Love letter: Chapter 9 - Cardinal Copia x Fem!Reader
Summary: Hearing that Copia was now the new Papa Emeritus of the ministry made your heart tighten. And now, only one question remained: how could you both stay together, ensuring that Copia didn't meet the same destiny as Terzo?
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Warnings: This chapter might be a bit painful for most readers. Please trust in the smoothness of the chapter and enjoy the reading. | Angst, fluff & smut (fingering, oral sex; m-f, breeding) | Swearing | Italian swearing
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A/N: This is the last chapter of Love Letter, and all I can do is thank all of you who have read up to this point. Thank you for every comment, like, and reblog. I have nothing but gratitude for everyone who has made it this far and embraced my story with an open heart. To my loyal readers, I dedicate this chapter to you and to my friends, @terzosprimemover, @new-age-space-age , @anakindoesntlikesand, @quaildoodle, @idawnghoul, Phoenix and Ria, thank you for supporting me and always reading my stories, and for consistently writing a review for each chapter I posted. I'd like to extend a special thanks to someone I met through Love Letter, who has become a big friend of mine and who gave me a gift I will never forget: thank you for your friendship and the amazing art for Chapter 2, @quaildoodle.
"A Papa?" you repeated. "Copia, that's..."
He nodded, a small smile gracing his lips. "It was unexpected, even for me. But it's a new chapter, a new responsibility." He inhaled deeply before continuing. "Unfortunately, Nihil has passed away. So, Imperator reached out to me urgently, calling me back to the Ministry."
"Wait," you took a step back, your eyes widening in surprise. "Nihil is no longer with us? Papa has passed away?" Your voice held a hint of disbelief.
His expression turned somber as he nodded. "Sì, it was quite sudden. I didn't expect it either, but sì, Nihil has passed away. Imperator summoned me back to the Ministry to take on this new role." He paused, his gaze thoughtful. "It's a lot to take in, but it's a necessary transition."
"I can't imagine how this must be for you," you said, empathy evident in your eyes. "Papa passing away, and then stepping into a position of such responsibility."
Copia sighed, his shoulders visibly sagging. "Nihil was... a complicated figure in my life, but," he inhale deeply, collecting his thoughts. "I can't help but feel a sense of sadness at his passing. Despite everything, he was a part of this ministry, and his absence will be felt, sì?"
"I'm sorry for your loss," you offered sincerely.
"Everything is alright, amore. Ma, grazie," he leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss onto your forehead.
"Copia... I," you started, your voice hesitant. "If you are a Papa now," you paused, a trace of concern flickering in your gaze.
Copia's smiled gentle as he picked up on your concern. "Don't worry, cara," he reassured you. "I know it's a lot to process, but I've been preparing for this role, and I have the support of many within the clergy."
"That's not it," you sighed, feeling tears brimming in your eyes.
"What's troubling you, amore? Please, share it with me," he implored.
"Copia, if you are a Papa now..." your voice quavered as you paused, using the back of your hand to brush away your tears. "What does this mean for us? What's going to happen to us?"
Copia's expression softened as he saw the genuine worry in your eyes. He took your hands in his, holding them gently. "Amore, nothing will change between us," he said, his voice filled with sincerity. "Yes, my responsibilities have shifted, but my feelings for you remain unwavering. You are and will always be an essential part of my life."
You looked into his eyes, searching for any sign of uncertainty. "But what about the ministry, Copia? The clergy? Will they..."
His thumb gently brushed against the back of your hand. "I won't let anyone or anything come between us, cara."
"Copia, we know what happened to Terzo," you continued, your voice wavering slightly.
"I understand your concerns, amore," he said softly. "Terzo's situation was different. Sister Imperator had her own reasons for targeting him."
"Did she really?" you questioned, taking a deep breath to steady yourself, you continued, "Copia, I... I..." Your words trailed off briefly as you collected your thoughts. "I know that you will be an exceptional Papa."
You couldn't help yourself and tears welled up once more and trickled down your cheeks. You instinctively shielded your face with your hands, the desire to hide your vulnerability from Copia overpowering. You were supposed to be happy, so why were tears staining your cheeks?
Copia's ascent to the role of Papa wasn't something that filled you with sadness; in fact, you were profoundly proud of his accomplishments, acutely aware of the dedication he had as Cardinal. Yet, a shadow of unease lingered. While you were happy for him, you couldn't dismiss the memories of what occurred when Terzo and Ann. Your pride coexisted with the fear of losing him, one you weren't yet prepared to face.
Saying goodbye was the last thing you wanted, just like losing him wasn't an option you were prepared to accept. The weight of uncertainty and potential consequences weighed heavily on your heart. Copia had reassured you that everything would be fine, but deep down, you understood the risks all too well. The happiness that had radiated from his eyes as he said he was a Papa now, contrasted with the fear that now gnawed at your own heart. Staying by his side felt like an impossible choice. The gravity of the situation, the looming danger, it all seemed insurmountable, and you couldn't ignore the turmoil within you.
"Per favore, amore... don't cry," Gently, he guided your hands away from your face, his touch reassuring as he met your gaze with a compassionate smile. "Everything is alright now," his thumb grazed your cheek, tenderly wiping away a tear, "I know it's a lot to take in," he admitted. "But I want you to understand that everything is going to be okie dokie, sì?"
He pulled you close, his arms enveloping you in a warm embrace. As your tears dampened the fabric of his shirt, he held you even tighter. Taking a deep breath, you found comfort in the scent of him, feeling a profound sense of completeness in his arms. Copia was your everything, it was impossible to deny.
"I have no doubt that everything will be fine, Copia, I genuinely am happy and proud for you," you confessed. "But, I can't deny how much this frightens me. My love for you is... I love you so much, Copia."
"Amore mio, ti amo così tanto. Non hai idea di quanto ti ami, di quanto mi preoccupi per te e di quanto desideri essere con te. Capisco le tue paure, ma per favore, lascia che ti assicuri che non c'è motivo di avere paura, lasciami prendermi cura di te, lasciami esserci per te. Cara mia, solo se sapessi cosa hai fatto al mio cuore, se sapessi cosa mi fai provare. Sono così completo quando sono con te," he murmured, his lips brushing against your forehead.
"Copia," you whispered his name, your hands clutching at the fabric of his shirt on his back in a tight hold. "I don't under-"
Copia intervened, his words breaking through as he began to speak. "My love, I love you so much. You have no idea of how much I love you, how much I care for you and how much I want to be with you. I understand your fears, but please, let me assure you that there's no reason to be scared, let me take care of you, let me be here for you. My dear, only if you knew what you did with my heart, if you knew what you make me feel. I'm so complete when I'm with you."
The tears that had welled up in your eyes now flowed freely. "Copia," you whispered again, your voice barely audible as you clung to him.
He held you tighter. "Amore mio, I love you so," he murmured, his lips brushing against your ear.
"I-"
Before you could utter a word, a knock on the door abruptly silenced you. Copia's attention shifted towards the door. You took a step back, your gaze averted from his.
"Sì?" His gaze returned to you briefly, a tender kiss gracing your forehead before he moved toward the main door of the room. "Hold on, amore."
As he reached the door and swung it open, Swiss stood on the other side.
"Papa, the Sister is waiting for you outside."
"Oh! Sì, sì," Copia clasped his hands together. "Eccellente! I'll be there in a minute, Swiss."
Copia closed the door and turned back to you, you offered him a small smile, your conflicting emotions still evident in your eyes. He approached you once more, his fingers gently lifting your chin to meet his gaze.
"I need to get ready for the Black Mass," he whispered and with a gentle lean, he pressed a soft, reassuring peck on your lips.
"I'm sorry," you whispered, your voice barely could be listen. "But I'm not ready, Copia."
"What do you mean, cara?" he asked, murmuring.
You held onto his hand, your fingers intertwining with his as you closed your eyes and released a calming breath. Taking a tentative step forward, your arms encircling his neck as you leaned in. Closing the remaining gap, your lips met his in a wordless, delicate kiss. The sensation of his touch ignited a swirl of emotions within you, a moment of shared intimacy that spoke volumes in its quiet simplicity.
You found yourself unable to contain the tears that welled up. They spilled down your cheeks, and gently dampened his face, causing the edges of his face paint to slowly blur and fade. You pressed your body closer to his, your embrace deepening as the kiss intensified. Copia's hands instinctively sought the warmth of your waist, his touch tender yet possessive. His fingers trailed along your back, a gentle yet firm hold, keeping your body pressed against his.
Your lips parted slightly as you both sought a breath. With a gradual release, you eased away from the kiss, your eyes fluttering open to meet the sight of his closed eyes, his swollen lips and the fading traces of his face paint. His lips brushed against yours, and you couldn't resist but kiss him again.
His hand moved to caress your cheek, brushing away the stray tear before it could fall. Your lips parted slightly, allowing his tongue to slip inside, probing for yours. You met his tongue with your own, swirling around in your mouth, savoring the taste of him. Copia's hands went back to your back, exploring the curves of your backside, his touch soft yet firm.
Once again your lips parted and you let out a heavy sigh, letting the moment after the kiss become a quiet interlude. A suspended breath between you as you studied his features with a depth of attention. Your gaze traced every line of his face, committing the details to memory. Each nuance, each curve.
As your eyes locked onto his, you grappled with a blend of emotions—love, longing, and a bittersweet. The weight of his newfound role as Papa was a looming presence, and the delicate balance between your hearts and the ministry weighed heavily on your mind.
As you withdrew from his embrace, his gaze unwavering as you stepped back from his embrace, your fingers delicately wiping away stray tears.
The truth is, you weren't prepared for what the uncertainties that the future might hold for both of you. But, sharing those concerns with him at this moment was not an option.
You met his gaze, offering a gentle smile. "I'm not ready to join the chapel for the Black Mass. I need to change my clothes, put on my habit. Swiss, I believe that's his name, mentioned it to me."
His brows furrowed with palpable confusion. "Cara..."
You let out a soft chuckle, attempting to stifle the tears that lingered in your eyes. "Can you believe it, Copia? He mistook me for a newcomer!" A hint of mirth graced your voice.
He reached for your arms, pulling you closer to him. "You don't have to change your clothes, you're here with me, sì? He won't trouble you again." his grip on your arms feeling like a soothing anchor.
"No, really, I insist. I don't want to stand out among the siblings in the chapel, especially during your inaugural Black Mass." You replied, your voice firm yet tinged with sadness.
"Cara, you don't have to do it," he implored, his touch gentle as he held your arms.
"I insist," you met his gaze, your eyes reflecting your inner turmoil. "Please, allow me this. Let me go."
With a gentle squeeze of your arms, he reluctantly let go, creating a bit of distance between you. Your gaze shifted to the door, your mind resolute on your decision.
"I will meet you in the chapel," you stated, your voice steady.
Turning your body, you began to walk towards the door, not meeting Copia's eyes as you did. You didn't dare look back, afraid of what you might see in his eyes.
"No, cara, wait, per favore," he pleaded, his hand reaching for your wrist, attempting to stop you.
"I think... You'll need to get your face paint redone. I'm sorry," you managed to say, your voice catching slightly.
You didn't turn to face him and gently pulled your wrist from his grasp, taking a few steps towards the door. With a heavy heart, you opened it and left the room, your footsteps echoing in the main roon as you made your way to the front door of the apartment.
As you stepped through the front door and into the hallway, your eyes fell upon another Ghoul, unmistakably Dewdrop based on his voice and stature. He was engaged in an animated conversation with one of the sisters from the ministry. Their proximity and her flushed cheeks were clearly visible. It wasn't the first time you had witnessed Dewdrop's flirtations with her.
Caught off guard by your sudden appearance, the sister's eyes widened, and she stammered, "Oh! S-Sister! I'm sorry I didn't see you there."
"No need to apologize, sister," you reassured the flustered sister with a warm smile. "Please, carry on with your conversation." Your gaze shifted to Dewdrop, and you raised an eyebrow playfully. "Dewdrop, I see you're keeping yourself busy as always."
Dewdrop grinned, a mischievous twinkle in his eyes. "Well, you know me, always working hard."
The sister's blush deepened, and she looked between the two of you, clearly uncertain how to proceed. "Um, well, it was nice talking to you both. I should, uh, get going."
"Goodnight, Sister Kelly," you said with a nod, offering a small smile.
"G-Goodnight," she managed to respond, quickly stepping back from Dewdrop.
Your attention shifted to the delicate bundle in Kelly's arms, a piece of fabric carefully folded and cradled. Could it be one of Copia's vestments for the impending Black Mass?
"W- Well, if you'll excuse me," she said, glancing at you. "Are you coming, Dewy?" She returned her gaze to him, with a smirk on her lips, before walk towards the Papal apartment.
"Of course," he replied, a playful grin tugging at his lips.
You chuckled softly, shaking your head. "You have quite the effect on her, Dewdrop."
He shrugged casually, a playful smirk tugging at his lips. "Just spreading a little Ghoul charm, Sister."
"Is that what you call it?" you teased, your tone light.
Dewdrop chuckled, his gaze meeting yours. "Well, I do try my best."
"I'm sure you do," you replied with a knowing smile. "Just remember, the Papal apartment is that way." You pointed in the direction she had rushed off to.
Dewdrop feigned innocence. "Oh, was she heading there too? What a coincidence."
As Dewdrop playfully saluted you and walked after the sister, you couldn't help but chuckle softly to yourself. With a shake of your head and a small smile still lingering on your lips, you continued on your way.
Your footsteps carried you back to your dormitory, the thoughts in your head echoing louder than before. The weight of the situation seemed to press upon your mind, much like the burden Terzo and Ann had faced. The uncertainty gnawed at you, leaving you to ponder if Copia would suffer a similar fate, losing everything he held dear just for being with you.
The internal struggle between your love for Copia and the fear of putting him at risk weighed heavily on your heart. Closing your eyes, you took a moment to gather your thoughts and find the strength to continue. With a deep breath, you made your way to the stairs. You knew you had to be there for him.
As you continued your walk, the sound of footsteps echoed behind you, steadily drawing nearer. An uneasy feeling settled in, urging you to quicken your pace. You hastened your steps, a sense of urgency pushing you forward as you tried to avoid being seen or followed by anyone.
"Hey! Wait!" The familiar voice of Swiss reached your ears, and you turned to find him approaching.
"You again?" you responded, letting out a sigh.
"Hello again, sister," he greeted you with a friendly smile. "Off somewhere?"
"Yeah, I'm heading back to my dormitory. Need to change my clothes, like you suggested, so I can join the others at the chapel," you explained.
"Ah, gotcha. Figured you were just wandering around," he giggled playfully.
"So, why exactly are you here?" you asked.
"Papa asked me to keep you company," he revealed.
"Make me company?" You raised an eyebrow, surprised by Copia's unexpected request.
Swiss nodded. "Yep, said you might need some company. Not entirely sure why, though..." His voice trailed off as he briefly shifted his attention to a passing sister down the hallway.
"Is there something else you're not saying?"
Swiss hesitated for a moment, his gaze returning to you. "Honestly, no. Just here to keep you company as Papa asked," he replied before turning and hurrying after the sister who had captured his attention.
A soft chuckle escaped your lips as you observed how effortlessly the Ghoul's attention shifted from his assigned task to trailing after you.
"Hello there," he greeted with a friendly smile, coming up from behind. "Need a hand with those books? They look pretty heavy."
Startled by his sudden appearance, the sister turned her attention toward Swiss, her surprise evident as she registered his proximity.
"Um, yes, thank you," she replied, her voice a bit shaky. She handed him a couple of the books, her hands trembling slightly.
Swiss offered her a reassuring smile and took the books from her hands. "Don't worry, I've got you," he said, his tone gentle. "Where are these headed?"
"To the library," she answered, her nerves still apparent.
"Great, I'll make sure they get there safely," Swiss assured her, starting to walk in the direction of the library. "Can I ask your name?"
"I'm Katya," she replied with a soft smile, her eyes lighting up with friendliness. "And what should I call you?"
"I'm Swiss, one of the new Ghouls here," he replied, walking alongside her.
"It's nice to meet you, Swiss," Katya said, her smile growing more genuine. "Are you liking it here at the ministry?"
As they continued walking, you couldn't help but smile at the interaction between them. It seemed like Swiss was quite the charmer, and it was another nice distraction from the thoughts that had been weighing on your mind.
You ascended the stairs and reached the door of your dormitory with a heavy heart. After entering, you shut the door behind you and leaned against it, feeling the weight of your emotions washing over you. Taking a deep breath, tears welled up in your eyes once again.
Feeling isolated in your turmoil, you grappled with the internal struggle. It was a heavy burden to bear, especially when you couldn't confide in anyone around you due to the secrecy of your relationship with Copia. Your friends were absent, leaving you feeling utterly alone in your distress. However, a glimmer of hope flickered as you considered reaching out to someone who might be able to offer guidance and support.
Taking a steadying breath, you lifted your head and wiped away the tears, determined to regain your composure. You knew you had to change your clothes and return to the chapel before Copia's significant moment as the new Papa.
You approached your bed where your luggage was placed beside it. Setting the luggage on the bed, you unzipped it and retrieved your cellphone from one of the pockets. As you dialed a number, you placed the phone to your ear, listening to it ring on the other end.
"Please, please, answer," you whispered anxiously, your heart racing as you waited for someone to pick up.
"Hello?"
"Ann!" you exclaimed, your voice quivering with emotion as tears streamed down your face as you heard her voice.
"What's happening, dear? Why are you crying?" Her concerned tone was evident as she questioned you.
"Ann..." your voice trembled as you called out her name, tears still streaming down your face.
"Oh, sweetheart, what's wrong?" Her voice carried comfort as she tried to soothe you.
"Copia, he..."
"Is Copia okay?" Ann's concern deepened.
"Did something happen to mio fratello?" You heard Terzo's voice joining the conversation.
"Dear, would it be alright if I put the phone on speaker?"
"Yes, please," you managed to say amidst your tears.
"So what's going on at the ministry?" Ann's voice was filled with concern.
You gathered your emotions and took a deep breath before answering, "Copia... He's a Papa now."
A heavy silence hung in the air, and you waited anxiously for their response. After what felt like an eternity, Terzo's voice broke through, "Sorella, did you say Copia is a Papa now?"
"Yes," you confirmed.
"That's incredible news!" Ann's voice was filled with enthusiasm.
"Yes, it is," you replied, your tone softening.
"Wait, sorella, if Copia is a Papa now, what happened to Nihil?" he inquired. "Because he took the lead of the ministry with Imperator after my departure, so what happened?"
"I'm sorry, Terzo," you sighed. "Unfortunately, Nihil has passed away. According to Copia, that was the reason he had to leave abruptly after the wedding."
"Sorella, where are you now?" Terzo's voice held concern.
"I'm in my dormitory. Everyone is in the Chapel."
"Molto bene," he said. "Ora ascoltami, remember when we were talking in the kitchen earlier, before Primo came in? What I was trying to tell you is that we knew Copia was on the verge of becoming a Papa. Secondo and Primo were aware of it, and they knew, we knew. The problem was that beyond us, Imperator also wanted it. We suspect it's because with Copia in charge of the ministry, she could use him to have more influence inside of the ministry, more than she already does."
"Why his own mother would do it to him?" you inquired.
"Because before she's his madre, she's one of the oldest members of the ministry," Terzo explained seriously. "If it weren't for her, maybe the ministry wouldn't even exist. Because of her, Nihil, ascended as a Papa, and then he started to control the ministry, instead of her. He passed the lead of the ministry to his sons, and she always stayed in the shadows."
"So, are you telling me that Copia is a Papa because it was his destiny to be one, and as far as I remember, you three wanted it too, but the main reason he is a Papa now is that Imperator wanted it so she could try to regain power in the ministry?"
"Sì, sorella," Terzo confirmed with a heavy sigh. "It seems like a twisted web of fate and power struggles. Copia becoming a Papa was influenced by various factors, including our own wishes, but Imperator's desire to regain control over the ministry played a significant role. Now that Nihil passed away, she can finally get out of the shadows."
"Where is Copia now, dear?" Ann asked.
"Ann, he's downstairs preparing for the Black Mass," you replied. "I was with him down there, but I came back to my dormitory."
"Listen to me dear," she said. "Take a moment now. Set aside everything else, push aside thoughts of Imperator and the complexities of the ministry. I understand your fear, the tightening in your chest, and the weight on your heart. But remember, I've been through similar emotions. You're carrying the weight of unnecessary guilt, fearing the possibility of losing Copia. Yet, he's chosen to be with you, just as Terzo and I made our own choices. When he accepted the role of Papa, it was also a statement that he's unafraid of what may come. Like Terzo, he's chosen love over fear."
Tears still glistened in your eyes, but Ann's words had a calming effect on you, it provided a sense of comfort in the midst of your fears.
"I know you're feeling overwhelmed right now, but Copia loves you, and if he's chosen to be with you, it means he's willing to face whatever challenges come their way."
"So what am I supposed to do now?"
"First, take a deep breath, dear," Ann advised gently. "What were you planning to do now?"
"I was just about to change my clothes and head to the Black Mass," you replied, your voice tinged with uncertainty.
"So, dear, here's what you're going to do now: change into your habit, head to the chapel, and leave those fears behind. Copia loves you deeply, and he wouldn't have taken on the role of Papa if he were afraid of losing everything for being with you. Trust in his love."
"Alright, I think can do it," you affirmed, but you weren't sure if you could really do it.
"And sorella," Terzo's voice was reassuring. "Don't forget what I told you on the day our family reunited for my dinner at the Papal apartment: it's worth it."
"Thank you, Papa."
"Prego, sorella."
"Bye, dear," Ann said with a hint of smile in her voice. "Please take care of yourself and of your Papa."
"Bye, Ann," you responded with gratitude. "Bye, Papa. Thank you again."
You ended the call and rose from your bed, heading straight to the wardrobe. Opening it, you retrieved your habit from inside, swiftly changing out of your clothes and into the habit. Approaching the mirror, you carefully adjusted the attire, making sure it was properly worn. You got your veil, and tied it snugly around your head, ensuring it was secure and comfortable.
With a last look on the mirror, you left your dormitory and made your way back to the chapel. As you walked down the familiar hallway towards the chapel, each step felt heavier than before. The anticipation and apprehension weighed on you, making the path seem longer than it actually was. Your heart raced, and the echo of your footsteps seemed to reverberate in the corridor, matching the rhythm of your thoughts.
As you arrived the chapel, it was brimming with siblings, much like any other Black Mass that Terzo had conducted. As you scanned the crowd, you couldn't spot your friends from the dormitory, but your mind was preoccupied with your own thoughts and feelings.
Seeking refuge in a quiet corner of the chapel, you settled onto an empty bench, allowing the weight of your emotions to settle over you. The wooden pew beneath you seemed to offer a comforting embrace.
Leaning your head against the chapel wall, you absorbed the delicate melody that signaled the entrance of Papa and the clergy. Your heart raced as you fought to hold back the tears that threatened to spill from your eyes. Closing your eyes seemed tempting, a brief respite from the emotional whirlwind within, but you resisted, determined to remain steadfast during this significant moment. As the music swelled and the atmosphere grew charged with anticipation, you steadied yourself, preparing to witness Copia's grand entrance as the new Papa.
Your anticipation growing with each member of the clergy who entered, walking in a straight line toward the altar. As the last member entered and the doors swung shut, guarded by the vigilant Ghouls, your eyes searched for Copia, your heart pounding with hope and anxiety, eager to catch a glimpse of him, but there was no signal of him.
Your gaze shifted to the altar where the members of the clergy settled into their seats, surrounding the altar. Sister Imperator's deliberate steps drew your attention as she approached the altar, a confident smile adorning her lips. Her observant gaze swept across the congregation, seeming to linger on each sibling in the chapel, as if she were carefully studying their presence and demeanor.
"Good evening, siblings," her voice rang out, infused with a cheerful tone. "As we are all aware, our Papa Emeritus Nihil passed away on Saturday night. With a heavy heart, I share this sorrowful news, but let us gather our strength, for our ministry shall not be without a Papa Emeritus. It is time to turn our gaze toward the future, toward a new era." She said in a composed tone. "I am delighted to be here today to introduce you all to our new Papa Emeritus."
Applause rippled through the congregation, and Sister Imperator's smile remained unwavering. You joined in the applause, while your eyes alternating between her and the entrance.
"Thank you, thank you," she raised her hands with a light chuckle. Her gestures calmed the applause. "In light of recent events that have unfolded within this ministry, the need arose for a fresh perspective, a new Papa who could provide strong leadership. While the previous Papa Emeritus' contributions were significant, the time has come to look forward. Their legacy has laid the foundation, but it is not all that we require. We need a leader who embodies youth, charisma, and stamina. We need a new blood."
The chapel doors swung open, drawing every gaze in that direction. The faint creak of the door sent your heart racing, its sound echoing loudly in your ears. With a deep breath, you tried to steady yourself, knowing that at any moment Copia would step through that very door as the new Papa Emeritus.
"It is with great pleasure that I introduce to you our new Papa!" Her smile widened, exuding confidence. "Papa Emeritus IV, Copia."
As her announcement hung in the air, Copia made his entrance, stepping gracefully through the open doors. Your breath caught in your chest as you beheld him, resplendent in his Papa's vestments. His mitre, adorned with a regal fusion of gold, black, and delicate blue gems, crowned his head. The blue chasuble he wore bore intricate golden symbols woven within elegant black lines, with additional blue gems embellishing the fabric. Over the robe flowed a black cape made of leather and silk satin, with more of those striking golden symbols and gems, while a stole proudly bore the embroidered words "Papa Emeritus IV" along with more symbolic motifs.
Your gaze remained locked on Copia as he made his way to the altar. Sister Imperator gracefully stepped back, yielding the spotlight to him. The chapel was enveloped in a profound silence, a hushed reverence that seemed to hang in the air.
Copia's eyes swept across the siblings, and for a brief moment, your eyes met his. In that instant, the world around you seemed to fade, leaving just the two of you in a timeless connection. His gaze softened as it met yours, causing the feeling that the chapel itself vanished, and it was just you and Copia there, sharing a recognition that spoke volumes without a single word.
As you watched Copia stand before the altar in his majestic Papal robes, a surge of emotions swept over you. He looked truly resplendent as Papa Emeritus IV, every detail of his vestments accentuating his regal presence. Your heart raced, your love for him overwhelming every other thought. In that moment, you realized the depth of your feelings for him. Your love was so profound that you were willing to put his well-being above all else, even if it meant sacrificing your own desires. You understood the potential consequences of your relationship, and you were prepared to love him silently, from afar, if that was what would keep him safe and protect his newfound position.
You offered him a small, supportive smile but, unable to be contained yourself, tears welled up in your eyes. You could see the concern in his eyes, a silent question of whether you were okay. You nodded slightly, wiping away the tears that had gathered in your eyes, offering him a determined yet tender smile.
The conflicting emotions inside you were taking over you, and despite the reassurances from Terzo and Ann, the weight of the potential consequences still gnawed at you. You wanted to believe that everything would be fine, that the love you two felt for each other would withstand any challenges, but the fear of the unknown remained.
Sister Imperator cleared her throat gently, momentarily interrupting the connection between your lingering gazes. Copia shook his head as his eyes shifted from your gaze to the other siblings gathered in the chapel, a small smile gracing his lips as he addressed them.
"Good evening," Copia's voice resonated through the chapel, his words carrying a sense of authority. "Tonight, I stand before you as your new Papa Emeritus."
As you glanced around the chapel, a sense of euphoria emanated from the siblings, their expressions reflecting the joy and approval of seeing Copia elevated to his rightful position. It was a moment of well-deserved recognition, witnessing him stand before the congregation not as a mere Cardinal, but as the revered Papa Emeritus. Copia's gaze returned to you, a softness in his eyes that only you could decipher.
"As we embark on this new chapter," Copia continued, his voice steady and resonant, "let us remember the values that have always guided us—the devotion to our ministry, the strength of our unity, and the unwavering pursuit of enlightenment."
His words were met with a chorus of enthusiastic affirmations and nods from the siblings gathered before him. As he spoke, you couldn't help but feel a surge of pride. Copia's presence commanded attention, his words carrying a weight that seemed to resonate with every corner of the sacred space.
The feeling of pride was genuine within you, but it was still difficult to grapple with the idea that you had to choose between staying with him and putting his position as Papa Emeritus IV at risk, or the second and worse option that made your heart ache at the mere thought – breaking up with him and letting him live his new life as Papa while you would watch and love him from the shadows.
The ceremony continued, each passing minute seemed to stretch into an hour, enveloping you in a sense of timelessness. Avoiding Copia's gaze, you couldn't bear the idea of facing him, it was simply too hurtful. How could you look into the eyes of the man you loved, knowing that you could potentially bring turmoil to his life? The weight of that thought was making it difficult to confront him at that moment.
The ritual, the prayers, and the reverence—all of it felt like a culmination of Copia's new path inside of the ministry. But also, Copia and members of the Clergy shared heartfelt words in memory of Nihil.
Your heart remained entangled in a web of emotions, your thoughts a tumultuous argue between worries and desires. The choices before you seemed daunting: to stay, risking potential complications for Copia yet finding happiness together, or to leave, a decision that might bring sadness but would allow Copia to fully embrace his role as Papa.
Finally, as the ceremony drew to a close, Copia stood once again before the altar, his presence commanding yet serene. The members of the clergy began to rise from their seats, signaling the end of the formal proceedings.
"Before we prepare to depart, let us take a moment to honor the legacy of Papa Emeritus Zero. His unwavering commitment to the ministry and his important role as the face of our congregation spanned many years." Copia's voice echoed through the chapel, a somber yet respectful tone.
The congregation's attention shifted to him, the atmosphere becoming reflective as they collectively honored the memory of Papa Emeritus, Nihil.
"As we approach the conclusion of tonight's Black Mass, I invite Sister Imperator to address you all with her words," Copia announced, gracefully stepping back from the altar to yield the spotlight to Sister Imperator.
Despite the protocol that discouraged leaving before the members of the clergy and Papa Emeritus, your overwhelming emotions urged you to escape the chapel as swiftly as you could. The last thing you wanted was to hear Sister Imperator's words at that moment. You craved solitude, a moment to gather your thoughts away from prying eyes, especially Copia's.
Standing up from the bench, and quietly slipped out of the chapel. The weight of your emotions was too much to bear in that moment, and you sought the solace in your dormitory.
You walked down the corridor, your heart heavy with the weight of your potential decision as you leaned against the cool stone wall. You closed your eyes, taking a moment to center yourself. Copia's ascent to the role of Papa Emeritus was a culmination of his dedication and hard work. You wanted nothing more than to support him, to stand by his side, regardless of the way you would do it.
As you took a deep breath, the sound of footsteps approaching caught your attention. You opened your eyes, meeting the sight of Copia hurrying towards you. Concern etched on his face as he reached you and stopped, his gaze fixed on yours.
His hand gently cupped your face, his fingers tenderly brushing against your cheek as you let out a relieved breath. "Why did you leave the chapel in such a hurry, mia amata? Is everything ok?" he asked, his gaze soft as he glanced at you.
"Copia!? What are you doing here?" you responded, looking around. "If they see us here together..." your voice quivering as tears welled up.
"Amore, shh," he gently cradled your face in his hands, wiping away the tears with his thumbs. "Tell me what's going on. Talk to me."
"Copia, I... I love you deeply, you mean everything to me, and it's just so overwhelming."
"Overwhelming? What happened, amore? Did something go wrong at Terzo's place?"
"N-no," you stammered, turning away your gaze from his. "Nothing happened there, Copia."
"Then what's going on, amore mio? Per favore, let me be here for you," his voice was gentle and comforting.
"I'm so proud of you, Copia," you whispered, turning your gaze back to him. "But I don't want to be the cause of any trouble."
His expression shifted to one of concern, his brow furrowing slightly. "What do you mean? Non capisco, mia amata. How could you cause me trouble?" his eyes locked onto yours, seeking understanding.
Tears welled up in your eyes as you struggled to find the right words. "Copia, I can't bear the thought of losing you, but I also can't bear the thought of you losing everything because of me."
His arms tightened around you, his grip firm yet gentle. "You're not going to lose me," he whispered. "Non ci pensare neanche. And I'm not going to lose anything because of you, sì?"
"It's just... I can't shake this fear," you admitted, your voice muffled against his chest as you held onto him. "I love you so much that I'm scared of anything that could bring you harm."
He pulled back slightly, his fingers lifting your chin so that you met his gaze. "Listen to me, cara. I chose this, I chose you, and I won't let anything tear us apart."
"But, Copia," you began, your voice heavy with concern. "I... I... You might end up facing the same fate as Terzo. I saw the happiness in your eyes when you told me you were a Papa, and the thought of being the reason you could lose everything terrifies me. I don't know if I could ever forgive myself if that happened."
"The happiness in my eyes wasn't solely because I became a Papa," Copia spoke earnestly, his gaze locked with yours. "It was because you were standing right there, before me. You, cara, you are the reason that moment felt so joyful. You're the only thing that truly matters to me, the one I hold dear above all else. Sì, I'm happy to be a Papa, but if I were to wake up tomorrow and find that everything had been taken from me, I'd only wish and pray to our Dark Lord that you remained by my side. I was scared too, amore, scared to accept this new role, but I've come to believe that this is my destiny, and you, you are my unwavering fate."
"Copia," you whispered. "I don't want to hold you back, to be the reason for any struggles you might face."
He placed a finger against your lips. "You're not holding me back, amore. You're the reason I accepted to be a Papa, the reason I felt confident to accept it. I can face any challenge as long as you're by my side."
Tears welled up in your eyes again, but this time they were tears of love. "I don't want to lose you, Copia."
He brushed his thumb against your cheek, wiping away a tear. "And you won't, cara. I promise you that."
Gathering your thoughts, you took a deep breath and gently removed his hands from your face. Closing your eyes briefly, you mustered the courage to speak. Another deep breath followed before you opened your eyes, locking gazes with him.
"I love you, Copia," you began, your voice tinged with emotion, "but..." You paused, gathering your courage to continue. "I'm afraid that we can't be together anymore."
Copia's expression shifted from one of tender affection to one of shock and disbelief. His brows furrowed slightly, his eyes searching yours for any sign that he had misheard you.
"What do you mean, amore?" His voice carried with confusion and concern, his grip on your hands tightening slightly.
You took another steadying breath, feeling the weight of your decision pressing heavily upon you. "I mean that... I'm sorry, I- I... Copia... with your new role as Papa Emeritus, our relationship... I don't want to put you in any potential danger."
A profound sadness flickered in Copia's eyes, his grip on your hands slackening as if he had been physically struck. "But... why?" His voice held a tinge of vulnerability.
Tears welled up in your eyes as you looked at him, your heart aching with the pain of your words. "Copia, I love you more than words can express, and I believe in you and your calling. But being with you, loving you openly, it puts you in danger. We've seen what happened to Terzo, and I can't bear the thought of anything happening to you."
He stood there, his gaze locked onto yours, absorbing your words as if trying to process the implications. "Amore," his voice trembled, "I- I can't just... I can't let you go."
The tears spilled over, streaming down your cheeks as you cupped his face in your hands once more. "Copia, please understand. This decision, it's not because I don't love you. It's because I love you too much. I can't bear the thought of being the cause of any harm that comes your way."
Copia's eyes glistened with his own unshed tears, his hands coming up to gently cover yours on his face. "You're not causing harm, amore. Stop saying it, per favore, I can't imagine my life without you in it."
The weight of your decision pressed heavily upon you, the pain of letting go warring with the love you felt for him. "I know this is agonizing, Copia. But I truly believe it's the right thing to do. For you, for me, and for the ministry."
His shoulders sagged slightly, the weight of your words settling in. "I can't deny how much I love you," he admitted, his voice breaking. "But... I won't let you do it, sei l'amore della mia vita." His arms wrapped around you in a tight embrace.
Tears blurred your vision as you held him tighter, his words washing over you like a balm for your aching heart. "Copia..."
He pulled back slightly, his hands cupping your face as he gazed into your eyes with a fierce determination. "I can't lose you, not like this. No, amore, I won't let it happen."
"Copia, I don't want anything to happen to you. I'm terrified of putting you in danger."
He wiped away a tear from your cheek, his thumb lingering against your skin. "And I'm terrified of the thought of being without you."
You lowered your gaze. "But the ministry... your role..."
Copia's fingers tilted your chin, urging you to meet his eyes again. "Listen to me," he said firmly. "I'll do whatever it takes to protect you and our love, while fulfilling my duties," he declared. "We'll be discreet, we'll be cautious, but we won't let go of what we have."
"But what if you..." you began, your voice soft and uncertain, but Copia gently placed a finger on your lips, stopping your words.
"If my fate is the same as mio fratello," he continued, his voice resolute, "I would consider it an honor to have been a Papa Emeritus."
"Copia, I..." you began, your voice wavering, but he held your gaze.
"There is nothing in this world that holds a greater place in my heart than you," he declared earnestly. "You are my purpose, my cherished one. Just as I was destined to become a Papa, I believe that our paths were meant to intertwine. I want you by my side, not just for today or tonight, but for every moment that lies ahead. From the day we met, you have shown me love and compassion, and it is the most precious lesson I've ever learned."
"I love you, Copia," you whispered, your voice barely above a breath. "I love you so much, and I'm sorry for even considering the thought of leaving you. It's just that... I love you so much that I wouldn't even twice about your safety and happiness."
"And I love you, more than anything," he whispered, his voice soothing. "I understand your fears, cara. There's no need to apologize, but please know that I am here for you, and I won't let anything come between us."
You heart fluttered at his words, your eyes widening as he leaned down and kissed you tenderly. His lips parted beneath his, your tongue meeting his in a kiss that was filled with passion and need. Your hands moved up to tangle themselves in his hair, causing his mitre to fall on the floor. His hands slid down your sides, coming to rest on your hips as he drew you closer. The kiss continued, growing more intense as the passion between you two grew.
Copia gently broke the kiss, a tender smile gracing his lips as he pulled back. A soft chuckle escaped your lips as you noticed the smudge of black paint on his lips. Copia's eyes twinkled with realization as he looked down at you, a playful grin tugging at his lips when he saw your own lips painted with a mixture of black and white.
Leaning in, you pressed a gentle peck to his lips. Your fingertips traced a delicate path from his hair to his face, your touch tender as you stroked his cheeks. Copia's eyes fluttered closed, a sigh escaping his lips as his arms enveloped you, drawing you into a tight and comforting embrace. You closed your eyes, surrendering to the warmth of his embrace, finding solace in his comforting hold.
As you leaned against Copia's chest, you could feel the steady beat of his heart beneath his vestments. Copia's lips brushed against your forehead, a tender gesture that sent a shiver down your spine. His touch was both gentle and passionate and with every caress, every stolen kiss, it was as if you were reaffirming your love.
"I don't want to lose you, Copia. I love you so much," you whispered.
"The only way you could lose me is if you really leave me, but I would still fight for you, for our love, for us. And even if I couldn't change your mind, I would never stop fighting for us," he replied. "So please, never, never say you want to leave me, never again."
You gazed into his eyes, a soft smile gracing your lips. In return, he looked at you, mirroring the smile with his own. You leaned in and pressed your lips against his, pouring all your emotions into the kiss. The weight of your decisions, the intensity of your love, and the promise of a shared future all converged in that passionate kiss. Copia responded with equal fervor, his arms tightening around you as he deepened the kiss. Each brush of his lips against yours sent sparks of electricity through your veins, igniting a fire that had burned since the moment you two met. He was the love of your life, you were the love of his life and nothing could change it.
"Excuse me, Papa," a known voice coming from behind Copia interrupted your kiss.
Your lips slowly parted, leaving a bittersweet sense of emptiness as the kiss came to an end. Your heart yearned for more, your face almost instinctively leaning toward his for another touch, but the sound of the voice behind Copia brought you back to reality. He gently withdrew his arms from around you, turning his attention toward the source of the interruption.
"Sì, Aether?" Copia responded.
"My little Cardi," Sister Imperator's voice reached your ears, accompanied by Aether's presence. Her gentle smile contrasted with the annoyance in her tone. "What is happening? You left the chapel in haste, not even staying for what I had to say. The members of the clergy are quite bothered by it."
"I had pressing matters to attend to," he explained, his voice steady.
Sister Imperator's gaze shifted from Copia to you, her smile dimming slightly. "I see," she remarked before focusing her attention back on Copia, her smile returning. "I believe you should come with me now, Cardi. We need to provide the clergy with a suitable explanation for your sudden departure from the chapel that doesn't involve..." Her gesture with her hands indicated towards you. "...your inappropriate rendezvous."
"My what?" Copia's tone turned more serious as he questioned Sister Imperator.
She shook her head with a knowing smile. "Oh, Copia. We are well past the time for playful interactions with Sisters of the ministry."
Copia's hand reached behind him, holding your waist and pulling you closer to his back. His voice was laced with anger as he demanded, "Repeat that."
Sister Imperator shifted her gaze away from the two of you and turned to the Ghoul, Aether. "Aether, could you please excuse us?" she said in a soft tone.
Aether nodded, excusing himself before he turned and walked down the hallway in the direction of the chapel.
"What about you, darling? Why don't you go back to the chapel or to your dormitory to meet with your friends?" she inquired, looking at you.
"She is not going anywhere, Imperator." Copia stood out.
She slightly shrugged, taking a deep breath. "Well, Cardi, is up to you," she said with a hint of annoyance in her tone. "Anyway, what I was trying to say," she began, taking a step closer and gently cupping Copia's face with one hand, "is that now you hold the esteemed position of Papa Emeritus, there's no more time to engage in casual encounters with Sisters from the ministry. It's crucial to shift your focus to what truly matters now. Please, come with me, my son."
"I'm not going anywhere with you." Copia's tone was firm, his eyes narrowing with determination as he spoke.
He stepped back slightly, his hand still protectively holding onto your waist. The exchange between Copia and Sister Imperator seemed to intensify, an unspoken tension hanging in the air.
Sister Imperator's smile remained, but there was a glint of something else in her eyes—something that hinted at a deeper power dynamic at play. "My little Cardi, you have a duty now, a responsibility to the ministry. You must set an example for the others, especially now that you are Papa Emeritus."
Copia's grip on you tightened, his resolve unshaken. "My duty and responsibility are not in question. But my personal life is not up for debate or interference."
Sister Imperator's expression hardened slightly, and she lowered her hand from his face. "Very well. But I hope you also understand the gravity of your new role. The eyes of the ministry are upon you, and every action you take will be scrutinized."
"By who?" he inquired.
"By all of us," Imperator responded, her gaze steady and serious.
Copia's eyebrows furrowed slightly, his gaze narrowing as he processed Sister Imperator's words. "Come with me, amore," Copia's hand left your waist reaching for your hand, his fingers gently entwining with yours.
You held his hand firmly, curiosity tugging at you. "Where are we going, Copia?"
He didn't reply but quickened his steps, attempting to move away from Sister Imperator. He got his mitre from the floor as he passed by it. However, she managed to reach his arm and stop him. He turned his face to her, annoyance evident in his expression.
"Cardi, please," she began with a sigh. "Now is not the time to act like a child."
Copia's grip on your hand tightened, and he turned his body toward Sister Imperator. His gaze grew intense, and you could sense the tension in his demeanor. Feeling his gloved hand growing warmer, you responded by holding onto his hand firmly. He glanced at you over his shoulder, a warm smile passing between you, before he returned his attention to Sister Imperator.
"Please, my son," she pleaded, her voice filled with a hint of desperation.
"I'm tired of your demands, mother," Copia replied, his tone firm and resolute. "You got rid of Terzo thinking it would grant you your desires, positioning me in authority. You believed you could manipulate me as you always have, throughout my entire life. You imagined I would become your puppet once I got the Papa role, but guess what? I am no longer your puppet. I am Papa. I am Papa Emeritus IV. And I shall not submit. I shall not yield. I shall not follow commands. You made your move to get rid of my brother and before you could take action against the others, they opted to leave the ministry, because we comprehend, all too well, what you are capable of. I do not bow to your commands, it is you who bends to my will. And mark my words, mother, I will bear the consequences of my choices independently. Yet, I doubt they will remove me from my role as Pope. They only did so with Terzo because you succeeded in persuading them that he wasn't living up to his obligations, isn't that right?"
"I- I don't understand what you're saying, my little Cardi."
"What I'm saying, mother," he released your hand, placing his mitre on his head. "I'm not your 'little Cardi', anymore. I now stand as Papa Emeritus IV."
Copia held your hand once again, and before Sister Imperator could reply him, he led you through the hallways of the ministry, your hand securely nestled in his.
The walk to the Papal apartment was a quiet one, the soft shuffle of your footsteps harmonizing with the steady rhythm of your heartbeat. The corridors seemed to pass in a blur, and before you knew it, you found yourself standing before the front door of the Papal apartment.
A group of Ghouls stood before the entrance to the Papal apartment, their presence almost like a guard of honor. Copia's expression remained serious as he addressed them, his voice firm yet respectful.
"Per favore," Copia began, "leave us alone for now."
The Ghouls complied, stepping aside to create a path for you both. Copia opened the front door, and you followed him into the Papal apartment. The door closed behind you with a soft click as Copia swiftly guided you through the apartment, making his way to the master suite.
"Copia..." your voice was soft.
You continued to follow him until you both were inside the suite. He wasted no time, swiftly closing the door behind you and before you could utter another word, he turned towards you, his arms wrapping around you in a tight and comforting embrace. You could feel the subtle trembling of his body. You closed your eyes, allowing yourself to fully feel his presence. Your hands gently traced his back. His grip tightened slightly, as if he was trying to anchor himself in the comfort of your embrace. You felt his lips press against the crown of your head, a tender gesture that conveyed a world of emotions.
"Cara," he whispered, his voice barely audible. "I..." he started, but quickly, tears welled up in his eyes, spilling down his cheeks.
"Is ok, Copia... We don't need to talk right now," you whispered back.
His embrace tightened further as if he wanted to hold onto this moment indefinitely. The silence that enveloped you both was comfortable, a space where words weren't necessary to convey the depth of your emotions.
"I... I can't believe I actually said all that, cara." Copia murmured, his voice filled with disbelief and relief.
You reached up and placed a soothing hand on his cheek, your touch a gentle reassurance. "Shh, Copia, it's okay. You were brave, and I'm proud of you."
He let out a sigh, his arms still wrapped around you, holding you close. "But what if it doesn't work out? Amore, what if my words lead to unexpected consequences?" His brows furrowed in worry as he looked down at the floor.
"Hey," you murmured, tilting his face up to meet your gaze. "You took a bold step today, and I believe in you. We'll face whatever comes together, Copia."
Copia's eyes met yours. "I'm just... scared, cara. Scared for what's to come."
"I know, but you're strong. We'll face it one step at a time." Your thumb gently brushed against his cheek, wiping away a stray tear. "And no matter what, I'll be here by your side."
Copia's lips curved into a small, appreciative smile. "I couldn't let her talk to you like that, or about you," he held you even closer. "And I'm so tired, amore, so tired of being her puppet."
"You're not alone in this anymore, Copia." Your eyes met his, and you spoke with utmost sincerity. "You're no longer a puppet of Sister Imperator, you made it very clear, you're the Papa Emeritus of our ministry now and she have to respect you as such."
"I don't deserve you, amore," he whispered.
"You deserve all the happiness, Copia," you replied firmly. "And I'll do my best to help you find it," you gently wiped away the remaining tear tracks on his cheeks.
Copia gently pulled back, his hands cupping your face as he looked into your eyes. His thumb brushed against your cheek as he leaned down, his lips capturing yours in a tender kiss. His lips met yours in a gentle, lingering kiss. As the kiss deepened, you felt a rush of sensations—the sweep of his tongue against yours, the gentle press of his body against yours, the soft sighs exchanged between you.
Slightly, he pulled away from the kiss and rested his forehead against yours, his breath mingling with yours. "Ti amo," he whispered, his voice a breathless murmur.
"I love you too," you whispered.
Copia's chuckles filled the room, nervousness and relief evident in his laughter. You looked at him with surprise and amusement.
"Copia!" you exclaimed, your eyes widening. "Are you... laughing?"
He nodded, his chuckles continuing. "I am! I mean, I'm nervous, but I can't help I... I can't believe I actually said all of that to Sister Imperator."
"Well, you did great," you said, a proud smile gracing your lips.
Copia's laughter subsided, replaced by a tender gaze. "Grazie, amore." He leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead.
With a tender touch, you carefully lifted the mitre from Copia’s head, his hair fell in gentle waves, framing his face. You set it down on the side table near the door. As you turned back to him, you couldn’t help but admire the sight of him without the regal headdress.
Copia met your gaze with a small smile. "You know, I never thought I'd have some bella sorella who would willingly remove my mitre for me."
You chuckled softly, your fingers brushing against his cheek. "Well, consider it one of the perks of being with me."
He leaned in, his lips brushing against your forehead. "I'm grateful every day that I chose you to be my assistant."
"Me too," you whispered. "But, Copia, I'm wondering about my role now. With you being Papa, I assume you won't need an assistant anymore, right?"
Copia nodded, a small smile forming. "You're right, amore. My responsibilities have shifted. However, I think it's time for you to have a new position, maybe even a promotion."
"A promotion?" you asked, your brow furrowing in confusion.
"Sì, exactly," he affirmed with a grin. "A promotion, cara." Taking your hand in his, he pressed a soft kiss on your fourth digit. "All that's left is a ring, sì?"
"A- A what?" you stammered, your cheeks flushing as you registered his words.
Copia's face turned slightly redder as he stumbled over his words. "Eh! I-I apologize, amore. I... I think... Uh... I may have jumped the gun a bit there. Mi dispiace, cara, I..."
"Copia! It's okay," you reassured him with a soft chuckle, holding his hand gently. "You know, when the right time comes, I would definitely say yes, right?"
"Would you?" he looked at you, surprised.
"Absolutely, my dear Papa," you replied with a gentle smile.
"Oh, amore," he growled, looking at you. "Say it again," he murmured, his fingers brushing against your cheek.
A shiver of anticipation ran down your spine as his touch sent a delightful tingle through your skin. With a soft smile, you obliged, your voice a gentle whisper, "Papa."
Copia's grin widened, and a mischievous glint danced in his eyes. "Papa, sì?" he repeated, his tone playful and teasing.
You couldn't help but chuckle, shaking your head. “Yes, Papa.”
He feigned a dramatic sigh, his fingers continuing their tender caress on your cheek. "Well, if I had known that's all it takes to hear such sweet words, I might have become a Papa even sooner."
You rolled your eyes playfully. “Oh, please, Copia.”
He laughed, his arms encircling your waist and pulling you closer to him. “Okie dokie. I’ll try to contain my newfound Papa ego. But you love me, right?"
You looked up at him with a mockingly stern expression. "Maybe."
Copia grinned, his lips dangerously close to yours. "Eh!? Maybe? Well, I'll just have to work on winning over that 'maybe' then."
Your heart fluttered, and you couldn't help but give in to the laughter that bubbled up. "You're incorrigible sometimes, Copia."
He leaned in, his lips brushing against yours in a tender kiss. "And you're mine, cara."
You leaned your forehead against his, your breaths intermingling. "You know," you whispered, "being a Papa suits you."
Copia's thumb brushed against your cheek, his touch gentle. "Does it, cara?"
"Mm-hmm," you hummed, a smile tugging at the corners of your lips. "You've always had that air of authority about you, even before this."
He chuckled, his eyes locking with yours. "Well, I'll take that as a compliment, then."
"It was meant as one," you assured him, your fingers tracing soothing circles on his back.
Copia's arms tightened around you, pulling you into a warm embrace. "I'm just glad you're here with me, through all of this."
"Always," you whispered, nuzzling against his chest.
A peaceful silence settled between you two, the unspoken bond of love and support stronger than ever. The weight of your worries seemed to lift, replaced by a sense of hope. With a contented sigh, you closed your eyes, savoring the warmth of Copia's embrace and the comfort of his presence.
"I believe it's time to shed these robes and indulge in a relaxing bath," he mentioned, a hint of amusement in his tone. "Especially since this face paint requires some attention."
You nodded, a playful grin dancing on your lips. "Sounds like a good plan. Wouldn't want your new robes to get stained already."
Copia chuckled, giving you a light squeeze before releasing you from his embrace. "I'll be quick, amore. Don't miss me too much."
You chuckled in response. "I'll try not to. Go on, Papa. Enjoy your bath."
With a wink, he turned and headed towards the bathroom, his confident steps echoing through the room.
"Amore," he cleaned his throat before starting speak. "Would you care to join me?"
A mischievous smile tugged at your lips as you considered his invitation. "Well, I wouldn't want you to feel lonely in there."
Copia turned back to you, a playful glint in his eyes. "Eh!? Lonely? Oh no, I wouldn't dare be lonely with such esteemed company."
Chuckling, you approached him and reached out to take his hand. "I'll be honored to keep you company."
A mischievous glint danced in his eyes as he grinned, giving your hand a gentle squeeze before leading you both towards the bathroom. Once inside, the door left ajar, Copia began the process of undressing himself. You leaned against the sink, your gaze intently following each piece of his robe as it gracefully descended to the floor.
Your eyes remained fixed on him, drinking in the sight of his unclothed form as each piece of fabric fell away. Copia shifted his gaze towards you, his eyes locking onto yours as he walked towards you.
A soft chuckle escaped Copia's lips as he closed the distance between you, his eyes twinkling with amusement. "Amore, you need to undress yourself too," he playfully reminded you, his fingers brushing against yours as he reached out to help with the task.
Copia's hands were gentle as they reached for the fabric of your habit, carefully pulling it over your head and letting it fall to the floor. His fingers then moved to the knot of your veil, deftly untying it and setting it aside on the floor. Copia's touch was tender as his fingers traced along your back, reaching for the clasp of your bra. He skillfully undid it, his movements slow and deliberate as he carefully removed the garment, setting it aside with a gentle reverence. The last piece of clothes you were wearing, made Copia fell on his knees in front of you. His hands went to the waistbands of your panties while he gently pulled them down, while pressing soft kisses along your thighs.
He lifted his head, staring at you. "Aren't you the most beautiful woman in the whole world?"
A blush tinged your cheeks at his words, and you smiled softly. "Flattery will get you everywhere, Copia."
Copia chuckled, his fingers brushing against your thighs. "I mean it, cara. There's just something about you that takes my breath away."
You reached out, your fingertips tracing a pattern on his cheeks. "And you, Copia, have a way with words."
He approached his face from your core, his lips brushing against your inner thighs. "Only when I'm speaking from the heart."
He rose from his kneeling position and walked over to the bathtub, his fingers deftly turning the water on. He carefully adjusted the temperature, his gaze focused on the stream of water as it began to flow.
"Okie dokie, I think I've got the temperature just right for a warm and comfortable bath," Copia announced, turning back to you with a grin. "Shall we?" He extended a hand towards you.
"Yes," you nodded, a soft smile playing on your lips.
Taking his hand, you walked towards the bathtub and stepped inside, lowering yourself down onto the floor of the tub. The warm water embraced you, and you sighed contentedly. Copia shifted, maneuvering himself to sit in front of you in the bathtub. He let out a contented sigh, his body visibly relaxing as he settled into the warm water.
You watched him, a soft smile tugging at your lips as you observed the tension easing from his shoulders. Without hesitation, you moved closer, sitting between his legs and leaning back against his chest. Your head found its place on his shoulder, fitting perfectly in the curve of his neck. The comforting warmth of the water enveloped you both as you rested against him, feeling the steady rhythm of his breath against your skin.
"Copia, can I ask you something?" you inquired, your fingers playing with a strand of your damp hair.
"Of course, amore mio," he replied, his eyes soft as he looked at you.
"Why... Why doesn't the clergy allow Papas to get married? What's the issue with it?" you asked, your gaze searching his.
"It's not a strict rule, actually," he explained, leaning his head against yours.
"What? But wasn't that the reason Terzo was removed from his position?"
A chuckle escaped Copia's lips as he shook his head. "No, amore," he said, his fingers idly tracing a path on your shoulder. "Papas are allowed to have partners. What happened with Terzo is that Imperator convinced the clergy he was too focused on his marriage and not effectively leading the ministry anymore, which led to his removal."
"So, all this time, we could have been together?"
"Sì, technically," he nodded, a small smile gracing his lips. "But I was hesitant. I know what Imperator is capable of, not just in terms of affecting my role, but also what she could do to you."
"What do you think she could've done to me, Copia?"
He hesitated for a moment before responding, his voice soft. "I prefer not to dwell on such thoughts, cara."
You nodded in agreement, letting out a sigh. "Yes, I think I'd rather not dwell on it either."
The conversation took a lighter turn, and you continued, "So, anyway, Terzo and Ann could continue being a married couple at the ministry, and Terzo could still fulfill his role as a Papa?"
Copia nodded, his fingers absentmindedly tracing patterns on the surface of the water. "Sì, just like Secondo."
"What!?" you exclaimed in surprise, turning your face towards him. "Secondo is married?"
He chuckled, his chest vibrating against your back. "Sì, he is. He got married a long time ago to a woman named Margaret. She's not from the ministry, and mio fratello met her a long time ago during a tour, but I'm not quite sure how. You should’ve seen him when he met her. It was practically written all over his face that he was in love. But, you know Secondo – he wouldn’t let anyone bring up the subject, not even himself. It was as if he wanted to keep it all to himself, hidden away.” He grinned, a playful light dancing in his eyes. “All I know is that they fell for each other, and eventually, they got married.”
"Wow, I had no idea," you admitted, amazed.
"Most people don't. Secondo preferred to keep his personal life more private," Copia explained. "But now you know."
"But wait," you furrowed your brows. "She wasn't at the wedding, was she?"
Copia let out a soft chuckle, his arms encircling you in a gentle embrace. "No, she wasn't. Secondo and her have always chosen to lead a quieter life outside the ministry. After their marriage, Secondo moved from the Papal apartment to live with her in a different place, ignoring the fact that he was still a Papa. She's an astronomer, quite busy with her work, which makes attending ministry events a challenge. She often becomes deeply absorbed in her projects, but that doesn't seem to trouble Secondo. In fact, I think my brother greatly admires her intelligence and dedication. It was those qualities that drew him to her in the first place, and ultimately made him fall in love with her. It's quite funny to recall the day we found him studying astronomy at the library of the ministry, as if he understood every word he was reading. It was all in an effort to impress her."
You nodded, a thoughtful expression on your face. "It's nice that they were able to find happiness outside of all this."
"Sì, it is," Copia agreed, his arms holding you a little tighter. "And it gives me hope that we can find our own happiness too."
You gave him a soft smile, pressing a kiss on his cheek. "Ok, but what about Primo?"
"Well, Primo's situation is a bit more complicated," Copia explained. "Mio fratello didn't really have the opportunity to pursue romantic love. Unfortunately, from the time he was born, the clergy had already earmarked him as the next Papa Emeritus. He was always focused on his future role and he also took on responsibilities, like looking after us. As Primo advanced through the ranks within the ministry, his attention was solely on the day he would become a Papa. This dedication, I believe, made him distant from the idea of finding romantic love."
"Wow, that's... really sad," you remarked.
"Sì, amore," Copia agreed with a hint of sadness in his voice. "Primo's life has been quite different from the rest of us. He's always been so dedicated to his role, and I think he's missed out on many things because of it."
"I can't imagine what that must be like," you mused, your fingers absentmindedly tracing patterns on his thighs.
"It's a heavy burden, cara," Copia sighed. "But I hope, for his sake, that he can still find some happiness, even if it's not in the way he originally envisioned."
"I believe he did, I'm certain of it," you whispered, a gentle smile gracing your lips as you gazed at him.
"Now, may I ask you a question, cara?" Copia inquired, his wet hands gently brushing against your hair, leaving droplets of water in their wake.
"Of course, Copia," you replied, looking at him with curiosity as his wet hands brushed against your hair.
Copia’s fingers paused in your hair, and he looked at you. "You didn't look surprised about Sister Imperator referring to me as her 'son' and me calling her 'mother'. Who told you about that?" he inquired with a curious tone.
"Oh!" You exclaimed in surprise. "Oh... It was Secondo."
"Secondo!?" He sounded taken aback. "Not Terzo?"
You let out a hearty laugh, shaking your head. "No, not Terzo. It was Secondo. But don't worry; he was trying to comfort me."
"Comfort you?" Copia inquired, raising an intrigued eyebrow.
"Yes, because of last night. So he was trying to be kind and explain some things I didn't know, and that's when he mentioned it," you replied, tracing patterns in the water with your fingertips.
"Oh, cara, I'll never forgive myself for leaving after..." he paused, gesturing with his head. "You know, after we have done it."
"Is okay, Copia. I forgive you, and I know that there was a purpose for you to leave," you reassured him with a gentle smile. Concern laced your voice as you continued, "But Copia... what do you think is going to happen with us now? With you?"
"I honestly have no idea, but you know what? I don't want to dwell on it right now," he sighed. "What I do know is that I love you, and no matter what comes our way, I'll always be right by your side." He offered his reassurance. "And don't you worry about the clergy or mia madre. I'll handle them, and things will work out, okie dokie? Let's let the future unfold and see where it takes us."
You nodded in agreement. "You're right, Copia. Let's see where the future takes us."
Copia leaned closer, his lips brushing against yours in a tender, affectionate peck. His hand cradled your face, his touch bringing a sense of comfort and relief as your mouths met.
"Now, shall we finish our bath and return to the bedroom?" Copia murmured, his lips barely brushing against yours.
"Please," you replied in a soft whisper.
As you both agreed to finish your bath and return to the bedroom, the warm water enveloped your bodies, you took turns assisting each other with washing. Copia tenderly lathered shampoo into your hair, his strong fingers massaging your scalp, creating a soothing sensation that made you close your eyes in contentment letting an yawn escape your mouth. In return, you carefully cleansed his face, wiping away the intricate face paint to reveal his bare, unadorned features.
You could look at his face for hours, admiring his wrinkles etched at the corners of his eyes and around his mouth. His eyes held a captivating depth, their mismatched color a captivating blend of tenderness and wisdom. His strong jawline exuded confidence and determination, while a few salt-and-pepper strands in his hair revealed the passage of time. The faint lines on his forehead spoke of moments of contemplation, a sign of the responsibilities he had shouldered as a member of the clergy. Despite the marks of age, his features exuded a magnetic charm that was hard to resist, and his face held a certain allure that drew you in, making it clear why he had captured your heart.
As you two finished the bath, Copia gently helped you stand up in the warm water. He stood up from the bathtub as well, his tall frame towering over you. He reached for a nearby towel, wrapping it around his waist before extending a hand to you. You accepted his hand with a smile, the touch of his fingers sending a jolt of warmth through your body.
"Are you tired, amore?" Copia asked.
"Just a little bit, Copia. I managed to sleep in the car on my way back to the ministry." You replied, reaching up to brush a strand of hair away from his forehead.
Copia's fingers gently traced the curve of your hips. "I'm glad you got some rest, cara. But if you're feeling tired, maybe we should get some sleep now. You're always welcome to rest by my side."
You nestled closer to him, feeling the warmth of his body against yours. "That sounds perfect, Papa."
Copia groaned with a mischievous smile on his lips. "I really like the way you call me as Papa."
You chuckled softly, the sound echoing in the bathroom. “Well, get used to it, Papa, because you’ll be hearing it a lot more from now on.”
You chuckled softly as you noticed Copia’s cheeks turning an even deeper shade of red. He grabbed another towel, gently drying your body with careful and deliberate motions. His touch was soothing, each stroke of the towel a caress that made your heart flutter. His bashful reaction was utterly endearing, and you couldn’t help but tease him a little more.
“Aw, Papa, look at you, all blushing and cute.”
Copia cleared his throat, trying to regain some composure, though his playful smile betrayed his embarrassment. “Well, I can't help myself.”
You leaned in closer, your lips almost brushing against his ear. “Maybe I should call you ‘Papa’ more often, if it makes you react like this.”
His laughter rumbled through his chest, vibrating against you. “I don’t think my heart can handle it, cara.”
“Is that a challenge, Papa?” you whispered playfully, your fingers tracing circles on his chest.
Copia’s gaze met yours, and he leaned in to capture your lips in a soft, lingering kiss. “You’re going to be the death of me, diavoletta,” he murmured against your lips.
You giggled. “Well, then let’s make sure we have plenty of time together before that happens, Papa.”
Chuckling, Copia’s eyes danced with a playful glint as he looked at you. “Are you teasing me by calling me ‘Papa’ again, amore?” he quipped, a mischievous smile tugging at his lips. “Vieni, let’s make our way back to the bedroom.”
Copia discarded his towel and extended his hand towards you, his fingers beckoning you to join him. You couldn’t help but smile in response to his playful demeanor. Taking his hand, you allowed him to guide you back towards the bedroom. You couldn’t help but smile in response to his playful demeanor. Taking his hand, you allowed him to guide you back towards the bedroom, leading you to the bed while the soft glow of the bedroom's lights welcomed you, casting a warm and inviting atmosphere.
"Amore, you're really the most beautiful woman I've seen in my whole life and I can't get enough of you." Copia murmured.
He pulled you closer, his arms encircling your waist as you felt the mattress beneath your legs, its softness inviting you to sink into its embrace.
"You have a way of capturing my gaze and holding my heart," he continued, his fingers tracing delicate patterns along your skin. "Every curve, every smile, it's all etched in my memory."
His fingers gently brushed a strand of hair away from your face, his touch as light as a feather. Copia's lips found yours, a slow and sensual kiss that deepened with every passing second. Your hands roamed his chest, feeling the steady rhythm of his heart beneath your touch. With a gentle push, he guided you to lie back on the bed, his movements fluid and deliberate. His hands moved with purpose with a practiced yet gentle touch. Copia’s hands traced a path along your body, leaving a trail of tingling sensations in their wake. His fingers danced across your curves, mapping the contours of your form.
Copia’s lips continued their exploration, leaving a path of heated kisses along your neck and shoulders. His lips followed the path his hands had taken, trailing kisses along your collarbone, down your chest, and over the curve of your stomach.
"Mmm," you let a soft purr escape your lips, grinning mischievously. "What is my Papa doing, hm?"
"Oh," Copia stopped with his kisses, rising his head, looking at you. "Mi dispiace, cara, should I stop?"
"Don't you dare," you murmured , biting your lower lip.
"Not too tired now, eh?" he murmured, lowering his face, brushing his lips on the skin of your stomach. "Sei così bella, il tuo corpo è così prezioso, la tua pelle è così morbida, ti amo così tanto." He chuckled softly, you could feel him smile against your skin, the sensation sending shivers through your body.
"Copia..." you whispered low. "I love you, Copia." Your hands found their way to his head, tangling themselves in his hair.
As he continued his exploration, his mouth trailed kisses down your abdomen, across your hips, and then up the inside of one thigh. You could feel his hot breath on your skin as he paused at the juncture of your thighs. The anticipation was almost too much for you to bear, but you managed to hold yourself together. His tongue traced a line from your knee up the inside of your thigh, stopping just short of your center. A single flick of his tongue sent a shiver through your body. His lips closed around the sensitive flesh of your inner thigh, sucking gently while his tongue danced across it.
"Oh, Copia... D- Don't tease me!" you begged.
He smiled against your skin, his teeth nipping at the soft skin of your inner thigh as he drew closer to your core. You felt your muscles tighten and you knew that if he kept this up, you would not be able to remain still.
"I'm not teasing cara, I'm just savoring every inch of your sinful body," he chuckled again, this time teasingly.
His tongue began a slow descent, tracing the length of your folds. You gasped, your fingers clenching in his hair. He looked up at you, his eyes full of lust. Your breathing quickened, your body betraying you as your arousal grew. His tongue brushed over your folds, making you squirm. He pressed his tongue against you, dipping it inside of you. You cried out, your hands gripping his hair tighter.
"Patience, amore mio," he whispered, his voice husky with desire.
He smiled lowering his face, his tongue moving faster now, lapping at your juices. His fingers slid up your leg, caressing your thigh, teasing the sensitive skin above your core. You cried out again, your body trembling. He licked and sucked at your entrance, his tongue darting in and out of you. Your mind reeled, thoughts of how good it felt clouding your judgment and you could feel your muscles clenching in response to his ministrations.
He removed one hand from your thighs to close to your heat, he removed his tongue from inside, replacing with two fingers inside you, curling them hitting spot as he thrust them fast. You tried to pull away, but his grip tightened, holding you in place. His tongue moved between your folds, circling your clit. Your hips thrust upward, grinding against his face and hand. He groaned against you, his fingers tightening around your leg.
"Copi-Ah...! Please, this is too much," you cried out.
"Amore, I know you can handle it," he murmured in a soft tone. "You're so good to me."
His tongue swirled over your clit, sending waves of pleasure coursing through you. Your back arched, your body trembling. You moved your hips, bucking them wildly against his face. He moaned against your skin, his fingers digging into your leg. Your body was wracked with pleasure, his fingers moving faster, hitting your spot constantly.
"P-Please... If you keep going, I'm going to cum, Copia," you moaned loud.
His fingers moved faster as he removed his mouth from your clit, replacing it with his other hand, rubbing your clit faster, thrusting at the same rhythm his fingers inside you. His tongue flicked over your clit, sending more waves of ecstasy through your body. Your hips were bucking uncontrollably, your body trembling.
"Cum for me, cara," he grinned at you. "Cum for me, l'amore della mia vita."
His tongue lashing against your folds as his eyes were fixed on yours. You felt yourself tumble over the edge. You closed your eyes, throwing your head back. His fingers still working on your clit, circling it.
"Yes! yes-yes-yes-yes! Co- Copi-Ah!" you bite your lower lip, trying desperately to hold back the orgasm as your body tensed.
"Per favore, cara," he pleaded. "Cum for your Papa, cum for me, amore."
You screamed as your body jerked and spammed, your orgasm ripping through you. Your eyes rolling to the back of your head as you bucked off your hips from the bed, his hands instinctively held onto your hips tightly bringing your hips back to the mattress.
"Oh, Satan!" you growled, rolling your hips.
"Nessun Satana, amore mio, solo il tuo Papa," he whispered, as his tongue licked between your flesh. "Just your Papa tasting your dolce nettare."
"Mmm... Papa..." you whined, feeling your climax slowly fading.
"Sì, cara, your Papa..." he whispered, crawling on top of you.
Your fingertips gently traced his cheekbone before cradling his face, your thumb tenderly caressing his skin. With a soft smile, you drew his face towards yours, capturing his lips in a lingering, affectionate kiss. He opened for you and your tongue slid into his mouth, dueling with his. His hands were on your waist, holding you close as your tongues danced together. The kiss was slow and sensual, the passion building, with his tongue flicking against yours.
You broke it slowly, looking up at him, breathing heavily. his hands sliding down your body. He looked down at you, eyes filled with wonder and desire.
"I love you so much, Copia," you whispered.
"I love you more than words can express, mia amata."
He kissed you again, gently this time, but with more intensity than before. You moaned softly, grinding yourself against him. You wrapped his waist with your arms, pulling him closer, pressing his body against yours.
"P-please Copia, I need you," you whispered with your lips on his. "I need you so much."
Gazing into your eyes, Copia's smile deepened before he leaned in, placing tender kisses along your neck. His hands traced a path down your sides, eliciting a shiver from you as you arched your back in response.
"Is it me you need, cara?" his breath danced against your ear as he whispered.
You turned your face towards him, a soft nod confirming your desire, your fingertips caressing the expanse of his back. With a gentle touch, your fingers found their way to his scalp, tangling in the soft locks of his hair. Copia's eyes closed as he savored the sensation, a contented hum escaping his lips. Your chuckle danced in the air as you admired the peaceful and relaxed expression on his face.
Copia leaned in, his lips brushing against your forehead before leaving a soft, lingering kiss. His eyes opened slowly, meeting yours in a gaze that felt like a reflection of your love and passion, a silent exchange without the need for words.
He shifted back between your legs, and you couldn't help but turn your gaze to his body, tracing every contour, and taking in the intricate details of his skin – every freckle, mark, and subtle nuance. You marveled at how perfectly his form was put together, all belonging to the man you loved.
"What's the matter, cara?" Copia inquired, his hands tenderly caressing your thighs.
You shifted your attention to him, a smile gracing your lips. "You're absolutely stunning," you murmured as you settled on the edge of the bed before him. "Copia, you're undeniably beautiful, the most handsome man I've ever laid eyes on."
He blushed at your words, trying to dismiss them. "Oh, cara, I'm just an old—"
Quickly, you placed your fingers over his lips, preventing him from finishing his sentence.
"Don't you dare undermine yourself. You're an incredible man, the most remarkable in the world to me, and I love you deeply. I'm so grateful for our meeting."
His expression softened, and he lowered his lips to yours, kissing you tenderly with a smile playing on his lips. You settled back onto the bed, letting yourself sink into its comfort.
"Now, if you would," you began in a hushed voice, "make me yours tonight and for all the nights to come."
He smiled, reaching out to stroke your cheek. "I will, cara mia. I'll make you mine every night."
A tear fell down your cheek, but it was quickly replaced by another. "I'm sorry, Copia. I didn't mean to cry."
"It's alright, cara," Copia whispered, holding your hand, pressing a kiss on the back of it. "Are you ready to be mine for the rest of our lives?"
"Yes, Copia, please take me as yours."
His hand caressed your body, stroking your skin with care and affection. You moaned softly, arching your hips toward him. Copia chuckled, moving closer to you until his hardness was pressed between your legs and his torso on top of you.
"Ah!" you let a surprised moan escape your lips, as you felt him.
He grinned at you, taking his length on his hand, stroking it lazily. He rubbed his hardness between your folds, teasing you. With one swift motion, he thrust himself into you, slowly filling you, causing you to gasp loud. You wrapped your legs around him, locking your ankles behind his back.
"Oh... Copia, yes... That feels so good," you purred.
He began to move slowly, his pace deliberate and measured. You moaned softly, your hands roaming over his chest and shoulders. He leaned forward, bringing his lips to yours, kissing you passionately as he continued to thrust into you. You broke the kiss, gasping for breath, moving your hips in time with his, matching his rhythm.
"P- Please, Copia... faster," you stammered, breathless.
"Faster, eh?" Copia asked quietly, his tone with a hint of lust.
He pulled out of you, his length glistening with your wetness. He pushed himself into you, causing you to gasp, your body arching. He moved deeper into you, his hardness stretching you. You whimpered softly, biting your lip as you felt your arousal.
You felt him move fast, slamming his length deep inside of you. The soft sound of flesh slapping together filled the room. You tightened your legs around him, wanting to keep him inside of you. Copia groaned, increasing his pace.
"You're so tight," he growled, leaning down to press a peck on your lips. "So warm..." he added. "So perfect..." he concluded. "And I love being inside you, amore mio," he said.
His movements becoming faster and more intense after each stroke. You sighed, your eyes closing as you savored the sensation of his member sliding in and out of you. Copia kissed your neck gently, his hands stroking your breasts. You arched your back to meet his thrusts, pressing your hips upward.
"You're so beautiful," he whispered, his breathing becoming heavier. "So beautiful and mine."
"Yes, Copia, yes," you moaned softly. "I'm yours, Copia, I'm all yours."
He grinned, raising his head from your neck, locking his eyes with yours. He increased his speed, his movements becoming faster and more urgent. You cried out, your fingers digging into his back, his breath ragged.
"It feels so good inside of you," he responded. "Your pussy feels so good wrapped around my cock."
Copia buried himself completely inside of you, holding himself there for a moment before pulling out. You gasped, your eyes flying open.
"Copia! Wh-?" you cried.
"Shh," he hushed, his fingers tracing circles around your clit.
"Copia, please! Don't make me beg."
He ignored you, pushing two fingers inside you, working them in and out while his thumb circled your clit. He removed his fingers inside of you, bringing them to his lips. He opened his mouth, taking his fingers in a hard suck, rolling his eyes to the back of his head.
"You always taste so good when your pussy is dripping for me, amore."
He flipped you over, positioning himself behind you. He entered you, with his length sliding easily in and out of you, causing you to growl and cry out. You bit your lips trying to contain a loud moan. Copia's hands were on your hips, guiding you to meet his thrusts. You cried out, your body tensing up.
"Copia, I'm going to cum soon," you warned him. "Ah! Please, make me cum for you. Make me cum for you, Papa."
"I will, amore, I-" he bit his lower lip. "Cazzo, I'm going to cum too, merda, sì, sì, your pussy is so goo-Oh!"
He growled, slamming himself deep inside you, causing you to moan loud. Your walls tightening around his length, coming, feeling yourself spamming. Your juices flowing freely onto the sheets. Copia's body stiffened, and you felt him throbbing inside of you, his hot seed filling you up.
"Cazzo!" he screamed. "Ah! Cara! So good! Oh, Satan!"
Copia collapsed on top of you, both of you panting heavily. You could feel his hardness softening inside of you. You turned your head, looking at him above your shoulder. He turned you around to face him, with a gentle smile on his lips.
"Copia..." you whispered, smiling at him. "That was incredible."
"Sì, it was," he agreed, kissing your shoulder.
Copia eased himself down beside you, his body rolling gracefully until he was nestled beside you. His arms reached out, drawing you in close until your head rested against his heaving chest. As you closed your eyes, his rapid heartbeat echoed in your ears, a rhythm that you matched as you worked to steady your own. Your fingers danced across his skin, tracing a delicate path from his belly to his chest. Your touch lingered over the intricate 666 tattoo, your fingertips moving in gentle circles against his skin, almost as if you were soothing away any lingering tension.
Copia's eyes fluttered shut, his lips parting slightly as a soft hum of contentment escaped them. He shifted his face towards yours, his breath caressing your skin as his lips brushed against your forehead, planting a tender kiss there. His fingers found solace in your hair, tangling and weaving through the strands, his touch gentle as he massaged your scalp with affectionate strokes.
"I love you so much, I'm never going to get tired of telling you that," Copia murmured.
"That's good because I don't think I'll ever get tired of hearing you say that, Copia." You lifted your head in his direction, cupping his face with one of your hands, stroking his cheek delicately with your fingertips.
Copia's lips curved into a tender smile as he leaned into your touch, his eyes locking onto yours. "You truly are my solace, mia amata," he whispered.
You returned his smile, your heart swelling with affection. "And you, Copia, you're my everything," you replied, your thumb tracing a soft pattern on his cheek.
His hand reached up to cover yours, holding it against his cheek as he closed his eyes, savoring the moment. "Tonight has been... more than I could have imagined," he admitted.
"I'm glad," you whispered, your fingers brushing through his hair as you gazed at him with adoration. "You deserve all the happiness in the world, Copia."
His eyes fluttered open, and he gazed at you with a warmth that radiated from deep within. "You're my happiness, mia dolce amata."
You felt your heart skip a beat at his words, the depth of his feelings washing over you like a soothing wave. A soft smile graced your lips as you looked into his eyes, feeling a profound connection between you.
"Copia," you murmured, your voice filled with tenderness. "And you are mine."
He leaned in, his breath warm against your skin as he closed the distance between your lips. The touch was gentle, almost hesitant, as if he wanted to savor every second of this connection. His lips brushed against yours tenderly. His hand cradled your cheek, his thumb caressing your skin in a soothing gesture, the taste of his lips was familiar yet new, a taste that you could never tire of. As the kiss lingered, his lips moved against yours with a slow and deliberate rhythm. Your fingers instinctively tangled in his hair, pulling him closer as if to deepen the connection even further.
After you both broke the kiss, a soft sigh of contentment escaped your lips. Copia's forehead found its place against yours, and in that close proximity, your eyes locked onto each other's.
"Amore," he began, his voice carrying a gentle weight. "I know you must be tired, but there's something I've been holding onto, waiting for the right time to give it to you. It's something I've kept , and I believe this moment is absolutely perfect."
Copia gracefully seated himself on the bed, his hand reaching towards the drawer of the bedside table. The drawer opened, and he retrieved and envelope from within, its appearance reminiscent of the one you stumbled upon in his office months ago. Sitting down beside him, your eyes were fixed on the envelope he presented to you.
"Per favore, read it," he invited softly.
Accepting the envelope from him, you nodded with a reassuring smile. With care, you opened it, retrieving a folded sheet of paper from its confiines. You leaned your back against the headboard as you unfolded the paper and started to read, your eyes scanned the words that Copia had penned down.
Document version here
As you read, you could feel the emotions welling up within you. His vulnerability and honesty touched your heart, and tears began to pool in your eyes. You looked up from the paper, your gaze meeting his. His eyes were locked on yours, his expression filled with hope and a touch of anxiety. The letter had bared his soul, and now it was your turn to respond. A smile tugged at the corners of your lips as you folded the paper back and placed it on the bedside table.
"Copia, I love you so much, my love," you whispered, your voice laced with emotion.
"I love you too," he let out a sigh of relief, his shoulders visibly relaxing. "I'm glad you liked it."
"I didn't just like it," you chuckled softly, wiping away a tear that had escaped your eye. "I loved it."
Copia reached for your hand, his fingers intertwining with yours. "Amore, I meant every word. You mean the world to me, and I wanted you to know just how much. I was so scared when they told me that they wanted me to be the new Papa Emeritus that I had to write this letter. I had to let you know how I felt about you and how I'll always feel about you."
"I felt it," you said, your heart swelling with affection. "And I want you to know that I feel the same way about you."
He leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. "Thank you for being in my life, for standing by me. I promise to cherish you, today and every day that follows."
Your lips curved into a gentle smile. "And I promise to stand by you, support you, and love you, today and every day that follows."
"I love you," Copia whispered. "Today, tomorrow and forever."
In that moment, as you looked into each other's eyes, you knew that the bond you shared was unbreakable. The words in the letter had sealed a promise, a promise of love, understanding, and unwavering companionship. And as you leaned in, sharing a tender kiss, you knew that this was just the beginning of a new chapter in your journey together. Your connection with Copia transcends titles and roles, and it’s clear that your love is strong enough to weather any challenges that may arise. Together, you’ve embraced the uncertainty of the future and found solace in each other’s presence. No matter the circumstances or changes that come your way, your love remains unwavering. It’s a powerful reminder that true love transcends any external factors.
And well, you couldn't have been happier to have stumbled upon that letter, that love-filled note, tucked away in his office all those months ago. That incomplete love letter revealed itself to be more than mere words on paper; it was the prelude of authentic love. It reminded you that sometimes, the tiniest gestures can carry the most significant meaning in our lives. The letter without a "from" or "to" inscription showed you that even the simplest of things can hold the key to true happiness in life, and your happiness had a reason now—it was Copia, your one and only, forever yours, Copia.
Grammar
Amore - love
Cara - dear
Ma, grazie - but, thank you
Eccellente - excellent
Mio fratello - my brother
Molto bene - very good
Ora ascoltami - listen to me
Madre - mother
Prego, sorella - thank you, sister
Mia amata - my love
Per favore - please
Non capisco, mia amata - I don't understand, my love
Non ci pensare neanche - don't even think about it
Sei l'amore della mia vita - you're the love of my life
Ti amo - I love you
Bella sorella - beautiful sister
Diavoletta - little devil
Vieni - come
Sei così bella, il tuo corpo è così prezioso, la tua pelle è così morbida, ti amo così tanto - You're so beautiful, your body is so precious, your skin is so soft, I love you so much
Nessun Satana, amore mio, solo il tuo Papa - no Satan, my love, only your Papa
Dolce nettare - sweet nectar
Mia dolce amata - my sweet love
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