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the sweetness of honey, chapters 7-9
have a sweet moment between tim & jay from the start of chapter 7~
Tim pads down the hall. He still hasn’t put on a shirt, leaving him in the same pajama pants he was wearing last night. They’ve fallen a little; the legs covering Tim’s feet, the waistband riding low enough to expose the juts of Tim’s hips and the trail of hair leading down to his groin.
Jason can’t stop his blush.
“G’morning,” Tim mumbles, in the vague direction of the couch.
It makes Jason’s mouth twitch. “Good morning,” he replies, meeting Tim halfway; pressing the warm cup in his hands.
Tim blinks at him—and then down at his cup, something almost like wonder in his face.
Then it softens, and he cups Jason’s face, pulling him in to kiss his cheek.
“Th’nks,” he murmurs, before raising the cup to his lips and taking his first sip with a sigh. He lets Jason’s face go; his fingers slipping from his skin and leaving him cold where he was touching. He shuffles past him, padding back over to the coffee maker as he drains the cup.
Jason leans against the island, arms crossed loosely over his chest. Tim sets his coffee cup down before reaching for the cereal. The play of muscle under his skin makes Jason’s mouth dry.
He wants…
God, he wants to touch him. The wanting runs deep enough his palms almost itch with it. He tucks his hands under his arms. That doesn’t stop him from imagining, though. What Tim would feel like, taste like, under him. Jason thinks his thumbs would fit perfectly in Tim’s back dimples, the ones peeking out over his waistband. A nice anchor, for Jason to skim his lips over Tim’s spine before scraping his teeth over one of his shoulder blades…
He wets his lips.
The light streaming in from the windows, catching on his scars. There are more of them on his back, though none as prominent or deep as the Y-shaped scar on his front. There’s one shaped like a starburst; all raised edges and mottled skin. He wants to brush his fingers over it. To kiss it—to feel it under his lips, his fingertips.
Jason drags his gaze away. The kitchen feels all too warm. He thinks about withdrawing to the couch, rather than continue to ogle Tim. But—
Then he spots them. A collection of deep purple bruises on his upper back and shoulders. They look… tender. Sore.
He can’t help but draw closer, then. Jason doesn’t touch them, not directly; his fingers just skimming the edges of them instead. Tim starts, and glances over his shoulder before pressing into the touch.
Such a simple gesture shouldn’t have Jason’s heart swelling again, but it does.
Tim doesn’t explain.
Jason doesn’t ask. Not yet.
Instead, he rises onto his toes and presses the softest of kisses to the largest one. Tim shivers. His exhale shakes—and he presses back against Jason’s touch again.
This time, Jason presses back.
(jaytim) the sweetness of honey — tim’s pov
i shared one snippet of this here! but have another, from the same chapter lol
“Now, I need to check your bruises.”
The way the pup tenses up again makes him want to take the words back. He knows he can’t. So instead he just sits back on his heels to wait.
Jason bites his lip again. At this rate, Tim is almost worried he’ll split it. But then he lowers his eyes, lashes kissing his cheeks, and rolls up the sleeves of the suit jacket. Once his hands are free, he pulls his shirt up, bunching it up just beneath his chest.
The obedience damn near coaxes a rumble from his chest. What a sweet pup.
“Thank you,” Tim murmurs, wanting to encourage it.
Jason’s ribs just show through his skin, not quite as prominent as Tim might have feared. There’s a trail of faint, dark hair leading from his belly to his groin, and, the way his belly jumps, slightly—
Tim almost wants to sink his teeth into it.
He recoils mentally, and pinches his thigh. No. Bad. This is a terrified, hurting pup, no matter how sweet and enticing he smells. Tim breathes in slowly, and then reaches out. He needs to check to make sure whatever caused the bruise didn’t break anything.
Tim reaches out, slowly, just barely brushing his fingers over the pup’s skin. Jason flinches; sucking a sharp breath between his teeth.
Tim stops immediately, leaving his hand right where it is. He doesn’t even think about it; the deep, low rumble tumbling out of his chest without conscious thought.
Its effect on the pup is immediate. He whines—a soft, helpless little keen that has Tim rumbling louder in response. He scoots closer, until he’s between Jason’s knees. Both of his hands rest on Jason’s skin, curving around his waist. The pup is so small under his hands—he half expects his hands to meet at his back.
They don’t, of course.
“It’s alright,” he soothes.
Tears spring to the pup’s eyes. Tim’s heart aches. It aches more when Jason raises his hand, pressing his palm over his eye, like he can stop the tears from falling.
“You’re alright.” He rubs his thumbs over Jason’s skin, trying to offer what comfort he can. “It’s okay to cry, pup.”
Jason sniffs, the sound loud in the quiet. “I—I—”
“Shh, puppy, I’ve got you.” Tim keeps one hand on Jason as he rises to settle on the couch beside him. He cups the back of Jason’s head with the other hand, and with both, he tugs him forward. The pup’s arms come up automatically, wrapping around his neck. His shirt falls, covering Tim’s hand.
Jason sobs, burying his face in Tim’s shoulder. Tim holds him closer, tighter, arm winding around Jason’s waist to press him more firmly against his chest.
Tim is struck, deeply, with the urge to hide him away somewhere. To usher the puppy off to his den, wrap him in softness and warmth, so that no one can ever touch him again. He wants to go back out, find the rest of the ring, and tear them apart.
He buries his nose in Jason’s curls. His— The pup needs him here. And even if he didn’t… He’s not Tim’s pup to protect, no matter what his instincts think.
Don’t get attached, he tells himself. He ignores the part of him that says it might be too late for that and begins to rock Jason slowly, stroking the back of his neck with a thumb.
The pup’s whole body shakes with the force of each sob. The worst of it is that Jason doesn’t make a sound beyond the occasional sniffle.
Tim holds him tighter, closer, murmuring soft reassurances in his ear. He wishes there was something more he could do, but… he knows the best thing he can offer Jason right now is a safe place to cry.
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