#homicide cw

[changqwi]

            SIBYL was built and trained to be judge  ,  jury  ,  and executioner . . . she’s basically a whole justice system rolled into one  ,  but on top of that  ,  she’s been programmed and trained to take PREVENTATIVE measures to crime  (  re  :  psycho pass’ sibyl  --  it’s the same idea  ,  so consulting the wiki may help better explain her function in society in my lore  )  .               however  ,  justice . . . can be skewed and interpreted in many ways  .  it’s not as simple nor black and white  .  as much as sibyl can act on the idea of justice as how the court of law defines it  ,  there are so many factors to contemplate about when executing the law  ;  and while sibyl are capable of enforcing the law in a black & white manner . . . and some common interpretations of the law  .              that being said . . . as righteous and just sibyl tries to be . . . her handlers are capable of OVERRIDING her thoughts and force her to act in a way they want her to  .  with so much power  ,  imagine the crimes they had her commit against her will  ,  the criminals she had let go . . . she’s basically a legal contract killer . . . it’s funny to think that she’s the person that she’s designed to catch  .               but just the idea that sibyl has committed crimes and against her will  --  and it’s even worse that she may not remember it due to the brain wipes or system shut down  --  and just being forced to commit these atrocities is sad  .

[dashnite]

Sorry to hear about your sister. Hope she recovers soon. If you don’t mind sharing, how is your family situation? It sure seems like you can never catch a break :/

Thanks for asking. It really does seem like I can’t catch a break.

She woke up this morning. She feels “fine” according to herself. She’s moving here with my parents, and my mom is gonna hide the medication boxes and feed her the appropriate pills at the appropriate time of day.

I’m just here like. Y’all *really* don’t want to commit her because you have your Pride. Well. The choice now is to either commit her to a psychiatric hospital (I know forced admittance is awful but I simply see no other way) or to keep continue pretending everything’s okay like my mother wants to. Because if she tries again and succeeds, the only choice we’ll have is the wood type on her fuckin coffin.

We are lying to her kids that her lil stint in the ICU was just a strong tummyache. We are LYING to them. I feel so uncomfortable and so unsafe. She’s suicidal, she has Histrionic Personality Disorder so, even though she did try to commit suicide yesterday, now everyone but me is treating her all nice and delicate and I’m like. Fuck that. This is what she WANTS, they’re feeding right into her histrionic.

I don’t know how long I can take it; I feel like I’m gonna blow tf up, I’m scared as fuck of my own sister. I’m locking the door and propping a chair every night in my room now. If I had the funds, I’d be out of here in a heartbeat.

She already tried suicide to call attention. I’m worried she might be homicidal as well, and trust me, now that she’s moved here, I’m sleeping with one eye open.

[stil-lindigo]

little dove.

a short comic about Ash and Snow's first meeting / how Snow got her nickname.

Snow's story

Ash’s story

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[dinoserious]

im sure thats fine

[waokevale]

Starvetober Day 4 – Fire

Some things never change, in fact, they get worse :)

[kwasrat]

silly

[piggiebonez]

they would have so much fun together

Z*ADRS DNI. get hit by a million trucks

[f1zzyf4nt4-swf]

woe jthm lesbos be upon ye

[saul-goodboy]

hi this is your reminder that having homicidal thoughts does not make you an inherently bad or broken person. your intrusive thoughts don’t define you as a person. and anyone who says otherwise can go vomit blood and die :3c

[jeffthegriller]

doodls

[s1lly-gh02tz]

Quick lil animatic I made ^_^

slight blood tw at the end!!

[changqwi]

            dokja had never intended to become an idol  .  he mostly kept his head down  ,  minded his own business and went about his life  .  yet  ,  here he is  ,  standing before a sea of people chanting encore  ,  singing along to his songs  ,  holding signs had his name  ,  cheering and yelling  .  he never thought he’d go from some kid that was bullied in school to a big name idol with a large fanbase  .             dokja grew up alone  .  well  ,  he had a mom  ,  a dad  ,  a home . . . typical childhood  .  he went to school  ,  went to class  ,  sat alone  ,  returned home  .  his house is LOUD  ,  but it wasn’t lively  .  frankly  ,  he preferred silence to everything  .  that’s why he sat alone in the library in school  ,  why he dragged his feet going home while taking a detour  .  he had a family  ,  but it’s never been a family  .  people made fun of him  ,  bullied him  ,  picked on him because he was an EASY target  .  that’s fine  .  this is fine  .  he’s used to it  .  the teachers see the bruises  ,  the cuts . . . the sunken cheeks and lifeless eyes  ,  but they did nothing  .             living with an alcoholic father  ,  dokja learned from his mom many ways to escape reality  ;  the simplest being reading  .  it took him to faraway places so he wouldn’t hear the screaming  ,  the pleading  ,  it even helped with the pain sometimes  .  but perhaps  ,  even fantasies should remain fantasies when a struggle ensued at home involving a knife and dokja  ,  feeling courageous  ,  stood up against his father  .             what transpired afterwards became the LONELIEST years of his life  (  the most ALIVE and attended to he ever felt was when he turned 15 and ended up in a comatose state after  --  what the school called  --  a stunt where he ‘  fell  ’  from an open window at school  )  .  separated from his mother  ,  he grew up mostly with relatives  --  though  ,  they barely felt like family  --  and when he was old enough  ,  he left  .  he lived day to day . . . just existing  .  went to university  ,  did decently  ,  graduated  ,  got a menial office job  .             that was until someone came up to him  ,  bright faced . . . a CON MAN is what he thinks at first  .  but something about the way the man spoke and he must have been gifted with a golden tongue  ,  urging dokja to try and that something better awaited him  .  perhaps dokja was just seeking another route to escape from his life  .  like how he pretended to be some knight as a child  ,  maybe he could pretend to be SOMEONE ELSE  .  someone that’s NOT kim dokja  .             he almost quit part way through  ,  his resignation letter sits heavy in his desk at home to this day . . . he didn’t think he was suited for this job  .  he’s a con man  .  people think he’s some great person when in reality  ,  he’s just a broken man from a broken home  .  but people don’t need to know that  .  he makes it through and debuts as a SOLO ARTIST  .  he builds his base of people and he doesn’t feel so lonely anymore . . . though the void continues to exist in his heart  ,  it gives him a place to ignore the depreciating words in his mind  ,  gives him a distraction from his trauma . . . an ESCAPE  .             he’s found something he’s good at . . . yet he doesn’t feel like he owns it  .  it’s not him  .  it’s an alternate him  .  dokja still has days where he falls into a state of mental fragility  ,  where his thoughts are louder than reality and his reality comes crashing down  .  where he believes he’s a con  ,  that people are fans of someone undeserving  .  though he’s achieved great things with his own two hands  ,  it sometimes feels oh-so-foreign to him  .  like he’s an IMPOSTER  .  there’s no way that the man on stage  --  so dazzling and handsome and brilliant  ,  so talented and so loved  --  can be him  .             using his fame  ,  dokja has become an advocate for child abuse  ,  domestic violence  ,  bullying  ,  and various other movements and charities  ;  though a lot of details about his past remains in the dark  ,  dokja has come somewhat clean about his childhood and his struggles with mental health  .  

[cry-ptidd]

Girlycard sketches for a TikTok

[dilf-in-peril]

Acting a little coquette to piss you off.

[pet-cemetery-emotes]

Homicide package! A funny phrase to say, but hopefully this is useful for discussing crime, circumstance, intrusive thoughts, and ideation!

The bottom half are designed so that they work for thoughts of acting on homicidal ideation, or for the threat/fear/desire/thoughts of such befalling your person.

These can also be used as reacts :)

The words show up surprisingly well, I'm relieved.

[thetoothclown]

ms paint is the new black

mr. C himself