#hitting bottom

[brucequeensteen]

[ehzdesign]

Weekends At the Winward

Are you like I was a card-carrying member of the Freedom Loving Society. Anything goes was our motto and we tested its limits daily for years in every imaginable way. We often came out looking and feeling like fools but that was just fine. The price for being free. And one benefit was no one was offended.

So, you enjoy going to the 2 AM show at the Winward Lounge because after the show the drag queens fight each other, whipping each other silly with wire-hangers because one of them always ruined the other's wig or scarf? No problem. The little faggots were amazing. Better than a prize fight at the Miami Jai Alai. No one was offended you enjoyed watching drag queens tear into each other and no was taken. You paid to get in and see the show as EL&P once sang.

You really went because it was a sure thing you'd get tail that night in more ways than you imagined and as many little Brazilian or French or little Southern Bell local Barbizon Agency High Fashion Model debutants as you could put on a queen size bed at the same time in a room at the Castaways or the Waikiki or the Shelbourne or the DiLido. They were all signed and expecting to be in Paris, France for Fashion Week by the end of the week (though most of them ended up somewhere else) and they had nothing better to do anyway and they too enjoyed the bloodlust. Yay! Freedom! But along the way freedom became bondage. And it turns our the old saying that you got to serve somebody is true. So you searched to find who was the better Master since you certainly were no Master at all… Enter Jesus.

In Jesus we have a real Master who understands our weaknesses and sympathizes with our flaws and wants to show us a better way that will not ultimately demand our demise but that will in fact lead to our aggrandizement and exaltation if we only come to terms with the fact that we are dust and humble ourselves before His mercy seat and ask Him to change us and forgive us we follow Him. If we allow ourselves this epiphany and metamorphosis out of love for a Benevolent Master such as Christ who does not judge us for our depraved and reprobate failures in life He will give us eternal life in immortal bliss as Heirs to His Kingdom of Love and Light where we will delight in the abundance of goodness and peace and not have to be concerned about those weekends at the Winward coming back to haunt us anymore. Now you might say, "Well surely there are other ways to achieve a life of abundant goodness and peace." The answer to that is not if you want it forever and as God intended when He created our kind. Look to Jesus. Only He can exalt you and fulfill you with exceeding riches you never even dreamed of or knew you wanted and could have.

Hard to believe? Give yourself a break and close your eyes, bow your head and ask Jesus to give you the faith to believe from the bottom of your heart. He likes that. He wants you to get real with Him. No one has to know you asked Him unless He gives you what you asked for.

[sophielovesbooks]

How old were you at the lowest point in your life? Reblog this and put it in the tags, plus your current age maybe. I'm trying to see something.

[speltfields]

you swing by marnies first thing in the morning to buy a new cow and this guy answers the door wyd 🤨❓️

[piquuroblox]

my best friend uttered the words “we may have a second astro situation here” and i cant believe she’d curse me like this.

[puppyboyfication]

"what a precious thing you are." he coos mockingly as he fucks another load into me to give me a litter

[mirrorhouse]

🔮

[blackbatcass]

flashfam is an interesting case study because of just how healthy and interconnected they are as a community. sooooo fascinating to me how wally (or anyone else) can’t ever truly hit rock bottom because no matter what happens he’ll have like nine family members showing up to help him through it. even when the worst case scenario did happen and linda died- when wally was actively suicidal and the literal grim reaper was coming after him- all the speedsters checked on him and helped him through it and in the end literally locked him in a room so that they could fight the black flash for him. there’s a reason the villains always neutralize the other speedsters first before trying to fight wally one on one. and it’s so interesting to think about how that’s different from other corners of dc

[puppyeared]

aughg

[willgrahamscock]

Miss cock mind if I ask what your type is?

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For science of course

I asked the mutuals and i couldn’t have said better myself

[arctvros]

cult leader off duty

[needycatboy]

fuck y'all the other day my lover slapped my ass pretty lightly and playfully, and i thought it would be amusing to call it a cowardly slap...

and the way that i was immediately cornered against a countertop, melting under his cocky stare, trying my best to stay normal and negotiate my way out of turning around so he couldn't hit me with the makeshift paddle in his hand. guys.. oh my god. i was completely unable to hide how turned on i was.

fear kink unlocked.

[charbroiledchicken]

i fell in love with an emo girl

[todayis-snowy]

little monsters

[valtsv]

trying out a new coping strategy on my self destructive tendencies where i reframe them as "winning at self sabotage" in an attempt to reverse psychology them into eating themselves ouroboros style

[hauntedstrawberrygiver]

Ayo Edebiri, Rachel Sennott, & Emma Seligman for Vulture X New York Magazine.

source: Power Bottoms