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#he'll never grow up
lotus-pear · 1 year
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i think you guys are onto smth..
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i unironically got invested in this HELP
#WHERES THE FIC AT IF SOMEONE WRITES THIS I WILL PAY THEM A HUNDRED DOLLARS😭😭#kunikida serving the country while dazai's serving cunt😔#dazai was born to malewife but forced to manipulate and i think that's the greatest tragedy of bsd#anyway some facts i would like to share abt this au thay i came up w while drawing!!#takes place in 1939 (start of wwii) and there was a mandatory draft that required one male over eighteen from each house to serve#both of them are still twenty two and had been engaged for abt two years before getting married that year#newlyweds! unfortunately kuni had to go fight and they were seperated :(#before the war kunikida was a math teacher at the local high school and dazai obviously managed the household and didn't work#he's hopeless at cooking and meal prep even w recipie books so they either get those prepackaged meals or kuni makes dinner when he gets ba#so like when he's making lunch for kunikida he normally just packs a basic sandwich w raw fruit#kunikida always appreciates the effort even tho hes probably sick of having the same thing everyday but he won't complain abt it#when kunikida joined the army he was relieved that the mess hall had better food than dazai#he was the only one in his platoon that never complained abt the food so his fellow soldiers assumed it was bc he came from a tough bg#when in reality he was just used to being poisoned on a daily basis from his dumbass husbands cooking and was hardly fazed from army ration#they write to each other although its more dazai sending and kuni receiving bc hes off fighting and doesnt have time to write back#dazai talks abt life on the homefront and how he has to grow a victory garden (everything is DYING HE CANT EVEN RAISE TOMATOES)#and kuni writes abt his fellow soldiers and how the war is going and when he thinks he'll be home and how he misses sleeping in a bed#ANYWAY yea thought i'd share sry for infodumping in the tags again#this post is for like the four ppl that care abt this specific flavor of knkdz so hopefully this gets four notes at least#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#kunikidazai#knkdz#lotus draws#bro sry for posting at two in the morning i couldnt sleep until i got this out of my head they have infested my brain
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lloydfrontera · 2 months
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i also like to think that as children javier and og lloyd got locked in a toxic cycle where javier felt like he had to. make up. for og lloyd's bad behavior. like a part of him recognized that his presence in the household was causing og lloyd to act up even worse than he already did normally and he tried to make up for the trouble he 'caused' by being as good of a kid as he could. and this in turn made og lloyd hate him even more because he saw it as an attempt to make him look like a worse son by comparison and that made him act up even more. and then the cycle repeats.
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taldigi · 4 months
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sits and stares into the distance: do you think morgana ever sits on his hind legs in front of a mirror and stares at his paws trying to make them move like hands- because it's infuratingly easy in the metaverse and why won't his muscles just move-
u ever think he visits the first floor of momentos where it's safe just so he can sit and do things like write and tinker and brush his own fur and practice using utensils he'll never be able to use in the real world because restaurants have a no-animals allowed policies (and even then he wouldn't be able to do it anyway)
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sims2veronaville · 2 months
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And since I was talking about Lyla's relationship with her parents, I think Buzz's relationship with his parents was.... fine? pretty normal? I don't think Buzz was groomed for the military from childhood, I think once they knew Tank was coming he just figured it was something he could depend on, knowing it had served his own father well for all those years. I think when he was younger he had aspirations of leaving Strangetown, but once Lyla got pregnant he just sort of accepted that his life's course had been altered, because it was what he had to do.
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ia-nsfw · 10 months
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Let Ricardo take charge
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pushing500 · 11 months
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There are a lot of pets at Eureka, and I'm glad to see they like Toddler Ro as much as I do.
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I call this piece "Solitude and Sorority in the Saunas"
Now, I'm no expert, but surely it would be a good idea to take off your glasses in a sauna? Debby must have forgotten.
I always forget that some of my colonists have cool body tattoos... I should draw them all sometime
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Hazrov had a cozy afternoon winding down by watching telly next to the hydroponics basins where we grow our drugs.
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Oh no!
Anyway
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Clarence is one of my many (18!!) devilsheep that has recently undergone mass sterilization. There were too many of them for their pen, so now we've made sure they will not make any more baby sheep and can concentrate on making devilstrand instead.
Nothing particularly exciting happened today, sorry. But sometimes it's nice to have a relaxing day of red panda nuzzling, relaxing in a sauna, watching TV, and wandering around in confusion.
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cephalocrow · 4 months
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i have a lot of things to tell about Paul and Murch i feel very emotional about them idk, i need to draw these ideas eventually, Murch feels like he's a failure who can't keep up with Paul etc etc
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sysig · 8 months
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You learn to live with it, learn to love it if you can (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#ZEX#Dexter Favin#I 👏 want 👏 ZEX 👏 to be 👏 happy!! 👏#I want him to be hale and hearty and living his best life!! I want him alive and well!!#Professional Take-ZEX-Out-of-Situations-er* *(Not actually paid to do this I just feel very strongly about my volunteer work)#Lol#To do with my love towards Max as well? I'll never tell (yes)#Thinking about a ZEX that managed to get back up on his feet with Dex et al's help and start to make a life for himself#Gets into human fashion and goes back to school and makes friends and kisses people <3 It makes me happy#It's not a complete blank slate-start over but if he was able to come out from under everything - persevere - I'd like to see what he'd be ♥#It's also enjoyable to think about his rise out of pain into something neutral - and then from neutrality to something positive#Going from constantly being afraid and isolated and sad and lonely to a kind of passive disinterest#Very much the stages of grief#Coming up into acceptance - I wonder how isolated he would feel from his life as Admiral ZEX :(#Moments where he's still very far away. Our scars never really leave us they just fade little by little#And some things that he'll never get to experience as a human like depth perception and parallax haha#But still <3 Growing into what Max never had the chance to be ;;#Still not making his parents ''proud'' or whatever |P Dex just happy he's showing initiative and y'know - interest in existence#I do like the idea that he still calls him DAX - the one thing he can't give up completely - but it becomes something like an inside joke#A painful one but a kind of wink and a nod that they both Know#Things will never be the same but they're both taking each day as they come - together#Hhhhh even just little bits of happiness ;; I just want them to be A Little happy
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Thinking about the email my German 101 teacher said about possibly switching to her other 101 class. Like that would mean having 2 classes and a lab on one day. Which could free up my other days for when I get an internship
(I hope I get one bc I have yet to find out if it's needed for my 1st major, or else I'm straight up getting a job if not. )
(Something something self sabotage and something of running away of New possibilities/opportunities even though it's not expect3d but sure would have helped me in the long run)
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hostiae · 27 days
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benji, a fellow child vampire, probably empathized a lot with claudia's story when he read daniel's book. — even if they're very different. i think he wishes that they could have met ( pls let him meet claudia in aus ). he puts on a good face and doesn't really verbalize that being stuck as a 12 year old sucks at times, especially as he ages, but he would have liked to know someone who had to deal with the same struggles.
though i apologize to all madelines, but he would see her as a predator. if someone was willing to overlook that he's a kid, he'd morph into chris hansen on the spot. he would find it very fucked up and feel like claudia needed to be protected. bc he doesn't blame claudia for it, he thinks it would be normal to want someone to overlook it so badly that you forget how fucked up it might be if they do.
bc you can't overlook that they're still in children's bodies. that's their tragedy.
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spacemancharisma · 2 months
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#look obviously this is not my fucking moment hence why this is an in the tags post#but. man.#'my heart hurts' is a phrase that was thrown around a lot by the adults in my life when I was growing up#& a lot of the time it was in reference to some real bullshit so I never really thought about it except to roll my eyes#but god my heart hurts#it makes me feel like a little kid wondering why it has to be so hard to help people#to know the names and faces and stories of so many people suffering & to be able to do so little to help#one person mentioned their grandfather was martyred & it hit me like a brick#my grandfather is so important to me & I know he'll die one day & probably relatively soon#but to imagine losing him to violence??? to hate????? it makes me fucking sick#I just can't understand it I can't make sense of it#feels like watching an older kid kill a baby bird for no reason except on a scale of tens of thousands#they're just people. just human fucking beings. familes & friends & communities & there is no fucking difference between us & them#like I know it sounds all john lennon or whatever but genuinely there is no meaningful difference between me & a 25y/o palestinian woman#I could know her. I could love her. people do know & love her.#the people of gaza don't deserve this. they didn't do anything to deserve this. no one *could* deserve this.#I’m so filled with grief and rage and I couldn't be further removed from the actual horror of it all#again. this is not my moment & I know that. but it hurts so badly I just needed to get it out.#please help if you can. donate to fundraisers if you can. promote them if you can't. stand up for palestine irl.
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firestorm09890 · 1 year
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started reading The Stranger
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goldiipond · 5 months
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ray has so much love in his heart it makes me so sick
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dramarants · 2 years
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going through the 20th century girl tag to move on and appreciate all the great moments only to find out ppl would rather yijin died than not end up with heedo
#20th century girl#twenty five twenty one#20th century girl spoilers#spoilers#maybe I'm in a weird mood but I can't scroll any more asldkfj#I get why ppl say the movie did it better: pacing + showing aftermath + believable#even though the sadder ending was a surprise they set us up for it and have proper closure to the characters#and while I still have some gripes (what happened to the brother how did woonho diedoes the squad not stay in touch where are they all now)#overall it was solid#but idk if 25 21 pulled a 'he died' I'd be so pissed - it's lazy and thoughtless and not marrying your first love is realistic#their final scenes together were soooo good it's just the reason for parting was unbelievable & present day scenes left us with more qs#but to be like 'yijin and heedo were soulmates and their breakup is unthinkable so...#'instead of growing and moving ahead after all his struggles to establish himself and support his family he should just DIE'#like this 20th c girl ending is so much more heartbreaking imo sldkfjasdlldgfkj#watching him smile at sunrise all hopeful for a future with you he'll never have 22 years later is SO MUCH WORSE#idk I'm glad bora is shown smiling and cherishing what they had rather than mourning (tho she has every right too) but it still doesn't...#...feel like closure to me. but there really is no good parting when it comes to death huh#show me people can treasure their youth and still find happiness and fulfillment in unexpected ways down the line!!#there's a beautiful piece of 90s nostalgia media still waiting in the wings for us I just know it#just don't know how much I can take my heart being ripped to shreds in the meantime 😅#ranting
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skinzchoerim · 1 year
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My emotional attachment to OnlyOneOf's hair should be studied, this ain't normal
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cowardlycowboys · 8 months
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noooo don't show me pictures of my kids as babies please don't remind me of the passage of time
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