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fatuismooches · 6 months
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The most ominous and threatening motivation: Imagining Dottore judging your grades.
That imagery got me through my lab training I'm not even kidding I was the first one to pass the histology practicals in one go during assessment 😭
The delulu got me making the most detailed specimen slides, on Dottore we stress 🙏🛐
Good luck on ye finales, may your pen be swift and your mind even so 🫡
HELP THE IDEA OF DOTTORE JUDGING ME HAS ME SHRIVELING UP INTO NOTHINGNESS... physically CANNOT handle that so I'm going to imagine him praising me after working my ass off instead 😭🙏🙏 (and congrats on your training!! that sounds really hard im proud ❤️)
"On Dottore we stress" is going to be my new catchphrase thank you. We are all stressing on Dottore to keep us going fr 🤭
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screamingay · 9 months
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god that was an awful shift i hate how corporate let us hire more people and then as soon as we put them on the schedule they decided having one more minimum wage server per day (for first shift only!!!) was too much for The Budget. i had to bargain to get someone else to come in today and help me out and it was STILL hell.. rant incoming in the tags
#we're back to 2 ppl on first shift but the new guy cant actually handle floor or dishes on his own so it's basically 1 person#plus someone following behind them to help a bit#apparently they used to have disabled workers as 'interns' just gettimg unpaid experience which is awful but at least#it meant they could actually schedule 2 other people. but i guess they got shit for not paying disabled workers#which i get. but since this new guy makes minimum wage too it means they wont let us schedule another person for first shift#which we desperately need when it's just like. me and him. in an ideal world he would be paid and getting work experience and there would#still be enough people to do the job fully#also all morning i was so scared the safety inspector would pop in bc i was told he would be. so i double checked all the possible hazards#before we opened and he literally stepped into the dining room. took a picture of it on a digital camera. then left#he didnt even come in the kitchen!! christ#but i was still stressed after that and all through lunch bc now residents' families can come in and eat like they used to before covid#and we had 2 of them today and if we fuck it up for them they can complain to corporate and im not used to running a real restaurant!!#we have to act like it's a real restaurant even tho we arent given the same resources or allowances and it's so frustrating#tbh today wouldve been 10 times easier with any other cook bc we had the fucking worst one here today. she gets frustrated when anyone asks#her for anything and she goes on rants about how bad all the other cooks are and she puts WAY too much strain on the dishwasher#using unnecessary dishes and making them wash things she could just rinse herself in the back. AND she's always telling me how to do by job#my job#and what i should do differently! it's distracting!! and makes everything harder bc she will fr just make up rules and treat u like shit if#u ignore her and do it the easier or better way#her home life sucks and she takes it out on all of us all the time. get a divorce and move to the city like you really want#it'll make everyone so much happier#(including you)#i need a new job so bad i get paid nothing to do like 4 jobs at once and im always on a time crunch and it's been absolutely killing my bac#and shoulders and feet#and joie de vivre lmao#if i get a new reliable car soon i could probably make more driving for fucking grubhub#i didnt even eat at work today. almost 8 hours straight of running my ass around the kitchen in my Shoes For Crews black sneakers#and i ate literally One piece of french toast at the very beginning#plus i came in already sick of everything bc the stupid parking garage app i have to use now malfunctioned and wouldnt let me out#bc it didnt have my entrance to the garage last night logged for some reason
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itsyagurlchip · 1 month
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What you doing if you get stuck in Rise! for a day?
am i aware its only for a day? or am i just getting isekaid?
considering my house and money are in the other universe, id prolly try to make a quick buck at time's squares or smt. for like- water. maybe a smoothie and a few grapes. not really sure what kinda prices ny has-
tbh id prolly go on w/ my day, except with the anxiety of being in a whole other world and panic attacks all over. id try to keep to myself, walk around, see the city. as for night time, id try to stay up for as long as i can until the 24 hours are up.
since ppl exist id prolly pick pocket for a knife or a taser ('sorry man- i need it more than you', id think to myself) and itll prolly be easy for me bc i have sticky fingies
btw if you see some of ur nicknacks in my room that came from you no u didn't.(its like an impulse, i don't need it, but ur friends w/ me so i gotta have it).
uhhmmmm considering that the universe is funny it prolly wont go like that- so id eventually meet the turtles albiet a bit awkwardly. Since i have no where to go- id ask them if i could crash for the night.
id be very silly bc i fully expect them to say no, (making me go back to point one) but if they, FOR SOME DAMN CONVENIENT PLOT ARMOR HAVING REASON, say yes itll sorta be like a sleepover.
considering i have limited time, id let them know, so they would want to know as much about me as they can. especially donnie and his curiosity of how i got here.
me and mikey would bond over cooking shit. i love testing things, but im accident prone (especially to dropping things and burning myself). so he'd prolly scoot me to the side for my safety.
which would leave me a bit bored so id hang out and do some dumb shit with leo. makes playlists, troll ppl on roblox, talk about aitah on reddit or smt.
raph would check in on us every few moments, to ensure that nothing dumb will happen. Im the oldest child, so half the time i don't get a say in what i do, so ill roll w/ anything. and by anything, i mean i dont back down from shit.
which ends up me hurting myself in one of the most cartoonish ways in history. maybe a broken ankle or smt. raph is panicking, mikey gotta focus on the food so he's distracted, donnie tryna pop the bone back into socket-
its a mess
then id go sit my ass down somewhere, sitting next to splinter or smt as he gives me some extra info from the "behind the scenes" as we watch some low quality lj movies.
and then i go like that one meme and-
poof!
back home.
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convxction · 2 years
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[ when everyone is still asleep.
one of the things can and could frustrate chrom’s partner that he can ... forget, well, get distracted by his duties and training to attend to his partner’s needs. like i wont say he does not feel any desires to be with his partner but for a long time he had his job as the captain of the shepherds which means he is constantly working and patrolling. if not, he is training to better himself. if not, he is studying and catching up on the things he should know as a prince and a future leader. if not, he is well, napping or chatting casually with his people. not to say he is a neglectful partner. oh no. he will make sure to let you know he loves you but you know bed time, the magic hours can be ... conflicted for him. 
it would be interesting to see him realize that ‘oh. my partner needs equal attention from me’ regarding their love life. 
i feel like he comes way late in the evening, if not like past midnight so his partner would be already in bed or waiting but is tired. they are both tired tbh.
wakes up early so there is no time for them to do anything beside having breakfast and getting on with their duties.
i say this but i like that chrom quickly take notice of people’s troubles. perhaps being a leader, seeing what he sees everyday gave him a good idea how people tend to hide/bottle their feelings. the moment he notices his partner in distress is the moment he throws everything and takes a long break. the kingdom can wait a couple of days. he does not have the best and trustworthy aids for nothing. tbh i can see these people throwing the vacation idea at him several of times to make sure he does not neglect his family for the sake of the kingdom.
i bet my life frederick will use the forbidden card on chrom and tell him he does not want to wind up like his father if he kept his nose in documents and other people’s business instead of checking on his family. frederick and only freddyman can use that card. otherwise...bitch u wanna die????????????????????????????????????????????? jk. but really. dont try to lecture him using his father as an example if you are not willing to get some sharp comments from him. or sharp objects :D
idk what i am writing but a tiny thought to relax my brain from studying XD by writing useless shiiiiiiit~
all i want is to fluster chrom in every realistic way possible. 
is it too much? never.
fuck you chrom fire emblem i will make your life miserable.....ly happy hahahahahahahahahaha
but it is funny to imagine his partner is pent up and hes like oblivious until it hit him.
ok but bonus if they take the matter into their hands and drag him to bed lmao.
ok but if they couldnt wait for bed and had seggs in the study room....
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i saw one t/wilight y/or ar and my brain brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i see seggsssyy time brrrr chrom your turn you dumbblue
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obscure-imagines · 3 years
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(*horror genre/smut warning*)
-where do I even start with this dude
-he’s highly intelligent, so boy isn’t going to fall for you easily
-in fact, he will aggressively attempt not to fall for you
-What if you get put in a heart game together or he has to kill you, or maybe you’ll just die- it’s a dangerous world out there
-no, he wouldn’t WANT to like you
-but fuck, every time you’re in the room his eyes are drawn to you
-Trust issue baby
-Opening up to you? not any time soon, that’s for sure :)
-it would take ages for him to even approach you
-he might not, boy has control of himself
-no, talking to him would either be on you to make happen, or accidental
-maybe you somehow end up at a game together
-and you approach him, sticking to his side for most of the game, one taste of you is all it takes
-he can’t just ignore you anymore
-especially since you’re around all the time (The Beach is an odd place, and you’re looking all cute in your beach outfit-)
-he likes to be on his game, 100% of the time
-and being with you is a distraction
-he kind of hates it, but he’s addicted to you too
-the first night you end up cuddling, after a trying game where you weren’t sure if you both made it out alive, Chishiya admits to himself he can’t live without you
-with you asleep, curled up in his arms, he knows he has to make the best of whatever time you both have left
-boy low key sucks at the idea of a relationship though
-thinks of them like a game
-and winning- well, winning is the end goal eh? ;)
-kind of a little nympho tbh
-quickie king
-hates pda, in fact, probably wont even let people know you’re dating, it’s a weakness, it means people can use you against him-
-play with his hair
-he’ll pretend to hate it, but he secretly loves it when your fingers are threading through his strands
-he’s pretty intense
-pretty needy, if he wants something, he’s going to get it: even if it’s your attention, or a kiss
-yeah, baby boy needs some kisses
-and cuddles
-and hugs
-he’ll pretend not to enjoy them as much as he does, but let’s be real, touch starved honey likes being held
-he watches himself fall deeper and deeper in love with you and it sucks because he’s terrified you’ll die/be hurt, but it also pushes him to want to win even more
-keeps you close at all times because you’re the most important thing in the world to him
-you’d be the good angel on his shoulder, and if you’re lucky he’ll listen to you... sometimes, but he’s still a dick head
-it’s kill or be killed, he tries to drill that into your brain
-the type to cup your face and look into your eyes before every game, doesn’t need to TELL YOU he loves you, you can both feel it
-low key, probably will take FOREVER to say ‘i love you’ for the first time, because saying it makes it real
-He almost pays more attention to your visa than his own
-very protective of you
-hates it whenever Niragi is around
-low key keeps note of people who piss him off in regard to you, maybe some guy was rude to you, or tried to dance with you at The Beach, regardless, Chishiya will remember and bide his time to get revenge
-is he ever not planning something?
-boy plans super far in advance, and sometimes, if you’re lucky, he’ll talk with you about all the moving pieces in his mind
-philosophical talks about the game and why you were both chosen etc...
-oddly enough, lots of cuddles, play with his fingers, show him affection
-cute boy brings you little gifs he finds, a flower that reminded him of you, chocolates, etc... 
-he’s actually a pretty great boyfriend because he views everything as a game, like, he wants to be WINNING the boyfriend game fam
-lets get into some fun smutty stuff
-real talk, boy gives me some lazy pillow princess vibes
-but he’s also pretty intense
-I think he’d favour balanced positions
-so spooning sex where he can have his arms around you
-he’ll let you ride it, in fact, loves to watch you ride him
-big watcher boy, loves having something pretty to look at
-mirrors could be fun
-he’s really down for most things
-not hella verbal, can dirty talk but prefers not to
-down for some good old fashioned choking, but won’t ever go too hard on you
-he’s a good switch, that’s my opinion on it
-but any control you have, you have because he’s giving it to you, so don’t forget that
-because all it would take is one sassy remark and he could flip you from behind on top, to being on your back, with your wrists pinned to your chest
-tease boy
-likes to make you shiver
-likes to make you beg for it
-wants you to be whining for him
-lazy, but Chishiya does enjoy power
-home made sex toys anyone? i mean, leave it to this dude to find a vibrator that works during the legit semi apocalypse (or whatever u want to even call the mess that is shadow Tokyo and The Games)
-if you’re super nice, he might let you wear his fun hoodies
-someone, ANYONE, mark this man’s neck up
-low key, as i’ve said, would want to keep your relationship pretty secret, so if you mark up his neck- boy is going to have some explaining to do
-maybe you can bring out the super dom Chishiya
-like... mad Chishiya? are we ready for him? I think not. 
-those collarbones- if you even tease and nip at them a little, man is going to grab your hair roughly, fight me on this
-finding lots of places to secretly hug and talk and kiss
-it’s hard for him sometimes to not stand next to you at meetings, because he wants to hold your hand : (
-soft boy
-get used to the sass master
-he’s.... well, he lies, he gaslights, he’s that kind of dude, but with you he sticks to white lies, catch him telling one and he’ll be impressed
-i’m not going to lie and say this would be sunshine and rainbows
-The Game makes trust difficult, especially because the heart games can be so brutal
-but once you both trust each other, fully, this is a power couple
-Chishiya has that confidence-
-honestly? good luck to all us Chishiya simps tbh
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fairyaali · 3 years
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Hi! Could I please request a fluffy chat noir fic? Maybe where he and the reader are cuddling and he starts purring and the reader teases him and thinks it’s adorable? Tyyy -Bhad Bleep
Hello Bhad Bleep ! <3 I hope that you enjoy what I wrote for u bb uwu. Also i hope that it’s fluffy enough too >.< anyways, enjoy !
Pairing: Chat Noir X Reader
Warnings: just some swearing.
Tags: Chat is tired pls, purring ;), He’s just adorable tbh. 
Candles, homemade cookies, pillows, a red picnic blanket, bubble milk tea and soft music playing in the background while you gazed at a duck floating on the lake with the moonlight shimmering over it.
He was always late so you’re used to this but for some reason you couldn’t help but feel a slight anger overcome you.
The only thing that was missing was him.
Your boyfriend, Chat noir.
Or maybe it was worry because usually when he’s this late it meant that something bad has happened.
You sighed to yourself and poked a hole in the plastic lid of your bubble tea, sipping it and chewing on the soft, jelly like tapioca.
You shook your head.
No, he could take care of himself.
It really sucked because you had no way of contacting him because you simply couldn’t know anything about his real identity.
Nonetheless, you trusted him with your whole heart. You knew he would come soon.
“Mon ange, sorry im late.”
You almost ended up choking on the tapioca pearl.
Coughing, you looked up at him and he widened his eyes walking to you and rubbing your back.
“Chat…You’re hurt.” You whisper, a frown evident on your face but your eyes filled with worry.
You looked at him, he had a bruise on his cheek and his suit had a cut on his right bicep.
Your coughing eased and you lifted a hand to brush your thumb over the bruise.
He holds your hand against his cheek and gives you a small smile.
“You should’ve seen the other guy.” He winks and you and it makes you chuckle.
He always had to try and make things less serious than they were because he hated seeing you frown.
“Do you want me to pack up everything and go home so you can rest?” You ask.
He quickly shakes his head.
“That wont be necessary beautiful, especially when I haven’t even had one of your famous homemade cookies!” He pulls you up on his lap quickly, making you yelp in surprise but ultimately giggle.
“I’m sorry I came late Ma belle.” He whispers and tucks a strand of hair behind your ear.
He kisses you softly and you close your eyes, leaning more into the kiss and wrapping your arms around his neck for support.
You pull away and look into his bright green eyes, half lidded but full of love.
“darling…” He says and lifts your chin up to make you look at him. “You know I can-“
You sigh and shake your head.
“Please Chat, I was just worried about you. It’s hard when I can’t even contact you, you know.” You huff and cross your arms over your chest, looking down.
“Can’t give me any personal information because my identity must remain a secret for now.” You continue for him. “Yeah I know. I just care about you.” You murmur.
He lets out a breathy laugh and shakes his head. “Nothing’s going to happen to me babe.” He says and looks at you straight in the eyes. “Plus, you’re dating one of Paris’ most respected, handsome, strongest, superheroes. Villains aint got shit on me.” He says proudly, placing a hand on his chest.
You roll your eyes playfully and laugh.
“I got your favourite by the way.” You smirk and move down from his lap to get the drink. “Honeydew bubble milk tea!” You exclaim and he gasps grabbing the drink from your hand, a huge grin on his face.
“Please don’t ever say that again.” You say.
“Thank you Mon ange!” He says and quickly kisses your cheek before popping the straw through the lid, taking a long sip.
His eyes roll to the back of his head and he hums in pleasure. “This shit bussin’” He says and you close your eyes, sighing while pinching the bridge of your nose.
He snorts and puts the bubble tea down.
“can i?” He asks while pointing to your lap.
“I got perfectly good pillows and you still want to use my thighs to rest your head?” You say and quirk an eyebrow up.
He smirks and nods and you could already tell what’s going on in his head.
“Come on kitty.” You say and chuckle at him as he scoots over and rests his head on your lap.
You sigh happily as you look at him.
You longed for times like these with him, it was always your favourite time of the day.
He was a breath of fresh air, a distraction, your paradise.
You start playing with his hair, letting the soft blonde locks run through your fingers.
You wondered what he did in his personal life.
From what you could tell, he was gorgeous enough to be a model.
He had the physique, soft skin and luscious hair.
Or maybe he’s a pianist.
His fingers were long and delicate and he mentioned that he knew how to play so maybe it was his profession.
Maybe he fences.
You saw the way he fights. He keeps his back straight, he’s observant and very good when it comes to reflexes.
You may not know these things but you were at peace with knowing that you fell in love with him because of who he truly his.
You hoped you’d see what he really looked like underneath the mask one day though.
You looked at him and widened his eyes and he shot his eyes open.
Your thoughts were cut off when you felt vibrations come from the superhero laying on your lap.
He was purring.
“Did you just..” You trail off and you can see his cheeks glow red.
“No- I-It was probably the wind.” He chuckles nervously and gulps.
You giggled at him and he nuzzles his face in your hand.
You notice that your hand was right behind his ear this time so you start to gently scratch it again.
His eyes close, his lips part and vibrations emerge from his throat.
This was adorable. Just like a little kitty.
He stops nuzzling you and his purrs get softer, his eyes were still closed.
He was probably too happy and blissful to even care about the fact that he was purring anymore.
Or maybe he was so tired that this was the only way he truly felt at peace.
“Chat?” You whispered. No response.
He was asleep.
You smiled to yourself.
Maybe this was all that you ever really needed in life.
He made you feel whole, even if there was a part of him that was missing.
You hoped that you’d do the same.
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cherrykamado · 2 years
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Okay so like. So like. Okay. Getting my thoughts together is hard. Real hard. But like. Virgin reader and your new boyfie zeni. You've been taking it slow cos tbh your both real shy, and really like each other and dont wanna mess it up. So for a little while its sweet and its slow and its patient bc you are both so sweet and so patient with each other.
But all that fearful restraint hides a nutual fact about you both: you and zeni are both closet perverts. Zeni is decidedly, way less in the closet than you are about it-- like come on we've seen Zenitsu-- he makes it no secret how pretty he thinks you are and how crazy you drive him-- but youre so so shy and he loves u soso much and wont pressure you for anything ever. Never.
But you-- maybe you could use a little pressure, bc you are so deeply closeted about your tendencies its kinda ridiculous. Feeling your core throb while sitting in a chair and rocking your hips against it for just a few seconds, wondering, wondering what if you just kept going-- but almost as quickly stopping yourself and distracting with something else. There has to be a level of insanity for someone to be able to stoke the flames in their own belly and then ignore it like flipping a switch.
But before you were single and now you have Zenitsu, who touches you so often, who cradles you so close, who you slowly becomes bodily acquainted with as boundaries melt away, legs tangling and bodies draped across each other just for the comfort-- all this to say.
Maybe one day, you're cuddled up with Zeni, all tangled limbs and blurring lines, when that quietly distracting throb starts up again. A little twist-- your not sure if it was the warmth of him pressed up against you that did it, but you pull your eyes from the movie you were watching and find yourself drawn to the lines of his throat. And you feel needy. And stuck! Like suddenly you get the feeling that itd be so much harder to defuse-- and usually you'd wait to find yourself alone to take off the edge, but now you have Zeni, whose settled so comfy beneath you, whose thigh you straddle like a lazy cat, the thigh that distracts you now, pressed up against your throbbing clit and your walls clench, muscles in your legs twitching as you swallow hard as you try to calm yourself back down--
Too bad you didn't know that people can feel that when you sit on them with a clenching pussy. And god, knowing Zeni??? He can probably HEAR IT, the hitch in your vreath and the stutter in your heart and oh, oh, your pretty pussy is throbbing on his thigh and he slides his eyes to you and sees that furrow in your brow and the hazy look in your eye, and his hand in your hair scratches just abbit at your scalp and he murmurs in his unfair voice with an unfair amount of bass in his chest, "Do you... Need something?" And he says it as earnest as he can, because hes worried about pressuring you, but feeling your little thighs twitch with what could? Be? RESTRAINT? He think he might lose it, so he must be careful, he must be so so--
And then you give that small admission, dropping your cheek to his chest and squeezing your arms around him tighter and mumbling "maybe. I think so." And then ROCKING YOUR HIPS-- just a little, just to coax sparks, like you are very used to doing to yourself, microdosing to take off the edge-- and Zeni cannot stop himself from crooking his knee and pressing his thigh up against your mound maybe a little too hard. But maybe you needed that too hard to make the micro a macro and make your belly lurch, make you whimper and sink your hips down harder, because this is embarrassing, but hes letting you, and maybe it isnt too much like youd been afraid of--
"M'jus. Frustrated." You stumble over your tongue trying to explain yourself, justify yourself, maybe a little apologetic because you've never shared yourself with anyone at all and no ones ever seen you like this and isn't it embarrassing??? But Zeni just slides his handa down your back and settles his hands on your hips and watches you with big big eyes and a redding face as he goes "Yeah?" In a voice a little too strained, and you nod on earnest, and whine when he squeezes the fat of your ass. And Zeni swallows hard and tries to focus, tries not to let the sensation of your grinding tiny circles on his thigh send him into orbit just yet, cos he hasta be present for this has to be, cant dare miss it, and he feels hot under his collar when he hoarses out a little "Can I-- Want me to, help?"
And it startles you how quickly the answer comes, makes you tremble a little in his arms but-- its Zeni and hes asking and you, you need him so bad its killing you. And you fumble with the consent but it comes anyway, voice tinny and pleading. "Y--uhm, Yes, if you-- uh wanna if it's--"
And Zeni rushes out a little 'its okay its okay' hurrying to reassure as he grips your hips tighter, fingers sliding just under the hem of your shirt to grab at your squishy sides, and he pulls you, rocks you against the hard line of muscle on his thigh and watches your mouth open on a gasp, feels his own drop open as he cranes his neck, chasing the urge to bite at your sweet and shiny lips, to swallow up the so quiet and so shy little noises. But he cant keep his mouth on yours long enough because he finds that he suddenly cannot shut up for the life of him. A flurry of check ins and praise and every first thought that pops in his mind as he guides you to ride his thigh-- "S'okay, This is okay-- Like this? Yes, Like that, so-- ah, youre so good, so pretty-- feels good? Yeah? Fuck-- Just a little harder, feels good like this right? Can feel you-- hear you, youre so wet, sugar," and its all you can do to brace yourself against him and follow his lead, chasing after pleasure and finding it burning up, low and slow at first but getting hotter faster.
But not fast enough. It aches sharp in your belly, but not sharp enough, and it almost hurt, and he hears the desperation in your whines, the music of your voice go a little too high in just the wrong way, so he adjusts-- quicker than lightning halts your hips and lifts you up, pressing an apology to your whimpering lips when you choke a confused, betrayed little sob-- and then he slots himself between your thighs properly and sinks you down hard against the throbbing curve of his cock. Loses the sound of his "That better?" In the keen that rolls up your throat, sweet and full sounding and desperate in just the right way. And he bucks up into you, hardly needing to coax your hips but keeping his hands there to hold you steady, as you ride him Almost properly, layers of cloth growing tacky with sweat and slick and precum, but maybe, for right then its all either of you need. And maybe he grinds up against you until you come shaking over his hips, and maybe he cant stand staying his back and has to sit up to fold you up neat under him because he cant quite get that prettiest sound with your weight on him, but he can with all of his weight bearing down on you. And maybe you both cum just like that, gasping into each others mouths, him dragging his praise from your sweet lips down your pretty throat and mumbling his love for the fifth time consecutively. Maybe it isn't enough-- maybe he folds you up and fucks you properly, and all borders melt away completely.
But either way, when the fever breaks and you can find it in yourselves to settle, you've never in your life felt more pliant and plush and safe. Cooing sweet thanks into Zeni's blushing ears, who nearly gets hard again over being thanked over making you come, who almost immediately wants to do it again because now that youve let him have you once, even half way, he cannot imagine not having you again, and will later surely milk himself dry over the sounds you make when you come, until he's raw and drunk for you on just the memory.
But. Yeah. So. I'm viciously haunted by Zenitsu and idk where it came from but if i cannot get rest neither can you.
oh god....... I—
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fanficmemes · 3 years
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The discord server encouraged me to send an ask and share my trauma so here I am. This fic is a bit different from the usual tho and I think it genuinely traumatized me. It had perfect characterisation and psychology, it was wholly from the victim's pov, and it had a catharsis at the end, but hooo do I have flashbacks. So to not out the fandom and ship, A = victim, B = kidnapper. 
Starts with A naked and bound to a ceiling, barely able to stand. B comes in with a riding crop, whips A practically to death. And the thing is - A is super sarcastic and tries to withstand but it goes for so long he starts breaking and crying and outright begging. They also knew each other before. If I remember correctly B is both in sadistic glee and reassuring A somehow? Bottom line, he's obsessed with A. He was supposed to test A for some experiments for his evil superiors but fakes A's death so he can take him and basically lock him in a basement, put some healing stuff on A, which hurt like all hell, and when the skin's barely healed, proceeds to rape A. And A is obviously terrified, but he barely escaped death, barely healed and can't do anything. It. Was. HORRIFYING. 
Then the fic truly starts. And its so fucked up, omg. 
B's obviously obsessed and "in love" with A, he wants A on his side, in love with him. He puts A into a strongly fucked up BDSM type of kidnapper-kidnapee relationship, rapes A but acting as if they're lovers. B's frustrated that A hates him and doesn't love him back. There's one time early on when A notices the doors are not locked so he tries to escape but of course B is waiting for it. And punishes A, and it's… fuck. Dunno if its then or later, but I think here, B puts A bound on his knees and prob blindfolded into a tub, and keeps him there for days. Until A apologizes I think? Takes care of him otherwise, like with food and cleaning him, but leaves him there. So from now on escaping is obv not an option so A tries to hold on until his friends find him, playing into the game, kinda acting into B's want for it to be a relationship. Y'know, they watch movies, B brings him food, sex, obv.
There are two more things I remember vividly and one that just kinda makes me want to cry and comes in flashbacks. Its on the basis of - when in such a traumatic prolonged situation the brain starts to adapt so at some point A starts accepting the gestures and what not, cause he has to survive long enough, and they're like taking a bath one day and obv it turns into sex but A takes charge this time, riding B and feeling both good bcs the sex is nice and horrible with himself that he's enjoying it, perfectly aware that he's still being raped. It's just… so fucked up. And so beautifully, heart-wrenchingly well written. Ngl, cried typing this.
Then comes sort of breaking point when B tells A that his friends won't come for him, that they think he's dead or left town completely, and A snaps. He basically forces B down and rapes him instead. And then feels HORRIBLE about it, genuinely horrified with himself. And then of course it turns out B Allowed it (he's much much stronger) bcs he wants A on his side, go dark, etc. And this is where A loses hope if I remember correctly, turns catatonic, which B is first worried, then frustrated, and then either punishes him for that or for smth else, can't remember. But he puts A into the tub again. He's left there for like three days I think? And B doesn't come back this time.
It's actually where his friends find him and damn, this part. When they're carrying him out A gets a panic attack and tries to go back bcs B will Punish Him if he sees he left the basement and he can't take it and I think that just ripped my heart straight outta my chest. Crying again. 
They take A to the hospital, watch over him, etc, someone gives him a knife, and of course one day when they leave him for 5 minutes B comes back. And its another fucked up scene, A getting upset about being left behind altho he knows he shouldn't. Now he has to go with B bcs B's clearly gone tots crazy and unhinged. B was a sadist and obv crazy, but its like manic now. So A goes, he has the knife in his hoodie, they arrive at the car in the woods, A left a bleeding trail I think. At this point A cant let himself be taken or he wont be found again so he stalls and gets raped again, horribly and painfully (it was painful a lot of the time esp at the beginning) but when B's done and distracted A kills him with the knife. It's again heart-wrenching and so, like, reastically written? Like A's not elated or anything just empty and relieved if I remember correctly. It ends with someone interviewing A about the whole thing and self-defense and all, they clear him and then there's a welcome home party for him some time after. Ends on a hopeful note but A aware of how he wont ever be the same and the catharsis was there but damn. THE PAIN. This fic haunts me. 
And again it was beautifully amazingly well written. I think it wouldn't be even 1% as traumatising if it wasn't so heart-wrenching. It was tagged and all, I clicked on it in the mood of wanting to read smth dark, but tbh I couldn't have predicted exactly what I was getting into. I prob wouldn't have read it otherwise. This ask can't transfer the sheer emotion I got from this fic but I think I needed to share it somewhere somehow. So. Yeah. 
This is more sad than cursed 4/10 :( sorry u got in too deep
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sasukelore · 4 years
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i request headcanons about how would shikamaru, naruto, and sasuke react to a bratty sub
Shikamaru Nara, Naruto Uzumaki, And Sasuke Uchiha w/ a Bratty Sub s/o
Request: i request headcanons about how would shikamaru, naruto, and sasuke react to a bratty sub
A/N: ma’am this was deleted and somehow ended up back at the top of my ask box and I’m still shooketh. I’m sorry if this is shorter than normal, I wrote it all in a hour because I was feeling thirsty LOL
Warnings: degradation, descriptions of sex, bratty s/o, feral confused naruto.
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Sasuke Uchiha
Sasuke?? Wouldn’t??? Tolerate??? that SHIT. If you’re being a brat he’s going to let you know in the most sexual passive aggressive way he’ll ever be.
He loves having a feisty S/O who can challenge him. But who’s also really soft and knows their place
That being said, he won’t tolerate an attitude or sass. You knew what you were getting into and Sasuke knows you do aswell.
Tbh he won’t do anything about it until you’re least expecting it, having already given up, or even disappointed at his aloofness
This is all a game you’ll have with Sasuke. Set in stone right from the moment he told you what a brat you’re being.
I think that having a bratty S/O would make Sasuke’s ego rise. He’s always having to put you in your place, having you rely on him.
He’ll even love the non-sexual aspect of it. Laying down and him kissing your head. He loves babying you and despite his degradation, you’re his princess
He enjoys teasing you about how needy you are, how annoying you’re being, or how your plan to get what you want isn’t working.
He has little variations of spanking. He’ll lightly slap your thigh or your shoulder. And he loves to grasp your chin to make you look at him when he’s scolding you or even telling you how beautiful you look.
You never know what you’re gonna get
He’ll call you a brat so casually. If you’re walking around the village and try to grab his hand, he wIll call you a brat.
“Tch, brat.” He’ll say with a small smile lingering on the corners of his lips
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Shikamaru Nara
Shikamaru wouldn’t use little degradations so casually. Mostly only using it in a sexual manner.
But he does love to spoil you. So you being a sub would really be a turn on for him.
It’s easier to deal with and it warms his heart when you do something sweet and hang onto his words like a puppy
But when you’re being a brat... He can get a little aggressive.
If you’re being a brat in public, he’ll squeeze your hand. It’s the first warning, you might even notice him clenching his jaw in the corner of your eye.
If you continue, he’ll whisper in your ear about how you’re being too troublesome, and to save it for when you both get home. His lazy but stern drawl only eggs you further.
Eventually he’ll get so flustered he’ll just make a U-turn and go home, despite whatever plans or promises he made.
He’ll put you in your place not just with degradation, but he’ll scold you like a child. He’ll try to even make you feel bad about being naughty.
If it works, he’ll feel kinda bad about making you feel bad. The hard on in his pants was telling him that it was hot. But his brain was telling him that someone could’ve caught you saying something lewd under your breath that only he was suppose to hear
He’ll reassure you with little caresses on your cheeks, eventually you’ll notice the bulge in his pants that he was trying to distract you from
And it’ll all start again
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Naruto Uzumaki
Oh boy.
Not gonna lie, he would be really confused along with oblivious at your bratty behavior.. especially if you had never tried this with him before.
If you had been just really subby soft, he’d be MEGA confused? His sweet little S/O acting like a brat?
He’d love to kiss your cheeks repeatedly until you’re shyly giggling and hiding your face into his chest
I think the PDA would be horrendous. He’ll have you sitting on his lap at Ichiraku’s, training grounds, etc
At first it’ll be really cute, but everyone will get kinda uncomfortable LOL. He just can’t keep his hands away from his adorable s/o
He’s really not gonna even get that you’re needy for him unless you start to quickly sneak kisses on his neck when nobody is looking
If you place your hand on his thigh, trying to get a rise out of him, it’s not gonna work.
He’ll probably think you’re just feeling affectionate. It’s not unusual for the both of you to linger touches on one another
I’m sorry but it literally won’t come to his brain that you’re teasing him.
He’ll eventually realize that you’re in need of some release once you start to whimper in his ear and rub your legs together
STILL WONT REALIZE THAT YOU’RE BEING A BRAT. It’ll never once come across his mind. He’s way too sheltered sexually, and way too naive to believe that his shy sweet s/o is being a bad girl
Once you get him into bed he’ll try so hard to make you feel good. I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again. Naruto. Is. Feral. He’s biting your neck, leaving claw marks all over you, purple and red bruises littering your skin.
Kurama’s chakra will come out. Hell, Kurama will probably tell Naruto of your mischievous motives and will probably fight Naruto about it because he just can’T BELIEVE IT.
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tamhrayis · 3 years
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r u already physically and mentally ok? bc i am still not feeling very good. the ending is the only thing i can think of, however much i try to distract myself from that. i still cant properly eat and sleep. i still cry a lot. i still have stomach ache and have trouble consuming food. i still cant concentrate on anything bc my mind constantly thinks about aot ending. i am one of those people who think ending was average (like it wasnt satisfactory enough, but also not terrible). the thing is that i really wanted to see EM happy together in the end. my brain costantly thinks about how brutally Mikasa had to kill Eren and how she sits under that tree next to his grave and misses him... this just hurts so much. like my rational part tries to tell myself that it is only a fiction, it is not real so i shouldnt make such a fuss around that, but my emotional part (which is now unfortunatelly much stronger) can't let it go... like i have now even a problem to watch anything related to aot. like when i go on youtube and it recommends me some aot videos i cant even bring myself to click on them without them triggering even more pain in me... idk i got probably so attached to EM and wanted to really see them happy together after everything they went through that this ending hurt me in the worst possible way. i want to move on with my life so it wont hurt me anymore, but i just cant because my mind always slips to EM and their ending (which triggers even more pain) and also i am not in any other "fandom" except aot so i dont even have big passion for anything else where i could "escape" from aot. i tried to watch some movies yesterday and today as a distraction, but it still didnt help bc my mind always goes back to aot ending... like i feel mentally and physically really awful and i want it to stop but i dont know what to do. it is like i have no control over it. do u have any advice what to do to stop feeling so bad? how much time do u think its gonna take until i will feel normal again? if you or any of your followers have any advice what to do or just some comfort words - they are very much appreciated. thanks for hearing me out and im sorry for the long ask i just needed to tell and ask someone and u seem like a very nice person. <3
Anon, I am very sorry for how you feel these days. I totally understand and I also want you to recover as soon as possible.
Your state really reminds me of how I felt when ch.138 came out. I didn’t cry that much, but maybe...it was because of the leaks I’ve read before the chapter or just how I lived during that time. I couldn’t normally eat, sleep and simply function, because every time I did something, it just ended up being another breathing exercise session, because I really couldn’t get myself to do something without thinking about ch.138.
But instead of checking social media and trying to find a distraction in my phone, I just tried to distance myself from it. One of the things that really helped me to cope was...cleaning😂 I don’t know how it will be for you, but cleaning really distracted me and eased my mind. Also, on the day when ch.138 was officially released, i needed to go outside with my friend and tbh, these two really helped me to deal with the anxiety. I took me a full week to recover, but nevertheless...I just tried to find some ways to think about something else. I also did my school work, talked to my friends, watched another animes and just continued to live.
As for how I am still mentally and physically okay...I am just that type of person who is used to let things go. Be it people leaving my life, materialistic stuff that I lose or how things don’t go my way, I just don’t feel as sad about it as I used to, because nothing is permanent in this world and everything has an end. I knew that AoT will end someday and I used to tell myself that no matter what kind of ending it will be, I will be okay.
It’s not like “I will accept any crappy ending”, but more like “I know that Isayama won’t scrap his work and no matter what he does, it’ll be meaningful”. I knew that getting a happy-go-lucky ending won’t be possible as I used to think, and maybe that was my fault for believing it...But I am happy with this ending, because it wasn’t closed and precise enough.
As for Mikasa, I see where you are coming from, but Mikasa didn’t brutally killed him. She finally freed him from the burden of this world. Yes, it would be so great if they lived together, had a family and just spend the rest of their lives as they wished for.
But realistically, knowing how many problems Eren’s existence will bring and their conscientious nature...They still wouldn’t find peace, because as Armin mentioned that even if titans stopped to exist, it doesn’t mean that the world will just come to peace. No, they will need to work and create that peace by themselves, but again, Eren’s life would be full of responsibilities and burden all over again.
If the writing was different and Isayama made his story a little more hopeful in some ways...I think we would get something different, but that’s only my speculations.
I genuinely want you to get better and be happy again! You’re amazing and loved. Thank you for sharing. I feel very touched🤧
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seoafin · 3 years
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oo yeah, the stark differences in eng fics on ao3 and those that i’ve read in websites like pixiv/ weibo/ lofter/ typesetters is a high-context asian subtle/implicit intimacy vs low-context western loud/explicit intimacy (1)
tho ,, i think the setting (character + environment + time) and the prompt (au? canon? romance? slice of life? epic?) play into it. i think the differences that exist between portrayals of intimacy by east asian authors and by western authors largely stem from cultural philosophy, which could make some things jarring to those unfamiliar with either
tbh i'm the type of person who, when reading lit abt supposedly asian characters, would appreciate the story more if it was also true to the characters' culture, and so i'd also like to see them experience and understand love the same way asians experience and understand love. but that's just me (i know there are diaspora who like to see other things), and that's also for a concept that's more for peaceful romance/character-centric settings. it’d be a different case if the story is plot-driven, or historical, or apocalyptic
i personally prefer the nuance of intimacy in pieces by east asians bc that's what i like to see and what i'm familiar with. but either way, i don't mind the differences exist. it just means that there's a variety to all of our experiences. as long as it's written into the narrative in an organic manner, it will still feel like a love i can appreciate, whether romantic or platonic or anything in between.
the whiplash was intense when i opened a fic bc i was curious or bored (or both rly) and then boom, untagged daddy kink. SHSHS it makes me giggle sumtimes, since he’s a jpnese character, when it comes to gojou, bc personally i just can't imagine him calling anyone any kind of petname unless it means to fuck with them,,, like, for eg, in stsg fic i just can't vibe with gojou calling suguru anything but his name, but that's just me and largely the way i interpret their characters, and it's just nice to know that all the authors of jp/cn/kr fic i've read before feel the same way more or less ,, but that's it HSJJSJS if someone else decides they want gojou calling suguru this or that, then that's like, alright. that's what they want to write and see, yk, and there's nothing wrong with that, i'll just swerve respectfully lmao
also for pdas,, i think it definitely depends on the age of the couple and the setting
like, if they're a campus couple, pda is pretty common. handholding, picking each other up from class, study dates in the library/courtyard/cafe, going to drinking parties together, that sort of thing.
the most common petname i've heard cn campus couples use is "baobao/baobei" (寶寶/寶貝), which means precious/baby/darling. for jp couples, tbrh i've never heard anything ,, my friends and cousins don't use petnames either
honestly,,, if u're cn/jp and u're dating someone ur age or younger, u'd probs call them by their given name or a nickname with an affectionate prefix/suffix (小,阿,兒 etc or the norm ちゃん, くん, さん, 先輩/ 輩先 suffix) and ig u could call that a petname. if u're dating someone older than u, then u'd call them (insert name)-san or senpai/jie/ge if u and they want, and that would show how close u are. some ppl date and call each other by their full names, too, and even with honourifics. and some ppl use just their partner's given names.
for kr,, idk much but i think it’s usually 이,야,아 etc and noona/oppa/unni/hyung ????
for older couples, like married couples or people who are working, pda tends to lean towards petnames. "sweetheart", "honey", "wife/husband", that sort of thing. if they're parents, they'd probably call each other "dad", "mum" (I NEVER HEARD MY OWN PARENTS NAME LEAVING THEIR LIPS WHEN THEY ADDRESS THE OTHER)
but if its pda like,, making out in public, i don't think it's very common. i've never seen it shhsjsjs (arm holding can be rewarded with a stink eye from the conservatives elderly (mostly), from where i came from)
in fic, it's abt the same, which means it would depend on the age/setting/couple's preference with the addition of the author's preference which just,,, uh shows , ig
but then again,, pls cmiiw if anyone else knows more
altho i’m a “respect is earned” type of person ,, when it comes to (conservative) elders, it will just fly out of the window,,, the repercussions....just no 🥰 some of them are so fucking petty and are hellbent to teach u a lesson, its actually embarassing
back when the yo mama jokes were still popular and 24/7 circulating in the internet,, me and some friends were 😃😃 like yall can say this and get away with it? when daylight arrive after i crack this kind of joke in front of my relatives, my mom is done scheduling for my cremation date
even if i dont intend it to mean disrespect in some convos,, the damage is done and my parents would straight up be like : “wtf did u just say? try repeating it once more and lets see if u can still sleep under a roof today.” either that or they’ll smack me before saying it ,, whichever could come first depending on their mood 🥴
my relatives wont ever missed if i ever forgot to address them when we meet or during a phonecall by a simple “uncle/ aunt/ grandfather/ grandmother” (usually my grandfather is the one so uptight abt it 💀) and it will end up into a short lecture abt “young kids these days..../ u havent forgot to eat yet u forgot what respect is?/ ur parents are fine ppl but what happen to u”
cue my mother glaring at me or giving the stink eye like @/&/&2@22 most of the times i’m distracted by sth and just spaced out while organising it in my head b4 it could get out of hand ,,, that and the titles i’ve used for each relative is different and i’m afraid to mixed it up bc again...stink eye ,,, like my father’s younger/ older brother and younger/ older sister and cousins + its another different handful of titles when it comes to my mother’s family 😔 - 🐱 (2)
yes!!!! there’s a lot of reasons why i enjoy stsg fics and it’s because gojo and geto are always treated like people in stsg fics.....i’ve found that in a lot of reader insert fics you could replace gojo and geto with the male lead of those mafia boss stories on wattpad and it wouldn’t make a difference LMAO gojo and geto are often caricatures of themselves and it’s just something i’m personally not interested in.
also....i feel like there’s so much intimacy in how someone calls/says your name that just using pet names 24/7 gives it this superficial sense that i’m not really a fan of but then again, in fwb stories i totally understand.
another thing, I really feel like culture DOES play into it. obviously as asian people ourselves who come from a collectivist culture, our idea of love is different from the western concept of love. i feel like this especially comes into play when we see reader insert stories where the MC is super op and strong just so they can “match” gojo and gojo doesn’t need to worry about them even though it’s not even needed!! in asian cultures it’s not a burden to take care of people. it’s love. and i feel like western people don’t quite grasp that bc it’s such an individualist culture (this is a not nuanced at all / a generalization but u get the point)
yeah full on pda in fics always gets me because in japan???? lmao no honey!!! although gojo would definitely do it, not every character would LOL
gojo would pet names as a joke aka ironically, but i just don’t see him doing it seriously unless it's dear or smt
my mom is so big on respect. she always gets into fights abt with my brother and it’s a generational difference tbh but i digress, it’s not like it’s bad to be polite to your elders, but I do think koreans can take it too far to the point where it’s detrimental!!
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babysizedfics · 4 years
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hii,, ive been havin kinda a sad baby day n was wonderin if u had any headcanons for any of the sides cause ive read ur like ur whole blog n 💖 i love it
i'm sorry i couldn't get to this earlier anon i rlly hope ur feeling better 💞
but this morning i am very soft about protective big brother roman so let's do this
i’ve said before that Roman is bad at caregiving because he cares so much about vee and overthinks it - not because he is actually bad at taking care of his baby bro
and i stick by that RELIGIOUSLY
he’s never going to be a caregiver, or “uncle roman” as he puts it, but he  is able to take care of vee on rare occassions when for some reason no one else can and does a great job (these are very rare tho)
baby vee looks up to his brother so much and copies him a lot - it used to annoy roman and he pouted and told vee to stop copying him and then vee pouted
until the CGs explained that it means vee wants to be more like him
now roman gets really smiley and stand taller when virgil copies him because he feels important and loved
once roman finds out about the cyberbullying virgil experienced he actually really struggles to go into his littlespace for a few days
he just doesn’t feel the need to, he doesn’t want to let his guard down, he wants to be able to look out for virgil
and when he usually sees virgil start to regress he always 1) calls one of their cgs and 2) goes into his own littespace when they show up and he knows vee is being looked after
but during the week or so after finding out about the bullying he hesitates to call the cgs when vee regresses with him
he stays big and he cuddles his baby brother and talks to him softly and sings to him a couple of times
when logan found them both in romans room with roman rocking vee in his lap and hummin a lullaby he was quite shocked to be honest
and roman got really embarrassed and felt a bit guilty because he was supposed to get the caregivers when vee regressed, that was the rule
but logan realises that roman is not little and that he clearly wants to protect his brother, the rule is really only for when roman is little
so he does takes vee away briefly to change him because he’s sure roman wouldnt know how to deal with any accidents, but he brings vee back to romans room and hangs around for a few minutes then slips out to let the boys have their time together
after a couple of hours, roman calls him back in and says thank you and is finally able to go into littlespace
because he got to protect virgil for a while and that’s all he needed, he needed to know he could keep his baby brother safe and now he feels much more relaxed about it
And for when they are both big because i’m a sucker for that too:
big virgil is just as respectful of roman, more than he has ever been before, because he sees how hard roman is trying to be a good brother and it means so much to him
it bleeds into their adult relationship too! they still consider each other brothers when they’re grown-up even though they don’t actually acknowledge it aloud
they’re a lot quicker to stop bickering and it’s a lot easier for them to say sorry and forgive each other - because they won’t ever stop bickering tbh it’s just a part of who they are when they’re big
but it’s always over trivial things, never anything big, they don’t ever hit each other where it hurts
they really trust each other a lot now because there’s just a special bond you have with siblings that will never be matched by parents, they even talk to each other about emotional stuff that they’re not sure how to tell their cgs
not big stuff, but things that bother them that they don’t really want to make a big deal out of - their cgs love them and are wonderful but they do take every negative emotion very seriously and sometimes you dont want it to be taken seriously you just want to vent
and sometimes roman just wants to rant about writers block without actually hearing advice and solutions and Virgil listens to him ramble without saying a word and roman almost always reaches a realisation of OH IT’S BECAUSE I SHOULD BE WRITING FROM CHARACTER B’S POV NOT CHARACTER A’S!! and thanks virgil and virge is like i didnt do anything but romans like you listened and virgil kinda feels soft
and sometimes virgil just wants to growl and complain about this stupid disastrous scenario that keeps replaying in his head and doesn’t want to be told how unlikely it is or be calmed down, he just wants to growl and when roman wordlessly hands him a pillow he smushes it into his face and screams then pulls it away blushing and whispers thanks and hands it back to roman who is giggling a bit - then roman won’t offer sympathy or logic, he will just say ‘yeah that sounds annoying’ then virgil will yell ‘I KNOW RIGHT??’ and actually smile and laugh because thats all he needed
it’s always really casual too, it’s usually when they’re paying a video game together and they dont need to look at each other bc they are focussing on the screen, or when thy’re both up at 3am in Roman’s room leaning against each other as they gaze up at the constellations from roman’s nightlight and trying to be quiet so the other two don’t hear them awake
and yeah i said in the minecraft hc that roman and virgil become comfy with physical contact
they cling onto each others hands when theyre little but when theyr big too if roman notices virgil getting a bit nervous about something or if he just feels like he needs some contact he will silently slide his hand over virge’s and splutter some random comment or joke to distract attention from it
virgil always calls him dumb and sappy as he wraps his fingers around romans hand
and virgil always flops on the couch when he’s tired or moody for whatever reason and he used to do it just precisely so that he avoided landing in anyones laps and bent his body at awkward angles to avoid touching anyone bc he was nervous he would be rejcted
but now he will happily collapse right across roman’s lap, bonus points if it annoys him
actually he seemingly does it just to annoy roman, but even after roman complains andvirgil sasses him and they bicker and go FINE I WONT TALK TO YOU and FINE IYOU TALK TOO MUCH ANYWAY
they pout at their phonescreens and cross their arms but virgils legs are still laid across romans lap and roman is absentmindedly running his fingers over the rips in virgils jeans
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thetaoofbetty · 4 years
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Idk if u saw roberto's interview, but if u think about it, he said that a lot of relationship stuff would come out in ep 20 prom (which means they would find out about the b/a kiss and he said they would find out in very different ways, so probably b comes clean to jug and v finds out through another person, idk) and that in the season finale b and j would talk about their future, which means they would still be together by then and wont break up, even after the kiss revelation. what do u think?
Hello lovely! 
I saw most of it, I think. I got distracted by all the ponytail pulling and thigh touching gifs tbh. 
But, yeah, if he said they find out in different ways then it sounds like there’s not some grand reveal? Which could sound like someone maybe comes clean and someone doesn’t? And, I saw that he said we hadn’t heard the last of the song he wrote (please lord don’t let him sing that at the prom) so I don’t really know. 
If Betty came clean and was like, all it did was make me realize how much I lose you whereas Archie can’t say the same to Veronica, I can see some serious conversations happening. I really have no idea how it would come out, except for the song? I know the tape thing is viable but with the whole, “the song is still in play” thing, that could be it too. I don’t know. 
If they’re really going to pull the Archie is still into Betty card, then I feel like we’re going to possibly get 2 very different reactions from Jug and Veronica. I feel like I needed to have paid more attention to Archie’s character this season to say whether or not I think he’s going do something really stupid. Because, truly, I think playing that song at the prom (which is just speculation, I have no idea if he is or isn’t) would be wildly selfish. 
I mean, this is all just us pulling stuff out of the air and trying to piece together what we’ve seen and what we’ve heard. Either way, I’d be like pffft to ras only what he said matches with what we saw in the episode. And, actually, I wandered across a b/a gifset comparing Betty’s hurt face (s1 rejection) to Archie’s face in the bunker and I was like, yeah, okay maybe he did look pretty hurt. 
Either way, we’ll see it when we see it and until then, let the fic commence! 
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ursoself-satisfying · 5 years
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Joe mazzello but needy and slutty is a very hot thought
Absolutely n tho I think of him as more of a dom but him being hot n subby is a mood
I'm gonna say Needy Joe n Slutty Joe r 2 dif sides of him
Like let's say u two were away for a while n something happened Nothing bad!!! But enough to get him a lil down n hes exhausted n when u go to sit on his lap it's hard to get off it
He just wont let go, face in ur neck, arms all the way around u, whatever was on the tv was long forgotten,,
This is Needy Joe, leaving wet kisses along ur neck n collar n begging u to stay right there n just to let him enjoy this moment. Its Joe clinging to ur shirt, hiked up around ur chest, holding it up but not letting it come off. Its Joe not wanting to move from this place on the couch n laying back to let u have ur way w him as long as his lips can still touch ur skin. Its Joe whining n digging his fingers into ur sides when u finally lower urself down on him.
Its pleads when u stop bouncing to take in the hazy look on his face, moans when u rake ur fingers up the back of his head to hear him again, cries when hes so close n u cant bear to deny him any longer.
Hes clingy, touchy. His hands spend most of their time on ur face. His lips on ur lips. "Please" is the most popular word of the night followed by "I love u."
Hes needy but he doesnt like to let it show so this happens instead. More quiet nights w more immediate needs. Hes just a lil softer then.
Slutty Joe??? Slutty Joe is a GIFT literally,,, maybe its ur birthday or just literally anything but hes decided to something nice n ALL DAY hes been the cheekiest son of a bitch on this gd earth giving u all these looks n teasing u relentlessly,,, kissing u, making out, v nearly getting u to cum in public from the way he was talking, everything's an innuendo or a way to let u kno hes Still Got It
But listen. He makes sure ur distracted just long enough for him to set a lil somethin up at home n when u get there it's just so good ok
Hes cheesy as all hell laid out for u on the bed. Theres toys laid out beside him n condoms n hes got whipped cream n foods as well n it's so dumb but so good.
I'm bouta tell u some explicit shit ok? Cus he got toys out for yall n yall def use em alright starting w the cockring n eventually moving on to some nipple simulation n pegging. Yall def go a few round n Yes this ft switch Joe meaning one min hes pounding the life out of u n the next Ur Pounding The Life Out Of Him
Slutty Joe is all about the excessive n fun side of sex, going a lil further n maybe being a lil selfish. Slutty Joe enjoys the aesthetics of it (costumes n sets, rose petals on beds, roleplay) n he enjoys the risk (public sex, sex tapes, teasing) Hes less emotional n more about sensations. He doesnt like the touchy feely side of sex n more enjoys the view. Hes dirty n fun n that's all I can say wo getting too hot n bothered rn
Aftercare is sweet tho. Needy joe sleeps w u, holding u, but Slutty Joe is more involved, making sure ur ok before he prolly fucks off to go do something else tbh. Slutty joe isnt done playing after yall fuck, aftercare includes more teasing touching n maybe another orgasm before he goes but hes not one to stick around lol
Wow ok it's been a while but this is fun ty for the asks!!! I'm gonna be making my way thru slowly!!! This wasnt as hot as it could have been but my mind is all over the place rn I hope u still enjoy!!!!
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shock777archive · 5 years
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A little Excerpt from a BBRAE Roleplay between my friend and I:
A little context: It’s two years after the end of season 5. Raven is 18, nearly 19 and Beast boy is 18. Raven has fallen in love with Beast boy after he nearly died protecting her from a cult of Trigon seeking revenge. Literally a week after theyve recovered from their wounds, Raven has been losing control of her powers and has been sinking into depression and even losing control of her demonic powers. Robin told everyone to leave raven alone to collect herself, but beast boy had to talk with her...and so he decided to write her a letter. 
The excerpt is below the cut! :D I just wanted to share this cause it’s super in character and fucking cute ;A; I really wanna draw this and make it a full on fic, as it does fit nicely with my headcanons... Also, forgive us for any spelling errors. this is via the LINE app on cell lmao 
The parts written by me are indicated, and my rp partner is the marvelous @angel-dust-ryuuki
Me: Beast boy stuck his head out of his room...looked to the left, looked to the right. No one in sight. It was nearing bed time and everyone was in their respective rooms. He heard muffled robin and starfire chatting, but could not make out anything they were saying. Raven's room was still cold, and almost gave off an unholy aura. It was dead silent. He wondered if Raven had gone to sleep finally? In any case, Beast boy carried out his little "plan." "If robin wont let me speak to you in person..." He thought to himself, kneeling down to her door. "I'll just have to write instead!" Beast boy slipped underneath raven's door, that single piece of crinkled up paper. Raven noticed it right away. She could always feel when someone was near...And she saw the little paper quietly slip under her door. Beast boy trotted back to his room, took one last look down the hallway at her door, and then closed his door behind him. Plopping back down on his queen sized bed, he began to game some.
Raven didn't know what to expect. But judging from the crinkly-ness of the paper and the horrendous writing, it had to be beast boy. Beast boy...her heart fluttered. Raven opened up the crude letter to look at a small little paragraph or two. She had to squint her eyes to read it.
"Raven- It's me, beast boy. I heard you weren't feeling well with everything that's going on. I just want you to know that it's okay to feel the way you do. Sometimes we have good days and sometimes we have bad days. And I know you're gonna say 'I'm not allowed to have bad days', but...I just want you to know we all hope you feel better soon! I hope I didn't do anything to hurt you or make you upset. Let me know if i did! You can punish me in any way you want! ...well, just don't take away my videogames! (he drew a random smiley face here).
If you're having trouble sleeping, maybe come hang out with me for a little while. I know it's a stretch, but I know robin and starfire do their...Adult things at night and cy usually has to charge his battery by late night...I'm usually up though! You're free to come visit. I won't tell anyone don't worry! The offer's always there and my door is unlocked at night if you need anything. You don't even have to knock! (insert another smiley face here.)
I hope you feel better soon, rae.
-From: (there were a few words here that were scratched out and illegible, followed by a slightly more bold signature: ) Changling. "
Angel: Raven blushed at the letter and held it close. She couldn't help but feel the warmth of his words in this cold room. Deciding to play along.
Beastboy was on his bed when a crow appeared. Dropping a neatly folded and stamped letter on his chest before it disappeared like smoke.
"Dear Changling, Nice name by the way. It's rather fitting. Do you plan to make it your new hero name?I appreciate the concern for what appears to be a more then unwelcome bad day. I know you want to tell me it's okay to feel the way I do. But feelings are not something I can have. You know how unstable my powers are. You didn't hurt me or make me upset. Nothing that has happened is your fault. The fault only lies with me. So please do not blame yourself for any of this. I will take your offer under consideration.-Raven
Me: Beast boy smiled and then looked around his room for more paper. Of course he was cleaner the more mature he had gotten, no longer being able to tolerate the smell. Most of his mess remained inside his closet though. Finally finding another paper he began his response.
A few moments later another paper slipped under her door.
"yeah, changling sounds pretty neat huh? I'll have to admit even I'm surprised I came up with that! (emoji here).  Maybe I can ask robin if my personal file can be updated.
Look, I know you're not too keen on spending an evening late at night with some weird green dude but I SWEAR. I won't make you play video games or even make you talk.  U could just come and read one of Ur books and I can do my own thing... I know how being alone can make u feel depressed."
Raven paused for a moment. She felt a chill go down her spine. Her room was so cold.. No doubt thanks to her powers reflecting her mood a little.
" the offer is always here. Even if I'm asleep or something u can wake me up! I don't care! I just want you to feel better raven."
Raven blushed deeply and sighed continuing to read the last bit.
"I'm glad I didn't mess up anything... I seriously been feeling like u were mad at me about something. But thanks raven. I won't worry anymore."
Angel: "Dear Changling,I'm sure Robin will have no problem with that. I've heard from Starfire he too is planning to soon change his Hero name to Nightwing. "Pausing on how to continue this.  But feeling...lonely? Sighing. "I know your intentions are good. But my powers are unstable right now and I'm not even sure what might happen. I would prefer not to put you in any danger as much as possible."The last part she sighed a bit. "But...I do appreciate the letters. I wasn't even sure you knew how to write.-Raven"Bahaha of course she chide at him a little. XD Well he's never written a letter for her before. Heck he didn't even write one for Terra.
Me: Beast boy scowled at her sarcastic remark. He got out yet another piece of paper -(turns out he found an old empty sketchbook he was gifted but never used).
--- Another letter under her door. Beast boy was getting out of breath at this point XD
"Night wing?!? Okay well at least my name is cooler...."
Raven giggled and then immediately blushed when she realized she was laughing... At one of beast boys jokes?!? Hell had truly frozen over... Raven hadn't noticed it yet, but as she was writing these little letters back and forth, her emotions were stabilized... And her furniture no longer was floating. Hell, even her room began to warm just a tad...
"I think ur just using Ur powers as an excuse not to hang out with me! And yes, I know what happened earlier. Rob-(scratched out) night wing told me earlier. Look, I get that u have to control Ur emotions and stuff. But u were fine before all this trigon stuff happened. Maybe u could use a distraction or two? (winky face smile emoji here)
I do know how to write but I know how to text even better. U can message me via communicator u know.......
U do know how to make a private chat with that thing don't u? "
Raven looked at her communicator which lit up right as she finished reading his message.
In all green text in a private message it read: Sup?
Angel: She texted back then:
I'm aware. Starfire and I private message from time to time. How exactly would you plan on distracting me?
Sending the massage to him then. Putting the ball back in his court. She blushed.
Me: It showed he was typing... Then it showed he wasn't... Then it showed he was. Raven watched in baited breath almost awaiting a response. Why was her heart so giddy all of a sudden? She was technically still a teen at age 18, though the giddiness of young love had not yet crawled its way into her heart.... Til now.Finally his message popped up."okay well I just found out about the private message thing tbh...." he wrote. No wonder he always replied or sent mass texts in group chat...." well I know u like to read. Why not give one of my comic books a try? Or maybe u wanna watch a scary movie?" Raven saw that he was texting her again. Another message popped up."Okay bad idea. Emotions. Bad. Got it."
Angel: She almost rolled her eyes at his text messages. They were kind of amusing. 'You're pretty insistent on me coming into your bedroom " she texted back. Bet he would read that and we'll get embaressed. XD
Me: there was a long pause on her communicator. Then It showed he was typing, followed by a long pause of not typing. Was he embarrassed? Did it go over his head? Raven was tapping her foot nervously on her bed, awaiting a response. Still hadn't noticed the stability in her soul or room...she was that engrossed in this conversation. (Just like any earth teen, amirite?) Finally, then came a response: "I just want you to feel better, Rae." Is all he wrote in that long time. Raven's face instantly turned pink. She had to put her communicator down and cover her eyes for a moment. Meanwhile, Beast boy was in his room worrying sick that she thought he was up to no good. The last thing he wanted to come off as was some kind of creep like that asshole Adonis. But maybe Raven didn't know that about him?! He just wanted her to know he was a gentleman..He was purely doing this to help out a friend and nothing more.
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heesgf · 5 years
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bad boy! byounggon
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a long but cute and fluffy bad boy bullet scenario :’))) pls read
this is my bullet scenario debut so im rlly gonna try and make it pop let’s get it
OK SO mr byounggon is a little bit of a bad boy, mostly because he’s not super loud, and he doesn’t necessarily make his presence known all the time... so he’s kinda just ,,, in quiet disapproval of everything
u could be laughing rlly loud with ur friends and being rlly obnoxious in the hallway but when he walks by ur kinda like.. O shit be quiet!!!212!!... bc ur not tryna have him roll his eyes at u (bc he will)
I think he’s partially so reserved bc ppl dont talk to him bc they’re scared,,, but bby just thinks ppl dont like him so he’s a lil :’((( about it
Lowkey but highkey everybody thinks he’s rlly hot!! One time a girl tried to impress him by vaping in his face and he was just like... bitch Tf... ಠ_ಠ... pls step away
He’s ALWAYS late to class bc he’s polishing the handles of his motorcycle and somehow none of the teachers are bothered
He’ll just pop in like 30 minutes into class, in the middle of a class discussion about why technology is ruining the planet; the teacher will give one look, smile at him, and then it’s all chill & dandy
Which is fucking RUDE bc one time u were late to class bc u got the RUNS at the end of P.E.,,,, and she was merciless!! She hit u with the “30,000 word essay due tonight” bitch!!!
Injustice™
So he’s late for the 3904390th time one day, and you’re super mad!! The second he walks in you feel urself fuming, and u turn to ur friend Junkyu who’s already giving u the 👀
Ur SO MAD u start going off,,, and ur like “that fucking jerk he’s always late and ms. johnson doesn’t give a single fuck... in FACT ! she loves his ass. This isn’t fair, honestly im gonna bring this to the principal”
And junkyu’s just cackling away bc ur doing The Most right now, and honestly ur kinda loud, so ppl just are looking @ u like “ .....? ...? are u ok ?? ?”
The answer is no
So ur talking ur shit storm all the way thru your teacher’s instructions, and she introduces a partner project (#cliche am i right)
Junkyu’s already grasping ur hands bc ur his ride or die
But before y’all can start giggling in harmony bc best friends forever, Ms. johnson gives u this rlly fat smirk, and she’s like “hehe... im making partners”
Thats when ur soul dies bc u happen to have the Worst Luck when it comes to partner assignments
Ur always partnered with that one dude that excuses himself to go to the bathroom, but then just vapes outside for 46 minutes,,, and u have to do the WHOLE thing urself,,, and ms johnson just bats her eyelashes and gives u one of these :-) “is there an issue?” and ur just like “:/// no im ok”
(ur not ok)
THIS TIME she’s looking around the classroom, and she starts pairing ppl up
When she pairs junkyu up with this other girl u feel like ur about to have a stroke,,, he gives u a sad lil frown and now ur in ur #feels
Suddenly ms Johnson points right @ you and she’s like “YOU!”
And right at that moment, mr byounggon gets up so he can go polish his bike handles for the 89th time this morning
And she’s like “(y/n) and byounggon, u guys are partners”
Ur like :o
He’s like :o
Ms. johnson’s like XD lolz :P!!!
Junkyu squeezes ur hand one last time, and he’s like “pls dont kick his ass plz, u don’t have the arm strength”
And ur like “PLS~~~~he might LOOK tough but he’s probably a rlly lame loser....” and then junkyu scurries away to another table group
Byounggon walks toward u
And as he’s walking ur crossing ur arms, and mumbling under ur breath, ‘god why ME, WHY’
Ur interrupted from ur sad hour bc byounggon yanks the chair across from u and finally sits his ass down,,,,
He’s looking outside the window,, probably @ his bike, honestly they’re a ship, #byounggbike
U kinda just look at him, absorb everything,, ur like “o dam... he DOES look tough”
His hair is jet black and messy but somehow perfect? He’s got this silver cross earring that dangles down from one ear, and when he lifts his hand to scratch his face, u notice the silver rings on his hands... and ur like... hmm kinda sexy...
Ur in ur own world, just staring at his VRY plump lips that are literally the perfect colour... no lip products needed damn
And the longer u stare, u realize his eyes are kinda sparkly? And his teeth are perfect? And he as a rlly cute long neck
In the middle of ur trance, byounggon’s so confused, honestly a little bit offended, bc ur just staring at him with ur eyebrows knitted, rlly intently, like ur analyzing him
He narrows his eyes and he’s like “what!”
U kinda jump in ur seat and ur like shit fUCK, he must be so weirded out by me rn (he is)
Ur mouth is agape, and u dont rlly know what to say, so u DONT SAY ANYTHING
And that makes him MORE frustrated
He’s like “WHAT are u looking at!”
And ur like
“SFOSJDFIOS... ur eyes are rlly pretty!”
For a second he thinks ur joking
But u look at him so expectantly, and ur cheeks are FLUSHED, so he thinks u might be serious; ur heart is beating 3430430 miles per hour, and u gulp,
But listen -- u HAD to say it-- bc ur mama taught u to give compliments when u think them! She’s a nice lady
Anyways back to the story
Ur definitely about to go into cardiac arrest
And ms johnson’s just sitting behind her desk like 👀🍵
Byounggon’s quiet for a moment
And for a Hot Second™ u think ur about to get ur ass BEAT (not physically, but verbally ;))
But then u notice the tops of his ears are turning a rlly deep red, and he averts his eyes downward
He mumbles a rlly rlly rlly quiet “ .. thanks”; and he says it so fast u almost miss it, but he sAID IT!
Then it’s quiet again and the level of awkward is so intense u want 2 die
Junkyu looks over to you from his table and he’s thinking ‘shit some real shady business must have gone down bc they wont even LOOK @ each other”
Little does he know.....
So u clear ur throat suddenly like “AHEM ok,,, we should probably work on this”
And he’s like “aight”
he seems so tough when he says things like that, but he was such a shy boy two seconds ago
So you guys get started
And it’s basically a project where you introduce the other person to the class with a video... so u rlly gotta get to know each other, and bond and all that cute stuff
And u already KNOOOOO if u dont do well, ur gonna face ms. johnson’s wrath, so ur really invested in doing a good job
And as an added BONUS!!! Ms. johnson says the group that does the best job on the project doesn’t need to take part in the final exam
And ur like BOOOOOYAHH!!! Bc final exams always fuck u over, and u go down like 5% just bc u momentarily lose ur mind and suffer
So ur #dedicated
In this beginning, byounggon rlly doesn’t open up that much, and ur genuinely concerned because it seems like ur going to be making a five minute video about how much he loves his bike (hint: A LOT)
But then u make a rule!! Ur like “hehe... no more bike talk.. Okay?”
And that’s when the Good Stuff comes out
You learn all this wild shit about byounggon
U go down the list of questions miss johnson gave ya’ll and you’re learning all about how  how he likes writing songs, and composing music, and for some weird reason, he rlly likes bowling
Then ur like “whats ur fav body part”
He looks @ u rlly funny, and he’s kinda chuckling, giving u the “uhh are u sure that’s a question, or are u just curious?”
Ur FLABBERGASTED
You shove the paper in his face and you point at the question like a crazy person and he puts his hands up and he’s like “DAMN ok i get it”
Ur not rlly mad tho... homeboy’s got #jokes
He forces a smile, and then he juts out his finger at his cheek
And he’s like
“I like my Dimple.. It’s pretty impressive tbh”
U kinda just wanna bug him so ur like “mmm nah i dont think it’s all that impressive... not that cute” (ITS RLLY THAT CUTE THO)
He pretends to be rlly offended, and he sticks his tongue out and kinda bites it
Like tHIS:
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Mr byounggon is NOT having ur sass today !
Ur trying to keep a straight face but FUCK he looks rlly hot in this moment, and suddenly, ur thinking... “fav body part.... Every part!”
He laughs it off, and he’s like, “nah dude, u have to see it in The Moment! That’s when you’ll respect The Dimple”
U deadpan at him bc.... LMFAO did he rlly just say “respect The Dimple”
Yes queen he did
U guys continue like this for a while, until the bell rings, and after, he scratches the back of his neck, and he’s struggling to make eye contact
When he looks like this, u rlly start to wonder how ppl could think he ever looked intimidating,,, bc GOD when his cheeks are a light shade of pink, and his eyes are wandering, and his hands are shaky, he looks so frickin CUTE
He’s like... “so u want start filming @ ....atmyhouselater...?”
Ur like w o t did u just say sir
And he’s like: “do u want to start filmingatmyhouselater!!!”
The classroom is loud bc ppl are shuffling outside, and he’s talking so fast, and honestly, ur just distracted by the hair that’s shifting in and out of his eyes... sparkly eyes... ANYWAYS
Ur like... “byounggon... pls enunciate” !!!
FINALLY,,, smoothly and clearly,,, he says “wanna start filming at my place later?”
And ur shook
But SO EXCITED
Bc u’ll see the Home of Byounggon
Ur like “hehe... yeES”
And then he’s like “ok cool” and fucking BLASTS OUT THAT CLASSROOM LIKE NO TOMORROW
For a second ur kinda shook bc damn.... Does he not have whiplash???
U turn around and u have this fucking goofy smile on ur face
Junkyu slowly walks up to and he’s like “... is it just me, or do you look happy after talking to... byounggon?”
U look @ him in distaste
“It’s just u bitch!”
He can’t know... . ... . . YET.
***TIME SKIP BBY*****
During lunch, u spilled to Junkyu about all the shit that went down with byounggon, and how u were feeling kinda gushy
When u told him u were gonna go to byounggon’s after school, he lost his damn mind
He was like: “take pictures and send them to me PLZ”
U were like: “TF NO!.... hehe ok maybe”
After school, u give junkyu a fat hug bc he’s a cuddly koala bear, and he wishes you good luck!! Then u run to ur locker and try and act cool
Byounggon pops into the hallway a few seconds later, and he raises his eyebrows @ u, and gestures toward the door
U try not to RUN over to him, and restrict urself to a respectable speed walk
He kinda chuckles bc ur .... cute.
U guys both walk outside and ur anticipating his mom to kinda just appear and drive u both to his place,,
No bitch
That’s not happening
U guys walk out to the side of the school, and u see the world famous #byounggbike
He shoots you a thumbs up and he’s like “mm ok so just hop on!”
Ur like
“Ha a ha .. wh at?”
He smirks all cocky, and he’s like “what? You’ve never rode a motorcycle before or something?”
Ur like. “HA! Whaaaaaaat? Of COURSE i ride motorcycles... in fact, i ride them... . . allllways...”
And he’ s like .......... ok shutup and get on
So u pop ur cute butt onto the seat, and he gets on, and he’s like: “okay, make sure u hold on rlly tight, ok? It can be dangerous”
U kinda scoff bc damn... he’s doing The Most rn isn’t he? So ur all like “PSSHHHTT... i dont even need to im a natural--”
And suddently u dont even have time to let out a breath bc homebody just GOES
IMMEDIATELY u latch ur arms around his waist and ur shutting ur eyes rlly tightly and screaming like “WTF HOW COULD U DO THAT WITHOUT A WARNING”
When he slows down @ the red light, u can FEEL his smirk from the backseat, and he’s like “o well u said ur a pro so i just... went?”
U want to smack his stupid mouth,,, but also,,,, k*ss his stupid mouth
Honestly byounggon was right
When u see The Dimple in the moment,,,, u really fall for it
The ride from then on is mostly smooth, and now ur kinda relaxed, so u just feel the breeze flying threw ur hair
U lose ur hair tie but its ok
Bc u do that everywhere
Ur sort of just enjoying the moment, and honestly it’s kinda peaceful??? U kinda like #byounggbike... now u guys are a ship... #(y/n)bike
Byounggon notices ur vibing with his bike, and it makes him smile rlly wide
At one of the stop lights, he looks at you in his peripheral vision and ur laughing and in ur own lil world
Ur so cute
He likes it so much
He starts riding again, and then just to keep u on ur toes, the boy SWERVES on the road a little bit and ur like “FUCKING STOP DOING THAT ILL KILL U”
And he’s LAUHGIGN so hard, and the laugh is deep, and it vibrates through his whole body
U feel it when ur arms are wrapped around him
and there’s this devilish look in his eyes
It’s really fucking cute
But u wont tell him that.
U guys finally arrive at The House of Byounggon, and you rush into his place bc damn... it’s cold outside! And he’s wearing a sleeveless black top AHHHHHHHHHHHH bicep palooza
U guys get warm inside!!!! And u meet his mom!!! The cutest woman in the entire world!!! And she brings you guys carrots and celery as u work
You ask more questions, and you learn about byounggon’s friends: seunghun, yedam, mashiho, hyunsuk
He shows u pics!!! Damn they’re literally all cute
Hot Squad
U tell byounggon u like to bake, so he comes up with a brilliant idea
He’s like “oh!!!! My mom’s about to make some cherry pie, make i can film u helping her out or smthh for the video”
U guys pile into the kitchen to help his mom, but she’s got the TEA!!!!! She’s like “hehe kids, i’ll be right back i need to do... something.....(y/n) knead this dough while im gone”
She YEETS tf outta there!!! And she’s nowhere to be found for a suspiciously long amount of time... hmmmm
Byounggon films u kneading the dough, but honestly, u dont know what tf ur doing
When u said u liked baking,,, u meant like...box cake
Ur playing with the dough like it’s a slime video, and byounggon is laughing his fucking head off while u just suffer
“Ur doing a rlly good job” he says with his mouth full of cherries
Ur about to tell him tf off for eating ur ingredients when ur hair falls out ur hair tie and it’s all over ur damn face
Byounggon’s like.... O shit
And ur like..... He LP
He comes to ur rescue
“What..... do i do”
U tell him to take the hair tie off the ground, and grab ur hair into a ponytail
His hands are so tentative, honestly a lil shaky, and for a brief second, he skims the skin of ur neck with his fingers
Ur body: shook
U have shivers all over and he bounces AWAY FROM U and he’s like “i- im sorry it was an accident”
Ur like... chill tf out brother... it’s cool
He comes back, ties ur hair into the ugliest side ponytail u ever saw, and u guys continue filming
“U made me look so ugly byounggon ur shady af” ur whining to him as u guys watch the clips back
Byounggon gasps!!! He’s like !!! “u did that urself!”
Then u wanted to kill him bc... did this bitch just call u ugly
U laugh and hit his shoulder!! And he’s like “nah im playing u always look cute”
IT COULD’VE BEEN AWKWARD
But u play it cool!!! And u smile at him, and he smiles at u
Then ur like
“Hey can i tell u a secret?”
“... what?”
“Honestly, ur not as bad as ppl make u seem”
He looks @ u with the stupidest smile but he knits his brows and he’s like GEE thank u (y/n), that is so kind of u!!! Ur so kind!!!
And ur like “NOOO hear me out, okay? You’re really nice, and smart, and sweet, and cute.. Ur rlly not as tough as u look....”
He’s kinda hurt, and he puffs his chest out, and kinda pouts
“Im tough.....”
U guys both just laugh
Moments like this continue for the next two weeks as you guys work on ur projects
Somehow byounggon convinces you to go bowling???
You finally go!!! and surprisingly, you beAT HIS ASS SO GOOD???~~~~ for someone that talked such mad shit about his skills,,,, ur rlly thought he’d do well
He got like.... 64 points
U got 107
He BEGGED u not to put that in the video!!!!!!!! Like so so so so badly!!! He offered to give you a ride home on #byounggbike everyday
U told him u wouldn’t put in it
And then the day of, when it popped up in front of the whole class, u were like SIKE BITCH I PUT THAT SHIT IN ANYWAYS!
He was choked up ! but dw he was ok
The whole time the video is playing, u guys are smiling at each other
Junkyu’s looking at u both with the most incredulous look on his face and he’s like... “am i interrupting something, here?”
“Shhhhhh.... Im looking at The Dimple”
“W h  a  t”
When ms johnson announces that u and byounggon had the best project, u just about pop out of ur seat, and u run ALL the way to byounggon, and u wrap ur arms around his neck, and u swing a lil bit off ur feet
He’s smiling so hard, The Dimple is #out, and the rumbling of his chest makes ur heart flutter
In that moment of excitement, u feel really bold, and u lurch forward and just plant the sweetest little kiss on byounggon’s cheek
He kinda does the :o
For a second, ur like... fuck SHIT,, i just fucked all the shit up
But then byounggon looks down at u
And he’s 4290290% heart eyes
He crouches into your ear, and he’s like, “hey can i tell u a secret?”
Ur nodding ur head like ur in a fucking trance
“I like you, (y/n)”
“I like u too, byounggon”
You guys are both smiling, junkyu’s gagging in the corner, ms johnson is loving every minute of this
U force urself on ur tippy toes, look into this sparkly eyes, and u crash ur lips onto his
His lips are soft and sweet, like strawberries
And when u pull away, he’s just as red as one too
While everyone else spends the next couple days studying for the final exam, you and byounggon are straight chillin
U guys spend ur time at the House of Byounggon, kissing the days away, and eating the carrots his mom provides for u both<333333333333
No bowling tho yikes :/// he’s scarred for life
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