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sukirichi · 3 years

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OMGGG!! SUKII! SUKI? SUKIRICHIIII!? I LITERALLY HAVE LOTS TO SAY RN WEYT, LET ME REGAIN MY KALM SELF FIRST NSIAJSOSJAKSJSJSMSKSMAKAMZM

Oke oke, ykk before I dropped by to see how u were, I actually never got the chance to read ur reply to my last two asks, the one me fangirling and complaining about being home alone, I never saw a notif of you answering that, it’s prolly bc u were flooded with other asks cuz it was the Reckless! Era, BUT Luckily, I got to read them bc I realized u put em on a diff tag in ur blog—so please don’t bonk me if I ever get sick again—ples—I’ll avoid getting sick from now—anything but getting bonked—HAHAHAHAHHAHA

OKAY I HAVE NOT FINISHED WATCHING OR READING TOKREV BUT WHATEVER IM STILL READING THEM FANFICS—I have read about 3 atm, Bonten Husbands bringing their child, getting home injured aaand the Draken one—Puh-leaze I was ecstatic when I saw u wrote one for my bae—and I learned that Sanzu CANNOT—NEVER EVER let him bring his child to work

I actually liked the Draken one—totally not bc he is my bias, but ykyk it gave me Sweet Lies vibes but just vibes since Sweet Lies is different the Draken one. Yeee but other than that I looked through your WIPS maybe I saw this a bit late but I legit checked it out just now soooo I wouldn’t know¿¿ ykyk?

SO DID MY EYES DECEIVE ME WHEN I SAW RUNAWAY PRINCESS X FARMER KITA?! KDNAODMAOJSKS Is this a part two?? Will this finally be the fluff and happy ending that they deserve :”D Suki—I—I’m so excited and ecstatic yet so nervous and scared but ykyk I trust you, fluff or angst you always manage to pull it off—No that’s not me expecting high standards—That’s me saying what I’ve seen you write so pleaseee 😩 YOU GO GIRLLLL

Okay that’s all for my sudden 10PM burst, Ik you don’t mind the long flood like u told me before but still sorry and thank you for patience and time. Stayy safeeee Sukiii ^^

Ja neee!!

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SOMEBODY CALLED FOR SUKI AND I SHALL APPEAR, WHAT’S THE TEA MY FRIEND 🧍🏻‍♀️

GASPPP i put a diff tag there ?? my dumbass abskwka i’m sorry i didn’t realize that 😭 NO NO I SHALL BONK YOU STILL IF YOU DON’T TAKE CARE OF URSELF 😤 I just got called the Ran to fin anon’s rindou so I’m fr a bonk master. Go drink your water, get lots of rest, and eat healthy food so you don’t get sick okay 😤 exercise plenty too to keep the body pumped !!

AND YES TRUE NEVER LET SANZU BRING HIS KID TO WORK, HE’LL PROBABLY LET THEM PLAY WITH DANGEROUS STUFF 😭 then Sanzu will say, “better to start them young” 💀 oooh the Draken fic probably had a Sweet Lies vibe bcos of the whole “using someone better to get over a total jerk” concept LMAO. OOOOOH THE RUNAWAY PRINCESS ENDED UP BEING...well not a runaway one but yes princess reader and farmer kita, its already posted !! There probably won’t be a part two bcos Kita is happy in his farm and YN is busy doing queen tingz 😌👑 AND NAUURRR IT WAS ANGST IM SO SORRY 😭 BUT THANK YOU FOR THE KIND WORDS BABY 💕 YOU STAY SAFE TOO OR ELSE, I DONT WANT YOU GETTING SICK 😤

#asks with naoya's trophy wife #anon:🎧

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unrhymed-poetry · 3 years

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One week story

So, yesterday (March 28) I've decided to uninstall my IG and Twitter and deactivated my FB so that I could focus on the whole week (March 28,2021 - April 4,2021). This is how it goesssss...

MONDAY

Today is also the start of ECQ 2.0. we had a curfew at 6PM. I am overjoyed when I heard about the curfew because that means we can go home early. But guess what? I got home at 6:30 because customers suddenly rush at our store before 6. And then we have to eat dinner. Since I'm writing tonight, no one catch us lol. But tonight it is so peaceful and quiet! I am done with my devo then I excercised and took a bath. And then while writing, I just finished writing news in Korean and going to translate it, when something comes to my mind. This aha moment came when I want to listen to IU's songs, but girllll! Her voice is too high and I can't sing her song, LOL. I have to listen and read the lyrics so that I can practice my speech. Then I realized, why don't I listen to Korean worship songs?! I opened my Spotify and saw that SuJu (I'm a fan hahah) has a worship song!!! And I got across to this Psalm 23 song (last week I memorized the chapter so I thought I could record because I know what it says). I have to remind myself that I am a kindergarten at this moment while learning Korean hehe.

This is how peaceful the night is, but before 8, power was interrupted, but thankfully it came back after 20 minutes.

TUESDAY

Day 2 naaaa. Okay magtatagalog na lang ako, sumasakit na rin ulo ko mag-English hahahah.

Okay, tonight is SOL day. And your ate is late na naman pero they are still waiting, unlike naman sa 20-25mins. na late every Tuesday. Salamat curfew, nakasali pa ako sa pa-games. What I learned tonight is that thankful ako kay Lord sa life ng mga leaders ko. Sa patience na ibinigay nila sa akin so that I can grow sa faith ko kay Lord.

Just to share what am I reading now

Super big help sa akin nito. Ang dami kong natutunan.

After the training, I exercised and drank tea. Yes, drinking tea is an achievement everyday. I bought that last year pero hindi ko pa rin nauubos! Grabe tapos may Twinnings pa ako na lasang sampaguita. Gusto ko na silang maubos para makabalik na ako sa Lipton huhu. Ayun na nga, tonight kasi a friend messaged me sa viber, she shared some post about dreams na nawala. So, while taking a bath, bigla kong naisip na, bakit jindi kami mag-Bible study?!! I need that also, and she needs it. I opened to her this idea. And while typing this, nag-uusap na kami sa time kung kelan namin gagawin 'yun. Yehey!

Anywaysssss, that's it. 10PM na at hindi pa ako nakakapag-aral hahaha. Kaya paaalam na muna. Bukas namannn mga beshy.

P.S. nagdisconnect ako sa socmed pero dito ko naman nilipat distraction ko hahahah.

WEDNESDAY

My spirit is well fed today, that's why I'm just going to share my learning today.

On our morning prayer, God reminded me that He never wastes season. All of what's happening in my life are part of His plan. And ngayon ko na lang din narerealize yun, even my bad decisions He made it for my good.

Nanuod ako ng vlog ni ToniG kanina. I am super inspired sa faith ng girl na'to. Sabi nga ni Toni na nagcocomplain tayo sa little thing in our life pero may ibang tao na matindi ang battles na pinagdadaanan.

Day 28. This book was actually given to me by my friend/officemate. Alam ko nabasa ko na 'to pero ngayon ko lang siya naintindihan. Maybe that time wala talaga yung heart ko to seek God. But I was reminded that OK lang na slowly (but strongly) yung pag-journey ko sa life. Dagdagan pa ng Bible reading ko in the book of John

Grabe naman yung YOU WILL HAVE TO SUFFER. Normal naman pala sa life yun. Pero may PERO! But cheer up! daw because Jesus defeated the world. Thank you Lord for the assurance! We need this today sa gitna ng chaos ng mundo.

Lastly, on my devo another translation said sa Ecc. 10:10 'If the iron is blunt, and one does not sharpen the edge, he must use more strength, but wisdom helps one to succeed."

I was reminded na hindi ko lang dapat laging gamitin yung strength ko but ALWAYS seek wisdom from God. Kailangang ko ring galingan sa lahat ng ginagawa ko, and I must value the time that God has given me.

Lastly na talagaaaa hahahah. Napag-alaman ko na may karibal pala ako kay Bogummy 😭 hahahaha. Kidding aside, I'm so happy meeting new people despite the pandemic. And greatest thing I learned today is that kaya siguro I'm on 'spiritual high' ( yung tipong I'm happy and filled with God's word at this time) kasi God wants to use me para sa mga kaibigan ko who are losing hope.

Hay Lord, feel me with Your wisdom and continually to speak to me.

파이팅!

THURSDAY

April 1. How I wish at the end of the day may magsasabi ng joke lang ang lahat. Coming home last night, I excercised agad, then I read Day 29 sa book na binabasa ko, and 2 chapters in the book of John.

Supposedly after that I'll do my personal devo. But before, nag-set pa ko ng to-list for today because our store is closed.

So my to-do list is consists of attending morning prayer, reviewing Korean and memorizing words, and playing my Kalimba. Last night, I'm planning to write some lessons rin. Didn't update here the same day (since I'm writing this on a Friday morning) because something happened.

So back before I'm going to do my devo, I checked my messenger/viber and mydays of my friends. Then I saw nga yung myday ng one of my ates in church. I PM'd her, ate ano ibig sabihin nun? Because she said "You will be miss." Although sa totoo lang alam ko na yung ibig sabihin nun but I have this in denial stage pa na, hindi ko maintindihan pero naiintindihan ko, that kind of thing. I activated my FB just to confirm, and even called her. And yes, it is really true.

Last Saturday, just want to remind myself na, Hebrews 12 kept on popping in my minds. It's says there na therefore we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses.... Naisip ko lang siya nun because of the people around me na, oo nga Lord, I look up to them also kasi nakikita how You worked and still working in their life, and because of their faith to You mas nag-hohope din ako at mas lumalakas. Then I remembered a friend dear to who passed away early, na still one of the heartbreaks ko, I still remember that I dreamed of her the night before she died and waking up from the text messages na wala na siya. Of course I'm sad, but looking at her life and seeing her faith to God despite she's been gone through in life na masasabi ko na, she's one of the great clouds of witnesses in my life pala.

Last night, though nung pandemic ko lang nakita si kuya pero kapag sa time nakikita ko siya sa CO natutuwa yung heart ko sa relationship ng bawat isa. Even yung mga kulit moments nila. I can't imagine the grief of those people that are close to him. Na kung ako nga affected, pano pa sila? And, as I mention earlier, I activated my FB and upon scrolling a former officemate just passed away rin, I was shocked, that time nagsi-sink sa akin na Lord hindi ko alam talaga what will happen to me, kung kelan Niyo ba ako kukunin?

What I said to Lee last night (we've talked for 4hrs, 3:30AM na ako natulog) na gusto ko kapag ako namatay masasabi niyo na, "Ay yan si Bevz nagawa niya yung purpose niya dito" and they would be comforted to the fact na I'm with God, and I'm home.

FRIDAY

Since 3:30 na ako nakatulog kagabi, I still set an alarm na 5:30 to attend MP. Napatay ko pala yung alarm ko and bigla na lang akong nagising ng quarter to 5. Mag-M-MP nga pala ako. Patapos na rin 'yung word nung naka-join ako. After prayer, Bishop spoke.haaaayyyy 😭😭😭😭😭😢💔💔💔💔💔💔💔. (No words)

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itscloiejayo · 7 years

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Before this child was born, many people imagined how she looks liked. Her family prayed for her because she will enter the big vast world that she will be living in and now that she was already born and she was already here. Her family hopes for what is the best for her.

July 02, 1997 IT’S A GIRL!!!

As she was growing older and become a person that she is now. She has a lot of experiences that she encounters in her life. Let’s take a look of her achievements, experiences and people who there for her and help her bloom as a person.

(2004). She graduated in her kindergarten year where in she got the 2nd honor of her batch that time but she was passive about what she achieved because she was longing for her mom. Her mom was working abroad since she was 4 years old and she will never forget that moment when her mom was actually leaving because she was falling asleep that time and when she woke up. She already notice that there’s missing and that is her mom. Her mom didn’t tell her and didn’t wake her up because her mom will know that she will never stop crying. Until now she still remember that day but she understand now that her mom did that because of her and for her future.

2007. My mother was home after 4 years of working abroad and this picture here was the day that we bond each other. I cannot say that this moment was the day that my mother and i will have the closeness bond together because after my mom left to work. I was so hesitant to approach and to talk to her but then as time goes by we are able to reach out and give time for each other.

December 26, 2009. The day I can finally say that I am a real #ATEinthemaking because during my childhood life I really wished to have a younger siblings and my wish really came true. I can say that this is also one of my achievements in life to be a “BIG SISTER” to my younger sister named Kisses. I am happy during that moment and my happiness was surreal. It’s like I was floating in the air because of too much happiness that I felt. I cannot forget this day when my little sister was born because I am the one who picked her at the nursery room wherein all babies are there and that was the first time I learn to carry such an amazing little angel that was given to us.

This picture was in my high school years wherein I am a member of a Drum and Bugle Corp. in Liceo De Cagayan University. I was really not into dancing or joining such band in my life because honestly speaking I am not a good dancer since then. But this experience helped me to become more discipline, respectful and responsible as a person because joining such band will require so much patience, hard work and responsibility. Our trainers taught us not only to be a good dancer but to be a good leader and a follower. As a member of this band I could say that I had a lot of experiences during my high school life because it really pushed me to do my duties and responsibilities as a person because I balanced my studies and my Drum and Bugle training for 4 years and I am proud of what I achieved and contribute during my 4 years in high school.

March 29, 2014. It was never easy but I dared not to give up because if I did I can no longer fulfill my dreams and goals in life. This was my high school graduation with my mother and my little sister. This is the 3rd Diploma I received in my life and I am prepared to achieve the 4th one during my college years. I am glad that I able to make it through this moment even though there are a lot of ups and downs that I encounter during my high school years.

Kindness is the one you can give to others. This picture was when we are having our community service to serve these little people with me. This is one of the greatest gifts that I received to myself because I learn that giving other people something that would help them was the best feeling you can feel. And as a future educator, I am prepared to give my hands to those people that will really need help. The smile of these young people was priceless and also to me. I choose to become teacher because I know I can help so many young individual soon and I cannot wait for that very moment.

A little progress, a very long night of paper works, a sleepless faces and the never ending research really add ups to a big result and that is our hard work. This was our research book entitled “TRAITS OF STUDENT LEADERS IN HIGHER EDUCATION INSTITUTION” I am proud of what we achieved because our stress really paid off. Our group did a lot of works and effort just to make it successful and yes we did make it.

This was our STAGE CRAFT AND DRAMATICS with my co-majors at the stage. This achievement taught us not only to be effective on the stage and on how we act our scenes in our play but this achievement taught us to push ourselves and become more confident. We are all moved out from our comfort zone and discover the hidden talents within us. From the actors and actresses down to the director, producer and staff during our play we really thanked them a lot for lending their time, effort and hard work. ENGLISH MAJORS 2.0!!!

A journey was measured with friends not with how long the miles was but this journey with these 4 beautiful girls with me was like a long miles of travelling. This is an achievement because we our staying at the Malaybalay City but we travel from Malaybalay to Maramag and guess what? We rode only a HABAL HABAL MOTORELA from Malaybalay to Maramag just to reach the talk of the town named Lake Apo in Maramag, Bukidnon. It’s kinda risky but we did it! We reached Lake Apo that moment. THIS WAS FUN BUT IT TAKES A LOT OF COURAGE!!! I LOVE THESE GIRLS!

My college life was meaningful because I met her. My best friend. My twinny and My sister from another mother. She is one of the many people that helped me see the beauty of life and she gave me so much realizations in life. She was there for me supporting every success that I achieved and she was there for me guiding every downfalls that I encounter in my life. We’re best friends because she make me feel less alone in this messy, chaotic,and confusing world. This is an achievement also because not all people find a real friend and a true friend in this world. Luckily, I found this lady here. Thank you for showing me the meaning of true friendship. She’s the best best friend I’ve ever had. I luuuv this girllll!!

My timeline will never be fun without these people in this photo. I am proud with what I was achieving in my life right now but also I am proud of what these people are achieving in their life right now as well. We are together since the day we are starting to work hard for our dreams and goals. My achievement will also their achievement as well. I am so thankful for having these kind of people who truly blessed and very kind individual. Even though sometimes we had little fights and misunderstanding but I know these people will stay no matter what. LOVE MY SQUAD and their BUTTS!!!

What you have become is the result of what you have achieved and you experienced in your life. In my 20 years of existence, I am trusting my self for gaining something valuable and memorable in my life. I know I make something different in my life and to others. The painful past experiences helped me become the person that I am today. The new experiences helped me become the best person that I am today and the people who are with me through the years helped me bloom to a beautiful flower version of myself. Even though I have scars from the different experiences that I encounter in my life but I am building my future and my dreams right this moment and it takes a lot of courage and brave. I am proud of myself and for what I have become.

#MyPersonalTimeline

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agirlsdiary-blog1 · 7 years

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1-18-2018

Its about 5:51pm here, I hate how it gets dark so early now does anyone else? Lets get to the point. Is it possible to be in love with 2 guys? sounds crazy if you ask me but fu*k I think I am. The first boy hmm lets call him Skater boy. Skate boy is an ex someone I dated briefly but in that small amount of timed he captured my heart. We broke up over something so small but cant change it now. I swear to you it was all rainbows and unicorns at first it was magical and now idk its like we cant ever leave each other alone. Its as if we always find our way back to each other. Now let me tell you he’s cheated on me. Left me multiple times for other girls and lied to me so much. I know what you’re thinking GIRLLLL HE IS NO GOOD FOR YOU!! believe me i know. Yet the heart wants what the heart wants I guess. Oh yeah did i mention he took the magical Vcard? I wish he didnt tho. Now let me tell you about boy #2 lets call him Prince Charming. Pc is so amazing and mature I honestly love the fu*k out of him like holy fu*k I want to adopt a dog with this guy, but atlas its not the same as before. He pays less attention to me now and can even go days without talking to me, Like uh excuse me ? Im still here ! He also basically told me he is single but he wants no one else but me and that im his girl. Like way to confuse me Pc. We tell each other we love each other because I truly feel in my heart I do. Im also scared that he’s too good to be true like if I dont deserve him.. Love is a confusing thing. Now lets get to the reason why I think im in love with two guys. Lately ive been dreaming about my ex and its brought back many emotions. Also at the same time i first had a dream about him he started liking my pictures on instagram its like he knows.. who knows what will happen I really what things to work with Pc he has his faults but I love him for everyone of them. I have like zero patience but for some reason im so patient when it comes to him. Hmm I’ll keep you guys updated.

Enjoy my rant maybe someone can relate to this and if not feel free to tell me how crazy I am hahah.

#diary #rant #life #love triangle #idk what to do

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