#here goes nothing ig
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Hindus:
#desiblr#hindublr#memes#i think we’ve just gotten used to it#the insensitivity to others suffering that goes on in this century#Every time i bring it up my friends tell me that it’s not our problem#so ig we’re just gonna sit here doing nothing till the fire gets to our house#then we’ll just be the real embodiment of the arson house dog
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Yeah I think I can say goodbye to ohe tiering. Cool. That's great. Awesome even!
#keri rambles#:(#i dont have luck for emu events huh#theres no wifi here. snd i have limited internet abroad. i dint want to risk using it all up on prsk and then havung to overpay.#not counting the fact id wanna go online for tumblr sometimes etc#shpildve expected it honestly#ill still play for a while evedy fsy ig but i definitely wont have time or internet for long enough to actually tier#thats cool. totally fine. im not getting unnecessarily upset over something so stupid#its the hormones#sigh#well see how it goes#maybe miraculously ill managr#and ill be complainign for nothing#ughdhhhhnn
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#character here is (yet AGAIN) reinhardt from branch-wdk53#art#ik it was said wrist cutter isnt fitting but ough the art potential#shrimply cant resist drawing blood. its so fun#enjoy the abyss!#cant really remember my reasoning for this outside of banger design; very fun to draw#but something something into the abyss#and well. points to the lack of feeling. tbh i think i overuse it with things like this but man there is so much potential in it#the dissociative disorder W as i call it#my ideas arent very defined and again wc isnt truly fitting of reinhardt#but slaps some thoughts here:#'Only when it is sliced as if one were simply cutting a mere slab of meat can they achieve this.'#'The blood is always kept in equilibrium; it never overflows. Only despair can be found in its sunken depths.'#really all of this goes back to: s/hing just to feel something#and the nothingness itself; go far down enough and you reach a void - nothing#over time and repeated attempts it gets duller as scars compile. it doesnt give you any feeling anymore. it all just becomes nothing#so hm#in genuine consideration i feel like reinhardt wouldnt s/h bc of the clear logic in the way of 'there are way better solutions than this'#but its fun to think about it ig! and plus the design goes hard i couldnt not draw it#blood on pristine white >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>#......yknow every single time i draw reinhardt i have so much to say about him#no 1 blorbo of all time. hes literally in my brain now
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lowkey don't feel like writing anymore
#i've never really cared ab stupid shit like notes and interactions before but i think it's finally starting to get to me unfortunately#i also just feel very out of place on here#i tend to stay quiet about things that bother me and how i'm really feeling but i just can't anymore man#i'm already struggling with other things in my life rn and these last few months have been miserable#and as silly as this sounds i think this is just adding fuel to the fire#tumblr was supposed to be a fun distraction and it was for a bit but now i kinda hate it#it feels like an elementary school playground#ch 4 is pretty much done but#should i even post ts......................#what even is the point anymore#thanks to like the 2 people that r reading it though lol love yall fr#5 + 6 drafts are practically finished too cause i've been planning and working on this series for months after something happened#just so i could get my pain out in a healthy way and in hopes of it resonating w some of you#but i don't think i even wanna share it anymore#don't get me wrong i love writing but when authors don't get that kind of support back it spoils their enthusiam real quick#maybe non-writers won't get it but#trying your hardest and giving your best only to receive little to nothing in return stings#this literally goes for everything in general though#i'm so used to it and this is where my frustration stems from#big mistake for even thinking for a second that people would like or be interested in me though ig idk#it's literally 11 at night maybe im just being insane#no thought after a certain time should be trusted#i'm gonna wake up and have no recollection of this#i don't think i'm in the right headspace ok gn
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Ana baby I'm so sorry that your sister's boyfriend you've never met and some random woman searching for her lost son are either more driven to find your sister or more successful in it.
#her role in the story is no longer to be the driven one motivated by family. because this other character frankly executes that motive#so much better than her. but hey she's a cheerleader!#atp idk what to say to the lore. i dont.#“hey here's ana her biggest focus in life rn is actually that her boyfriend dumped her.”#what do you want from me gun#i WOULD love to bond her and virginia though because there is so much material there. but in the scope of like#her place in the basegame lore? what is the point. julie was treated more like a final girl than her. then danny goes out to find maria#before her. and then this. idk man!#time to be fuelled by spite again ig#and not to mention we still have next to nothing on her relationship with her mum or how the dad dying effected her
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a little personal project i'm slowly chipping away at, thought it would be fun to make it into a chart that i add a doodle to every time i finish a new character so i can track how i'm going with it!
by project i just mean i want an oc of each type. i'm not making a game or anything the positions listed are purely for fun HDJBFJFKE
#clai speaks#clai's ocs#ignore the doodle of cyril though that isnt final. it was part of me Trying to come up with something for him so i just scribbled whatever#its not what i want him to look like but yhe doodle was so cute i wanted to keep it. maybe i'll turn it into a different oc idk#the laguardia siblings!!! and clear's here too ig#anyone who's been written here whether they have a design or name or not have some kind of character established already#like while i have a couple concepts for a rock trainer nothing is concrete yet so that spot remains empty for now#but even though chase doesnt even have a finalized name or position i know he's a gifted psychic who just uses his powers to do art#mago and colbur are brothers and run their gym together like tate and liza. first explicitly dual type gym!#(striaton gym not counted bc you only fight one of the triplets there)#chip and cassidy are also brother and sister#corey and kalin are cousins#mago and colbur run a berry farm and cafe. cole runs a pizza parlor. polly makes jewelry out of bug-type pkmn silk and stuff#cassidy's research centers on tm/hm development. unnamed dragon trainer is a costume designer#corey is an actor so good at her job people joke that she's being possessed by her characters. kalin is a mischievous ballet dancer#chip i'm pretty happy with. he's supposed to be like a youngster that grew up and became more experienced#he used to be shy before setting out on his journey but grew immensely from it and became champion#goes back to the first town and mentors the new trainers bc he knows how scary it is to set out on a journey for the first time#hides his champion status so that the kids aren't afraid to challenge him#i didnt want to go too detailled bc it is super late HSIBFIF I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ASLEEP LIKE THREE HOURS AGO#i just really want to share these bc these concepts have just been sitting in my notes for like a year?#over a year. i started this some time after making alto#point is i've been sitting on these ideas way too long but designing them so slowly i dont want to wait to talk about them anymore#this chart is so empty rn but i will finish it!!! one day!!!!
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So tired of complaining so just insert one of my many repetitive boring ass posts about how lonely and exhausted and ugly I am here to save all of us the time
#every time i start thinking hey maybe i should like... make an effort to connect w ppl.. and then it goes bad im like ok. killin myself ig#had too much caffeine so instead of being Awake im just so tired im nauseous but i cant even doze off nvm sleep#and as usually the summer depression is kicking in right on time#winter is bad enough but at least most ppl are staying inside doing nothing#summer when everyone is doing fun shit and having friends and otherwise having a half decent or even good time#while im stuck here rotting in the same way I've been rotting my whole life#is worse. I'd take the 'no sun makes brain bad' seasonal affective disorder over the intense misery of summer#disgruntled octopus
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i love love picrews and little “make yourself” picrew tag games but also they are so difficult to me because I struggle so much to diverge from my actual appearance when making picrews because inaccuracy feels like lyinnnghg and lying is baaaad
#It’s so silly because I’ll be browsing through the clothing options#And if there’s nothing that resembles something I own#I’ll be like oh well what do we do now?#Like ???? it does not matter#So then I like okay maybe I should just choose clothes or the options that I like#im like*#But then my brain goes but would you actually wear that and if the answer is no or degree of uncertainty I can’t go with that option#there is some degree of*#and simultaneously I’m also incredibly uncomfortable with having anything that resembles my physical visage on here#this also applies to non-human picrews im bothing if not consistent#so ig what i like is the idea of picrews#txt
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Yaknow what? I'll just post my lil isat au fic here instead. After I eat.
#aria rants#idk why ao3 became intimidating to me somehow but am also like-- i shoouuullldd upload it to ao3... but--#tbf im still indecisive bout the au with it being in its baby stages so ig the lil fic idea i got is like-- testing the waters#if i write this and upload it to ao3 in the next moment ill be having ANOTHER oafb moment in my hands. i can feel it#so ill do planning First by a Lot before i set off to the wild with a possible longfic au idea#also its cuz that fic idea i got ends in a somewhat cliffhanger tone in a: to be continued? kind of way#so its obvious that i got mooorre plans for it than just a oneshot but the thing here is that i also got nothing else rn#so yea. to tumblr it goes! until i can figure out my isat au some more then to ao3!
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this comment by mitch stone (a hair stylist and photographer) was left on a MotA-related post made by kirstin chalmers (a hair and makeup designer for the show). if i'm right that he's talking about MotA (why else would he leave that comment?), i suppose there were reshoots in los angeles (at some point?) and isabel may may have been cast in the show.
neither may nor stone are mentioned on MotA's imdb page, but stranger things have happened.
#so onto the blog it goes#if some of mota was filmed in los angeles this is literally the first i've ever heard of it#same with isabel may. i thought i knew of all the women cast up til this point#'love interest' is such a broad term here tho. given the number of men in the show like. the love interest for which guy Exactly?#this could all be speculation tho. there's nothing wrong with a healthy amount of guesswork#it's hard to fact check when you're not 'in the know' but i'm still gonna see if there's anything more to this#masters of the air#hbo war#(i wish i had a 'speculation' tag bc idk if this qualifies as 'news'. but there's nowhere else to put this. ig it doesn't get sorted)#isabel may
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Maybe it's okay to do a little presentation ig¿? (I feel like I'm doing the description of Wattpad in 2019, enough-).
Okay, so, hii! You can call me Luka or Nari (he/him). I'll only be using Tumblr to review content (being a viewer more than anything), I highly doubt I'll ever become a content creator- (I'll just be reblogging things).
•DNI: The basics (Racists, Homophobic, Xenophobic, Sexist, etc...).
-Artists: I don't feel comfortable with explicit content (Gore, NSFW), worse if the couple is family, underage + adult, (referring to the nsfw) weird stuff in general.
Proshippers, x-cest (x= apple (Welcome Home)-, sans- (although I was part of this last one, but not anymore, that was in 2018 help-), self-love is fine but dude- KSJAJS, THAT'S TOO MUCH-. This too, I don't care if it's NSFW or if it's just getting the characters together romantically, it's just not right-.
•DI!:
-Fandoms: Right now, Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss and Yaelokre occupy my hyperfixations- but please feel free to talk about anything you like anyway !
-Artist: I love meeting ✧little artists✧, the amazing part of the content creator community, and by that I mean all kinds of artists! Writers, cartoonists, voice dubbers, singers, etc! I like to support and try to make others known.
That's all I think, have a great time! ‹3
#idk what to put here#people here have their own tags i think#(idk how tumblr works if im honest-)#emmmm well here goes nothing ig#chatting with luka ⿻ࠪ❯#luka agrees ⿻ࠪ❯#luka being silly ⿻ࠪ❯#luka being honest ⿻ࠪ❯#luka is going insane ⿻ࠪ❯#okay well#that will do for now i guess#idk why but that was fun#ok. yeah. cool#let's leave it there#byee:))
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my mom also isn’t home yet as far as i can tell and usually if she’s going to be this late she or her friend at least texts and like. chances are it just slipped their mind but it is really hard not to worry abt her having gotten into a drunk driving accident when it’s almost 3 am and i haven’t heard anything
#maybe i just missed her and she fell asleep downstairs but i don’t think she is the dog usually goes crazy#she like. isn’t a drunk driver but if it gets late enough then ur decision making is even more impaired#and ig my point is there’s a lot of variables that make it possible#i’m gonna check out the window and make sure her car isn’t here and i’m not freaking out over nothing#ted talks
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Let's do this again,
I have blood on my hands,
I'll stain you for life.
Become my muse,
I'll make you my wife.
I'm insane,
You'll only get endless strife.
That me in your head,
Will soon fall off those great heights.
#idk#i shouldn't be#fuck haha#let's ignore this one hehe#but I want to post it hehe so here goes nothing ig#lilacwitch'spoem
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you know you're fucked when you go through that mental checklist of basic needs (did i eat recently/did i get enough sleep/have i been social lately/when's the last time i showered etc) and everything is alright there but you're still feeling like stabbing yourself in the head
#it's like oh. i don't have any concrete step towards feeling better now. i just gotta live like this and hope it goes away somehow#it might be a hormonal thing bc i need my tshot today (but I'll have to wait till tuesday bc of the holiday...)#not that that's helping me in any way lol like ok i may know what's up but i can't solve it so. death it is ig#also i mean it might just be bc my brain is fucked and should be stomped till it's nonexistent. in my humble opinion.#nothing new here. i wanna die. yeah yeah whatever. i always do. now more than usual but w/e.#I'm too mentally tired to even think abt it. like usually i at least fantasize abt how I'd kms or smth#now I'm just ''i wanna go to sleep and never wake up'' booooo boring. this is why you should die you uncreative fuck#......can you tell I'm doing really bad lol#vent#negative //#suicide //#ask to tag
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must my brain sound like an edgy incel chronically online gamer that screams slurs into the mic when they lose a Fortnite match -_-
#like whenever I'm#idk ig splitting would be the right term here#every thought just becomes a violent stew of slurs and view points that I don't normally have otherwise#got nothing against fat people but if I'm splitting on one#you best believe my thoughts are gonna revolve around every generic fatphobic insult you've ever heard#even though I literally don't even agree with any of it....#goes for literally anything you can discriminate against too#honestly it feels pretty gross#and gets pretty weird when it's like... demeaning against women... when I'm also...a woman#like good job brain you insulted yourself in the process#I guess these are like intrusive thoughts in a way?#idk the racist ones in particular just feel really gross#like did I REALLY just think that? for real? girl who ARE you#I know not to take it too seriously bc 1. thought crimes aren't real and#2. if the switch hadn't flipped and I wasn't temporarily upset with that individual#I wouldn't think a single discriminatory thing about them. I wouldn't be vehemently insulting them and cussing them out with vitriol#it's just 'oh I hate you now' *cue an endless steam of random swearing and slurs and discrimination and violent feelings of hatred*#and then back to 'oh you're cool I love you again' with a 'what the actual fuck was i just thinking??'#...... I can't believe these are my moral standards of gross#like oh noes I called someone a stupid fat bitch....in my head.... that I don't even agree with 90% of the time#I never say any of this out loud at least. thank the stars I know how to hold my tongue#r.r
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🎤 Look he’s pogging lol
🎤 I wonder what he’s missed...maybe the tags will give a hint or two.
(That means read the tags teehee thank you)
#ooc: salutations everyone! I guess I owe everyone an explanation#i apologize for my absence again. i promise im okay and i have been safe and sound#my excuse isnt exactly...valid id say but#work has been kicking my ass since i got the job#not to mention my days off are constantly filled up with tasks to catch up on Adulting and such#and when im not doing Adulting things.......ive been playing splatoon 3 tbh lmao#hopefully ill get the muse to play bf again soon. but as far as an expected time for that goes i unfortunately have nothing to offer#i hope everyone here has been doing okay in the meantime and i hope to see you soon#with that being said...what do you think of the new icon? its not much of a difference but im still kinda proud of it. even if its old now#anyway. i love you guys and i look forward to any threads in the future when i get the time and motivation to start them up again#on that note. please be aware that i am officially dropping any threads i had started or participated in before now#i apologize for this...but its hard to get back into old threads when i dont remember where i was going with them yknow?#if anyone is interested in my writing in general ive been working on a strangled red fic on ao3#ive been falling back into my old pokepasta hyperfixation after lullaby v2 dropped and was reminded of my favorite little fucked up guy#its called faulty if anyone else here is a based steven enjoyer. and mike too ig#but enough out of me...ive been talking too much lol#until next time! catch ya later!
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