#he is everything to me and to dean

[fratercrucis]

if someone is being mean to sam winchester then this is what I do

[maalidoesart]

“Even though he struggles to sleep sometimes, there’s something about the weight of Cas dipping the mattress beside him.”

fanart to this wonderful fanfic called “the cheapest room in the house” by biggaybenny that i have been absorbing the past days!

it’s been a while since i have been that absorbed by a fanfic so naturally i have to draw fanart

[snevinsspn]

destiel is “i know god has a plan for me but screw that plan because it doesn’t have you. screw destiny and fate and everyone that says were meant for something else, some great divine plan, because all i’m meant for is you. god says i can’t love you so i will invent free will just so that i can”

[l-over-bo-y]

it’s my own fault that i’m disappointed by how everyone treats cas because i have now seen the show all the way through, so why i hoped that it wouldn’t be as upsetting to watch it for the second time i do not know but Man

no one sticks up for him when he’s mean to himself OR when someone else is mean to him. like yeah it’s funny that he’s known as the winchester’s lapdog but after the 4th time someone called him that i was just like really ??

dean and sam call him their best friend but they’re just like “yeah cas does kinda suck lmao” at the drop of a hat and i’m SICK OF IT

[wickedwitchofthesouth]

Yes he's a little autistic. Yes he went crazy for a little bit and had a weird hyperfixation with nature for a few months. Yes he betrayed god for humanity. Yes he committed war crimes for a man that one time BUT HES ALSO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND I ADORE HIM ENDLESSLY, PATHETICALLY AND COMPLETELY

[aliusfrater]

SAM no. DEAN that’s weird. SAM yes.

[eastofedean]

Dean... he feels things more acutely than any human I've ever known is still such an important line to me btw

[waywardangel-13]

the whole scene where they confront cas about his betrayal is so painful. the close shots of dean just heartbroken and cas only having eyes for dean?? ouchy ouch ouch ouch

[shadystranger]

The way he 1. ostracizes cas 2. speaks on sam's behalf 3. assumes sam on his side knowing full well sam doesn't wanna kill jack 4. waits till cas leaves and proceeds to sweetly manipulate sam into killing their son

[reallyunluckyrunaway]

[angelsdean]

dean is blonde because EYE have brown hair and when i look at his hair i do not consider him family.

[herefortheships]

Lydia sleeping on one side of the bed like she's leaving a space open for Betelgeuse at the end there. 😌

No but seriously she totally is? Subconsciously there's a space for him in her life always. I know I keep saying this, but she totally has feelings for him, buried inside her. What those feelings actually are is something she has to figure out. (She started that journey in BJBJ; she even got to face him and banish him and all. Did that manage whatever feelings she has for him though? Nope).

She's sleeping alone and yet she's leaving all that space next to her like she's sleeping with a spouse. The visual storytelling here implies she's longing for someone to take that space.

And who else is she longing for if not Betelgeuse? It's not Richard, hello. Ok it's past midnight and I'm exhausted so maybe I'm reaching. But this makes sense to me rn so I'm posting.

[greypistacchio]

uh oh, i think i'm witnessing the Second Destiel Divorce Era as we speak (Supernatural 6.19, "Mommy Dearest"), why did Dean get up and decide to bully his loving husband about everything :(

with or without power, Castiel is 100% a babe in a trenchcoat and he's 120% YOUR baby. so. Dean. have a healthier bisexual panic that doesn't involve berating your crush in front of your family for the sake of trying to pretend that you ain't got the hots for him

dance it off, or get Cas back inside your ass to blow off all that steam, even-

bonus Castiel for those of you who valiantly kept reading below the cut!! doesn't the babe in a trenchcoat look scrumptious!!

everyone knows that grime and a lil blood are proper salad dressings for men, and holy shit y'all he was SERVING in this episode

[valeron99]

Halloween or Summerween? 🎃🍉

[sammygender]

thinking about dean growing up and putting everything before himself. hunting and his brother and his dad and his dad’s revenge quest for their mom. he doesn’t matter. he is entirely irrelevant. thinking about dean internalising this as just what you do, just how people behave and how they should behave. him viewing selfish as the worst thing you can possibly be.

then thinking about sam growing up and fighting. brave enough to challenge their father and rebel against him and voice something different, brave enough to focus on what he wants. dean seeing this and it stings - he could never do that. how is sam acting like that? he can’t believe that’s the right way to behave. so sam must be selfish, just in believing he has any right to his own life.

dean sublimates himself for the family and expects sam to do the fame, and his resentment and jealousy that sam doesn’t turns into anger and making sam out to be the mean one, the one in the wrong. and this never goes away. this is always what dean levels at sam - that he’s selfish, that in wanting to make his own choices he’s rejecting their family, rejecting dean……. awful. toxic. evil evil message to send to sam. entirely in character. dean wants to prioritise sam, would save him over the world. but he doesn’t care what sam wants.

selflessness isn’t always a charming character trait. it’s not the same thing as a generosity of spirit and it’s definitely not the same thing as being caring. sometimes selflessness just means you’re incapable of prioritising your life and incapable of understanding how anyone else could or should prioritise theirs. sometimes it means you still act selfishly, you just convince yourself you were objectively in the right, because doing something actually for yourself is unthinkable. sometimes it means you think the very act of having wants and boundaries is selfish, no matter whether they’re yours or anyone else’s.

anyway… thoughts on dean’s specific brand of awfulness regarding sam. what does it matter to him what sam actually wants? since when did it ever matter in the winchester household what anyone wanted? dean had to deal with things he didn’t want for the mission (for john). sam has to deal with things he doesn’t want for the mission (for dean). augh. the cycles

[iamthetruestrepairman]

Guys hear me out (enochian psycho??)