#holds head in hands

[octosimpin]

[krynutsreal]

ok here are the previous taka week doodles

prompts were : fashion, AU, lookalike, and future !!!!!

sorry for the quality as always

[moraie2007]

i wish you were my bass and not just my friend.

[enden-k]

Good luck in work! I once took an allnighter before my 12h shift and havent recovered since. Hope all your costumers today will be normal, calm ones and that it passes quickly <3

im too old to do allnighters now frfr (←is still young)

like, when i was 16-24 i pulled allnighters all the time and still did well in school and college!!!! now i just die. i need at least 2 hours of sleep to still somewhat function or else i WILL fall asleep on the spot

anw thanks!!! its rlly busy today but tbh busy hours makes it end faster.......im pulling through with the mental image of my warm comfy bed and my room all dark to calm my eyes and the knowledge ill be free for a few days and just sleep and play skyrim and draw and avoid people and-

[endenope]

how can it be that i cant draw witchtham and beastveh together without thinking ooooh wah hm. kvh should pounce on him and shove that fat d-

[kermitbread]

welcome to musicland!

edit: cover out now

[lunarifie]

*cough cough*

Open Arms from the Epic musical as Kyborg and Bart

[simonsquest]

I originally estimated 26 chapters for TRFSB.

I finalized the outline today!

It's 64 chapters. @_@

[ikazooks]

GUYS. GUYS VOTE FOR CAEDA GUYS. GUYS WE CAN WIN THIS

GUYS

[hazelhavoc]

Watched the 48 second clip of RoTB: Prime vs. Primal and...

Everything was pretty good. But-

I'm so anxious for Wheeljack in the Rise of the Beasts Transformers movie.

It seems like they are making him the stereotypical nerd, and keeping his EXTREMELY ASS LOOK. (I like his body but his head just needs some work, and get rid of the damn glasses. Give him his original head sculpt please.)

People being introduced to Transformers are going to have this Wheeljack as their direct impression and I wanna rip my hair out because of it.

BECAUSE WHEELJACK DOESN'T ACT LIKE A NERD. HE'S A SMART SCIENTIST, ENTHUSIASTIC ABOUT HIS WORK BUT NOT A STEREOTYPE. Acting like a nerd isn't bad- but when you make that the characters only character trait....suddenly, I can't take the character seriously. Like, onfg.

They aren't going to see the Wheeljack I love- (IDW, Prime, G1...)

Goddammit, god-

I'm going to cry. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'M GOING TO BE ANNOYED AT A TRANSFORMERS CHARACTER, WHEELJACK NO LESS. THEY'RE GOING TO BUTCHER HIS CHARACTER. I CAN ALREADY TELL. GODDAMMIT. FUCKKKKKK

I love him so much too. This is going to hurt my soul fr. 🙁

(Not that I'm going to hate on people that like the character. You do you. I just think they could have handled the direction better. At least he's not an Einstein clone lol)

I hope. HOPE. That they don't make him a stereotype. Please Mr. Director. Please. Don't make him one note. Give him layers. 😭

[belovedstilldear]

yall what the FUUUCKKK. WHAT THE FUUUCKKKKK Big ass LORE happened today... Not prepared for tomorrow... Oh god...

Here's some light-hearted photos from today as well :,)

[fragrantpines]

What have I done

[krynutsreal]

falls down and dies lego style

[amimuu]

*insert Ami dragging in a huge chalkboard filled with scrimbles and writings fitting to a madman* Ahem...hello...welcome to the tumblr post in which i explain my vision of how hbt au would be as a musical

Lets start (adding a keep reading so you dont have to scroll if ya dont wanna see it) ALSO. spoilers for hbt au in general including the things discussed over here, Heathers the musical and....Disney's Frozen...

so first of all I think the overall vibe of the music would change constantly as Mark's life goes on, at some points becoming lighter to signify positive changes or gaining new hope. Or the opposite, getting somber when a negative event happens.

ALSO! I think each character would get a "theme". Not directly a song. Just a part of it, a melody that incorporates into the main song each time said character sings or has a protagonic role in the song. Of course, some character's (Mark, probably) Do get their own theme song, and sometimes the lyrics of that could incorporate into other songs.

Also. ALSO. when I mention a song to reference to I mean referenxe the vibe the song gives unless I specify it otherwise

Alr i didn't really think of lyrics or names (just the vibe) so here's a list of how i think the songs would go. For now uhm...I'll give them placeholder names

No room for the both of us - Do I. need to explain. INWCT chapter 1. It starts with a phone ringing a lot as you hear someone making their way towards it, the music slowly building up until said person picks up and Alt!Cesar starts singing. ("Black out days" by the Phantogram mixed with "For the record" From 36 questions and a bit of "Kiss me (kill me) By JerryTerry. Im saying nothing else)

Warmth - Alt!Cesar makes his choice to keep Mark alive for a while but struggles with humanity in return. Warning! Lots of blasphemy in this particular song. He also talks a bit about the alternates and the morningstar....Not really sure how the vibe would go

Deer - Bambi ripoff bitch shows up. Alt!Cesar struggles even MORE with humanity (think of "Kiss me (Kil me)" by JerryTerry, mostly from the alternate's parts in which it sounds sickly Sweet yet creepy whenever it sings (Alt! Cesar does too at the start but it becomes less and less eerie as the songs go on), the song changes its mood whenever anyone else sings, and at the end the deer is cut off from singing by Cesar, who starts hitting it with a stick at the rhythm of the music, that has already shifted its vibe once again)

Bandages - That one part in which Mark is bandaging Alt! Cesar's hands and talking about his faith and stuff (The idea for the vibe is mostly soft, calm acoustic with no percussion ... I couldnt think of a song that fits the vibe ToT)

The truth - they report to Thatcher, head to the church and find the bambi rippoff bitch again. This song shifts povs between Mark and Alt! Cesar-deer also sings (Along with its Kiss me, kill me song vibe) but not a lot as it is consntantly cut off by Cesar. Theres an epic instrumental near the end as Alt! Cesar finally makes the choice to protect Mark-a mix between his theme and Alt! Cesar's (kind of like that one instrumental in "I hear a symphony". The rest of the vibe is pretty much... Tense) The music calms down after its over (maybe it could end with some violin?)

Crucifix - Confrontation between Mark and Alt!Cesar. This one particularly sounds somber, yet there is a little hope between the lines. The music and tension build up until it is cut short by a gunshot. After that there is soft music and a couple last words are sang, softly, no music in the background, by alt!Cesar. He sounds very sad :( (This one is kind of meant to sound like "I am Damaged" from the heathers musical)

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10:15 pm - 10:15, saturday night. Mark is confused- very. Sad also. Very traumatized, definitely. Theres a couple call back to other songs as well as lyrics from songs to come.. It ends with him choosing to stick to his faith and calling Thatcher (Picture "the 30th" by Billie Eilish .u." for an idea of the vibe)

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Cold glare - Mark's life from before he turned ten and stuff...bad times. This song is not meant to be completely and all sad as his mom is still there (this one is, actually Sang by present Mark, narrating back on the events)

Angel numbers - Mark makes a new friend :)! What could possibly go wrong? (this song ends with Mark's dad screaming- also there's a couple dialogue cuts.. I dont really have an idea of the vibe)

Cesar - Mark makes another new friend but this time it goes nicely. Cesar's introduction to the story (this song kicks off with their first interaction btw. Maybe there could be a song between angel numbers and this one to smooth out the events. There's a few dialogue cuts, mostly to highlight important events between the friends. Also, this song's lyrics get used in the future, as well as the melody, or a slightly changed version of it is meant to be alt!Cesar's "theme") (also for the vibe of this one i imagine something like "if i could tell her" from dear evan hansen mixed with a bit of "a better versión" from 36 questions)

Mother - More events on Mark's childhood, up until the events from the day his parents died..its kind of a reprise to the first song of this section but not really? Only the melody, Maybe there could be some shared lyrics. (This one in terms of vibes and bpm could be something like "astronomy" By conan gray...just that. Progressively growing more and more tense)

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Mark Heathcliff - Thatcher's experience with Mark, from their first meeting up until the time in which Mark calls him after the events of INWCT. Meant to be relaxed and a bit sad at times- also forgot to say the shared melody present at "Mother/Cold glare" is Mark's theme- which is also present here, along with some lyrics. (For the vibe of the music i imagine something like "the story" by Conan Gray)

Roll along - Mark narrates his life after the events of INWCT. He's not doing really well but hey! He got a dog! (There are some parts in this song with small dialogue exchanges between Mark and Thatcher, mostly discussing Mark's "saintly duties"). Kind of like rolling girl but imagine an entirely different vibe but the overall mood of the lyrics is the same, Hence, roll along. (But uh in terms of song vibe picture "Dear Theodosia" from hamilton... With a few somber parts)

Crucifix (Reprise) - Mark meets again with a little someone...It doesn't go well. Have you watched the frozen movie? Yeah? remember that part in which Ana and Elsa have a reprise of that one Ana song and it ends with Elsa accidentally throwing ice into Ana's hearth? Well imagine that kinda buildup in the song as they argue, but when Alt!Cesar has enough and he pushes Mark the melody just goes into a religious chorus kinda melody (Picture the part in "Meant to be yours" in which J.D. forcefully enters Veronica's room and sees her "dead". Like that but slower and more...ethereal sounding sort of) Until its cut short by...Mark getting impaled. OOF

warmth (reprise)? - Not really a song, but yeah, but REALLY short. The lyrics change but the melody stays the same, just that...slower. Alt!Cesar is singing in a very low voice too. (Picture "some die young" by Gavin Mikhail- but a lot less instrumental) This one ends with Alt!Ces calling for help, specifially, the sound of waiting for his call to be connected.

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Uncle - SO MARK AND DAVE MEET FOR THE FIRST TIME. Just that Mark is in a medically induced coma so.. Yeah. Dave talks about his past and his life with his parents.. Thatcher sings a few lines! Also between strophes you can hear the transcript of how Cesar's call for help went. (for the vibe its kind of like "Our Word" from the 36 questions musical... But mix it with a bit of "Non-stop" since there's a lot going on. Also its a pretty long song) This one probably ends with Thatcher saying something like "oh. Well..."

Talk - So this one is just. Soft. Thatcher is worried, Mark just woke up. And they talk. About...pretty much everything. The enviroment is pretty peaceful, yet...a bit sad. Maybe Thatcher brings up the call. Mark sure as hell mentions Darcy and they both laugh a bit at this. Probably by the end lol. (So for the vibes, picture "its quiet uptown" from Hamilton)

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And...that's it. I am fried and this mostly were from the parts of the story that we have details off- so yeah hehe-

I think than an interesting one in the future would be about Thatcher's alternate experience...Mostly narrating what happens as the hours pass, with a very eerie tone and a few dialogue breaks from Mark, who is violently texting Thatcher (his voice is also audible in the background as Thatcher sings) until in the end Thatcer just begins singing in a very low voice after....getting rid of the bugs. And then BOOM Mark comes in(Ohhh i think the vibe of this one would be kind of like "El tango de Roxxane" From Moulin Rouge ohhhhh YEESSSSSS)

But...after that one. Yeah. No idea. Ooof. Well...I hope you enjoyed reading that cuz i sure had fun writin' it. (also finding song references for the vibes of some songs lmao)

[samthecookielord]

Me checking your blog to see where you are on Miracle Mask:

Hi we just experirnved RANDALL DOWN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[lepertamar]

Indeed, the spiritual profundity revealed in any number of exegetical constructions, as well as the prolific variety of myths that appear on every page, suggest a still-fresh spirit of creativity, although the mystics themselves believed that they were in touch with a fixed structure of wisdom. Perhaps it was the very diversity of scriptural language that kept the teachers alive and seeking; for each sentence of Scripture is different, and this meant that the truths of Divinity could not be summarized or reduced to any one pattern. One may further suppose that it was this very linguistic vitality that prevented mythmaking from becoming idolatrous. The exegete’s sense of touching the mysteries of God with words was outrun at every step by each new verse or pattern of verses, and by the mystic’s perception that no myth was the ultimate or final formulation of truth.

—The Exegetical Imagination : On Jewish Thought and Theology by Michael Fishbane

this book was somewhat disappointingly Standard to me, so extra insane of it to casually drop a passage that slaps this hard in the middle of a chapter?????