#honkaistarrailkin

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interest check for a hoyo games (genshin, honkai star rail, and impact) discord server? I would like to make one since every one out there right now is kinda mean and ignores newcomers. it would be any age possibly?

party note if anyone's interested please like reblog or reply to this post! no further ask responses will be posted for it so we dont miss anyones interest! ths I you

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i need to stop frequenting this blog so often because it only ever makes me feel lonely,, who could possibly remember me now? ive been dead for ages, none of my crew would remember me and ive never seen another aeon kin in my entire life. i wish it were different. kin gods why have you forsaken me -akivilli the trailblaze (honkai: star rail)

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so many hsr people coming out of the woodwork !!! makes me so so happy !!!! hi everyone !! :} hope yall r ok !! -caelus (honkai star rail) !!

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i miss you pom-pom! and my dear express crew, old and new! take care of yourselves, all of you <3 -akivili the trailblaze (honkai: star rail)

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endless apologies to the honkai star rail kins/fictives who abbreviate your source name to hsr because everytime i read it i have to take a minute to process "wait. i dont remember any of those characters from homestar runner"

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robin, gallagher, anyone who I hurt, I'm so so sorry. the guilt of what I've done while under gopher wood's influence has been eating away at me for hours upon hours.

I thought the things I did were for the greater good, and I know there's no excuse to justify my actions. the weeks or even months I spent in confinement by the IPC in my memories were barely enough of a punishment for the damage I caused.

robin, I hope you're flying free now, as free as you wished you could while I believed I was protecting you.

gallagher, I now realize what you were doing was to stop me from going through with resurrecting a dead aeon. I wish I had the mental ability to see that at the time.

I wish all of you the best. I cannot apologize nearly enough for the damages I caused to the relationships I had with you.

-sunday, Honkai Star Rail #⏳🍨🫖

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honkai star rail fandom be less horny challenge, id like to look at fanart of my friends without getting jumpscared please

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Any active HSR kin servers out there? >:3c

-Sampo Koski :p

party note if anyone knows of one, please reply reblog, or like this post so anon can contact you!

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i should be able to detach and reattach parts of my kins to my own body depending on kinshifts, like i just want my wings from my rainbow dash (mlp/my little pony) source and i want my eyes from my kafka (honkai star rail/hsr) source- 3:<

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firefly,

i'm sorry. i miss you.

-stelle, honkai star rail.

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Dan Heng.

You're someone so far away, now. I feel guilty, and horrible. I know you're not the same being I loved and still do, but my soul still remembers and still yearns. I'm disgusted by my own actions, and I'm also sure you'd be better separated from me. I'm unsure how to predict myself and how I may feel about you. I wouldn't dare hope we could stand as equals after everything that's happened that... it turns out I'm the only one remembering.

I don't blame you for not remembering; it's not your fault. If you blame yourself, I understand, but I don't hold you at fault. I acted foolishly, back then. That side of me... It's as if I didn't know myself any better than I do now - though... I'm trying. I'd like to relearn who Yingxing is. I don't know if I have the courage yet to face you directly, but... sometime, in the future.

For now, please, take care of yourself.

- Yingxing(Honkai: Star Rail)

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if i had a nickel for every time i kinned the protagonist of a video game that, while having their own independent personality, you as the player choose the dialogue options for i would have two nickels. which isn't a lot but it's weird that it's happened twice!

-kris dreemurr (deltarune) & stelle (honkai star rail)

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Cannon tunes? Obviously Robin's album, yes. But I heard This Side of Paradise every. Single. Day. Of. My. Life. How I did it, I'll really never know.

-Sunday (Honkai: Star Rail)

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i've kinned this specific character since july but this entire time i've been kinda scared to even announce my presence (despite the fact that i did send in a kinfession and signed it off with this character's name) cause said character is like. a major antagonist who's pretty much irredeemable, so even a simple friendly greeting would sound like a threat. like, imagine you're browsing your source tag and see something like "hello!! -(the girlie who almost destroyed your starship)"

yeah. so anyways, hi.

-someone from honkai star rail. not saying who, but if you know then you know i guess

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recently I've been bombarded with memories from this canon. this hasn't really happened to me ever, most of the time my memories take a long time to return to me.

and unfortunately, they're all upsetting memories.

to start, I remember gopher wood clipping and pinning my wings around my mid-section. (on my canon outfit there's a little wing-esque spot which I remember actually being wings). it was mostly an initiation process for both the family and our order worship group. he clipped them like normal, which was still pretty painful, and then he pierced through muscle to keep my wings from moving. literally pinned them together.

during the time when my wings became immobile, I was 8 years old, and I was fully conscious. they didnt put me on any anaesthetics or anything

the other vivid memory I got was from when I was detained by the IPC. in the actual canon, I was just chained to a chair, but in my memories I was in a padded cell with a straight jacket and chained to the wall by my neck. I couldn't try to slip out of the jacket without choking myself.

the IPC wasn't that great actually.

so yeah, those are what I was bombarded with.

-sunday, Honkai Star Rail #⏳🍨🫖

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it's weird being both sunday and aventurine.

because y'know. the conflicting memories. my aventurine canon was very against and kind of afraid of him in a way. in my sunday canon I thought of him as a stepping stone for my plans.

it's a weird thing but im rocking it.

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