ough too many it’s so hard being me . obviously izumi sena (es) he’s so fucked he and i have like almost completely identical trauma as far as having to forcibly separate yourself from your favorite person goes bc you’re both spiraling out of control and hurting each other Augh. and he’s moody and bad at showing emotions and Has to be Perfect or else he’s going to die and LITERALLY ME LMAO . the worst ever i hope he blows up and dies . a most recent absolute killing is giorno (jjba) yeah yeah whatever whatever but jesus christ it hit me like out of left field too bc i had never considered kinning him he was just some guy then the joke was on me and he was not just some guy. it’s the needing control over everything in your life and the survivors guilt and the conflicting urges to be tyrannical vs to be kind and helpful and generous . it’s the healing and the killing and the being the most specialest girl at the party . it’s the ego trip and subtle manipulation and having everyone place their trust in you and devote their futures and lives to you because you’re the best you’re the most Worthy of having it . it’s the being the most worthy while chanting mudamudamuda “useless usesless useless” to anyone you attack with your stand. he’s so messed i hate it. so yeah the most recent kick in the balls vs the og kick in the balls . there are Plenty more but jesus christ - 🩸
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i almost forgot about my girls birthday day ahaha (sweats)
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three puppy mista drawings i use like non verbal flash cards
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very late but Yes to the song question. one of my recently relevant songs was vienna by billy joel, which i connect a lot to kinning giorno from jjba. it’s about having these huge dreams and ambitions for yourself and holding on to them but at the same time pacing yourself and not letting by yourself think that just because you want it doesn’t mean it’ll happen. the lines “You've got your passion / You've got your pride / But don't you know / That only fools are satisfied? / Dream on / But don't imagine they'll all come true” and “Slow down, you crazy child / And take the phone off the hook / And disappear for a while / It’s alright, you can afford / To lose a day or two” are both very hard hitters but the song is just like Ough. the killing.
another song very deeply connected to kin for me is a little death by the neighbourhood. it’s like The vampirekin song for me. it’s just about sex but vampires are often linked to sex and sexuality anyway, and it’s the way it’s delivered because a lot of the song is describing a scene and if you don’t pay attention it sounds beautiful and almost hypnotic but the scene being described is pretty disgusting and unpleasant. for this one it’s definitely the lines “She sought death on a queen-sized bed / And he had said "darling, your looks can kill so now you’re dead"” and “I want you to touch me there / Make me feel like I am breathing / Feel like I am human / Again”. it’s the ‘something unholy and socially rejected and honestly a little gross veiled by this hypnotic rhythm and smooth vocal that kind of disguised what it even was in the first place’ and the ‘connection of death and love/sex and the dramatism and the disconnect from humanity’ of it all that truly does it in for me. Bless - 🩸
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Trish’s skirt is so frustratingly hard to draw, not because I can’t draw it, but more of how I draw it satisfies my brain, and so far, it’s looks to be in poor taste. How the heck am I supposed to make a split skirt made of math symbols in squares look good in my art!??!
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🎶"And the sounds we make together is the music to the story in your eyes"🎶
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