 99.9% of this plot, only idea i pitched in was for y/n to be in a group rather than a soloist. also, xiomara is dedicated to them so watch ur mouths on my girl xio. other than that, hope you guys enjoy & if you want to be on the taglist, my inbox is always open !!

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© 𝐘𝓞𝐂𝐈𝓞𝓞𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑⠀♱⠀mature discretion advised. all rights reserved. do not plagiarize or steal works.

[kimtaegis]

Your Fri(end)s gfx!!!!! ODMJDHZKSBAALAJABABBSK IT'S SOOOO BEAUTIFUL. You really have the talent to make a whole harmony in a whole gfx. Every part are matching together, and it blows my mind. And the quality wow it has an amazing quality, yeah gifs has a good quality. But I am speaking about everything, fonts, textures, coloring, animations everything has a perfect quality. Clearly I am making gfx too and I know it's not easy. So Bravo 🙌

wahhhhh thank you sooo much you’re so so so cute 😭🥺 yes I always try to create a cohesive vibe/ look for each work, I’m happy you pointed that out!! 🥺 as for the quality, I always start with a high image size and then once a panel is done, reduce it until it fits under the 10mb limit of tumblr (it’s my biggest enemy 😭). I’m super glad you like the set and took the time to tell me, it means a lot to me 🤍🤍🤍 have a lovely Sunday!!!

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gender-neutral and female reader, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, smut, suggestive, a lot of aus especially modern, anything to lovers especially enemies to lovers, breeding kink, breast/nipple play, (dub) con, somnophilia, corruption, impact play, (face) riding sex, (semi) public sex, masturbation, vibrators, etc.

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feb 2023: hi everyone, this is nixie!

you also find me〘 main blog 〙,〘 gfx blog 〙,〘 incorrect bts 〙

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au: assistant┊badboy┊biker┊bodyguard┊camping┊camp counselors┊established relationship┊fake dating┊fake marriage┊fantasy┊flower shop┊fuckboy┊idol┊marriage┊photographer┊rockband┊soulmates┊streamer┊university┊non-idol┊arranged marriage┊gender swap┊tattoo shop

?2L: childhood friends to lovers┊enemies to lovers┊exes to lovers┊friends to lovers┊idiots to lovers┊roommates to lovers┊strangers to lovers┊friends with benefits to lovers┊classmates to lovers

genre: angst┊fluff┊smut┊angst & smut┊fluff & smut┊angst & fluff┊angst & fluff & smut┊hurt/comfort

[dimalink]

Nes, Nes! I play Nes!

Do you play? Yes, I do! In a system Nes 8 bit! 8 bit spring days again! Just like in childhood. It is cool, that some things never going away. For my case, it is system Nes. But now I have China clone Fc Compact 2. And in previous time, I had Dendy from Steepler. Dendy Junior, maybe. I don’t remember model.

Road Blasters

I played in Road Blasters. Blasters don’t just exist on a sideroad, you know. I have a game on a standalone cartridge. So, I like, when game is on a standalone cartridge. But gamepacks are also good. As you can say. In this game you need to ride forward and shoot  enemies cars and obstacles. And collect fuel. And you can upgrade your gun. It is good to play game!

Graphics is ok. Control is ok. So, it is a nice game in genre car combat. I know, that there is also a Sega MegaDrive version. But I don’t have it. I played in Nes, right now.

I like this game a lot. But maybe it don’t have a lot of content.

Power Rangers

After that it goes into action cartridge Power Rangers. I was surprised by gfx in game. Very beautiful.  With big sprites for characters. And good gameplay. It is nice to shoot. And look what is going on. One interesting moment, that character is don’t react immediately, in my case. Just like he has some power to be slow. Maybe it seemed. I came to the boss of first level. So, this is my goal.

So, I first time to run this cartridge. And was surprised. How good it is. I have part 1. And how many part exists – I don’t know. But, I think several should exists.

One minus - it is hieroglyph. So, there are some cinematics. You can read some text. And don’t know what it is about. But game has a genre - action game. So, it doesn’t react on game.

And I entered some door. And gain a sword. Instead of gun. And next go to boss. But I cannot defeat him yet.

Gunnac

After that, I have cartridge Gunnac. I run it. It is a great theme. I know it for a long time.  And I played it, I can say. Cool graphics, killing gameplay. You are flying in a spaceship and shoot. And it is space shooter. 

Enemies are sci fi and funny. There are some carrots that are shooting into you, for example. And there are serious enemies. So, it is powerful 8 bit sci fi action space shooter 8 bit videogame. And a lot of weapons and bonus are here! They are dropping all the time. And lasers and even flamethrower.

 There are lots of lasers, beams, super weapon is on second button. In this terms game is very fast. Plus beautiful gfx. I can defeat now a first boss, only.

So, I had a cool weekend!

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i'm lolo! i'm an adult and i write for nct. i block empty blogs.

□ about me □ fic recs □ the yuta blog □ music & gfx blog

□ wips □ masterlist:

▂✫⌒*･ﾟHaechan

I'll wait longer, want it so bad | College, friends to lovers, angst, fluff

Divine Love | Soulmates au, fluff

Break my fall | Religious college, enemies to lovers, angst, fluff

We ridin' | Street racing au, romance, angst. Part of the 'Drifting' series.

Playing Games | Friends with benefits, angst, smut

12-7 ROOM | Fluff, rom com | Part 1 - Part 2

▂✫⌒*･ﾟMark

Too Fast | Street racing au, romance, angst. Part of the 'Drifting' series.

▂✫⌒*･ﾟYangyang

Horizon | Ex-best friends to lovers, road trip, fluff

▂✫⌒*･ﾟYuta

My last season called 'you' | Flowershop worker Yuta, angst

▂✫⌒*･ﾟMultiple members series

Drifting | Street racing au. Mains: Haechan, Mark, Taeyong and Yuta. Other NCT members as side characters.

□ Networks: kflixnet, neoturtles, nct-writers.

[woozi]

Um this might be annoying but your descriptions on that mutuals as svt members was so wholesome! So I thought if you could name your mutuals and say what you like abt them? Your favorite thing about them kinda? Idk I thought it was cute but you don't have to do it if you don't want to ! 💚💚💚

i went through my following list and i think these are all of my carat mutuals/friends <3 i only included those who i'm mutuals with here on this blog, but with that in mind i hope i included the right people/and all of you! if not, i may have gotten confused with your main and sideblogs. :/ i divided this into 4 sections (because that's how i think of them in my head, lol). so, without further ado, here they are in the order of my following list (from the most recent):

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@leechaerok (mirelle) - mi!! i love how you are always striving to be positive and that this is something you share and extend to other people! you literally remind me of sunshine and i hope that only good things are coming ur way. ily!!

@ohoshi (cora) - cora my naughty (IN A PLAYFUL WAY) friend <3 cora's really fun to talk to and she keeps you on your toes. idk why i didn't follow her earlier (i didnt know i wasn't following her jsdjkdsjsdk). extremely talented!! also love the upbeat vibe.

@soonyoungs (cara) - same with cora, i've been seeing cara around but never got to interact with her until recently! i love how versatile cara is and how she always always always appreciates even the little things. 10/10 would let her visit my home again <3

@wrongnanab (aya) - i get mom/older sister friend vibes from aya and i think it suits her a lot. she’s also not afraid of reaching out and i love that sm about her!! i relate to her a lot and i love how she’s always there.

@junhaoshua (e) - something interesting always comes up every time i speak to e! i also love her initiative and how well she manages her time. she’s really passionate about the things she likes and i love how she can get people to be interested in them too!

@choibeomgyus (kale) - kale has excellent taste! i love her aes so much. <3 her work is particularly right up my alley and i just love how clean looking they are. kale’s also such a sweet friend, and she’s not shy about showing affection. i love her sm!!

@dokyom (izy) - izy’s one of the first carats i first followed when i got into caratblr and i’m so glad to have made that decision! her work always wows me and although we haven’t talked much, she’s one of the people i always look out for in here.

@seohoshi (nele) - nele, my mutual at heart. <3 the way we became mutuals is so funny and memorable to me, and i can’t say that about most people! i really like the way nele presents herself as well. she can have fun while still being collected, which i find really interesting. i think she’s someone who brings stability, but i can’t really explain why i get that from her. <3

@art-hao (carrie) - goddess on earth. so elegant. a literal virgo. i love how carrie doesn’t want to be too invested in one single thing. that being said, she’s multitalented, yet is skilled in each of the fields she’s venturing in. she also speaks what’s on her mind, and i admire that a lot. what can’t this woman do :/  

@svtreasure (kate) - kate is one of the first people i got to talk to here on caratblr! and although she’s not on here that much, i always look forward to seeing her. i feel like i have to protect her like a younger sibling <3

@uriboogyu (lee) - lee definitely has feisty younger sibling vibes which i think is so cute! like carrie and e, she’s not afraid of saying what’s on her mind. lee is also such a go-getter! the future is very bright for this one <3

@smallkore (kore) - i remember first talking to kore after she tagged all 3 of my active blogs in one post, and i thought it was kind of funny <3 kore is super talented and entertaining! i also think she’s super interesting, and i love her strange picture collection. <3

@rq-s (katrina) - katrina is also one of the first few people who i interacted with here on caratblr! she is so supportive and always has a nice word for everyone. even though she isn’t here much, i always like seeing her around <3

@boosbin (isa) - iconic. legend. will kick your ass. my beloved <3 isa is SUPER talented and she never fails to amaze me. she’s also very relatable and is super fun to talk to! idk i’m just really fond of isa lol

@dk-s (zay) - i love zay’s sense of style and her overall aesthetic! she also is really smart and gets really invested in her interests. i love her dedication and initiative!

@scoupsy (dreamy) - dreamy and i haven’t really talked much aside from interactions here and there, but she’s someone i really admire. i love how she doesn’t take anyone’s shit and knows what she wants. she’s really skilled in her areas of interest and takes pride in her excellent work. love that about her!! 

@julyprince (madison) - i was really shocked when madison followed me back because i love her work so much! i love how she is so consistent and dedicated (honestly, the constant 9 sets say it all <3). she’s intimidating at first, but she is actually so nice and likes reaching out!

@xuseokgyu (belle) - one of my treasured moots. belle is literally the seok to my soon. <3 she doesn’t know it, but i was kind of shy during my earlier days in caratblr, and she encouraged me to be myself just because she was always reaching out to me. i see belle as someone who really nurtures and is just a reliable older sister for me!

@haniehae (anna) - also one of my favorites <3 anna doesn’t really need too much words but u can always feel the love from her by her little tags here and there. she’s also super supportive and very appreciative of the little things! anna is such a cute person to have around. i lalso love how much work she puts into caratblr. also an amazing dancer oh my god???????

@jaemtens (kevin) - like dreamy, kevin and i haven’t really talked much, but i always love seeing him on the dash! one of the people i admire. it absolutely blows my mind how he has a phd (about to have one? :D) and that he’s still somehow able to make gifs (BEAUTIFULLY!) consistently. love that dedication, wish that were me!!

@tearsofsyrup (vi) - vi thinking of me and tagging me on cute stuff really just makes me feel so :’>. i love how easygoing vi is and i just feel light whenever we interact!!

@soonhoonsol (chey) - everyone’s bestie!! chey literally is the go-to person on caratblr. idk how she manages to do it but she’s always so nice to everyone and really does go out of her way to make everyone feel comfortable! chey has a special place in my heart, and my stay in caratblr wouldn’t be the same without her. <3

@iiasha (emily) - you all don’t understand how much i LOVE emily. i can’t even explain why i love her i just do. she’s also one of the first people i followed when i came on caratblr and i’m so glad to have met her here on our own personal hellsite. emily’s the perfect balance of smart, cool, and funny (this sentence sounds lame as fuck but idk how else to put it)! i appreciate how much she likes her job and that’s something i hope to also imitate! i’ve said it before but i also really love how generous she is. emily also made my stay here on caratblr very enjoyable and i always love reading her text posts <3 i think tumblr junation would nearly die without her so go thank her rn. (she also spotted me turning full dinonara without me even noticing that i am one so. <3 /mwah/)

@coupsnim (izzie) - izzie gives me calm artsy vibes.  her work is always stunning omg. queen of red lips (and i think it’s so fitting bc it suits cheol the best imo???). ALSO love how much she loves cheol!! izzie’s just a sweetheart. <3 would also support ur 0 note posts, lol.

@kyeomshine (lyns) - lyns coloring queen <3 i looove how clean and cohesive her work always is! she’s also one of the people who encouraged me to stay here on caratblr (although she doesn’t know it!!). and though we don’t see lyns as much nowadays, i still think of her as the resident dk fan <3 one of the memorable people for me.

@heartgyus (rhys) - my sister (dISGUSTANG!!). my enemy. THE mutual to have homoerotic subtext with. rhys is actually my closest friend on caratblr. she’s multitalented, almost all-knowing, and has prettie vibes. i’m not elaborating anymore from here on out because i just know she’s gonna be a little devil about it on the dms. 🙄

@hanwooz (kellie & christine) - one of my absolute favorite blogs! i think of them as one of the constants of caratblr. i absolutely love their posts sm and just enjoy when they’re around!! (and how do ur gifs always look good omg tell me ur secrets pls <3)

@7ww​ (yasmin) - one of my favorite (if not my favorite) gfx maker!! i love how you can immediately tell something is from her because of their trademark look. we haven’t talked yet, but she’s one of my favorite carats!

@mngys​ (sofi) - coolest person in the world. idk why we’re even mutuals i don’t deserve this <3 sofi always has the coolest ideas and i look up to her sm!! i’ve also seen her from the birdie community before i got into caratblr so i’ve been following her for quite some time now, but we became mutuals here!

aes carats

@vixenjun​ (kaya) - another one of my beloveds <3 i always say kaya is funnie and sexie but she really is, and those are always the first words i think of when i’m reminded of her. one of my absolute favorites. a bestie that's close to my heart. <3

@tiddie​ (deniz) - i don’t see deniz posting much about svt anymore, but deniz is one of my first carat moots (i followed aes carats first). this one really witnessed my jeonghan downfall. :/ so funny. is a great friend!!

@bwaldorf (ramasha) - A SWEETHEART!! ramasha and i don’t talk much anymore but when i think of her i only am reminded of good things. i rmb how much she supported my weird posts back then <3 also iconic aes hello???? 

@vernons (oona) - oona and i are literally just vibing here <3 i actually met her from the aes side of tumblr before i got into caratblr (like deniz) and discovered that she’s also a carat! i really like oona’s presence and i just feel like she’s someone i want to protect. <3 also makes amazing pastries. she’s also so pretty!!!!! (i really like ur hair sm i think i’ve said this before lol) a cute friend. would send u things saying ‘this reminded me of u’, and i’d get heart attacks from it jsdjdjksd

@oldbooks (fawn) - my frog friend. i think it’s so cute that fawn shares this agenda with hao <3 also unexpectedly tags you on things and leaves cute little notes/tags that makes me want to :’). sophisticated taste!! also really friendly. ily!!

@scoups (hani) - hani is so friendly and takes really good care of her friends!! i was intimidated of her at first, but learnt that she’s an absolute sweetheart. i love how she’s also giving us sm svt content when she’s around! hani’s a supportive friend that you’ll always find yourself looking for. 

@snwo (joy) - refined taste. funny text post advocate. i love joy’s vibe sm!! i first got to know her when she had a hao url and i was super intimidated of her. now she’s one of my absolute besties! aside from her impeccable taste, she’s also such a great friend. this one always has ur back. ily ms joy <3

@sataemism (sof) - sof literally the funniest person in the world!! i’m always happy to see her and she brings me so much joy. very lowkey chaotic vibe (the taemin and hoshi urls speak a lot abt this lol), and just a very fun person overall!!

birdie carats

@flowerbeom (kat) - kat, like the rest of those in this category, is someone i’ve been following for a while now as i came back to tumblr because of got7. kat and i haven’t really talked much but always interact with rb/s and likes and i love that JSDJSDKJDSJ that being said kat’s tags are always so enjoyable to read. + it’s so funny as well that when we actually got to talking we didn’t realize we had a lot in common! a very generous friend. gave me a yugyeom pc even though i’m literally from another continent. 😭

@tuanzie (joanna) - content queen. i looove how joanna’s work has a trademark look to them! they’re always so gorgeous and smooth-looking. i love how joanna’s able to speak her mind and would not take shit from people. i see her as someone brave, but not too out there! also someone you can rely on to put reposters on hit lists mwah<3

@gotseventeens (belle) - my name twin <3 belle is actually one of the people/reasons why i got into svt and i’m eternally grateful to her for that!! we’ve been talking since i first became a birdie but somehow we both have 0 recollections of our conversations JSDJDKSJKSDJ tumblr wouldn’t be as fun for me if belle weren’t around ngl. i love how she seems to be mature yet you’re also up for a wild ride with her!! she’s my own personal wonu <3

@secndlife (karoline) - i’ve also been following karoline since i was a birdie, but we only became mutuals here! i love her writing so much and i enjoy seeing her lose her mind over hoshi (mood <3)

@defgyus (val) - i often associate belle with val and i think they have a lot of similarities!! val also gives me the mature yet fun vibe. i think val’s so successful and i admire her a lot!! i love her work sm and just love how she interacts with people. very warm and homey!!

more carat moots i haven't really talked to but enjoy seeing on the dash

@emailclub (emily), @kyeomblr (maddie), @joshuahong (bea), @delicatecy (deli), @mintyseoks, @syuperseventeen (nat), @haol (mali), @svtclub (hannah), @cutiejoshi (siri), @chanswu (mandy), @jeonghannie (myrena), @squishy-woozi (kris), @wonwooo (hiba), @rameniji (rain), @cafevernon (ish), @hoshluv, @minghyu (nicole), @mingyiu (katya), @yeol (tat), @dearkyeom (kristy), @seokgyus (kai), @bbaksu (akemi), @1adyluck (sushi), @shineesbag (gen)

[saltytriumphkingdom]

World Or Tanks For Mac Os X

Welcome to the World of Tanks Mac game page. Download the full free game version at the official World of Tanks site. This is the native version of Wargaming itself and is quite stable and better then the alternative wrapper of mine, so only use mine if the official Wrapper doesn’t work for you. For the alternative Wrapper of mine a 512mb GFX card is really recommended. For the other regions then US, use the written guide instructions on the WOT site which “dstud208” described very good for my wrapper. Find the alternative Wrapper in Porting Kit up here…

World of Tanks Assistant is the official mobile application from the Wargaming.net Team. Giving access to the most important statistical information from the World of Tanks battlefield, this is the app you’ll check daily to track your progress and keep up with game events. World of Tanks Blitz is built specifically for optimal online mobile gameplay and is currently available on your iPhone, iPad and iPod Touch. 'The very best multiplayer you'll find for your mobile.' - Pocket Gamer 'A lot of tanks, a lot of people and a lot of fun.' Mac OS X Minimum: OS: Windows 7. Welcome to the World of Tanks Mac game page. Download the full free game version at the official World of Tanks site. This is the native version of Wargaming itself and is quite stable and better then the alternative wrapper of mine, so only use mine if the official Wrapper doesn’t work for you. For the alternative Wrapper of mine a 512mb GFX.

World Of Tanks Mac Os X

Game Description: World of Tanks is a team-based massively multiplayer online action game dedicated to armored warfare. Throw yourself into the epic tank battles of World War II with other steel cowboys all over the world. Your arsenal includes more than 150 armored vehicles from America, Germany, and the Soviet Union, carefully detailed with historical accuracy. A flexible system of authentic vehicle upgrade and development allows you to try any of the vehicles and weapons in the game. Whether you prefer to exhaust your foes with fast and maneuverable light tanks, make deep breaches in enemy lines with all-purpose medium tanks, use the force of giant tanks to eliminate opposing armored forces, or become a heavy sniper with long-range howitzers, each unit type has its own advantages and can be extremely effective when operated by a true tank ace.

World Of Tanks For Mac Os X

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World Or Tanks For Mac Os X

[banghwa-moved]

tag game ♡

answer the questions and tag 10 people

i was tagged by @jingetspegged​ @kimhyunaa​ and @namgisbf​ !  ♡♡♡ tysm ! djhfkjg and sry it always takes me forever to do these

i tag: @mikrokosmostae @loveshake @hopetual @laliseok @hosnack@m8nstruck @boyzwithluv @jins-kiss

how tall are you? aaaaaah i havent checked in so long.... i think im around 5′4″?? 165cm i think??

what color and style is your hair? my hair is kinda like a dark brown but it gets a lot lighter in the summer...also kjdfhkjdh i used to have a pixie cut but im growing it out and rn its at a rly awkward length so i kinda have an asymmetrical bob on good days and a curly quasi-mullet on less good days lol

what color are your eyes? dark brown, bordering on black

do you wear glasses? yes!! they’re golden and rounded and kinda make me look like a grandpa which vibes

do you wear braces? no and thank GOD for that

what’s your fashion sense? artsy lesbian living in southern italy and who owns too many cats and too many silk blouses

full name? adrien maria 

when were you born? october 4th 2000

where are you from and where do you live now? i was born in puerto plata, dominican republic but now i live in ontario, canada

what school do you go to? universityyyyy going on second year honours bachelor in social work, tryna declare a minor in womens studies!!!

what kind of student are you? kjdhfkjs im actually..rly lazy but im rly trying to be more productive. i usually actually like working on school work because i like feeling productive and i like most of my classes but....procrastination tends to get the best of me lol. im rly quiet and i tend not to talk to my classmates unless i have to...

do you like school? more or less...i like what im studying and i like learning but i dont like the stress....

favorite subject? history!!

favorite tv shows? rn im watching killing eve and im not very far but i looooove it so far omg

favorite movie? loving vincent, anastasia, rent, cinderella (2012), ocean’s 8, les misérables....

favorite book? aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe

favorite past time? hmmm making gifs or gfx,,, taking walks,,, cooking,,,playing zelda

do you have regrets? we all do

dream job? i would have loved being a software or game engineer...but im not good at physics lol....and when i was a kid i dreamed of being a fashion designer :(

would you ever like to be married? yes :( but it also scares me

would you like kids? yes but it also scares me :(

how many? probably just one

do you like shopping? Yes

what countries have you visited? usa, greece, dominican republic, mexico

scariest nightmare you have ever had? tr*uma dreams

any enemies? i hope not...kjdfkjshf maybe some im unawawre of but i cant think of anyone i hate to that extent

any significant other? no :(((((

do you believe in miracles? sorta....i like to think that if you put good out for the world, the world will put good out for you

how are you? i think... i am doing good. i feel happier these days. rn im kinda tired but content. im looking forward to tomorrow.

[narrativegamed-w]

Asylums in Games

Manhunt 2 - Dixmoor

REFLECTION ON THE TRAILER

This trailer is showing a lot of flashing images and i know its only for the trailer and the game doesn’t have that but it is kind of portraying insanity in some ways as it is showed in a way that the person watching is insane or is in insane’s persons head and you can see all of his/hers thoughts flashing and going through their mind, and its mostly traumatic events, as they have shown on the trailer people have been experimented on and that got them into even more insane state. In conclusion the trailer was very well made to portray that kind of illness but also it is quite terrifying because of the screams of people probably being experimented on.

Manhunt 2 - BANNED

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-463117/Violent-Manhunt-game-banned-UK-casual-sadism.html

The game Manhunt has been banned from UK as it has portrayed a lot of graphic violence and i guess it has encouraged violence, sometimes the games that aren’t suitable for other countries get scenes taken out of them or different parts of the game but it is said that it couldn't be possible with Manhunt 2 as the whole game has been violent and to take out all of the things that are not suitable probably 80% of the game would have been removed.

There has also been a controversy that a 14 year old boy was stabbed to death by a 17 year old and parents suspect that the game Manhunt has had some effect on their child. But later on lawyers and police could not see that the game has played a part in this murder.

Outlast - Mount Massive

Mount massive is an asylum where people that are dangerous to society have escaped and all the personnel has been killed by them and so with no one coming inside there, there happened to be one person which was the main character and as he comes in he has been seeing a lot ofstrange stuff until he has met the escapees and they have tried to kill him multiple times throughout the game.

BioShock Infinite - Comstock House

Comstock house is a place in the game bioshock infinite where a girl called emily is being tourtured and tested on and as a main character of the game trying to save her you need to go through the comstock house which may look like a mental asylum due to the characters put in it that are controlled by the mains and when they see you they will get the puppets/mentally ill to get to you and kill you plus they are harder to kill than other enemies within the game.

Arkham Asylum

arkham asylum is a  prison for the mentally ill mostly criminals that may have different abilities but in this one you have to chase down joker and there is a lot of enemies that (may or may not be mentally ill ) that are trying to stop/kill you throughout the game.

QUOTE FROM -  Abel Bascunana Pons 

Amazing GFX and animations not only thanks to the Unreal Engine 3, but to the extreme care to detail of Rocksteady’s Artists. The dark atmosphere is homogenous throughout the game. It’s important to notice that the game character starts in lighted rooms and goes darker as the game progresses.

https://www.gamasutra.com/blogs/AbelBascunanaPons/20100305/86821/Game_Design_Review_Batman_Arkham_Asylum.php

This is interesting to me and something that I feel could help in my game to show the player getting more and more disturbed. This could also be a change from colour to black and white.

CONCEPT ART

Carlos DAnda

By looking at his work i have realised that he is more focused  on the emotions and face expressions in his art to show that anger and insanity by just showing a stance or how the character uses face expressions in different situations just like in the image below.

https://www.deviantart.com/chuckdee

chuck dee: His artwork can be quite disturbing but there is a lot going on in his artwork which is a good thing because every time you look at it there may be something you missed looking at it the first time. 

Game sourced from this video.

[dimalink]

Have a coolest 8 bit weekend!

So, in last weekend, I and my bro have a cool play in Teenage Mutants Ninja Turtles 3. It is very colorful videogame. 4 turtles at your select. They are different. Knife, staff. As bro - said – it is the same game – where you start at the beach! By the way, we go pretty far.

So, it was good gaming! Game consists of different levels. All of them are big and beautiful. There is a level with surfing. It is very dynamical level. Blue water. And you are doing surfing!  Just imagine, turtle and a surfer! It is just wow!

There is a level with a big bridge. With a holes in the sky. Take care! You can fall down in the hole, to the ground from a huge distance. So, in jeep here riding mutant Rocksteady or Bebop. 

I dont remember them. Dangerous enemy. As I get, it is well known red bridge. There is a bridge in a real life.

And, next, just imagine, piece of earth, that raised to the sky. And part of a city is in the sky, now. So, several streets, I can say. And you are walking by them.

Gfx is gorgeous and, like I can say, in era of raising 8 bit – it is three dimensional. Cause, you can go far off screen and towards screen too. And not only forward and back.

And we with my bro come to the sewerage. And stay there. And it is a green water is falling down there. 

Turtles are also green. So, it is a good place to take a pause. For the first run, it is pretty cool result.

 So, it is a post simple – play hard in 8 bit games! Play hard in videogames! Have a cool weekend!

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[ukiinas]

Hey Bae <3 F, K, L, W, X,

fandom ask meme

*slides in on wheely chair with legs crossed & face propped up on elbows that’s propped on my legs* bAby thanks for sending ♡

F - What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom?

Pandora Hearts, for 4 years! I was gonna say Code Geass but the fandom I’m pretty much physically attached to at this point is PH; I’ve made a lot of gfx of this series afterall, and I’ve met and made so many friends here ;w; so blessed

K - What character has your favorite development arc/the best development arc?

Bakugou Katsuki (BnHA), hands down. it wasn’t surprising nor sudden, and it was built up over (essentially) the entire course of the manga (also RIP @ Bakugou’s mental state) and he’s only proven to be both weak AND strong enough to break out of his shell of selfishness and countless insecurities and egocentric approach; he’s managed to come face to face with the obstacles he’s both encountered AND created for himself, and is slowly but steadily learning to overcome them. He sure as hell is a complex character, and his character development is so well-woven into the story that I’m blown away everytime I think of it, and only serves to further pique my interest in where he’s gonna go from here; how he’s going do it. I won’t spoil anything in this post but I’m just so relieved that Bakugou’s growing to become a stronger & better person, and absolutely thrilled that Hori planned his out his development so agonizingly slowly but he’s done it so well.

L - Say something genuinely nice about a character who isn’t one of your faves. (Characters you’re neutral about are fair game, as are characters you merely dislike. Characters that you absolutely loathe with the fire of ten thousand suns are exempt, as there is no point in giving yourself an aneurysm over a character that you hate.)

I’ll go with Yuuri from YOI: he’s a character who’s realistic in a sense that he faces similar recurring issues that we go through in real life, and tries his hardest despite the struggles he faces, and only strives to improve in both his enjoyment in skating as well his purpose/drive. He’s an inspiration to the rest of us; he’s here as a reminder that it’s okay to fall down (literally) as long as you have the desire to stand up again.

W - A trope which you are virtually certain to hate in any fandom.

I don’t have any specific ones at the top of my head, but the first trope that come to mind is love triangles.

X - A trope which you are almost certain to love in any fandom.

Foe Yay. I live and breathe off the angst & tension between (arch)enemies; bonus points if there’s an enormous elephant in the room in which they just have to break one simple wall to reach a mutual understanding with one another. (Needless to say that most of my OTPs are ‘Foe Yay’s)

[fluffi]

SARCOLINE SUNSET II: ALONE TOGETHER | SOOBIN

pairing: soobin x gn!reader genre: angst to fluff, enemies-to-lovers word count: 4932 event: #summerscape for @kpopscape gfx credits: @enha-woodzies​ author’s note: hello, hello! I have returned with part two. I hope it does justice for the plot build-up, but there's still more drama and angst coming after this, so brace yourselves </3 also, I'd strongly recommend reading part one before proceeding with the series :) warnings: people disappearing, carousels, mental breakdowns (impromptu) tag list: @hyuckworld (I saw your tags so I figured I'd tag you in this part :D) @spookybias

<- part one | finale ->

It had been easy to slip past authorities; they had barely glazed over you five and decided to let you pass after a very brief interview, which went something like this:

“You’re visiting the carousel?”

Nervous shuffling, five teenagers stare at each other before a tall blue-haired boy nods.

“Yes.”

“Alright, whatever. Be careful. Don’t stay out here too late.”

The teenagers scurry through the yellow tape. The detective sees one of them linking hands with the other, both of their knuckles white. He chuckles before returning to his work.

“Ah, children.”

“I still don’t sit right with all of this.”

“No one asked you to come, love.”

“Don’t call me that.”

You still couldn’t stand Soobin, and you couldn’t stand him even more now that he was using a variation of pet names on you. The trip here had been excruciating since that pest requested to be the driver. He looked hot when he was driving; constantly pushed back his windswept hair with his veiny hand, the other on the steering wheel. Yet, you could not bring yourself to talk to him for more than a minute.

If you told a friend of yours, preferably someone who was not in your friend group since you could not trust the four boys with your secrets, they would ask you to: “text him, get to know him. Gosh, do you not know what to do when you have a crush? Give me your phone, I’ll show you how…”

In conclusion, Choi Soobin was very attractive and you did not want anyone else to know about your...little crush on him, partly because you were embarrassed about how you were treating him, but mainly because you wanted him for yourself.

It didn’t mean that you were going to put up with his obnoxious antics.

Soobin plopped on the patchy grass next to you, tilting his head in mockery. “Aw, someone doesn’t want to feel...vulnerable? You’re so strong, ooh! Don’t call me pet names because I’ll melt if someone does it!”

“Choi Soobin, stop! Gargh, can’t stand you!” You complained and put your head in your arms.

Oh my, what a jittery mess you were in right now. He called you “love”. Love, like his love? Did he like you too? He was teasing you. You used to loathe it, but now you felt like a bundle of tender nerves every time he laughed at you, talked to you, even.

You really couldn’t stand this new boy., but maybe...not in a bad way anymore.

The sunset was brilliantly red and orange, one of the most amazing things you had ever seen in your life. Its ball of tangy globe retired beyond the horizon, as the sky faltered into a deep purplish shade. Blinding rays caressed your skin and warmth engulfed you, a feeling that you never experienced in the city. Soobin was right, this place was gorgeous. It was a shame that it was also the home of such traumatic events.

However, there wasn’t a trace of the ‘carousel’ that the news outlets had raved about so excitedly. You wanted to ask someone about its placement, but you deemed it unnecessary. The view here was already stunning, and the staff outside looked busy with their investigation. You wouldn’t want to bother them and ask if they knew about some idiotic child ride (although you recall the detective who let you in outside mentioning it).

The six of you had moved yesterday’s Marshmallow Party to this more eventful spot. Kai was busy being taught how to not burn himself while making smores (he’s a big baby, but you still love him), Taehyun and Yeonjun were chatting whilst seated on the grassy patch, and Beomgyu went to get more sticks to keep the fire up. You spotted Soobin sitting on one of the foldable chairs you had brought along, laid back, sipping hot chocolate, and staring at the mesmerizing view.

You didn’t want to sit next to him, but you had nothing better to do. Everyone else was too preoccupied with their fun and it wasn’t like you could find Beomgyu to trail after him.

(At least, that was what you told yourself. You could also sulk in your pool of emotions, but you took the better route this time. Go you!.)

Nonetheless, you carefully made your way till you were right behind Soobin, and sucked in a breath of nervousness.

He noticed your presence and tilted his head upwards to its maximum range.

“Whatcha doing?” You carefully asked, afraid of overstepping your boundaries. You hadn’t forgotten how mean you were to him when you first came, but you weren’t ready to bring that topic up.

He basked in your eyes, a smirk on his face as he looked back at the sunset. “Looking at the view.”

Well, a vague answer, but the conversation was off to a good start. With only your socks on (you had been forced to take them off just now while playing truth or dare with the rest of the group), you tip-toed across the damp grass to grab another foldable camping chair, before opening it next to him.

“It’s stunning, isn’t it?” You couldn’t lie, it was the most alluring thing you had ever seen in your life besides the man right next to you-

“Just like you.”

...What?

Soobin looked over to see you trying to hide your evident frenzy over those mere three words. He loved this. You were so fun to play with.

To put the cherry on top, he rested his head on your shoulder, although he was a beanstalk compared to your petite height. To anyone else it would look extremely awkward; a lanky boy curving his body in half to rest his head on someone who looked like they couldn’t care less, but it was all in good fun.

It was evident that you had developed feelings for him. You loathed him this morning; now he was flirting with you and developing the audacity to rest his head on your shoulder?!

Yet, you couldn’t tell if it was just a show to become closer as friends. Friends did that all the time - although you had never play flirted with any of the other boys. Maybe it could become a ‘you and Soobin’ thing.

He hadn’t done much for you to like him. Besides his godly visuals, he had flirted, joked, perhaps hurt you a little, but now you were here trying extremely hard to not fall for him. Why are emotions so hard?

“Hey, you two, want some smores?” Kai called out from the bonfire.

Taehyun slapped his arm. “Don’t disturb them! They’re busy developing crushes on each other.”

Everyone “ooh-ed” and giggled. The hot red on your cheeks only burned brighter, and you pushed Soobin’s head away in embarrassment. Unbeknownst to you, he laughed and gazed at you softly with his doe eyes, feeling something unexplainable bubbling inside him.

You whipped your head back and stared Taehyun down. It was obvious that you were upset with him.

You didn’t like your secrets, as obvious as they could be, to slide in front of so many people, regardless of whether they were your friends or enemies. You had been taught to be vague and as covert as an unbreakable cocoon. This trip was not doing your principles any justice.

For the sake of keeping it peaceful, you held in your bubbling urge to yell at your friend for nearly ruining a relationship. Maybe you were overthinking it.

Taehyun probably sensed your disparity, because he quickly added. “Also because we don’t have enough resources to keep this fire going, therefore, fewer smores. Where’s Beomgyu? He’s been gone for more than fifteen minutes and I want those sticks.”

Splitting up is never a good idea.

With Beomgyu being missing in action, it seemed obvious to go looking for him. After all, he was one of your closest friends - you wouldn’t want anything to happen to the people closest in your life. The forest next to the viewing area was vast too, so with a brief group discussion, you guys decided to split yourselves into groups of three and two.

Obviously, like any movie cliche, you were placed with handsome jock Choi Soobin.

Alone, with handsome jock Choi Soobin.

The both of you had been roaming deep into the forest, mindlessly calling out Beomgyu’s name, occasionally making jokes about his disappearance. If it weren’t for Soobin’s calm demeanor, you were sure you would be hysteric by now.

“Hey, we should call Beomgyu,” Soobin stated as the both of you stopped in your tracks. “With our phones.”

You wondered why that wasn’t one of the group’s first decisions, since it should have been an obvious one in this time and age. Hurriedly, you took out your phone kept hidden in your right pocket and dialed his contact number.

“No service. Please try again later.”

Both of your faces fell into disappointment. Right, the six of you had ventured deep into a forest. There was no way you would have Wi-Fi or a signal here.

You were starting to panic, your head lowering, and your muscles tense. Your hands started to tremble, twitch, and shake. Soobin noticed this and grabbed your right hand in his, carefully intertwining the fingers.

“Hey, look at me. We’ll be fine, love.” You didn’t bother correcting him on the pet name. “I’m sure Beomgyu is back at the camping spot. He’ll probably be upset if he sees all of us missing. Should we go back?”

You could barely manage a nod but Soobin saw your approval and led you back to the camping site. You trailed behind him with your head still down, hands intertwined.

Soobin should never consider being a fortune teller in the future, or his next life, or the one after that. Everything he had mentioned so far had been proven to be false.

You stood next to him, hands still intertwined, and shoulders parallel to each other. Unlike what he said, the camping site was empty.

Well, not empty. There was a huge carousel planted right smack in the middle of your barbeque equipment. While the six of you were gone, it must have settled itself...in the middle of grass without any help within an hour.

With deeper thought, you deducted that your statement about the carousel was quite unrealistic, but that was what had happened.

“Oh look, the sun has set.” Soobin looked out at the view again, now fading into a deep midnight blue. The orange orb was long gone, now replaced with an unsettling feeling at the pit of your stomach.

You hit his shoulder and stood in front of him to get him to focus on whatever had just happened. “Choi Soobin. There is a carousel. In the middle of this forest.”

“Yeah, wasn’t that what we were expecting when we first came?” You couldn’t tell if he was joking or not. That suede look was still plastered onto his face.

In frustration, you buried your face in your hands on the verge of tears. “Stop joking around! This is terrifying. My friends have disappeared, and suddenly there is a carousel in the middle of nowhere. The only person I have as support doesn’t seem to care about the entire situation.”

Seeing your panicked state, Soobin stopped joking around and placed a hand on your back, rubbing comforting circles and patting it.

You started sobbing. An embarrassment, indeed. Who could blame you, though? The events today had flipped too quickly for you to process. One moment, you were making smores. The next moment, your s’more-making friends were gone, leaving you with an unbothered douche (that you were quickly catching feelings for).

Soobin sat you down on the grassy patch and pulled you into his arms, coaxing you with his gentle honey voice.

“It’ll be fine. They might come back with Beomgyu, I’m just saying.”

You really could not wait till the wee hours of the morning. You were no longer in Soobin’s arms, instead, pacing around the land site trying to figure out a practical solution that would no longer place the responsibility of this situation in your hands. Soobin seemed to care for once. He was looking around for hints, trails, anything. At one point he offered to venture into the forest, but you immediately ran over and pulled him back by the arm, stating that you were afraid that you were going to lose him too.

“We should just call the police. Report another missing case - four more people. This is becoming too much.” You uttered, already about to walk to the entrance.

Soobin wasn’t opposed to the idea. He watched you scurry out and once you were out of his sight, he returned to looking for stuff. So far, he had found a leaf, sticks, and a piece of tissue.

Well, nothing of great value, but at least he’s trying.

You returned just as fast as you had left. “I forgot to bring the- oomph!”

Written on Soobin’s face was one of worry and panic as he watched you trip over nothing, before bending over in laughter with his hands over his stomach once he realized you were alright.

You huffed, getting up and brushing dirt and leaves off your pants. “That wasn’t funny,” you whined, but you were trying not to laugh regardless.

However, when you started walking again, you hit a wall.

Except that there was no wall in sight, and you had just bumped into thin air?

Soobin doubled over in laughter again, but you were no longer smiling. You hit your hands against the area where you fell and your palms were met with extremely strong wind, or glass, or a mix of both. It was like there was suddenly a force field between the carousel section and the area outside.

“Pfft, I’ll try again. Don’t laugh.” Once again you made your way through the same spot only to bump into the same surface.

Soobin shuffled over and tried walking through your section. He couldn’t sift through it either.

No one was laughing now.

“Soobin, pinch me. I need to check whether this is a dream.”

“I can’t. There is an invisible wall that just spawned in the middle of the both of us.”

“I never thought anyone would have to use the word spawned for a wall.” You ran your hands through your hair in frustration. "Now I’m trapped outside, and you’re stuck on the inside.”

Soobin shrugged, clearly unfazed by the whole paranormal situation. “I guess, I am going to continue searching in my spot. Don’t leave, okay?” His face morphed into one of worry for a split second before he left to scout around the area.

When you went out earlier to look for authorities, you had found no one. Yongsam Park was still enclosed, but there was no one around. The detectives had left and probably assumed you guys had too. It was nine at night now, there was no one to save you.

Why weren’t you afraid?

“I found something! “ You looked up to see Soobin rushing over, his feet lightly pitter-pattering on the damp grass.

Slung over his shoulder was a brown leather satchel, looking quite rugged and disheveled, possibly from natural causes.

His hand brushed over thin air until it was met with that invisible wall. He pressed his back against it, sliding down till he was opposite your side of the wall on the ground.

Quickly, he pronged the satchel and its buttons open, and flipped the bag upside down, roughly shaking its contents out. You laughed at his antics, watching him hurriedly scan the items that had fallen out.

Your face quickly morphed into one of fear. “Soobin, move that huge book aside.”

“This one?” He pointed to an encyclopedia marked with pieces of sticky notes all over its sides.

“No, the one on the left. The exercise book.”

He quickly did as you said, pulling the exercise book aside to reveal a school tag.

“Park...Jong...Seong,” he read out, eyes squinted as he tried to recognize the small characters printed on the tag.

It took you a second to process where you had heard that name before.

“...Park Jongseong (20) and Nishimura Riki...disappearing for around a week...walking through Yongsam Park… the third case of disappearances at the park...sixth and seventh people to go missing…”

“Oh my gosh. It’s the missing kid. The one that showed up on the news.”

“I didn’t see anything?” Soobin inquired.

“It was the article below the one you sent us. He went missing here. I’m sure of it. They must’ve come to the carousel. This...is the spot where they went missing.”

Soobin looked through the contents of the satchel again. “There is a book about Seoul’s history here...he has a notebook filled with text about the carousel. He’s had an interest in this place for a while, I suppose.”

“Hand me the notebook.”

Soobin lifted it only for it to fall out of his hands when it met with the force field. The both of you groaned, forgetting that the useless invisible wall still existed.

“What is this wall even doing here? It doesn’t tie to any of this. My friends are missing, we don’t have a way out of here, and now I’m separated from the only person I’m stuck with.”

Silence filled the atmosphere for a brief moment before Soobin spoke, tense and nervous. “We’ll find a way out of here. Don’t worry and don’t cry. I hate seeing you upset.”

There it was again, that feeling, especially when he showed compassion for you. Since when did you fall in love so easily?

Your fear vanished as fast as it had settled. “Whatever, we’ll be fine. Read out the contents of the notebook.”

He dutifully obliged, flipping open the first page to reveal scrawny writing and messy diagrams. “Yongsam Carousel. Referenced from Seoul Geography Encyclopedia pages forty-eight to fifty.”

“Quick, open the encyclopedia.”

More page flipping. “In nineteen eighty-eight, a carousel showed up in the middle of nowhere. The stunning contraption was discovered by workers when building a park. Their boss, who chose to remain anonymous, ordered to remove the carousel but the workers stated that it was impossible because the landmark was drilled into the ground. Okay, hold up-”

“But- but it just showed up here! Are you sure we didn’t walk to a different section?”

“Look, our camping gear is still here. Hyuka’s stuff is still here. Taehyun’s phone...oh, he didn’t take his phone-”

“Stop talking about my friends! Please, I feel horrible every time I think about them. All of this could be avoided if I didn’t force everyone to go and just owned up to being a wimp!” You blurted, frustrated with yourself and your cocky mouth.

Soobin took your hand in his and rubbed it back and forth. “It’s my fault. If I didn’t suggest coming here, all of this could be avoided. I shouldn’t have prioritized my adventurous goals over the safety of my loved ones..”

The both of you were silent, staring into each other’s eyes. Before you realized…

“The wall is gone. Soobin, you’re holding my hand.”

“Sorry, I’ll remove it-”

He didn’t get to finish his sentence because you launched yourself onto him with a giant teddy bear hug, engulfing the lanky boy and his lengthy limbs with the best of your abilities.

“I’m never going to leave you. I’m afraid. What if this wall spawns again? I don’t want to be separated from you.” You said into his shoulder, your hot breaths caressing the side of his neck.

You couldn’t see his face, but Soobin had turned into a tomato right there and then. It was likely that you didn’t mean whatever you had just blurted out since you had said it in the spur of the moment, but he couldn’t shake off the aphrodisiac feeling that he had just picked up.

“To summarize-”

“You’re treating this as an English thesis. We just need clues.”

“To summarize,” Soobin announced as he ignored you and your infuriating statements, “it’s a magic carousel. According to the kid’s research, it kidnaps any group of people that go within its proximity and leaves two people behind.”

“What do the two people do?”

Soobin looked through more books before sighing. “I don’t know. I’m sure the carousel specifically picks two people to leave behind. They have to do something to free everyone. There was a couple who was left behind in nineteen ninety. All of their peers were kidnapped. Everyone besides the couple was pronounced missing for four days before the couple came back, traumatized. They were seen roaming outside the carousel for days - sleeping and eating off rations there, and wouldn’t come out even when authorities spotted them.”

“Maybe it’s because they were trapped by the wall, like us.”

Soobin got up and tried to walk out of the area. He bumped into the wall. “It’s respawned again.”

“Does this mean that we’re trapped here forever?”

“Well, trapped here until we find a way to get everyone out.”

“But how...will we get everyone out?” Soobin could see your brain motors working as he stared at your face, scrunched up deep in thought.

“You know, I suspect Jay is blood-tied to this whole situation in some way. He has old journal excerpts from times way before we were even born. The encyclopedia isn’t official and most of the information I retrieved came from his footnotes and annotations.”

You stood up, pacing back and forth. “He has been acting weird. We don’t know him personally, but based on the evidence we’ve retrieved, he must have been trying to find a way to break the curse.”

“Yo, what if he’s part of a family line that has been tasked to fix the carousel?”

“Maybe.”

Silence dawned upon the both of you again. You yawned. It was eleven at night, which usually wouldn’t be considered late for your hectic schedule, but you were in the middle of the woods and had been using your brain like a mad man for the past few hours.

“We should go to bed.” It was like Soobin had read your mind. He stood up and scrummaged through his huge bag before pulling out a large sleeping bag.

Your mouth formed an ‘o’ shape as you walked over to see him unravel it on the hard ground. “You only have one?” You worriedly asked.

“Yeah, I wasn’t expecting to have to sleep over here tonight. We could just share.” Soobin casually suggested and continued setting up the ‘bed’.

Oh my gosh. You would have to share a sleeping bag that was made for one person with a boy you barely knew. You would be cocooned within his arms and share body heat...and cuddle. You couldn’t tell if you liked this or not. Even when you were younger, you rarely snuggled with the boys. At most, you guys had slept on the same bed, but they had never attempted to cuddle or hold you.

You nearly dry-heaved at the thought of being cuddled by Yeonjun or Taehyun, or anyone else. They were like your brothers, it was just weird.

‘What are you waiting for?” While you were contemplating your sleeping decisions, Soobin had already snugged himself into three-quarters of the one-person sleeping bag.

“Are- are you sure? You could sleep on the floor.”

“Me? Dang, if you didn’t want to sleep next to me, the least you could do is sacrifice yourself to the bugs and the dirt. It’s my sleeping bag.” He huffed.

Admitting defeat, you carefully kneeled and inserted yourself into the pocket of space between Soobin’s body and the attached blanket. On instinct, he wrapped his arms around your body and laced a leg over yours.

As the chilly breeze sent temperatures dipping, he hugged you even tighter, making sure you were all cozied and warm. You looked up at the night sky, a deep midnight blue that was peppered with greyish clouds, the faltering glow of the moon almost covered by the flitting fog. You didn’t fail to notice the way the breathtaking carousel glowed, a mysterious aura emitting from it.

Ah, you could deal with everything tomorrow. For now, you would just bask in Soobin’s arms and feel the night breeze tickle your skin.

“Goodnight, beautiful.” He whispered, his words glazing over your skin. You didn’t reply, you were far away from reality, already on your way to your utopian dreamland. You had never expected to fall asleep in a forest so quickly, nonetheless in someone’s arms.

You flitted open your eyes to be met with creamy white clouds waltzing across the sky, dappled rays of sun filtering through. The birds chirped and the whistling breeze formed a beautiful morning tune. Gone were the eerie crickets from last night. You stuffed your chilly hands into the sleeping bag, trying to get some warmth. From behind you, someone stirred in their sleep.

Ah, you forgot that you were in Soobin’s embrace. Curious to see what he’d look like in the morning, you courageously shifted to the other side so his face would be parallel to yours.

The sun had barely risen but it already looked like it was golden hour for Soobin. Rays bounced off his tofu skin and only accentuated his features as his eyes fluttered open, eyelashes curled and conditioned to a T.

“What are you looking at?” Soobin lazily groaned, already smirking even though he just woke up.

You flipped back facing outwards, afraid that Soobin would realize that your cheeks were burning. Who’s wouldn’t? Imagine being forced to cramp up next to a hot guy in a forest. That’s some wacky stuff.

“We just woke up, Choi Boy. Its too early in the morning for this.” You muttered.

“Oh yeah? Explain why you were sleep talking yesterday night?” He stated, calm and composed as always. He knew he had the upper hand in this conversation.

You were the epitome of a tomato right now as you listened to him expose you in front of..yourself. “S- s-sleep talk?”

“Mmhm. Yesterday night I woke up to you talking about how pretty I was. My hair, or something, I don’t recall.” He happily said.

He was lying about one thing. Soobin remembered everything you had said about him quite vividly. You must’ve been dreaming when you started slurring out descriptions of a boy, which woke Soobin up. He listened to you talk about his blue hair, his deep eyes that held so much meaning, his calloused hands and his smooth skin. He listened to how you drunkenly talked about his teasing, how much you loathed it because it made you flustered. He couldn’t sleep the entire night afterwards.

You remebered dreaming about Soobin last night (as you were lying in his arms). Although you didn’t recall much, you didn’t remember describing your dream out loud either.

With a sudden burst in confidence Soobin grabbed your shoulders and turned you around so your back was pressed flush against the sleeping bag. He placed both of his hands parallel to your shoulders and used them to support his body weight as he hovered over you, his face inches away from yours.

“Oh my gosh. Choi Soobin.” You could barely whisper out, still freshly in shock.

“Save it. We both like each other. I figured since we arrived here. Ah, you never give the right hints. One day you’re upset at me, the next day, you’re constantly blushing and fidgeting. Why don’t we just get this over with?” He inquired, bottom lip jutting out in the most endearing way possible as he confessed, body still hovering over yours.

You were at a loss for words. You had just woken up, dang it. You were sure your breath stank.

“O- okay. Yeah, we can get over it.”

He leaned even closer. “Can I kiss you?”

“Do I have morning breath?” You shyly ask.

“No, you smell like heaven.”

You barely managed a nod and he took it as a yes as he leaned in and lightly placed his mouth on yours. In that kiss was the sweetness of passion, a million loving thoughts condensed into a moment. His lips were soft, welcoming, chapped with the scent of heaven’s peaches. He deepened it and you took the chance to run your hands through his smooth hair, choosing to rest them on the nape of his neck.

You wanted to continue being like this, in this position, finally able to relish being in love with a man who loves you too, but you had to pull away as you saw the carousel starting to move.

He was out of breath, running his hands through your hair. He thought you were taking a break, and tried to cup your face with his large hands and peck you again but you pulled away in shock.

“Soobin, look behind you.”

The carousel was lit up. It was starting to move, and music was spurring out of it.

“Purchasing pleasures In selling hours of dross Here in the land of rebel powers Gloriously decorated An invitation calls to us From the carnival of the dazzling night So we beat on the door of this flipped world Brought here by fate Whether the harvest feast of light Or a festival of blood Time harmonizes laughs and screams Death once dead, there's no dying then So we gladly swallow time like it's our last breath”

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MoSCoW

My game Must have:

- Character Movement

     Without which, the game would be up to nil.

- Rank a/ Health System

    This allows progression along with the Story for the player.

- Interactable NPC’s

     Interaction within the world is key for the players experience so they can be fully immersed and involved. 

- Story

     This adds to the progression for the player and is the main driving point behind the game, aside from the community aspect.

- Weapon

     Allows the player to fight enemies and leads into the main other components. 

My game Should have:

- Many open worlds

- Different Story Strands

- Low Poly, Textured Style

- Economy System

- A large player base.

- Inventory System.

My game Could have:

- Multi-Platform support

- Multi-Controller Type Support

- The ability for basic Interaction with all NPC.

- Player Customization. 

- A range of Enemys and other NPCs.

My game Won’t have:

- Modes of transport.

     In my opinion, the ability to quickly hop between worlds and areas in MMO’s involuntarily ruins the experience of the player through helping them. Which sounds counter-intuitive but it removes that sense of exploration which comes with these games. 

- Quality GFX and Sound Score.

     I simply don’t have the time to work on these and some want the skill as I’m focussing on scripting. I intend to get sound effects and some score in but it won’t be my best work. 

- Custom Sound Score and effects for different moves and Scenes.

    Simply not possible with the time constraint so I’ll have a base one or two. 

- Different Skins

     Skins are a great way for monetization as they allow devoted players to look cool without changing the experience for everyone else in their favour. No play to win here.

- Dumb Quests.