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urlocalcupcxke · 1 year

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Since you guys seem to be following me alot, I changed my mind a bit about quitting so.. Here is your dose of Sonamy ^^

Again, this is a parallel universe to the mainline series but it's a AU still so there is alot of simliarites, just with slight differences. (characterization/personalities mostly)

(There are more to this "current" AU thing so you guys can ask some questions if you want. I do have other AUs, but this is mostly the one I like to make content on.)

#sonic the hedgehog #fanart #sonic fandom #sonic au #sonic the hedghog fanart #sonic art #sonamy #my art #traditional art #traditional drawing #<3 #honestly idk what u guys want #sensitive gorl that dealt with a lack of love x supports them anyways (dynamic)#My Sonic AUs #“Current” AU #urlocalcupcxke <33

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bacchuschucklefuck · 4 months

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prayer of the day:

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers #fhjy k2 #gorgug thistlespring #kristen applebees #cw: gore #and we're serious abt that warning this time! we mean that shit!#slowly getting some stuff I wanted to draw for the boat fight-finale combo that I couldnt draw in time bc I was doing huge comic #k2 is the Funniest thing to ever happen not bc she's a good bit (she is but thats not relevant here) but bc she let me have Clone Politics #insane shit. so wild that brennan has to send her to real life forever to keep himself safe from her (he isnt)#tbh I love cassandra's domain esp. for stories she truly is the deity for jackasses. k2 walking in here like #idk whats going on but I know it's not good! and by the power of this fucking guy I will unlearn that knowledge #beautiful. wish that were me #doubt as irrational stubborn hope... honestly inspired #wherever u are out there k2. hope ur doing well. going to college learning so much abt the world

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kenmaiii · 6 months

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after two years i finally draw the favorite

#my art #still learning honestly. idk how to explain it but some medias youre so fixated on and obsessed with u instantly want to draw everyone #for me dunmeshi has always been the opposite. series and characters i enjoy sm i cannot bring myself to pick up a pencil #for some reason. it got a lot worse once the anime started airing idk. simply forcing myself to get some of my energy out. in a way #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #thistle #dunmeshi thistle #thistle dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #>_< series i was into since late 2021. yet u wouldnt know that unless u follow my side twitter account. sowwy ig #i do this with a lot of franchises honestly. cannot bring myself to draw even if i think abt the characters constantly. ie skip to loafer #u will nvr catch me calling this guy sissel sorry. save that name for Mr. Ghost Trick. another thing i. also. dnt talk abt. which i adore #i need to get better at talking abt and expressing myself for the things that i enjoy. ive been wanting to draw laios for a good #while too but im scared. for some reason. u-u should nvr let a white man do that to me honestly.#for now i'll thistle tho. maybe we will get kabru namari or mithrun next from me >_< i have to talk myself into it #i think the closest way i can explain why i cannot bring myself to draw for some series is that i dnt want to mess up somehow #like 'ilu so much [character] what if i cnt draw u the way u deserve even tho i love u sm what if its not enough.' <- leaves it to sm1 else #tbh [scratches head] i prefer the version with less coloring ^-^ but i realize the one thats more colored would get more eyes on it... hm

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mild-goth-sauce · 3 months

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I'm sure I'm not the only one but as a comics fan, I hate that we have to pick and choose which runs to read and pray that our favorite character is actually written well. I know a lot of these stories have been going on for decades passed by multiple writers but it always sucks when it feels like there's genuine progression in the story or a character is developed in an interesting way all for the next writer to just throw that in garbage.

#its honestly putting me off comics lately because anytime someone tries something new or fun a diff person will be like oh!! but what if #they were actually the exact same person that this guy wrote them in the 90s??#im starting to just want to read more self contained stories written by the same person because of this inconsistency tbh #not about anything in particular buuuut #looking at u comics that have a cool redemption arc for a villain just to throw that in the toilet after a year #or now that krakoa is over like... idk #sigh #comics #comicreader #dc comics #marvel comics #marvel #dc

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lunarharp · 1 year

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random stuff dump =___=

#witch hat tag #orufrey #feel like i can barely draw in the past day or so.. (agott voice) you are drawing tho. i wanted to do cooler tarot cards #like a cooler more dynamic pose for qifrey but i could only get out scribbly draft things for later..i feel frazzled #truly idk what im doing atm... ive received some REALLYYYY nice comments & messages lately tho🥺🥺#mostly cause i felt so bad i begged for them LOL praise is honestly like 😳?????? but..ough..thank u to those ppl.....#thank u guys..........#i gotta get better so that i am deserving of such words....

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p1harmonie · 21 days

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I JUST REWATCHED PIWON MOVIE AND I HAVE THINGS TO SAY

#okay first of all THEY DEBUTED WITH A MOVIE !!!! that's so crazy every time i think about it im like woooow #jongseob and intak acting debut when ???? they were sooo good omg unlike kyo i didn't remember how bad he was 😭😭 but his #character is hilarious so it's fine <3 ALSO i completely forgot yoo jaesuk and jung haein are in it like guysss what are u doing here hihi #anyways absolutely oscar worthy real cinema if u ask me #now after taking notes and watching the new trailer a few times i think that p1epi is actually chaeyoons weird talking plushie #but since it's away from her it can't talk so that's why jongseob create that thingy to translate from #dog language to human language and i think it's there because maybe the members got like lost in time and #it wants to remind them that they have to save the entire world from the apocalypse #also p1epi came down from the sky just like the alcot meteor like ummm yes we love symbolism 🙂‍↕️#i saw someone saying the dog it's actually intak because the dog came through the window and intak wakes up next to one but it doesn't make #any sense to me so we're throwing that idea in the trash can #talking about intak hes now has blue eyes so that means he got infected but honestly when did that happen while he was fighting #some zombie? idk i think i have to watch all their mvs again for clues but what that means he's one of the bad guy now??#also i may be insane but what if the shop represents the world and seeing it in flames means the members couldn't save it and their lore #ends with the saddest ending ever like yeah sorry the apocalypse won #OR WHAT IF !!!!! they aren't the ones who can save the world they actually are the reason why it's ending like the masked ghost #actually created them to spread the virus and that would also explain them at the end of the trailer looking #at the burning shop without doing anything like they ARE alcot the meteor thats gonna destroy the world #but that would be too dark i know they're the heroes so it will have a happy ending #i have many theories but im starting to scare myself so ill shut up #pt

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governmentmandatedryujinstan420 · 3 months

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I regret to inform everyone we're back in the white space. Expect the fire alarm to go off periodically in typical fashion of whenever it detects a steaming pile of garbage on the way. Like me! [i'll give a cookie to whoever recognizes where the sfx is from!!]

#hand jumper #sighs #projected second taeho gyeon tag on ao3.....#where did i go wrong #we're so joever guys #we're so joever...#mandatory plugin for the hand jumper discord server because i think the culprit wouldn't want to own up #or even has tumblr idk #but just know they're on my hitlist and i hate[/pos] them #also yes it's more cell 3 #if i had to summarise think of it an evil version of the halloween fic #except even worse #honestly though if you're able to JOIN THE HJ DISCORD SERVEEEEEER #SOMEONE WAS COOKING FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!#it's like that one bromie on discord said if 3 guys came to the same conclusion at radically different intervals then maybe it's something!#or eveyone's on the same drug #BUT I CHOOSE TO BELIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVE #and so in orderly fashion what do i do when i really wanna poke and prod at them more?#throw them in the torture nexus #granted it's not really a torture nexus because the bet is everytime cell three appears in a chapter i delete and start the draft over agai #it is.#but that's not my problem!!!#it's future me who'll fret over tuesday's episodes problem!!#also it puts it in a perpetual state of agony because if what if the day we say“i'll finish tomorrow p much done” is the day cell 3 shows u #ctrl+shift+del+seethe+mald+cope #also i'd say compared to finish in three days it's the most lenient artificial deadline ever #because either cell 3 or cell 3 mentor appears and i win by getting more food to improve the work #or i hand it in as is if they don't and shoot myself when they do after i just finished #also if you ever want to ask me to drop/drop the hj memes i made in the server just holler #because i forget to post here chronically!!!!!!!!

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cosmobrain00 · 5 months

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well🙂

#*visibly trying not to burst into tears* hey guys whats up #surprise surprise another absence bc my life can’t stop getting WORSE evry day it seems haha!#so. now who’s gonna tell me how u deal w the loss of ur fave person n the one person u were 100% certain truly loved u no matter what #who also inspired u to be an artist in the first place n who's been there for u ur ENTIRE life #like idk how to start dealing w it lmao. one min ill be basically okay n then the next ill feel like smthing just tore a chunk out of me #looked outside just a sec ago n thought “oh so she'll never see my progress in art. oh ill never get to make another painting for her”#n yk part of me just wants to pretend like none of it happened honestly #like “hey that was a fucked up dream oh well let me call [x] n tell them I love them”#n I dont fucking KNOW how to deal w this grief n idk whats normal n what isnt #no I havent cried rlly but almost every day I feel like I cant breathe n tht my chest is collapsing in on itself #no I cant talk abt it but i can’t draw like I used to n thinking abt my last art project makes me wanna throw up #< considering it was going to be a present for her tht she'll never get to see. Haha so funny right guys #fuck I need to get so entirely drunk over this now RELAPSING TIME BABY!!#anyways. will try to be normal tm n talk to ppl again instead of isolating as a way to cope n sorry to ppl who have msg'd me Ill be back

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astrxealis · 9 months

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merry christmas btw i kinda forgot to say it ere at all oopsies >_< i hope you all had/have a wonderful holiday season or week or day or month regardless of your religion and if you celebrate christmas !!!!!

i got 'the end of everything' by katie mack for xmas (i begged my parents lol) bcs i finally saw it in a bookstore after months of looking for it that i just Fell to the ground ..... i love astrophysics i love space i love science. i also love u all

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#:3 :3 :3 meow #urgh. tired! i wish to ignore my responsibilities but i should not cannot #i actually got genshin again yesterday which sounds unreal. i just want pretty blonde girl navia LMFAOOO #but also i've actually been making progress w quests and shit so yay ^_^ also playing again bcs i lov my friends. nini u will not see this #but ily. also u berry even tho we are on wholly different servers bcs i'm on na haha despite the fact i am literally asian & in asia but ok #i miss ffxiv ... :(( i meant to make my theme vincent valentine and reference hit song valentine by hit band mäneskin #but i was like i do not think i can live long w this. and then thought hard. and then. ryne/gaia... my darlings <3 #also idk if i've said but i'm finally. heading and delving more into dnd finally !! tis meant to be lmfao i love my friends wow #and also my dad had his own dnd set back in the day he never used unfortunately and doesnt hav anymore but Yes <333 #bg3 ocs are tasty! you have apollo erebus and thanatos there is an obvious theme in names going on!#funny there is one silly bard (my guy ever. obviously) and then the other two are durges on opposite ends #pretty boy draconic sorcerer who tries to be good but honestly he's romancing astarion too so he's kinda Yeah #and then you have than who is. what a pretty enby he/she ladyman! romancing minthara ofc <3 they are my evil girlie #evil girlies more like. Two of them yay!!! w opposite color schemes (quite intentional but also i Just Love Red)#haven't watched pjotvseries bcs i will cry throughout the whole thing (probably not an exaggeration) so i am obviously not ready #yeah. ^_^ <3

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agir1ukn0w · 8 months

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is it just me, or did simon’s weird jealousies over maddie’s relationships with other men rub anyone else the wrong way

#i found him a bit too gale-coded for my taste #if u know what i mean😒#anyways he annoys me #and i won’t lie it pisses me off that he’s a potential love interest and not just her friend #like why do guy friend characters have to be so fucking insecure #also they made wally so sweet and wonderful it’s practically impossible for me to not want him to be with maddie #honestly idk if i like the show’s twist (which was spoiled for me but that’s my own fault)#(spoilers are kind of bad luck for me when it comes to my ships ending well😞)#just want to clarify that i absolutely love the show otherwise #i’m just mad that i spoiled myself and now wally and maddie might not be together #(someone pls convince me otherwise)#school spirits #wally x maddie #wally my beloved #maddie nears #maddie x wally #wally clark #milo manheim #peyton list

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ratiohoe · 22 hours

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thinking about tumblr groupchats like something about that was so crazy. anyone in the universe could just sit and watch you and your bros talk but they’d have to request to join. they all just popped up when you searched a tag. for a period of time they were inexplicably only accessible on desktop so there were like 16 total users. what was that about

#i miss it sometimes tbh bring groupchats back!!#made more tumblr friends during the groupchat era than the entire other 10 years i’ve spent on this site combined #i honestly just want it back for a tumblr phannie groupchat i want tumblr phannie friends #love the server but it’s 90% twitter and instagram phannies and they’re so lovely but they don’t get me like u guys do #anyways #tumblr #idk what to tag this with #mine

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piplupod · 2 months

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are you the most annoying person in the world or do you just need to eat something: a memoir by me

#i feel like absolute shit rn fsdjkl #i think i talked too much today even though i barely spoke at all #but every time i talked someone else had smth to say and then the leader guy had to keep coming back to me like ''what were u saying?''#which was rly nice of him but like. if i just kept my mouth shut then he wouldnt have had to do that at all fdjskl #i mean like. he did ask me questions directly a few times. so he was trying to help me have opportunities to speak #but fsjkl i just. i feel bad for talking bc i know everyone else wants to talk constantly #and i can do without speaking fsdjkl i just... i kept stumbling over my words so badly and it was rly embarrassing ;-;#but i'd get nervous and panicked bc i knew i'd be interrupted at any second so i was just trying to find the shortest way to say my thing #but then i'd trip over my words bc i was so nervous and it'd take too long #and i just felt like i wasn't putting enough effort into my tone so i probably sounded rly flat today and i just. urgghhh #holding my head and tugging at my hair. why can't i just be normal dgjkl why am i so fucking annoying and weird and difficult #i dont know 😭 today was rly difficult bc i was just feeling kind of awful and like i was in the way all day #i did find some yarn colours i need at a flea market though and also some dip pens that i've always wanted to try #i figure $3 is a steal of a deal to try out dip pens instead of buying them brand new for like $30 fdsjkl #so there was something good from today! i just feel like i was annoying to be around all day idk fdsjkl #i honestly probably was totally fine sdfjkl i just. argh #and i hate going to stores w the centre bc i end up following the group leader around after a while bc i dont ever buy anything #i look around at the stuff i like to look at and then i am done and don't want to be a nuisance by being hard to find when everyone-#-else is done so i just figure sticking by the group leader is the best idea. stores dont like when i hang around the front for long fdsjkl #but then i just feel like a weird little kid trailing after their parent 😭 i wish i could just be an AdultTM but augh augh augh #what a fucking weird thing for me to do dsfjkl i just. dont know what else to do bc stores get annoyed w me if i wait at the front #and i dont want to wait outside bc then they'll forget im out there and look for me inside when theyre done LMAO #if i had income then maybe i'd be able to spend longer looking at things but fdsjkl theres only so much looking u can do when u dont buy #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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poppyseed799 · 3 months

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I think one of the weirdest signs that I was trans was that I was fine with being called a woman but NOT a cis woman. I felt awful cuz I was like “do I have a problem with people calling me cis even tho I am???” cuz I am NOT someone who minds being called accurate descriptors such as cis. I felt like I just wanted to be special or something even tho that wasn’t it and felt so bad. Something just felt really wrong about being called a CIS woman. Definitely one of the more thought provoking signs I was trans lol

#was it cuz ‘cis’ implied I had accepted it? idk cuz I WAS fine with being a woman (as far as I knew)#just some weird subconscious thing I guess. I remember admitting it to my sister at the time lol #I don’t think there are rlly many other interesting signs for me tbh. except that I only corrected ppl online when they called me he if it #either went on so long that I felt bad for them OR we were arguing and I needed something new for them to be wrong about lmao #but similar to the actual post there is ONE thing I still find interesting. which is I watched a gacha cringe video (some were ridiculous #but I often defended them) and there were some where it said ‘I wish I was a boy so I could be gay’ and everyone’s like being disgusted by #this presumably little girl acting like she’s the creepiest fujoshi ever but LITERALLY I’ve had similar thoughts. anything that starts with #‘I wish I was a boy’ obviously has trans implications even if you don’t like what comes after it lol. but like honestly. I would imagine #myself in relationships with guys (mostly fictional characters as u do) and I just hated the idea that it was straight #like same situation as the post. I felt awful cuz I would be FINE with being straight (which I knew I wasn’t anyways) so why did I need to #be special or whatever? it’s cuz just like the post that WASNT the problem. it just felt wrong to me that I wasn’t a boy. so I BASICALLY #wanted to be a boy so I could be in a mlm relationship just like those gachas. it’s just a roundabout way of realizing ur trans.#to be clear I very much had to imagine myself as a guy (typically another fictional character DUH) in order to enjoy it at all #I just realized this sounds sexual. most of it wasn’t actually but the rest is my business LMAOO

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toytulini · 4 months

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thinking about my oc Bytte. and. her gender is Aro. her Aromanticism is inextricable from her gender experience.

#toy txt post #i love to make an alloaro oc whos a woman navigating a usually masculine role in society far before we ever coined aromanticism #whos Aromanticism informs so much about her but with no language to adequately describe it she doesnt really know how #and so she does kinda blow up her relationships by accident bc she does Want human connection #and what she Wants is to fuck someone whos friends with her and chill about it who will just be fucking Normal about it #and Not Make It A Big Thing and also for other people to not make it a big thing and they can hang out and be friends #but never fucking domesticize her. and its in part a rejection of the misogynistic role of Wife in historic (and even modern) society of #course but its also a rejection of the relationship hierarchy of Wife. of the romanticization. bc of her circumstances the only role on #offer of course has been Wife. but in the hypothetical situation where she was offered the role of Husband? she would at first probably #accept that. in theory. it sounds fine. sure. but if she tried to LIVE like that. to Live even as a Husband. it would Also be Wrong. to put #any of her relationships into that framework is to fundamentally ruin them forever. and she is living in a society that wants that to be #the only framework. anyway its crazy how ive made a character like that exactly Twice at least #(Bytte and Lucille. Bytte is a bit more genderfucky than Lucille. Lucilles gender is also ugly violent scary woman. for reasons)#both of these characters rn are cis. well. not /cis/ cis but theyre afab and women bc i want to explore that but i am thinking lately about #a transfem take. to explore. ive considered it and i dont think i want that for Bytte? all that means is watch out for future ocs #i could do a character very similar to Bytte as transfem and it would be really good but theres something about #and honestly it would probably make more SENSE for Bytte? due to gender roles in like ancient sparta or whatever?#but if shes transfem in sparta i think there would be subtle nuanced differences in how ppl interact w her that i dont necessarily want for #her? if that makes sense. i know this reasoning sounds weak in a vacuum but i Promise i have way more characters than this and i do want to #explore things differently. i promise there are complex transfem characters in witchverse and also complex characters whos asab im not #decided on yet. there are some im not sure i ever want to be decided on? the downside of being incredibly specific about fictional #characters is that it doesnt leave you all room for headcanons #sorry. good news is you can go make your own ocs about it 👍 idk. much to explore. much to think about #also sometimes a ''''cis'''' character CAN have a fun gender to play with honestly its just that mainstream media Never does #so theres no good way to be like no but listenn i swear its fun #anyway this is all moot cos im not a fucking writer im just making up little guys and doing nothing #also anyway. i think my gender is also aro and a little ace. personally. also before u get mad at me about these 2 ocs being like #probelmatic aro rep or smth: 1) aforementioned its moot anyway im not even a writer 2) these arent the only alloaro ocs i have its just #funny that i made this one twice lmao 3) my brain is huge. my ocs are rad. suck my ass. ♡#if only i Was a writer tho god. thered be sooooo many aro characters fr fr

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annie-thyme · 4 months

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and once again I am suddenly overwhelmed with an intense feeling of not really fitting into a gender

#honestly I don't even know what this is about I just saw some stories on insta and it's like oh look #she is so proud to be a woman whoa ppl...actually do that huh #and I just realised I never really felt that way like. not fully!! maybe a bit of that yeah but not to this full extent of this #womanhood thing #and I mean yeah I probably felt more of it in my teens and like 20s but it only just occurred to me that it's never been to this full extent #of being womanly and motherly and nurturing etc etc #and now I do not feel like that art all I mean I mostly am a creachur. a divine being. if you will. a freak #and I love it tomorrow I'm gonna go try on some skirts which I haven't done in ages and I'm definitely gonna be doing it in a queer way #not in a girl way #anyway #I know this is really weird going on tag rants here where nobody except a few of my mutuals (hey guys love you lots thought u should know)#is gonna see let alone read this but I really don't have anyone irl to talk to abt gender stuff and I mean I tried?#but just idk. ppl don't get it? like everyone in my life already knows I'm queer and they sorta hand wave it away like that is too #complicated and not that important - and it isn't!! but it also is!#I think they might have been more understanding and sympathetic if I were trans but I'm not and being nonbinary is somehow too difficult for #them to grasp idk #and when I say I don't want to be a different gender and feel increasingly outside and to the left of my assigned gender the more I think #about it they just. do not get it. and it is kinda discouraging and leaves me feeling like not talking about it with them ever #I don't know why I'm writing all this tbh #gender #queer things

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quixtrix · 4 months

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heads up idt i'll talk about captain laserhawk here that much anymore LMAO im here for mostly eddsworld nd whatever other interest catches my eye for now

im still into it i jus dont really wanna interact w the fandom. maybe one day ill drop a random analysis again but yeah seeya

#yeah i dont rlly. idk #sorry guys i dont like what people r doing w dolph #yeah if u think its abt u it kinda is #I JUS GET RLLY DEFENSIVE ABOUT CHARACTERS #chat i can only take so much #also. finding out that dolph is Young Adult Young and is also MY age in the manga especially #then seeing some of the stuff out here #like sorry guys i genuinely cant sit comfortably with the jokes abt dolphs grooming #it leaves a bad taste in my mouth #and also alex and dolph as a pairing make me so uncomfy now #sorry #i dont want a fav character whos honestly a comfort to be ruined in my mind by fandom #by all means do whatever! but i wont be here for it #long ass explanation but like IDK I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE I NEEDA EXPLAIN MYSELF SO #anyways yeah #dont take it personally

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