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ansiettina · 2 months
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First sticker set of them!!
((already available on my Redbubble!!))
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turbomaslo · 9 months
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my new obsession
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nectardaddy · 3 months
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wait for me - sugawara koushi
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orpheus would always look back. just because he loved her so much... grieving someone was hard. but when that someone is still breathing? even harder. the young man finds himself grappling with mourning every night, pouring his heart out into a journal no one would ever see.
pairing: sugawara koshi x fem!reader
content: angst, angst, angst, pure unbridled angst, no comfort what so ever, written fic, past relationship, breakup, way too detailed in suga being a teacher, slow uploads
series content warning: mdni!, depression, anxiety, grieving, terrible coping skills, drinking, smoking, flawed character, this will genuinely just be upsetting [more will be added, check each chapter for warnings]
taglist: open , comment/ask to be added
bonus: suga's sad hours playlist
chapter one | I can't
chapter two | pending. . .
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divider by @/anitalenia
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neverbeenanaturalll · 3 months
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kooushi sugawara you are my sweetie pie i love you so much you have never done a single thing wrong
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sesame-abean · 2 years
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Calm down suga-chan💦
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sanderchu · 2 years
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Hey lol
Sugawara using his hands to guide you while you learn how to set
Bye lol
-🕸
Set practice 🏐
Note: marriage. Rn. Now. 💍 take it. Idc if this gets attention I’m just happy to write about it- (I sound like a dumb little kid I’m sorry-) I don’t think I’ll ever leave this fandom for a long time no matter how old I just enjoy those memories :) one of my comforts are them so having to write for them gets me excited
Reader: Gn!reader
[writing] or hcs
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“Ow!” You said as the ball dropped to the floor from the air, echoing as you rubbed your red forehead from past attempts. Trying to set was harder than you expected especially alone. You sighed as you walked over to grab the ball once again for the 100th time. “Need some help?” You stood up straight and saw suga entering the gym with a bright heartfelt smile on his face. “I kinda notice you struggling with sets” he laughed awkwardly at him as you felt kinda embarrassed someone like him watched you fail at something he’s good at. He took notice into your laugh and face and smiled, “hey don’t feel ashamed I was like you before don’t stress it”
He was always so heartwarming and loving, like you just wanted to put him in your pocket for emotional support wherever you went. “So?” You thought about it and nodded, passing him the ball. Suga walked over to the net as you watched. “So I noticed you’re basically hitting it forward” he said as he looked up and started hitting the ball as you usually do with a set. “Keep your head up, try something like this” he was talking about his hands. His hands was in a diamond manner making it a practically perfect hit each time.
He finally held the ball in his hands and looked at you. “Now you try” he smiled as he held out the ball to you waiting for to walk to him. You walked over to him and grabbed the ball. He moved out his position for you to replace him. He saw you didn’t notice as you were so focus on the ball in your hands obviously anxious so he moved behind you freaking you out a bit. “Easy” he mumbled as he held your waist and shimmed you to his position but didn’t leave behind you even afterwards. He took his hand and lifted your head up by your chin. “Just relax, you got this it’s just practice anyways nothing to be scared of” he finally backed away from you and walked infront of you, watching you.
You took a deep breath and started to try your Sets. Taking sugas advice you eased up and managed to do some good set practice. “Over here!” He said a bit far away from you. You looked ahead to see him with his arms like yours waiting for you to pass the ball, which you did. You guys played a bit of catch with the ball making you ease and relax a bit more knowing you had help by your side. A bit later you guys decided it was getting late and time to head home. “Can I offer you some food? My treat I can also give you some tips on the way” he smiles as you grabbed your bag and coat. “Sure I can go for a meal” you both shared a silent short laugh. Suga held the door of the gym for you letting you walk out first. You can hear his footsteps from behind you speed up a bit to catch up next to you. “So when you set you wanna try to..” suga began to share his tips for him being a setter and you both enjoyed a taste meal together.
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paperpeacock · 2 years
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Ok like hear me out. Suga with an s/o starring as phantom of the opera and he of course dragged everyone he could to see them and during the song the phantom of the opera everybody is just like WOWOWOWOW🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩 and the entire time Suga is just 😍😍😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰-
Hello! I am so sorry, I've kept you waiting for a while, haven't I? I thank you for your patience and I really loved this request! this is my first Haiykuu fic so I hope I don't disappoint. Thank you again and i hope you have an Awesome day!
Suga x Reader - Break A Leg
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The auditorium echoed in the sound of squeaky shoes and boyish yells. The Karasuno volley ball team were practicing, this was evident by the amount of swearing that could be heard. A certain fiery redhead and gimlet gazed king were in heated argument. 
“Kageyama!” Hinata shouted once more, his sets weren't consistent enough to land any good spikes. 
“I'm trying! Maybe if you weren't such a baby you could move for the ball”  
Hinata huffed at this comment, ready to spike the pompous king in his face. But before he could do so, a lovestruck Suga waltzed into the hall. His pale cheeks were tinted rose, his smile warm and inviting. Suga was normally a calm, but never blissful. 
“Suga you’re pretty late” Daichi called, not too focused on the snow haired setter. 
“Mhm” He called back. In his arms he carried a thick stack of papers. He hadn't come to practice volley ball, but instead to pin up said papers. 
“What are you doing Suga?” Hinata shouted, pausing his argument for a moment. Now the whole team was curious, turning their gazes to Suga. Who was currently smoothing down a dark poster against their notice board. 
“Have you heard of the play the drama club is doing?” He asked the group, back still turned to them. 
“Oh yeah! Opera Ghost thingy”  
“Phantom of the Opera, dumbass”  
“Well, guess who’s staring in it!” Suga turned round, eyes splashed in glitter. 
The whole team smiled in knowing. The only person who could ever get Suga this excited was... 
“Y/N?” They said in union. 
“Yes! And its next week so you all better be there!” he pointed at the boys before making an exit. He had to put up all the poster before the morning bell. 
The next week was a busy one for the drama club, their clubroom a menagerie of makeup and costumes. Suga watched his step when walking in. Most members were dashing around, preparing for the dress rehearsal, he could barely make out your figure amongst the mess. 
He knocked his fist against the doorframe, trying to catch anyone’s attention. “Has anyone seen Y/N?” he called.  
“Hi~”  
He flinched as a pair of familiar arms draped around his shoulders. He turned to find you. 
“Nice mask” He joked, fiddling with the end of the iconic half face. He was surprised to say the least upon hearing that you were playing the Phantom. 
“Things seem pretty busy”  
“Yes, everyone's super hyped!” you smiled; he found your excitement to be adorable. 
“Y/N! We need you on stage in 5 minutes!”  
You turned to your boyfriend, lending him an exhausted smile.  
“I better get go-” 
His lips pressed against yours, a quick but sweet goodbye. 
“Break a leg” he smiled, his forehead lingered on your own before he left. 
“Thanks” 
The night had finally arrived, the night of which the whole school had been buzzing about. 
“Guys come on! We might be late!” Suga stressed, his breath like smoke in the cold winter air. The whole karasuno Volley Ball team stood outside the auditorium, freezing their asses off whilst waiting for Hinata to tie his laces. 
“Okay done!” The red head announced and the group pushed inside.  
In a rushed shuffled they all pushed each other to take a seat, they arrived just in time before the start. 
“Good evening, ladies and Gentlemen!” An overly dramatic voice announced, in obvious theater kid fashion. 
“On this cold December night, we welcome you to join us in...” 
“Phantom of the Opera!” 
On command the classic theme song erupted throughout on the room, commencing the beginning of the play. Suga couldn't wait to see what you had been working on for these past months. 
After awhile of flowery dancing and some lady singing with a decapitated head in her hand, finally, and I mean finally the Phantom had arrived. 
The audience had been awaiting this scene, for it was the most compelling. 
A honeyed light spilled from the ceiling, casting upon the Phantom and Christine as the two actors glided across the stage. Suga felt his heart race beneath his chest as you brought the actor close to you, your voice like that of a siren. He watched your long midnight cape drag behind your figure, gloved hands gesturing as you sung. Despite the dark and foreboding nature of the Phantom, Suga could still make out the twinkling eyes beneath the ghost-like mask. You were loving this. Each time you came closer to edge of the stage he felt his chest tighten; you were so enchanting to him. And when you disappeared behind the curtains he felt his heart slightly wilt, wishing to see and hear more of you. 
“Thank ladies and Gentlemen! Have a great night!” 
The crowd erupted in cheer, shaking the walls of the hall with screaming and clapping. Even Suga shouted, surprising his team mates. 
Him and the rest of the group waited outside for you as waves of crowds spilled out from the doors, before finally, you came out. 
“Y/N!” He waved, drawing your attention, you still wore your phantom outfit, too preoccupied to return it. 
He pulled you into a hug, grasping onto your figure and holding your head against his shoulder. 
“You were amazing” he whispered, kissing the top of your head. You blushed beneath your mask, ducking further into his chest. 
“Thank you” you mumbled, earning a laugh from him. 
And Thus the Volleyball player and his phantom went home for the night, Ready to discuss the entirety of the play. 
“I like the part when the Phantom was there” 
“Pfft” 
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xianyoon · 3 months
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jumpin' on late 2 the trend hehehe
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animesmutfest · 4 years
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Sugawara x reader
(This is recycled smut from a story I wrote with original characters. I just loved it so much this story will be in 3rd person since it would take so much editing to change everything around)
"Y-yes, you can fully have me” says with painfully obvious nervousness in her voice. "Okay for starters love from now on when we are in any bedroom you will address me as sir, daddy, or master do you understand" he says sternly "yes" she says dazed he grabs her by the throat and pulls her close. "Yes what?" He asks "yes sir" she says biting her inner lip. "The safe word is red, engrave it in your head" he says swiping his finger across her bottom lip and slowly wrapping his hand around her throat tighter. "Understand that I'm not going to go easy on you baby but if at any point you can't handle something I'm doing just say the word and I'll stop immediately okay?" He adds. "Yes sir" she says still drunk off his words. "Last chance, are you willing to allow me to take all of you? Every inch of you. I need you to submit to me princess" he asks for a final confirmation. She nods yes and with that he removes his hand from her throat and walks to the bed. "If you aren't in this bedroom in 10 minutes there's going to be hell to pay" he says before leaving the room shutting the door behind him. Heart racing now she grabs her suit case and yanking it open grabbing for  the Victoria bag and the other from the clothing store. She pulls out the red lingerie set with the heels and runs into the bathroom. As she finishes freshening up and putting on the set and shoes she hears him walking around the living room making it known she was low on time. After a few more minutes she was ready. She heard the room door open and he tells her she out of time and to get her ass out there. She opens the door slowly and steps out. Koshi starts biting his lip at the sight of the set she picked and almost lost it. "Oh yeah?" He says now smirking at her. "Yeah I picked this out for y-you" she says a bit nervous. 
He wiggles his finger in the "come here" motion. She complies and walks to him next to the bed. She notices he had a blindfold and cuffs on the bed. He walks up behind her and runs his fingers down the sides of her arms softly. He then moves her curls from her should and whispers "I'm going to absolutely destroy you baby girl" he says hungrily as he lays soft kisses on her neck. Her breath quickens the second his lips connected with her skin. He then turns her around and kisses her lips softly at first then adding a bit more aggression as he continued. He's takes off her bra exposing her breasts before taking one in his mouth and the other in his hand squeezing lightly. He waste no time with his tongue as he licked her nipples and sucked all over her chest. Now moaning pushing her legs together in a effort to control herself a bit. He notices this and slaps her thigh forcing her to open them again. "Don't hide anything from me" he says before continuing. "You smell so fucking good" he says biting her a bit. She responds with more moans. His tongue trails down to her stomach and then her thighs. He gets up abruptly and pulls down his pants and boxers, already so hard for her. "On your knees right now" he says sternly. Without protest she complies dropping down right in front of him. "You know what I want you to do baby, and please don't make it neat" he says rubbing her lips with his fingers.
She looks down at his dick is awe at how she could ever have taken it but does as she's told. She grabs it with one hand and kisses the tip softly before taking him in her mouth slowly. He moans and grabs the top of her head as she begins to bob up and down barely being able to fit all of him in her mouth. "Just relax baby" he says looking down at her. She does just that and she could feel the difference as her throat seemed to invite him inside. She slides him all the way down her throat as his moans grew louder. "Fuck! such a good girl for daddy" he groans gripping her tighter. She begins to swollen him over and over again earning his moans. She looks up to see him with his head thrown back and decided to take advantage. She runs her hands up the back of his thighs and begins to pull him into her further. Him realizing what she's doing he starts thrusting his hips into her as well. Saliva drips on her chest and the floor as he face fucks her hard. Tears in her eyes she still looked at him desperate for his cum. "S-shit baby I'm going to cum so hard  in that pretty mouth of yours" he says between panting and moaning. His speed increases and the lewd noises from the act itself fills the pushing her over the edge. She felt her pussy getting wet just from servicing him. After a few more strokes he pushes her all the way down as he cums down her throat. His dick pulsating inside as he groans. Slowly he releases his grip on her head and pulls her off him. Wiping away her tears he picks her up throwing her on the bed on her stomach. Taking the blindfold he puts it over her eyes making sure she can't see a damn thing and ties the knot. Pulling her on the edge of the bed and putting the cuffs around her wrists. "I'm sooo scared" she says playfully. "You should be" he says as he slaps her ass hard. She whimpers a bit before he strikes her again. "This is for this morning, getting me hard like that and walking away" he says gritting his teeth as he slaps her ass one last time. She’s now drooling and whimpering. "Say your sorry right fucking now or I'll do it again" he says grabbing her hips tightly. "Mmmm" is all's he could muster before he slaps her again. "I-I'm sorry!" She yells. "Your sorry what?!" He yells back. "I'm s-sorry daddy!" She says biting her lip.
He gets on his knees and kisses the red spots he made making her moan a bit from the pain and pleasure. He then kisses her everywhere except the place she wanted it most for an unbearable amount of time. "Please..." she says in a low voice embarrassed as her body shivers. "What was that princess?" He says and he bites her hip a bit. "Mm please daddy" she says. He stops licking her body completely and leans down to her ear. "tell me what you want baby. Use your words" he says licking her lobe. "Daddy please take me" she moans. He stands up and flips her on her back. Rubbing his fingers on her pussy he notices how wet she has become from their actions thus far. "Such a nasty girl already soaking wet down here" he says sliding a finger inside her. "Your pussies pretty much just sucking me right in" he says before adding another finger. Her moans get louder as he begins to pull his fingers in and out of her being sure to go extra deep and curling his fingers. He loved that he could make her body squirm like this, hell it made him even harder than before. He then stopped and abruptly began to lap at her oozing pussy. She tried moving her hips but he placed his hand on her lower stomach to keep her still. "Don't try to move or I'll spank you again" he says before devouring her. Her moans now indicating that she was close to her release. "I-I'm going to cum! Fuck!" She yells before he stops all actions. "I was so fucking close why'd you stop?!" She yells. "I don't know if you deserve to cum just yet" he says putting his fingers back inside her slowly going at her insides.
She moans again at his touch. "Can I please cum sir" she begs dipping her nails in the sheets behind her. "No" he says before attacking her clit again with his tongue and going inside her roughly. "Aaahh God! p-please m-master I need to cum" she yells in agony. As soon as he felt her tighten up he stops again. She bangs her head on the bed squirming. "I'm begging you please let me cum I'm losing my mind!" She says drooling and body shaking. "Tell me who's is it and I might let you cum using my tongue" he says smirking at her. He loved the way she responded to him, always has. Her body constantly betraying her. "Daddy it's yours" she moans. "Louder" he demands going back to licking her clit. "Daddy! It's yours!" She says louder as she moans. "Louder princess" he says as he now shoves his fingers back and sucks on her pussy, running his tongue up and down. "MASTER IM CUMMING!" She screams "do it baby" he commands removing his mouth. And with that he slams into her with his fingers as she squirts all over the floor. "Oh my fuck!" She yells as she continues her release. While she still cums he stands up and puts her on her side and pushes himself into her now even tighter pussy. "Fuck princess your sucking me in yet your so damn tight" as soon as he pushes himself all the way in as she cums again. Yelling his name as he thrusts into her. "So fucking good" he growls as he goes harder into her gripping her breasts. "I c-can't breathe" she moans. "To fucking bad baby" he says. He moves her leg so they are now in missionary and throws her legs behind her head as he rails her. "Fuck I think I'm going to cum again!" She moans clenching down on him even more. He speeds up and she squirms again but this time he doesn't stop at all. He continues to rail her even as she makes a mess. "I c-can't take it daddy!" She screams. He pulls out and releases her hands before flipping her on all fours. He shoves his way back inside her and pulls her head back by her hair with one hand while the other digs into her hips. "Such a g-good girl taking all me at once, I fucking love it! I fucking love you!" he yells. " I love you most!" She yells back to him. "Oh yeah prove it baby" he mocks her. She arches her back and fucks him back, the sound of their skins clapping filling the room. "Fuck I'm going to cum soon" he says throwing his head back. "I-inside master please!" She says.
Koshi now blushing asks if she was sure. "Yes daddy please fill me up with your cum! I want it!" She moans back. He’s now intoxicated by her words loses his mind and starts slamming into her at a inhumane rate shaking the whole bed. "Fuck it, take all of it baby! Deep inside you" he yells. "C-cumming again!" she drools. "Fuuuck Y/n!" He says as he cums deep inside her womb. He continues to thrust a bit after before running his hands up her back. He pulls her up while still inside her and pulls her in for a kiss. She kisses him back before falling back on the bed. regaining his composure pulls out of her slowly. And kisses her lower back softly. He lays her lower half down and goes over to the jacuzzi and runs some water before going to get some water from the kitchen  for her. "Drink this baby you lost a lot of liquids tonight" he says smiling his seriousness all gone now. She grabbed the drink shaking and drinks all of it. He takes the rest of her lingerie off and picks her up placing her in the jacuzzi and turning the jets on. "T-thank you baby" she says almost slurring her words a bit. "Anytime love" he says giving her a kiss. She lays her head on the cushion and relaxed as Koshi changed the sheets and laid her out some underwear and one of his shirts on the bed. "Are you a God?" she asks. "Ha! no princess just a man who wants to take great care of you all the time and occasionally rearrange your insides in a loving way" he says walking over and joining her. "Tomorrow is a rest day, no plans just tv and cuddles" he says as he starts washing her body being sure to be gentle as he noticed the bruises he left on her already setting in. "By the way I'm sorry if I hurt you princess, I just lose myself with you" he says kissing her head. "I'll be okay after a long nap" she says laughing a bit. After relaxing a bit they both get out and he dries off and helps her get dressed since she could barely move. They snuggle up to each other and fall asleep peacefully. What a blissful way to start off your vacation.
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julia-1901 · 3 years
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baking with them
characters: multiple haikyuu characters
genre: fluff
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is perfectly prepared. you guys choose a recipe together and check, if you have all the ingredients needed. one reading everything out loud, the other one moving through the kitchen, answering. the kitchen stays pretty clean, somehow. they'll probably look for a film to watch, while eating, too.
↳ akaashi, kita, aone, daichi, aran, tsukishima, iwaizumi, ushijima, meian.
a little chaotic, but you manage to get something done at least. they might sometimes be a little inpatient, snatching some dough whenever they think you aren't looking. overall, it's pretty fun, you just need to find a bit of structure.
↳ kenma, kuroo, sugawara, osamu, oikawa, kageyama, konoha, semi.
messy. messy and chaotic. there's flour everywhere. but the expression they're wearing is worth it, that's for sure. the cookies end up tasting amazing too. but the kitchen will end up looking like a earthquake has happend. they'll probably snatch dough, too. and both of you will have flour on your faces, either because you scratched your nose, forgetting the flour on your hands, or because of revange.
↳ nishinoya, bokuto, koganegawa, hinata, goshiki, tendou.
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♡ rebloggs are appreciated!
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headcanons-no-jutsu · 3 years
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How would they protect your drink
Characters: Sugawara, Bokuto, Kuroo
Warnings: alcohol use, drunk characters
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Trust: 75%
·       Contrary to the popular belief that Suga is a mom friend and would always be reliable, when this man drinks a little too much at the party no one is safe.
·       If you ask him to hold your drink, he’ll definitely do it and he’ll treat it seriously, however, he’s too chaotic for his own good.
·       Drunk Suga is distracted way too easily and even though he tries so hard to focus on the cup that he’s holding, it’s certain that someone or something in the room will draw his drunk attention too much for a while.
·       Most of the time he will hold the cup till you come back, even though he literally forgets that he’s holding it. He might spill a bit of your drink when he gestures and talks very vigorously though.
·       However, there’s ¼ chance that Suga gets way too distracted. When he spots Noya and Tanaka wreaking havoc in the room, his mom instincts kick in and he will rush there to clumsily help and calm them down. He’ll put down your drink and run to the scene only to quickly come back to your cup 5 seconds later. He esentially runs one way and another chaotically.
·       So is your drink safe with Suga? Technically yes… But it’s better to hire someone who would watch over Sugawara watching over your drink.
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Trust: 50%
·       There’s 50/50 chance Bokuto will deliver your drink completely safe to you or the drink will be long gone, nothing in between.
·       When you ask him to hold it for you, he will take this task very seriously, to the point that he’s obsessively looking at everyone in the room. He might be drunk as hell already but he would use all his remaining brain cells to focus on the cup you asked him to hold.
·       If nothing particular happens, you don’t have to worry about anything – your cup is well protected and you can safely drink it when you’re back.
·       However, sometimes Bokuto gets way too suspicious. Whenever he turns his head in a little distraction and then looks back at the cup, he tends to accuse people around him of messing up with your drink. Nothing like that ever happens - who would even care or dare to do anything with the drink he’s holding? Bokuto is deaf to any explainations though. He ends up straight up jugging the whole drink saying „I know you put something in there! I saw it with my own eyes!”.
·       His logics is simple – you can’t drink something potentially dangerous and at the same time he’s the one who has to discover if someone messed up with your drink. Glurp!
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Trust: 100%
·       Listen, Kuroo’s the guy who gets it.
·       When asking him to hold your drink you’re not really sure about Kuroo for the first time (or any other time, to be honest). Sure, he’s responsible, but he’s also very laid back and you saw yourself that he often puts his own drink down without supervision.
·       What you don’t know is that it’s all Kuroo’s strategy.
·       He likes to lazily put down your drink, like he doesn’t really care. However, his eyes don’t leave it for a second. He can have a silly conversation with Bokuto, but he’ll continue staring at your cup.
·       His drunk self is ready for the confrontation so he only waits if someone gets closer to your cup or tries to put something in it. He really wants to out them in front of everyone and stop them like a superhero he thinks he is. Let’s be honest, he really wishes to impress you how cool, intimidating and protective he is.
·       When you’re back and if no one attempted to get closer to your drink, he will pick it up slowly and walk up to you with this lazy smile on his face. You’ll see him acting like it was not a big deal and this leaves you suspicious about his devotion to the task.
·       However, when he actually catches some guy messing up with your cup, you’ll enter the room to see Kuroo gripping the guy’s wrist that’s hoovering over your drink and threatening him with his lower voice.
·       Overall, you can completely trust Kuroo, he would never fail you. Even when he’s drunk, he’s perception is still sharp and he won’t get distracted from protecting your cup. Even though he uses his own methods to do so.
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nectardaddy · 3 months
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wait for me | sugawara koushi
chapter one | I can't
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cw: degrading thoughts, anxiety attack, breakdown
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The man prided himself on being a good teacher - a great teacher. One of which who would take his student's tiny hands in his own and guide them towards a path of success. Sparking joy in the minds of even the smallest of humans, even if he couldn't spark joy in himself. Bending over backwards just to create a false sense of happiness, even if it meant shoving every dark emotion down to the pits of his mind.
It didn't work well enough. He never could dial just the right amount of faux joy to create a sincerity around it. Bright smile cracking, ever so slightly, at the very mention of remembrance - which was swiftly cleaned up and replaced.
"What's wrong, Mr. Suga?"
"Nothing's wrong, why? What's up, kiddo?"
"You look sad, and it's ok to be sad! You tell us all the time to feel our feelings!"
Feel your feelings.
And once in the comfort of solitude, all too alone in his home, he did.
Throat closing, and eyes becoming blurry, the man gripped the pencil in his hand violently. Screwing his eyes shut as to fight the ongoing battle in his mind.
His thoughts throwing harmful spears into the depths of his mind, taunting him, ridiculing him, degrading him.
She never loved you, Koushi. If she did, she would've stayed.
Hot tears dripping down pale cheeks onto the paper he previously wrote on as he lost the never ending battle. Drop after drop, creating small indentions in the paper until he finally pushed it away. Allowing himself just one more moment of grief. One more bout and it would all be over - he would be ok again.
Just one more. He told himself, but it was never just one. One would lead to the avalanche; and the avalanche always meant his breakdown. A breakdown where he felt the oxygen leave his lungs as he heaved, choking down sobs through gritted teeth. Praying to a higher power that that pain that surged in his chest, sinking in through his veins and growing, would pass. Leave him just as easily as it struck him.
Wiping his eyes with a weary hand, he looked to the paper he had disregarded. Edges crumpled from the hard shove to it only moments ago, and words jumbled from the mess of tears that dripped onto it.
Taking the pencil once more, watery, weary eyes void as he pushed the feelings to the back of his mind; an absentminded action he had become accustomed to. Writing two final words with a shaky grip, and decided he would be better off just going to sleep.
I can't.
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taglist: @mollyrolls @theycallmenanamisgirl
took me long enough to do this lmao
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windowwrites · 3 years
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oh !! karasuno third years (+kiyoko if that's okay) with a burnt out boyfriend hcs? how would they help him out?
(hope you're having a good day :D )
hi !!! i'm genuinely so sorry this took so long. a bunch of stuff happened in my life the past few months but i think i'm able to finally get back to writing here :D thank u all for being patient ^__^ also sorry if this has any strange wording or a bit ooc as i haven't watched nor participated in the haiykuu fandom for a long while ahahah -_- i'm may end up taking it out of my masterlist after finishing the other ask(s) !!!
i wrote this with the intention of reader being a third year playing volleyball for karasuno, just to clear up any possible future confusion :D
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<3 daichi sawamura
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daichi wouldn't notice how burnt out you had gotten until he saw you leaned up against a bench during practice
bringing you water and a wet rag for your forehead, he would ask if you were sick.
replying with no, he would squat beside you and lay the cold rag on your forehead still
daichi would grab your hands to hell you up and lay you on the bleachers using his own bag as a pillow
with a kiss on your forehead, daichi told you to rest. reassuring you that he could handle the team in it's entirety then head back to your practicing teammates
<3 kōshi sugawara
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suga would notice your changes of mood and the sweat prickling your forehead before you even realized
between your studies, home life, and practice, he could see how much juggling everything was taking a toll on you
one morning, you received a call from suga telling you to stay home.
before you were even able to argue with him, suga would explain how he already had plans to retrieve your school work.
volleyball was important to the both of you, yes, but it wouldn't be more important that your own mental health.
suga assured you that he would come over and make you your favorite dish once practice was over
<3 asahi azumane
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similar to daichi, asahi wouldn't take too much notice at the beginning.
although over time, with everything being pent up, he'd notice his boyfriend more stressed than usual.
so like suga, he would convince you to take a break from practice and your studies.
asahi promised a long practice with him after your short break
maybe even a date to get your favorite sweet and walk to your favorite shops after the practice.
asahi would also 100% help you catch up on any studies you missed on your day or two break.
taking time out of his schedule to help you with any subject you were having extra difficulty with now.
<3 kiyoko shimizu
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kiyoko would like suga, notice almost immediately
as she is a manager for your team kiyoko would notice your performance become weaker and taking more breaks than usual.
deciding to confront you one day about your bewildering past few days, kiyoko walks over to you while your finally packing up late into the night
you rant to her about your family, then going to the class your currently failing, then back to your family, then to volleyball practice.
kiyoko smiles at your softly as she brings her hand up to her boyfriends face and cups your cheek, telling you to take a break
you do, a day break from everything outside of your room and kiyoko is already able to see your mood become brighter.
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sesame-abean · 2 years
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Morning🌼
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sanderchu · 2 years
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I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF THIS FANDOM IS DEAD OR NOT ILL FUCKIN BRING IT BACK BC JUST LOOK AT HIM
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I LOVE THIS MAN WITH MY WHOLE HEART AND DAMNIT I WILL SAY IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN
IM STILL IN THE FANDOM AND WONT LEAVE FOR AWHILE SO HAVE THIS
SUGA>>>>>>>>
Give me a request for him /hj
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