#have something very quick for rn

[wooldawn]

[b4kuch1n]

1/ true to luner new year tradition I've caught a cold after finally getting home and being able to unclench my cheeks. minor one probably so its just gonna be very annoying for a while 2/also true to luner new year tradition I've jumped into something new with No preamble so. hopefully I get this one done fast and we have a 12pg scribbly comic on hand 3/ I'm on bluesky now. do not ask abt what Ive been posting on there u will see

[itheume]

i'm still doing art dw about the gap between this thing and the last thing i posted tee hee lmao

[von-karmas-a-bitch]

cell block tango but it's the ace attorney women who killed men (who deserved it to varying degrees and in some cases not at all)

[undefeatablesin]

Mfw it took me✨30+ ✨ attempts to defeat Lies of P's chapter 6 boss

[cryxdraws]

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[autistic-shaiapouf]

Beginning to really wonder how much of my financial concern is manufactured and handed to me as opposed to something I'm genuinely concerned by

[gothwizardmagic]

I wonder how many people regret their Harry Potter tattoos

i have no idea but its definitely in the thousands 🙃

[alextuna]

"Bloodshot" by Julien Baker is my favorite song right now and here's why.

"I can see myself inside your bloodshot eyes/Wondering if you can see yourself in mine/Or do you just see me?/And of me what you want to see?" The feeling of loving someone but not having the same deep love being reciprocated.

"Middle of the night all I can see are stars/Pulled them from my eyes and your ex lover's arms/Throw hook after hook, and if I were you/After all that I did, I'd have done it to me too" My eyes see beauty but you're not over her yet AND I THINK I DESERVE BEING TREATED BADLY.

"Isn't like I did it on purpose/I just forget the second I learned it/Everything I get, I deserve/You whisper to me 'Don't you like it when it hurts?'" Misunderstandings in the relationship and feelings of inadequacy that allow them to happen.

"Five days out from the initial event/It takes two kinds of pills to unclench my fists/It's too kind of you to say you can help/But there's no one around who can save me from myself" Anxiety, inadequacy, and self-criticism for feeling inadequate.

"Isn't like I do this on purpose/I just forget the second I learned it/Looking for little oblivions/I'd do anything knowing you'd forgive me" Trying not to allow yourself to feel that you are worth less than your partner and not allow yourself to let your partner feel they can step all over you.

"There is no glory in love/Only the gore of our hearts/Let it come for my throat/Take me and tear me apart... Drag me away in the dark/Take me and tear me apart" Feeling insecure of your relationship, whether that is due to the type of relationship you have with your partner, your sexuality, your own problems or theirs, etc. Realizing it relies on both of your extreme emotions along with your situations no matter how tough they are to deal with. Realizing that you are supposed to be there for each other and that you will struggle with each other. At first, I took this as being a negative thing about relationships, saying there's no winning because it will be overshadowed by the situations you get into that make you upset. But, I'm also seeing it as that there doesn't need to be winning because the deep emotional connection they have will allow them to suffer together and for each other.

[punkranger]

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[foucauldiantheory]

this is only my opinion on my own experiences but.... my new take is that my bipolar being an "illness" only means that it doesn't conform to capitalistic expectations of consistency, productivity, alienation from desire, etc. and that ideally i wouldn't need to be medicated but would instead live in a culture that accommodates my natural rhythms. i don't like the idea that i am ill or that my own experience of myself and the world, which i find, despite the lows, extremely beautiful and connective and transcendent at times, need to be fettered, reeled in, or fixed!!!!!

[fabulouslygaybean]

gerard way gender rant in the tags bc this is my blog so i get to talk abt what i want and it's been on my mind for a hot minute

[hecksupremechips]

The hardest part about reading some well written angst is afterwards when you go through every emotion and you can’t tell if you’re depressed or overjoyed

[wernerherzogs]

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[seth-shitposts]

Mmmmmm the change in biometric pressure is causing my headache to go from bad to worse.

[highwaydiamonds]

So - halfway through the day - ok sort of anyway (I work til 6 technically but rn we’re pm only on the phones til about 5) but I’m not freaking out which is progress! Does that mean I’m not nervous for this afternoon- of course not! I am an over achiever when it comes to anxiety! But people have been helpful and encouraging and I feel like I am slowly improving with the systems. But dude - it’s a lot. I think I’ll get there but it’s a lot. When is it the weekend already?