#hope this is enjoyable bby!

[berryblu-soda]

hello again :D!! catching up on some work stuff i couldnt get to while the assignment ordeal was going on so im still somewhat MIA

just wanted to let yall know theres actually a good amount of percy jackson/heroes of olympus audiobooks just... up, on youtube, in case anyone wants to revisit any of em :D!!

[akumanoken]

you are all dirty enablers.... and I love you

[ghyulia]

𝗢𝗯𝗲𝘆 𝗠𝗲 𝗕𝗿𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝘀! 𝗪𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗙𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗢𝘂𝘁 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝘆’𝗿𝗲 𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗧𝘆𝗽𝗲

p1 | p2

⋆ ᶠᵗ. ᴸᵘᶜⁱᶠᵉʳ & ᴹᵃᵐᵐᵒⁿ

this was in my drafts for a long time and I finally finished it up..whew. It's not the best but I hope it's enjoyable :)

❕ How do the demon brothers react when they overhear that they’re your ideal type?

𝗟𝘂𝗰𝗶𝗳𝗲𝗿

⋆ Smug as hell.

⋆ At first, he pretends that he doesn’t hear it. He just continued doing whatever he was doing. Truthfully, he was a bit shocked that he was your ideal type. When you first came to the Devildom, you two never really saw eye-to-eye. He would rather die than admit that most of his animosity towards you came from the fact that you, a human, were slowly making pacts with all of his brothers. It felt like you were stealing them from him, and Lucifer hated it. Eventually, he realized that your intentions were far from that. (And he began to want to be in a pact with you, too). Lucifer decides to head to his study instead of confronting you there and then, a small yet smug smirk adorning his face. He'll let you come to him.

⋆ Eventually, you do swing by to see him, completely unaware that he had heard your previous conversation.

⋆ "Hey Luci! How's it going?" You smile. It had become a regular routine for you to stop by The Prideful First Born's study and check up on him. You knew that you and Lucifer hadn't always been on the best terms, especially at the beginning of the exchange program, but as time went by, you came to love and admire him deeply. You tried your best to keep your little crush under wraps though, in fear that it might taint your relationship with him forever.

⋆ Lucifer deduces that now is the right time to talk to you about what you said. Of course, he reciprocates the feelings. He has never felt the way he does with you with anybody else, and he's sure he never will.

⋆ "..So I'm your type, huh?" Lucifer asks. Your eyes widen and you look at him with what can only be described as a wild expression. "W-W-What..? You heard that? Erm..I mean I guess I said that because you are closest to the type of guy I would want as my significant other, you know? Not that...ₙₒₜ ₜₕₐₜ ᵢ'ₘ ₛₐyᵢₙg ₜₕₐₜ…" You trail off. You were saying that. You wanted him, more than anything. The Firstborn smiles. Then he lets out a laugh. You just stare at him, wondering what could possibly be so funny?

"Hush it, (name)." "You're my type too."

"Oh.."

⋆ Lucifer's smile is genuine and wide. How did a human like you manage to steal his heart so effortlessly? He'll never know. And Lucifer doesn't think that he really cares. As long as you're his.

𝗠𝗮𝗺𝗺𝗼𝗻

・❥・He's in shock! Poor bby isn't used to hearing that he's someone's first choice, or ideal type at that :(

・❥・Mammon doesn't know what to do. He's as red as hellfire noodles, and the only thing on his mind is to make a beeline to the door he came from. He was never supposed to hear that!

・❥・In his attempt to sneak out, he knocks over a vase. Crash! He watches it break into a million little pieces. The noise catches your attention, so you excuse yourself from your conversation and head to the adjacent room, only to find a guilty, wide-eyed, blushing Mammon.

・❥・"...Mams? What's going on here?" You look shocked. "Were you eavesdropping?" "NO! Errr.. well not technically..I didn't mean'ta! I just happened to be in this room, and then I accidentally heard ya saying I was yer type! (Name), You've gotta believe me!" Mammon blabbers.

・❥・At this point, you're both redder than ever. "I believe you Mammon...but how do you feel?... About what I said, I mean." You mumble, hoping to gauge his feelings about your somewhat accidental confession. You had no idea that he was going to hear you say that he was your ideal type, but now that it's gotten to this, you might as well hear how he feels about it too, right?

・❥・"Well...it's only natural that the GREAT Mammon is your ideal type! I'm amazing, aren't I?" Mammon says. He notices your forlorn expression. "..Ahem. I guess what I'm tryna say is..yer my type too, human." Mammon all but whispers, pushing his glasses down his face in an attempt to cover the blush that decorates his face. Not that it does much. You giggle and move a little closer to him, before leaving a chaste kiss on his cheek. "I'm glad to know the feelings are mutual."

・❥・"Yea..Me too." Mammon smiles.

Maybe this is what it feels like to be the luckiest guy in all of Devildom. Heck, in all of the three worlds. The Avatar of Greed doesn't think he'll ever feel this way with Grimm.

that's it! I kind of like it but idk hehe

[inklore]

Laur I see we’re talking Aemond and I need to join bc asdfghjkl that man had two minutes of screen time in the latest episode and he has me in chokehold already

like I’d push down my leo pride for him, let him degrade me, idec anymore

I just know he’s so thorough when it comes to fucking you, like deep and hard and with purpose, like that man fucks with his entire being ya know, I just, I need him I need him bad

asdfghjkl um yeah anyways hi ily and I hope you’re doing well🫣

pairing: king!aemond targaryen x queen!reader

warnings: eighteen+ content, p in v, deep penetration, porn with feelings, biting, scratching, everything is really brief.

etc: told myself i wouldn’t care nor did i care about this man and yet here i am thirsting over him like a fool lmaosks. i’m glad i’m not the only one thoughhh! ily and i’m suffering from this damn show but i hope you’re good bby <3

You’re his Queen and deserved to be treated—and fucked—as such. He likes when both of you are taking enjoyment in the part, it’s not just something he takes from you. It’s a pleasure you both receive, feel, love.

The time he takes to make sure you’re wrapping your arms around him to pull him to your chest, tightening your legs around his hips pushing your pelvis up into his so his cock runs over your wet cunt as you ask him nicely. Beg so sweet because you want him, not because he has to force it out of you.

You really want him.

As much as he does you.

Your body sings and trembles and reaches out for him. Your cunt taking him in perfectly, the stretch around his cock making you both sigh in relief. Feel almost high on him finally sliding home. From the push and pull of his hips as he encases you with his arms, as his mouth bruises yours with his—everything he takes he gives back.

Every hard thrust met with your nails digging into his shoulders; pain for pain.

Every dirty word spilling from his lips met with an agonizing cry for more from your lungs; ache for ache.

Every bite and hard press of his mouth met with your teeth in his bottom lip; mark for mark.

The only power he holds over you is in status, throne, name. A name you now share with him, a name you wear, bare with honor and grace. A name you’re proud to have and he’s happy to give.

Any other power is held in the mix of your shared breaths, moans, fingers intertwined—plans to rule, take, and claim side by side.

You don’t shy away and he doesn’t cower from you knowing all. Seeing all. Seeing him for who he truly is.

With your leg in the crook of his arm, bent just enough to have him going deeper into you, the slow methodical roll of his hips, the deep grunts against your tongue as you mewl and cry and he swallows it down—he fucks you until neither of you can breathe unless it’s from the others mouth. Your insides sore and raw and perfectly tender.

“Does my queen want another?” He asks when he’s made you come for the third time, the smirk twitching at the corner of his mouth nothing if not promising. For he’d give his Queen anything, she need only ask.

[alexanderlightweight]

Hello hope I'm not to early. Love reading your work on both here and on AO3, i's always worth the wait. Don't forget to put yourself first if you feel on the verge of a burnout. As for my prompt, how about one where Alec is the one who gotten the extra gifts instead of Jace and Clary? Like the creating new runes one? Maybe he was the one experimented? Or maybe he some how free Ithuriel (the angel) before Valentine's started drawing blood so Alec was blessed? Sorry for the long rambles.

Anon you were perfectly fine! I'm so glad you're enjoying it and thank you, @saeths is going to help me post them eventually because honestly, i'd have to probably take a week off to get them all over there at this point. Thank you for your lovely concern! I took a two day break from writing last week and am writing when it's most enjoyable (though sometimes I try to post the fills while half asleep and that's always a fun look-through the next morning). I love rambles so never apologize for them, i ramble myself profusely

anon thank you. you have given me a reason to start figuring out this idea! basically, valentine accidentally severs the soul tether between bby!alec and raziel during his experiments and accidentally gives alec to someone else and soul and magical tethers are more specific and important than blood ties.

i hope you enjoy!

<3 lumine

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Lilith stares at her belly in shock, confusion warring with disbelief as she feels a shallow heartbeat echoing. As if it’s embraced and protected by her own body. For a moment, it’s as if she has a babe nestled within her, growing and sustaining itself because of her.

Then the heartbeat wavers, as if it might fade and Lilith disperses herself into a wraith of shadows and follows it. It’s a nephilim soul, soft and innocent and so very weak and it belongs to her.

Oh, it’s not her womb the babe rests in, her precious son, but Lilith can feel her magic claiming him, her power anointing him as he’s consecrated as her son.

It’s only because of soft, flimsy tether to his soul that Lilith can summon herself to his side, hiding in the shadows as a man monitors an unconscious, pregnant nephilim.

Lilith is patient as she watches, her gaze covetous as she watches and she wants nothing more than to bury her hands into the woman’s stomach and pull free her son. She wants to hold him in her arms like this unworthy being is holding him in her womb.

Except she can’t, because while he is now her son, he still needs the incubation of a healthy womb and Lilith can’t give him that. Even if she could, there is no guarantee that it would be safe for a child once born of Raziel.

So, she waits and watches and learns.

Finds out that a mad, vicious shadowhunter is experimenting and somehow came across one of the many slivers of Lilith’s soul that she hid around this realm before she was banished.

The woman, Maryse doesn’t know what’s been done to her, or that the child she bears is no longer her son but Lilith doesn’t care. She only watches, delighted as Maryse grows larger, as Lilith’s son is nearly ready to be born.

 When it’s time, it takes everything not to simply speed up the process and rip him free, but Lilith is not yet strong enough, nor is the tie to her son powerful enough, to allow her free reign. So, she must leave this worthless nephilim to pretend to be her son’s mother.

However, not all is lost.

Her son is often left to his crib and Lilith spends more time in the shadows than she ever has before. She sings to her babe, coddles him when he cries and uses magic so that she can feed him when he’s hungry.

He’s a perfect child, Lilith's precious Alexander. A babe whose name she whispered in a dream to Maryse, so that she could claim every piece of him possible.

Sweet and strong and so adoring of her, his small face scrunching up and his fingers reaching out to her even when he can’t possibly recognize her for the shadows, she hides in.

It’s not enough.

It will never be enough, but it is something, for now.

[the-witch-of-one-piece]

Hola hola, hermosa!! 💜 May I request a spin with mi Cocodrilo and fem! reader? Thank you for your time, dear! Sending love!!

Hello Hello Mimi Mi Amor!!! 🥰😘, Of course, I can do this for you!! Anything for you my queen!!! Spinning the wheel Sir Croc got First time/losing virginity 🙈 I hope you enjoy bby! Love you!!! 💜

Tw: losing virginity, vaginal penetration

WC:622

Crocodile x Fem Reader: Who Do You Belong To? N/SFW

Everyone showed him respect and you around his arm it felt like you were some form of royalty. From everything you are wearing from the dress to the shoes even the way you style your hair, he picked it out. A man with exquisite taste. Having dinner 2 hours prior to being in his bedroom his hand rests on your thigh giving it a slight squeeze. He leaned in towards your ear “The night is still young my queen I think it's fair to say, you should show your dedication to your king.” you could get a whiff of his expensive cigar that lingered on him. In the back of your mind, you were trying to figure out a way to tell him you were a virgin. And you began to calculate just the size of his friend down below. ‘Is it going to fit or split me?’ 

You were mentally preparing yourself as the kissing became a make-out session. You felt the cold metal hook on your back as his other hand unzipped your dress. Your hands began to shake as you were undressing the large man. Crocodile studied you and he could see how nervous you were. “Has it been a while for you?''  the ex-warlord asked you. At that moment you had to confess this was something you have never done before and you weren’t sure what to do at this point other than take off your clothes. You did know what sex was but actually doing it you could tell you were a virgin. Crocodile was turned on knowing that you have never been touched by another person before. He could fully claim you as his and no one will ever get the privilege he had with you. He did take it into consideration this was your first time and he was going to start off the only way he knew. 

Crocodile's hand against your smooth skin made your body quiver as he was hovering over you. You could feel his body heat since he was so close to you. “I'm not sure if you're even ready for this.” the raspiness of his voice was quieter as if he was whispering to you. “I’m ready, Crocodile,” you said looking into his dark eyes. “J-just please don’t be too rough.” “I will try not to, I can’t promise anything.” Crocodile spoke without a bit of a warning feeling his large mushroom tip begin to push between your swollen cunt lips. Crocodile let out a low groan as he pushed more into your tight pussy. Your fingers were digging into your lover's arms trying to bite through the pain as much as possible. This cock was throbbing, your pussy was clutching onto his member. Crocodiles saw the tears escaping your eyes. He manages to fit his large member inside your cunt fully. “For this not to be painful you need to relax your body… the more relaxed the more enjoyable it will be.” Crocodile leaned in kissing your forehead.

“I’ll try Sir Croc…” Your eyelids dropped a bit waiting for him to move his cock in and out of you. Leaning in as he pressed his lips against yours as you felt him begin to move his hips into yours. Removing his lips from yours “______, there is no going back after this you belong to me and only me do you understand that?”  He was looking at you waiting for you to respond. You nodded as the moans were coming from your mouth.  He wanted to hear it from you “_______, I need to hear who you belong to.” Crocodile responded.

“You Sir Crocodile! I belong to you~~ and~~ only you~~~” with each thrust you manage to spill out the sentence.

[cuethediscoandthedrinks]

licherally what if i just eat you 😧😧☝🏼

and like when ur sat at ur laptop you'll just hear my muted smutty musings lmao

"...yk i'd say he fucks hard tho.."

"ya gotta reblog that one kells cmon now."

"HOLY shit u can't save it. no way you'll read that at work u slut"

also i hope ur writing verve comes back my bby!! i have faith ur work is top tier, and it's all abt the enjoyment! i'm a firm believer that if you don't enjoy it, readers can sense it too - so likewise try to let it come back organically if ur struggling my lovelie 🫠✨

[starlightandetherealshadows]

two months isn't a long time to wait at all!! don't worry bby - remember you're doing this for Free you don't owe us anything and it's more important that you keep having fun with your project and take care of yourself! also like,, its so impressive that you're doing med school interviews and everyone should understand that prepping for those when they come up will be your priority n people who don't get that don't deserve high concept interactive horror sci fi with straight hotties ~

Hi lovebug!!

You’re so incredibly kind and understanding!!! Thank you for such sweet words, I appreciate them more than you know 🩵

At the moment, writing is a very therapeutic escape from all the stresses of med school apps and work and just overall young adult life, so I’m trying to make sure I remember why I’m writing (because it makes me happy) instead of getting caught up in producing content solely for other people’s enjoyment.

I hope my love for what I’m doing comes through in the IF! And on this blog too heheheh I’m still having a lot of fun!

Luckily, everyone has been encouraging and patient 🫶🏾

I know that the updates have been coming out very quickly so there hasn’t been that much of a wait, but still 🤭 I’m my toughest critic!

Sending you a million virtual hugs!!

[madame-fear]

My my, I see a very busy person hehe 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️, if you don't mind, can you tell me what you study? I currently go to two colleges and there are days when I can't stand it 😭😭

The worst part of this is that what I'm reading for pleasure are few things, and I'm happy that your works are one of them ❤️😘 (currently I only read books for college😭)

~May your peaceful days come soon and you can enjoy incredible stories and interactions that warm your heart ~ ☕️💗🍯

I was looking at your blog and saw that you speak Spanish (is that your native language?) you know what's funny, my language is closer to Spanish than English hehehe (brazilian here bby 🇧🇷)

Could you give me your top favorite targaryen kings or queens (or what could have been)?👑

If Luc is my brother-in-law, then are you too?😏

Hi hi sweet Vi! I was gatekeeping this message cause I just find it so endearing 💕 Oh yeah,, I am most DEFINITELY your sister-in-law now, since Luke is your brother-in-law! 🤭

Currently, I study LOTS of things— which, all of that, is the cause of my constant descending into madness 🥴 I’m studying Genetics, Forensic Science/Medicine, Reproductive Medicine, and also my studies focus on neurodegenerative diseases! Of course, that’s the reason why sometimes I want to combust into pieces, because I have to study all of that... And work. Pretty fun, huh?

And may I ask, what do you study, my love? Hope your peaceful days come soon as well,, please remember to take care of yourself & stay hydrated!! Self-care is a priority, too 💗

Awww thank you so much for the kind wishes darling, I denifitely need it! Can’t wait until I have the time to see all the tags & read all the fics I’ve been tagged in 😭 Honestly I feel so, so happy to know my fics are of your enjoyment— it makes me feel satisfied!! 💗 So sorry I haven’t written any more things for HOTD darling, I promise I will write more soon,, just taking a really short break from writing for the fandom until June, maybe! 🥺

If you’re Brazilian, that means we are neighbours, because I currently live in Argentina— yay!! Spanish isn’t my native language, I was born & raised in Germany but my mum is from Argentina so I know how to speak Spanish like a native, I have been taught since I was very little! To be honest, I feel more comfortable speaking in Spanish, no clue why 😂 I really love Brazil, and I’m expecting to learn Portuguese soon! ❤🇧🇷❤

Alsooo... Regarding the Targ Kings/Queens, this is hard to choose! 🤔 Honestly, I would have really loved to see Rhaenys as a Queen. I think she would have been amazing. She’s my one & true Queen! 😍 Who’s your fave King/Queen, bby? ♡

[tonixe]

Your bio is so cute, I love it!! If you don't mind, can I request some domestic headcannons with Himejima Gyoumei from Demon Slayer? Thank you ❤️

Domestic Headcanons with Gyomei!

+ These are just my hot takes, +Sorry for not getting back to you as quick as I wanted; also, I hope you enjoy it!

+ Sorry if this was short 😅+ my first time writing headcanons yk,

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・Ngl, I feel like people are sleeping on gyomei for real, but lemme start the headcanons.

・He is a very, very built, tall, and heavily built guy, but he really has a soft spot for you; he would probably do anything for you like bro is 7'2 💀 if you're short, he would probably help you get things on higher shelves.

・If you were sick, he would drop everything to take care of you because he doesn't want to lose you, even if you are sick. It may sound silly, but anything can happen yk especially if you have a weak immune system.

・Speaking about a weak immune system, if you were a s/o with a sick or a weak immune system kinda like what happened to muzan before him being on his demon shit.

・He would help you with everything you do, cook everything like your favorite meals, and probably help out with everything, even if he blind yk he can do many things.

・Speaking of many things, if you were a s/o that kills obviously demons, he would definitely be a bit scared with every mission you have to do, especially with them crazy ass demons out there.

・Would probably spend all his time with you when he has a vacation from being a Hashira, doing little cute things like cuddling together. I feel he would give the best hugs!!!!!

・Like big bear hugs.

・If you were to have a child with gyomei, I feel he would be happy and enjoy bringing a bundle of joy into the world. I would keep this yk fluff related, but the making choice or yk, if you know what Im saying, was definitely enjoyable. 😏

・But let's speak about the action part; he would definitely have a size kink and breeding kink, ain't taking that back 😎

・Let's get back to PG; Gyomei is a guy with a pretty sad background yk people really didn't trust or believe him, especially with those kids in the temple that did trust him; yk I feel when he was smaller, he was really underestimated because he is blind, but look at him now.

・so please treat him with care >3

・He's definitely bby.

・I feel like he would definitely be an emotional person; he wouldn't; be scared to share his emotions with his s/o.

・He would definitely be open with you; def would never do anything to hurt.

・VERY VERY PROTECTIVE

・I feel like he would definitely like comparing hand sizes with you, >3

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+ Also, sorry if it wasn't something you imagined or wanted.  💕 

· ➳❥ Criticizing or judgment is welcome here; reblogs are greatly appreciated.

[ticklishsquish]

Comes into your ask box

Sees Lucifer on a duck

Steals

Leaves

Hello fellow hazbin enjoyer I hope you don't mind sharing him

Heheh oh hi! fren !!

wha -you stole my bby! hmph~ i mean im willing to share but it’s gonna cost a giggle a two~

*i wiggle my fingers at you teasingly*

[kodaiki]

aaaaa welcome back !! I hope you had a very restful and enjoyable break!! I can’t wait to see what you write next !!

I shall send you all of the cute and fluffy feelings your way! make sure to take care of yourself ! Drink water and eat a lot of yummy food !!  (՞ . .՞)♡

eeee pretty kuromi! tysm bby! my break consisted of me focusing on school so it wasn’t super restful but def worth it 😮‍💨😮‍💨 you’re the cutest, sending love right back at you lovie 🫶🏼🤍 i hope you’re well, too, and taking care!

[pandoraslxna]

Luna my love 🌙 ❤️!!

How are you enjoying your vacation? Sorry I don’t know how long you planned to stay? Is your bf treating you well mama’s? 🥺🥺 Please have all the fun and enjoyment you deserve it so much!

Hii my precious pookie 🩵🩵

I‘m already back at home, but yes I enjoyed it a lot, thank you! I feel suuuper relaxed after staying at this spa hotel, even if it was just for a couple of days (and yes he also treated me very well hehe) 🤭

Now that I’m back I have this sudden boost of motivation and I can’t even stop writing hahah

Anyways, how are you bby? I hope you had a great day!

[astraystayyh]

HI IM BACK! things have been rough lately saur

also im down with covid. this is my second time. have you gotten covid before? i have fever running nose nausea (so bad ) sore throat and diarrheoa. thats not the worst part. the WORST PART IS I CANT GO FOR MY CHURCH CAMP ANYMORE! its like once a year so since last yr was my first time i have been looking forward to it so much. like, its so fun and enjoyable its next level. its today. but yesterday night i started to get fever and tdy morn the test was positive. its so sad like evem the friends who dont come to church regularly are like gg and i cant see them 😭😭

love your new theme!!

what course or like what lessons do you take for school😁

HII BABY!!! i did :') please that was the darkest time of my life the timing was HORRENDOUS. i hope you'll feel better soon bby im sorry this happened to u now :(( and ughhh that's too bad,,, can't you go once you're healed from covid?

thank youuuuu baby <333 we have so many courses 😭 mainly journalistic production ones then general ones about economy, politics and sociology hehe

[chryblossomjjk]

I just wanted to say this to all the readers who are asking about a part 2 of the weekend.

While I, too, would LOVE a continuation bc it was finger licking good (if y'know what I mean) and the execution was AMAZING, we do need to respect kiki's choice to only release the one part of the story.

She's not giving up on the story or trying to ignore the interests of her readers. But instead, is putting out her story in the way she wants to present it and choosing to share that with her audience.

It's the same as if she painted a beautiful but somewhat heartbreaking and bittersweet portrayal of love on a canvas, and we asked her to further it to give it a happier and more soft narrative just for our enjoyment without appreciating the rich concepts already there.

She allows room for interpretation after the ending for the readers, but furthering the story wasn't part of the idea she wanted to capture.

So, let's try to remember as readers that to truly appreciate the works that writers are SHARING with us (that they do outside of both school and their jobs) means respecting their boundaries when they say they won't continue a story and not trying to peer pressure them into changing the storyline/develop it further to fit our wants bc that's not kind nor is it considerate.

That aside, the story wouldn't be very genuine in the end if she did. She can't cater to everyone, and honestly, every fic would pretty much be the same if writers did that.

Kiki has been very gracious and sweet to everyone asking about pt 2 or an ending, and I very much admire that, but we should really try not to abuse that. Y'all are such cool readers, but we can always be cooler by respecting kiki 🤘😌.

Ily u kiki 🥺. You're so cool and deserve all the hype and luv💕✨️.

bby i love you with my entire soul and being and you mean the world to me!!

it doesn't necessarily bother me that people are asking for a part two, i appreciate the enthusiasm and interest in my writing!! means the world to me!! but with that being said, the point of this piece is to be ambiguous and up to interpretation!! this story is meant to just hang in the air, no resolution, no hopeless heartbreak.

and i agree!! i know that fanfic is escapism to everyone, me included, however, its also someone's writing yk? and topics they like to explore. i generally tend to like writing realism and angst. not that happy endings aren't realistic, however, they're not realistic in every circumstance!! especially the plot of the weekend!! my escapism is just exploring plots n characters in a way that feels authentic to the world im trying to create!!

furthermore, any movie or book or writing thats ever stuck with me has had an unideal or unexpected ending, so those just tend to be the things i like to write!!

also platform changes have kind of killed my willingness to write certain things lol. for whatever reason, the platform has been super duper agressive with labeling and shadowbanning my fics within like 2.5 seconds of posting lol, so my motivation to write is not what it used to be. not that i dont want to, just my dedication to one storyline is faltering as of now!! i do apologize!! i understand that a lot of people support my writing and i do feel some sense of beholden (idk if i used this word right rip, i just mean i feel like i owe you guys!!) to those people bc i genuinely appreciate the love sm!! all i can promise is to provide the best stories i can with what i feel motivated to write!! i have no desire to continue the weekend and never intended too!! if i did it would be v disingenuous to myself and readers!! hope you all understand!! love u dearly <3

[jamespottersdaisy]

I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WERE GOING THROUGH SOMETHING IM SO SORRY. i hope you're better now, remember you matter and everything will come through. sending you lots of hugs and support <333.

and yes i want to know you opinion but if you could post it without the whole speech of mine i would appreciate it because it would be weird to have it public (most of all because the schizophrenic part of me thinks he's gonna read it)

AND IM SO EXCITED FOR PART 5 OF DULCET but don't pressure yourself to write it, your wellbeing comes first and building up the tension always makes it more enjoyable.

and i don't know if it was only in spain but do you remember this old trend about whether there are more wheels or doors in the world. i was team wheels because it seems so obvious to me that there are more wheels but i have friends who think the opposite, what do you think?

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YES! Mothers are weird, and college is hard, and I want money. Nothing's new. I will be better hopefully bby. I love you and send the kisses back!!!!

Alright, the first time I read it, I internally screamed "GRUMPY X SUNSHINE!!!!" He sounds like such a green flag (except the mullet sorry not sorry), and tbh to me, I felt like he may not be the talkative kinda guy, thus, you being the one opening the convos might just be normal and adorable to him (also easy). And I do not enjoy this generation's relationship terms (that's the reason why I like the guy I mentioned, he literally dates to marry), but if you are not ready for one, then you are not ready for one. I do not know the details, so I will just talk based on the things you shared, I think you should just trust the time yk. Because you guys sound adorable (if anything changed by the time I replied to this, update), and maybe with time you feel like you can be in a relationship or will be comfortable enough to let him in. I don't know his opinion on this relationship matter tho. AND DON'T BE SHY TO TALK ABOUT HIM TO ME!!!!

And yes the trend must be only in Spain, lol. Butt I did feel like there would be more doors? I don't know based on what I said it, that's just the answer that feels right tbh