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keii · 2 months

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Zen being the coveting third wheel in Yoosung and MC's relationship, but yet they're still friends lmao

#idk what compelled me to randomly draw mysme art but i have to draw at least one or several artworks for it LOL #can't believe zen has the god damn audacity to blatantly say that he's a better match for mc #and that if yoosung doesn't man up he'll take her away LOOL UM... WHAT'S WRONG W U... yoosung def read those messages and was like wtf man.#bc of those messages yoosung doesn't shy away from the pda esp if it's in front of zen LMFAOO KNOW UR PLACE!!!#art #mystic messenger #mysme #mm #yoosung #yoosung kim #mystic messenger zen #zen #hyun ryu #killamonart #fanart #artists on tumblr #sketch #digital art

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femmesandhoney · 2 months

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idk theo really is teenage girl coded to me like longs for freedom, molded since childhood to be perfect and yet still is a failure, seen as heartless both literally and metaphorically, a chimera of parts thrown together to serve someone else and ur life and body aren't yours, like damn bruh. chill w that.

#sorry teen wolf obsession has me by the throat lately <3 #ill stop bringing up fictional fav char who happens to be a m*n soon promise #hes literally just my pathetic sad barbie doll i rotate around in my head like wtf is wrong w him #but no really hes too relatable he needs to chill out w that #seen as a sociopath for everything he does but everyone ignores how he was literally raised by people who groomed him oh my god im cooking #a little too hard w this tonight #theo raeken wtf is wrong w u how r u like that

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iamfabiloz · 1 year

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birthday today :3 🎉 16 million long long years of existence

#codysight art #codysight animation #sona #codysight noises #art #birthday art #idk what to tag lol but YAH!!#warriors sona #codysight ocs #blue wisteria #god I feel so bad it hurts to exist wtf is wrong w me why did my negative thoughts crank up to 100 in these past few hrs 😵‍💫

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skunkg1rll · 16 days

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im in love w him not only bc of who he is as a person nd how drawn i am to his personality, but also bc i feel like he's the only one who has ever wanted to see me. who i am, like deep down. he's the only one who i feel like i've ever connected with, in an easy nd genuine way. the only one who i feel has ever gotten me. he's the only one who's ever made me feel like we actually have a connection we're both in on, bc i havent had to pretend or put up a fake front for him bc he wanted the real image of me.

#unfortunately he has his own shit to deal w #so bc of one thing that was actually a mistake from me #he misjudged it nd saw it from his own perspective nd didnt understand mine #nd thus concluded that he saw me wrong nd didnt actually know who i am #nd then he had decided that so strongly he wasnt wven open to hear me out or try to understand what that situation was for me #that made me very sad nd hurt nd like #he doesnt actually like me as much as i like him #bc i would always always ask him nd hear him out before jumping to conclusions #i have asked him abt this but he is a wall nd doesnt wnna talk abt it #nd i cant force anyone so... yeh. it is what it is #i wish that we had the connection where he wanted to understandwhere i was coming from #instead of being like ughshe isnt the perfect image that i had constructed #so now im writing her off completely bc she doesntlive up to my expectations #but... my heart just loves him sm i can look past that #however... that is meaningless when i dont even know what he feels for me nd i cant get an answer out of him #maybe he doesnt wanna tell me bc he doesnt return my love nd he knows i'llbe hurt nd he'll risk losing me as a friend #i'd never stop talking to him tho.. that is the worst part #if imginna get over these feelings #i need to hear it straight from him. i need him to tell me thatno i am not in love with you #then i need to never talk to him again nd never lookat his social media #then it will hurt a lot but after a year or so i will only feel empty nd not hurt when i think of him #but i am tooweak to be the one to stop talking to him now #my entire day revolves around him nd i know its unhealthy but idk how to stop #since this obsession is unrequited i dont actually wanna feel it #but i have no idea how to stop #god this is driving me insane wtf is wrong w me??

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butwilltherebealcohol · 1 month

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Why can’t my words and actions just not be horribly incorrect for one FUCKING SECOND

I can’t satisfy friends

I can’t satisfy jobs

I can’t satisfy anything or anyone ever everything every action I take every single thing I say IS ALWAYS WRONG WHY am I so FUCKING STUPID but have to stay alive???? WHY DO I HAVE TO BE HERE IF ALL I HEAR IS THAT I DISAPPOINT and am WRONG WHAT do you WANT

#tw suicidal #tw depressed #drunk thoughts #rant #im fine everythings fine im fine #its fine #literally everybody hates my dumbass at work the second i walk in every fucking day i can Feel It In The Airwaves #i swear to god i move my right hand and someone's like 'thats wrong u broke something'#or i say a word and my roommates like 'wtf is wrong w u'#BUT ITS FINE ITS ALL FINE #for the love of god can i just breathe correctly that is literally all im asking i just want to live A DAY without Being Wrong #LIKE I HATE ME TOO BITCH IM NOT HERE FOR ME YOU'RE JUST GONNA BITCH IF MY OFF MYSELF SO SHUT THE FUCK UP #maybe ill just die tonight #prob will do that wrong too but then i wont have to worry abt it

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legallyblonde-2001 · 2 months

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Yesterday I was on top of the world and today I feel so fucking shitty . Literally no one has texted me back all day I feel so alone I'm like oh yeah this is why I don't put myself out there right I almost forgot

#like bruh ??? what is wrong w me ??? i think its bc i reek of desperation and apparently thats a turn off #but like wtf am i supposed to do jist not try to talk to anyone or hang out with anyone ?#i am at my limit #personal #thank god i have therapy on tuesday

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lixbf · 3 months

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i was so productive in bg3 today fjsvcjdhd

#did the house of hope (aka fucked an incubus and killed a devil)#did the steel watch foundry (accidentally had a few gondians die but then still said fuck you to wulbren)#did the whole ansur thing (holyyyyy fuck why are there so many revelations abt this one characters identity like)#And killed gortash (karlach my bby..... 😭)#and after all this w karlach constantly in party her approval of me is at. 51 now. wtf girl. ily and this is how you treat me fjdvckdvcjdh #this also made me think of more like. wrong/bad endings for the companions #duke wyll. god gale. sharran shadowheart. ascended astarion. dead karlach??? i guess?? lae'zel??? idk whats like the bad ending for her #anyways i am rapidly approaching the end of my very first bg3 playthrough and it makes me kinda sad #but then again i keep adding more ideas to playthroughs i wanna do....#like i wanna do everyones origin. i wanna do redeemed durge and evil durge. i wanna do regular evil.#i wanna make shadowheart and lae'zel have the enemies to lovers story they deserve #i wanna try to actually save every tiefling (rip rolan and also arabella i think bc i forgot abt her existence after the grove was done)#i wanna become half illithid and do a bunch of absolute stuff #i wanna maybe yknow uh save barcus in grymforge and not encourage nere to kinda maybe kill him and the other gnomes #i wanna play as ascended astarion but also as unascended astarion #judging by how im like 140hrs into this playthrough. all of this is gonna take me the rest of the year gjxbckdbdj

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poptartmochi · 8 months

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how can it only be Thursday 😔

#one more day of work.. wtf 😢#im so peeved bc work had me so beat today.. i want to play a game or jam or SOMETHING to raise morale but for mental eelness reasons that #feels wrong.. like noo a customer cussed you out so now you must fuck off the rest of the day in repentance 😐 even eating dinner is #challenging.... maybe it's not the eelness but actually maybe the brief stint w catholicism in my childhood.. catholic guilt will haunt you #foreeeever 💃🏻 but. why! :( i would like to enjoy my 14 hours before i have to go back in the trenches and get condescended to by white #people 😭😭 tomorrow maybe I'll jump over the counter and start swinging on these people 😐 /j #but christ.. it's so exhausting. and like.. if you maintain the customer service persona you get cussed out. but god forbid you speak your #mind!! 😐 or speak at all! peasant! 😒🙄🙄 stupid retail worker #i wish all customers a very die 😐 anyways pray for me comrades.. i might just disintegrate so I don't have to go to work tomorrow 🤭😞#sriracha.txt

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badintent · 2 years

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#my face #god i fucking hate myself #hahahahahaha #wtf is wrong w me #fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

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stonerzelda · 1 year

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If ennyone from ze ontario area has any expertise 4 finding a place to live that is Somewhat affordable/ tips for making a game plan in da real world for financial ...livability blease lmk lol

#faaack i am so screwd <3 i done fucked up by living completely dissociated from everything for like 5 years!! fun schtuff #kinda good timing to come back 2 tumbkr tho lol at least i have ze dashboard. thats the grossest thing ive ever said god dhdjdjjf #god this is embarrassing man im about to turn 25 and ive nothing to show for it #ive just been floating on down the river of life holding onto safety nets as if i didnt KNOW they dont last forever #sighhh. i hate bekng a burden to people and knowing im the reason the people who have given me shelter are experiencing strain in their #fuckin marriage. because of ME and my inability to Grow The Fuck UP is fucking horrible wtf is wrong w me

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quinnfebrey · 2 years

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i’m………….. so sleepy 🧍🏻‍♀️😐

#*#also i’m kinda hungry but i’m getting brunch in like 2hrs so i probably shouldn’t eat #or else i won’t be hungry #i’ve slept so much the last few days and i’m EXHAUSTED when i wake up #whyyyyy #what else hmm #i think i’m getting sick so yay cherry on top #also i think i bit my lip in my sleep bc it’s just like split 😐#also good god is it humbling to wait for a text back wtf is wrong w me #haven’t been so needy in a while i hate it thanks !

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possum-tooth · 2 years

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happy wednesday i cannot wait until friday ~9p <3

#i get to see him again 🥰🥰🥰🥰#i also took an edible a little bit ago so bear with me as i write my stream of consciousness <3 #anyway hi hello hi for the the llove of god Hello how are u i love you happy wet beast wednesday to those who celebrate. i hate not seeing #him now! whats WRONG with me!!!!!! wheres the cold hearted bitch i usually am.. theyre dead and i killed it >:)#anyway also very extremely dangerous knowledge that i can stay monday nights potentially too.. like girl what the fuck is going on #like i made it back w plenty of time.. pavloving myself methinks #maybe not pavlov idk man im high idk anything. anyway i cant wait for friday bc i get to See Him aagin + we're going to [redacted]#but i havent bought a ticket yet so im a leedle scared but. itll be fine. right. tell me itll be fine #Also in a dilemma. i have a concert coming up and other dude said he wanted to go but hasnt bought a ticket bc he doesnt #know if/when he'll get a job so he doesnt wana buy it then not be able to go but how do i ask in a nonannoying way. hey are u going or not.#i need an answer and soon bc im freaking out bc if i ask my bf if he wants to go and he Can then itll be weird maybe. idk maybe not??#is it just me?? would it be weird to hang w ur bf and another person u met on a dating app??????#apparently not tho i guess bc hes done it like twice w me so. maybe not?? idk and its driving me insane anyway #good god this edible is Hitting. its been like 20 min wtf #and this was cheap shit! like $8 for a 10 pk i think! and its knocking me on my ass tf!!#anyway. happy do you wear wigs wednesday i love you and hope your week is going well <3 if youve made it this far um. congrats ily #talk tag

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foreverxdaydreaming · 2 years

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never realize how many useless notifications you get until you put your volume on.. all of these emails / scams / marketing have ruined the importance of calls/notifications entirely,,

#my phone lives on silent and only goes on volume/vibrate occasionally bc i just can't stand it omfg #but also so that it won't distract me. so dnd is usually my best friend bc that way if anything important comes in I'll still get it #in other words... im stuck at an appt rn that's absolute dogwater and i regret not canceling it 💀#never thought I'd prefer to be at work so bad lmao.. waste of my pto is what today has been istfg💀#and my phone keep going insane with messaging notifs that are absolute bs bc ive alr marked em all as read.... jfc #almost had a mf panic attack bc of how terrible getting here + the shitty entirely full parking garage were....#dont wanna waste the rest of my pto/miss for no reason but like.... at this point..... my gods🥴#& my bosses are as wonderful (dry af) as ever and keep asking me for drs notes every mf time i miss bc they don't believe me 'bc im young'#despite me being fairly honest about my health with em previously and now im getting shot in the foot constantly #bitch its not absentism or missing for funsies i have a bunch of fucking appts to check wtf is wrong w/ me bc no dr has figured it out yet #but anyway.... the more i think about it the more it stresses me out. and hr is the most useless thing in existence so forget them bruh #istfg if iget one more text/notif as im typing this (there's been at least 7) im gonna throw smth into the fucking wall #holy mother of fucking god #200% should have just trusted my gut and canceled. never listening to my mom about this again 😐 😒#jj.txt #/neg #vent/rant #tengo el petty resubido hoy and i can fucking FEEL it #ive got the dramatic anime fire in my eyes at this point in time

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anonymouslyanidiot · 1 month

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everytime i look at my fucking notes they look like i just had a stroke or was high or smth and wrote down shit

i mean most of the time im on a sugar rush instead of being high (too young ikik such a wonder/sarc) but thats not the point

i literallly ranted about like, some random sad shit then it's just the meatgrinder thing bc i had it stuck in my head like,, what,,,

(I'm fine btw it was just really dam funny to see it go from like smth so sad and attention-deprived and shit to just,,, "If i chop you up and put you in a meatgrinder...")

(it was a long time ago too, its still funny tho,, honesly i think it was just a copypasta i put in there bc i was too lazy to make a new note)

(what the fuck is wrong w me /pos /nsrs)

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middleagedmanyaoi · 8 months

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im starting to think i might be able to pull an all nighter. or might have to. i do have my 7 hour closing shift tonight to do but i think i got it...

#i need. to drink water. i legit just sweat out all the water in my body and had a sip or 12 of diet coke and an energy drink to compensate.#but like. i dont feel thirsty or anything. GOD I AM PRAYING THIS LITTLE BINGE DIDNT TRIGGER A MANIC EPISODE. I FORGOT. I CAN DO THAT #BRO CAFFEINE CAN TRIGGER THEM FOR ME. THIS IS. WAY WORSE. omfg im afraid of antidepressents bc they might trigger hypomania cuz dopamine #and then im out here doing mass quantities of dopaminergic shit #wtf is wrong w me #in my defense i didnt know the other shit made dopamine . i gotta double check that #i was legit just like why are my pupils fucking massive i didnt do shit that has dopamine #and someones like. uh. dude. lol. and its a lot. u did. not a dangerous amount yk just. a lot. and yeah #i look like im tripping balls bro omfg

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