I know this won't mean much to y'all but after over 10 years of trial and error and practice and experiments my art has finally gotten to the place I wanted it to be since I was a small girl. I always wanted to make beautiful emotional pieces that i pour my heart and soul into that showed my passion with every stroke and despite being mostly blind I made it.
These pictures gain very little traction and get virtually no notice at all but despite it all I pour hours upon hours of blood sweat and tears to make pieces I can be proud of.
And even though no one understands me or my work (outside of my boyfriend who is the amazing light of my life I can't seem to stop myself from making them from time to time marking occassions only I understand but I always wish people would enjoy the art anyways for what it is.
Perhaps one day people will appreciate my work. Perhaps I will just be a blip in history that no one remembers or maybe some sort of cautionary tale about being autistic and having a passion that burns hotter then anyone can handle. Either way I am proud of how far I have come. Being mostly blind and autistic no one ever believed in me but maybe thats what fueled my urge to want to prove my worth to everyone by showing them how powerful my imagination truly is.
Even if it scares them...
Im not sure why I am writing this tbh my grandfather just died and I have been thinking about my life up until now quite alot this week. Where do I go from here? What do I do now?
My friends are all moving to live around me and its wonderful and crazy and everything is happening so fast. But I wish to push myself even further beyond.
Maybe someday i can make something that everyone can appreciate or atleast my peers. But for now perhaps I should look into new horizons perhaps maybe practice more on my aliens that I love to draw thanks to Outer wilds or maybe work on my animation skills so I can make moving pictures no one understands.
Anyways thanks for sticking around through everything if you have been here a while. The internets on fire and I am doing my best and if you are new... Hi I'm Pepper and I am glad you are here.
And thank you for everything
I started making these paintings after recovering from covid which I honestly thought was the end
I was so over joyed with being alive i painted that first painting of derpy and rarity and I have been chasing that level of zen... that high... ever since and I can finally recreate it consistently. Thank goodness
I was worried it was lightning in a bottle for a while...
Never give up!
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ITS FINISHED thank you everyone who supported me over the years this is my 3000th pony drawing I started in 2011 and this milestone means alot to me
I tried to keep the pixel style intact so it fit with the rest of the pictures in the collection and like the others it is Outer Wilds themed with as many of my longest standing and most important supporters I could fit. Thanks again for everyone who supported me this long. After I finish my commissions I think its time to take a break from ponies for a while and start on something new and Outer Wilds inspired I hope you are all as excited as me.
Let me know what you think <3 and its time to celebrate!
Commissions will resume soon.
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whats the word for Draconequusified? Shes a noodle now.
My boyfriend wanted me to draw my Azem using the rules i presented so heh here she is her name is Andromeda shes unsundered Pepper
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a silly screencap redraw thing I drew to tease the GM of our like 10 year long running FOE pathfinder game lmao featuring @suiginmigasuto87 and @knickknacky-fox
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