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peach-pops · 4 years

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hi *farts* can i hav a romantic matchup pls🥺either gender is fine👉🏻👈🏻don’t hav any team preferences bc i‼️am‼️a‼️WHORE‼️moving on.. i’m like 160cm n i have grey(eye)balls, bleached hair but my natural colour is brown and big ass cheek dimple. ngl chief my sense of humour is kinda DUMB so if u say pee pee poo poo i’m prolly gonna😹😹😹so anyone that’ll laugh at my doo doo jokes OR b stupid w me wuld b guwd🥴dumb n dumber tease(*^ω^*). i’m lactose intolerant but idc😠(pt1) -🤼‍♀️ besty

(cont) ...drink that🍓 milk! get bad poopies and farts! #YOLO! i like art, anime and gaming😈gamer gurl alert‼️but by gaming i mean hatsune miku project diva, acnh and minecraft...fav songs rn are obsessed w u by the orion experience and lovecats by the cure JUST NEVER GET OLD CHEFS KISS. i can b pretty affectionate w my bestys and i love to bully them❤️ i can blow rlly big spit bubbles after monster energy drinks and i consider that a talent❤️ (pt2) -🤼‍♀️besty || (cont) also have this weird obsession w baths lately my record is 7 hours with no breaks kinda crazy... lowkey shy around strangers if i don’t have someone i know w me.. OH AND i’m INTP personality type(same as kenma we do be like👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨soulmates tho..) damb rlly went ahead and wrote a whole novel shesh✍️📖 sorry about that... but UR THE BEST MWAH KISSY LOVE U (LAST PART FROM 🤼‍♀️ BESTY

First off, “ don’t have any team preferences bc i!!am!!a!!WHORE” I’ve never related to anything more in my life. Also, rise up lactose intolerant gang!

I ship you with Noya AND HEAR ME OUT!

The absolute crackhead energy your relationship would have would be way too powerful I’m pretty sure the world would crack open because you two are too frickin similar

you know how some couples send horny late night texts to each other? You guys send the funniest memes to each other that have definitely woken up your whole house I can just see it

There would never be a dull moment between the two of you, even running errands with him to go to the laundromat would result in you both holding your sides IN PAIN as the two of you laugh your assess off

Noya isn’t too sensitive so it’s pretty common that you’ll both tease and pick on each other and there’s never any real harm

“ Yeah dipshit, the point of the game is to not kill yourself, you do know that right?”

“ CLOWN!!! You really tried it huh shrimp dick?”

“ YOU KNOW IT’S NOT SMALL IM PACKIN SHMEAT!”

(I’m sorry wha- A SEVEN HOUR BATH! HOW MUCH FREE TIME DO YOU HAVE AREN’T YOU PRUNY!)

Noya would definitely try to do it with you but that boy has ADHD so sad

But yall would both fit perfectly in a tub together that’s so uwu

He would love to massage your back in the tub he’s handsy tho so watch out

I think he’d be such a sucker for your dimples like you can be minding your own business doing homework and I can totally see him just peeking his head up from behind the couch like “ mmm dimples”

Deadass he’ll walk over to you and start poking your cheeks even after you threaten to bite his finger off so he switches from poking you with his finger to just kissing your cheek over and over just so he can see you smile even harder

“ Yu, stop it, you’re all sweaty!”

“ Shut up, you’re smiling I know you love me”

“ I’m being TORTURED!”

I know it seems like the two of you dating sounds like it’s crazy all the time but I firmly believe this man would stop at nothing to make you happy

He’s so whipped for you like oh you haven’t had lunch? He will give you everything he has on his plate

You’re computer shut down while in the middle of a game? He will literally rush over and help you fix it and if he doesn’t know how, he will watch videos on it just for you

whenever there is a quiet moment between the two of you, he will just stare at you with no shame because he thinks the world of you and even though he’s a pretty happy person, I think everyone around you two sees that there’s something different about him

#watermelonsugaships #besty anon

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undertalefan715 · 5 years

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Doing one of the ask lists for Joyce. :3 @createsy-muffin

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

Never held hands...

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

Umm.. it kinda depends sometimes.

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

Nobody rn.

4. Are you easy to get along with?

I think so.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

Well, one: I’m never gonna get drunk. two: I don’t think anyone would give a shit if I was drunk tbh.

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

Oh, Idk! lots.

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

God I hope so..

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

Umm.. you Joyce. heheh.. :3

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

It depends on the person I’m talking too.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Probably Spoony.

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“Jeez..”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Oof.. Idk it’s hard for me to choose songs. ‘cause there’s always alot. :’)

Well um.. Never and 151 Rum from J.I.D, Chris Cornell’s cover of Billie Jean, Chum from Earl Sweatshirt, Hellboy from Trippie Redd, and Pink Maggit from Deftones.

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

Omg yes yessss- (my hair is made to be pet and played with)

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Yeah. heh.

15. What good thing happened this summer?

(it’s not summer yet)

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

Ooo, yes. (I love to think aliens exist somewhere)

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

Nope.

19. Do you like bubble baths?

Yeah, they’re pretty nice and relaxing.

20. Do you like your neighbors?

Fuck no. ugh.

21. What are you bad habits?

I really don’t know.

22. Where would you like to travel?

Japan. one day.

23. Do you have trust issues?

At times. very very rarely though.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

Playing guitar. :> (or taking a bath)

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

My eyebrows, or my mustache. (mostly my eyebrows)

26. What do you do when you wake up?

Nothing. :/

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

Idc. but I do wish I was a bit darker.

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

Spoony and Joyce.

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

...No. I could only wish though.

30. Do you ever want to get married?

Eh.. depends.

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

Oh yeah. hahah.

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

Oh, I really don’t know actually. but one of those celebrities would be Jason Momoa, ‘cause godDAMN he is fine. >u>

33. Spell your name with your chin.

.,I,KRF (omfg hah)

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

Nah.

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

Oh definitely TV. if I lived without music, I’d probably die. lol.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

I don’t think so. no.

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

“Awkward silence..?” then I laugh.

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Strong, cute and adorable, beautiful and pretty, sweet and caring, affectionate and loving, very cuddly and understanding, kinda feminine, funny... heh.

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Ingles. (a small local store over here in NC. Idk if some of y’all are familiar with it)

40. What do you want to do after high school?

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Yes.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

Concentrating, or really upset/depressed.

43. Do you smile at strangers?

Yeah, sometimes. :3

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

Ooo! outer space definitely! :00

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

Nothing. (or my mom lol)

46. What are you paranoid about?

Pretty much everything.

47. Have you ever been high?

No.

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Nope.

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

Uhm.. not necessarily.

50. What was the color of the last hoodie you wore?

Idk.. black? (everything I wear is black lol)

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

Sometimes. not often.

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

I wish I wasn’t so depressed all the time...

53. Favorite makeup brand?

I don’t do makeup.

54. Favorite store?

Guitar Center. (lol..)

55. Favorite blog?

Idk.. I have lots of faves on here. ;-;

56. Favorite color?

Black and red. (so edgy)

57. Favorite food?

Doesn’t really matter but, probably pizza tbh.

58. Last thing you ate?

Salisbury Steak and Macaroni.

59. First thing you ate this morning?

Idk. cereal?

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

Idk, I don’t really compete.

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

Idk. and if I did, it was probably for something completely ridiculous I didn’t do, or didn’t mean to do.

62. Been arrested? For what?

Nope. (again, am gud boyo)

63. Ever been in love?

Yeah...

65. Are you hungry right now?

Nah.

66. Do you like your Tumblr friends more than your real friends?

Hell yeah! (I don’t even have any friends I know irl)

67. Facebook or Twitter?

Twitter of course. (the fuck is Facebook)

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Uhm.. Tumblr.

69. Are you watching TV right now?

Bob the Builder. (don’t judge me) (also 69 heheheheheheh)

70. Names of your best friends?

Orion, Joyce, Rivers, Sam.

71. Craving something? What?

Nah.

72. What color are your towels?

Umm.. beige and a.. dry-ish looking pink.

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

About 4 or 5.

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

Sometimes. :’3

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

Oof, alot. :’)

75. Favorite animal?

Goats. :33

76. What color is your underwear?

...Black? (weird question but, alright)

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Depends, but I’ve always liked vanilla.

78. Favorite ice cream flavor?

Pretty much anything with cookies in it.

79. What color shirt are you wearing?

Dark blue.

80. What color pants?

Black with red stripes.

81. Favorite TV show?

Right now, it’s Umbrella Academy.

82. Favorite movie?

Pretty much any Pixar film.

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Haven’t watch either. and I don’t think I will.

86. Favorite character from Finding Nemo?

Idk umm.. Gill maybe?

87. First person you talked to today?

Either Galexion or Joyce.

88. Last person you talked to today?

I think, Spoony.

89. Name a person you hate?

*sigh* Idk.

90. Name a person you love?

Pretty much all my friends. :’))

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

One of my sister’s “friends”. she’s such a fucking bitch. a fucking snake.

92. In a fight with someone?

No.

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

I don’t think any.

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

Again, I don’t think I have any. (of my own, that is)

95. Last movie you watched?

Oof, I don’t know.

96. Favorite actress?

I don’t really have one.

97. Favorite actor?

Again, don’t really have one.

98. Do you tan a lot?

Nah. (I’m as white as a ghost actually)

99. Have any pets?

2 cats. :3

100. How are you feeling?

Okay. (tired though)

101. Do you type fast?

Sometimes. not alot though.

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

Yup.

103. Can you spell well?

Nope. hahah.

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

Yeah.. sometimes..

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

No..?

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

I-I hope not...

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

Yes! I was REALLY young though. :’)

108. What should you be doing?

Lots of things... u_u

109. Is something irritating you right now?

No.

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

Yeah...

111. Do you have trust issues?

No. but rn someone is really testing my trust.

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

I... I’m not sure.

113. What was your childhood nickname?

Idk, I can’t really remember rn...

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

The furthest I’ve been is tennessee. and that’s right next to us. lol..

115. Do you play the Wii?

Yeah. (I have different 3 Wii’s actually lmao)

116. Are you listening to music right now?

Yeah. Love Hurts. from Incubus..

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

Fuck yeah!!!

118. Do you like Chinese food?

Not really.

119. Favorite book?

Oof.. Idk.

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

No, not really.

121. Are you mean?

I... probably am rn...

122. Is cheating ever okay?

No. never.

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

Shoes?

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Of course. heheh. uwu

125. Do you believe in true love?

Ofc! >u<

126. Are you currently bored?

Yeah. :T

127. What makes you happy?

Goat boys, my friends, music. etc.

128. Would you change your name?

Nah, I like it. :3

129. What your zodiac sign?

Aries/Pisces cusp. :>

130. Do you like subway?

Nah.

131. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

Well, I’ll probably have the same feelings. heheh.

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

(didn’t I do this one before?)

133. Favorite lyrics right now?

“Pardon me, while I burst a flame, I’ve had enough of the world, and it’s peoples mindless games.” - Pardon Me from Incubus. (and lots of other lyrics, but that one is stuck in my mind)

134. Can you count to one million?

Hell no. lmao

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

Pretty much all lies I’ve told. (I can not lie for shit. which can be a good thing I guess)

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

I like them opened, but sometimes I gotta close them ‘cause of my cats. :T

137. How tall are you?

5′8.

138. Curly or Straight hair?

“Straight” hair.

139. Brunette or Blonde?

Brunette.

140. Summer or Winter?

Idk.. I think winter. uwu

141. Night or Day?

Both. but mostly night sometimes.

142. Favorite month?

March. :>

143. Are you a vegetarian?

Nope. lmao.

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

Milk or white chocolate. dark has always been kinda gross. Idk.

145. Tea or Coffee?

Neither. hot cocoa. :3

146. Was today a good day?

Eh. it was a day.

147. Mars or Snickers?

Eh. neither really.

148. What’s your favorite quote?

Ah.. Idk. I can’t really think of any...

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

Sometimes. :0

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

Um... I can’t rn. it’s a bit late...

#ask list #personal #again sorry for any mistakes. :S #might change some of them later btw.

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the-panic-the-static · 7 years

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199: I was born in: 1998 198: I am really: shy 197: My cellphone company is: A1 196: My eye color is: blue 195: My shoe size is: 40 EU/9 US 194: My ring size is: wtf idk 193: My height is: 1,70 m/5′7″ 192: I am allergic to: nothing 191: My 1st car was: Citroen 190: My 1st job was: it was a summer job, sales assistant 189: Last book you read: - 188: My bed is: comfortable 187: My pet: - 186: My best friend: Sam 185: My favorite shampoo is: Inecto Naturals Coconut Shampoo! 184: Xbox or ps3: Xbox 183: Piggy banks are: sweet? idk 182: In my pockets: what 181: On my calendar: dates 180: Marriage is: unnecessary 179: Spongebob can: blow bubbles 178: My mom: is beautiful

177: The last three songs I bought were? It was an album, and idk which one

176: Last YouTube video watched: it was a game play 175: How many cousins do you have? 19 174: Do you have any siblings? yeah, one sister! 173: Are your parents divorced? no 172: Are you taller than your mom? I am 171: Do you play an instrument? No 170: What did you do yesterday? I was having dinner with a friend and played games! [ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: not love, sympathy 168: Luck: kinda 167: Fate: no 166: Yourself: no 165: Aliens: no 164: Heaven: no 163: Hell: no 162: God: no 161: Horoscopes: no 160: Soul mates: no 159: Ghosts: no 158: Gay Marriage: I don’t believe in any marriage 157: War: no 156: Orbs: what 155: Magic: no [ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: either 153: Drunk or High: drunk 152: Phone or Online: huh? 151: Red heads or Black haired: either 150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes 149: Hot or cold: COLD 148: Summer or winter: WINTER 147: Autumn or Spring: AUTUMN 146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla 145: Night or Day: depends, but in general night 144: Oranges or Apples: Oranges 143: Curly or Straight hair: straight 142: McDonalds or Burger King: neither 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: dark chocolate! 140: Mac or PC: PC 139: Flip flops or high heals: boots! 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: ugly, sweet and poor please 137: Coke or Pepsi: neither 136: Hillary or Obama: Obama 135: Burried or cremated: cremated 134: Singing or Dancing: singing 133: Coach or Chanel: neither 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who 131: Small town or Big city: small town near a big city 130: Wal-Mart or Target: I’ve never been at any of them 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: neither 128: Manicure or Pedicure: ?? 127: East Coast or West Coast: BITCH I’M FROM EUROPE IDK 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: idk, I don’t enjoy both tbh 125: Chocolate or Flowers: Flowers! 124: Disney or Six Flags: uhhhhh 123: Yankees or Red Sox: Those questions are way too american [ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War: too much 121: George Bush: wtf, idk 120: Gay Marriage: I don’t believe in marriage 119: The presidential election: SORRY BUT IDK 118: Abortion: I’d never do it and so should neither of us 117: MySpace: don’t have 116: Reality TV: waste of money and time 115: Parents: I LOVE THEM 114: Back stabbers: GO TO HELL 113: Ebay: idk? 112: Facebook: good for the latest news about music/games! 111: Work: everyone should work 110: My Neighbors: don’t know them 109: Gas Prices: too fucking high over here 108: Designer Clothes: pretty often just waste of money 107: College: EVERYONE SHOULD GO IF THEY CAN AFFORD IT 106: Sports: Important! I wish I wasn’t that lazy though 105: My family: I love 104: The future: I’m scared of it [ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: 8 days ago 102: Last time you ate: yesterday evening 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: 2 weeks ago 100: Cried in front of someone: 8 days ago haha 99: Went to a movie theater: uggghh I really can’t remember, it’s been too long 98: Took a vacation: an week ago 97: Swam in a pool: uhm.. like, 8, 9 years ago 96: Changed a diaper: like 2, 3 years ago 95: Got my nails done: yesterday 94: Went to a wedding:I really can’t remember 93: Broke a bone: never 92: Got a peircing: when I was 15 91: Broke the law: idk 90: Texted: I’m texting with you rn [ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: some awesome dude called Daniel 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my XBox :( 87: The last movie I saw: I think it was Memento! I’m not too sure though 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: visiting my friends in Australia/US 85: The thing im not looking forward to: IDK 84: People call me: Jana 83: The most difficult thing to do is: ONE of it, listening to music while studying 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never 81: My zodiac sign is: Gemini 80: The first person i talked to today was: Daniel 79: First time you had a crush: ugggh when I was 11? I guess, idk 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: Sam 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: what, idk 76: Right now I am talking to: Daaaaaaniel 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: what is this question about HELP 74: I have/will get a job: soon, hopefuly 73: Tomorrow: I will bake a cake! 72: Today: was hella boring 71: Next Summer: IDK 70: Next Weekend: D: 69: I have these pets: - 68: The worst sound in the world: NOISY EATING 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my ex 66: People that make you happy: MY FRIENDS 65: Last time I cried: 2 days ago 64: My friends are: GREAT I LOVE Y’ALL 63: My computer is: I have a laptop 62: My School: I’M DONE WITH FUCKING SCHOOL 61: My Car: Citroen 60: I lose all respect for people who: HURT OTHERS 59: The movie I cried at was: never cried at one I think 58: Your hair color is: darkbrown/black 57: TV shows you watch: none 56: Favorite web site: probably tumblr or youtube 55: Your dream vacation: the northern European countries 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: when I had something like kidney failure in 2012 53: How do you like your steak cooked: I don’t really eat steaks 52: My room is: small and cleaned 51: My favorite celebrity is: JON 50: Where would you like to be: Somewhere where it’s cold! 49: Do you want children: I don’t think so 48: Ever been in love: yeah 47: Who’s your best friend: Sam 46: More guy friends or girl friends: Only guy friends except for one 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: GAMING 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: youuuu 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: I don’t even know what to do tomorrow 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: no 41: Have you pre-named your children: no 40: Last person I got mad at: IDK 39: I would like to move to: - 38: I wish I was a professional: gamer [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: idk, I like ice cream if that counts 36: Vehicle: idkkk 35: President: what 34: State visited: I’ve never been to the US 33: Cellphone provider: idc? 32: Athlete: what 31: Actor: what 30: Actress: what 29: Singer: JONATHAN DAVIS 28: Band: KORN 27: Clothing store: - 26: Grocery store: - 25: TV show: - 24: Movie: caaaaan’t choose one 23: Website: tumblr/youtube 22: Animal: dogs! 21: Theme park: - 20: Holiday: idkkk 19: Sport to watch: I don’t watch sport 18: Sport to play: SAME 17: Magazine: Metal Hammer probably idk 16: Book: - 15: Day of the week: Saturday I guess 14: Beach: HATE 13: Concert attended: RAMMSTEIN! 12: Thing to cook: don’t have one 11: Food: I love Sushi 10: Restaurant: - 9: Radio station: I don’t listen to the radio 8: Yankee candle scent: what, idk 7: Perfume: at the moment, Thierry Mugler Alien it’s sooooo good 6: Flower: I just love all flowers! 5: Color: black EVEN THOUGH IT’S NOT A COLOUR I KNOW, IDK I DO WHAT I WANT 4: Talk show host: - 3: Comedian: - 2: Dog breed: West Highland White Terrier! They’re so cute 1: Did you answer all these truthfully? YEAH

FINALLY. Thank you, Daniel!

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kafziels · 7 years

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some modern kh headcanons id sell my left titty for

-jealous roxas. super jealous. if you talk to anyone he likes more that an acquaintance YOU DEAD HE WILL BITE YOU -sora doesn't like to swear and when he does it's like 'fiddlesticks' ‘aw shucks’ ‘aw heckie’ ‘GOSH DARN IT’ -DID I MENTION ROXAS BITES PEOPLE -roxas hates water and refuses to GET IN THE FUCKIN TUB -lea has to calm him down EVERY NIGHT like ‘see look...nice friendly bubbles.....STOP GROWLING AT ME LIKE A RABID ANIMAL’ -ventus is afraid of anything taller than him (including but not limited to, terra) -VENTUS CRIES WHEN HE THINKS TERRA IS ANGRY WITH HIM (semi canon but he cries BIG OL DINSEY TEARS) -terra literally has no idea why????anything is anything?? am i even alive rn -terra carries ventus by the collar of his shirt to take him around, like a puppy/kitten's neck scruff -sora cried once because he stepped on a worm -ventus cried with him -roxas stepped on it again and THEY BOTH Screamed -riku throws sora over his shoulder often -one time he threw too hard and sora left the atmosphere -kairi isn't straight the end no debate on that one -vanitas is afraid of cats -he's also allergic to them -sora once chased a bee for 4 hours straight -when lea sneezes the entire universe shakes and somewhere pete stubs his toe -sora got his hand stuck in a pringles tube so badly he needed to have it cut off of him -when ventus sings in the shower roxas and sora harmonize -roxas howls and cries like a dog if he’s home alone too long -neighbors thought there was an abused animal in there and actually called animal control because roxas was lonely -riku doesn’t let sora drink alcohol when he’s old enough -but lea once gave sora THE MOST DISGUSTING BITTER TAPS IN THE WORLD so he wouldn’t want to try beer ever again -vanitas watched soap operas -every few weeks aqua stops by and brings snacks for everyone bc she’s mom -sora has night terrors and nightmares very often 8^))))) -roxas and sora used to have a bunk bed but it broke bc one time terra hopped onto the top bunk and it fuckign collapsed on top of sora -one time the toaster went off and scared riku so much that he almost put his head through the ceiling -roxas left a social event early so he could watch gilmore girls -a bird hit the window and ventus and sora held a funeral for it -kairi is still very gay idc who with but that girl ain’t straight -roxas turned on an electric toothbrush and put it under sora’s nose while he was asleep and the first thing out of sora’s mouth was ‘riku is that you’ -everyone is a NICE HAPPY FAMILY check it out -lea would much rather play guitar hero than an actual guitar -riku woke up the whole house screaming because he turned on the garbage disposal instead of the kitchen sink light while getting a midnight snack -‘sora why are you crying’ ‘you know dry cleaners...they clean the clothes with stuff that isn’t actually dry. they’re all liars.’ -terra is a different person when he watches cooking shows -ventus looks very nice in a skirt -riku bought an otamatone and records himself doing shitty covers of pop songs with it -sometimes roxas is just. angry. for no reason. he just sits there and shoves chips into his face and grumbles at everyone and everything

-ok BASICALLY ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY, i could go on for hours

#kh #kingdom hearts #happy funtime family au

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makingspiritualityreal · 7 years

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This post is a result of years of observation of both fiction and real life behavioral patterns in humans. I had a hard time putting my finger on what I exactly think/feel and I am still not sure I will word it properly and I am prepared to be misunderstood by generally everyone but idc at this point because this just needs to be said and I am inspired rn lol.

First of all, disclaimers.

1. I don’t hate the characters or shows that I will mention in this post, I don’t hate irl people that I saw behaving like this either.

2. This post is in no way meant to be an offense to the fans of these characters, they have traits I like about them myself and I am well aware of their good sides.

3. This is in no way a hate post about a one specific person or character, more like one specific behavioral pattern that is hard to stomach for me.

4. I am also not saying that this post is the absolute truth ruling this universe and everyone should agree or obey, this is my opinion and perception and ofc anyone can disagree. I could maybe call this my pet peeve but “peeve” is not a word strong enough because this is just what brings me personally the most feelings of discomfort in this world (probably somewhere next to failure).

5. The people and fictional characters I have in mind also have qualities I admire and they don’t necessarily exhibit this trait of character that I dislike 100% of the time (although I am sure it is present all the time somewhere deep inside unless they grow up somehow), which is probably what makes this situation so annoying in the first place, because the feelings I have towards them are always mixed. I don’t condone the people who act like this because anyone can do whatever they want, but I still dislike it.

6. I understand that there is probably a reason why these people/characters end up/are like this in the first place (in some cases, in some it may be irredeemable just being a natural tendency idk lol), maybe this is some coping mechanism, something resulting from pain and trauma, and if it is, well I am sorry for them, but it is still hurtful/annoying and I still dislike it.

7. I am not an apologist. Griffith is one of my favorite, if not the ultimate favorite character. I love him knowing that he is an asshole and does bad things. I am not saying he is the good boy while Guts is the bad boy, because neither of them is black and white. I am just elaborating on why Guts still manages to annoy me more in the end.

8. I didn’t finish Naruto and didn’t read all of Berserk manga. It is possible that the characters I describe change = I don’t have some info. Still, they already managed to behave in this specific way in the first place, even if they grew later (ok I know enough Berserk to know Guts didn’t), which is why they were mentioned in this post.

9. I acknowledge that there is personal gain in having this trait of character for the people/characters who act this way. Still, I think it is at an expense of spiritual growth and it bears some marks of being primitive. Still something I seriously dislike in people. Still hate it tbh. Sorry, folks.

10. There is absolutely nothing wrong with loving yourself, preserving yourself and putting yourself first in a healthy way. You can do all of the above while not behaving in a way I’m about to describe.

11. You have the right to do what you want and pursue your own happiness. You don’t have to indulge other people’s wishes, you are not obliged to reciprocate their feelings or do anything for their sake. You can do all these things in the name of self love without doing this particular thing I’m gonna talk about.

12. I have had people tell me that the reason I feel like this is because I have issues. We all do. Ofc I do. I still think what I think and this is not really only about myself because if I see one fictional character treating another in this way it annoys me too. If I see a person irl treating another like this, it annoys me too. If I see a friend had this done to them, I feel like murdering the other person. Ofc everything in this world is an egocentric projection in the first place but we all function this way doing absolutely everything and it is impossible to remove our personal lenses so there is no point discussing that. As I said, this is my opinion and I am aware of it’s subjectivity.

After this super long preface, let’s get to it then.

I absolutely hate when someone acts as if they are the only person in this universe and whatever they do concerns only them, they live in a bubble and other humans around them don’t notice/feel/care about their actions. Sometimes, these people even have the annoying tendency to tell others that they shouldn’t be affected by their actions, because it doesn’t concern them in the first place.

Sure, you will not spend your life analysing in great detail how your every breath and every step affects everyone around you, because this is literally impossible to do and you have to take care of your own stuff. What I am speaking about is this particular tendency in some people to exhibit the opposite behavior - be absolutely unconscious about how what they do makes others feel and react on some absolutely basic level that an average person possesses. It is some sort of lack of consciousness about the fact that the moment you do something for yourself in the presence of others it already affects them in some way. That doesn’t mean people should stop being themselves. It just means it is not a good thing to act as if there is only your ass, your “me, myself and I” in this world and nothing else exists.

Let’s look at Griffith. Yes, he is an asshole. Yes, he does awful stuff. BUT, he does it absolutely aware of the weight of his actions. When he chooses to sacrifice his comrades, he is aware of the burden of this action, which is what makes it so significant for the Godhand in the first place. This is a conscious decision, where he’s deciding he cares about his dream at the expense of lives of many other people. He just cares about his dream more. This is a bad thing to do, but it’s deliberate.

Now imagine that he would do all that and be very surprised if someone told him that people were hurt over this decision. Imagine he would say “but why are they even hurt? I only did something to defend myself, why is anyone else even affected?”.

Ridiculous, right? Yet this is what people do. This is what Guts did when he left the band of the hawk. This action basically destroyed everything that Griffith worked for and lead to his destruction. It started the domino effect, the chain of negative events.

His intentions weren’t bad in the first place. He was just unable to see outside his own self to imagine how this will implicate others, how his action, done for himself in theory, will also influence everyone else. Guts isn’t a bad person. But it’s not exactly as if he said “hey, I am leaving and I don’t care about your asses anymore, I have stuff to do, see you later”. What happens next proves that Guts cares. Cares about Griffith, Casca, the band of the hawk. He is just terribly unconscious because it’s not like he gained something from leaving the band at this moment. Did he prove something? Only in this most basic childlike way “this is me and I have my opinion too, and I am not gonna do what you tell me because I have the free will to do my own thing and I obey no one”. I can see a good side to this - this particular trait is what makes Guts a survivor, at least in his case. Still, he is a survivor who is limited in his spiritual growth and essentially primitive and childlike. I still dislike it.

In one way or another, Griffith still got what he wanted. But this is not what this post is about. It’s about this absolute blindness that I can’t comprehend - blindness to the fact that other people exist in the first place. You may not give a shit about them, but it is some supreme form of denial to act as if what you do affects only you and nobody else because this is simply not how the world works. Imagine there is one box of chocolates for everyone in the house. Now, you may not give a damn about any other person eating from this box, but no matter how you feel, if you eat the whole box of chocolates, other people will feel the implications of your action. Even if you ate these chocolates just to please yourself in the first place. And what I am speaking about is the difference between eating these chocolates while being conscious that you simultaneously take them away from everyone else and absolutely not care if you hurt them or not (that’s the metaphor for “evil” lol) and this particular annoying behavior - eating all of them and being surprised other people noticed, saying some shit like “I did this for myself only, this is my business, why do you all care/feel something about this?”. Well, that’s because, no matter what your intentions were, at this point everyone else has no chocolates left.

I can be antisocial and alienated at times, but even this doesn’t mean that you have to behave in this particular way (I don’t have a name for this and it annoys me orz). You can be evil, and not do this. Sebastian in Kuro is a demon. Like, legit, a demon. He doesn’t act like this. I can’t recall any demonic/evil being in fiction who would act like this. Evil people annoy me less. People who consciously step on others and are aware of what they’re doing annoy me less. Evil people usually plan/scheme and so they have to acknowledge other people’s presence for their plans to succeed in any way. What I am describing isn’t necessarily “evil”. But I still believe it brings suffering in this world. Most suffering comes not from bad intentions, but unconsciousness and lack of communication.

Let’s get to my other example - Sasuke. I have watched little Naruto and I know this series is massive and his character most probably evolves. I know everyone in Naruto has a shitty backstory, Sasuke in particular, that he suffers a lot and is not really a bad person. I know he has this kind of discipline and seriousness, which looks especially good next to impulsive Naruto and makes him skillful and admirable in a way. I would probably discover more of his qualities in time. But this...ughh...this thing that just makes me wanna murder him...won’t go away. His behavior towards Sakura or idk, just generally everyone. Sakura annoys the shit out of me, at least at this point. She is the cliche teenage female chara who obsesses over Sasuke and doesn’t even try to have a decent conversation with him, acts as if she has no life and only hormones drive her (I have been told she grows up later, I hope so, dear lord). I legit dislike her and tbh I am in no way amazed Sasuke doesn’t like her back, the way she behaves, who would, and I don’t like this pairing at all. Also, naturally, no one is obliged to like anyone and when he says he has no reason to like her and they have no actual bond/there weren’t any deep convos, he is right. But even given all these factors, the way Sasuke acts still annoys me more. He so often acts as if other humans around him didn’t even exist. He only sometimes notices Naruto (which is what makes people ship them, in the context it already looks kind of gay and I barely started this anime, I am not even really into this pairing either but it’s still gay) and he seems to...kind of activate with his presence regularly. Ofc this is not a 100% pattern, Sasuke is polite and doesn’t always do this but it is like he sucks the life out of his environment because he doesn’t exchange energy with people how others usually do, he is energetically wrapped up in himself. He offers people his presence but not his company, while others offer company automatically because this is how most people naturally work. I would say this is about being guarded and guarding his feelings, but this is not even it, since you can be cautious and not do this. You can be secretive and not do this either. I feel like I’m still failing on naming this behavior well and I just hope my description will be enough for people to understand.

The whole thing just gives me this feeling where I automatically see a scenario happening: first, you see this kind of person and you think they are obviously not well, you think they are valuable inside but just troubled so you just try to relieve their pain and support them and appreciate them for who they are. But then, the way they work is that they suck you dry, end up only being more conceited and less aware of their surroundings, looking even more at only themselves because what you gave them charges them subconsciously and no matter how hard you try (like I know Naruto pursued Sasuke later on, I have no idea how it ended though lol) it is still only them and their own selves and this lack of consciousness about the world. It is like the only way to survive around this is to be an asshole yourself - give them a taste of their own medicine, completely ignore their being and think “well if you are so absorbed with yourself only and don’t wanna acknowledge that there is a world existing, good luck spending your whole life alone with no deeper connections to people and no real friends whatsoever, ciao”. The problem is, people get attached. Even if the relationship is superficial, the time you spend together and the experiences you had together take a toll on you, you remember what you lived through in the presence of the other person. Only...this kind of person, they barely even acknowledge your presence in the first place. Because to them there is only themselves, has always been and your presence is also an extension of themselves, their own inner mental struggle.

A nice quote here “I hate who steals my solitude without, in exchange, offering me true company.” (Nietzsche <3). And wow, this has been long but boy am I glad to finally have this in writing. I may reread this and edit or something later but for now nothing more comes to my mind and whoever was supposed to understand how I feel has already understood at this point I believe.

#personal #I wasn't sure how to tag this #but idc I am so happy I wrote this down and organized my thoughts #I am open to trying to understand this phenomenon better #maybe my discomfort will be smaller lol

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bet yall want yet ANOTHER post with 150 things about yours truly!!! buckle up!!!!!!!

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

hghgkjhjsjkhkjsdghjkgs

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

shy!!! but i can be really outgoing i think? if i have One thing i want to work towards i will do it (college doesnt count shhshhshs)

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

MEG!!! HOLY SHIT I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER

4. Are you easy to get along with?

i.. hope so!! i dont hate anyone

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

she’d do her best for being in australia

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

do i.......have a type?

all my friends are gay

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

OF COURSE

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

i only have like 2 o/g friends so i thought abt jace right away

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

only if serious/about real ppl or me

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

meg LOL

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“SARCASM IS KEY i would know im the sarcasm queen”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

eeeehhh

-shelter / porter robinson

-honey / magic man

-find a way / safetysuit

-collect call / metric

-wildfire / marianas trench

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

ABSOLUTELY

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

YES BC I HAVE ONE RIGHT HERE (picks up meg)

15. What good thing happened this summer?

i saw rina!!!! i love them ;;

and i met meg after that!!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

yes

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

LMAO NO i thought i was straight

but if we’re talking abt an actual crush then ... rarely?

19. Do you like bubble baths?

yes!!

20. Do you like your neighbors?

dont know them

21. What are you bad habits?

nail biting

22. Where would you like to travel?

australia...

japan w meg ccoUGH

23. Do you have trust issues?

EHHHHHHHH only w ppl i have a reason not to trust?

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

saying good morning to meg

playing games!! drawing!! talking 2 people

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

stomach

26. What do you do when you wake up?

-turn alarm off and brightness down bc its 11pm and fucking blinds me

-skim notifications to make a mental note of who i need 2 reply 2

-unlock phone and say good morning to meg

-shower / eat

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

my skin tone is so awkward....its hard 2 say cause anything doesnt match my hair

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

meg/jace/toby/ren

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

i dont have like...........any real exes LOL

30. Do you ever want to get married?

LMAO I CANT IMAGINE IT only bc if i introduced my wife 2 someone i would literally say “this is my girlfriend- i mean wife”

idc abt marriage like id be down but its not like........Essential 2 a rs

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

yep

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

sasuke

33. Spell your name with your chin.

im too lazy to move my head

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

im exercise my stress level in splatoon

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

yep

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

nothingsfhdsghjk

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

shes cute and plays video games with me and she loves me and never lets me forget that also her name is meg

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

i love. target.

40. What do you want to do after high school?

LMAO so ive been out of school for a year so... i did want to go to college bt my mom wont let me so im just gonna move countries

Bye Bich

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

yes..........at least if the harm was done to me.....

unless ur my mom/step dad/dad

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

im dissociating/have nothing 2 say

43. Do you smile at strangers?

i try not to look at ppl

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

OCEAN

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

meg

46. What are you paranoid about?

47. Have you ever been high?

barely secondhand

48. Have you ever been drunk?

L O L

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

i have no secrets

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

green

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

sometimes but then i think i might be straight and im happy w who i am

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

my disgusting social skills

53. Favourite makeup brand?

eyeliner idc abt brand

54. Favourite store?

amiami .. or target

55. Favourite blog?

softsuke is like my fave mutual theyre p chill

56. Favourite colour?

PINK

57. Favourite food?

SPAGHETTI or chicken

58. Last thing you ate?

...spaghetti

59. First thing you ate this morning?

.........spaghetti

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

i never win

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

nope tho im surprised

62. Been arrested? For what?

nope!

63. Ever been in love?

yeah... (looks @ meg) (coughs)

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

idr i think it was spin the bottle and i kissed 2 people and i was like 16?

anyway that was my first and last HGJKSGHDUIFJAL

65. Are you hungry right now?

nah

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

all my friends r my real friends

67. Facebook or Twitter?

twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

both

69. Are you watching tv right now?

nope

70. Names of your bestfriends?

meg / jace / laura / ren / toby / rina

71. Craving something? What?

2 be w meg gggghhj

72. What colour are your towels?

orange!

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

2/3 maybe 4

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

yea

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

AT LEAST 40

75. Favourite animal?

HYENA

76. What colour is your underwear?

pink

dont say anything

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

.........vanilla

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

green jacket

80. What colour pants?

pink plaid pj pants (so rn i look like a fucking disaster)

81. Favourite tv show?

NARUTO

82. Favourite movie?

mmmm... the road to eldorado!

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

mean girls

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

never watched 21js

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

i lov the goth girl and the gay guy i forget names

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

dory

87. First person you talked to today?

meg

88. Last person you talked to today?

meg

89. Name a person you hate?

mom

90. Name a person you love?

meg

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

mom

92. In a fight with someone?

nope

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

idk LOL

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

A LOT

95. Last movie you watched?

UHH.. digimon movie i think?

96. Favourite actress?

emma watson is sooooooooooooooooooooo pretty

97. Favourite actor?

idk (spins a wheel) chris pratt

98. Do you tan a lot?

never

99. Have any pets?

my gma has a bunch of cats

100. How are you feeling?

TIRED I REGRET DOING THIS

101. Do you type fast?

NOT FAST ENOUGH

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

LOL YEAH

103. Can you spell well?

most of the time

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

i burned a wacom tablet once

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

i hope not

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

yes

108. What should you be doing?

uhhh... nothing that i know of

109. Is something irritating you right now?

nope

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

haaehuhsghsu

111. Do you have trust issues?

I ALREADY ANSWERED THIS

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

grandma/sister one of the two

.......DAMN THAT WAS RLY LONG AGO

113. What was your childhood nickname?

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

yes

115. Do you play the Wii?

SPLATOON BABY

116. Are you listening to music right now?

im listening to shiny rn.......from moana......(quiet cough)

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

118. Do you like Chinese food?

ehh

119. Favourite book?

my name is riley, im 19, and i dont know how to fucking read

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

not if i know where i am

121. Are you mean?

i hope not

122. Is cheating ever okay?

stop

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

shrugs

125. Do you believe in true love?

YES

126. Are you currently bored?

lil bit

127. What makes you happy?

meg and all my friends i love u all

and games

128. Would you change your name?

legally, yes,

im working on that

129. What your zodiac sign?

capricorn

130. Do you like subway?

not rly but sometimes i crave it for some stupid reason

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

THIS WOULDNT HAPPEN

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

ALREADY ANSWERED THIS

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

my brain cannot process this question right now

134. Can you count to one million?

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

fk if i know

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

CLOSED

137. How tall are you?

5′4′’

138. Curly or Straight hair?

straight

139. Brunette or Blonde?

brunette

140. Summer or Winter?

winter

141. Night or Day?

night

142. Favourite month?

december

143. Are you a vegetarian?

semi

the only meat i eat is poultry

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

milk

145. Tea or Coffee?

coffee

146. Was today a good day?

so far!! yea

147. Mars or Snickers?

neither

148. What’s your favourite quote?

dont look back youre not going that way

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

lil bit

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

NO FK THAT IM DONE BYE

#quiz thing #if u actually read these holy shit kudos

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