#have the energy to deal with needless stress

[destisea-a]

before i really get to writing, and trying to do things here. just wanna say thank you to people who are patient with me, and put up with my nonsense. like i am so slow, and i really don't waste my time with stressing over drama and trying to get things out in a timely manner. don't really feel like i have to make excuses for myself. but like, i'm just here to have a good time and maybe make a couple friends. so thanks a bunch, the rpc has been real kind to me these last few weeks.

[wriothesleybear]

heyy, it’s the anon that requested for wrio’s spicy massage. No worries at all, I have definitely spent a considerable amt of time thinking about caressing wrio’s thick, muscley, sinful *gets shot*

Needless to say your first write-up still scratched that itch 😳

p.s - looking forward to the new version hehe

lmao ily massage!anon🥹❤️i'm glad you still liked my previous version! i think i have too much of Wrio's cock-..Wrio on my mind. Wrio's on my head 24/7. i can't help it ;-; i hope you enjoy this version as well anon! i'll post it here just for you. i may have gone a little overboard..given the 2k word count. anyways, have a lovely day massage! anon🥰!

~warnings: massage that turns into sex, wrio pampering fem!reader, pussy eating, fingering, overstimulation, mentions of cum and squirting, and some fluff at the end, MDNI!

Word count: 2,247

Wriothesley noticed how stressed you've been lately due to work. The massive amounts of paperwork, the late nights and overtime to finish the work you haven't finish during your work time, having to deal with clients, coming home late and not even having the energy to eat the cold dinner he left for you or even changing out of your clothes into your pajamas. He understands what that is like and you helped him relieve his stress so he wants to do the same for you. When Friday came, you were finally able to catch up with work and leave on time to make it home for dinner with Wriothesley. You wanted to relax and celebrate with him by going out to the surface and having dinner at your guys' favorite restaurant. You couldn't help the excitment you felt when going down the long elevator ride to the Fortress.

Once off the elevator, you immediately head over to your boyfriend's office, wanting to surprise him. You open the door to his office and close it behind you. When you turn around, you notice rose petals all over the floor, leading to your shared bedroom door. You're surprised but curious so you follow the road of rose petals. You open the door to your shared bedroom and gasp when you see the room. The path of rose pedals led to your shared bed, where more pedals decorated the blanket. The room's light is off and is instead lit up by the lavender scented candles surrounding the room. As the smell hits your nose, you immediately feel relaxed. You wonder where your boyfriend is and call out his name. He appears from the other doorway in your room that leads to the bathroom. You notice all he's wearing is his boxers, making you blush, "Welcome home my love," he says as he walks towards you. Grabbing your hand, he kisses the back of it. "I see you were able to make it home on time today." It takes a few seconds for you to gain your train of thought back from admiring his body. Stumbling, you answer him, "Y-yeah. I finished all my work and wanted to come home and surprise you, but I see you already had a surprise for me."

"I know how stressed from work you've been lately and I wanted to help you relieve some of that stress." You blush and smile, touched by the gentle act of your boyfriend. He closes the door behind you and takes you by the hand, guiding you towards the bed. Letting go of your hand, he moves towards the top button of your blouse. He pauses and looks at you, searching for your consent to continue. You smile and nod your head, signaling yes. He smiles back and begins unbuttoning your blouse. It drops to the floor. He gently turns you around, your back facing him as he unclasps your bra, letting that fall to the floor as well. He has you turn back to face him. His hands move down to your skirt, unzipping the zipper on the side and letting it slip down your legs. He holds your hand to steady you as you step out of your skirt. Lastly, he slips his fingers inside the band of your panties, hooking them and slowly sliding them down your legs. Bending down to kneel at your feet, he lifts one left at a time, removing your underwear and tossing it in the pile of your clothes. As he stands up, he slowly glides his fingers, up your legs, your thighs and to your hips and waist, sending shivers down your spine. "Lay down on your stomach." You do as he says and lay on the bed, back facing him. He grabs something from the bedside table and kneels on the bed beside you. You're unable to see what he's doing as you hear a click from beside you and the sound of him rubbing something between his hands.

A few seconds later, his strong hands begin to rub against your back, massaging your tense muscles. You feel the warm slick on his hands from the massage oil. He starts from the middle of your back, slowly moving up towards your shoulders, then back down to your lower back. He gently adds pressure to get the knots out. You let out a moan, letting him know how good his massage feels. You move your head, face in the covers and arms to your sides, giving him better access to your neck and shoulders. He takes the signal and focuses on massaging there. He hears your moans muffled in the covers, making him laugh under his breath. "Does it feel that good?" You lift your head, making it easier for you to talk clearly. "Yes, it feels great Wrio. You're really helping the stress leave my body." He smiles at your praise. His hands massage down towards your hips, to the back of your legs, giving them attention as well. Fingers pushing on the right areas to relieve the tension and built up stress. Once he's done with your legs, he slowly moves back up your thighs, making sure to cup your ass and massage it a bit, then back up to your back. You sort of wished he would go back down to your ass and give it more attention, but then he tells you to flip over. You listen to him and flip over onto your back.

He adds more oil to his hands, mixing it between his hands and goes on to massage your arms. You watch and notice how focused he looks on getting all the knots out of your hands. You smile, knowing how sweet of a boyfriend you have. While lost in your thoughts, your eyes begin to admire other features of your sexy boyfriend. Such as his nice, buff biceps, and his strong, back full of muscles. You think about how nice his chest looks and his chiseled abs. How good his thick thighs look and how delicious his co-

You're broken out of your thoughts by your boyfriend calling your name. "Hm? What?"

"I asked you if you were okay. You looked lost in thought." He asks. "Oh! I'm ok. Just..thinking about how nice the massage feels is all." He only hums in reply, but he noticed how your eyes were scanning his body and how your thighs tighten together. He smirks to himself. He finishes massaging your arms and moves down to your legs, starting from your feet first and slowly moving up. When he finally gets to your thighs, he massages and teases you by rubbing the inside of your thighs, getting close to your core, but never directly touching it. You quietly whimper. His hands glide up your hips, to your stomach, and to your waist. You can tell he's teasing you by missing the areas you want him to touch the most.

Once he's done with teasing you, his hands go to cup your breasts, slowly massaging them. You moan, enjoying the feeling of his strong hands groping your chest. He pinches your nipples, sending shocks down your spine. "Wrio~" you moan his name. He replaces his hands with his mouth, sucking on one nipple while teasing the other. Eventually, his hand glides down your stomach to your pussy. He rubs his fingers between your folds, making sure to massage your clit and tease your hole. The massage oil makes it easier for his fingers to slip into you with ease. He pumps his fingers into you at a slow pace, wanting to take his time with helping you feel good. The tenderness of your boyfriend as he fingers you and sucks on your nipple pushes you over the edge. You moan and spasm around his fingers as you come undone. He continues to finger you through your high until you finally come down.

He finally stops his movements and gets up. He grabs a pillow and puts it under your ass, elevating your lower half. You're about to ask him what he's doing, but soon lose your train of thought as he passionately kisses you. His lips move to your cheek, peppering kisses down to your neck, your chest, across your tummy, and down to your thighs. Laying on his stomach, he lifts your legs and puts them over his shoulders. As his warm breath hovers over your core, you shyly ask him what he's doing. "Don't worry. Just lay back and relax. Let me do all the work. I'll make sure all the stress leaves your body by the time we're done." His reassuring words help you relax and you allow him to please you. He licks a stride up your folds, making you shiver. He spreads you open a bit more, giving him better access to eat you out. He leaves a kiss on your clit then circles his tongue over it. His tongue moves down to your hole, teasing your entrance. He wraps his lips around your clit and suckles, sending electricity up your body. You moan and comb your fingers through his hair, moving his fluffy hair out of his eyes. He moves his attention back down to your entrance, thrusting his tongue inside of you. While his tongue explores your insides, his nose rubs against your clit. His pace picks up as you get closer to your second orgasm. Your legs shake as your moans get louder, calling out his name. You finally cum on his face, where he happily licks up your juices. You push on his head when his continuous licking begins to overstimulate you, but he doesn't budge. He instead pushes a finger inside you as he sucks on your clit, shaking his head to add more stimulation. You curse as your hips shake.

It doesn't take you long to cum again, squirting on his face as you cry out from the pleasure. You breathe heavily as he comes up from between your legs. He leans over you and kisses you, pushing his tongue in your mouth and intertwining with yours You taste your essence on his tongue. He pulls away and gets up to pull his boxers off. Kneeling on the bed, he positions himself between your legs, making sure the pillow beneath you is still holding you up, elevating you at the right position for his cock to easy slip into you. He grabs his cock and fists it, covering it with the massage oil left on his hand. Holding your legs open, he rubs the head of his cock between your folds, prodding your entrance. He slowly eases himself inside you, his thick cock filling up your tight pussy. You both moan as he settles deep inside, all the way to the hilt. Slowly pulling his cock out to the tip, he pushes it back inside you all the way. He repeats this, going at a slow pace as he watches his cock disappear inside you. His gaze moves to your face as he begins to quicken his pace, watching the pleasure contort your features. "Faster Wrio." You moan out.

"As you wish." He puts your legs on his shoulders, wrapping his arms around your thighs, holding your legs against him. He thrusts into you at a quickened pace, pelvis hitting against your ass. The new position makes it easier for him to repeatedly hit your most sensitive spot. Your head falls back as you grip the sheets, cursing from the mind-breaking pleasure as his cock repeatedly hits your cervix. You cry his name as you cum, body twitching and shaking.

His pace doesn't let up though and he continues pounding into you. You become overstimulated again, but you can't help yourself from wanting more. "Cum in me Wrio." You're barely able to let out those words as your brain becomes clouded with pleasure as you near your next orgasm. But he heard you. He's getting close as well, due to your walls continuously spasming around his cock. He lets your legs go and wraps them around his hips. Wrapping an arm around you and holding you close, he uses his free hand to vigorously rub your clit as he continues to rut into you. You wrap your arms around his neck, holding tightly, in search of finding something to hold onto as the pleasure becomes too much. You gaze into each other's eyes as you both get closer to falling over the edge. You lean into one another, lips meeting for a passionate kiss. You finally cum, squirting on his cock which causes him to follow as well. His cock spurts thick ropes of cum into you, filling you up with his warm seed. He falls beside you as you both try to catch your breaths. You both just lay there, holding each other as you come down from your highs.

Wriothesley eventually pulls his cock out and lays beside you, pulling you close to him. You hear the fast beating of his heart as you lay your head on his chest, eyes feeling heavy. "Thank you for the massage Wrio." You sleepily say. He kisses the top of your head. "I'm glad you liked it, my love. Let's get some food at our favorite place once we get some rest." You smile, giving a quiet 'mhm' in agreement, and nuzzle further into his chest. Soon, you fall asleep in your boyfriend's comforting arms.

[tmnthellyeah]

Could u do a bayverse!tmnt Headcanons where reader surprisingly gets pregnant !!

Sure deal!... love this!

You're Pregnant!?

Warnings: none

Genre: fluff

Iteration: bayverse

Aged up of course! (Mid 20s)

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Leo

Leo would be absolutely thrilled

He's already got strong dad energy

He didn't think it was possible

When you told him, he got emotional

While you are pregnant, you will be treated like a queen

Waits on you hand and foot. You won't have to lift a finger for anything

Leo's instinct to protect you and his unborn baby is insane

Keeps you within sight

Worries the entire time. It is a risk carrying a mutant turtles baby

Needless to say, Leo's got this dad thing on lock

Raph

He couldn't believe it when you told him

Keeps asking if you're 100% sure

A little nervous about being a dad in the beginning

But after a while he'll be super excited

Anytime you're sitting down together, he puts his hand on your belly

Knits, little baby booties and hats

Raph doesn't want you to lift a finger for anything

Raphie will be a very protective dad

Donnie

Couldn't be more excited

Worries about every aspect of the pregnancy

Unlike his brothers, he has a little bit more knowledge, biologically speaking

Since it is an actual miracle, he does many tests

Any pain or movement will be monitored

He's a lot like Leo in that regard as well

He will put you on bedrest

No stress!

You and the baby are of the utmost importance

Mikey

As soon as you said, "I'm pregnant," you will get the biggest hug EVER!

Immediately tells his whole fam

Like his brothers, he will take really good care of you

Talks to your belly the entire time you're pregnant

Loves when the baby responds with little kicks

Carries you wherever you want to go

Mikey reads a bunch of parenting books

He'll be a super fun dad

[dancingdonatello]

Hi! It’s my time ever asking so I’m a bit nervous!

Donnie with reader who had adhd and gets random bursts of energy like cassandra in rottmnt? It’s cool if not tho! :)

donnie x gender neutral reader

At first, he avoided you.

It wasn’t anything necessarily against you. Well, at least he didn’t think so. He just didn’t think he could handle your random energy. He already dealt with his brothers and he did not need an extra pest added to his list of people he interacts with everyday.

He didn’t like random.

But you two actually ended up meshing very well together. Being forced into several life or death situations together probably helped you two bond.

He helps you focus and you help him have more fun. It was a different kind of fun than what he and his brothers get into. Yours involves a lot less fighting and more ice cream.

You brought him out of the lair a lot more than he was used to. You found safe areas for you two to hang out without a lot of people so he’s not as stressed. So, when he’s not working in his lab or taking down criminal mutants, he’s with you somewhere out in New York City.

He once allowed you to drive the Turtle Tank to go to your hang out spot. You had been trying to keep it a surprise so you agreed. It was a horrible idea. You never even made it there. He never let that incident go either.

He’s usually the only one able to reel you back in when you go on unrelated tangents. He’s so fluid with how he ties wherever your head’s at back to the previous topic that you have no idea what he’s doing.

You also give him ideas on what to do next when he’s bored and out of ideas. It’s usually a needle in the hay stack sort of deal. Your ideas are mostly too crazy and needless. But sometimes he’ll even do those types of ideas just for fun and to see you smile.

He’s super good at keeping you busy when you’re bored. Whether it’s with you helping him or you messing around in his lab as he has many things in his lab that can act as fidget toys. You could hang in there for hours while messing with those. Not that he wants your company or anything. Not that he skillfully placed them all around the lab so they were easily accessible.

You two have weekly rituals of Just Dance. You have once gotten in a physical fight over it. Maybe twice.

You love to hug him. He… just stands there and takes it. He’s grown used to it, not so used to it that he goes out and seeks it, but… he’ll pat you on the shoulder and that’s that.

You’re also really good in fights with him. Whenever he’s struggling to one up an enemy, you can run in and cause a disaster so he can finally get a few more openings for more powerful hits.

this is kinda a more headcannon-y sort of vibe, but this is what i wrote before if you wanted more plot!

[weekend-whip]

Since it’s the end of finals season for me, how does everyone prepare for/deal with finals and what happens afterwards?

Hoo boy

Kai: Augh just the idea of exams/finals is enough to stress him out, let alone having to read and reread stuff that's already been tossed at him. In classes he enjoys he does fine, but in ones he despises...well, we don't talk about it. Once it's all over he starts training extra hard, using the exercise to burn off his built up aggressions (hopefully without burning everything down).

Jay: Is never worried, could take a test blindfolded and not drop below a B. Therefore, unblinded he's practically guaranteed to do pretty well, Is the WORST person to study with however, because he gets too quickly frustrated when people don't get the material right away. Afterwards does NOT want to do anything that involves thinking, which usually means watching movies cuddled up with Nya.

Zane: Is not worried, and holds himself to a rigorous schedule blocked out day by day hour by hour for dedicated studying for each of his particular classes. Is usually joined by Jay as Zane is one of the few people Jay doesn't get instantly aggravated with, and also Cole...

Cole: ...who is far less dedicated at studying but due to being in the same classes as Zane he gets to mooch a little bit. Acts like he's not worried but deep down is terrified of failing. Like Kai, can't just read through information and absorb it, but he does do much better studying via visuals, like graphs and charts and stuff. After finals are over he treats himself to a well-deserved nap.

Nya: Is probably the most level-headed about finals until someone tries to make it a competition with her (usually Zane, and also usually by accident snksnk) and then she turns into a studying fiend. She's popping out from laundry baskets and closets ambushing people into quizzing her (Cole and Kai are most often targeted this way), although it's usually Lloyd or a terrified Jay that get roped into officially studying with her. Always delivers on her grades, however.

Lloyd: Hates studying and hates the idea of finals, but hates the idea of failing even more (due to usually doing so well on his tests while at homeschool). Normally does just fine, but if he struggles during a final (or if a teacher is feeling particularly vengeful towards him with grades), he'll be bummed about it for weeks. Decompresses with comics and maybe a little bit of doing absolutely nothing at all

Jesse: Always panics around finals time. Is the one organizing group study sessions to make sure everyone's on the same page study-wise (which Kai can't STAND lmao)...and also to ensure that Jesse himself isn't missing out on anything. He does wind up spending a little more time getting others up to speed than himself, but does well enough to be proud regardless. Ends up compulsively cooking afterwards to work off his pent-up stress and energy (so everyone's always trying to hang around his house in the days afterward, especially Cole, Lloyd, and Antonia)

Miranda: Organizer QUEEN. Has her exams mapped out and planned for. Has her brother's stuff all sorted and ready to go. Has the kid from three halls down’s notes primed and ready if he asks. Her study area is a mess of notecards, sticky notes, pens, handwritten notes, a database of info...needless to say she does well on everything, and treats herself to a video game marathon afterwards (in which Jay and Lloyd are usually game to join in on.)

Antonia: She's the one everyone borrows their notes from, and as she takes such insanely amazing notes, she rarely has to put too much energy into studying. She's got the material down first-go like Jay...but, only in classes she enjoys. Like Kai, her grades are a 50/50 split between really good and less than stellar, but rarely does bad enough to be worried. Treats herself to snacks afterwards.

Harumi: A big "read it again" studier, but doesn't put in more effort than she has to. Not particularly worried about it, just vibes and makes fun of those getting way too worked up about it. Does well enough to pass, but whether or not it's with flying color or not varies. Likes going out on the town and doing something with friends once finals are over.

Olivia: Finals normally wouldn't faze her, unless she's got a Shark Army agenda going on at the same time, and then things get a little stressful. Rarely ever gets to study (or wants to), but if she does it's gotta be with another person (Nya, usually) to keep her on track. Indifferent on her grades, but will be pleasantly surprised if she does manage to do well. Throws a huge party at the Shark Lair afterwards; most of the Shark Army has no idea why they're celebrating but they're never gonna turn down an opportunity to party! (of which Bridget...absolutely...HATES...)

And bonus Sunni because why not: Never too worried about finals, but puts much more energy into keeping everyone else's spirits up. She's not a cram studier, preferring to pace herself and take in info bit by bit so it registers easier, and studies with Samantha often (even if Samantha gets distracted). She's also tutored by Meghan (which isn't bad, but she'd much rather be tutored by Jay), and when it's all over she treats herself and her friends to some baked sweets (but don't tell Harumi, Jesse, or Zane that they're store bought).

[storybounded]

Speaking of which, I changed some of his backstory a bit, and I haven't had the energy to mention it in his history ( tbh it needs a whole re-write, but I'll do that later). Big TMI for mentions of drugs and the struggles with that, but I'll put that under a read more.

Scott and Aubrey DO not work together on the set of Bolt anymore. It was that way for the previous 9-ish years, but It is time for an update.

Aubrey, when younger, was known for singing children's pop music in shows when she was a lot younger. Everyone thought she would be quite the singer when older, and a lot of pressure was put on her.

Scott and Aubrey met in middle school and became pretty close friends, but they didn't exactly date till the middle of high school, when both of their careers started to blow up. Both were really soaking in that newfound fame, and they had similar goals in mind.

But, unlike Scott, Aubrey was under a company who was strict about her image. Especially one who is friendly to kids and such. And although Aubrey loved her younger fans, she was moving on. She wanted to grow up and wanted to do more with herself. She had starlight in her eyes, but her leg was unfortunately caught in a crab bucket situation. She was being pulled down.

But she started to fight. In minor ways at first, which wasn't the biggest deal to most. She did what most teenagers would do. She changed up some of her appearance and style, so it was no biggie.

Drug mentions and struggles under the cut!

But in her attempt to be 'more like an adult', she found her way to drinks and drugs. It was a bad friend who introduced it to her. This is where she began to make a drastic spiral. From happy go lucky girl, changed to a rebellious risk-taking teen who started to form bad habits to cope with the stress of being under the leash of a big corporation ( And Scott can only do so much to help her with that)

She started to spiral, and guilt tripped Scott to be more 'cool' and do it with her. And while they were still in the high of their newfound stardom, Scott didn't want to feel like a stick in the mud and ruin his image by not going along with her. Scott did the dumb teenager moment where he followed through. He did it for a few weeks.

But after they attended a low key late night party that they were invited to, he couldn't take it anymore. He hated the way the drugs made him feel. At this point, he saw how stupid they both were being, and he wanted to help her. They argued the next morning. He wanted to get her help. But she was taking it the wrong way in such a state.

He even tried to get her other friends to help convince her, hoping she would at least listen to them, but to no avail. Even went to her family, but her mother had long since been gone ( due to a divorce) , and her father wasn't really all the way present in her life ( too busy running his own corporation. Kinda like Jimmy Crystal from s.ing 2, but not murderous lmao). It was a nanny who tried to have a sit down with her. Along with Scott and with her friends who were all concerned.

But you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink. Scott was exhausted and tired by this point, and he finally had to cut the chord of their relationship. He made sure she was left in good hands, but he couldn't take another day in this turbulent situation. She was not in her right mind, nor the girl he used to know. She was not helping herself get better.

Needless to say, media and fan reactions were a THING he had to deal with, along with a string of negative hits to his image that he had to make up.

Also, extra tidbits of info. Aubrey is released from the corporate grip thanks to her father, who stepped up with his lawyers after the nanny got brave enough to give him a piece of her mind. So, she did get clean after several years. In fact, Aubrey becomes a quite beloved actress to smaller movies ( think hallmark and such). But even if Scott had the chance, he wouldn't get back together with her, but he is fine with reconnecting and staying friends.

[cringefries]

i’m so excited about lab partners chapter 5, but in all seriousness, i hope you are doing okay

Thank you for your concern :) here’s an update on my situation currently for anyone who’s curious/concerned:

So, I’ve suspected for a while that I might have ME/CFS (a disorder that causes extreme fatigue, among many other things). I’ve had symptoms since I was around 15 years old, but it’s been very moderate until now.

For the last two weeks, it’s gotten worse. I’m constantly exhausted, can’t remember shit, and have horrible brain fog. I actually passed out at work the other day.

So because of this, I’ve had to call out of work/leave early for a couple days. So now my already not-enough paycheck is going to be barely enough to keep the electricity on and get to work every day until I get paid again.

Needless to say, I’m under some pretty extreme stress right now.

It’s not all doom and gloom, though. Some days are better than others, and I’m going to be seeing a neurologist soon. Hopefully we’ll figure out what’s wrong with me and I’ll be able to get accommodations at work or something.

Also, my birthday is this month! August 21st :) I’m honestly really sad because usually on my birthday we go to this nerd convention an hour away, but this year I won’t have the money or energy. It sucks because all of the VAs for the Crystal Gems (minus Steven) will be there and I was hoping to get all of their autographs :(

But yeah. That’s kind of an update on my whole deal. I’m so sorry that this update had been in the works for so long 😭

[sapphyreopal5]

I decided to do a transit chart for the day my ex was arrested for what I call the incident/charged with Assault on a Female (and apparently when I should've been jailed too according to him lol). Something told me to first hit the Uranus opposition Venus link and all, I legit saw this: "Your romantic relationship will go through a change. These changes are inevitable, and it is difficult to predict what effect they will have. You will experience a strong pull towards greater independence. You will appreciate less what you have, and you will have low tolerance for things that limit you." This is how I knew this was gonna be good LOL! Long story short, we had a custody battle ensue as a result of this incident along with of course breaking up with my now ex, ended up doing a joint custody agreement with a bit of an odd schedule. It works, even if it's not the most ideal situation.

The first attorney I had dealing with the domestic violence stuff was not the most inspiring as she was with the local domestic violence organization. She also didn't deal with family law so when the paperwork came my way talking about custody, oh boy. My mom did end up paying for a family law attorney. Interestingly enough, my mom ended up getting some money back from the $5,000 retainer so the legal fees weren't too bad for me. For my ex however, he apparently racked up $60,000 worth of legal fees not only for the custody portion BUT also for the criminal case. The prosecutor decided that because I fought back and based on some other things she's inclined to drop the case. Whatever lady, if you wanna drop my case based on mutual combat related reasons, I'm cool with being perceived as a threat to him XD It took him more money to get this charge and arrest record off of his record. This victory may not be a typical victory but I was spared from losing my ass on the finances and stain on my reputation. I think I made it out of this legal situation okay.

I also in this time period ended up taking a mental health leave of absence from my old lab job because I was losing sleep, bumped into a neighbor's mailbox of my parents' leaving for work one day from being so sleep deprived, etc. Got paid about 60% of my rate while on leave but it was definitely necessary. Got a new job offer about a week or two after I got off my leave of absence (had the interview I believe the week before I returned). Lost that job after about 5 weeks, went on to get a seasonal job at Target, also lost that job and then now got the job I am at now.

Transit Sun in the 12th house It is time for retreat and purification! This transit brings with it a focus on getting rid of all mental stress. You may be forced to face problems from the past and undergo physical, mental or emotional cleansing. Thus, during this transit you will be more sensitive and emotional. This process is demanding, so you will have the feeling that you lack energy, mainly when you are in contact with other people. Therefore, you will seek isolation from the outside world. It is an ideal time to stay home and read a book, go for a walk in the countryside or start doing yoga and meditation.

Transit Sun Sextile Saturn (+1°58’ Separating) You approach life seriously and you get on better with older people, be it with your parents, your boss or somebody else. You may start a new project that requires diligence and time.

Yes, I definitely needed this mental health leave of absence I spoke of before. I think this whole legal situation I got into with my ex helped improve my bond with my mother. I did start getting along with my former boss a little bit better after she found out what was really going on with me the entire time. I butt heads with her a lot but the night supervisor and I had a pretty good relationship. Needless to say, it was time for me to leave this job and I think this legal ordeal catapulted this change along with other things that needed changing.

Transit Moon in the 1st house This transit is dominated by emotions! During this time, you can be more sensitive than usual, and it will be easier for you to express your emotions. You will be able to feel the energy of your surroundings more than usual. It is a great time to start something new. However, keep in mind that you will tend to make decisions based on your emotions. Therefore, try to be as objective as possible. You will be more moody than usual. Beware of overreacting. You might take things too personally and you will be very sensitive to criticism. The sensitivity that this transit brings is reflected in your identity issues - especially what first impression you make on people and how you look. It's possible that you decide to change how you look. During this period your relationship with your mother and with women in general is very important. Transit Mercury Square Moon (-1°34’ Separating) Although you know what you want and you can say it, there are obstacles that make it impossible for you to succeed. You will be slightly upset and distracted. That's why you can easily forget things. You should therefore look after your personal belongings and be careful not to miss appointments, important calls etc. Try not to get upset too much by these things and look forward to the future.

Transit Mercury in the 12th house During this transit you will think mostly about yourself. You will go deep into the past and examine how your experiences have affected you. If you work well with this transit, it is possible to experience a transformation that will push you mentally and help you close a thought cycle that no longer serves you. It is a good time to meditate and relax in solitude. You will tend to keep your thoughts and ideas to yourself. You should evaluate which things should be said and which ones should not, because being too reserved can damage your relationships. Creative activities like painting, poetry and acting can help you express your feelings and thus help you heal any mental blocks or problems.

I will say my relationship with my mom was very vital in this time period. I will say also that it was her who decided hell no when I was ready to sign this custody schedule without a family attorney. I'm glad I listened for sure but I was so tired and just ready for this situation to go away. Definitely not a fun time for me for sure! My mind definitely changed on a lot of things with regards to relationships and other things at this time after I started to recover from the initial hard feelings that developed at this time.

Transit Venus in the 11th house Friendship will bring you the most happiness during this transit. It is a favourable period for participation in group activities. You will feel great especially with people with whom you have common hobbies and interests. You will be welcoming and respectful towards others. You may even feel the desire to engage in charitable activities, become a volunteer or organize some beneficial group activity. If you are interested in someone during this transit, you will feel a strong friendship bond with each other, but the relationship may struggle on an intimate and deeply personal side. Transit Venus Opposition Jupiter (-1°12’ Separating) You'll yearn for pleasure, nothing else will make you happy. You will be impractical, try to avoid possible problems and to please everyone. You should therefore try to maintain discipline and responsibility during this transit. You should also remember to do everything in moderation and not to take everything you have for granted. Beware of spending big sums of money on something just to impress the person you fancy. Transit Venus Trine Natal Mars (+1°50’ Applying) Your relationships with others will be based on mutual exchange. This means that you will give and receive equally. You will feel comfortable with yourself, and this self-esteem will radiate outward. You will behave more spontaneously than usual. You will require more attention and try to reach your goals through making contacts with other people. You will do this assertively (not arrogantly or aggressively). There may be new friendships or romantic/sexual relationships based on sincerity. This transit is also great for expressing yourself with art.

Transit Mars in the 1st house During this transit you will be full of energy and happy to start any task with enthusiasm. You will use this excess energy in all areas of your life. You may even start doing a new sport. However, take precautions during physical activities because you will be more prone to accidents and injuries. You may also suffer from headaches. You will have a lot of energy to do and experience new things. Nothing will intimidate you. However, you may have difficulties finishing what you have planned to do. You will tend to be impulsive, self-confident and dominant. However, this dominance is more like assertiveness than trying to control others. Transit Mars Opposition Pluto (-0°23’ Separating) During this transit you will find it very hard to accept any loss of control over your life. It does not matter if you are able to influence this area or not, you will not get rid of your frustration. Your desire for domination, power, and passion is too strong for that. You will also feel a strong desire for confrontation and conflict if you feel that someone is in your way. Transit Mars Trine Saturn (-2°04’ Applying) Honest and diligent effort will bring you results. You will be more patient and willing to wait for the fruits of your labor. In your work you will be methodical and strategic, and you will not make even the slightest mistakes. This transit is especially useful when your work involves analysis.

Yes, the physical activity involving getting injured. I ended up with bruised up ribs, bloody nose and bruises on my arms, legs, neck and abdomen area. Also hurt to walk for DAYS after the fact. I felt a big loss of control at this time period in my life because my whole world was shaken up. Traumatic breakup, moving out of the apartment (and took a couple months to be released from the lease agreement), plenty of trips to downtown Charlotte for court appointments, etc. I was not doing any divination work at the time but I do believe that things played out alright looking back now. I certainly didn't do any spending sprees or anything like this, as I was preoccupied dealing with this legal crap.

Transit Jupiter in the 8th house It is time to share resources and develop spiritually. You will not want to engage in any power struggles; you will want to cooperate with other people and help them. You will prosper in the area of shared finance, especially those with your partner. You may increase your income if you manage well the money you currently have disposible. You can expect favourable events in the area of tax, insurance or inheritance. You may get involved in the areas of law, higher education, hospitals or institutions. You may also participate in foreign trade or go on a business trip abroad. This transit will bring attention to the development of sexuality, healing and transformation of yourself. You will do well in research and psychology. Your sexual energy will attract others. You may also experience spiritual awakening and a new way of thinking about your present and past life. The truths that were previously hidden to you will now come to the surface.

Also read some things about Jupiter transiting the 8th house that were a bit disturbing on this Reddit thread. Jupiter in 8th house can be a bit tumultuous for some it seems. Some mentioned things like facing a lawsuit at work, cars being stolen or broken into and robbed, drunken driving incidents resulting in months long hospitalization (and serious debt), losing jobs, dying pets, etc. in other cases people spoke of getting getting promotions and raises at work, getting an unexpected payday from an ex after they sold a house, things like that.

Transit Saturn in the 9th house With this transit, Saturn forces you to review your principles, beliefs and ideals. This will be associated with questions such as: “Where am I heading and what am I trying to achieve for a better future?”, “What principles do I stand for and what do I believe in?”. The previous system of belief and ideals may suddenly seem shallow to you. You will also work on improving your self-confidence. If you are studying, you may wonder if you have chosen the right field. In general, you will be more focused on your personal development. At the end of this transit, you will have a much more stable system of beliefs and you will be more self-confident. You will be aware of what you want and where you are heading. You may have to deal with problems when you are traveling abroad, or you may get legal/judicial problems. Transit Saturn Sextile Natal Pluto (+1°38’ Separating) During this transit you will concentrate all your energy on work. Therefore, other people will perceive you as a person who is able to perform well and complete all the work. You will be very ambitious. You may therefore get a promotion or get other achievements and rewards at work. Transit Saturn Conjunction Natal Saturn (+0°49’ Applying) This transit is known as Saturn´s return and it is very important period because it will shape your attitude for the next 30 years. If you are approaching the age of 30, you will have gone through a period in which your role as an adult was formed, and now you have finally discovered your identity. That is why this transit is often associated with a change of employment and residence. However, it is also often associated with the end of romantic relationships. You have changed as a person and you are no longer able to meet the demands of people who do not serve you.

I see that this was happening during my Saturn return period (started December 19, 2017 - March 21, 2020, then July 1, 2020 - December 17, 2020). I will say that a lot of interesting things happened during this transit. The legal problems, the changing of relationship status big time, etc. My son who was barely talking before this incident did end up having words flying out of his mouth literally the same week my ex was arrested. This right here also told me that my son was NOT thriving when he and I were living together. During this time period, he eventually "graduated" from speech and occupational therapy because he just didn't need the services anymore. I also closed on my first house without my parents pitching in for a downpayment or anything August 2020 and graduated Magna Cum Laude with my Bachelor of Science in December 2020. Yes, I can show transcripts and my LEGIT degree if someone were to request this from me.

Transit Uranus in the 12th house This transit helps you to break free of the cycles and burdens you are not aware of and that cause obstacles on your way. Various events or coincidences may occur at the beginning of this process. There is a risk that your secrets or private information will be revealed. You will have the desire to help others selflessly and anonymously.

Transit Uranus Opposition Mercury (-1°09’ Applying) The fast pace may be exhausting. Your head will be full of thoughts and you may feel tense. You may feel tired of spending time around conservative people.

Transit Uranus Trine Moon (+2°02’ Separating) You will feel more spontaneous and have no problem expressing your feelings. You will be entertaining, and your relationships will be filled with laughter and good fun. You may receive unexpected help from people around you, especially from women.

Transit Uranus Opposition Natal Sun (-0°00’ Separating) Your plans and intentions will be disrupted by unexpected external influences. Think of it as a test of your determination. These changes concern especially work. You might for example have a new boss who wants to make significant changes, or your boss brings unexpected news.

I also looked back and realized the Uranus transit into Taurus began 6 days before this incident took place. From my recent research on exalted and debilitated planets, Uranus is actually the most debilitated when in the sign of Taurus. Uranus is about unexpected changes, rebellion and freedom while Taurus is associated stability and tradition. According to Prokerala.com, this transit started on 3/6/2019 and ends on 7/5/2025 where Uranus will enter Gemini.

Uranus represents sudden or unexpected changes, rebellion, and freedom. It indicates how we break free from the past and forge our own unique paths in life. Being the planet of transformation, transiting Uranus can bring about sudden and unpredictable events, the effects of which can be felt for several years. Uranus transits can coincide with major life events, such as getting married, having a child, or starting a new career. Uranus transit is a time to be open to change, to experiment, and explore new territory, and at the same time, it can be a time of incredible growth if we are willing to let go of the past and embrace the future. Uranus makes no transit but one retrograde in the year 2024 [begins 9/1/2024 and ends 1/30/2025].

As for what astrology says this means for me as a Scorpio sun:

Scorpio (Oct. 23-Nov. 21) Uranus retrograde hits your seventh house of partnership, Scorpio, which means your one-on-one relationships are very much a focus now. Friendships and relationships that have been either toxic or unfulfilling are sure to fade away as Uranus moves backward. Try not to mourn these dying connections, though. Over the next few months, you can likely gain a new perspective on these changes and discover what you want future bonds to look like as you move ahead.

I'm currently single but I do think that there's been a cleansing of sorts underway in my circle. My views of relationships are also getting shaken up. Finances haven't been amazing as per the Uranus transit in Taurus states is a thing. However, it's getting better.

Transit Neptune in the 12th house This is one of the best Neptune transits. You will spend a lot of time in solitude, which you will not mind; on the contrary, you will long for some time alone. You will have more dreams than usual. You will be more spiritual and believe that you are guided by the universe and connected to the world around you. You will be much more receptive to the signs and symbols around you.

I will say this has been definitely true. I was being bombarded with angel signs and such summer 2018 when I found out my ex was going to propose to me. I followed my intuition and learned these confusing signs were ultimately telling me that he is NOT the one for me. I only returned for several months because I couldn't get off the lease at the time. See what that praying for me to come back did? Praying for someone to return who was never for you to begin with IS black magic, FYI. I also started doing more divination May 2021 when I first bought my pendulum and joined Tumblr late Dec 2022 right before the turn of the new year.

I see the Neptune transit in Pisces began 2/3/2012 and will end 3/30/2025; interestingly enough, this was about 26 days before I moved several states away 3/1/2012. It's also close to when I did one of my first physical dream walks and is how I discovered my boyfriend at the time prior to my moving out of state cheated on me. Tsk tsk. It's funny he messaged me a few months ago thirsting for me while days beforehand I was reminiscing in our times together despite not having spoken to him in YEARS (and last sent a message almost 3 years prior). I also see Neptune went into retrograde in Pisces 7/2/2024 and will end 12/7/2024. As for what Neptune retrograde will mean for me as a Scorpio sun:

Scorpio You will gain better clarity into who you want to be romantically involved with. This is a time when you will not take someone into your heart for the sake of filling some imaginary void. You will become more practical in your romantic ties. You will be honest and straightforward, which you will expect in return as well. You will indulge in productive hobbies that will help you connect with yourself. You will also stay true to your conscience which will reflect in your creativity. You will take it seriously and responsibly. You will decide whether you want to be a parent or not after analysing your circumstances. You will focus on your kids a lot. Students will love to join academic streams that stay close to their ambitions and talents. They may drop out of courses that do not sync with their inner self. You will cut off your excessive indulgence in entertainment or social media by curbing your dopamine craving.

Transit Pluto in the 10th house During this period, difficult situations and stress at work can be expected. Pay attention to your tendency to dominate and control things, people and processes at work. If you are an employee, you may run into a power conflict with your boss. You may also get in trouble with the law or your secrets may be exposed publicly. Your reputation may suffer a blow. If you were involved in illegal practices, you may even end up in prison. But if you have lived your life honestly and according to moral standards, you have nothing to worry about. On the contrary, you may be promoted at work, become famous or gain recognition for your work. This transit is primarily about karma and rewards or punishments for your past deeds.

I see also that Pluto entered Capricorn 1/27/2008, went back to Sagittarius for a few months (6/15/2008 to 11/27/2008) and then went back and stayed in Capricorn starting 11/8/2008. What a hell of a ride the last decade plus some change has been! I see it entered Aquarius briefly and has been going in and out of it for the last year at different points between Capricorn and Aquarius. Pluto went in from 3/24/2023 to 6/12/2023 then back to Aquarius 1/22/2024 and will re-enter Capricorn 9/3/2024 briefly. It seems it will stay in Aquarius for over 18 years beginning 11/20/2024. I will say overall that for a long time I really believed I was going to end up in prison one day. I was a very rebellious preteen and even teenager. Straight up criminal tendencies if you want me to be real. I know I was spared from going to prison and even with this incident (along with others) jail time but for a long time I've wondered... why?

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Transformation of the Day: Jacqueline shares how she lost 22 pounds. She switched from unhealthy/non-affirming habits to lots of self-care and sustainable lifestyle changes. She is also determined to break a generational cycle of diabetes and heart disease.

Social Media: Instagram: @queeniebeenie94

The person on the left was not in the most positive state of mind. She didn’t like pictures being taken of herself. She would avoid looking at herself in the mirror. She didn’t feel like herself. She found herself dealing with stress in rather unhealthy ways. Needless to say, she was uncomfortable and unhappy. One day, she decided enough was enough and did something about it. She decided to prioritize self-care (physically, mentally, and spiritually) and stop treating her body like a dumpster. Now, she’s slowly becoming herself again. 

TLDR: I’ve spent the last nine months unbigging my back and understanding the importance of self-care. So far, I’ve lost close to 25 pounds.)

What was your motivation? What inspired you to keep going, even when you wanted to give up? My motivation to better myself came when I noticed that I would do things such as avoid looking at myself in the mirror every time I walked past one. I also realized I handled stress by emotionally eating and noticed I looked like I had aged despite being in my 20s. 

There was one particularly bad day when I just broke down because of how unhappy I was. I was at an all-time low, so I decided to do something about it. I stopped treating myself like I didn’t deserve self-care and have never looked back. 

When times get tough, I try to remind myself of my “why.” I’m on this path because I know I deserve to feel good about myself. I also remind myself that every day I stay on this journey, I’m breaking the generational cycle as both sides of my family have a history of diabetes and heart disease (my grandfather passed of a heart attack at 40 years old). 

How did you change your eating habits? What helped was that I absolutely LOVE to cook. I also sought help from my nutritionist. I simply started swapping things out (i.e., subbed 1/2 a portion of rice for riced broccoli) and being mindful of nutritional information.

I wanted to make sure that the food I was preparing tasted good because that’s the only way I’m going to maintain this habit of eating healthy. There were recipes I found on various Instagram pages that helped me out! I also made sure that I was eating a substantial amount of protein. 

Most importantly, as someone with a sweet tooth, I found substitutions that helped me with my cravings! Yasso ice cream bars have been a lifesaver. 

What is your workout routine? I go to a local gym that focuses primarily on strength training and squeezes in some cardio exercises! On light/rest days, I walk my dog around the neighborhood. 

How often did you work out? I work out 4-5 days a week. It’s become an emotional outlet for me! 

What was your starting weight? In the picture on the left, I was 203 pounds.

What is your current weight? My current weight is 181 pounds. 

What is your height? I’m 5’3″

When did you start your journey? December 2022. 

Is weight loss surgery part of your journey? Weight loss surgery is not part of my journey. 

What is the biggest lesson you’ve learned so far? The biggest lesson I learned was to give myself grace when things aren’t going exactly to plan. Progress is very rarely linear. Remaining consistent and being patient is going to pay off in the long run. 

What advice do you have for women who want to lose weight? Be kind to yourself. It is YOUR journey. Make sure that the changes you make are sustainable. Remind yourself of your why when things get tough. Remember to celebrate the non-scale victories such as having more energy or if your clothes are becoming looser.

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[khodorkovskaya]

09.10.23

so ive been feeling very mentally challenged today so im gonna complain to you guys about it.

so i have this thing with swimming idk how to explain it but like i find swimming so mentally exhausting. it's kinda like washing my hair. like i need to mentally prep for it and it's absolutely tedious, even though it's not supposed to be. idk if it's a sensory issue around water or wet clothes or idk what. but it's just like exhaaausting. so in the summer whenever my friends invite me to go swimming or rent a pedalo or something like that i always make up a billion excuses.

(last week it was my bestie's birthday and she loves swimming so i was like okay, im gonna go swimming with her, it's not a big deal. and it wasn't a big deal becasue i like mentally prepared for it for over a week.)

so here's the thing. my friend lucien has one of those inflatable motor boats. (but his is a military one obvs, cos he's like obsessed with military things, we love quirky special interests.) and he spends all of his free time on it, like he's obsessed. literally every day he's like chillin on his boat. and he's been asking me and my bestie all summer to come on the boat with him. thankfully, we couldn't coordinate bc one week she was on holiday, another week i had my period, then we were both busy, etc. the boat never worked out. and as summer came to an end i was like phew, no boat for me, thank god. but my bestie was a bit upset cos like she loves swimming and she really wanted to go on the boat. but like whatever, there's always a next time.

and this weekend it was 25+ degrees so lucien got the boat out again. and he messaged me on saturday like "hey, boat tomorrow?". and he's been asking me for so long and plus my bestie really wanted to go so i was like okay sure, let's get the boat over and done with.

and lemme tell you, i was dreading it. the night before i was like ughh i don't want to do this please god make the boat not happen. but the weather was lovely, the lake was calm, the boat was inevitable.

and okay, i feel so spoiled. because there i was, on this super cool boat with my friends at the lake chillin under the sun. and i hated every minute of it 😭😭 like idk what it is with me and water. but like i really hate being wet (in the literal way lol!) and being in/near water is so exhausting for me. and at the end i was soooo tired. i went to bed at 9pm and slept for 12 hours, that's how tired i was. like when i tell you, i find water activities exhausting, this is what i mean!

but that wasn't all!

even after 12 hours of sleep (or maybe because of it), i was still exhausted. i had this insatiable hunger, i wanted to eat allll of the carbs. and i had my skating lesson at half past two today. so i was like jesus how am i gonna skate? like i swear, being on the boat the whole day with no mental prep like destroyed me!!! so on my way to the rink i bought a pain au choc with ovomaltine for energy and it woke me up a little bit but mentally i was still not there.

needless to say, skating wasn't great. i was super stiff and shaky. and it sucked bc i look forward to it the whole week and today i really wasnt able to make the most of it.

then i had to go to the shop cos mum had a meeting. and this man came in and wanted to buy a 30chf shirt with a 200 euro note. so i calculated that it's 190chf, so i need to give him 160chf change. and idk if you guys understand, i cannot do mental maths (dyscalculia?? i can't read numbers either, it's a whole thing). i struggle so much with it. my brain goes into 90s dial up internet mode like "beep beep KHRHSHSHHSHHHHHH". it stresses me out so much. so i did 190-30 on the calculator but as soon as i started to hand out the change, the man told me i was doing it wrong. and, because i suck at mental maths, whenever customers tell me ive given them the wrong change, i tend to trust them. so i got confused. and distracted. and i had tunnel vision bc i was still feeling super exhausted. and fyi i have adhd, so this was hell. and i couldn't figure out how much i owe the man or how much i had already given him. and guess what! he ended up scamming me for 80chf!!!! i feel so stupid and terrible. i really shouldn't have accepted the 200 euro bill in the first place, it's such a basic scam technique. like this is first grade cashier safety, but i was completely zoned out. and we lost 80chf, great 😑

then this woman came in. and here i go back to being a weirdo. because i have a lot of trouble recognising faces. at school when id see my classmates outside of school like even at the bus stop, they'd say hi to me and i wouldn't recognise them, it's that bad. and at the shop we have returning customers ofc. and i always feel bad for not recognising them. what's worse is that we have a lot of russian/ukrainian customers and no offense to them but they all look the same. they're all blond and they're all called something like natalia, svetlana or tatiana. and this lady comes in and i say "bonjour", she says hello in russian and it's already awkward because i was suposed to recognise her. she had a bag of clothes to give to my mum so i was like "sure, i'll tell her when she comes back". and i had to ask for her name (it was natalia ofc) and it was awkward bc im sure we've spoken like 100 times before. but since i was so mentally tired i just like couldnt be normal.

then i went grocery shopping with my primary motivation being that i needed to buy vegetables for dinner. did i get the fucking vegetables? ofc not, i forgot. and had to go back.

like im just so tired of being like this. i wish i could just like go swimming like a normal person and be attentive and not socially weird and not have worse short term memory than my grandma with dementia, you know what i mean?

[anatomic-adoration]

7/10/23

I can practically see the monkey's paw slowly curling up an old, shriveled finger. All the research I did wasn't enough, my rats get into EVERYTHING. I spent nearly an hour just trying to lure a mob of them out from inside a previously very full cabinet I store snacks in so I don't have to run upstairs to the kitchen in the middle of studying. One little guy ripped open my favorite bag of chips and all the other ones came scurrying over to feast. I had to rearrange everything again after cleaning up all the crumbs, so fingers crossed the basement is actually rat-proofed this time. Even without them getting into things, they're not exactly litter trained. They've been marking their scent all over the place and I can't stand the smell. Needless to say, I've been busy to the point it's practically meditative.

Fortunately the intrusive thoughts that plagued me the last few weeks are finally lightening up, though I've still got the stress of school on my shoulders. I need to present a project idea for developing my thesis and I keep coming up empty. It's a huge several year long endeavor so I refuse to settle on something I'm not 100% invested in. My academic advisor offered a few suggestions, but I'm more stuck on the things they advised against.

They said neurology is insanely difficult to study and half the time people realise and try to back out, only to find they have to rush some other topic. Between that and my being much younger than my cohorts, they strongly advised against it. To be honest I kind of want to do it now just out of spite. Once things with the rats calm down, it'd definitely keep me occupied. I'll have to look into it more.

Might be kind of nice always having something important to do. At this point the less time I spend inside my own head, the better. I was thinking about talking to someone, but it's days like today that make me think otherwise. No big deal, it's not like I'm on a time limit to find someone.

Anyway, I'm taking another walk to decompress after a long day, and I deliberately stayed out long after the sun went down. It's nice being out after dark, almost no one else here but me and the chirp of crickets. It's funny; I love long summer days but can't hold back how much energy and excitement I have when the sun goes down. Call me crazy, but I swear the world smells different at night, too. I wonder if anyone else thinks so.

[elijahkelly]

3/23/2023

You know when everything seems to be going wrong at exactly the same time? That's my world right now.

As I've said before, I am not taking my Zoloft. I don't like the way it makes me feel, so I'm going to talk to my psychiatrist and get new medication. But for now, my withdrawal symptoms have me feeling like I'm on the verge of passing out at any moment.

My roommates are fighting so tension in my apartment is high right now. One of them said something that came off as incredibly offensive (which I'm sure wasn't her intent) but it caused both of them to spiral and now the energy in my apartment is not very soothing right now.

Also, my cat Champagne and my roommate's cat Luna got into a fight last night, ending with fur all over the floor. It was very scary and it makes me worry that they're never going to get along. Since Luna has been at the apartment much longer than Champagne, I already told my roommates that if they don't get along, their cats take precedence. But I'm too attached to Champagne to get rid of him. So I'm not too sure what to do.

And as if the drama with my apartment isn't bad enough, I got an email this morning that they are going through with the eviction process soon. I sent them a check covering my rent from February of this year all the way until May of 2024 (covering my rent until I graduate). This check was sent in the middle of January and they still don't have it. So on their end, it looks like I'm simply neglecting my rent. But on my end, I'm missing several thousand dollars and that check is just floating around the postal system somewhere. That doesn't make me feel good at all. And if it doesn't get fixed soon, I'll be homeless. That's cool.

This next thing isn't as big of a deal, but it's being blown out of proportion because of everything else going on. I have a very difficult lab due today in my experimental psychology class, and I have absolutely no idea how to do it. Needless to say, I'm incredibly stressed.

If you don't know, I do drag. I've done it for about a year now, and I have always kept the policy that I don't particularly care about a booking fee as long as I am making tip money. Back in February, my own drag mom told the coordinator of Pride here in my town not to book me for Pride. Her reason? She told the coordinator that I don't want to do a gig unless I get a booking fee of at least $175. That is complete and utter bullshit. Never once have I asked for a booking fee. I've accepted one if it was offered, but not once have I expected one. I know that being a new drag queen means I'm not guaranteed a huge booking fee, and I'm at peace with that. So the fact that she decided to go behind my back and lie about me like that? Especially when that lie cost me a gig? I'm incredibly angry about that.

The last thing that's going on in my life right now kinda requires some backstory. You remember my friend Ozzy, right? Well Ozzy has been talking (flirting) with this guy (we'll call him X) who goes to school with us. Good for them. But I found out that my boyfriend has X on his Snapchat. I asked him where they met, and my boyfriend told me that X added him on Snapchat after my boyfriend's birthday party last month (February). So I figured someone probably posted him on their story for his birthday, X saw it, and added him. Whatever. Well last night, Ozzy told me that X told him that my boyfriend added X on Snapchat LAST SEMESTER, but X didn't add him back until his birthday. So, me not being on my medication AND already being a jealous and self-conscious person, I couldn't help but wonder why my boyfriend added X back then in the first place. Not only that, but he lied to me and said that X added him first. That hurts, and I've yet to talk to him about it because I'm scared of the truth.

So yeah, I'm currently juggling Zoloft withdrawals, roommate fighting, cats fighting, eviction, a difficult lab, people spreading lies about me behind my back, and potential infidelity. Going through it.

Anyways, that's all for now.

[claudeburn6]

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Beach days and starry nights - Mason  Mount

Request:  Mason teaching your little baby boy how to swim while on summer vacay maybe

Warning: dad! Mason at its finest (yes, it’s clearly inspired to that pic Jaz gifted us with 🙈)

Tag list: @masonxomount @chelsealover @masterclassbaby​

Holiday time had finally arrived so you could spend a couple of weeks away from all the stress and crazy life you had to deal with on a daily basis in London. The thing you were looking forward the most about the holidays was having the chance to enjoy some quality time together with your boyfriend and your little son, with some crystal clear water and breathtaking landscapes in the background.

The idea of spending some romantic moments with Mason in particular, made you eager to be alone with him but with a three-year-old hurricane it was literally impossible. 

"Dadaaa" He tiredly opened his eyes as he was slung on the deck chair sunbathing. You were seated next to him, your legs stretched out on his lap just to tease him as his fingers were brushing over your thighs.

"Mhh?"

"I wanna learn to swim!"

"You're still too young, honey, maybe next year"

"Nooo please!!"

That three-year-old chap was always so full of energy and willingness to learn new things everyday he was literally unstoppable. 

He started tugging at Mason's hand for him to go towards the sea.

Your boyfriend grunted but in less than a minute he was already up, ready to play with his son.

"Can we go, mummy?" Mason asked you, smiling like an idiot behind his dark sunglasses. 

You tried to suppress a smile and agreed. "Okay fine but be careful! And keep an eye on your dad, baby" You whispered to Nate's ear, pretending Mason didn't hear you.

"Don't worry mummy!" You laughed out loud, pressing a kiss to his head.

“Mason, be careful” You warned him sternly, as you saw him getting closer to the water with your baby in his arms. "Make him wear his water wings"

“I’m the best dad ever, don’t worry!”

You rolled your eyes and huffed, as you took a seat on the sunbed without losing sight of your men. The only thing that helped you keep track of them was your boyfriend's highlighter-orange shorts (yeah, they could be seen also in the mist and they made his bum look even more perfect but you'd never admit it, at least not when your son was still there with you).

"Okay man, wear your water wings first, otherwise your mum will get very angry with the both of us" Mason held the bright coloured plastic things for the little boy to put them on before he could start with his lesson.

From the sunbed you were chilling on, you looked at them with the most tender smile: your boyfriend was there motioning Nate all the movements he'd have done with his arms, explaining then how to keep his head to breathe underwater. They were so sweet yet exhilarating, even more so when Nate picked up on how to move his feet to stay afloat, splashing driplets of water right onto Mason’s face who tried to take cover by moving his head to the side.

Hearing their laughters and seeing them bonding was enough to fill your heart with joy, visible in the little tear that streamed down your face before you could even stop it.

Nate was so happy about the new things learnt with his dad he couldn’t stop talking about them during lunch and for the rest of the day too. He only stayed quiet when it was time for his afternoon nap.

“If you stay quiet I’ll buy you the biggest ice-cream ever”

“Mase!” You jokingly punched him on his arm “Bribing a kid is so vile”

“Yeah but at least our ears can have a break”

You shook your head as he leant forward to kiss your cheek.

“Mummy, can you come swimming with me?”

“Yeah, so your daddy can stay here thinking about his despicable actions” Mason smirked as he took in your figure getting up from the sun bed, ready to go and take a dip. He bit on his lower lip, trying to resist the urge to roam his hands over your body.  You warned him to stay quiet only with the use of your glare

That day at the beach soon came to an end and, needless to say, your baby boy was so tired he couldn’t even keep his eyes open while having dinner.

At night you were there, reading Nate his bedtime story as he was looking at the dark blue sky punctuated with bright stars outside the window. 

"Mummy?"

"Tell me, sweetie" You smiled as you ran your hand through his dark hair.

"You know daddy told me he's so proud of me?"

"I bet he is! You're the most awesome kid ever" You leant forward to kiss his forehead. 

"And he told me he loves me more than all the stars in the sky"

"You mean to the moon and back?"

"No, he told me he loves me more than all the stars!"

"Is that so? So I love you more than all the stars and all the planets"

"It's not possible!" He tells you laughing wholeheartedly. 

"Who says it is not possible??"

Your son's laughter got even louder as you started tickling him, calling Mason's attention. 

"Hey what's all this noise? What's happening?"

"Mama told me she loves me more than all the stars and all the planets"

"Oh really?" Mason took a seat on the bed so he was now beside you and you were both facing Nate. "It can't be possible cause I love you more than all the stars, all the planets and the Moon!" 

You looked at him agape, pretending to be shocked by his answer, making your son giggle.

"How dare you?? I love him more than all the stars, all the planets, the Moon and the Sun!"

"Oh oh, you're so damn wrong baby! And what about the galaxies?"

"What is galaxies?"

"Galaxies are little families of stars, just like you, me and daddy"

You both smiled when a yawn left Nate's lips.

"Okay little star, time to sleep now" Mason smiled and kissed his forehead.

"Dada?"

"Yeah?"

"Can we swim again tomorrow?"

"Of course, champ. Can't wait to"

Mason's smile was still there on his lips, not the slightest hint of it leaving them. He gently held his hand in his, brushing his thumb over his tiny fingers.

"Mama?"

"Mhh?"

"I love you"

"I love you too, baby"

"And what about me?" Mason asked, pretending to be offended. 

"I love you too" Nate admitted giggling.

"Much better now"

You both waited for him to fall asleep before you left his bedroom and got a seat on the porch, so you could let the fresh breeze lull you and watch the starry sky above you. 

Mason lighlty tapped on his thigh for you to sit on his lap, making you smile as you did so.

"Sky's so beautiful"

"Yes it is" He brushed his lips against your cheek. "Do you love me more than all the stars and everything or is it just for that little one?"

Mason's slight jealousy made you giggle as you nuzzled your head in the crook of his neck.

"You're my stars and everything" You whispered, grazing his stubbly cheek with your thumb before placing a kiss on his jaw. Even if it was pitch dark at that time, you could notice the blush that tinted his cheeks.

"I love you to the moon and back" He looked down at you, his fingers lightly dancing on your skin.

"That's not true, you love Nate more"

"What are you saying?? I should love you only for the fact that you brought him into the world"

"Only for that?"

"Of course" He giggled against your wrinkled lips, waiting for him to kiss them.

"When are we going to make baby number two?"

"Is it an excuse to hide your horny self?"

"No, I really think we should give Nate a little brother"

"What about a little sister?"

"Even better"

What was the saying? Those who have time do not waste time? Well, that night you two took it quite literally…

[theepisceswriter]

Taking you to pound town (Nanami, Geto, Gojo, Toji)

Synopsis: Need I say more? How the men of JJK get when the sex between you two really heat up and how their style of thrusting is. I suck at descriptions, but we been knew this 🥴

TW: mature things obviously, typos probably because I didn’t proofread, GN!reader, a whole lot of roughness with Toji, tiny mention of a belly bulge with Toji, 18+, MINORS DNI

NANAMI

Sex with Nanami is nowhere near vanilla at all. You two like to experiment around a lot, especially with new toys and gadgets, and you can’t tell me that Nanami isn’t into bondage at all. It might not be extreme, but he’s definitely left you mobility restricted a couple of times. The main action of intercourses between you two is never too rough, though. Nanami is the type who likes to take his time with you, gentle thrusts and long movements of his hips that let you feel every throbbing inch of his cock as he slips in and out of you at a pace that’s just right. It’s makes the two of you go crazy, you both love your default pace for sex. But on days when he comes home from work or Jujutsu high stresses? Oh boy. When you hear his glasses hit the dresser and see his tie already in his hands wrapped around them and the top buttons of his dress shirt unbuttoned? You and your poor hole are really in for it. He’s not rough at all when he’s manhandling you because the last thing he wants to do is accidentally take his anger out on you physically (on accident guys, not purposefully) and leave you with bruising. But what he does do is transfer that anger into energy and goes to work on your poor little hole that’s absolutely going to be sore by the end of this. Grunts and the loud sound of skin slapping against skin are the only things that can be heard along with mumbles under his breath about how terrible his day was. He grabs onto your hips and pushes them up at an angle that makes this pounding just as pleasurable for you as it is for you; his hands moving at such a fast speed from his thrusting that you don’t even have to move at all, he’s doing all the work for you. Needless to say, you won’t be able to walk straight for a couple of days. Lucky for you because Nanami just happens to be a master at aftercare.

GETO

Geto isn’t really languid with his thrusts. There’s no rolling of his body or hips like that, but not in a bad way! The length of his dick and the slight curve of it alone is enough to hit those spots inside of you and have your toes curling so he really doesn’t have to do all too much. He prefers to have you on your back so he’s able to see the expressions on your face and the way your eyes roll when he slides himself into you completely. I don’t see him having a big breeding kink, but the mating press is definitely his favorite position to be in with you because it allows him to be inside you so deep and all he has to do is fold your legs up more if he wants to get any deeper. Which he does all the time; have you to where your ankles are at your ears and his chest and body weight are directly on top of you as he thrusts into you; quick snaps of his hips up against you in intervals of two seconds. You’re stuffed and full of him the entire time in such a close proximity that when he decides to tease you by pulling all the way out until he can see his tip, you can’t help but whine at the loss of contact. Squirming underneath him begging for him to resume his position, but he doesn’t do it until he feels like it. Which can be minutes at a time, but finally he takes pity on you. That signature smirk on his face as he looks down at you, “You want my cock that bad? Hm? Fine, I’ll give it to you. It’s all yours baby.”

GOJO

The stamina this man has is incredible and he doesn’t care if you don’t have superhuman abilities like him, he’s going all in and you’re just going to have to deal with it! Everything is just so fast paced, but he has enough stamina and can last for a while so he’s able to do that. Plus, the feeling of his thick long cock ramming into you doesn’t match up to anyone else you’ve been with, it is truly an out of world of experience. He doesn’t show you any mercy either. You can have tears forming in your eyes and staining your cheeks and he still wouldn’t stop. Instead, thrusting into you deeper while he whispers a few reassuring, “It’s okay baby. You take me well. Like my cock was made just for you, you’ll be okay.” While wiping at your tears from overstimulation. Positions where you’re on top of him are his favorite because it gives you this false sense of being in control when really, even when he’s on the bottom, he’s still the one in charge and controls the pace you take him at and all. Plus, he likes to surprise you with his special move out of the blue when you’re on top. When he notices that you’re close to release he’ll lock his hands around your hips to balance himself and give himself something to hold on to while he begins to thrust up into you at a pace that exceeds beyond pounding. It’s like his dick and hips are moving at a speed that’s even faster than the speed of light. You’re a mumbling incoherent mess on top of him as he brings you to an explosive orgasm, but that still doesn’t stop him. He’s giving you two orgasms minimum with his special attack and he’ll even pull it out more than once if he wants to. By the time he’s done with you, you won’t be able to move because you’re so worn out.

TOJI

Every session with Toji is a trip to pound town and he’s so mean and ruthless too, but it’s Toji what did you expect? I’m talking taking you in doggy style with your back arched as far as it can go because he has his foot on top of it weighing down heavily on your poor back to hold you in place while he rams into like a mad man. At one point his foot even moves from your back to your head, a lot less pressure than your back but enough to have your face smashed down into the fabric or material of whatever he has you against, him laughing maniacally at you from above because of how silly you look with your cheeks smushed and lips pressed together like that. “So desperate like a bitch in heat that you’d let me do this to you? Step all over you like this? You love every minute of it, the way you clench around me gives it away. I want to hear you say it; say that you like when I pound into you and step on you like this.” Wheeeew! He’s tearing your insides and poor hole up, I wouldn’t be surprised if you were able to see a tiny bulge in your stomach every time he thrusted so ruthlessly into you. And when he doesn’t have you in doggy style? He has you pressed up against the wall with your legs in his hands, holding them up while he pounds into you because if he didn’t your legs would’ve been gave out on you and made you fall on the floor. Not saying that Toji Fushiguro leaves your legs trembling, but Toji Fushiguro leaves your legs trembling.